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sweetkokoros · 5 years

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my best friend.

Type: Imagine, Han x Reader

Warnings: none

Word Count: 2.3K

Summary: You're trying to make your ex jealous by telling him that your best friend, Jisung is your fiancé and you end up going to a double date where Jisung has to pretend to be your fiancé.

,,Jisung, why are we in a café?", you asked your best friend, Han Jisung.

,,Since that bastard dumped you over 3 months ago, you barely get sunlight. Y/n that is just sick. I know what you had was special but he dumped you via text. Do you still love someone like that?", he asked madly.

,,I don't love him, okay? I just can't let him go, that's all", you explained and crossed your arms. Jisung stood up.

,,I'm gonna get something to drink you want anything?", he asked you and you nodded.

,,I want...", you said and he cut you off.

,,Strawberry banana milkshake?", he asked and I smiled.

,,You know me too well, Jisung", I said laughing.

I watched him go to the counter to order our drinks. Suddenly someone sat in front of me. I stared at him in shock. It was my ex boyfriend, Changwoo

,,Hey, y/n. Long time since we last saw each other. How are you doing?", he asked me with his perfect smile.

God, why is he getting more and more handsome every day?

,,I'm good. How... How are you?", I asked him stuttering.

,,I'm pretty good. Actually, I have a girlfriend now and we're very serious", he explained which made me kind of mad.

,,Oh, really? Yeah, uh, me too", I answered lying. He raised one of his eyebrows.

,,We'r actually engaged", I suddenly said and cursed myself for not shutting up.

His eyes widened. He looked kind if annoyed. Was he jealous? If so, than that was a good lie.

,,But I see no ring?", he said confused and looked at my hand.

,,Yeah, uh, I... It didn't really fit my finger so we had to give it back and get a new one", I lied again. Why am I always lying. I hate these chain lies.

,,Is he here right now?", he asked and looked around.

,,No, I'm here with a friend", I answered and looked away.

,,I'd really like to meet that guy. What do you say we have dinner tonight? Me and my girlfriend and you and your fiancé?", he asked smiling.

I know this was the line I shouldn't have crossed, but as stupid as I am, I did cross the line.

,,Yeah, of course. Should I give you my number so you can text me where and when?", I asked him but he shook his head.

,,I still have your number", he said and stared into my eyes. I was nearly having a heart attack.

,,Well, I should get going. See you tonight", he said and left the café.

I put my head on the table because I was so frustrated. What should I do? I don't have a fiancé. Stupid feelings. Why did I lie to him? I heard a tray being put on the table so I lifted my head. Jisung came back. He stared at the entrance.

,,Was that your ex?", he asked confused and I nodded.

,,What did he say?", he asked curiously while taking a sip of his drink.

An idea came into my head.

,,Jisung, I need you to do something for me", I said excited.

,,Oh, no. Do you want me to murder him?", he asked but I instantly shook my head.

,,No, why would I want you to kill somebody? Okay, I made a mistake. I sort of told Changwoo that I'm engaged, which obviously I'm not and he invited me and my ,,fiancé" to dinner tonight", I explained him.

He sighed.

,,Why would you do that?", he asked me madly leaning back.

,,I don't know, I just wanted him to show that I have a better life without him", I said and took a sip if my drink.

,,Don't you already have a better life without him?", he asked me and put his elbows on the table.

,,That's not the point. What I wanted to ask you was if you would be my fiancé tonight", I asked him scared of his answer.

,,Y/n, have you completely lost it? He's not worth it. Why don't you get it?", he asked almost yelling.

,,Please, Jisung. This will help me get over him. I'll do anything you want", I tried to convince him.

,,All right. But after that, promise me you'll at least try to get over him", he said and put his pinky finger out.

,,I promise", I said and intertwined my pinky finger with his.

,,Great, I'll see you tonight. I'll text you when", I said and stood up.

,,Wait", he said and I looked at him.

,,Your drink", he said and pointed at my milkshake.

I smiled, took my drink and went out of the café.

I rushed home and went straight to the shower. I wanted to make him jealous and see what he missed. After tonight I would move on, just like I promised Jisung. I brushed and dried my long hair. I curled it a little bit so it would look more fancy. After that I put some makeup on.

At last my dress. It was a black A-line short dress with a V-neck and ruffles. I bought it for a wedding and never wore it since. It suited my hair and makeup which made me happy. Jisung was going to be here any minute so I went to the living room and sat down on the couch.

After a few minutes, I heard the doorbell ringing. I stood up and rushed to the door. I opened it and saw Jisung in front of me. He was wearing a black suit and styled his hair. He looked different. I always saw him with sweatshirt and messy hair. He looked handsome.

His mouth stood open as he saw me.

,,You're... wow... you look so beautiful", he said and smiled.

,,Thank you. You look really nice too", I answered and smiled back at him.

,,You're ready to go?", he asked and coughed.

I nodded. I took my purse and left the house. We walked to Jisungs car and got in. While driving he was very quiet.

,,Jisung, are you okay?", I asked him confused.

,,Yeah, but... doesn't he know me? I mean you were together for 2 years and we hung out a lot", he asked with his looks focused on the street.

,,I kind of never told him about you", I confessed.

,,You did what?", he asked shocked and looked at me for a second and turned his gaze back to the road.

