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yes, i am! thank you so much for waiting for me <33
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Him as your best friendâs brother; Kim Taehyung
Pairing; Taehyung x Gender Neutral! reader
Warning; deaths, car accidents
Genre; sad angst (as per usual)
-@taesapââ
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a/n: i seem to be getting a little rusty and iâm also unable to write as much as i want to (ignoring the fact that i abandoned this account for months) anyways, hereâs this short little fic thatâs totally not sad or heartbreaking and has a happy ending /sarc
Your P.O.V
You found yourself plopped on your bed with a book in hand. All of a sudden you feel the book being snatched out of your hand, catching you off guard.Â
Your eyes adjust to your atmosphere and you see your best friendâs brother holding your book. âGive it backâ you murmur. âDo you read such absurd romance books?â Taehyung chuckled. âYeah and what about it?â you glared at him attempting to take the book away from him. He held the book out of your reach.Â
âIâve read this one,â he said, staring at the cover. His grip loosened around the book, you glanced at it gingerly held between his fingers and grabbed it. Your fingers wrapping around the publication, your fingers gently, momentarily, brushing against his. âI thought you donât read romance books?â you said, finally getting a hold of your book. âI don't, Lia does. Do you want to know what happens?â
You sit on your bed once more and look at him, his eyes meeting yours. âNo, Taehyung, I'm reading it to see what happensâ you diverted your eyes back to your book and he started to exit your room. âSuit yourself, I was just saving you some timeâ he whistled as he went out the door.Â
You started reading your book again, relieved to finally have gotten rid of all distractions. However, to your dismay, a few minutes later, Taehyung returned. âThey both die at the end,â he said, his grin intact looking as though butter wouldnât melt in his mouth. âWhy do they always die at the end?â You groaned.Â
You threw a pillow at him in annoyance âWhatâs wrong with you?â He hurried out the room, with you chasing behind. He sprinted as fast he could in an attempt to get away from you. However, in vain, he bummed into a wall and you eventually cornered him and initiated an attack, your fist reaching up to his face. His reflexes worked quicker and he grabbed your wrist âI was only trying to help you, why are you attacking me?â He said, his eyes meeting yours, your hand in his and for the slightest moment, for the first time ever, you felt something curious.  Â
3 weeks later
After much persuasion, you agreed to meet Taehyung. You slowly started to develop feelings past the storybook incident and acknowledged them. You were seated parallel to him in his car, willing to be whisked away to a place that would be much more breathtaking in his presence.Â
He started the engine and raced across the street. âWhat made you agree to see me?â he asked, smirking at you. âI donât know, I thought an idiot should be given time in the spotlight, no?â He chuckled as he gazed at you.Â
âIâm sorry for being a prick at times.â âYou should beâ you chortled as he continued with his confession. âNo, Iâm being serious. I like you, and I hope you reciprocate,â he said as he attempted to reach for your hand, delicately grasping it and intertwining his fingers with yours.Â
He moved closer, your faces inches apart when lights flashed in front of your car, blinding you. âTaehyung, look out!â you shouted but it was too late. The vehicle collided with yours causing it to overturn. You felt the air escape your lungs as your body howled in pain. You turned to look at Taehyungâs battered body, your hands still intertwined, his beautiful face covered with blood. The sight frightened you, caused your stomach to churn and briefly made you forget your own agony after witnessing his.  âI⊠like you tooâ you muttered, your voice frail.Â
Sometimes I wonder, why do they always die at the end?
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Sad, happy tears (Park Jimin)
Pairing; Jimin x (best friend) Gender Neutral! reader
Warning; rejection, friendzoning
Genre; sad angst (as per usual)Â
-@taesapââ
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a/n: i wrote this to include this one sentence that my friend said, âsad happy tearsâ and i just HAD to write about it, it was too beautiful not to be. altho, ths short fic doesnât do it justice, hope you enjoy and hope itâs not too weird!
