#➿ sm au

[kimnjss]

acquaintances with benefits | pjm

⤑  series: beside you

⤑ pairing: solo artist!jimin x idol!reader

⤑ genre: very angsty.... there’s smut tho!!

⤑ rating: explicit  

⤑ word count: 3.8k 

⤑ warnings: cursing, dirty talk, hickeys, masturbation, unprotected sex (stay safe loves!), semi public sex,  jimin can’t control his emotions so he’s an asshole, creampie, cum inside, bathroom sex, yn has a slight staring problem...

⤑ chapter song: this must be a dream // the 1975 

⤑ A/N: y’all, i nearly broke my own heart writing this because what the fuck jimin?? it’s the first chapter but you know i got to ring in the angst!! let me know what you think, please don’t be a silent reader - i need the validation lmao

APRIL 2ND, 2021 | 20:58

Jimin has never had trouble controlling himself before. Always prided in his art of ignoring, acting unaffected, and simply minding his business. Apparently, all of his years of training were flying out the window with one crooked smile from you. Dressed to impress, which is a given, it's a big night... but he can't help from thinking that maybe you got dressed up with him in mind.

You're the first he sees when he's making his way down the red carpet, half-heartedly flirting with the interviewers, Yoongi at his side to pick up any slack because he's finding it extremely difficult to concentrate. He can clearly see you from where he stands, arm looped around Jungkook's as you laugh into the microphone in front of you. He can clearly hear your laugh despite the fact you're more than a few feet away.

And then you're passing him on the way to your seat, it looks innocent, the way you brush your fingers over his shoulder, but he knows better. Can tell by the smirk on your face when he's stealing a glance in your direction, you were playing with him! Usually, he'd shrug it off, girls tried to get his attention on countless occasions, and just because he knew how good you felt wrapped around him or the way he could detect the taste of your pussy blindfolded shouldn't change that fact. Right?

Wrong.

It's nothing but a coincidence. You're backstage for a costume change after your performance (one that he paid a little too much attention to, to be completely honest... you're getting a lot better with your facial expressions) and he's scanning the selection of snacks that were set out for the guests. A coincidence. Never mind he sort of knew you'd be back here, a coincidence nonetheless.

The wrinkle over your upper lip gives way to his failed attempt at discreetness, but he honestly couldn't care less. You're stood in front of him in nothing but that godawful sparkly bra and an even sparklier mini-skirt, an outfit he's seen sketched out many times in preparation for this day. It's much different seeing the way your body fills it out, though.

“Hey,” You say through a giggle and it's all downhill from there.

You're a lot better at masking the want in your eyes than he is. Had spotted him the moment you were pulling up to the venue and just one look was enough to have scenarios playing out in your head. How soft the velvet of the carpet would feel against your back as he pounded into you, the thought of replacing the chair you use on stage for his lap, so on and so forth. As stoic as ever in the face, but your mind was a mess.

How could it not be? Dark hair swept back and out of his face revealing the new slit in his brow. A long-chained earring mixed in with the usual studs. He's decided to add tattoos to the look, a large dragon painted on the side of his neck. And to make matters worse, he wasn't hiding the way he was looking at you either!

Glances enough to make anyone squirm, much worse in a crowded room of reporters and interviewers dying for their next cover story. What you had with Jimin was far from complicated. You liked him and he liked having sex with you. It worked out nicely once you learned how to shelve the feelings that always seemed to find a way to surface when the two of you were alone.

Now it was like second nature, keeping yourself in check whenever he got too close. He had a thing for crossing boundaries without even realizing it and you were oftentimes too chicken shit to call him on it. Holding you too close, staying too long, saying things that would no doubt have the wheels turning in your head... or like right now, staring at you from across the room as if it were just you two.

You try, desperately, to play it cool when he's making his way over to you. But it's hard to mask the giddy feeling you get with having his attention, a giggle filtering through your greeting and you swear you see his face light up at the sound of it. He doesn't give you much time to dwell on it, though.

The conversation is brief, coded for the nosy ears lurking. He compliments your performance, congratulates you on the nominations and you do the same. The whole time he's searching for a chance to get you alone, a way to tell you what he wants without fully having to come out and say it.

