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if y'all could guess what i do for a living, what would you say? ☺️

#just curious what y'all think hahaha #if you know already then 👀 shhhh

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Here’s an update on that guy.

So since our classes restarted he kinda… idk what happened but all I was getting were those glances and little to no staring contests so obviously I was a little disappointed. There were like only 2 or 3 instances where I caught him staring at me. And that’s it. And today after what felt like ages something occurred. So in the middle of the lecture the professor came up to my desk and he asked me something related to an assignment’s submission. And in the process of looking up from my notebook I saw him staring and since the professor was talking to me I couldn’t look at him for much longer and I knew that his eyes were on me so my mind started to malfunction and I literally told the professor that I’d submit the assignment TOMORROW 😭 Anyway, just as he stepped away I looked at him and the guy averted his eyes but me being me just kept on looking at him and he legit looked back at me and we just kept on staring at e/o 🫣🫣🫠🫠. I was the first one to break the eye contact even tho I didn’t wanted to ☹️ And what I did after that is just so ridiculous. Gosh I’m so embarrassed but I really want to get this off my chest 😭😭 so just as I looked away I kinda smiled and I hooked my arm with my benchmate and started to sort of laugh like a fucking idiot and she just kept on looking at me like 😵‍💫 what happened dude after that I almost banged my head on the desk and hid my face in the book all while my benchmate X’s friend (who is also friends with that guy) was looking at me 🥹 He saw me do that shit I FEEL LIKE CRYING 😭 AND JUST WANNA GO 6 FEET UNDER CAUSE WHY THE HELL DID I JUST LET MYSELF DO THAT SHIT INFRONT OF EVERYONE 😶😶

i'm like the friend watching from the sidelines, with an eye twitching and wanting to push y'all into each other's direction so you can finalLY KISS LMAO

okay no but seriously, babe, if you wanna hear my advice... it's time to approach him, me thinks 🤨 ofc that's totally up to you, but to me it feels like the two of you have such clear interest in each other and could be so adorableeeee, i mean you can't stop staring!! lolll and i think if you reach out, you'll have some clarification on what he thinks about you 😋 bc the glances are so cute, but have been going for a while 👀 and might leave you wondering over time (unless you're okay with that!! :D). also ignore me if you don't wanna do anything like that at all, i'm just cheering for your happiness hehe 🤣 and dw babe!! i bet it wasn't that bad and the laughter was even somewhat adorable 🥰

keep me posted and good luck with your assignment!! <3

#mwah #i got this ask like 4x 😁 tumblr either eats them or oversends them (unless you worried i wouldn't get it which dw i mostly do get urs 🥰) #notes for rid 🌹 #ash <3

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the story ruining you/us in a good way is thankfully a great common effect ruin you seems to have!! 😋 thank you for reading!! this couple is very close to my heart. let's see if we'll ever see more of them again, but for now i'm just happy you enjoyed it so much hehe 🤍

rid my dear if you’re not too busy, and still open for some drabbles, I have a request. All these amc on ry has me feeling soft and gushy, so my request is ry!tae and a!oc on their wedding night 🥹❤️🥰💍💐👀

fic: ruin you and ruined pairing: taehyung x reader (a!oc) genre: established relationship; pure fluff and smut warnings: confessions and a lot of love :(, they're simps for each other, bit of teasing, wedding talk; explicit sexual content: fingering, oral (f.), doggy and missionary <3, spit stuff, brief masturbation, biting (surprise), dom and big dick!tae (surprise pt2.), one pussy slap, he likes her ass, praising, so many petnames, he's actually SOOO fkn sweet :(, unprotected sex (condoms are cool), manhandling, multiple orgasms, lmk if i forgot smth <3 wc: 3k (u don't understand how much i miss them ok) a/n: i've not been feeling so well lately, so i was gonna say no to this request – but this ask stirred something in me, and now i miss them even more :') it's far from perfect, but i hope u still like it hehe i even made a banner !! :D lmk what u think <3 a/n2: the drabble belongs to my ruin you series (linked above), but if u'd like to read it as a standalone, that's totally possible, too! those are just newlyweds very very much in love 🥺

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ask my character! (no drabble requests anymore, please!) <3

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The sly smirk he shoots down to your awaiting body will never not feel new to you.

