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Rosamie Amor Aquino || 27 (in a few weeks) || Princess of The Philippines

Name Pronunciation: Row-suh-mee Family: Ezekiel Aquino (Older brother) Hometown: Manila Birthday: November 30th Age: 27 Sexuality: Straight Preferred Pronouns: She/Her Aliases, if any: Rosa, Rose Nationality: Filipino Religion, if applicable: Roman Catholic. But she sins like everyone else, she just goes to confession every time. Parents’ names: Father - Efren Aquino, Mother - Althea Aquino Current relationship status: Betrothed to Thomas Adley Previous relationships: Sahir Bin Jabbar Al Nahyan. They were betrothed but it didn’t take long for Sahir to find a way to break it up. She was a little hurt at first but she didn’t hold it against him claiming it was just part of their stories.

Under the cut there are mentions of chronic illness, kidnapping, torture.

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

Height: 5’3 Hair colour: Black Eye colour: Brown Glasses/contacts: None Tattoos: None Piercings: Ears, both lobes done three times. Typical clothing style: She prefers dresses to anything else and it’s not uncommon to find her in them even while she’s just lounging around. She’s not used to having to cover up too much with the weather in the Philippines. Distinguishing features (scars, birthmarks, freckles, etc): She has a beauty mark on her right cheek that she likes to cover up with make up as much as possible. Despite her mother always telling her it was beautiful she’s self conscious about it. Dominant hand: Right

HEALTH

Health issues or illnesses, if any: Systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE). She has a mild form that can cause a range of different symptoms including joint pain and fatigue to name a few. It’s never hindered her life too much and it had never gotten serious enough to cause any internal damage. Nobody outside of her family and her doctors (including the castle doctors) know about the disease. Allergies, if any: None Exercise habits: She tries to do things to keep up her physical strength, mostly horseback riding, but there are times when her disease does make it harder. This is when she’s mostly considered lazy and she lounges around most of the day. Dietary habits: She’s not picky but there are a few things she doesn’t enjoy in her diet. A lot of it has more to do with texture than anything. Other than that she’s pretty easy to please.

PERSONALITY

Accent: Her accent slips through a lot. Rosamie knows many languages but that distinct Tagalog accent always slips through. Speech style: She tends to speak pretty quickly sometimes, especially when she’s excited, and it sometimes makes it hard to understand her. She tries her best to be conscious of this. Most used word or phrase: “Ugh, that’s so romantic.” or “ You’re going to make me cry.” Do they curse?: Not usually but something can slip through every now and then. Any secrets? Her Lupus diagnosis and her betrothed being gay. Top priority/ies: For her? To have a happy life. She just wants to be loved, is that too much to ask? But her duty to her family comes before anything else. Most treasured possession: A rare copy of an illustrated Romeo and Juliet that her mother got for her on her sixteenth birthday. She keeps it in her room in a special case and only looks at it occasionally even though it’s her favorite thing. Addictions, if any: Her trashy romance books that she’s not supposed to read. Phobias: She doesn’t really have any major phobias. Snakes scare her along with the idea of parasites. Compulsions/ habits: She plays with her hair a lot when she’s thinking deeply about something. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

OTHER

Education level: Graduated University with a bachelor’s in English Literature and a bachelor’s in Politics. Languages spoken: Fluent in Filipino, Tagalog, English, and Arabic (since she thought she would be queen of a country where it was the official language). Hobbies: Reading, writing, horseback riding, swimming

Biography/Headcanons:

In the heart of Cebu City was where her Highness Queen Althea Aquino went into labor for the second time at the vacation home owned by the Aquino family. With four weeks left in her pregnancy, and none of them expecting an early delivery, the King had been on official business in Manila when he'd received the urgent call. King Efren quickly left the leaders from three other countries, leaving an advisor behind to reschedule and apologize profusely, and barely made it back to Cebu in time to help welcome Princess Rosamie Amor Aquino to the world. With Rosa being born a tad early, the Aquino family was set up in a private suite in one of the best hospitals the city could offer and the country waited with bated breath to hear that the princess would not be facing any major health issues because she was too impatient to be carried to full term. The announcement didn't take long and with her health no longer in question the country celebrated for a full week after Rosa's birth. Her mother has always said that Rosamie was just too excited to give her love to everybody who was patiently waiting for her and that, coupled with her flare for the dramatics, was why their baby girl arrived the way she had.