You're not dumb and he's not subtle. An obvious head tilt in the direction of the bathrooms before he's rushing out a goodbye. He's all but running in that same direction and you're forced to stifle a laugh as your stylist adjusts the strands of hair into a neat ponytail. “Alright. You're good to put your dress back on,” She says while handing over the gown that you had shown up in.

All you see is a perfect excuse to head over to the bathroom where you know Jimin waits. So you thank her quickly, pushing a bright smile onto your features before you're rushing off mimicking his exact steps until you're stood in front of the door. 

It's unlocked, expecting you to be right behind him. He's grinning when you're pushing the door open, just enough to step in without anyone else noticing that there was already another person inside. He's got two hands covering the sides of your neck the moment you're flicking the lock of the door, tugging you toward him until your nose is bumping into his.

Soft breaths tickle your lips, just barely brushing his mouth against yours. But he's stopped, holding you close to him with his hands warming your skin. Arms circled around his torso, you wait, not ashamed to admit that you're content with the closeness, despite how badly you wanted to feel his lips against yours.

He's peeking up, dark eyes finding yours and you feel the smile that curls onto his lips. “I've been wanting to kiss you all night... now I wanna take my time,” That. That was exactly what you were talking about. He just said things with no regard to how it'd make you feel. How easily your weak heart swoons, he had no clue. Or, he just didn't care.

You're laughing because you can't help it, no idea the effect it has on him. And to keep any more embarrassing words from falling from his lips, he's leaning down to capture your mouth with his. He seems unsure as if this is the first time. Sucking gentle kisses onto your lips while his thumbs draw gentle circles into your jaw.

It's nice, the emotions he kept locked away spilling out into that one kiss. And as much as you wanted to marvel at the feeling and what it could all mean, you're well aware of the fact that you don't exactly have all the time in the world. So with one hand, you're reaching into his hair, fingers curling to grip from the scalp, pulling him to you.

He lets out a low whine, hands dropping from your neck to rest loosely on your hips. His way of handing the baton over to you, giving up the control he usually has such a tight grip on. Holding him to you with the grip you've got in his hair, teeth scraping against his lower lips before your teeth are sinking in. Low groans die on your lips as his hands continue their descent on your body, sneaking their way underneath the hem of your skirt.

Thick fingers grip at the meat of your ass, tugging you closer and pulling a needy moan from your lips. The chuckle he lets out vibrates against your lips and you're breaking into a smile, teeth clashes and forcing your lips apart. He chases your mouth just to press one soft kiss to your lips before he's peering up to take in the look on your face.

It makes his stomach hurt. The loving look in your eye, the smile on your lips... the way he knows his expression matches yours. It freaks him out and makes him sick all at once, so he's bending forward to bury his head in the crook of your neck, shielding himself from the hearts shooting from behind your lashes.

A soft kiss against your clammy skin has your nerves standing on end. He's grinning as he mouths his way down the length of your neck, leaving a trail of saliva in his wake. There was just something about being under Jimin's touch that had you melting with no accord for your surroundings. Falling slack in his embrace, fists clutching the fabric of his jacket as he sucked hickeys into your skin.

The hands hidden underneath your skirt have started to move, palming at your ass freely and subtly rolling your hips into his. You feel the exact moment his cock jumps, pressing into your hipbone before it's smushed firmly against your lower belly. Teeth cutting into your lower lip to keep the moans from spilling, but it's not so easy when your senses are being clouded by him.

There's loud chatter outside that seems to be getting closer, sure no one will come into the bathroom but the sound reminds you of the fact you're on a time limit. “Jimin,” You're breathing out through a moan, barely able to collect your thoughts in order to form a coherent sentence, but he's catching on with less.

Jimin's quick with the way he detaches himself from your body, enough to disorient you as he spins your body around, back now pressed to his chest. Thumbs tucked into the straps of your bralette, he's quick to shove them out of the way. Tugging the entire garment down until your tits are spilling out and he's able to cover them with his hands.

The groan he lets out tickles the shell of your ear, hard cock pressed to your ass as he tweaks your even harder nipples between his fingers. “Get that pussy nice and wet for me,” He's mumbling into your ear, oblivious to the fact that you've been ruining your panties since he first kissed you.

But, being ever so quick to please, you're moving your hand down the length of your body and into the waistband of your skirt. He watches over your shoulder at the way your fingers move underneath the fabric, pretty moans filling the small space as you toy with your clit. Eyes fluttering and head falling onto his shoulder and he can't help but think how pretty you are. In this moment and all the other times, he's caught himself staring.

