#;; theodora crain ;; musings

[multi-royalty]

Consider this a starter call for Theo Crain. Hit the heart for a one line starter from Theo. Multi's please specify, also if anyone has any of her siblings !! come say hi hehe

#;miss mystic; starter call #muse: theodora crain

[unheald]

oops.... 

#; arthur vance #; muse : arthur vance #; luke crain #; muse : luke crain #; olivia crain #; muse : olivia crain #; theodora crain #; muse : theodora crain

[nighthcwling]

❛   I’m really kind of the suffer-in-silence type.   ❜ / for steven from theodora

ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇʟʏ sʜᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀᴇ - perhaps he made himself believe she simply never chose him to confined in because she had shirley to bond with. a hand outstretched offering his sister a glass of bourbon as he took a seat on the deck beside her, ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ sᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ sᴏ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ ɴɪɢʜᴛ but something about it was so P E A C E F U L for him in the moment.

❛ aren't you a psychologist? aren't psychologist those who encourage people not to hold in emotions? ❜ his words paused as he took a sip from his glass, ʟɪᴘs ᴘᴜʀsɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀʟ sᴛɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴀʟᴄᴏʜᴏʟ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴛʜʀᴏᴀᴛ. ❛ it's not exactly the healthiest thing to do - suffer in silence that is. ❜ who was he kidding - he ignored the cries of help from his younger siblings growing up that he practically encouraged the coping mechanism, afterall it was one he used - ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ.

steve's mind drifted to the things his younger sibilings E X P E R I E N C E D - ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀʀʀᴀᴛɪᴠᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ᴏғ ʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴏᴘᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ. his fingers toyed with the crystal glass in his hand as cobalt blue eyes glued to the dark liquid. ❛ we've already seen what it can do when you hold it in, theo. this family has lost enough people, i can't handle another funeral and i sure as hell know shirley won't do another one. ❜ | @mor0se

#mor0se #mor0se [ steven x theodora ] #muse [ steven crain ] #meme [ steven crain ] #[ answered memes ] #post [ answered prompts ] #steve x theo

[s1lentlamb]

like for a teeny tiny starter from muses listed below . ✨

GETO SUGURU .

KONG SHIU .

GOJO SATORU .

RYOMEN SUKUNA .

NELL CRAIN .

JILLIAN HOLTZMANN .

THEODORA .

GELLERT GRINDELWALD .

KOTALLO .

THE SALESMAN .

VEERA RATANAPAKORN .

KINN THEERAPANYAKUL .

#💕💕💕 #starter call. #specify muse.

[houseofwisteria]

Damn now I wanna write more horror muses like say... A headcanoned Michael meyers, Elaine warren and theodora Crain

[starsspin]

        ❛    STARSSPIN   ❜     //  ᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ ᴅᴇᴀʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ; There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio. Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.

    AN INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE  multi muse. ――  featuring muses from starz’s spartacus, tolkien's legendarium, star wars, leverage, bridgerton, grishaverse, original characters & more. ――    est. OCT 2020         //    produced by katie ; 25+ ; she/her.   //     heavily affiliated with: @jedimastre​, @fleetcaptian​​ & @starssung​

┊┊*ੈ✩‧₊˚          CARRD // MUSES // temp rules

blogroll: @wornkindness​, @insufferablygood​, @heartcarried​, @starscrowncd​,

updated muse list under the cut:

muses are organized alphabetically by fandom, then name ** secondary muses

original characters elanoreth of dol amroth - fc. marina moschen mereliss of rohan - fc. clementine nicholson & jodi comer

a song of ice and fire eddard stark** - fc. chris pine

bridgerton edmund bridgerton - fc. jeremy northam & rupert evans violet bridgerton - fc. ruth gemmell

csi vegas: gil grissom - fc. william petersen

grishaverse baghra morozova - fc. synnove karlsen & zoe wanamaker lada garin - fc. madeleine madden

haunting of hill house hugh crain** - fc. henry thomas & timothy hutton  olivia crain** - fc. carla gugino theodora crain** - fc. kate siegel

inheritance cycle brom holcombsson** - fc. adrian bower garrow cadocsson** - fc. jeffrey thomas marian edithsdottir** - fc. caitriona balfe murtagh morzansson - fc. freddy carter roran garrowsson - fc. mark rowley selena kendrasdottir** - fc. amy manson

leverage harry wilson** - fc. noah wyle james sterling** - fc. mark sheppard maggie collins - fc. kari matchett parker - fc. beth riesgraf tara cole - fc. jeri ryan