,,Changwoo was always so jealous even if I a guy just looked at me. I mean at first it was cute but after a while it was just extreme. I never told him about you because he would make me stop seeing you. So, I pretended you were a girl. I'm really sorry, Jisung", I explained and apologized.

Jisung smiled and took my hand.

,, I'm glad you didn't give up our friendship", he said and looked at me.

,,Let's listen to some music", I suggested and turned up the volume. I switched the songs and decided to let Twice's Fancy play.

We both jammed to the song and laughed. I love these moments with Jisung. He is the best friend anyone could have.

We arrived at the restaurant. I wasn't feeling nervous anymore, because I had Jisung. Everything would be fine. After tonight I would move on. Be happy.

As we were walking in Jisung held my hand. We saw Changwoo and his girlfriend. She was pretty. As Changwoo saw me his jaw dropped. Just the reaction I was aiming for. Jisung and I greeted both of them and sat down.

,,Y/n, this is my girlfriend, Bora", he said and threw an arm over her shoulder.

,,And this is my fiancé, Jisung", I said and looked at Jisung who was smiling at me.

We ordered our food and started talking.

,,So, how long are you two together?", I asked Changwoo.

,,2 Months ago. We knew each other since our childhood and after we saw each other again we fell in love", he told us and looked at her intensely.

2 Months? After a month of our break up. He forgot me fast, that's for sure.

,,Oh, that's sweet. Jisung and I knew each other for over three years now and we've been engaged for a month, right, babe?", I asked Jisung and he agreed with me.

,,How did you propose?", Bora asked Jisung.

He nervously looked at me as the question took him by surprise.

,,Uhm...Well, I... We've been together for not long but I knew since the first day that I've met her that she was something special", he said and looked at me which made blush.

,,One night, I thought about her. I thought about every little thing I love about her. How she laughs so hard that she falls down from the chairs she's sitting in or how she is jamming to our favorite songs on the radio. I love that she cries while watching teen movies and how she wants to go to a fast food restaurant in the middle of the night. And when I feel down she is always there taking care of me. That's when I thought that I wanted to do that for the rest of my life. She is my best friend and my soulmate", he explained and I felt the tears in my eyes.

,,And what did you do then?", Bora asked curiously.

,,I got the ring and we went to the beach while drinking strawberry- banana milkshakes which she made me taste for the first time". I smiled because I remembered that day. He didn't want to try it but after he did he couldn't stop drinking it.

,,We sat down and talked while watching the sunset. That's where I asked the question", Jisung finished his story.

He looked at me and grinned at me. I took his hand and squeezed it lightly.

,,Aw, that's so cute. I want something like that, Changwoo", Bora turned to Changwoo.

,,Bora is a big romantic. She loves those romantic novels", Changwoo explained and we laughed.

It somehow didn't feel like I was here with my ex boyfriend. It was as if we were really on a double date with friends.

That speech was always repeating in my head. That was so realistic and sweet. Why does that feel weird?

,,Excuse me for a while", I said and stood up to go to the bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror and put on my lipstick. After I was finished I went out.

Suddenly someone grabbed my wrist. It was Changwoo.

,,What are you doing?", I asked him.

,,Did you really believe I would fall for your little act out there? I know that you tried to make me jealous. It worked, baby", he said and put one of his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him.

He tried to kiss me but I stopped it. Yes, this was my goal, but I didn't want this anymore. I wanted Changwoo to be happy too. This wasn't working for us. We weren't meant to be. I accept that now.

,,I'm not interested in you anymore, Changwoo. We're over", I said and freed myself from his grip.

I walked to back to the table.

,,Jisung, let's go", I said and earned a confused look from him and Bora.

Jisung stood up put on his jacket. I took my purse in one hand and took his hand in my other. I dragged him out of there without looking back. I moved on.

We went to the car and got in.

,,You wanna tell me what happened there?", he asked me while driving out of the restaurant.

I shook my hand while crying. I had so much emotions inside of me and after three months I was ready to release them. I loved the wrong guy for two years. I forced myself into this relationship because I felt the need to be loved by a guy.

Then I thought of Jisung's speech and how he told me how he liked all those little things about me. I want somebody to love me like that. I want someone who makes me happy, just like Jisung does.

Why am I suddenly having these feelings? I can't fall in love with Jisung, he's my best friend.

,,You knwo, we went out of there without paying. That Changwoo guy is gonna get really angry", Jisung said and snatched me out of my thoughts.

I laughed weakly and dried my tears.

We arrived at my apartment and he brought me inside. He made us some coffee and we sat down on the couch.

,,Jisung, can I ask you something?", I asked and got his full attention.

,,What you said, at the restaurant, did you mean it", I asked him and he looked away.

,,Yes, I meant every thing I said", he answered.

We sat there in silence. We both were looking for words but none came out of our mouths.

,,Y/n, I gotta tell you something", he finally said and I looked at him.

,,That day when we were at the beach, a few days before you and that bastard got together, I realized something", he started to explain and took my hand.

,, I realized that I don't want to lose you and how important you are to me. I realized that I... I loved you. Not that best friend love, but that love love, you know what I mean?", he asked and looked desperately at me.

I smiled and nodded. I leaned over and kissed him.

He was surprised but kissed me back.

We slowly pulled away.

,,Jisung, I was so stupid to not realize these feelings earlier. I never knew I had these kind of feelings, but now I do", I said and hugged him.

,,I want to be with you, Han Jisung"

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