#@unspokengrief

[araekniarchive]

request for something like anger issues or an anger that has no source and will not fade? like a monster inside of you that makes you angry for no reason

Sophia Lornie, Flatline

@unspokengrief (cropped)

@nipplering (via)

Caryl Churchill, Escaped Alone

Aerial East, It Doesn’t Matter

Halsey, The Lighthouse (Lyric Video)

Ashe Vernon, Buried

Dungeons and Daddies (2019–), Episode 42: Henry’s Father and the Chamber of Secrets

Lidia Yuknavitch, Letter to My Rage

Unknown (via)

Safia Elhillo, Home Is Not a Country

Anne Carson, Plainwater

#web weaving #webs #theme: anger #mine #requests #sophia lornie #@unspokengrief #@nipplering #caryl churchill #aerial east #halsey #ashe vernon #dungeons and daddies #lidia yuknavitch #unknown source #safia elhillo #anne carson

[adornself]

unfinished rought draft

#poetry #spilled ink #vent poetry #spilled writing #twcpoetry #poetumblr #poetrypardy #writers corner #spilled poetry #poetry prose #poets on tumblr #poets community #new poets society #trauma poetry #writblr #deadwatered #rejects corner #unspokengrief

[fairydrowning]

My father is in the kitchen cooking dinner. Pots are banging, and the peas are overflowing. I ask him for the fifth time when dinner will be ready. 'When it is in front of you' he says.

Now the kitchen is empty and I am alone at the dinner table. Grief is the only thing in front of me. I am not ready. I wish you had of asked me if I was ready.

I am alone at this table and I am not ready. Patience was not his virtue but grief is setting the table and I am not ready to say goodbye. I wish you had waited till I was ready.

And in a whisper, I hear my father say 'but here it is, in front of you. Grief does not wait for dinner to be served before it takes a seat at the table.'

– Hannah Green, "Knocking On Heavens Door" (Via 'unspokengrief' on Tumblr)

#nowadays honestly I'm so drained out both physically and mentally and I'm trying my best to come here and post stuff but still i hope you #will understand all this #light academia #excerpts #fragments #poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #literature #lit #words #grief poem

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

a very specific feeling ive had quite a lot recently

franz kafka / @/sunlightafterdark (instagram) / @mossy-suggestions / in a week - hozier / @queermetal / edvard munch / @ghostsingold / @ghuolboy / @howlsnteeth / @cottagewarlock / solar waltz - cosmo sheldrake / @unspokengrief​ / @angelwormwood / @conceptualsolitude​ 

#to any of the accounts featured here please let me know if you dont want your post on here! i just wanted to compile some #posts and things ive found with the same feeling but i dont want to upset anyone or repost if you dont want me to so just lmk /g /lh #<3 #just me rambling again #kinda wanna tag this with aesthetics n shit so people actually see the post i want to share it with more people bc its very brain for me #cottagecore #goblincore #gremlincore #crowcore #wanting to rest and decompose in the forest core #idfk #in a week #solar waltz #hozier #cosmo sheldrake #web weaving

[versalitas]

Cuáles son tus blogs favoritos?

¡Hola! Hace poquito volví a Tumblr, así que todavía estoy conociendo nuevos blogs. Creo que aún no tengo favoritos, pero te dejo una lista de algunos de los que más reblogueo:

wreckurs

16cl

unzo

unspokengrief

650720

secretsister

ifescu

[cruelests]

do you have any blogs you recommend?

so many and i don’t want to forget anyone and i’m so sorry if i do but🥺 @asoftwrongness @beskt @celese @heavensghost @heavensickness @ischent @unspokengrief @aespuma @asiancatboy @glumfacade @rosymoonfaery

#answered

[sweetk1lls]

                                                           *   ON IDENTITY EVOLUTION                                      AS EXPLORED IN THE GODLY TRILOGY

PART 1   :   THE SELF   (   I AM ALL AND MORE .   )

Undertale   /   Everything Everywhere All At Once   /   Legion S1E8   :   Chapter 8   /   Mr. Robot S1E7   :   Wh1ter0se.m4v   /   Gene Tierney with Portrait Masks, Horst P. Horst   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   God Exits, Morningstar E.   /   Enfold, Henrik Uldalen   /   “Song of Myself”, Leaves of Grass, Walt Whitman   /   The Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller   /   The Book of Disquiet, Fernando Pessoa