He towers above you, veined hands under his neck. His fingers slowly work at the buttons that yet keep his skin hidden, and your blood boils. Your heart vibrates. Your eyes dart back and forth between his gaze and his ring finger, now decorated with eternity.

With his shirt down and the melanin popping, he hastily removes his slacks; danger fills his words when his knees hit the mattress and he says, “You looked so gorgeous today.” You hold your breath, shifting back on the bed. “Couldn’t keep my eyes off you.”

“Liar. You were too busy admiring the castle grounds and the fairy lights.”

Your back hits the headboard of the bed, but you don’t remain in the position for long. His strong grip settles around your already bare thighs, pulling you down the bed until you’re flat underneath him.

Drawing closer, he breathes against your skin, hands crawling up from your legs to your tummy and then to your breasts. He’s an enchantment, every single time… and despite the years you spent together, tangled up in your room, you don’t know how your heart will handle his unending affection.

You’re officially his now, aren’t you? Officially officially.

“You loved the lights and the flowers just as much, though, didn’t you?” he asks whenever his lips aren’t kissing down your neck and shoulders.

“I did…” you mumble, focusing on breathing, “didn’t expect anything else from us.”

“It was your idea.”

“No regrets.”

“No,” he places a hand on your cheek, brushing back your hair, “fuck no. Never any regrets.”

Taehyung is impatient today – and that says a lot, considering how he’s still moving slowly, carefully. The hour-long pleasure that usually keeps you awake at night falls away this time; his mouth journeys down your body and to your panties right away.

Wet kisses call goosebumps to the surface of your skin; he moans when you do. His fingers tug at the straps of your bra, pulling it down and freeing your perked nipples. The gust of wind through the open window makes you shiver.

“Today was really fucking long,” you murmur, whimpering when he bites your sides. “Fuck, I—”

“Yes. Yeah, what is it?”

“Can you hurry up?”

“You’re flattering me,” he laughs, hands on your hips as his face settles between your spread legs. “On our first day as a married couple, too.”

“Me telling you to hurry up is flattery to you?”

“Is it not?” He plays around the hem of your panties, and when his fingertips graze the spot near your clit, you almost shut your legs close. “You think hearing you beg for dick isn’t flattery?”

“Not begging…” you insist, though the both of you know just how fast he affects your mind. “Just—”

He slaps your pussy with a layer still inbetween; you yelp, looking down at him with furrowed eyebrows as he says, “I missed this.”

“It’s just been two days.”

“So? I miss you all the damn time.”

“Simp.”

“‘Kay,” he only voices before he buries his nose and mouth in your panties.

He inhales, lips toying with the fabric. Then, his tongue darts out, and you feel it subtly, slowly; your body reacts, and that’s all he wants.

Looking up at you, he finds your eyes closed in delight and lust. He dives in again – and this time, he flattens his tongue over your pussy, the material of your panties harsh against the wet muscle. You squirm, groaning, and your hands rush to his dark hair.

It’s still somewhat hard from the gel his tresses got styled with, but when you look at him, the damn loose strands send you into an endless spiral of craze.

“Taehyung—”

“Mmmh.”

His movements become more urgent; soon, he’s making out with your clothed cunt, nails digging into your legs and hips, and you squirm in his grip. Your reaction sends blood straight from his head to his cock, and when impatience wins once and for all, his face shoots up.

Your limbs are shivering already, your nipples impossibly hard. And with the look you wear, he can’t help but feel his underwear tighten. Nearly ripping your panties off of you, he throws them on the ground before finding his way back home between your thighs.

He doesn’t take a moment or two to prepare you for what’s to come; instead, he pushes your legs back immediately, starting to eat you out like a man starved. His tongue and lips feel soft against your pussy, and he keeps changing the pace.

From fast flicks to slow kisses, he doesn’t leave a spot of you untouched. His mouth glistens from your slick – you can see it even from here – and his hair tickles your pelvis. Nether lips spread, he brings a finger to your entrance, and when he teases it with circling motions, you shut your legs around his ears again.

“Fuck,” he says when he emerges anew for a breath of air. “One more time and I’ll leave you high and dry on your wedding night.”

“You wouldn’t dare.”