You were so pretty. How annoying.

It gets hard to just watch you, fingers pinching at your tits while you make yourself squirm. The sounds you make hit against his ears and has arousal growing in the pit of his stomach. With your eyes shut you can easily imagine how it felt to have him between your legs just two days ago. His cock fit perfectly between your slit, engorged head nudging against your clit as his tongue rolled lazily in your mouth. He made you cum twice like that before fucking you properly.

Your hips move against his at the memory, ass pressing into his crotch. At a certain angle of your hips, you're managing to fit his cock between your legs, brushing against your slit and even though it's through the fabric it still feels good. That's when you're full-on whining, fingers moving frantically between your legs and he can tell that you're close. 

He's quick to stop you, hand reaching down to wrap around your wrist. The orgasm you were so steadily approaching is being ripped from you the moment he's moving your hand away. You're wiping around to look at him, bewilderment is written all over your features and he's laughing at the dramatic furrow of your brow.

Silencing whatever protest sits ready at your lips, he's offering a soft kiss. “Wanna feel you cum on my cock,” Words distracted as his hands move to tug your skirt down the rest of the way. But that doesn't take away from the feeling they leave behind and how you're quickly becoming pliant in his arms.

The engorged head nudges with your slick entrance, pulling a chuckle from his lips. “You're dripping, baby.” He's pointing out and you know it's more to stroke his own figure than to state a fact. With his fingers curled in your hair, Jimin's able to tug your head back so he's able to reach your lips with a simple crane of his neck.

His wet tongue pushes past your parted lips just as he's angling his hips, shoving his way past your walls. The groan you let out is muffled by his lips, brows scrunching as he bottoms out. It always amazed you how nicely Jimin seemed to fit inside of you, bodies fitting together like two perfect puzzle pieces. And you know he felt that too.

“You gotta keep quiet,” He's smirking as he says it, knowing that he's about to make it extremely difficult for you to do just that. Even still, your head bobs into a nod, staring up at him through your lashes as he pulls back from your lips. He draws his hips back teasingly slow, allowing you to feel each and every ridge and curve of his cock before he's driving forward.

His laughter overlaps the loud yelp you're letting out, brows raised in slight warning, despite the sound of skin slapping echos throughout the stall. You can't help the breathy moans that slip as he muffles his moans by sucking kisses onto your neck. He's settled for a rough, bruising pace that has your body rocking against his.

Heavy breaths warm your skin, the kisses that he leaves behind turning into a sloppy push of his lips. You feel his teeth scrape against your skin, biting down with each roll of his hips and it feels so good, you can't even bring yourself to worry about the marks you know he's going to leave behind. That was the thing about being with Jimin, you could never think straight. Thoughts clogged with arousal and everything surrounding him.

He fucks you like he means it. Like he feels it and wants you to feel it too, though, you're sure that part's just in your head. Hands placed firmly on your hips, pulling you into him and pushing you away, matching each timed thrust. The pleasure spreads throughout your entire body, making you feel heavy where all you can do is lay slack with your head on his shoulder. Watching him through dazed eyes, you can't help but notice how pretty he really is.

His squishy cheeks that he often tried to hide by looking mean. Pretty. The sharp line of his nose that got all scrunched up when he laughed too hard. Also pretty. And his full lips that he thought made him look soft. Very pretty. Especially with the way his slightly crooked teeth cut into them when he was close. And let's not forget the dimples...

Jimin can feel you staring at him. The 'in love' expression that you never bothered to mask when the two of you were together. It makes him feel sick... in an overwhelmed type of way. You were always looking at him like he was responsible for the stars in the sky and it was getting harder and harder to ignore that look and what it could mean.

So instead of trying to figure that out, he fucks you harder. Wiping that look off of your face and replacing it with something he's more comfortable with. Eyes fluttering as your features contort with pleasure, jaw falling slack... he didn't mind looking at you when you looked like that. He knew exactly what that look meant.

He's sliding his hand down the length of your body, quickly finding your swollen bundle of nerves. His cock brushes against that rough patch of skin buried inside of you while the pad of his middle finger drawers circles into your clit. You're whimpering into his ear, nails scraping against the skin of his arms, barely able to keep his eyes open long enough to look at him.