Ever since Rosamie was a little girl she’s been certain that fate and true love were very real. She lived off true romance, the girl taking in as many of the epic love stories written throughout the years as she could along with all the romantic comedies that came her way. She’s a sucker for love and she believes that everyone has their own stories to play out while on the path to their person. Soulmates, friends to lovers, hate to love, she adores it all and will most likely bug everyone about their own love lives to get her fix. Unfortunately for her, she hasn’t been so lucky in that department herself. This doesn’t do anything to quell her beliefs with each failure only fueling her more and more to find her epic romance, and she’s hoping that her and her betrothed will be the beginning of her own novel.

After a premature birth the Aquino family had been worried for years that Rosa might have extenuating issues that would result from it. But by the time she was six and had yet to show any signs of slowing down the King and Queen had stopped worrying about any potential risks. Even so, as Rosa grew older it became apparent that she was not the healthiest person in the world, especially towards the end of her teen years, and at the age of nineteen she was officially diagnosed with systemic lupus erythematosus, an auto immune disease that effects many parts of her body. It was decided by the family that the only people who would ever be told about Rosamie's disease were the palace doctors (at home and later the ones in Khatanga and Thailand) in an effort to keep people from believing that her disease would affect her ability to take on responsibility and keep a country together. She has a mild form that can cause a range of different symptoms including joint pain and fatigue to name a few. It’s never hindered her life too much and it had never gotten serious enough to cause any internal damage. She tries to do things to keep up her physical strength, mostly horseback riding, but there are times when her disease does make it harder. This is when she’s mostly considered lazy and she lounges around most of the day. For the most part she is okay with keeping this a secret but she does feel a little guilt about it when it comes to the people who care about her...or the one's she feels like she's deceiving.

She’s loyal when it comes to her country and she’s insisted that she be a part of her older siblings’ training in case she may be needed to step in one day. Or in case she ended up marrying a crown. She’s someone who would never want to go into a situation involving her lineage without the knowledge she needs to help the monarchy along. Despite how naïve she can be she never wants to be in a situation where she can’t hold her own and most people are surprised when Rosamie gets into political rants. Her sense of duty also outweighs her dream of finding romance. She goes where she’s told, does what she must do, and has barely any complaints about doing so.

She doesn’t know her own privilege. There have been times when she didn’t understand why other people weren’t always able to do the same things that she’s been able to do in life, especially when she was younger. She doesn’t think about money the way she should and has also been known to put her foot in her mouth with the staff or less privileged people are around. She’s someone who will accidentally take advantage of the staff and their duties to her without realizing she might be running someone ragged and she complains when she must do something for herself. Lazy might be a good word to describe her on occasion. She doesn’t do this to be cruel, she just doesn’t realize that she might not be treating them in the best way.

Being one of the kidnapped, most had expected Rosa to come out of the situation with more trauma than she is willing to showcase. Being tortured the way her and the other royals had been doesn’t come without scars, both physical and emotional. But Rosa was determined not to let her experience change who she was as a person. Unfortunately, the only way she really knows how to cope with it all is by throwing herself into her daydreams. She was bad about wild tales and adventures forming in her mind before but after the ordeal it seemed that she was constantly daydreaming to bring her out of real life and into her fantasy world where no one can touch her. She’s aware that eventually this will catch up to her, and she still has her moments where she feels like she’s drowning, but for the most part she’s been doing well with keeping things together.

The moment her little world came crashing down was the moment she realized her future was never going to be what she had pictured it being. Walking in on her betrothed and his lover had been the crushing blow that sent her head floating down from the clouds and Rosa is now struggling to figure out what to do. She’s angry, mostly at being lied to, but she also feels pretty hopeless for her own future. So hopeless in fact that she’s starting to exhibit some destructive behavior.

#Rosamie: I dont mean to come off selfish but I want it all || Musings #Rosamie: I know you love it when the hairpins start to fall || Mirror #Rosamie: Melodies and memories stories that sound absurd || Ipod #Rosamie: Take me to the moon where I can sleep til noon || Memes #Rosamie: Above all else she was never boring || Mentions #Rosamie: She drew silver linings of her own || Convos #Verse: Wor

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*.:｡♦ ⋅ ⋆ — MUSING TAGS - LYRIC EDITION

i recently hit a huge milestone & reached the 2nd birthday for this blog, so i wanted to do something cute to give back & say thank you !!! with that being said, under the cut you’ll find 668 lyrics that can be used for character musing tags ! they’ve been categorised into different labels ( eg. the baby doll, the lothario, the vixen, the cataclysmic, etc ) so some lyrics may appear under more than one category. i do, however, recommend checking out all the categories !! they were just listed by my own interpretation and definitely aren’t limited to a certain label in the slightest. the pronouns used are simply what was used in the original line but can obviously be changed to fit your character. depending on personal preference, some may be a little too long but can be shortened down pretty easily. a general trigger warning is to be placed for these as they do reference some sensitive topics ( drugs, alcohol, sex, etc ), as the tags on my blog do. i believe that covers it all !! if you find this useful, please do like and/or reblog ! also, please let me know if you’d like to see a part two of this ! you can find the quote version of this right here for more suggestions !!