He smirks. “I wouldn’t, you’re right,” the shake and tilt of his head remind you of the devil; he will eat you alive, you know it, “but don’t you wanna come as many times as possible, baby?”

“Now th–that you say it…” you breathe out when he soothes the crescent moons his nails dug into your skin. “But hurry. Please.”

“‘Yeah, babe.” Taehyung’s finger pushes in between your walls, and your eyes roll back at the pleasant intrusion. “No need to worry at all.”

And then, he’s tongueing at your clit. Drawing patterns, watching you leak, his fingers drenched in arousal to their knuckles. He fucks into you slowly at first before he increases his pace, and with the tension already present in your tummy since dinner, you let go with a snap.

“Ohhhh, you— you fucking demon, I—” is all you manage.

He licks you through your high; you feel the smile against your skin. You might’ve remarked something snarky if he wasn’t robbing every little piece of your sanity.

Cautiously, he watches your expression, a deep crease between your eyebrows that relaxes bit by bit. You look drowsy, kind of hazy – the way you always do when an orgasm shakes your body.

“Baby,” he whispers innocently, and you almost scoff; though your reaction dies immediately when he adds, “Turn around.”

“Huh?”

Taehyung laughs, kissing your cheek, your nose, your forehead before he teases, “You really can’t think anymore, can you?” You let out a small snicker, shaking your head no. “Turn around for me.”

You attempt your best to do a 180, and his hands aid you, flipping you over before he lifts your hips. Balancing your body on your underarms, you throw the hair out of your face, and when you glance back a few seconds later, he’s… fully naked.

Pumping his cock.

Hissing, biting his lip. His jaw is clenched and sharp – you want it to cut you open.

You push your body back, wiggling your ass, but Taehyung’s free hand stops you in your tracks when he grabs a handful of your bum and squeezes hard. You let out a quiet vocal, and he says, “You wanna play with my sanity like that?”

“It’s what I’ll be doing the rest of my life, babe.”

“Good one,” he says, albeit not without a tsk and a roll of his eyes. You don’t see his pupils anymore – but you’re sure he did just that.

You feel the mattress shift when he moves closer; his cock rests between your ass cheeks, moving slowly. Leaking precum sticks hot against your skin, and he leans forwards until his chest almost touches your back.

“Here,” he voices, bringing his fingers to your mouth. “Need a good image of what you can do.”

You want to tell him that he knows exactly what you can do – pictures of his eyes rolled back, his cock throbbing in your mouth, your own eyes watering flash across your mind. The way he grunts and groans when he comes in your throat, his voice as deep as the ocean.

Fuck.

Words die on your tongue when he pushes the digits he fucked you with between your lips. It’s the same as always for you, neutral; your arousal awakens nothing in you. But you know he likes your fragrance, your taste, that it drives him crazy to feel you around him anyhow.

Like now.

You swirl your tongue around his fingers, bobbing your head back and forth, eyelids shut as he moans. You imagine that he’s thrown his head back; feel how rockhard he is for you.

His cock shifts down and prods your entrance – you think he’ll push in when you expect it the least. But instead, he removes his fingers from your mouth and says, “Spit on it.”

Offering his palm, he breathes in deeply again, and you land a blob of spit on his hand before it vanishes from your sight. Craning your neck again, you watch as he spreads it around his dick; veins pulsate along his curved length, and you drool at the size, at the sheer delicacy that’ll ruin you all night.

And then, he moves on the bed again, and you avert your gaze, preparing your body for what’s to come.

Wet and filthy, his cock slides in. A loud mewl of his name falls out of you, and your upper body threatens to drop. He fills you up slowly, knowing you need a moment to adjust to him; and once he’s sheathed himself entirely inside you, he asks, “All good, my love?”

“I’m okay,” you assure, your head spinning, “go ahead. Please.”

And so he does.

Starts fucking into you gently, his hips moving in circles. He watches the way his cock keeps disappearing inside you; listens to the sounds that tumble out of you constantly; sees it when you grab the sheets above your head.

“Can I go—”

“Yeah,” you say, already aware of what he’s going to ask, “harder… faster.”

“Okay. Okay, shit.” He pauses, taking the moment to ram into you hard. “Are you even real? Gonna break the bed, I sw— swear.”

