#‘fuck you’ to dysphoria

[trickstersaint]

decomposition (dysphoria) // june 2023

#GOSH i kept forgetting to post this one. do you all love her. be honest with me #poems about being trans #poems about being nonbinary #it's me and comparing my body to horror tropes for real. this and the haunted house one... #poetry #poem #poems #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #poetsandwriters #original poetry #original poem #trans poet #trans poetry #gender dysphoria #thinking about the title still. it was just decomposition originally but i kind of fuck with laying out the metaphor more clearly... #and hey it works for all kinds of dysphoria! isn't that awesome #let me know your thoughts. in the comments below

[a-thirst-for-dunmer]

look i know todd coward cares next to nothing for actual humans but transgenderism in elder scrolls is For Me, a Man with Removable Bits, and my love of this franchise

Here we goes

Argonians can just talk to a tree and get immediate top/bottom surgery. First of all, we knew the Gender Fluid came from nature, humans have been making herbaceous pastes and fluids for centuries that help block estrogen/testosterone. Second, lucky bitches. Where the Hist at can I get an amen

Orcs probably have the wise woman do their hormone potions and then the surgery when needed. I personally like to think Grar the big and bulky is like ‘take this paralysis sleep mixture and then we will remove the organ you deem unworthy.’ Malacath is god of the outcast, and of the strong and worthy, and who would understand that more than a trans Orc?

Altmer just use the Alteration/Restoration school. Their plentiful magicka means they can use some form of Transmute spell to remove bits and Restoration to heal afterwards. Likely takes way more skill and only highly trained mages may do the Transition Spells but it would be funny if i just *skyrim spell noise* grow peepee

Bosmer do a mix of Altmer and Argonian shit, but in a different way. Herbs and potions for the hormone blocking, and ancient forest magic to make things get off the bod. Hircine can and has killed others who hunt the trans Bosmer, for to hunt prey that is already weak is dishonorable to him. (Yeah, OOC for Hircine, but it’s my treat)

Dunmer call upon spells, potions, and the Daedra. Azura warped their body in appearance as a curse, so logically, she could do it again for the removal of tiddy. Doesn’t mean she would, though, so the Dunmer call upon Telvanni wizards to help out with the grueling and difficult magic of gender affirmation. Hey, maybe Neloth will grant you two dicks instead of one for research purposes. Go grandpa go

Khajiit would just…do really problematic surgery in a back alley with nothing but skooma and moon sugar to help them brave the pain. I don’t know how they would do trans shit, it’s a cat with dick barbs. I don’t want those.

All the human races can’t do spells as well, nor can they brew potions with utmost care, but dammit, they want to feel whole, so the try every way they can. Wise women in Morthal, mages in taverns, the College of Winterhold, and every other method under the sun. I’d be bitten by a vampire to go get their magic skills and make myself feel me if i could, but nah that doesn’t exist.

I am glad i live in a state where gender-affirming medical care is still possible, and where trans children have no need to worry about hiding themselves until they turn 18. For the rest of my brothers and sisters, I can’t tell you how sorry I am and how i wail for you. We’ll have our win, we’re still fighting, and we’re still here. I love you guys.

Stay frosty in Dawnstar my bitches

#transgender #tes #skyrim #i made up elder scrolls lore because it’s My Dysphoria and I get to choose the feeling better method #anyway fuck you JK I am real and lizard wizards are better than your bitches

[uncanny-tranny]

People who compare transition to self harm or use real people they know who've self-harmed as a metaphorical comparison to transitioning aren't making the gotcha they think they're making - they're just showing that they don't have the compassion or maturity to engage with either topic at even a conversational level.

