#{ sorry for my shit as usual you guys }

[shima-draws]

Instagram is a website

#SORRY I’M USUALLY NOT THIS SALTY BUT LIKE. MY DUDE…….. #Does this person have no self awareness like. At all #‘Hey let me comment about how much I hate Piplup on your post about Piplup’ #Hey let me grab you like a squeaky toy and throttle you!! #Shima speaks #I never get this kind of shit on tumblr. You guys are angels. #People who can't appreciate Pip can catch these hands. AND PayPal me $200.

[fujii-draws]

OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.

#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter. #he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point. #and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!! #hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do! #the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into- #one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT. #but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb. #I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time. #and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances. #and doesn’t want to hear any excuse. #but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment. #NOW. CHAPTER 17. #UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN #Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC. #IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!! #BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’ #WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM. #(​NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.) #and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through. #despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up. #like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him. #that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying. #just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner. #IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD. #and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore. #he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had. #and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT. #<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but. #eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind. #I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags

[crybaby-bkg]

“Are you ever angry?” You ask quietly, head resting in Bakugou’s lap. His thumb pauses where it strokes your cheeks, the far away gaze in his eyes suddenly snapping into focus as he looks down at you. He looks…different than you remembered, before you both were cast out of the pearly gates.

His hair doesn’t shine as bright as it used to, and it falls a little flatter without the halo pulling it up, soft. His eyes still hold that hardened gaze as a battle angel, but they’re deeper now. More sunken in and hollow, the flickering ichor now a stained crimson. His face is scarred and his hands are rough after the fall but he’s just—different.

“About what?” He asks, his lips pursed in confusion. You reach a hand up, stroking over his bottom lip, smooth a hand through his hair. You can almost feel the throbbing light radiating from him, can almost see how broad and ivory his wings would spread and hold you tight to him.

“It all. Everything. The fall.” You whisper, try not to shrink into yourself with the way Bakugou’s lip curls back in disgust. He pulls away from you and you sit up, resting on your knees, looking at him in such a way that his heart pangs in his chest.

His heart, something he’s never had a reason for when he still had his fists bathed in heavenly fire and no ounce of rebellion hidden under sinless skin. It aches in his chest at the mention of life after being kicked out with the only thing he could hold onto—you.

“Why would I miss my thoughtlessness? My inability to make a decision for myself? Why would I miss being a pawn?” Bakugou is all snarls, all snapping teeth and jowls, but it doesn’t scare you. He’s never scared you, even when his gait was limp from the impact of hard soil, and his hands grew rough, and his back grew jagged from ripped feathers.

“I miss it.” You whisper so carefully into the humid night, hands reaching for his own trembling ones. “I want to be holy again, Katsuki.”

He hisses at you, snatching away like you’ve burned him, like you’ve seized his halo and ripped it into two until it split into horns. Looks at you with such heavenly fire burning in his gaze that you want to shrink beneath him.

“Well—well I don’t. Find someone else who will, cause it sure as hell ain’t me.” You wonder who he’s trying to convince here, with his shaky voice and fluttering eyes and trembling mouth. You stare at him for a long while, lips wobbling at the gravity of it all. Your head hangs low, gathering yourself in your arms, head bowed to him—it’s the only thing you’ve ever known.

“Just hold me for now.” You murmur, eyes low as you settle yourself in his arms, forcing your way into his hold. “Please?” You tack on, unafraid of his bite, his snarl, his growl. Bakugou sits there stiffly for what feels like a century, but you’re used to waiting.

He gathers you in his arms slowly, pulling you into his chest, his body covering yours completely. And if you let yourself relax enough, you can almost feel the warmth of his wings surrounding you again.