He would. It’s not like he has never torn up the pillows in your bedroom. But if he does it here, the hotel staff might complain, so he better practice control tonight.

Even if you don’t want him to.

Taehyung used to tell you how his biggest flex in bed was composure. How he always knew what he was doing, every move calculated – and how all of this broke once he met you. You’re a fog, he always says. You don’t allow a clear mind… don’t allow calculations.

And you notice it in the way his hips snap against yours; the way he forgets the world around him. You jolt forwards, your legs giving in. But the weakness of your limbs doesn’t discourage him; instead, he falls onto you, careful to not crush you under his weight.

Flat on your tummy, you’re caged between the bed and him, raising your arms higher. And before you know it, his hands have wandered from your waist to your wrists, pinning them down on each side of the pillow.

His cock, impossibly solid and wet, fucks you insane – your thoughts are scattered when the curve of it hits an especially sensitive patch inside you.

And he… not even he can believe that you’re real. His thrusts push your ass upwards, both your bodies sweaty; he loves how you feel wrapped around his thick cock. So he lunges in harder.

You nearly scream, “Taehyung—” Your heart thumps wildly, and his teeth nibble at the shell of your ear, his breathing shallow and irregular against you. “Taehyung, fuck, I…”

“Talk to me. Talk to me, sweetheart.”

“I love you… so— so fucking much.”

You do.

You do, right?

And suddenly… something seems to change in the atmosphere.

Your words trigger something in his heart. Something deeply anchored, yet easy to grasp. The wild hammering of his hips calms down, and the firm grip around your wrists loosens.

“Baby,” he whispers, and you hum, feeble in his presence. “I’m sorry, but… can you— can you turn around again?” You hum again, and he adds, “Wanna see you.”

So you do.

Slowly, with sugar and honey in your eyes. No matter how lewd your actions, your eyes are always deep and dreamy. He thinks he sees your soul through them – shiny and bright, like no one else’s ever.

God, he’s in love with you.

There can’t be a day without you anymore. By the laws of fate and love, there can’t be.

With the tip of his member spreading your pussy again, one of his hands wanders to the nape of your neck. His fingers bury in your hair, his lips grazing yours. He looks at you like he’s seeing you for the very first time – sighs along with you when his dick has vanished inside you again.

And then, before he starts moving once more, he admits, “I love you, too. I love you so much, it hurts.”

It hurts.

Every moment without him. You hate being dependent on people – but Taehyung has a hold on your heart that will keep suffocating you in the most delightful way. If that’s the silent ache love and eternal fondness bring, you don’t ever want your heart to stop bleeding.

Your moans, your whimpers, the crying out of each other’s names continue. The yearning, despite the closeness, doesn’t end. But his ministrations are slower now, his eyes lost in you. He doesn’t stop looking at you.

Only fucks you deeper, his pelvis brushing against your clit, untying the second knot that forms in your stomach. And he says, “I can’t… I cannot believe this.”

“What, baby?” you whisper, pushing the stray hair behind his ears.

“That this is happening…” You know immediately what he means. Not sex. Not intimate moments. You’ve had so many of those. But. “My wife. Aren’t you? My—” A sharp breath falls out of his mouth. “My baby, right? My wife.”

You might tear up… here and now. Your eyes are already welling up, glassier than his – and when he buries his face in your neck, kissing your flesh, you throw your head back. Eyelids flutter shut. The one tear priorly attempting to escape rolls out of your eyes and down your temples.

And when the contact of your skins keeps toying with your clit, you let go again at one particularly effective thrust. His name is all you seem to know – the rest of human language doesn’t make any sense anymore. Your voice breaks, your arms around him so tight that your muscles hurt.

Your husband.

Kim Taehyung.

Kim Taehyung – a man you’ll keep forever. His thoughts, his smile, his touch. A future with him and mini hims.

Yours.

“Fuck, I’m gonna…” he manages, but you barely understand. “I love you. Love you. You feel so good, f—”

You press your lips together, still keening – and when he muffles his sounds against your clavicles, you know he’s close, too. He moves inside you once. Twice. And half a minute later, he’s spilling inside you, his seed hot and plenty.