PART 2   :   THE BELIEVING   (  I WANT TO BELIEVE .   )

Heartfelt   (  Promo package   )   /   Dissolving Into Nothing, RF Pangborn   /   Bi-Weekly, Claudia Keep   /   Self-Isolation, Irina An   /    Memento Mori, Crywank   /   Clarice Lispector   /   Upstream, Mary Oliver   /   The Waves, Virginia Woolf   /   Sue Zhao

PART 3   :   THE UNSELF   (   . . .   )

Succession S3E7   :   Too Much Birthday   /   Grzegorz Gwiazda   /   Jungho Lee   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   Before, After, Briezdoodlez   /   Falling, Harry Styles   /   The Hour of the Star, Clarice Lispector   /   The Vault, Andrés Cerpa   /   Juliet ( I ), Sarah Certa   /   Counterpoint, Mahmoud Darwish   /   The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

PART 4   :   THE BECOMING   (   I WANT TO JUST BE .   )

Moon Knight S1E2   :   Summon the Suit   /   Night in the Woods   /   Mid Air, Kirsten Sims   /   Feminine Stereotypes, Romina Bassu   /   Solitude, Llenia Tesoro   /   It Began Right Here, Danez Smith   /   Deerskin, Robin McKinley   /   Backwards, Warsan Shire   /   Cortège, Carl Phillips   /   Saying Your Names, Richard Siken

PART 5   :   THE RESELF   (   I AM ONLY I AND I LOVE I .   )

Detective Kid   /   Legion S3E2   :   Chapter 21   /   Black Mirror: Bandersnatch   /   Midnight Mass S1E7    :   Book VII: Revelation   /   Blooming, unknown   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   Healing Series 31.08.2019, unspokengrief on tumblr   /   hannahlockillustration   /   Undertale   /   Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays, Christa Wolf   /   Grandmother in the Garden, Louise Glück   /    Original Air-Blue Gown, The Mountain Goats   /   “Here I Am”, Songs from Under the River: A Collection of Poetry, Anis Mojgani   /   What the Living Do, Marie Howe

*   ABOUT     :     This mega web weaving edit tells a short story about how any main character of the Godly Trilogy is a part of everything, everyone, everywhere. They are made of memories and dreams and visions. They are them, they are you, they are me. When this character is all and more to the Universe, though, who are they to themselves? They are all but truly what, exactly? No one and nothing knows who and what they are, not even the characters themselves. Upon this horrifying realization, there comes a fall, a going, a fading, gone. Who are they? What are they? I am? Am I? I don’t know. I don’t understand. I do not and I can not, and that is more than okay. There is still time and space for anyone to learn about themselves and love every single pieces that are part of them, and regardless of anything, they will know and remember this that they will always be more than good enough. Take a deep breath, child soul, lover of the sky and sea, bringer of light and darkness. You are you, and you are enough. I love you, always and always and always.

#* #[ made this several months ago as a special anniversary that has to do with the Godly Trilogy and I wish to share it on here too ] #[ identity is such an extremely important concept to me as it's heavily explored in the Godly Trilogy ] #[ as someone who still doesn't really know who they are ] #[ I hope this trilogy will help me find myself who is living better than I am now <3 ]

[ochtendstorm]

My mother says I could tell a story with the scars on my skin, so I wear long sleeves and sweat through the summer. I am a girl with tragedy written all over her body and I don’t know how to stay quiet with this much blood in my mouth. I don’t know how to stay tender with skin this ragged. My grief eats me alive but he took the first bite.

— Hannah Green, from “Dinner Time.”

#this is a repost from unspokengrief #i just didn't want the entire text

[haleyincarnate]

What are some blogs you like that make art similar to yours or ones you like? I love all the things you make they are so inspiring 😍😭

Here’s some similar ones to the type of artwork and poetry I post: @asoftwrongness, @trauma-chains, @chaoticsweetiee. @abigailkart, @jamesandrewcrosby, @americansport, @lazilylesbian, @winegogh, @unspokengrief, @7-weeks, @alonesomes, @lovehearrts, @psychwarded, @etoilefragile, @ffspunk, @loviely, @demiiwhiffin, @mingdliu, @absurdityof, @ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit, and @sadsarah.

