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[a-not-so-clean-blog]

Nu carnival x ftm period

Mentions of blood, general pain, dysphoria, and drugs

♦️Garu, Aster, Morvay

Yakumo

Boy is comforting by nature and he will do anything in his power to make you feel better. Warm soup, mint tea, any kind of comfort food; he'll make it all for you. If he needs to he will even fight the awkwardness and ask his grandma for advice on how to make “someone” on their period feel better. He knows better than to out you to anybody, even to the people he trusts most. He just wants you to feel better.

Edmond

He's going to need some help. He heard that people like chocolate when this happens so he gets you expensive chocolate confections from your favorite bakery. If he's not too busy he might make some with you. Quality time is important to him and he wants you to know he's here to support you even if he's too awkward to express it with words. He will make time to try and comfort you as much as he can but it will be in all non verbal ways.

Olivine

He will pray for your recovery. He sympathizes with you, he understands how much his essence imbalance hurts him so it makes sense that your hormone imbalance hurts you. It hurts him seeing you so uncomfortable and him not being able to help. He really doesn't want to leave you alone and it hurts him when he can't be by you to help. Even if it's simply grabbing something for you he wants to take as much of your burden as he can.

Quincy

Quincy is big and I think he's very warm too, especially his right hand because of the gem. He cuddles up to you and uses himself as a hot water bottle. Resting his hand on your stomach and letting you use him as a pillow. If you have any kind of mood shifts he takes it in stride. It kind of reminds him of dealing with a cat; wanting pets one moment and biting his hand the next. It doesn't bother him much though and it's nice having a grounding personality like his around while you wait out the pain. He probably offers some natural pain killers if it gets bad.

Kuya

He has a herb that he gives you to help. You don't know what the plant is but it helps. All the pain and discomfort are gone but it makes you feel weird in the head. You've tried finding the plant but no book or even Quincy knows what it is. Kuya just tells you not to worry about it and enjoy not being in pain. You should probably be more weary of him but the herb works so well that you can't really say no.

Blade

He freaks out when you tell him you're bleeding. He thinks you're injured and immediately goes into protection mode. You have to explain it happens to some guys monthly. That's satisfactory for his curiosity for now. It's best to just tell him what helps you manage pain. If you don't he will take the initiative to look up what will help…and he will want you to try the weirdest home remedies. So unless you want him asking you to put a frozen potato wedge cover in sesame oil in your underwear, I suggest being open with him very early. It's so hard to say no to his puppy eyes when he's just trying to help.

Garu

This gets a little weird so continue with caution. He smells it right before you start bleeding and it scares him the first time. It hurts your heart to have him look at you so worried for a week. You know he's just concerned but honestly it doesn't help the dysphoria at all.

Karu

He is confused. Normally if something is causing you pain he just breaks it. Like when you stubbed your toe on the table, no more table no more problem. However he can't just rip your guts out, that would just make more of a problem. He tends to keep his distance unless you give him a specific task, once the task is over he's going back to keeping his distance though.

Dante

He is no help. Honestly he has no idea what to do. Normally the guys he's around only bleed when they are stabbed, but at least he knows how to dress a stab wound. This however, is out of his league. When this time starts he will assign a personal assistant to you to help. They have full permission to get you literally anything you need. Dante doesn't want to know about periods and assumes you don't want anyone to know about yours either, so your assistant is also sworn to secrecy.

Rei

No help in the beginning. I don't think he's been around many AFAB people so you are going to be his first reference point. After this happens a few times though he actually figures out the best ways to help you. He will learn what makes you feel better in terms of painkillers vs muscle relaxers, he learns if any foods make you feel worse and avoids them. Yeah he treats it like an experiment but as long as it helps in the long run he doesn't think it matters. Also he memorized all the early signs and is fully prepared for when it actually starts. I'm not sure how skilled he is with a scalpel (or if you can trust him with a scalpel) but he may offer to remove the problem if you want.

Eiden

I think he's the only one on this list who truly understands how much this week triggers your dysphoria. He will do anything he can help physically, but he is also extra protective of your masculinity during this time. He will literally fight anyone who misgenders you, and makes sure to give you lots of compliments. “Y’know most guys can't handle pain as well as you do. I've even seen knights cry at the sight of a paper cut haha!” He's very proud of you and will make sure you know just how manly you are.

Aster

Also kinda nasty so read at your own risk…. “Free meal”. He uh, gets pretty excited when it happens. He tells you stuff like “you look so handsome today~” and other masc compliments but it's all a ploy to get in your pants. Honestly he's more pushy than Morvay is when you're bleeding. It's just that the constant smell of your blood is impossible for him to ignore. He helps with pain management but is really only invested in the clean up.

