#{ idk about drafts and stuff bc I wanna ride this high }

[dis--parity]

well!!! i’m gonna b vibin for the rest of the night bc Just got some Good news!

basically my doctor contacted me saying that they noticed I was trans on their system and pretty much just. invited me to a consultation to a new service in my area called CMAGIC! It’s basically a service that hopes to expedite the process for people still on the gender clinic waiting list (which spans for years.....) and help them (meaning me) get things like hormones, voice feminisation, surgery referrals and hopefully name / legal gender changes!!!!

they’re gonna get back in contact with me probably soon-ish but god. i just... feel so fucking lucky omg???

#[The Voice from Beyond] OOC #{ idk about drafts and stuff bc I wanna ride this high } #{ but i'll try! } #{ but mostly i'm just gonna chill }

[inyoursheets]

Alright, get to know me - mildly inappropriate edition! I), N), R) pleaseeee.

so i just answered i + r right here, but that leaves the worst one and i can’t believe this is happening, also bc this is what ive been sitting on before, but --

when did someone last admit romantic or sexual feelings for you? was the feeling mutual?

the short answer is two weeks ago and yes. the long answer goes as follows. as you know if you’ve seen me rant on here before, i have an amazing best friend who i love so much and i can’t believe i actually get to know her. sidenote, our friendship is actually pretty young! we only hung out one on one for the first time in like, september of last year (and then i moved to the uk for 3 months) so it’s all pretty recent, but we have reached the solid conclusion that we’re soulmates, probably. ANYWAY this is what’s been sitting in my drafts for two weeks now:

i know this relates to nothing on this blog but 

i love my best friend so much (the word best friend is not enough to capture how i feel about her) i just wanna fucking grow together with her idgaf about the rest ok??? 

anyways so yesterday we found out we’re both attracted to each other UMMMMMM 

#the timing is of course terrible bc NOW she has a boyfriend (since like a month) plus ya know.... pandemic #but excuse me while i ride on this high #im drunk on the knowledge that she finds me attractive idk how else to put it #but it's an honor to be in her life in any capacity #and i care far far far too much about her to ruin things #so we're not gonna do shit with this knowledge! #but! #I am just... yea #at a loss for words? #I truly am a useless bisexual #why didnt we do anything w this before #literally couldnt tell she was attracted to me AT ALL?

so yeah. she admitted she finds me attractive? which i really really didn’t see coming? i thought i put out vibes before one time but she didn’t do anything w it so i figured she wasn’t into me like that, which is totally fine, i truly mean it when i say that it’s an honor to get to be part of her life in ANY way, but apparently we both find each other attractive. think we even had some mutal pining there -- we shared a bed and she stayed on the far end and to me that was a clear signal of oh she doesn’t wanna touch me that’s cool while she now admitted she did that so she wouldn’t be TEMPTED to. dear god we are truly useless! and now we can’t touch bc pandemic stuff! 

anyway we’re both clear on that we want to know each other forever and that what we have sorta transcends friendship but it’s not a relationship either and this is something we been aware of but the fact that we both find each other attractive? yeah that adds a nice little kick to it all. 

thank you for asking and pardon my tmi levels! here are the questions!

#ask #ask games #sdktrs12 #oversharing! yay! (hides) #also at this point I feel like I should make a tag for her #bc I swear this woman... ggrdjfndjk #she is the sun #literally #mrslackles come get y’all juice sdktrs12 made me overshare on the tl #jk I did that shit to myself