#answered #anonymous #asoftwrongness #trauma-chains #chaoticsweetiee #abigailkart #jamesandrewcrosby #americansport #lazilylesbian #winegogh #unspokengrief #7-weeks #alonesomes #lovehearrts #psychwarded #etoilefragile #ffspunk #loviely #demiiwhiffin #mingdliu #absurdityof #ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit #sadsarah #Anonymous

[antigoddex-a]

                 *   [ REDACTED ] ON IDENTITY EVOLUTION   //

PART 1   :   THE SELF   (   I AM ALL AND MORE .   )

Undertale   /   Everything Everywhere All At Once   /   Legion S1E8   :   Chapter 8   /   Mr. Robot S1E7   :   Wh1ter0se.m4v   /   Gene Tierney with Portrait Masks, Horst P. Horst   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   God Exits, Morningstar E.   /   Enfold, Henrik Uldalen   /   “Song of Myself”, Leaves of Grass, Walt Whitman   /   The Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller   /   The Book of Disquiet, Fernando Pessoa

PART 2   :   THE BELIEVING   (  I WANT TO BELIEVE .   )

Heartfelt   (  Promo package   )   /   Dissolving Into Nothing, RF Pangborn   /   Bi-Weekly, Claudia Keep   /   Self-Isolation, Irina An   /    Memento Mori, Crywank   /   Clarice Lispector   /   Upstream, Mary Oliver   /   The Waves, Virginia Woolf   /   Sue Zhao

PART 3   :   THE UNSELF   (   . . .   )

Succession S3E7   :   Too Much Birthday   /   Grzegorz Gwiazda   /   Jungho Lee   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   Before, After, Briezdoodlez   /   Falling, Harry Styles   /   The Hour of the Star, Clarice Lispector   /   The Vault, Andrés Cerpa   /   Juliet ( I ), Sarah Certa   /   Counterpoint, Mahmoud Darwish   /   The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

PART 4   :   THE BECOMING   (   I WANT TO JUST BE .   )

Moon Knight S1E2   :   Summon the Suit   /   Night in the Woods   /   Mid Air, Kirsten Sims   /   Feminine Stereotypes, Romina Bassu   /   Solitude, Llenia Tesoro   /   It Began Right Here, Danez Smith   /   Deerskin, Robin McKinley   /   Backwards, Warsan Shire   /   Cortège, Carl Phillips   /   Saying Your Names, Richard Siken

PART 5   :   THE RESELF   (   I AM ONLY I AND I LOVE I .   )

Detective Kid   /   Legion S3E2   :   Chapter 21   /   Black Mirror: Bandersnatch   /   Midnight Mass S1E7    :   Book VII: Revelation   /   Blooming, unknown   /   Who Killed Markiplier   /   Healing Series 31.08.2019, unspokengrief on tumblr   /   hannahlockillustration   /   Undertale   /   Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays, Christa Wolf   /   Grandmother in the Garden, Louise Glück   /    Original Air-Blue Gown, The Mountain Goats   /   “Here I Am”, Songs from Under the River: A Collection of Poetry, Anis Mojgani   /   What the Living Do, Marie Howe

*   ABOUT     :     This mega web weaving edit tells a short story about an all-encompassing and multidimensional being known as [ REDACTED ] who is part of everything, everyone, everywhere. They are made of memories and dreams and visions. They are them, they are you, they are me. When [ REDACTED ] is all and more to the universe, though, who are they to themselves? They are all but truly what, exactly? No one and nothing knows who and what they are, not even [ REDACTED ] themselves. Upon this horrifying realization, there comes a fall, a going, a fading, gone. Who are they? What are they? I am? Am I? I don’t know. I don’t understand. I do not and I can not, and that is more than okay. There is still time and space for [ REDACTED ] to learn about themselves and love every single one of their counterparts, and regardless of anything, they will know and remember this that they will always be more than good enough. Take a deep breath, child soul, lover of the sky and sea, bringer of light and darkness. You are you, and you are enough. I love you, always and always and always.

*   SELF REFLECTION   ( cw: child abuse, derealization / depersonalization, quick mentions of suicidal thoughts and self harm  )     :     When [ REDACTED ] came into existence, I thought about wanting to have a character who is known to be part of everything and everywhere from everywhere, sort of like God, but not at the same time. Glitchcore, weirdcore, and kidcore are the biggest elements that I hold a high interest and joy in, so these aesthetic elements would be implemented into [ REDACTED ] along with a heavy emphasize on the concept of art and storytelling, as explored through the multiverse that they are part of and having connection with fate itself. They are a character who represents the idea of identity along with life / birth, death, and rebirth. How one is born, how one comes to be throughout life with how they feel, think, move, etcetera; how one gets affected and affect others, and how does one die ( and what happens to them if they return to life either through reincarnation or with revival ).