And, frankly, it's infuriating as a person who does see those who self-harm as my equal who doesn't need to be used as a cudgel against another group of often vulnerable people.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #self harm tw #self harm mention tw #sh tw #transphobia #transphobia tw #and as someone who has self-harmed AND transitioned it's been inherently different. it's not a comparison #and if you wonder why so many trans people have engaged in self harm: social factors. family. abuse. mistreatment #mine stemmed from unrelated abuse largely and also because i wasn't being treated well #absolutely unresolved dysphoria in trans people can inspire that - i know that already. ask me how (don't)... #...but it also isn't inherent to identifying as trans. dysphoria of any kind can make people desperate for any escape... #...and you help them by allowing them space and giving them tools that empower *them*... #...like for me the second a huge part of my dysphoria resolved through transition i was able to start actually fucking LIVING #because for all my life i'd been only able to operate at 50% at most. and now it's more like 80-90% just after transition

[aroace-optimus-primal]

goddamn being biologically female really is like a lifetime prison sentence without a chance for parole isn't it

#at this point the hope of someday getting on T is what's keeping me alive right now (only exaggeration dont worry lol) #fuck #sorry for the vent #tw #vent #vent tag #vent post #tw vent #personal vent #dysphoria vent #cw dysphoria #tw dysphoria #trans vent #ftm dysphoria #trans ftm #ftm #trans #fuck periods #if you're a terf/radfem get the fuck away from here i hate you

[im-in-a-love-cult]

Remus Lupin x Trans male! reader whos time of the month line up headcanons

Platonic//romantic

Call me cringe idc but I've been x male reader starved 💔

ALSO, HOW DO Y'ALL DO THE GIF STRIP THINGS FOR WHEN THE STORY STARTS BECAUSE I SEARCHED STRIP IN GIFS FORGETTING THERES ANOTHER KIND OF STRIP 😨😨😨

Cuddles.

He tries to be so gentle with you but its hard when he's so on edge :(

He's covered in ice packs while you have a hot water bottle

You two don't talk a lot because you know youre both too emotional

Sirius actually being nice to you both??

You tracing his werewolf scars and him tracing your top surgery scars if you've had the surgery

You literally draw stars around eachothers scars (Taylor Swift reference)

Honestly you both just sleeping

Lily comforting you the entire full moon because youre too uncomfortable to help Remus and the rest of the Marauders :((

Feasting on every chocolate in sight

Taking turns massaging eachother 💀💀

You feeling guilty because he's a werewolf and what youre going through is normal but him being like

"Reader if you don't shut up accept we're both in a lot of pain right now i will kick you off this bed. Wait- no, love i didnt mean it-"

You wearing his jumpers and him adoring it

"Is that mine? No, keep it on, i like it better on you"

When you get random surges of pain he immediately lays you down on your back and kisses you while holding the hot water bottle to your stomach

When he gets random surges of pain he likes when you massage him, caress him and hug him

Gender dysphoria x werewolf who doesnt want to be a werewolf is not fun

WAIT OBVIOUSLY JK ROWLING DOESNT LIKE TRANS PEOPLE BUT IN FANFICS WHEN REMUS EXPRESSES HOW MUCH HE HATES BEING A WEREWOLF THAT COULD BE USED AS A METAPHOR FOR GENDER DYSPHORIA?? OH MY GOD??

Moral of the story, two very sad boys who love eachother

#remus lupin #sirius black #marauders #marauders era #james potter #the marauders #peter pettigrew #transgender #gay #remus lupin x reader #remus lupin x male reader #remus lupin x you #remus john lupin #trans male reader #gender dysphoria #fuck jkr #mlm #t4t implied #regulus arcturus black #moony #wormtail #padfoot #prongs #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #halloween 1981 #slight angst #mostly fluff #wolfstar #jegulus #jily

[goldfyshie927]

We need more rep for trans characters who don’t have top or bottom dysphoria so trans people can stop feeling like there’s something wrong with themselves or invalidating themselves when they don’t struggle with those feelings!!! Please let’s stop pretending that everyone must be dysphoric to be trans!!! Let everyone see themselves in art and fiction!

#I’m here for all the rep but spending so much time in spaces where people mainly experience dysphoria #and then gatekeeper those feelings as The True Trans Experience #makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me #it’s exhausting #also I know this is a very simplified take and lacks a lot of nuance #so sue me! #I’m not going to write a dissertation on this at 8 am #I’m talking about My Experience #every trans experience is real and valid and important #including the ones where they’re perfectly fine with their bodies as they are! #you can fuck right off if you disagree

[enbycrip]

Yup.