That's what he likes.

You're close. He can tell by how tight you're clenched around him, but you're holding back. Part of him knows it's because you're enjoying yourself in the closeness because he is too – the other part, the louder more cynical part, is convinced that you're being a tease just for the heck of it.

So his hips snap against yours at a much faster pace, pulling hushed squeals from your lips. “You're so fucking greedy,” He's mumbling into your ear through a low chuckle. The sound has your heart hammering and your walls tightening. “Just cum already, I need to go accept my award.” The cockiness of his tone has you rolling your eyes at the same time it has you swooning.

His heart clenches at the sound of your giggle, eyes focusing on the bounce o your tits so he's not catching the way that you smile. Still, he can't seem to get himself to ignore the lightheaded feeling he gets when your fingers tangle in his hair, tilting his head up so he's looking at you. So you're able to kiss him and it's like his heart's only concern is breaking out of his chest to reach you.

It's annoying because he likes it. He knows he does, even though he's got himself convinced that he doesn't. He doesn't bother to pull away, letting himself kiss you until you're coming undone in his arms. Hushed moans dying on his lips as the warmth of your release surrounds him. Fingers gripping his hair at the root while you try to keep your whines from breaking the kiss.

“Fuck,” It's all the warning you get before his lips are falling from yours. Face pushing into the crook of your neck as his orgasm ripples through. The steady roll of his hips is shifting into untimed sloppy thrusts while he pants against your skin. Desperately chasing his release and tugging you along with him. 

Lower lip trapped between his teeth as grunted curses fall from his lips. Eyes closed in pure bliss. His cum splashes against your walls in thick spurts, paired with how deep he just pushed himself into you, you're clenching hard around him, cumming around him for the second time and surprising the both of you. He holds your body to his the entire time, lazily thrusting into you until you've come down from your high.

His eyes follow the sticky mess that trickles down your thighs when he pulls out, dripping onto the floor. The urge to push it all back in and fuck it in place is strong, but he ignores it – turning to grab some toilet paper to hand over to you. He watches his hands as he secures his pants in place, not daring to look up at you. Not while his emotions are all over the place and he couldn't be sure what he'd let slip.

He does, though, plant a quick to your cheek as a way to let you know that he's leaving. Your makeup is smudged, so you're in the midst of fixing it, glaring at your expression in your tiny mirror. A soft hand reaches out for his arm before he can get too far, pinning him with the prettiest smile that he's seen in his entire life, eyes sparkling and it has him fumbling his steps. 

“Don't forget to thank me in your speech,” You're joking and he knows it, and that's annoying because he still thinks about it. Considers it with the memory of all the times you popped upon him while working to drop off food and/or pussy. Spending long nights in the studio with him... he spent way too much time with you.

He laughs it off, though, placing a quick kiss on your puckered lips. Not longer than a few seconds, but his entire body reacts. And that annoys him too so he's quick to put distance between the two of you, leaving you to finish getting dressed while he joins the rest of the crowd.

APRIL 2ND, 2021 | 23:01

It never really made sense when the two of you were seen together. You weren't friends and not a part of the same label so in the media's eyes, you're complete strangers. So, his lingering stares when you pass him go unnoticed, and the heart-eyed expression you wear throughout his entire speech isn't read too deep into.

You're discreet when you walk up to him at the end of the night, masking it as a simple congratulations on the number of awards that he had won that night. He smiles when he sees you, mainly for the camera that flickers not too far away. He's been a mess since he left you in the bathroom, so he doubts it looks real.

It doesn't. But you don't think too hard about it. A real genuine smile was a rarity when it came to Park Jimin, the fake push of his lips was something that you've grown used to. Security has started ushering people out of the venue just as you've finished your brief interaction, which has the two of you walking side by side out the doors.

“Should I get a staff car and head to yours?” You're whispering, sure that he's the one that heard you – but he doesn't even bother to look in your direction.

What you're asking is no different from how you spend most nights after events. He'd come to yours or you'd go to his. It was sort of an unspoken understanding so the hard look on his face is confusing and you're not sure how to react.

Jimin doesn't say anything the entire time you're exiting the hall, not until you're being led to the lines of cars meant to take the VIPs to their destinations. Yours is parked a few rows from his and he knows that, so he's speeding up his steps in order to reach his car before you. It's weird and you don't get it, so you're reaching for him before you can fully think it through.