A palm of yours slides down his body, to the firm muscles of his ass. He raises his head, madness in his eyes; his hair is dishevelled, in urgent need of a wash. But you think he’s prettiest like that.

Drowning in you. Unaware of his surroundings.

Taehyung is in love with you, and you will keep repeating it to yourself until you understand this fact’s reality one day.

“You’re perfect,” he then says.

His cock softens, the sheets damp from your sweat and filth – but right now, you couldn’t care less. His eyes pull you in too much, hypnotising; who could care about anything other than him?

“You are,” you tell him, and he smiles. Pecks your nose, and then stares at you with a blush dusting his cheeks. “And today was perfect, too.”

“It was, yeah? I’m happy if you’re happy, then.”

“You know what I loved the most?”

“Mmh… Slow dancing.”

Your eyes blow wide along with your mouth, and you tilt your head in the pretty way he adores as you say, “How did you know?”

“I saw it the moment we started. I knew you loved it,” he pauses, licks his lips, and you look at his mole for a moment, “but also because it was my favourite part, too.”

You nod slowly, pulling him into you a bit more. “We should slow dance more often, I think.”

“We’ll do anything you like, okay? We have all the time in the world now.”

Once again, you nod, and your eyes shimmer with purity. You’re indescribable – a wonder of nature. One of Monet’s paintings, right out of his mind, personified.

Taehyung never questions where you were all his life. Never thinks you should’ve crossed paths before. Because recalling his past, he doesn’t reckon he would’ve gotten into your heart this deep with the personality he used to wear.

Love had its time – and when the first tries failed, you appeared with a halo over your head.

It’s perfect. Every moment, every kiss, every fight and every piece of you – perfect.

The corners of his lips drop, his eyes suddenly sober. Worry creeps up your heart, and for a second, you fear he might slip back into the anxious moods that used to plague him. So you ask, “What’s wrong?”

But in reality… he and his heart are calm. Pleasant waves of tenderness swim in his eyes. And then…

Then he says, “You’re the love of my life.”

Your heart stops for a moment.

You take a deep breath; your waterline dampens again.

And he continues, “Don’t you ever dare to leave, okay?”

As if anything was easier than that. A request so obvious that you don’t even need to think twice before you promise, “I’d be an idiot if I did.”

That’s what you vowed at your wedding today. That you’d keep the beats of your hearts synchronised. That you’d never let him feel the absence of your warmth. And that you’d keep your fingers tangled with his.

That you’ve fallen for him once – and that you’ll keep falling for him forever.

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please lmk what u think and reblog if u liked it 🥺 !!

#fic: ruin you #vintagemoonsstuff

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literally everything is unisex if u stop giving a fuck

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Jimin | vlive 190615

#sweetheart #jimin

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Peanut Butter & Tears DPR IAN

#second gif...... loml #christian yu #dpr ian #tw flashing

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OH SHOOT AT FIRST I ONLY READ ANGST AND C&F

And my mind went back to months ago when we talk about jk having a bast*rd kid or oc having a difficult pregnancy 😭😭

thAT B-WORD THERE LMAO let's call it illegitimate child actually 💀 but tbh, you're not entirely wrong bc… when i made the post and mentioned c&f, i fully thought of that angst oneshot, too, and am very fkn tempted to write it one day :') but not before pushing out a load of fluff between these lovebirds <33

#oh god oh gawddd the c&f nostalgia is real #notes for rid 🌹 #anon #fic: candles & flames

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us, peeps, feel very excited, honoured, happy, joyous, gleeful, all of the above, about a truckload of angst this summer

fANK YEW VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SWRVICE mWAH

you're a cutie if i've ever seen one for even doubting about us, peeps, not being happy about a truckload of angst this summer xx

no i'm honoured that you're up for more and even more angst after all i put you through those last 3 years lmaooo 😭 it would be my angstiest and most destructive work so far, so that says quite a bit hehehe

i would never doubt y'all 🤓 but i would blush at the fact that you find me cute 😘

#FANK YEWWWW FOR BEING HERE ILYYY KISSES <3333 #notes for rid 🌹 #anon

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Hiiii, new follower here.

I stumbled across 'ruined' a while back, it's been my first fic of yours and now I'm really curious about your other works!!! I'd been a somewhat silent reader tho, but I'm hoping to change that!