Your P.O.V
The phone rang, your best friendâs name flashing on the screen. A blush crept up to your cheeks as you picked up the phone. âY/n!â his voice boomed through the speaker, you smiled "Are you smiling? Because I can't see you" you nodded. "Are you nodding as well? Because I still can't see you" he said, his beautiful laugh sounding through your ears. You chuckled "Ah yes, I'm sorry, you were saying?"Â
âI was saying that I wanted to meet you today. In the garden perhaps?â your eyes lit up at the thought of seeing him.Â
Time Flash; 5;00 pmÂ
You slowly made your way into the garden, smoothing the wrinkles in your dress. A gust of wind blew a strand of hair over your face. Smiling, you tucked it behind your ears. you admired the beauty of the garden, your eyes landing on the lake and your heart clenched. What it beheld was unpleasant. You felt every inch of your skin burn with agony and pain rushed through every part of your veins. Your body felt sore and the ground beneath you opened, swallowing you into its boundless intensities. You saw your best friend holding hands with someone else. Someone who wasnât you, someone you could never be. Mustering your fretting courage, you looked up and to your horror, it was true. you wanted to run, but it seemed as though your legs gave up on you and he noticed you. âY/n!â your best friend called out, his voice laced with merriment. you wanted to turn back but against your will you waved at him and walked over to him, regretting ever falling in love. âHi Jimin!â you said and he slowly embraced you. You battled your tears but the comfort didnât help. you abruptly pulled away and interlocked your eyes with the girl who ruined your life in the flash of a second. âHi,â you said, trying your best not to cry. âY/n, this is my girlfriend. That's why I called you here, to tell you about herâ Jimin said, grin intact. You felt like your insides were on fire and the tears finally fell. His expression melted into concern âWhy are you crying Y/n, are you okay?â he gently held your hands in his. You sniffled âYes, Iâm just- Iâm happy for you! Theyâre happy tears!â Sad, happy tears
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hide and seek made me weep my eyes out at 2 in the morning. i love it nonetheless đ„čđ«¶đŒđđ
thank you so much!! im glad it made you cry đ no but seriously so so grateful!! <33
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When he doesnât love you; Kim Taehyung
Pairing; Taehyung x (partner) F! reader
Warning; breakups?
Genre; sad angst
-@taesapâ
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a/n: i wrote this a long time ago, so i apologise if it is sucky although i did try to refine it the best i could without taking away from it, the actual plot. i wrote this for the prompt i read that went; âIâm sorry I was so hard to love.â i hope you like my take on this deep, depressing prompt! <3
Authorâs P.O.V
He disregarded her, again. He couldnât even bring himself to look at her because he dreaded it. He dreaded the grief in her eyes. He dreaded the one question she would ask. He blamed himself even when he wasnât at fault. But didnât he break her? Didnât he put her through endless suffering? He sinned despite never committing crime.
Your P.O.V
Your boyfriend overlooked your date once more. He invariably ignored you and used the same explanation every time. At first, you believed him but doubt slowly made its way into your mind and you couldnât help but wonder if there was someone else? Every day, these very thoughts took over your life. You deserved to know the truth, even if it would break you. You wanted peace, and you were determined to find it. Picking up your phone you dialled his number. Voicemail. You sighed and recorded a message for him.Â
âHey Taehyung, I know youâre busy⊠as always but whenever youâre free, do call me back, this is importantâ You put down your phone, eyes darted towards the frame resting on your desk. It was a picture of you with him. Tears formed in your eyes, blurring your vision.Â
His P.O.V
I played Y/nâs voicemail over and over, it chipped at my heart more and more every time.
âI canât bring myself to look at herâ I sighed âI hate myself for being attracted to someone else when I know that Y/n is waiting for me at home. I hate how I make her doubt herself when Iâm the one whoâs at fault here. I canât even look at myself because I feel the shame.â Tears formed in the corner of my eyes threatening to fall.Â
âTaehyungâŠâ Jin sympathised âFalling out of love isnât a bad thing. Feelings come and go, thereâs nothing you can do to change that. Everyone has a person and you just don't belong to each other. My suggestion to you is, tell her. Tell her how you feel and how you donât love her anymore, ignoring her will break you and her.âÂ
I, finding wisdom in his words, decided to return Y/nâs callsÂ
âHey...Y/n how are you?â I askedÂ
âTaehyung, you...you calledâ Her voice wavered.Â
âDo you want to meet up today? Iâll come over at 8?âÂ
âThat sounds great. Iâll see you at my house then?âÂ
âYeah, bye Y/nâÂ
âBye, I love you,â She said and I winced. I couldnât reply, I couldnât lie so I hung up, pinching the bridge of my nose.