#can you tell I watched the first season of good omens today AKSJDKDJD #this is actually my favorite subject matter to write about!! #Ive been writing about it since I was a teen and it’s just so cathartic and relaxing and melancholic in a sense #but I don’t tend to write it for fics bc I usually just write p*rn ajdkdjd #I know this kinda stuff isn’t everybody’s cup of tea but it means a lot to me #at first I was gonna make you guys on either side of each other #but didn’t wanna do the bad boy demon x innocent angel reader thing #and I feel like somebody did the vice versa version too???? I can’t remember but I didn’t wanna unintentionally steal lol #so I just did both fallen angels which I love a shit ton lol #I’m rambling sorry!!! #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #cw religion #cw religious imagery #tagging just to be safe!

[thefunniestguy]

"i feel like i could eat the world raw."

#also smth smth about a line from one of the happiest moments of achilles' life paralleling a line from the saddest moment of his life #'i feel like i could eat the world raw' and 'i will kill you and eat you raw' #damn . achill #i can't say it #i was gonna make a joke . about raw things . yknow #sorry sorry . i've been up for longer than usual . please don't mind me #tsoa #the song of achilles #greek mythology #achilles #patroclus #patrochilles #i hope the ancient greeks are proud that some 18 year old queer some thousands of years later is drawing fanart of their guys #I KEEP ALMOST FORGETTING MY NORMAL ART TAGS . #my art #digital art #fanart #tsoa fanart #patrochilles fanart #AND FINALLY . if anyone sees this PLEAAAASE ignore my shit handwriting

[misty-wisp]

omg a sona ref :3c

soooo i drew this design WAYYYY back in like...october i think? but never made a proper ref sheet out of it bc i didn't feel like it yet. but now i feel like it so here she iiiis :] witchsty my friend witchsty

i'll be real it's not up to standards with my oc refs (minimal shading, more simplistic graphic design than usual, etc.) but like. it works. so idrc that much :P

#my art #my sona #drawing #digital art #medibang #ref sheet #idk what tags give a far reach for stuff like this-- #i think sonas should have goofy little backstories more often--what do you mean those are just vtubers #imma be real guys last year's design (was it last year?) was kinda ass. also i traced a pose on that one thus i look down on it- #-and banish it to the abyss (private it) #sorry guys villain arc misty is no more. she's silly now. bc i stay silly. also i think i deserve to do magics (<- doesn't do that) #the really funny thing is like. okay usually i use one of those posing doll sites to reference off of? but i didn't for this one #(which honestly i'm proud of myself for. i love it when i can freehand and the anatomy actually looks fine. makes me feel like a god) #so misty here is. shorter than asuka. that was not intentional (nor is it accurate) but it's REALLY funny #grown-ass girlie shorter than a teenager. goofy shit

[marlenacantswim]

thinking about Freaked (1993) rn. where are my Freaked (1993) fans at? this film to me is like if some guy found a list of all the things i generally like to see in movies and went "ha, so you say, but what if i turned all of them up to eleven and stuffed them into an incredibly cost-ineffective cinematic experience? what then?" and then i genuinely enjoyed it.

#and then the guy goes ''actually you were supposed to learn that your tastes are only good in moderation'' #and then i go ''oh shit sorry. my b.'' #only film i'd genuinely classify as a guilty pleasure movie #only because i usually hate gross-out humor #running my mouth #freaked #alex winter #i love cinematogprahy

[tweedstoat]

Wellness culture will tell you that you don't "deserve" extremely common human experiences like romantic relationships until you optimise yourself for efficiency and perfection like you're a Grand Prix racecar instead of a human being.

#anti-wellness culture #alternatively hilarious way to sidestep getting asked out on a date #me @ some poor sap: sorry im not rlly dating at the moment #guy: oh no did someone hurt you :/ #me: no i just often forget to eat salad with my lunch so i cant 😔 #when i say wellness -> neofash/white supremacy pipeline this is the shit i mean #because the logical conclusion is that if for whatever reason you cant ever achieve these things #you just dont deserve to date or have romantic relationships #i wonder what usually results from romantic relationships? families and kids ofc!!!