The single glance he sends in your direction has your hand dropping at your side, eyes hard as he looks over you. It doesn't make sense, getting close to him when there were so many eyes around. You weren't friends. Merely acquaintances. Acquaintances with benefits.

You half expect him to turn around without a word, shocked when you see the corners of his lips lift in a sort of sad smile. There's no real promise in his words when he says them, but he leaves no room to argue, ducking into his car right after.

“I'll call you.”

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

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[kimnjss]

test run | pjm

⤑  series: beside you

⤑ pairing: solo artist!jimin x idol!reader

⤑ genre: fluff(?) ...nd we got angst too!

⤑ rating: explicit  

⤑ word count: 2.7k

⤑ warnings: biting, tickling(it’s not kinky tho), jimin nd yn nd their shit...

⤑ chapter song: mean it // lauv ft lany

⤑ A/N: we have officially entered the lion’s pit y’all! it’s all downhill from here, so grab a buddy and hold on! alsooo ., let me know what you think of this new side of jimin?? x

JUNE 14TH, 2021 | 11:39

It's an annoyed huff you're letting out, heels clacking against the cement as you make your way to your trailer. Your manager's voice fades into the background the further away you get from her, thankfully, you've had your fill of her nagging today. Climbing the few steps with much more haste than usual, you're yanking the door open and slipping inside the van. Shoving it away from you harshly, the door rattles as it shuts, drowning out the noise outside.

“The fuck you slamming doors for?” The familiar voice startles you, yet your eyes only squint in his direction. Sat coolly on your couch with one leg crossed over the other, he had been scrolling aimlessly through his phone but now he's looking at you over the top of his sunglasses.

He looks handsome and you're annoyed that's the first thing you noticed. Dark hair hidden under his cap, adorned in all black from head to toe. There's a belt holding his pants up and you're instantly plagued with the memory of how the leather felt around your wrists. On a night he was drunk on power and wanted to rope you into that.

You're silencing the echo of his deep voice and shaking of the tingly feeling in your chest, narrowing your eyes in his direction. “Jimin. What are you doing here?” You hope the hostility translates in your tone, he shouldn't be here.

His dark eyes roll as he scoffs, tossing his phone to the side as he stands. “I came because I missed you,” He says it like it's the most obvious thing in the world. A hint of a smile playing on his lips and you hate the way it tugs on your heartstrings. “What's with your face?” Much closer now, all he has to do is lift his arm and he's able to run his thumb over your cheek.

It's hard not to lean into his touch, but you stand your ground. “What do you think? You shouldn't be here,” Not only were you two not exactly on speaking terms anymore... you were sure hair and makeup would be in soon enough to touch you up before you had to be out there.

He shakes his hand, palm resting on the side of your face as he stares at you. Intently. Reading your features and what they could mean. Brow furrowed as he stares, plump lips pursed to the side. He looks kind of funny, you've never seen him this focused away from his work desk. “Tell me what's wrong, baby?”

There he goes again. Calling you 'baby' when he didn't mean it. You're quick to swat his hand away, passing him to step further into the room. “I'm just stressed. You don't care about this stuff,” Settling at the chair in front of the vanity mirror, you search for something to distract yourself. Meticulously organizing the makeup brushes set out in front of you.

Jimin moves from his spot in the doorway to stand behind you, arms sneaking around to rest on the table in front of you, peering up at you through the mirror. As much as you hated the fact that he could so easily waltz in and out of your life, you couldn't hide the happy feeling you got from him being here. Today was shit and just seeing him was enough to brighten your mood.

“Would I have asked if I didn't want to know?” Even with the back of the chair separating your bodies, you can still feel the vibration of his voice on your back. He's so close and you don't remember the last time you've felt so giddy over something like that.

He catches your gaze through the mirror, reading your silent agreement to his words before he's nodding his head. “Exactly. Tell me what happened. You came in looking like you wanted to cry,” You probably would've started crying if he wasn't sitting in here when you stormed in.

That's none of his business, though. “Who even let you in here? This is my trailer.” 