Time Flash; 7:45 pmÂ
Your P.O.V
The bell rang and your heart skipped a beat. He was here. You rushed over to open it and there he stood. He had a bouquet and a paper bag.Â
âHey,â you murmuredÂ
âHey yourself,â he gave you a weak smile and made his way to the couch.Â
He took a seat and handed you the bouquet and bag âThis is for you, you like lilies, right?â You hum and placed them on the table.Â
âSo Taehyung uh ab-âÂ
âY/n I have to tell you something, and before I do, you have every right to be mad at me but please, hear me out.â He looked at you, eyes softening. âY/n I- Iâm sorry. I lost feelings for you. I was being drawn to others and I-â His voice broke. âI know I promised that I would never leave you but I did just thatâ His eyes moistened. Tears blurring your vision, you fought them back and tried to form an answer. You wanted to ask him. You wanted answers. You wanted to say so much but all you could manage was âItâs okay, feelings can be lost as swiftly as theyâre gainedâ His eyes widened. âYouâre not mad? I broke my promise. I hurt you!âÂ
âItâs okay, promises are meant to be broken.â After a moment of calm, you broke the silence âWhatâs their name?â He looked down not wanting to face you. âSheâs⊠a colleague at work itâs- itâs not important. We havenât even interacted or anything-â His voice wavered, he abruptly stood up and looked back at you one last time âIâm sorry I couldnât love youâÂ
âIâm sorry I was so hard to love,â You replied and slammed the door shut, leaning against the doorframe.Â
You could hear his sniffling on the opposite side knowing heâs in the same state as you.
The heart is a fool. Loves even those who break you without mercy.Â
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hello i am here to request àŹȘ(àčâąáŽâąàč)àŹ âĄ
prompt no 78 - "what? am i the bad guy? again?"
member - jimin
genre - you decide :)
hey darling! genre ended up being fluff and crack, hope you don't mind <33!!
lunatic - jimin x reader
genre: fluff, crack, sliceoflife!au, headcanon ver.
wc: 440 words
a/n: no, it's got nothing to do with moonbyul's song but I did listen to it when I wrote this! have fun reading <33!!! also, i don't remember the prices for the properties in monopoly :/ i lost the board years ago :((
"you're crazy! like-like a, uh, a lunatic! you've gone mad! for the love of God, darling, think straight!"
"what? am i the bad guy? again? is this resentment i sense, park jimin?"
jimin sighs. you've been at this for hours, back and forth, he was getting tired of this game even thoUGH he loved it.
"listen, you love me, i love you, can't we come to a grey area? hmm?"
you stare into his puppy eyes which seem to getting awfully closer, upsetting the cards on the monopoly board. you sigh a big sigh, "pay up, jimin. you landed on my owned space and you're renting it out, so shell out the bucks from the black card."
jimin really really really wishes he had his black card right now. he's really freaking broke now, like how any other normal person would say now. "i just have 50 dollars right now and if i just get abiiiiit more, i may finally get trafalgar square!"
that's all he wants, you swear. everytime you play whiskey and monopoly, he has the unhealthy obsession to get all the properties with whichever color he likes that night. you've suggested a few places where he could seek help but he's brushed it off with a, "its the whiskey yoongi hyung gave, now, pass me the card for piccadilly, will you? i wanna complete the collection!"
you see jimin eyeing the stacks of money kept by your side, covered with a quiet because, "i'm a banker! what else job do I have other than keeping money safe from your slytherin hands?"
there it goes, "no, nO, NOPE!" but before you know it :////
bunches of 20s and 100s are grabbed from under your makeshift shelter, much to the glee of the thief happily giving you the rent for pall mall.
