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[yandere-kokeshi]

@ghostslittlegf DUDE 😂🥰🥰🥰

#i have to get my payback but my fingers are so tired already #youre so sweet i wanna kiss you #/a #tagging #kokeshi!! #kokeshi rambles! #boop

[mx-menace]

me scrolling thru my dash of the same six posts because @rowanoke @generalb and i are in a reblog circle

#/a #like we're all awake at an Absurd time and just reblogging each other's posts #love u guys #i speaks #like if you see pls #rowan #friends

[lazarus---rising]

long time no sea

man. Im in love with y

#/a

[red-signal]

Hey btww . Id lovve you cancerously . I wwould drowwn you romantically alteriously and id fill your lungs wwith sea salt then ask you if youre havvin fun . Id lovve you aquariusly . I wwould lovve you drowwned if you evven care [howw i look sendin this knowwing you arent gonna knoww wwhat im referencin (this is affectionate i swwear)]

i would sigh dreamily at u if i wasnt drowning <3

#grrr i love you soso much #/a #accidentally pressed enter too soon

[veganbear]

Found these morons and blacked out, oops

#spy vs spy #black spy #white spy #they're morons #/a

[zooone]

can you guys guess which mob i voted for

#/a #talking

[amalgamezz]

Aro struggle of feeling like an asshole whenever your friends get into relationships because you’re just worried about how your relationship with them is gonna diminish since most people tend to sideline friendships as soon as they have a romantic partner -_-

I wanna feel happy for my friend but the dread of knowing what’s gonna happen to our friendship overwhelms me whenever they talk about this stuff, and I can feel them catching on to the fact that I’m not so happy

(I hope this doesn’t sound too vent-y, I don’t have many aro friends to talk to)

Heya, fellow aro! You have my sympathy.

I don't think your feeling is invalid or you are being an asshole. It's only natural to feel upset/bitter when you emotionally invest a lot in a relationship (whether it is platonic, romantic, or otherwise) but the other party does not or cannot reciprocate in the same level of intensity.

I'm not sure if you are looking for advice, or if I'm qualified to give one, but let me tell you my story. I had friends I cared for deeply, but I found myself ending up tuning my feelings down when I realised they couldn't match my investment in our friendships. I had friends who eventually drifted away when we stopped sharing mutual interests and I had nothing to offer aside from the fact that I still very much cared about them.

I had spent quite a bit of time grieving for my lost friendships, wondering what went wrong or what I could have done differently to salvage them. No one ever told me platonic breakups were supposed to be this painful. It did not help when at that time my mental health was at its lowest point.

I still grieve sometimes, but I feel much better now with the knowledge/realisation that I've already done everything I could to maintain our friendships. I'd confessed that I treasured our bond despite the change in our relationship. I'd explicitly told them that I would not be the one who's gonna burn down the bridge between us. Although that wasn't enough to save it, I had said what I felt/wanted to say; I had no regret then, and I have no regret now. I was happy that they were my friend. I'm still happy that they were my friend. It simply becomes one of my bittersweet memories.

Whoops, I might have gone off too long. What I meant to say is that you don't have to feel ashamed of your feelings. Communicate them if you could. Be honest with yourself and your friend. It takes time but everything will be fine, it will get better.

#/a #anonymous #and my dm/inbox is also wide open if you wouldnt mind me as your aro friend :)

[what-aboutno]

There's not a single thought behind those eyes

#/a #zara doodles #tommyinnit #mcyt #dsmp #akdjd little ctommy doodle

[highlandtea]

I cannot begin to tell you how painful it was to change my age in my bio

#/a

[halcyonseven]

it all started with a dream i had, probably a year ago now. looking back on it, i don't think the dream had any real meaning. but it did inspire me to look into nyx, and i have learned so much since then.

i believe in reincarnation. i always have, i think, but i started exploring it when i discovered therianthropy back when i was younger. i think i was 12-13ish when therianthropy became a popular subject online and i found out about it. i am a wolf therian, and i went through phases of having other kintypes and theriotypes, but none of them have stuck with me like the wolf has. i have past lives in fictional worlds, but they aren't nearly as important to me anymore because there isn't much spirituality to them and really those lives were just... painful. for that reason i no longer consider myself fictionkin (but i have no problem with fictionkin! ya'll do your thing! for me it was just more of a phase, that's all.)

when i began working with nyx, she immediately took me on as her daughter. she explained to me that she is my mother, and i would understand more with time. i was confused for a VERY long time, but once the pieces started getting put together they got put together real fast.

in my very first life, i was not born. i was summoned into that world by a witch who needed help, and she got that help from their version of the goddess of the dark. so something about that has left some kind of imprint on my soul, and nyx found me because of it. nyx is not truly my mother but she will "adopt" those that have a similar experience to me. (this is obviously just my experience with her. UPG and whatnot. but in my mind i imagine this can happen with any deity and i would absolutely LOVE to hear if anyone has a somewhat similar experience, or any sort of familial relationship with a deity.)

i will likely not be sharing my name from this first life because i consider it my "true" name and i think it should be kept to myself. i will share that it started with the letter "A" so i will be tagging posts relating to that life with "/A"

i hate that this ended up sounding so formal lol i didn't mean for that to happen

#/A #my post #rambles #past life #wolf therian

[lazarus---rising]

man u just set crowleys bones on fire that was hot [get it becaus because becyse fire]

i am in love with you

#/a

[red-signal]

Is this anything .idont know im very eepy right now

AUGH SOBBINGEMOJI AS YOU WOULD SAY

#GRRR I LOVE OYYU #/A #W O R D S

[ahalliance]

hey lover assign me a sexyman /a

ponyo’s dad

#ask #grapeofsoda #/a

[sm-baby]

do you see how silly you guys sound DO YOU SEE HOW SILLY YOU GUYS-

#im allowed #to call some of you out #/a #art #minecraft #mineblr #monty #We have #3 savannah lady villagers #5 lady witches #and now 2 plains lady villagers #sorry yall imma need to collect them all #this s a game to me now #P*kemon🎶🎶