[periipheral]

me rn bc life actually did end when i was 18 and didnt go to a 4yr school

#shout out 3rd yr community college students who still arent getting into any schools of worth #shout out my 3.8 gpa thats getting denied from every uc and state school #shout out unmedicated mental illness and forgetting to apply for things you need #shout out counselors that dont know shit and somehow forget to mention pathways that guarantee admission #like why am i finding out from a counselor that there was an honors program i could have done 3 years ago #sorry guys im just sad and lonely today #feeling it more than usual #dont go to a jc you will hate your life and fight the urge to off yourself the entire time #the weed is making me sad instead of relaxed today i cant stop crying for no reason #dl #nonsims

[shoechoe]

I never get it when Death Grips fans go on and on about how "everyone finds Death Grips unlistenable the first time they listen to it but then it grows on you" because I do not have that experience in the slightest. I listened to Takyon and got into it pretty much instantly. Funny because usually I have to listen to songs more than once for me to start liking them but the supposed "grows on you" music was an instant click

#not jojo related #music #sorry i'm talking about DG so much. hope that's not um... a red flag considering what DG fans tend to be like #you guys tagged me in all of those music tag games and now i can't stop running my mouth sdjfksdlfj #i feel abnormally confident in sharing my music taste lately since i'm usually really reserved about that #i've always gotten made fun of whenever i share music and now i got really into Death Grips of all things #i don't even think my music taste is that weird but IRL whenever someone lets me pick a song in the car i freeze in horror #unless they're a very close friend or my dad who i like to torture (he's one of those middle aged dudes that only listens to classic rock) #(according to him i listen to ''psycho shit''. so.) #i have been on a bit of a music listening spree in general recently. just listened to some MF DOOM records #and then The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill (and now i've been playing Lost Ones over and over these past few days lol) #sometimes i wish i could listen to all the music ever #rambles

[teecupangel]

Could you make a post about what you're ok writing with? I might've accidentally request something uncomfortable for you

Hello, nonny.

I don't think I have big 'no-no's at the moment. If you think you made me uncomfortable because I haven't answered your ask yet, that's because, as of today...

I am five days behind my asks and it's gonna turn into 6 days behind today XD

Sorry, nonny. I promise I'll get to your ask sooner or later, it's just that this month is quite a busy month for me because I am preparing for August.

So, yeah, if you're worried your ask made me uncomfortable, naaaahh. I'm just really behind my asks at the moment.

#sorry guys #ask and answer #the only ones that usually push above the queue are questions like this #but ideas or questions are answered using FIFO #honestly... #i've been in this world long enough #and seen and read enough weird shit #that i don't even know what my hard pass are #so yeah ask away #as long as you understand that the queue is definitely getting longer lollol

[okcoolthanks]

Two rats having lunch

Two rats having lunch

The vermin

The vermin

Enthusiastically munch!

TWO RATS

ON THE GROUND

EATIN FOOD

GRILLED CHEESE AND

TOMATO SOUP

#i almost want to make a cover b/c two trucks sounds really funky but I physically can’t put my brain through that #I just don’t like sex songs and shit #unrelated sorta but I watched Rocky horror picture show around Halloween and I dissasosiated so much that I barely remember what happened #the rest of the night #the whole of that day sucked too because that was when I was left outside for three hours at a dance that I only went too because my mom #wasn’t home so she couldn’t drop me off for the sleepover after and I thought it would be fun to show up as a surprise because I didn’t #think I’d be able to before! #but they forgot about me and I was crying outside in late October and everyone forgot abt me #even the teacher that came over to check on me. she said that she’d come back in a few mins and I said that was ok but she didn’t #I never blasted Spirit Phone into my ears as loud as I did that day #anyways that should’ve been another post in of itself sorry lmao #still mad about it even though I know it’s my fault I’m upset and they weren’t really at fault #I kinda fucked the friendship because I was very emotional and I haven’t had friends in YEARS so I didn’t know how arguments work? #and the only time I had real arguments was with my dad and that usually felt like a ‘you have to survive this make yourself right so he’ll #leave’ kinda thing #yay love trauma dumping good night guys

[botseeksbot]

food . water . vbros women being written well .