Don’t be shitty about physical features, and please be *very* careful when relating these to emotional and personal characteristics - I get these can be really communicative and powerful, esp relating to things like gender euphoria, but they do that because they relate to cultural concepts about patriarchy etc that can really easily trip other people’s bad places.

And yes. All dicks are perfectly good dicks. All tits are perfectly good tits. That doesn’t mean you can’t mod them or get rid of them if you want - personally I’d love to get rid of my tits, but that’s very unlikely ever to happen, so I do my best to live with them and try to appreciate them objectively. They’re a body part and they’re fine. Body neutrality is a wonderful thing.

#gender #body parts #body neutrality #body dysphoria #bodies are fine #you don’t need to love the one you’ve got to be okay with it #seriously body positivity when you’re chronically ill and disabled is more than I at least can handle currently #so body neutrality has been a fucking great tool for not scratching my skin off when it intersects with gender dysphoria

[oniongarlic]

i know its like, a sort of widely accepted funny thing or whatever, but i would urge people to try and be sensitive about the language they use when congratulating trans men/mascs on their top surgeries. just because some people are ok with gendered language for their chests doesnt mean everyone is, and for someone with really strong chest dysphoria who just underwent major surgery to alleviate it, it can feel like a real slap in the face to have random people leaving comments like congrats on the tiddy removal/teet yeet/breast banishment or whatever the fuck else insufferable joker shit people come up with.

#like imagine being tortured by dysphoria for over 2 decades to the point where you can barely stand to leave the house in summer and #actively practice genuine stealth while outside in order to avoid being seen by anyone #and the moment ur released from ur curse a bunch of self identified 'silly little guys' come up and start talking about that body part #that has made your life a living hell since the age of 9 #show some fucking decorum #ok to rb btw

[monorayjak]

I want to come out to the people I care about. I want to be honest with them. I've written and rewritten a letter to my mom about all of it tens of times now; I just... I'm scared.

What if they don't believe me? What if they try to convince me I'm wrong? What if I am wrong? And I just went through all of this because I tricked myself? What if its the exact opposite and they try to pull me farther for my own good without realizing this stuff takes time? What if my extended family finds out? I mean one of my uncles is already a mentally unstable bigoted religious freak who's considered killing people and himself before because he can. What if people I care about get hurt? But also... what if I can't keep going like this much longer? It hurts. So much. Its fucking with my grades, I'm scared. I feel like I'm fucking up so much.

It just... it feels like no matter what I do is wrong.

Holy shit

I'm living in a trolley problem.

If I take action, it's untelling how many will be affected; but if I don't take action it will just be me affected at first. But even if I don't take action, I get the feeling the people I care about will be hurt as well, just later on. You know... now that I've thought that through... maybe I should make a list of things that could happen depending on the choice, kind of like a pro-con list, but... is that stupid?

#idk #lgbt+ #i'm writing more #transfem #trans #help #transgender #transfeminine #mtf #lgbtq+ #queer #gender queer #queer as in fuck you #queer stuff #dysphoria is a bitch #how much longer can I put up this charade? #anyone got tips? #or advice? #or anything

[3amclothesmonster]

Hey people who stereotype what people are like based on their looks fuck you y'all are dicks.

#Writing this through sobs cause a kid asked who was fasting for Ramadan and I said me and he said “You don't look Muslim don't lie” #Fuck you cause 1 nobody really sees my hair (I don't wear a hijab due to discrimination and also I cannot find nor make one) #And your friend who's Islam doesn't wear one so fuck you #Shoutout to Z though 🙏🏽🙏🏽 #Yes. I know my pfp and Sona have their hair out but that's still not an accurate representation of me myself</3 #Dysphoria and all that

[sirenium]

Hey radinclus is NOT the same thing as radqueer please don't act like it is thanks