Morvay

He heard an orgasm helps with cramps… this is the only thing he will do to help, but being a service bottom he does it so well. He will bring you food in bed, let you eat, make you cum till you can't see straight and pass you, rinse and repeat for a week. He gets so pouty if you leave because “doctor Morvay” just wants to make you feel better.

#i think these headcanons cursed me because ya boy is having stomach pain now #a degenerate writes #Nu carnival Yakumo #nu carnival Edmond #nu carnival olivine #nu carnival Quincy #nu carnival Kuya #nu carnival Garu #nu carnival Dante #nu carnival Rei #nu carnival Aster #nu carnival Morvay #nu carnival Eiden #nu carnival x reader #nu carnival #x ftm #ftm reader #tw periods #♦️

[dango-darlings]

happi birfday INK. to YOU. DOOfus. 🫵

~ ♦️

#puppy posting #puppy art #utmv #error sans #ink sans #tale #undertale #undertale au #ink!sans #error!sans #undertale multiverse #sans au #♦️ #no i didnt forget his sash that was intentional

[nebquerna]

painted

#♦️ #illustration

[harpoonsnotspoons]

SHE SAW THESE SHIRTS AND WANTED ME TO DRAW THEM

#meowrails #nepeta x equius #nepeta leijon #homestuck nepeta #nepeta homestuck #equius zahhak #homestuck equius #hs equius #homestuck #homestuck fanart #sketch #shitpost #obligatory art tag #art #♋🦀 #:33 < *waves hands around excitedly* I LOVE IT I LOVE IT #♌🐾 #♦️

[oldwindowsicons]

Visual Studio - MISC36.ICO

#visual studio #diamond #♦️

[complex-metal-structure]

Good night to self shippers who’s f/o’s are unmakable in picrew.

#fictional other #f/o #self ship #self shipper #self shipping #♦️

[0the-anomaly-system0]

"sorry to bring up the vocal switching but it's like.... are there any soy milk options? GOD PRAISE THE QUEEN"

said connor's boyfriend

#did system #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #traumagenic system #endos dni #plural community #actually did #dissociative system #did #did alter #🗡️ #♦️

[spicy-gf-archive]

look for 🏳️‍🌈‼️ GAYS ‼️🏳️‍🌈 in stores on November 13th!

(reblog/likes okay!)

#he needs a kiss. after what he’s been through… #🎨 #♦️ #🪶 #selfship #playtime with percy

[blacktofade]

yeah! impulse’s stream from monday, he’s in his storage room talking to pearl and gem!

the gist of it is impulse saying “no there was no kissing, none of us kissed” (no context for why he said it lmao) gem responding “i dunno, you and skizz seemed pretty close” and pearl going “oh gem has seen some stuff”

which. you can see. why specifically gem making that comment about specifically skizz and impulse. would make me. crazy in a silly way.

♦️ anon

[Impulse voice] hoh my god! Thank you for this information, anon! This is one of those moments where I feel like they're taking our jobs. WE'RE meant to be the perverts making stuff up about them!

Gem absolutely made them kiss. No doubt no doubt no doubt!!

#she said you have to kiss or you can’t double team me and they didn’t hesitate #i feel it in my soul #♦️ #lovely anon #answer

[lilguiguinevere]

ena and cater here, time for some mikoto stuff!!

1. we don't know any details on their murder for a reason. it's because we aren't judging john, the one who actually knows about (even if vaguely) and committed the murder, but mikoto, who doesn't know.

it's not important for us to know, not at this point in time, anyways — we have to decide if we think mikoto should be held accountable for john's actions.

(and while system accountability is important, it's necessary to take into consideration that mikoto didn't know and he still barely knows — he knows of john's existence, but not fully, or why he exists. he knows john killed someone, but not who/why/when/etc.)

2. john is making himself out to be irredeemable. he says that he only killed someone random because he was annoyed, but there are two reasons i think this is a lie:

john's role is a protector, bordering on prosecutor. that's obvious.

at the very beginning of double, he yells "i've got you, leave it to me" after switching in, which ... seems very relevant.

to us, it's.. sort of obvious that, at least, isn't the full truth. but, considering the way milgram works, mikoto would probably figure out why john killed if he said it — and it's most likely linked to mikoto's trauma, in some way, and john wouldn't want to remind him.

3. systems are formed at a young age, around 6-10 (with symptoms starting as early as five), due to repeated childhood trauma. it's also common for hosts to lock out trauma, and not remember it.

since systems form so young, and john refers to himself as a newborn in double, it implies the (former?) existence of another alter. (this is how RGB theory can still win!!!!)

john picks up the phone call for mikoto (?), and looked upset doing so. a lot of systems are formed due to trauma with parents. i don't know if any of this last point is relevant, but it's a nice thing to mention, and might become relevant later.