general ( 36 )

things change ; people change ; feelings change too.

never thought the circumstances would have changed you.

so all that i'm asking is that you handle me with caution.

we will carve our place into time and space.

this ain't my scene ; this wasn't my dream.

seeing the pain inside in this house of fear.

no lies in my eyes ; nothing but truth will leave my mouth.

i'm tryna fucking scream but the words won't come out.

i’m the girl you’d die for.

you’ll find me in the lonely hearts.

but i’m still looking pretty in a dress.

i wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title.

i want my virginity back so i can feel infinity.

i’ve put money where my mouth is.

i can hear freedom calling.

just another girl in the 21st century.

they all say she’s got low self esteem.

blue maybelline mascara is running down my favourite shirt.

drinking champagne made of an angel’s tears and pain.

i feel like i’m the worst so i always act like i’m the best.

the stars that burn the brightest fall so fast and pass you by.

falling down like dominos ; hit by family jewels.

she’s too smart to crave material things.

and you’re caught up in your permanent emotions.

palms reflecting in your eyes like an endless summer.

i’m just a soul whose intentions are good.

we don’t have to be ordinary.

she would not show that she was afraid.

underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.

get in your dress and put on your doll faces.

you look like you’ve been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel.

i’m tired of being tongue tied.

my mind is a warrior, my heart is a foreigner.

got two left feet and a bottle of red wine.

i know i fear fear too much.

i’m teaching myself how to be free.

the addictive ( 37 )

you're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.

you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece.

everything was blue ; his pills, his hands, his jeans.

everything was grey ; his hair, his smoke, his dreams.

well acquainted with villains that live in my bed.

last night I got high as your expectations.

mama called me destructive ; said it'd ruin me one day.

when I'm fucked up, that's the real me.

maybe i've been always destined to end up in this place.

i'm a prisoner to my addiction.

i'm addicted to a life that's so empty and so cold.

rags to riches but i'm addicted to being broken.

cause you know that i can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

i'm faded once again ; i don’t know where i am.

i'll be here somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana.

i don't drink to get drunk.

bright lights but she's fading.

i'm buzzing and i feel laced ; i'm coming from a different phase.

a lack of sanity, losing touch with reality.

smoking too much, it's starting to fog up my clarity.

i found my life in between shots and getting high.

smoke and mirrors keeps us waiting on a miracle.

i send my best regards from hell.

in the night your heart is full and by the morning empty.

all i wanna do is get drunk and silent.

drinking champagne to forget yesterday.

all i want to do is get high by the beach.

she’s inducing sleep to avoid the pain.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

you say you’re numb inside.

i wanna be drunk when i wake up.

what didn’t kill me never made me stronger.

i switch up my cup i kill any pain.

you’ve been drinking like the world was gonna end.

life can get you down so i numb the way it feels.

another drink just to pass the time.

the aesthete (3)

i lay back in a glittering mist.

i know you love it when the hairpins start to fall.

i get excited when i discover something rare.

the allegiant (3)

i'm a puppet on your string.

the queen of peace always does her best to please.

i’m teaching myself how to be free.

the anthomaniac (2)

i’m covered by nature and i’m safe now.

i want to feel that sea breeze.

artisan (29)

self-made success now she rolls with Rockefellers.

you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece.

i feel inspired, at quarter to three AM.

now we're coming for the throne ; we did it all alone.

running on the music and night highs.

trying to embrace the picture i paint and colour me free.

i'm too busy on the road i'm too busy bookin' show.

i'm a show you more than i ever could say.

we brought our drum and this is how we dance.

we will carve our place into time and space.

can't tune my chords into your songs.

she always dances when it's raining.

melodies and memories ; stories that sound absurd.

back with a vengeance, back with a song.

my empire keeps growing cause i am so demand.

you could hear the song inside of me.

i’m that song you wouldn't sing ; just a broken melody.

spent years singing to forget.

paint a picture for me where the sky is blue.

i’ll stick to hell-no’s and headphones.

singing soft grunge just to soak up the noise.

let me photograph you in this light.

i love it when you dance like there’s nobody there.

i feel inspired at quarter to the three am.

i’m sitting on a night bus flicking through my ipod.

she prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.

the voice inside me plays a different song.

she’s humming in the restless summer air.

you’ll find a rooftop to sing from or a hallway to dance.

the astrophile (13)

i'm on mission to the stars ; i'm the love child living life on Mars.