"i never really liked pall mall anyway, too drab," he says with a flip of his hair. "your turn, yeah? come on, baby, don't look at me like that, it had to be-" and before he knows it :D
you're pouncing on him and you're shaking him back and forth about how you can never have a normal whiskey and monopoly night and he wraps his arms around you, apologizing profusely and insincerely, biggest smile on his face.
this is exactly how whiskey and monopoly nights should go. with the good whiskey and him bagging all the red and brown spaces ;)))
and with you winning either way, because he loves ending his night with you having the happiest smile on his face, throwing the money you won at him, another shot of whiskey down saying, "down for another game?"
pt time: @lvoekook ; @joondiary ; @soobhyun ; @shatzkrinslinzki ;
requests are open! check this out ^^
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Saying goodbye, for the last time
Pairing; Jungkook x (Partner) Gender neutral reader!
Warning; Mentions of kn!fe, separation.
Genre; sad angst?Â
-@taesap
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a/n: this is short and pretty sad, grab your tissues!! i tried to keep the protagonistâs gender neutral so it can be read by everyone <3
Your POV
I looked at his bloodshot eyes, his sallow skin, his parched lips which were once like a field of cherry blossoms, full and inviting. He has a lot to say, but all he can manage are three simple words. Three words that cut me through.
 "Y/n, I'm leaving" I felt every inch of me burn with agony, my stomach churned as the roses underneath my lungs writhed unadorned and a void of grief soon took their place. I felt stupefied, my hands trembled.
"Why, Jungkook?" I asked, dreading the response, he took a step closer to me, the back of his fingers brushed against my cheek, his flowery touch trailing flames across my skin.Â
"Because," his voice wavered, he fought his tears.
 "I have to be there for my mother, I can't leave her in this painful state. '' I nodded my head and felt as though a dagger thrust into my stomach, once.Â
"I'll always love you Y/n'' twice.Â
âIâll never forget you, Iâm so sorryâ thrice.Â
He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into an embrace. His eyes glistened as he glimpsed at me and planted his lips onto mine. He pulled away and chuckled.
 âWhat?â I asked in scepticism. âTears are salty,â he stated. âYou think youâre funny, donât you Jungkook?â I retorted, glaring at him.
âI tryâ he smirked and softly grasped my hand in his and gazed into the distance. âIâll miss this,â I remarked, breaking the silence. âIâll miss this too,â he said, battling his tears, the sight causing my heart to clench.Â
âI have to go nowâ his voice wavered. He let go of my hand, desolation soon taking his place.Â
I wanted to shout, beg him to stay but I couldnât. I couldnât because I knew how much his mother meant to him. I couldnât because I knew he wouldnât live with himself leaving her. I couldnât because I loved him. His figure slowly faded into the distance and I was left staring at the silhouette of our broken memories.Â
I was the ocean and he was the sky. We appeared imminent yet our distance was immaculate. Maybe we do meet, sometime in infinity. Â
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Playing Hide-and-Seek with him
Pairing; Taehyung x (Best friend) F! Reader
Warning; Death, accidents, blood, really sad stuff.
Genre; Iâd say best friend angst?Â
-@taesap
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a/n: this has sudden abrupt time flashes, it is not based on a single given time frame. i apologise if thatâs confusing. itâs a little long but i hope you enjoy <3
Authorâs Pov
The waves crashed against the shore. The sound of children, you couldnât ignore. They laughed and played, hand-in-hand all around they swayed.
âI wish we never had to go to school and we could stay here like this, forever!â The little girl squealed in excitement.
âBut I like school,â the boy replied, bending down to pick up a seashell. The girl looked at him with a frown. âBut why?â The boy looked at her and shrugged, âI donât know, my teacher gives me candies when I do my work and she calls me âTaehyungieâ sometimes.â
âBut I call you that,â the girl cried, crossing her arms around her chest.