(UPDATE: WE HAVE JUST BEEN INFORMED ABOUT THE BABY CRYING IN THE BACKGROUND OF THE PHONE CALL WITH HIS MOTHER. WE THINK THIS ONLY FURTHER PROVES THAT IT MIGHT BE LINKED TO HER IN SOME WAY, AND THAT SHE'S THE REASON THEY SPLIT IN THE FIRST PLACE)

that's all i have. i'm very confused. but, everyone remember:

do not speak over systems when it comes to theories & voting for mikoto.

thanks! 🫐🍓🥝 (<- mikoto system)

#milgram #mikoto kayano #kayano mikoto #🎨 #♦️

[sleepingdragoninn]

"did you have trans signs as a kid" buddy I didn't even decide to be a boy until I was a girl

#♦️

[a-not-so-clean-blog]

Nu carnival boys as omegas and how they deal with their heat

Warnings: ABO, suggestive material with Olivine, drug use with Edmond and Rei

Yakumo

He needs a big nest. It's easier to take him back home because he already has an entire room set up for this. His heats are unfortunately long but as long as he has his nest it's okay. You will have to bring him anything he may need when he's in there because no force can get him out. Cuddle with him or not he's okay. He knows you love him because he's surrounded by your scent and those he cares about. He's not clingy or distant, he just wants to get through this without leaving his fluffy little room. He was extremely scared to let you into his nest the first time, but when he did finally let you in you realized that it was already covered with your shirts and jackets. He feels guilty about stealing your scented clothing but he is not giving it back. Not that you mind.

Edmond

The king has been suppling him with suppressors so he can do his job and not have to deal with his heat. Unfortunately being on suppressors for years is not healthy for someone. He was so scared when his suppressors didn't work because his body built a tolerance and he went through a full heat cycle for the first time. He becomes super sensitive during this time so he doesn't want any physical contact. He gets sensory overload easily but sit near him and he'll use you as a grounding force. Just let him touch you at his own pace so he doesn't get overwhelmed. He gets really timid and skittish during his heat, and he hates how it makes him feel. He appreciates how understanding you are during these times, but was scared at first because he didn't know how you would react.

Olivine

It's hard to smell when his heat is coming because he's always covered in incense. However when it hits, it hits hard. He doesn't want to worry anyone so he ignores his heat until he's in so much pain he collapses. Unfortunately there are plenty of people who want to take advantage of him so you need to be the first to find him if he does. He wants to bathe in your scent, so give him your shirt to wear and he's happy. He will ask you to help the church since he can't do his duties like this. Help the church to make him stop worrying but spend time with him too. Once he's in his nest he's not leaving until his cycle finishes. He loves your presence and when he's like this you can convince him to do pretty much anything, he kind of stops thinking. That makes it easy for you to just tell him to relax and let you take care of him.

Quincy

He smells so strong when his heat finally hits, and it smells so good! His scent is very musky and the pine sap undertones is the only hint of sweetness. He smells like an alpha even when he's in heat. His heats are not frequent and they don't last long, only about 2 days every few months. He used to just wander into the woods and come back after a few days preferring to handle it alone, but now that he has you (as the wonderful loving alpha you are) he loves snuggling up with you through his heat. His heat never bothered him much and it was really only his scent that gave him away. He loves having you with him though. He may get a little possessive during this time but he's mostly normal. If he wanted to he could just go about his life as normal, but he'd rather spend the time with you. He doesn't use a nest so you'll just be hanging out in his cabin mostly. He also becomes a little more open to PDA like hand holding.

Kuya

He is slightly more obnoxious than usual right before it starts, wanting to push you away because he hates not feeling in control. When he finally enters his heat he's a big pile of mush. He's also a lot more honest than he'd like. Gifts and other things make him really happy and he'll tell you just how much he loves you pampering him. Just don't bring it up after his heat is over because he'll deny it to the end. He also has no scent, so besides the personality shift you can't tell when he's in or out of his cycle. Technically he does have a floral scent, but it's so faint that unless you are right on top of him you can't even tell it's there. Sometimes when he's not in his heat he'll be a little mean in hopes that you'll bring him a present.

Blade

He recognizes the warning signs really early on and gets actually pretty excited about it. He loves curling up in the nest that you lovingly filled with soft and cute things for him. Somehow he became more cuddly than normal. His heat isn't that bad, it's just uncomfortable for him if you're not around. His scent turns super sweet like candy and is really strong. He doesn't really need the nest because his heat doesn't cause him too much discomfort, but there's no way he's missing out on an opportunity to be surrounded by you and other cute things.

Garu

He wants to be on top of you the entire time he's in heat, and I mean the entire time. You aren't allowed to even move without him whimpering like he's in pain. Not that you were going to leave but sometimes you just need to adjust. The easiest way to leave the nest (if you absolutely have to) is to pick him up and carry him with you. He'll have his face buried in your neck or chest the whole time. He isn't actually in any pain physically, but he gets extremely distressed if he can't feel you with him.