night at the museum octavius** - fc: steve coogan

spartacus gannicus - dustin clare ilithyia - fc. viva binaca laeta - fc. anna hutchison mira - fc. katrina law naevia - fc. lesley-ann brandt & cynthia addai-robinson quintus lentulus batiatus - fc. john hannah spartacus - fc. andy whitfield & liam mcintyre saxa - fc. ellen hollman sura - fc. erin cummings

star trek agnes jurati - fc. alison pill chakotay - fc. robert beltran guinan - fc. ito aghayere & whoopi goldberg una chin riley - fc. rebecca romijn

star wars bail organa - fc. jimmy smits captain rex - fc. temuera morrison commander cody - fc. temuera morrison jaro tapal plo koon qui-gon jinn - fc. liam neeson shmi skywalker - fc. pernilla august

tolkien’s legendarium arondir - fc. ismael cruz córdova amrothos - fc. mena massoud elboron - fc. aramis knight elfwine - fc. avan jogia elphir - fc. dev patel erchirion - fc. gregg chillin faramir - fc. mahesh jadu finduilas - fc. indira varma imrahil - fc. naveen andrews ivriniel - fc. tba rosie cotton** - fc. angel coulby

#&. A PINNED POST

[handfulxfhearts]

FYI: Muse Cull

Yes, you read that right. I’m planning on permanently deleting some of my less active muses (much as it pains me, as I adore them all), but I wanted to give you a heads up which ones I’m planning on saying farewell to, just in case you followed particularly to write with any of them, and just hadn’t got around to it yet. I am being pretty ruthless with the list, so if there is someone on this list who you actually do want to write with, make it known fast, before they’re deleted forever. I won’t be bringing them back once I’ve deleted them.

Felix Kennedy; though he’s an OC who I adore so much (I just want to hug him all the time) he gets no interaction whatsoever. Maybe I’ll eventually write a story for him to star in.

Miyuki Hayashi - another OC I love, who has an interesting backstory and interesting powers, but another who doesn’t get any interaction at all.

Bruno Madrigal - yes you read that right! Y’all know how much I ADORE Bruno, but it seems that the Encanto fanbase has withered and died over the last few months and he was quite popular for a bit but now no one seems to want to write with him.

Pepa Madrigal - same with my darling Pepa. I love her so much, but the Encanto fandom seems to have died and no one seems all that interested in doing crossovers with her.

Esmeralda - same thing with her. I love her, but she doesn’t get any interaction.

Clopin - literally the same thing.

Jim Hawkins - now this one hurts because I ADORE Jim. He’s one of my favourite muses but no one ever wants to write with him. I believe I had one thread with him a million years ago on my old multimuse blog. On here, no one’s written with him ever.

Matsuda - it kills me to get rid of Matsu, but no one ever wants to write with him in the DN fandom. Maybe because he’s too pure for this world and the DN fandom only ever wants angst? (I know I’m hella guilty of that too).

Stephen Gevanni - same thing with him. I love him, but no one else seems to.

Misa Amane - it surprised me that no one wanted to write with Misa, but that is apparently the case so I’ll be saying goodbye to her too.

Kyoko Sakura - I love Kyoko so much. Madoka is one of my most loved fandoms, but the fanbase seems to have died and no one wants to write with her.

Keith Kogane; I loved Voltron back in the day but found the fanbase way too toxic, so I don’t really want to interact with anyone from it, to be honest. And it’s been that long since I watched it that my muse for Keith is pretty dead.

Victor Van Dort - I love ol’ Victor, but he isn’t active enough to warrant keeping him here.

Jake Muller, Piers Nivans, Sherry Birkin and Luis Sera - fuck, I love them all so much, especially Luis, but no one ever wants to write with them, it’s only ever Leon who gets a look in. 

Brigitte and Ginger Fitzgerald and Ghost - I love them so much but I don’t think the Ginger Snaps fandom really rps, and no horror blogs ever want to write with them.

Bofur - BIG SOB. I love Bofur but no one’s interested.

Karen Davis (The Grudge) - I feel like the Grudge fandom doesn’t even exist in writing (I refuse to give up Kayako though. She’s here forever).

Marie Antoinette

Eleanor Crain

Theodora Crain - I really thought I could get somewhere with Theo, but apparently not. She’s such an interesting character.

Randy Meeks - yep... I love him, but the same issue that I’m having with all the others

Katrina Van Tassel.

Yoon Bum - because the KS fandom is dead and no one wants to write with him anymore.

Now, I don’t want to get rid of any more, but there are a few who also have had no interaction since I added them, these being Deet and Rian from The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance, Peach and Beck from YOU, and Count Lucio from Arcana.

