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Illustration by Dylan C. Lathrop.

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Helen Oyeyemi, from “White Is for Witching”

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rico nasty by nas nixx.

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YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO FEEL!!!!!! FEEL FEEL FEEL!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THINGS GOOD AND PURE FEEL SOMETHING!!!! OPEN YOUR HEART! BE VULNERABLE! BE SOFT! BE SO FULL OF LOVE AND MESSY AND CRY YOUR HEART OUT!!!!!!! LOVE AND FEEL!!! FEEL AND LOVE!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE! IT IS OKAY TO CARE!!! TO LOVE, TO HURT, AND CRY! PLEEEEEEASE FOR THE LOVE OF THE WORLD, CARE. FEEL. LOVE. BE A MESS OF LOVE AND FEELINGS!!! WE NEED OPEN HEARTS AND KIND EYES WITH BEAMING SOULS!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

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kaguya x xtended identity by matty

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Reblog if your profile pic is actually YOU .

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Onilogbo Hakeem makeup Artist

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WHERE IS MY RESPITE?

WHERE IS MY SOLACE??

WHERE IS MY PEACE???

FROM WHENCE DOES IT COME????

HERE IS WHERE MY MIND DOES RACE

BACK and FORTH and BACK

and FORTH and

BACK and

FORTH

and NIGHTMARE and SADNESS and FEAR

all intermingle into the

CORTISOL COCKTAIL, AND I AM

crushed and ground up into pieces.

#anxiety #vent poem #heartbreak #lesbian poem #poetry #cryptidcore #eldritch #voidpunk #monstercore #cryptid #cognitive distortions #they're distorting

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Hi! I would just like to say that I really like your posts as they are inspiring me to try and read some good old monster romance :)

Thank you. I am very glad that my writings have that effect. :)

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LIKE A SPARK OF ELECTRICITY SHE FLOWS THROUGH MY BEING AND JOLTS ME TO LIFE.

I AM GIVEN NEW ANIMATED LIFE AND VIGOR THROUGH HER INFECTIOUS ENERGY.

LIKE THE DIVINE SHE RESTORES MY SOUL.

#cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #eldritch being #voidpunk #aesthetic #creature #poetry #lesbian poem #sapphic #love poem #love poetry #lovecore

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I POUR MY HEART OPEN AND OUT UPON THE FLOOR FOR YOU, AND YOU LEAVE ME TO MOP IT UP MYSELF.

I UNRAVEL EVERY BIT OF MY BEING AND STRETCH MYSELF T H I N FOR THEM ALL, BUT THEY DO NOT RETURN ME BACK TO MY SPOOL.

WHO SHALL COME TO CARE FOR ME?

OR AM I THE ETERNAL CAREGIVER, DOOMED TO NEVER RECEIVE THAT CARE THAT I GRANT THEM ALL?

#cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #eldritch being #voidpunk #poetry #vent poem #heartache #heartbreak #creature #aesthetic

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I SAY I LOVE YOU WITH FIERY CONVICTION,

FOR I HAVE SACRIFICED SO MUCH TO STOKE THOSE FLAMES.

I STRUGGLE IN YOUR NAME SO THAT I MAY HEAR YOU SPEAK MINE.

YOUR SOUL IS SO SACRED THAT I GAVE YOU A PART OF MY OWN.

#cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #eldritch being #voidpunk #aesthetic #creature #poetry #lesbian poem #sapphic #trans love #love poem #lovesick

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my vessel has been weakened. I stumble when I used to walk, I lean when i would stand tall. but my power has not dimmed, nor has my might suffered.

my vessel may fail me, but my spirit is one who

conquers every thing.

#cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #eldritch being #voidpunk #aesthetic #creature #poetry #injury

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Donato Giancola, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep: The Lovers (detail), 2009

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I AM BEAUTIFUL BARE. I AM BEAUTIFUL ALL UNCLOTHED AND ALL REVEALED, NAKED TO YOUR WORLD THAT BIDS ME COVER UP.

#eldritch being #cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #voidpunk #aesthetic #poetry #creature #monstercore #trans pride

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she is my infinite love, my everlasting joy,

my mirth, my spirit, my carnal lust,

my blazing fire, my rushing river.

#cryptid #cryptidcore #eldritch #eldritch being #voidpunk #poetry #lesbian poem #sapphic #creature #aesthetic #love poem #love poetry #trans love #i'm so gay