i bought a star in the night sky tonight.

you’re buying stars to shut out the light.

i feel celestial.

and i light up the sky.

stars in her eyes.

my only friend was the man in the moon.

like the stars missing the sun in the morning sky.

you taught me the courage of stars.

but there’s room for two six feet under the stars.

hey good girl with your head in the clouds.

i don’t know what’s in the stars.

take me to the moon where i can sleep till noon.

the baby doll (11)

what kind of bubblegum have you been blowing lately?

she wants somebody to love ; to hold her.

candy bear ; sweetie pie ; wanna be adored.

i’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart.

primadonna girl ; all i ever wanted was the world.

i wanna be a silk flower like i’m never gonna die.

get in your dress and put on your doll faces.

sickeningly sweet like honey.

why did you steal me cotton candy heart?

i know you love it when the hairpins start to fall.

sweet like honeysuckle late at night.

the bellwether (11)

i'm a marquise diamond ; could even make that tiffany jealous.

but i’m still looking pretty in a dress.

six inch heels ; she walked in the club like nobody’s business.

get in your dress and put on your doll faces.

high heel shoes with the open toes.

all red dress with the devil eyes.

she always seems to be alone but the diamonds make it better.

squeezing in and out of these dresses.

covergirls don’t cry after their face is made.

i know you love it when the hairpins start to fall.

i wear the robe like no one could.

the benevolent (5)

there is no crime in being kind.

sweet like honeysuckle late at night.

the queen of peace always does her best to please.

you’re sweet as maple.

she’s the apple in everybody’s eye.

the cataclysmic (26)

i see a flame ; i wanna get burned.

my demons are begging me to open up my mouth.

selfish, taking what i want and call it mine.

viral mess turned dreams into an empire.

i'm the violence in the pouring rain ; i'm a hurricane.

you've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold.

i'm meaner than my demons ; i'm bigger than these bones.

goddamn right, you should be scared of me.

well acquainted with villains that live in my bed.

mama called me destructive ; said it'd ruin me one day.

I'm a villain in my city, I just made another killing.

i'm addicted to a life that's so empty and so cold.

i'd rather be spitting blood than have this silence fuck me up.

rags to riches but i'm addicted to being broken.

cause you know that i can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow.

i'm afraid of nothing, i'm afraid of no one.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

your lies are bullets your mouth's a gun.

and if you get in my face then you'll get a taste ; even God would run.

i send my best regards from hell.

sometimes silence is violent.

i’m meaner than my demons.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

it’s the devil that’s trying to hold me down.

i’m here again between the devil and danger.

i’m a monster in disguise

celebrity ( 40 )

tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised.

with your face all made up, living on a screen.

plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far.

my life is a movie and everyone's watching.

in my city i'm a young God.

infatuated by the fame status.

i'm addicted to a life that's so empty and so cold.

I think I've been in Hollywood for too long.

i get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems.

when i've got that cigarette smoke and saint laurent coat.

i'm too busy on the road i'm too busy bookin' show.

my life is a movie and everyone's watching.

act like you know me but you never will.

and every time we get up, always end up on the news.

my mother said don't forget where you come from.

we will carve our place into time and space.

bright lights but she's fading.

you're caught between a dream and a movie scene.

i'm just wishing it's ambition that got you your position.

a lack of sanity, losing touch with reality.

i think you’re going to be my biggest fan.

primadonna girl ; all i ever wanted was the world.

hollywood infected my brain.

don’t do love ; don’t do friends ; i’m only after success.

shake me from la hallucinations.

but the teeth come out when the camera flashes.

paparazzi ; catch my fly and my cocky fresh.

but Hollywood legends will never grow old.

but do you feel like a young god?

we could be immortal.

dollar bill is her only sign.

platinum off a mixtape, sipping on that codeine.

i got all these women too attracted to the fame.

she knows her pussy’s got a fanbase.

i’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places.

covergirls don’t cry after their face is made.

i’m home less than i’d like to be.

i won’t drink in all of this fame.

interviews want to know my thoughts and opinions.

she’ll network till her dreams come true.

the connard (2)

just because he has a heart doesn't mean he got heart.

my heart is way too frozen to be broken.

the contingent (4)

i'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine.

she wants somebody to love ; to hold her.

cause baby don't wanna be lonely.

you’ll find me in the lonely hearts.

the contrite (1)

the queen of peace always does her best to please.

the coquette (11)

don't belong to no city ; don't belong to no man.

now my mascara runnin', red lipstick smudged.

tell 'em this heart doesn't stay to one.

i'm tempted by kings with the finest of things.

i’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart.