âYes,â Taehyung said, lacing his hand with the girl. âItâs because youâre my best friend!â
âAnd you must promise that weâll always be friends. Forever and ever and ever and ever!â she smiled, holding up her pinky and the boy intertwined his finger with hers. âForever and ever.â
âLetâs go play hide and seek Y/n!â
âIâll hide and you seek, okay?â
âI'll look for you, I will find you,â said the boy, covering his eyes with his palm.
âYouâll never find me Taehyungie!â The girl replied, running into the distance.
And little did they know, he never did.
Time Flash; 13 years later
Now having grown up they raced, their friendship they embraced. But things never went right, the sun always drowns in the night.
âY/n, move faster, weâre gonna be late!â Eunji yelled in panic.
âEunji! Iâm trying, I donât want to cross the speed limit!â
âWell, weâll be late to your birthday party so, floor it!â She urged her friend to drive faster. And indulging she did, for this day meant more to someone else.
âY/n, Lookout!â Crash.
The car collided with the tree, her head crashing against the window. Clothes stained with blood, her body laid there unconscious, surrounded by broken glass.
âY/n? Y/n! Wake up. I am so sorry I-â Eunji stuttered. She shook her friendâs body. Gaining no response, she muffled her sobs into the fabric of her dress. The faint sound of sirens tingled down her spine, reminding her of music and the dancing lights reminded her of the friend whose life she involuntarily took.
The funeral
Now he stands desperate and alone, the truth is unknown. How could he live without this soul, knowing she played a significant role?
Standing in a corner he watches her body buried into the ground. Covered with sand, it was the last time he ever saw her. His face is tear-stained and he fights back tears and thatâs when he remembers âAnd you must promise that weâll always be friends. Forever and ever and ever and ever!â The beach, the sand, the water, the promises, hide-and-seek.
âIâm sorry I broke my promise Y/n, Iâm sorry.â
Time flash; 2 weeks (The beach)
Taehyungâs P.O.V
The sound of children was heard once again, the waves crashed against the shore. It was as though nothing had changed and everything had changed.
I walked along the ocean, the memories flooding back. I bent down to pick up a seashell and I felt a strange presence beside me. Shrugging it off I made my way to the cave where Y/n hid when we were kids. I could feel a lump in my throat and I held back my tears. I went inside and saw two children who resembled Y/n and I. âSee, Y/n? I told you Iâd find youâ the boy cried in excitement while the little girl groaned. âFine, but you canât catch me,â she said, giving the boy a push. She ran out of the cave and the boy chased after her and they faded out as if they were never there.
âIâll find you Y/n,â I said and felt a pair of arms rest on my shoulders.
âIâm already here.â
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Some basic info.
About me
Iâm Mai and Iâve created a virtual reality through my writing. I tend to use it as an escape from my problems and hope that my works provide a shelter to you as well.
Things to not expect here
a/n: these are just things i do not feel comfortable writing and/or lack the intellect and ability to create.Â
â Suggestive ContentÂ
â wlw/mlm (iâm not skilled enough for this)Â
â Romanticised assault, abuse, self-harm :)
â Member x memberÂ
â Tooth rotting fluff (/hj)Â
â Other groups (i will slowly include others when i feel the need)Â
â Abduction, consentless acts of affection, physical, emotional, sexual assault and violence [iâll only include some sort of physical violence but it would only be for the mean people :<] :)
â And lastly, please do not expect timely updates (lmao) my ability to write scenes let alone chapters is truly diminishing. i will try to update frequently but please be patient with me as i conquer through my problems and find a way into my escape <3
RequestsÂ
a/n: requests are always open, you canÂ
a) message me personally with your request
b) drop it in the âask me anythingâ panel
Note: Please keep in mind, the paragraph above before sending your request. Your request will be ignored if it contains anything that I donât write.Â
Please specify the genre, character and scene details in your request to make it easier on my part and to ensure your request was worthwhile.Â
Asks
Please feel free to drop a question about me or a query about any of my works. I will get back to you as soon as possibleÂ
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when will you start posting?
lmao bye, i plan on posting soon. iâm just incredibly busy with school and whatnot.
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