#beating my fist against the ground . MYRA <- my no.1 always my 2 episode queen #SALLY . idr how many episodes you appear in but smth barely more than 2 . #they should have been cunting it up s6 and 7 i see it in my head . #the vb that exists in my head and i draw art for . #genuinely like all the women . they have so much potential and its so sucks that theyre written so badly . #USUALLY FOR GUYS IDGAF ABT #everything w dr mrs and her issues w being guild council and her marriage issues being pushed asside s7 for . #the osi agent (who is a woman i'll give them that) and the fucking peril partnership guy . killing myself . WHY WAS THAT SUCH A BIG PLOTLIN #warriana just fucking off after s6 . hey remember when s6 was being written and people thought since the other members were working for #widewhale that she would be betraying brock like his biblical namesake and it was so cool and then it went no where she just fucked up and #was never seen again #idec for her that much but her potential . she would have been awesome #in my head myra takes hatred's place as the venture bodyguard s4 onward get that cretin out of here #then sally should have been beefing w everyone . she deserved it everyone treated her like SHIT #focus being on her shittier husband and then her somewhat shitty bf instead of her . DIEEEEE #sirena also is just . pushed aside for the twins is like . its so evil what they do to her babygirl i know youre better written than this #I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON THE VB WOMEN . THEY GENUINELY ARE AWESOME [in my head] [if they were written well] #e.txt #SORRY I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABT THE WOMEN . EVEN NIKKI AND I HATE THAT EPISODE SO MUCH

[astraltrickster]

A poll absolutely not born of me being extremely frustrated with the behavior I saw of other drivers on the way home from stargazing nope no personal vendettas here--

#polls #like if im on a long stretch of sparsely populated road #and i see someone get into Eye Danger Range #i might give them a split-second flash because like #i wish there was a more polite way to say ''howdy-doo fellow motorist boy it's been a long trip hasnt it anyhoo #you seem to have forgotten to flip that little lever to save my eyes there but i trust that you meant to thank you and be on your way!'' #...and i dont mean that in a passive-aggressive or sarcastic way #and like. usually that gets people to kinda go ''AH SHIT RIGHT SORRY MAN'' #happened a couple times tonight - perfectly civil exchange with no injured retinas #but every time theres at least one fucking guy #usually with the brightest sharpest led bulbs you can get in both high and low beams #who just has them BLAZING AWAY LIKE A MIDNIGHT SUN and WILL. NOT. turn the high beams off. #but lately sometimes i notice its not the ONE guy. its SEVERAL guys. #tonight it was MORE GUYS THAN WHO ACTUALLY TURNED THEM DOWN #EVEN AFTER BEING REMINDED!! #i just see more and more of these dickheads #so i gotta wonder #...i actually have a serious hypothesis i want to look into but thats for another post

[werewolf4vampire]

the way people have equated "selfish cishet dudes who don't care about their partner's enjoyment" with coming "too fast" (which usually comes with other Weird hangups about like. dicks always being hard enough and able to penetrate) makes me so insane sometimes honestly

#like shut the fuck UP #i ended up blocking someone once cause i was bitching about this and they were like well i'd be really disappointed #and i'd never wanna date a guy who comes 'too fast' or can't penetrate me for x amount of time #and i'm like. i could not possibly relate to you any less right now. grow up and buy a strap if you care so much! #like. i really enjoy penetration and i get the intimacy and feeling of it being your partner's 'actual genitals' is appealing but #it's not the end of the world! they can use their fingers still (which is usually better in it's own way IMO...) #and toys are an option. and you all know people who have dicks can use straps right. RIGHT??? #i'm gonna start biting #i'd say sorry for the tmi but i'm actually not and this is my blog #and i feel the 20% of this site that are sex-havers have a duty to talk about this shit #also sorry but coming 'too fast' is also just. really hot. who said that #darryl speaks