primadonna girl ; all i ever wanted was the world.

you can count on me to misbehave.

you’ll find me in the lonely hearts.

i break a million hearts just for fun.

she knows her pussy’s got a fanbase.

heaven in her mouth ; she’s got one hell of a tongue.

the crepehanger (8)

this is a modern fairytale ; no happy endings.

excuse me if i seem a little unimpressed with this ; an anti-social pessimist.

i live my life in bitterness and fill my heart with emptiness.

blackjack ; classic vinyl ; tough girl is what i had to be.

i’ll stick to hell-no’s and headphones.

shining like gun metal ; cold and unsure.

underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.

my heart is way too frozen to be broken.

the crimson (4)

your lies are bullets your mouth's a gun.

and no war in anger was ever won.

i’m left seeing red on my own.

sometimes silence is violent.

the crestfallen (13)

everything was blue ; his pills, his hands, his jeans.

in the night she's dancing to relieve the pain.

you can hold onto the sadness like a souvenir.

so all that i'm asking is that you handle me with caution.

i'm sad about shit that never happened.

i’m that song you wouldn't sing ; just a broken melody.

all the sadness inside me melted away like i was free.

blue maybelline mascara is running down my favourite shirt.

paint a picture for me where the sky is blue.

i ran out of tears when i was 18.

i’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places.

covergirls don’t cry after their face is made.

there’s a silent peace in the tragedies.

the despondent (30)

you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece.

everything was blue ; his pills, his hands, his jeans.

the pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body.

everything was grey ; his hair, his smoke, his dreams.

he's so devoid of color ; he don't know what it means.

you can't wake up, this is not a dream.

don't waste precious tears on me ; i'm not worth the misery.

in the night she's dancing to relieve the pain.

maybe i've been always destined to end up in this place.

i'm addicted to a life that's so empty and so cold.

i need time to replace what i gave away.

and my home has never felt this far.

now i'm left here in the dust with the taste of broken trust.

this voice inside has been eating at me.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

you can hold onto the sadness like a souvenir.

i'm sad about shit that never happened.

i’m that song you wouldn't sing ; just a broken melody.

i send my best regards from hell.

born with a void ; hard to destroy with love or hope.

built with a heart ; broken from the start.

they all say she’s got low self esteem.

i’ll stick to hell-no’s and headphones.

underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.

she’s inducing sleep to avoid the pain.

sometimes silence is violent.

you say you’re numb inside.

my heart is way too frozen to be broken.

gone made within his suffering ; called out for relief.

there’s a silent peace in the tragedies.

i’m tryna fucking scream but the words won’t come out.

the dirtbag (2)

sad eyes, bad guys ; mouth full of white lies.

you can count on me to misbehave.

the ecclesiastic (2)

heaven help me keep my faith and my eyes wide open.

cause you’re my religion ; you’re how i’m living.

the ecdysiast (5)

in the night she's dancing to relieve the pain.

six inch heels ; she walked in the club like nobody’s business.

she murdered everybody and i was her witness.

turn down the lights and watch my private show.

she knows her pussy’s got a fanbase.

the facade (15)

all we do is think about the feelings that we hide.

plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far.

you break when the fake facade leaves you in the dark.

in the night she's dancing to relieve the pain.

i get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems.

cause you know that i can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow.

said it so many times before but i can't front no more.

with an angel voice ; devil in disguise.

what they didn't know is that she could barely carry on.

and every time you ask i'll pretend i'm okay.

we are the greatest pretenders in the cold morning light.

she don’t get emotional ; she kill off all her feelings.

i’m faking glory.

i’m a monster in disguise

with an angel voice ; devil in disguise.

the fallen angel (14)

i need time to replace what i gave away.

now i'm left here in the dust with the taste of broken trust.

now i’m all alone and my joys turned to moping.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

so all that i'm asking is that you handle me with caution.

i send my best regards from hell.

sick of these wounds that won’t heal.

your halo’s full of fire.

underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.

what didn’t kill me never made me stronger.

flames just create us but burns don’t heal like before.

my history has brought me to this place.

i’m teaching myself how to be free.

there’s a silent peace in the tragedies.

the fervour (5)

you've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold.

i keep a close watch on this heart of mine.

so all that i'm asking is that you handle me with caution.

we are the sparks that never fade.

i’ll take more love than i’m allowed.

the fighter (2)

i'd rather be spitting blood than have this silence fuck me up.

now we’re in the ring and we’re coming for blood.

the gregarious (4)

she always knows where the crowd's at.

cause baby don't wanna be lonely.

that girl is a real crowd pleaser.

she’s the apple in everybody’s eye.

the halcyon (9)

I'm scared of getting old and you are too.

we'll be the ones to bring all the madness.