“I'm Park Jimin,” He laughs showing off that pretty smile you hardly get to see. “Come on, peach.” The nickname has about a million memories swarming in your brain and you're sure he knows exactly what he's doing. “You gotta tell me who hurt you so I know whose ass to kick,”

Turning slightly, you're able to look up at him – still caged between his arms. “You're a pacifist, though.” He grins, hand reaching to pick something out of your hair. Something that you're sure he's imagined because his hand just rests there, fingers tangled in your hair. “I'll figure something out,” He says with a reassuring nod.

All the feelings for him you've kept bottled up and tucked away quickly come fighting to the surface. Just having him close and wondering about you in the way he never does, has hope blossoming in your chest. And you have no idea what to do about it, so you act like it doesn't mean what you know it does.

Instead, you're letting out an easy laugh, eyes rolling as you reach for his glasses. “We're inside. You look ridiculous,” Not sure why you thought taking his glasses off would help the situation. You're only revealing his eyes captivated look within them that you're sure you've mimicked countless times before.

He doesn't even know he's looking at you that way. Just felt the flutter in his chest at the sound of your laugh, the catch of his breath when you were reaching for him. He missed you, even though you were sitting right in front of him. He wanted to say so much but couldn't seem to form a proper sentence under your gaze.

Most of all he wanted to hold you close, listen to you babble like you used to. Would talk for hours about things he hardly paid attention to. How badly he wished he could turn back the clock just to hear the excitement in your tone as you went on and on. Rather than the bored emotionless way you spoke to him now.

“You don't have to tell me anything. Honestly, I only came to drop off some things to help you recharge. You weren't even supposed to see me,” He nods his head to the bag that he had set on the table just before he was getting the call that slowed him down. Good thing too, you looked too pretty to miss.

You're whole body twists to look where he's pointing and sure enough, there's a clear bag set on the table overflowing with all of your favorite things. Mostly snacks. He must know how stressed photoshoots make you. “You...” He's much closer when you turn back, you have to tilt your head back to keep from bumping noses. “Why'd you go and do that?”

Jimin shrugs, lips stretching into a small smile as he lifts his hand to tap his finger onto the tip of your nose. “'Cause I felt like it,” Leave it to Jimin to think 'cause I felt like it' was a good enough explanation for everything.

You can't spend another second this close to him, positive you'll end up slipping – so you're standing and making your way to the couch. Rummaging through the bag to keep from looking at him as you speak. “We went over my contract today... during brunch.” No idea why you feel like you can tell him this, but the words are leaving your lips before you have the chance to second guess.

He's taken your former spot at the vanity, turned around in the chair, and watching you. “I haven't been doing so well since I left... was kicked out, of HERd. The relationship with Jin helped, but I guess people are getting bored. They want music, but I haven't felt good about a project since...” You're stopping yourself before you say it, though, he already knows.

“And apparently there's this clause... or loophole or whatever. That says if I'm not upholding my end, which is making music and bringing in sales. They can shift my career in whichever direction they see fit.” Jimin is catching on quickly so you don't even have to finish. He's known plenty of artists who've had their studios shut down while they're hauled off to photoshoots. “Today's a test run...”

His lower lip juts out at the sight of your sad eyes that you're trying to hide from him. “Aw, peach..” He's knelt down in front of you, hands resting on your cheeks so he's able to tilt your head to look at him. “Don't worry. You'll come up with something so I'm sure it won't even come to that.” He's got a smile plastered on his lips, but he doesn't believe his own words.

“And if it does, I'll just have to leak that feature we've got locked away,” His grin grows, eye closing in a quick wink as his fingers ruffle your hair. His laugh is light and contagious as memories of the night the two of you spontaneously decided to make a song together.

Only making it halfway through before he was complaining about being hungry and ordering drinks. Nine rounds of shots and a gross amount of pizza later, you were fucking in the booth. Not so accidentally recording the entire thing. He joked about it debuting at number one before he was saving the file under a locked folder.

You forgot it even existed after that. Now you were grinning at the memory, not realizing the comfortable way your arms have gone to rest on his shoulders. Hands joined at the back of his neck, it felt so natural. You almost forget that it shouldn't. Almost.

“You're not supposed to be here, cheering me up. I'm mad at you.” Despite your words, he can't shake how happy you just looked laughing like that. So he doesn't take your words to heart, hands dropping from your face to rest on your thighs as he tilts his head dramatically. “Yeah? You're still mad? I wrote so many songs about you.”