I really do mean it when I say along the line about how [ REDACTED ] means more than everything to me. They are the one and only original character who I can truly carry for so long when every other characters of mine would be discarded out of disinterest, and they have come to be my biggest comfort and coping character. Getting more personal in this reflection, I have always been living in a life and under a skin that does not belong to me, I still am and I will probably be like this in over five to maybe even ten years, who knows. I have been through so much in my life with the abuse I had and still am going through, the manipulation and pain from seven out of eight people I had dated and from many friends online and in real life, the constantly uncertain and dissatisfaction in myself and my life while I would feel always off of me and my life, most of these terrible things I would face all alone because I did not know how to ask for help or feel comfortable asking. I recently realize that [ REDACTED ] would go through something just as painful as I had just so I can have that reminder that I am not alone at all.

The things that I did not find myself in [ REDACTED ] until later on as they exist in my life longer: They do not have the full control in their life and themselves just like me, and while because of my traumas, I have become emotionally detached to defend myself from getting hurt by the people around me and protect myself from constantly having deep negative / suicidal thoughts, [ REDACTED ] are generally more emotional because that is what I wish to be one day, somehow. Another thing I have realized also that my memories are just as fragmented and faint as [ REDACTED ]. I am losing everything behind and about me so fast and even then, I can not remember about anything that happened this week, let alone yesterday. My grasp on time and space is so loosen and it does hurt to see how many pieces, not [ REDACTED ] hold of me or vice versa, but we hold of each other. I realized this now that it was never just [ REDACTED ] ( you ) or just me ( I ). It has always been you and I and us. They have helped me so much in becoming more aware with myself and trying to love myself, and even though they are my character, I sometimes feel like they are their own individual and I want to thank them for playing an important role in my life, They really do mean so much more than anyone can ever describe.

This web weaving edit with [ REDACTED ] is meant to be a special project as to celebrate my first year of having them on April first, 2021, a significant reminder for myself that no matter what had and is happening and will, I am always me, Morningstar, and that will always be more than good enough. If [ REDACTED ] can get themselves a happy ending despite everything, so can I. So will I.

#long post cw #[ <3 <3 <3 ] #[ there is. A lot under cut with a detail about the edit and a personal ( heavy ) reflection so just a fair warning ] #[ but I am extremely proud and in endless love with this mini special project as to ( lately ) celebrate the one year creation of having ? ] #[ and I hope y'all will love this too ] #[ thank you to everyone so much once more for always being there for me and ? ; thank you ] #✧ ೃ༄*ੈ✩ 57UDY .•ˎˊ˗˖°࿐ #✧ ೃ༄*ੈ✩ M1N3 .•ˎˊ˗˖°࿐

[araekniarchive]

excerpts that make me feel like I've been punched in the face, in no particular order:

Mirza Asadullah Khan Galib, ‘No, I wasn’t meant to love and be loved’

Semler, Bethlehem

Elisabeth Hewer / @elisabethhewer, Unbecoming

Louise Glück, The Myth of Innocence

@angelcommunist​ (x)

Emma Hunsinger, How to Draw a Horse

Suzanne Rivecca, Ugly, Bitter, and True

Colum McCann, Let the Great World Spin

Hannah Green / @unspokengrief, A Conversation with My Doctor

Salma Deera, Letters from Medea

Nicole Homer, Underbelly

Penelope Scott, Cigarette Ahegao

Elisabeth Hewer / @elisabethhewer​, Village Green

Adonis, Celebrating Childhood

Kaveh Akbar, I Wouldn’t Even Know What To Do With A Third Chance

#webs #kinda? #web weaving #i know it's a little diff than usual but i needed to do this. for me #sorry lads #tw suicide mention #tw suicidal ideation #theme: anguish #theme: mental illness #theme: wanting to be wanted #theme: growing up #theme: grief #theme: childhood #me: time to give in to the mortifying ordeal of being known. but only to strangers on the internet #mirza asadullah khan galib #semler #elisabeth hewer #louise glück #@angelcommunist #emma hunsinger #suzanne rivecca #colum mccann #hannah green #@unspokengrief #salma deera #nicole homer #penelope scott #adonis #kaveh akbar #i'll do a happier one of these promise. today was just about the sad stuff but i'm not always sad