Honestly, ruined was such a ride. One of the best works I'd read, hands down. The build-up between the characters, their exchange, had me on the edge of the seat the whole damn time- like the way you portrayed the atmosphere between them; It was tense yet relaxed, like I knew they surely wouldn't make a move on the other, even if the thought was constantly bugging them in the back of their mind, and its effect only made the air thicker. Idk if I'm making sense lmao but I personally loved how that played out, the build-ups, explosions, lows, highs, jeeez. And Tae's ptsd just felt so real, it was as if I saw those memories flash past, your use of imagery is just *chef's kiss*. You did such a great job on it, like I was kicking in my seat aksjkwkdjjdkf.

I've been a writer myself for quite a long time now, but have never really posted my works on public platforms (scared of plagiarism ig?), but having said that, I encourage you to keep doing what you do. Ik how audience response varying over time can be discouraging, but gotta push through it ig.

I'm hoping to cover your other works real soon and post my thoughts on it if you don't mind!

omg hi!!!! you can drop by anytime (i promise i usually answer quicker 😭), and it's so genuinely sweet of you to want to reach out!! ruined was one of the best works??? stop, this is so nice 😭 as far as i remember, i had such a wonderful time writing it and i loved them so much, so it's crazy that it reached you just the same 🥺 you're so right!! there was an unspoken tension for sure, and she was trying, but tae had to heal a little :') idk if you have yet, but if you want, you can read the backstory – the entire ruin you series! i think all those emotions you're feeling now will be magnified by a dozen :') no pressure ofc hehe!!

i will try my best!! 🥺 it's very cool that you write as well, though, and i hope it's been fun for you. plagiarism is always a worry yeah ugh… but if you ever want to show the world what your mind conjures, def go for it <3 thank you for reading, and i hope you like my other stuff just as much, if not more, if you do get to it 🥺 i don't mind at all hehe always here to chat 🤍

#notes for rid 🌹 #lava-ash #fic: ruined

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Rereading ruin you for the 2nd time. It was still as hurt as the first time. So good! It definitely ruined me so bad! Eeeekkkkk

you're stronger than me bc idek if i could reread it without the emotional damage that might come with it 😭 thank you for experiencing it again tho omg… do you have a favourite part or anything lingering in your mind about it??? 👀

#you guys still reread my stuff!!!! ily!!! #notes for rid 🌹 #anon #fic: ruin you

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Aww baby I’m fine it was a blessing that my uncle was at my place that night. And the fire was in the same room I was sleeping in 🤡 Only my walls got damaged on one side and I’m getting them fixed. It was a short circuit that occurred and thankfully it didn’t get too out of hand.

I missed you so much babe. You were silent for a couple of days and I was wondering if everything is fine.

okay i'm so glad then 😭 and i really hope it doesn't happen again :') maybe you could get sensors or smth!

i missed you, too, love :') everything's okay! i try my best to pop in whenever i can, but the days are so thoroughly packed, i can't even tell up and down apart it's all spinningggggg lmao and the inactivity might continue for a bit, but. i'll always come back 🥰 <3

#notes for rid 🌹 #ash <3

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hi riddie!! I hope you’re doing well. it’s spring and that reminds me of you for some reason (I know the reason but if I tell you then you’ll know i’m in love with you). I’ve been missing you so much but I truly hope this time away has been good for you and i’ll always support you doing what’s best for you!

I will say, I was driving last night and all the sudden I started thinking about our cmi couple and I realized how much I miss them and especially how much I miss OC. she feels like a close friend to me and since I haven’t read cmi in a minute it feels like I haven’t spoken to my best friend in a long time. she really brings me so much comfort and fills me with warmth and I wanna just sit on the grass and chat with her, which is kinda what reading it feels like. take your time getting the next chapters to us, and please don’t take this as me trying to rush you, but I wanted you to know!!