#;; ooc #muse cull #important

[silencexlayxsteadily]

@t-chambler​

It was her sister’s wedding and she was happy. Theodora Crain was usually cynically reserved and a chronic pain in the ass, but today, she was happy. She had never seen her little sister so full of mirth and unbridled joy. It had been a prayer, a wish, come to fruition when Arthur Vance had come into her life. Holding her phone sideways, she was busy recording the lovebird’s first dance as man and wife, when her eyes caught a figure off to the side. She was pretty and she was almost keeping to herself, which was a shame. This was a wedding!

Some time went by and the rest of the wedding party and the other guests got up or came forward and started moving to the music on the dance floor. Theo reminded herself she should have been dancing with one of the bridesmaids, the one she’d hooked up with upstairs, but she couldn’t seen to take her eyes off the young woman who looked apart from them, despite having obviously been invited. She picked up her dress so she could walk easier in her heels, over to the woman she didn’t know but Arthur or Nellie certainly did...

Her eyes were harder than they should have been but she was wary. Always wary of new people who she had such a pull to - women she was merely attracted to didn’t do this to her because it was never more than sex. She inherently knew this one wasn’t so simple, wasn’t so easy. “Hey. Couldn’t help noticing you weren’t dancing.” She said, all facts. “And you’re not talking to anyone. This is a wedding. No one drinks alone and they certainly don’t not dance.” Theodora smiles, less tightly, holding a gloved hand out. “Dance with me.”

#ic #muse || theodora crain #t chambler #v; it's the only place that i can hold you tight | present main verse

[lovepersists2]

in a move that’s surprising to probably......  no one,  i’m consolidating down to two blogs,  so you can catch everyone but lorelai back here!

#this is doubling as a tag drop just to say who they are? #i'll probably be keeping teddy on a sideblog but!! otherwise!! #muse. ┊ eve baird! #muse. ┊ katrina cornwell! #muse. ┊ theodora crain! #muse. ┊ noelle kringle! #ooc. ┊ zanza speaks!

[meghand]

wrote a little thing in which theo reflects on her past as trish makes an effort to get to know her

read it here!

there’s not a whole lot of fanfic out there for hill house yet, so i’d be especially curious to hear what anyone thinks

#thohh #hohh #theo crain #theodora crain #trish park #the haunting of hill house #haunting of hill house #fanfic #fanfiction #mine #musings and whatever #my writing #nell crain #eleanor crain #olivia crain #hugh crain #steven crain #shirley crain #luke crain

[samenkomen]

1.

#🍸 ᶦ'ᵐ ᵈʳᶦⁿᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᶦ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵖᵘⁿᶜʰᶦⁿᵍ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ── MUSINGS #🍸 ᶜˡᵉⁿᶜʰᵉᵈ ᶠᶦˢᵗ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʰᵃᶦʳ ── THEODORA CRAIN #🍸 ⁽ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ⁾ ᵗᵒᵘᶜʰ ᵐᵉ ── AESTHETIC #🍸 ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ'ᵛᵉ ᵐᵉᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃˡᶠʷᵃʸ ── HUGH CRAIN #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & NELL #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & STEVEN #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & SHIRLEY #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & OLIVIA #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & HUGH #🍸 ᵈʸⁿᵃᵐᶦᶜˢ ── THEO & LUKE #🍸 ᵃˡˡ ʸᵒᵘ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ ── CLARA DUDLEY #🍸 ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉˢ ᵃᵗ ⁿᶦᵍʰᵗ ── HORACE DUDLEY #🍸 ᶦᶜᵉˢ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ── SHIRLEY CRAIN #🍸 ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ── ELEANOR 'NELL' CRAIN #🍸 ʰᵉᵃᵛᵉⁿˡʸ ᵈᵃʸ ── ARTHUR VANCE #🍸 ˢᵀᴬᴿᵀᴱᴿ ᶜᴬᴸᴸ || THEODORA CRAIN #🍸 ᶜᴴᴬᴿᴬᶜᵀᴱᴿ || THEODORA CRAIN #🍸 ᴿᴱᴾᴸᴵᴱˢ ── THEODORA CRAIN #🍸 ⱽᴱᴿˢᴱ || THE HAUNTING #🍸 ⱽᴱᴿˢᴱ || CALM BEFORE THE STORM #🍸 ⱽᴱᴿˢᴱ || SECOND SUICIDE #🍸 ⱽᴱᴿˢᴱ || POST - HILL HOUSE

[nighthcwling]

“  okay,  you’re really starting to freak me out this isn’t funny anymore.  ” ( nell for theo )

❛ i'm freaking you out? ❜ ʜᴇʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴄᴏᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ as she struggled to pull her gloves over the length of her forearm, hands trembling while she fought back tears. theo would have given anything to sᴛᴏᴘ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ, to not ᴇɴᴅᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀᴛᴀsᴛʀᴏᴘʜɪᴄ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴜɴʀᴀᴠᴇʟᴇᴅ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴇʀ - not only her own but the brief contact with her sister only A M P L I F E D everything she was sensing.

ʜᴇʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ʙᴇɢᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ʀɪsᴇ as she started to pace the room while keeping her fair distance from nell, ❛ i can feel every single emotion that has happened in this room and it's suffocating ! ❜ whatever events occurred previously within the four walls where they stood was T R A G I C. deep down theo knew her sister was the last person she needed to come unglued in front of but the overwhelming abundance of emotions and sensations that forced themselves upon her made her V U L N E R A B L E. ❛ why are we here, nell? we - i need to go! ❜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴡᴀs ʀᴇᴀʟ. | @nightskied

#nightskied #nightskied [ theo x nell ] #[ answered memes ] #post [ answered prompts ] #muse [ theodora crain ] #meme [ theodora crain ] #theo x nell

[s1lentlamb]

       𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 , i'm nassy , twenty6 . this is a selective MULTIMUSE blog featuring canon & original muses from various fandoms such as ; jujutsu kaisen , kinnporsche , my name , wheel of time , alice in borderland , and more ! triggering themes will be written in this blog .

       promo. docs.  aesthetic sideblog.

muse list under the cut ! ♡

GOJO SATORU ; jujutsu kaisen . pinboard

MEGUMI FUSHIGURO ; jujutsu kaisen .

GETO SUGURU ; jujutsu kaisen .

RYOUMEN SUKUNA ; jujutsu kaisen .

KONG SHIU ; jujutsu kaisen .

TOGE INUMAKI ; jujutsu kaisen .

JEAN KIRSTEIN ; attack on titan .

EREN YEAGER ; attack on titan .

DO GANG-JAE ; my name . pinboard

CHOI MU-JIN ; my name .

OK EUL-TAE ; bulgasal . pinboard

SEO SEOK-WOO ; train to busan .

KIM SHIN ; goblin .

NIRAGI SUGURU ; alice in borderland .

SHIBUKI SAORI ; alice in borderland .

KYUMA GINJI ; alice in borderland .

PALERMO ; la casa de papel . ( request )

JILL HOLTZMANN ; ghostbusters .

MINORU SATŌ / KING OF HEARTS ; alice in borderland pinboard

KINN THEERAPANYAKUL ; kinnporsche .

VEGAS THEERAPANYAKUL ; kinnporsche . pinboard

TIME RATANAPAKORN ; kinnporsche .

VEERA RATANAPAKORN ; kinnporsche . pinboard

BI-HAN ; mortal kombat .

KUAI LIANG ; mortal kombat .

SANTINO D'ANTONIO ; john wick .

LEGOLAS ; lord of the rings . pinboard

GELLERT GRINDELWALD ; fantastic beasts .

CROWLEY ; good omens .

BEELZEBUB ; good omens .

COBB VANTH ; star wars .

ARMITAGE HUX ; star wars .

KOTALLO ; horizon forbidden west .

DRAKKA ; horizon forbidden west .

NIL ; horizon forbidden west .

ABADUND ; horizon forbidden west .

GENESIS RHAPSODOS ; ff .

KAZUYUKI ASAKAWA ; ringu book .

THE SALESMAN ; squid game . pinboard ( will be featured here until the second season is out and then will be carried to his own solo blog on @salesmn . hehe . )

NELL CRAIN ( book ) ; haunting of hillhouse .

MIKA ; darren shan / cirque du freak .

THEODORA ( book ) ; haunting of hillhous .

ALANNA MOSVANI ; wheel of time .

LAN MANDRAGORAN ; wheel of time .

ELVEERA IL'MORA ( o.c ) ; wheel of time .

LARTEN CREPSLEY ; darren shan / cirque du freak .

KIM MI-CHA ; fandomless gang leader oc . about her

to be added ... ♡

#pinned. #nassy / 26 / she.her #personals dni.