[adornself]

1/11/24

#spilled ink #poetry #vent poetry #spilled writing #twcpoetry #poetumblr #spilled poetry #poetrypardy #poetry prose #rejects corner #writers corner #writblr #poets on tumblr #poets community #deadwatered #trauma poetry #new poets society #unspokengrief #grievng #grandma #gramma #Boston poetry

[heavensickness]

hi!! i love love love ur blog and was wondering if u have any recs for more like yours to follow? or ur fav blogs? xxxx

hi! you can check out @lifeinpoetry, @woundgallery, @bostonpoetryslam, @lunarpoems, @apoemaday, @2ndmlsyndrome, @sovietunion, @weltenwellen, @sugarmadonna, @fairycosmos, @babykibby, @fatalframev, @odetosuffer, @horrorlesbians, @literalgirlfriend, @bisexualgirlfriend, @73ghosts, @orquid, @hongkongtaxi, @lunasghost, @moonstned, @dixiedeadshake, @entropydemons, @cloudbeam, @thesaddestchorusgirlintheworld, @trashzy, @crystallcoffin, @bliindferret, @finalgirlgf, @unspokengrief , @psihokracija, @psihodelicen, @graceandgirlhood, @rosesrotted, @celebrityskinmp3, @seravph, @maletiddies, @ijaazat, @fearlastyear, @thedearidiot, @hiding--places, @lovel1ght, @lovlettres, @techfemme, @roadmotel, @firstfullmoon, @belljarpdf, @gothmary, @fridayiminlovemp3, @exitwound, @finaltransboy, @hauntdom ... people i reblog a lot from are my recommends, in general

#keep #im sorry @ the mutuals i missed :( #also couldnt tag some people properly bc there is a tagging limit apparently?

[lonelyangelonlyangel]

Who are your favorite blogs? I need new ones to folllow

there are so many of my mutuals i love sm but off the top of my head @ihatemygutz @otpisana @ghetttobaby @celese @mapxo13 @pessimisticfvck @theoriginaldolly @gliisten @bowdy @feral-heartt @princessangel @sociopathicangel2 @angelicgirlstuff @he6rtbroken @w1tchb1ades @rosecoloursandroyalty @pr4xis-lamb @thisheavenlyboy @flowergrave @heartlesscreation @unspokengrief @loversswalk @ladylazaruschronicles

i love all these blogs/people sm!! 💕

#blog recs #ask #anon

[fairycosmos]

could you mayyyyybe only if you have the time and feel like it share some of your favourite accounts on here?🥺 I hate it when my dashboard is empty and your blog has such cool vibes!! So if you know any similar accounts? But please don’t do this if you don’t want to!!!! I hope you’re great!!! Sending love your way, I love you!! <3

yeah no problem!! i got someone else asking me this too so i hope you both see it and find it informative lol. honestly anyone i rb from regularly i am half in love with and i really cant name em all theres a LOT ! but i sure dont mind saying the ones who come to mind rn :) also this was so sweetly asked and worded ugh im obsessed w youuuu 💖 i love u lots and i hope you're doing wonderfully. mwah mwah. ok here we go ! x

@cantelopepark @srrybabe @sadmemegf @dilfgirl @company @ghibliprotagonist @ghibliighost @stonerzuko @greengreymatter@fruttodelparadiso @chessys @122mg @celebrityskinmp3 @angeltw @plasticgirlplasticgun @aesthetikerin @actualnymph @breuo @southasians @dissosiation @deterioratingangel @youlooklikedead @ghostlywriterr @cartoonsun @ofallingstar @alcoholicrice @arunima @horizonnmp3 @mothermishy @heavensickness @seravph @pohutukawas @littl3misstrange @fadedgilt @engulfes @dakotajohnsongf @protossol @sulkings @sourdoughstarter @unspokengrief @magdalenas @milfpresence @ispyspookymansion @lovergirl @tierras @babyoaf @saepiae @strangegirlsclub  @cottagecore @angelinajoliesbottom

OK i really could go on lmfaooo but i dont wanna bug too many blogs. if u want a part 2 of this just let me know tho theres way more cool ones i visit often !! x

#anon #talking

[heavensghost]

Do you have any blog recommendations?

@unspokengrief @thmntngts @flowergrave @givemearmstopraywith @read-me-to-wonderland here are some blogs that I like and actively keep up with <3

#there are more but these are the first that came to mind #I have notifications on for so many blogs though