So how 'bout tonight we go and run free.

we will carve our place into time and space.

got your hands in the air and you’re feeling alright.

we’ll never be as young as we are right now.

i live my days as if it were my last.

i live my days as if there is no past.

i’m teaching myself how to be free.

the icarian (4)

we'll be the ones to bring all the madness.

bad decisions make for the best memories.

i can't imagine a life without breathless moments.

we will carve our place into time and space.

the impecunious (1)

she’s too smart to crave material things.

the impious (4)

and if you get in my face then you'll get a taste ; even God would run.

i wish i’d been sixteen and burning up a bible.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

all red dress with the devil eyes.

the insurgent (11)

don't belong to no city ; don't belong to no man.

now we're coming for the throne ; we did it all alone.

I'm a villain in my city, I just made another killing.

in my city i'm a young God.

leave us alone 'cause we don't need your policies.

can't tune my chords into your songs.

you can count on me to misbehave.

i’m a riot through your borders ; call me bulletproof.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

be a riot cause i know you.

we rattle this town ; we rattle this scene.

the intangible concept (1)

act like you know me but you never will.

the isolato (14)

These days I can't seem to get along with anyone ; get by with anyone.

I find myself alone when each day is through.

I'm better off when I'm alone.

i would rather be at home all by myself.

i'll be here somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana.

excuse me if i seem a little unimpressed with this ; an anti-social pessimist.

i want the world to go away.

i was born to walk alone.

i’m obsessed with silence.

i’ll stick to hell-no’s and headphones.

being and feeling alone was too much to face.

and i never minded being on my own.

there’s nothing more i want except to be alone.

she always seems to be alone but the diamonds make it better.

the lothario (15)

young james dean, some say he looks just like his father.

sad eyes, bad guys ; mouth full of white lies.

you're a rolling stone boy ; never sleep alone boy.

i'm the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon.

if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight.

tell 'em this boy wasn't meant for lovin'.

tell 'em this heart doesn't stay to one.

in my city i'm a young God.

just because he has a heart doesn't mean he got heart.

you’ll find me in the lonely hearts.

i break a million hearts just for fun.

but do you feel like a young god?

i wanna be drunk when i wake up ; on the right side of the wrong bed.

woke up by a girl ; i don’t even know her name.

heaven in her mouth ; she’s got one hell of a tongue.

the magnate (16)

viral mess turned dreams into an empire.

self-made success now she rolls with Rockefellers.

survival of the richest, the city's ours until the fall.

now we're coming for the throne ; we did it all alone.

money is the only thing I'm chasin'.

maybe i've been always destined to end up in this place.

i don't mean to come off selfish, but i want it all.

rags to riches but i'm addicted to being broken.

my mother said don't forget where you come from.

and we'll discuss our big dreams ; how we plan to take over the planet.

we will carve our place into time and space.

i'm just wishing it's ambition that got you your position.

i’ve put money where my mouth is.

don’t do love ; don’t do friends ; i’m only after success.

me and the money are way too attached to go.

i’ve put my money where my mouth is.

the malingerer (3)

cause who's got any time for growin' up?

take me to the moon where i can sleep till noon.

sitting watching movies ; couch tomatoes.

the miscreant (12)

mama called me destructive ; said it'd ruin me one day.

I'm a villain in my city, I just made another killing.

we'll be outlaws ; we'll take on the world.

they'll never understand the honor among these thieves.

and if you get in my face then you'll get a taste ; even God would run.

i’m only happy when i’m on the run.

i can hear the sirens.

guilty on the run and i know what i’ve done.

guilty on the run and i’m never forgiven.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

america’s most wanted, man, i’m still on the run.

she’s never been afraid of sirens ; head down but keeping driving.

the muse (1)

you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece.

the netizen (1)

maybe the internet raised us or maybe people are jerks.

the old soul (1)

everybody loves to tell me I was born an old soul.

theparacosmist / dreamer (24)

you can't wake up, this is not a dream.

stuck in her daydream.

i don't mean to come off selfish, but i want it all.

real life is stranger than my dreams.

i'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone.

your body is here, but your mind is somewhere else.

and we'll discuss our big dreams ; how we plan to take over the planet.

where the wild things are is a place that exists is our minds.

we will carve our place into time and space.

melodies and memories ; stories that sound absurd.

you're caught between a dream and a movie scene.

a lack of sanity, losing touch with reality.

i'm sad about shit that never happened.

this dream burns inside of me, and I can't just let it go.

living life like i’m in a dream.

i live my life inside a dream only waking when i sleep.

