I write something like this every year. In all honesty it's hard for me to talk about Chester. I think about him every single day. It's now been six years without him, and it still doesn't feel real that he's gone. I still don't know how to cope with it. I still can't think about him for too long without crying.
Chester has been such an important figure in my life for as long as I can remember. I was raised on Linkin Park. They will forever be one of my favorite bands even if some songs are too painful to listen to now. My own mental health journey has been difficult. I'd be lying if I claimed to be doing totally fine, but I live each day trying to honor Chester's memory and make him proud. He's a big part of the reason I am who I am, and he's a big part of the reason that I'm still here today.
If you see this, please give someone you love a hug. Tell them you care about them. Cherish the moments you have with the people that matter. Listen to your favorite artist and keep them in your mind for a while. Do something nice for yourself. We all owe it to ourselves to allow some kindness in our lives. In words that Chester once sang, "when life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind".
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MORE STRAWBERRIES OMGGG I FORGOR TO CHECK EARLIER!!!
OMGGGGG KOTOOOOO FJDKWNDIEJDHF FLOWERS FJDKXJKS AND KOTO WITH AMANE THEY LOOK SO ADORABLE *in tears*
*hugs* LITTLE PRETTY PERSON!!! AND OMG MORADITA!!! NO, JESTER THATS ADORABLE
CINNAMOROLL!!! GUYS I LOVE HIM, HE IS LITERALLY ME, THAT'S HOW I LOOK IRL!!! AND OMG MY WIFE!!!!! I love how people give me my wife in here *crying*
HOLIIII REY DE MI CORAZÓN, LUZ DE MIS MAÑANAS, PERSONITA QUE AMO Y ADORO <3333 hehehehehe nom nom nom nom jijijijiji
HIIIIIIII MIAU MIAU <3333 *hugs* AND THANK YOU OTHER ANON!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!
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i was supposed to write but i was hit with the worst case of migraine, and i still feel so sick because of it. so i'm going to try to do some writing tomorrow oof
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honestly , i think it's important to establish ( or to be actively working on establishing ) your self - worth before participating in the rpc. everyone has an intrinsic value , and it can be genuinely damaging to your mental health if you're basing yours exclusively on such a capricious and impermanent hobby. mutuals are largely strangers , and it's honestly concerning to see the level of power that some people give others. i don't say this lightly , but if someone is genuinely being emotionally impacted over something as small as being softblocked , then they should take a step back from the rpc until they're in a healthier headspace. you absolutely cannot let this hobby take precedent over your well - being.
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local dumbass volunteers to cover Every Shift for a new coworker who Never Showed Up To Work while the owners were away, doubles her hours for a week, wonders why she's been so tired and cranky,
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🎶✨when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 5 of your favorite followers🎶
Ah! I saw this going around, but I was surprised to get one! Both you and @scharfkugel both sent me this and I probably spent way too much time debating whether or not to respond to both or what but nonetheless, thanks to both of you! I love these little games
...though it also makes me very embarrassed coming from you in particular because, possibly as a result of having so many GG mutuals, from what I've seen you all have really interesting classic/alt/eclectic musical tastes and in comparison I feel like an absolute boring normie, but I'll try to think of a couple of good ones!
1. Everyone Else is an Asshole- Reel Big Fish (never thought ska could be so therapeutic, but sometimes you just gotta jam out to some trumpets with a song that's just about how much everyone else sucks)
2. A Little Bit Off- Five Finger Death Punch (another good angry song)
3. The Scientist- Coldplay (ok this is definitely a normie pick but I really like this one. It's one of the few songs I don't mind signing around other people because I can actually match the vocal range)
4. Prison Sex- Tool (fucked up as it is it's got a really good beat. I absolutely recommend the music video to anyone who hasn't seen it though I'd absolutely say to skip it if you're squeamish)
5. Push the Feeling On (MK Dub mix)- Nightcrawlers (I love stimming to this one! Nice bounce and beat. I know House can be hit or miss for some people but I love the repetition)
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Anyway since I can't send an ask because of character limit and I gave up after trying to write it three different ways and it not working, I'll just. Idk write a short vague post back? I'm assuming a vague for a vague is fair (don't worry I don't want to be mean I just have no other way of navigating this situation.) Since I'm exhausted & but want to at least express my view of it.
Idk just on the off chance they see this or one of our shared mutuals shows them or something. My "weak subtext" post had absolutely nothing to do with Adam Warlock, I didn't even remember that I reblogged that poll before making my post. I had seen like six other polls after the Adam one, bc I was actively looking through the blog, that did the exact thing my post was about, the blogrunner (who shall remain anonymous) had Pointed Out in private that it was happening and gave several examples & it was distressing them so I checked the blog myself and commented on it, which was why I made the post. Not the Adam poll in particular which I didn't remember and wasn't thinking about. I do not know enough about Adam to say anything about either the text or the subtext or anything, so I just. Wouldn't? It really baffled me that it was read that way.
Anyway. Farewell beloved mutual we barely knew ye...
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