Karu

Anger. He tries to fight his heat and it just hurts him more. You are going to have to fight to get him into a nest, but once you do he is not leaving and neither are you. He's a strong independent boy that doesn't need an alpha! …But as long as you're here he might as well scent you. He wants to provide for you so if you smell his heat coming early you should encourage him to go hunting that way you won't have to, and he can feel like he is still taking care of you during his heat.

Dante

Stubborn idiot pushes through the pain of his heat. He doesn't have a very strong heat scent but that's because he wears a rare incense to mask it. He will go about his day as normal, fighting, training, being a good ruler, but he collapses into his nest the moment the sun sets. He doesn't like a big nest but he does want you by his side. Your scent helps relieve some of the pain that's built up during the day. If you try to pamper him with gifts he will probably get mad. He doesn't like being spoiled when he's in heat, but after he'll be fine with it. He can be nippy during this time but if he gets really aggressive he will apologize afterwards. You need to keep an eye on him during the day when he leaves to do his duties. There is no convincing him to stay inside during this time but you do your best to take care of him without interfering.

Rei

Oh he despises his heat. He is almost always sick when his heat hits, and it's entirely his own fault. He hates his heat cycle so much that he makes different drugs or blockers or suppressors to try and stop it. For someone who doesn't show much emotion normally he gets incredibly fired up around his heat. He does not want anybody anywhere near him during this time, despite needing the help. He hates that physical contact makes him feel good and that he finds your scent relaxing. He tries so hard to push you away but sometimes you just need to force him into a blanket so he doesn't make himself sicker. He is also going to be mad at you for a few days because it worked.

Eiden

It would be so cruel if he never experienced a heat cycle until he came to this world. Unfortunately for him that's what I'm going with. You smelled his heat coming only hours before it hit him. No one realized he was going to be an omega so no one had a nest prepared for him. If he's joined up with the clan members one of them could lend their nest. If not he spends the entire time acting as a weighted blanket, laying directly on top of you to take in your scent and warmth. This is the first time his head has felt fuzzy like this and it does scare him at first, but you're so patient and caring as you help him through his heat. You make him feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

Aster

I know it's hard but please keep yourself covered when he's in heat. He gets more cuddly and it's adorable, but he also gets a lot more bitey. The first time you were with him during a heat he almost drank you dry. He thinks your scent is calming and delicious. Give him lots of scented shirts and you'll be okay. He does like cuddling with you but you just have to be mindful of how close you are to his mouth. You have to be careful when you're getting in or out of his nest because all the fabrics that fill it are incredibly expensive, and if you tear a single piece he is going to make you pay.

Morvay

Honestly he's so clingy and needy in general that it's hard to tell when he's actually in heat, or faking for attention because he knows you'll spoil him. Not that you don't spoil him anyway but he absolutely loves when all of your attention is on him during his heat. He becomes a little more greedy during his heat. His scent doesn't become stronger but it does become thicker. Like his scent lingers more and it feels like it sticks to you. You don't mind wearing his scent, and he loves when you smell like him and when he smells like you.

#ABO #omegaverse #alpha reader #Nu carnival Yakumo #nu carnival Edmond #nu carnival olivine #nu carnival Quincy #nu carnival Kuya #nu carnival Garu #nu carnival Dante #nu carnival Rei #nu carnival Aster #nu carnival Morvay #nu carnival Eiden #nu carnival x reader #nu carnival #a degenerate writes #♦️

[dango-darlings]

HELLLO HIIIIII mod puppy here!!!

call me pup or puppy or doggo or pupper!!

WAIT OR EVEN SPARKY BECAUSE DIAMONDS ARE SPARKLY AND SHINY EHEHE

(I STG IF YOU CALL ME A DOG ILL KILL yO—-💥)

anyway! hope to get to know everyone ehehe

~♦️

#ive got THINGS PLANNED MWAHAHAHA #puppy posting #puppy art #puppy talks #♦️

[nebquerna]

shadow's hues 🎐💠

#AHHHHH #did an art #im feeling much better #from the sick and the mental downfall #it's gonna be a long way up #but im happy?? #as a person #ill have to talk about that someday #but not today because today is GOOD ART TIME YAY #im DRAWING YAY #aire #for others #♦️ #🔷

[harpoonsnotspoons]

:33 < guyyys i miss equius :((

#meowrails #equius zahhak #homestuck equius #nepeta x equius #nepeta leijon #homestuck nepeta #doodle #homestuck #♌🐾 #♦️ #:33 < best meowrail evfur

[bluenightcomedies]

♦️stress relief sketching.

#♦️ #kaldraws