#yeah random rant yeah #'radqueer/radinclus' dear those are different things #one is inclusive of queer people (radinclus) and the other supports shit like transautism #the notion that you can transition into being autistic. and I'll say it #that is fucking weird as fuck #the radqueer community has also stolen terms like transabled from people with BIID #a mental disorder that causes dysphoria surrounding having eye sight or a limb etc #(we support those with BIID in this house) #they've also stolen transage from the chronosian community I think #radqueers harm already fucked over communities and to say being accepting of mspec lesbians is the same thing is #...awful. absolutely disgusting #radinclu #rad inclus #radinclus #lgbtq #lgbt #queer

[thee-radio-host-is-a-kookaburra]

I went through extreme childhood trauma and developed BIID as a result of it, and what do I get for that? Racists and child predators using me as a scapegoat for their shit of course!

You don’t care about helping people with BIID, you just want to use us as an excuse to do blackface and mock people with autism. Fuck you.

#max squawks #seriously. fuck prats #you don’t give a shit about pwBIID #ableism #madpunk #neuropunk #racism #anti radqueer #anti prat #actually biid #body integrity identity disorder #body integrity dysphoria #tw blackface

[autogeneity]

are there like, bras or alternatives that are like, actually effective at moisture wicking rather than fucking absorbing all of it?

i.e. don't turn promptly into bags of water strapped directly to your chest the moment you start sweating

the "sports" bras I've tried don't seem very much better at this but idk if I'm looking in the right place

#m #the way things are going I may end up getting top surgery out of annoyance more than dysphoria per se #I sweat...a lot. when I work out #it is deeply unpleasant #plus it does this thing where moving will sometimes squeeze sweat out back onto you #fucking nasty cold awful #cw unsanitary #tbh #underclothing in general tbh but my upper body is so much worse #and I've seen like shorts that seem to be of an appropriate material #I think the only thing I've seen in bras that seems like it might have luck is perhaps swimwear? #would that work #stretchy seems bad for this but perhaps also necessary idk #ideally I don't want Shaped cups y'know

[daffythefox]

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

#FUCK EMOTIONAL PERMANANCE ISSUES #FUCK REJECTION SENSITIVE DYSPHORIA FUCK NARC CRASHES #FUCK DEPRESSIVE SYMPTOMS #FUCK BURNOUT #FUCK NEEDING OTHERS TO SEE YOU AS INHUMANLY GOOD IN ORDER FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THEY CARE ABOUT YOU AT ALL #FUCK ALL OF THIS #FUCK EVERYTHING #WHY DOES IT ALL HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HARD #actually npd #npd #actuallynpd #a bit of a vent #All of these pictures are from my camera roll i have no idea how i got any of them but i made none of them #if you made one of these pictures ask me and I'll credit you #i would post an image id for all of these but I'm so fucking tired #me when i

[princeinsomniavoid]

For the love of fuck please make more gender neutral/masc x reader head canons/fics please I'm fucking tired of seeing like 5 million fem/afab fics when there's little to no gn/amab/masc content for my f/os im fucking starving over here for the love of god! :]

#void's immortal musings #x reader #Please ive had enough of straight cis women writers #Trans women this does not mean you #Keep it up queens <3 #im so tired #I just want one (1) decent Simon “Ghost” Riley fic #It doesnt even need to be masc ill settle for gender neutral #Just the bare minimum here people #Please make your fics more accessable for transmascs and nonbinary people im on my fucking knees #Also PLEASE fucking tag fem reader in the tags for your fic if you're not gonna put it at the start of the post #Im sick and goddamn fucking tired of finding a seemingly gn alligned smut fic and then getting jumpscared by fem described anatomy #The spike of dysphoria it gives me is unreal #Anyways #This has been a PSA please be more inclusive

[swiftfootedachilles]

super popular gallavich blogger/writer blocked me for absolutely no reason! okay! i was honestly a fan of their works but alright!

#this fandom is so petty literally how do people with thousands of followers come on here yelling support small artists then BLOCK US #buddy you could not be supporting me any less #like listen i am a fan of avidly blocking people! its YOUR Internet space! but fucking seriously? #i have never said a bad word about this person or their friends ever. or really anyone in the fandom #can i say least get a fucking explanation my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going wild rn