love love love you <3

alyssa, now you have to tell me why spring reminds you of me bc i'm nosy like that 🥺 best case scenario, i'll just fall deeper in love with you, too :P but seriously, i'm a spring/autumn gal, so that makes me feel all giddy… and i miss you so much, as well 🥺 i will never be able to fully leave this place, but i will say that taking a break helped a lot. social media in general has the ability to interfere with life, so i'm trying not to depend on it so much :')

awh god? :( i haven't touched the cmi doc in a whiiiiile, but i think of them almost every day. oc would blush and giggle like a lil girl if she knew how much you love her 💕 and she'd loooove to be your best friend and sit on grass and talk for hours 🤧 to me as the writer, it also means the world that you think of my lil babies that way. i do miss them a lot, and i will definitely take my time, but i hope they can come back to us soon again <3 love you so much 🥺🤍

#<33 #notes for rid 🌹 #alyssa <3 #fic: colour me in

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*clears throat* eeeum hi..👋🏽 I’m sorry I’ve been away. I’ve lost intrest in em bts/life for a hot sec but what’s going on? How’s you doing lately? Anything new anything exciting? Or anything sad for that matter?

oh hiiii sharon!!! i understand and it's okay to move on :') i've been well, babe, life keeps me occupied :') but i try my best to power through work and school which have been going well 🪵 and taking care of my health. nothing too sad for now, thankfully, but let's not jinx it :D how have you been? 💕

#notes for rid 🌹 #sharon <3

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Hi there. You okay? It’s been a while. So there was a fire in my house and I just kept on sleeping and only knew about it the next morning I woke up 🥹 I always used to say that you could drop a bomb next to me and I’d still be sleeping but I had no clue this could be true 😭

???? omg ????? are you okay, was there any damage? 😭 you said it so casually kjfshjkfsf pls be careful and take care of yourself!! 🥺

#i'm okay my love <3 it's been a while indeed 🤧 #can't wait for the stress to subside #notes for rid 🌹 #ash <3

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Hey riddie I’ve missed you :)

Life has gotten so busy, but I hope w the semester ending soon and spring starting, my time on tumblr will return and I can talk to you on here and the discord server (if it’s still active🥲). It feels like so long ago when we were all so active and talking all the time…I miss those days💔

But how have you been?!? How’s school and work? Are you taking care of yourself? Please do, never hesitate to take breaks and take care of yourself. We only have one Rid and we want her to feel her best always, okay??

Okay I have to study for finals, but I hope to be back soon and I’m very excited to read whatever you have planned for us (I never mean to rush you, I hope you know this🥲) because you’re my favorite blog on here and I’ll never miss a Rid drop as long as I shall live!!

I really hope you’re taking care of yourself, I luv you riddie❤️

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star hi 😭 i am so exhausted, i barely have time to be here, so i totally get what you're saying. i would absolutely love to hear from you whenever!! 🥺 the discord server has been quite, but we shall work on bringing back the chaos hopefully soon :P was thinking of another movie night? whatcha think, server people hahaha

i've been okay!! there've been ups and downs, of course… there are still bad days. but i'm really trying super hard to take care of myself and to indulge in little pleasures in life. been holding back less <3 only one rid, huh… then i shall treat her even better, to my best abilities 🥺 work and school have been fine so far, but i can't wait for a bigger break lol!! and you?? how's everything? hope you're hydrated and well 🤧

ofc i know!! still pumped that you're excited hehe. i cannot wait for entertainer (been working on it again!!) and everything else to come :D love you so so much and please take breaks, too 🤍

#notes for rid 🌹 #⭐️ anon

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I am so sick of people telling what I should do or how I should be living my life. It’s so frustrating and upsetting. I seriously just wanna scream, why can’t everyone just focus on their lives… sorry for the ranting, Rid. It just got too much and I had to share it with someone. Hope you are doing good. I miss you. <3

:( i think some people in our lives automatically put themselves on a pedestal without our consent and then feel like they have the right to dictate your life for one or another reason… you're your own person and you don't owe anybody anything!! i really hope you're able to break that cycle and show them that you're capable of living on your own and don't need anyone to meddle!! it'll get better, i promise 🥺 rant anytime, babe. if you want to elaborate on this or just let stuff out somewhere without me even posting, that's fine, too. always here!!

love you and miss you lots. you're wonderful <3

#notes for rid 🌹 #bora <3

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sup peeps how do we feel about a potential truckload of angst this summer

#like.. gonna be crushed underneath it kinda load #aside from that c&f oneshot whatchu think #:]