i’ve been living in the state of dreaming ; living in a make believe land.

chasing a rabbit down a hole.

dreaming your life away.

i dreamt about you every night this week.

my dreams are my wings.

stuck in her day dream.

teachers teach you not to be a dreamer.

i’m caught up in the day with my night dreams.

the pastiche (22)

i need time to replace what i gave away.

now i'm left here in the dust with the taste of broken trust.

as the smile fell from your face, i fell with it.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

never thought the circumstances would have changed you.

this ain't my scene ; this wasn't my dream.

i send my best regards from hell.

born with a void ; hard to destroy with love or hope.

built with a heart ; broken from the start.

sick of these wounds that won’t heal.

and daddy made a soldier out of me.

blackjack ; classic vinyl ; tough girl is what i had to be.

your halo’s full of fire.

i’m meaner than my demons.

i’m colder than this home.

it’s the devil that’s trying to hold me down.

what didn’t kill me never made me stronger.

flames just create us but burns don’t heal like before.

she don’t get emotional ; she kill off all her feelings.

my history has brought me to this place.

i’m teaching myself how to be free.

i’m a monster in disguise

the philophobe (5)

puttin’ my defenses up ‘cause I don’t wanna fall in love.

built with a heart ; broken from the start.

she would not show that she was afraid.

you look like you’ve been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel.

you’ve been scared of love and what it did to you.

the phoenix (18)

don't you want to see a man up close? a phoenix in the fire.

i'm reborn in every moment so who knows what i'll become.

i'll walk through the fire i'll begin again.

i still have proof in form of scars.

those healing wounds heal twice as hard.

rise from the rubble with your mind.

i won't cover my scars i'll let 'em bleed.

all the sadness inside me melted away like i was free.

the lower i get the higher i’ll climb.

i was so much younger yesterday.

through the fire we’re born again.

the sun will rise and we’ll try again.

flames just create us but burns don’t heal like before.

pais is only relevant if it still hurts.

you made my heartbreak and that made me who i am.

my history has brought me to this place.

i live my days as if there is no past.

all the sadness inside me melted away like i was free.

the prosperous (22)

survival of the richest, the city's ours until the fall.

money is the only thing I'm chasin'.

i don't mean to come off selfish, but i want it all.

i'm addicted to a life that's so empty and so cold.

rags to riches but i'm addicted to being broken.

i'm tempted by kings with the finest of things.

i'm a marquise diamond ; could even make that tiffany jealous.

my mother said don't forget where you come from.

i'm just wishing it's ambition that got you your position.

wanted three things: watches, chains and gold rings.

my empire keeps growing cause i am so demand.

primadonna girl ; all i ever wanted was the world.

i’ve put money where my mouth is.

cause fortune’s running out of my veins.

but money makes your whole world spin.

i’m so reckless when i rock my givenchy dress.

dollar bill is her only sign.

she always seems to be alone but the diamonds make it better.

i’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places.

i know you love it when the hairpins start to fall.

me and the money are way too attached to go.

i’ve put my money where my mouth is.

the pyromaniac (3)

mama called me destructive ; said it'd ruin me one day.

now i'm on a roof ; set it on fire.

flames just create us but burns don’t heal like before.

the recluse (2)

my silence won't be mistaken for peace.

being and feeling alone was too much to face.

the reticent (13)

if you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised.

my demons are begging me to open up my mouth.

well acquainted with villains that live in my bed.

the pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body.

i'm a show you more than i ever could say.

act like you know me but you never will.

my silence won't be mistaken for peace.

i'm tryna fucking scream but the words won't come out.

keep all your secrets undercover.

i’m obsessed with silence.

i can’t open up and cry cause i’ve been silent all my life.

i hear the secrets that you keep when you’re talking in your sleep.

it’s hard for me to communicate the thoughts that i hold.

i’m tryna fucking scream but the words won’t come out.

the reveller (10)

i'll be here somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana.

you can count on me to misbehave.

a little party never hurt no one.

we are the last people standing at the end of the night.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

i’m still drunk off last nights whisky and coke.

i wanna be drunk when i wake up.

stilettos and broken bottles; i’m spinning around in circles.

another drink just to pass the time.

all i wanna do is get drunk and silent.

the runaway / traveler (21)

and California never felt like home to me.

i'm a wanderess ; i'm a one night stand.

don't belong to no city ; don't belong to no man.

didn't know where I was running to but I won't look back.

and when it happens i'll be miles away and a few months late.

took a flight at midnight and now my mind can't help but wander.

runaway now and forevermore.

maybe i've been always destined to end up in this place.

so how 'bout tonight we go and run free.

and my home has never felt this far.

