A frequent fantasy I have is one where I am cast in a film or show, and people fall so in love with my character that tumblr just becomes consumed by stories of that character… yes. This is me saying that I want to become an actor just to read the endless smut and fluff and angst people will write about my characters.
i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.
how do you tell someone “i’m not ignoring you i’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it’s really hard for me to maintain a conversation” without saying that
Not to be nsfw but I’m craving your weight on me, you resting your head on my chest as I run my fingers through your hair and scratch/tickle your neck and back. And I honestly don’t know for how much longer I can go without it.
I’m seriously craving some physical touch and quality time 😩😩😩😩
when some of your relatives went through the worst of capitalism and have a toxic mindset surrounding work and self-worth resulting from it today but if you tell anyone they'll be like "that wasn't real capitalism stupid commie"