[syntaktis]

&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE CRAIN - TAG DROP

#&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (visage) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (musings) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (melodies) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (aesthetic) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (desires) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (replies) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (starter call) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (plotting call) #&& MUSE 018 //: LUKE (headcanon) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (nell crain) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (theodora crain) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (shirley crain) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (steven crain) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (olivia crain) #&& MUSE 018 //: relationships (hugh crain) #&& OOC //: tag drop

[silencexlayxsteadily]

@horrorempathy | Holtzmann

She sat down hard on the sofa. “I cannot believe this.” Theodora Crain swore under her breath and didn’t look at a thing, just staring off into the middle distance. “I leave behind my life in the hopes I find something NOT fucking paranormal and what do I run blindly into? Fucking paranormal...” She shakes her head, smiling, scoffing a laugh. “And you said you’re what? A what?”

#ic #v; there is no without and i am not gone | future main verse #v; something strange in your neighborhood so who you gonna call | ghostbusters verse #horrorempathy | jillian holtzmann #muse || theodora crain

[lovepersists2]

she’s apprehensive  ---  so much of her life has revolved around change,  and yet she’s still so unsettled by it.  by the way she’s left out in the open,  with so little control of the variables in the moments where she’s yet to really establish herself in a new place.  since steve’s book,  most of the world has her at a disadvantage.  she’s theo crain,  one of the survivors of hill house,  and the world knows it.  theo’s well aware that she could learn more  ---  sense more  ---  about those around her if she so chose   (   and in the bureau?  she finds herself choosing to more than she ever has,  and while she tries not to show it,  it does take its toll   ),   but for the most part,  her gloves remain on.  literally.

so maybe she’s at a disadvantage,  or maybe everyone else is,  because they only know the parts of her that she openly shows,  the little girl who’d been showcased in her brother’s book  ---  the rest kept safe behind carefully laid bricks.  the wall is fortified by plenty,  but nothing quite so important and intentional as theo’s desire to have some aspect of control.  to be able to keep herself safe.  and if she keeps herself safe?  hell,  then she has it in her to help keep other people safe,  too.  she’s been doing it for years.  or trying to,  at least.  and she’s heard it repeatedly since putting in for a transfer:  no one stays with the crimes against children units for too long.  there’s only so much a heart can take,  particularly one so vulnerable to capturing the feelings of the world around it the way theo’s has been cursed to do.  so while there should be little shame in leaving,  she still feels like she’s giving up.  leaving too many who are defenseless to fight off the evils of the world on their own.  or,  at least,  without her to try and help them.  and god does she have to remind herself that others will step up to fill the spot she’s left open  ---  someone always does   (   all the same,  she doubts the guilt will fade without a little help from the store of liquor she’s already built up in her new place  ---  theo may not have her goddamn clothes put away,  but at least she’s got a solid supply of booze   ).

but will the behavioral analysis unit be any better?  she doesn’t know.  she doesn’t fucking know,  and that scares her more than she’ll ever let on.  there’s some part of her that’s so tempted to just go open her own practice somewhere  ---  step away from the bureau and let herself help other people heal in a way she can’t.  but then there’s the part of her that’s shattered.  the broken little girl who lost her mom,  whose dad hadn’t fucking been there,  and whose siblings are all at least as fucked up as she is.  and that shattered,  broken little girl?  she’s got to do something to make sure other people don’t get hurt.  to stop the hurt before all she can do is try to pick up the pieces in the aftermath to whatever goddamn tragedy has left people as shattered as she is.

apprehension flows through her veins as the elevator slides open,  revealing the entrance behind which she can see the already established members of the team working behind.  all stories unread by her,  with individual strengths they bring to the table.  with already forged bonds,  tested by trials of hellfire and misery   (   god,  that’s dark,  even for her   ).   it’s rare she’s fit in anywhere  ---  more prone is she to being the quiet agent in the back,  who says little,  but sees everything.  notices everything.  doesn’t make friends,  because friends mean pain,  and loss,  and what feels like some obligation to give people a front-row seat to the fucked up spectacle that is her life.  theo’s just there.  contributing what she can,  doing her job,  and asking for nothing in return.  so why the hell does this already feel so different?

leaden legs carry her to the office of the unit chief,  and despite the thoughts racing through her head,  and the fear,  and the fact that she misses boston   (   and even finds herself missing her siblings,  for whatever that’s worth   ),   there’s a smile on her face.  it doesn’t reach her eyes  ---  they never quite seem to  ---  but she’s here.  so she’ll put on her big girl pants and do her damn best to be a team player.  to help people.  that’s what she’s here for.  

knuckles rap lightly on the doorframe,  a precursor to speaking that’s common for someone who’d spent part of her childhood in a goddamn haunted house.  if it’s a courtesy she’d like extended to her?  she’ll sure as hell extend it to anyone else  ---  because who’s to say what everyone else might be haunted by?   “agent hotchner?  theodora crain.  just transferred in from boston,  i was told you’d be expecting me,”

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