i'm faded once again ; i don’t know where i am.

run like the devil's behind us ; run to where no one can find us.

i’m only happy when i’m on the run.

i’m a nomad walking on humming to the same old song.

guilty on the run and i know what i’ve done.

guilty on the run and i’m never forgiven.

it’s time to leave this old black and white town.

let’s seize the day, let’s run away.

london calls me a stranger ; a traveller.

i’m running but i can’t runaway.

she floats above the city lights.

the self destructive (6)

rags to riches but i'm addicted to being broken.

i'd rather be spitting blood than have this silence fuck me up.

cause you know that i can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

your lies are bullets your mouth's a gun.

i won't cover my scars i'll let 'em bleed.

the sovereign (26)

get up on your throne ; that’s where you belong.

i'm headed straight for the castle ; they wanna make me their queen.

selfish, taking what i want and call it mine.

goddamn right, you should be scared of me.

this time I'm gonna take the crown without falling down.

now we're coming for the throne ; we did it all alone.

in my city i'm a young God.

i don't mean to come off selfish, but i want it all.

ain't you ever seen a princess be a bad bitch?

she always knows where the crowd's at.

my empire keeps growing cause i am so demand.

primadonna girl ; all i ever wanted was the world.

the primadonna life ; the rise and fall.

deception and perfection are wonderful traits.

i wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title.

with an angel voice ; devil in disguise.

i wanna be immortal like a god in the sky.

the rise of a king and the fall of a queen.

don’t do love ; don’t do friends ; i’m only after success.

you’re not mean you’re just born to be seen.

but do you feel like a young god?

we could be immortal.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

i’m sitting pretty on the throne.

i wanna be immortal like a god in the sky.

i wanna be a silk flower like i’m never gonna die.

the sycophant (4)

dollar bill is her only sign.

she’s trying to live a life so fancy.

i’m faking glory.

she’ll network till her dreams come true.

the thespian (6)

you're caught between a dream and a movie scene.

beauty queen on a silver screen ; living life like i’m in a dream.

living life like i’m in a play ; in the lime light i want to stay.

when the lights dimming down ; i spin around.

i’d rather walk alone than play a supporting role.

she’ll network till her dreams come true.

the urbanite (14)

and i miss my city ; it's been a minute.

in my city i'm a young God.

she was young and all she had was the city.

i can feel our young blood race through cityscapes.

i knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me.

this city never sleeps.

and if the city never sleeps; that makes two.

with the sound of the city life echoed in my head.

i’m from a city where the rain won’t cease.

i can’t help but see how this dark city changed me.

catch me rolling through the city.

we live in cities you’ll never see on screen.

she floats above the city lights.

and every skyline was like a kiss upon the lips.

the utopian (4)

she wants somebody to love ; to hold her.

she wants somebody to love in the right way.

tell me how to fall in love the way you want me to.

somebody tell me what’s better than love.

the vainglorious (3)

i don't mean to come off selfish, but i want it all.

she always knows where the crowd's at.

i know i’ve got a big ego ; i really don’t know why it’s such a big deal.

the vindictive (21)

you've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold.

goddamn right, you should be scared of me.

well acquainted with villains that live in my bed.

mama called me destructive ; said it'd ruin me one day.

now we're coming for the throne ; we did it all alone.

maybe i've been always destined to end up in this place.

cause you know that i can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow.

i'm afraid of nothing, i'm afraid of no one.

haunts me tonight ; the ghosts are alive.

never thought the circumstances would have changed you.

your lies are bullets your mouth's a gun.

i won't cover my scars i'll let 'em bleed.

seeing the pain inside in this house of fear.

back with a vengeance, back with a song.

everyone can start again ; not through love but through revenge.

peace by vengeance brings the end.

your halo’s full of fire.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

now we’re in the ring and we’re coming for blood.

i’m a monster in disguise

passing judgement on the way she’s stuck her knife in so many backs.

the vixen (13)

now my mascara runnin', red lipstick smudged.

i'm tempted by kings with the finest of things.

i'm afraid of nothing, i'm afraid of no one.

ain't you ever seen a princess be a bad bitch?

your lies are bullets your mouth's a gun.

she puts her mouth round the cigarette.

you can count on me to misbehave.

with an angel voice ; devil in disguise.

six inch heels ; she walked in the club like nobody’s business.

she murdered everybody and i was her witness.

blackjack ; classic vinyl ; tough girl is what i had to be.

i’ve got sinning on my mind, drinking on red wine.

all red dress with the devil eyes.

#character tags #musings tags #aesthetic tags #masterlist #rph #mi #i have to go back 2 hailey bc i Always use her for these posts #ml

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