Shoulders lifting in a shrug, you try to feign indifference, blowing out a smooth puff of air. “They were just okay.” It's cute the way his brows shoot up, jaw-dropping with an exaggerated gasp. “Just okay? Huh?” He's quick. Hands shooting from your thighs to your hips and easily flipping you onto your back.

It's not until he's hovering over you do you realize what he's about to do. And you're not fast enough to dodge his fluttering fingers that push into your sides. “It was just okay? I poured my heart out for thirteen minutes, just okay!?” His laughter mixes with yours, hips pinning you down as you squirm underneath his touch.

“Ahh! Jimin, stop. Thank tickles.” Your hands scramble to catch his, missing them by an inch each time while laughter fills the room. He's giggling, this pretty smile on his face the entire time. You only catch glimpses of him, between your head tilting back as choked laughter leaves your lips.

Finally, you manage to catch his wrist. Putting a stop to the torture, but not to the way he stares down at you. “It tickles,” You're saying through a breath. Laughter dying down into heavy breaths, but the hammer of your chest never slows. In fact, you're sure it raises a few beats once you register the way he's looking at you. The same captivated look from before, but this time his gaze is focused on your lips.

Pink tongue pushing out to wet his own and you'd give anything to hear what he was thinking. Wrists caught in your hands and just frozen with his legs on either side of your hips. If he kissed you would you push him away? You should, of course, that should be your first reaction – but would you?

Not allowing your thoughts to roam any further, you're clearing your throat, quickly catching his attention as you release his hands from your grasp. He hasn't gone anywhere, but you miss him already. And he must've picked up on that small fact because instead of standing up and leaving like you both know he should, he's reaching for your wrists.

Both captured in one hand, he's quick to lift them over your head, pinning them to the armrest as he leans down. He's quick, face finding the crook of your neck. You're letting out a surprised yelp when you feel his teeth sink into your skin with a mean bite. “Ow!” The pain is quickly being soothed with the pleasure that comes from the licks of his tongue.

“You always bite too hard!” It's hard to sound annoyed with the way his lips were making your stomach flip.

Either way, he's not paying attention. Focused on biting into your skin one last time before he's lifting his head to look at you. Eyes much darker than they were just a moment ago, hooded. His lips look even more inviting now and you have to force yourself not to lean up for a taste. “You fucking like it. And it makes me hard,”

As proof, he's angling his hips so his stiffening cock brushes against your lower belly. Eyes fluttering as a breathy sigh falls from your lips and he grins, lips morphing into a smirk as his eyes dance across your features. Slowly, he's bringing your arms down, placing a palm on either side of his chest.

“Push me away,” Voice barely above a whisper, teeth cutting into his lower lip as his eyes flicker from your mouth to your eyes. He's going to kiss you. Showing all the telltale signs of the build-up and you know you have to push him away. But you're too busy flirting with the idea of how close he could get before your heart explodes.

His nose bumps against eyes peeking up at you one last time before he's pushing forward the rest of the way. Just like Snow White, it takes one brush of his lips for you to come to your senses. The fact that he really shouldn't be here and how stupid you were not to kick him out the moment you were seeing him. And he especially shouldn't be gearing up to kiss you.

No matter how many times you planned to replay this moment in your head.

With two weak hands, you're pushing. Reluctantly, but you're still pushing. Just before he's able to fully wrap his lips around yours, he's pulling away. A small sigh leaving his lips as he moves to put distance between the two of them, hands ruffling through his hair – hat somewhere on the floor must've fallen off while he was tickle attacking you.

“I should get going,” You can't seem to find your voice so all you do is nod. Shifting into until you're sat upright and he's standing to leave. He finds his hat and he's shoving it on his head, low enough to cover his eyes.

You half expect him to leave without another word. So imagine your shock when he's turning around to face you, a small smile playing on his lips. “I really only came to drop off that stuff,” He's nodding to the side and you've clearly forgotten the reason why he was here in the first place because your face twists in confusion.

Jimin ignores it, though, taking careful steps in your direction. Crouched down so you're now face to face, his hand lifts to run through your hair. “I am glad I got to see you, though. Try not to let them make you too upset,” With a gentle pat to your head, his hand is shifting to grip your chin.

He presses a quick kiss to your forehead before you can say anything about it. Then two more when you don't throw a fit. “Call me if it's too horrible,” He says with a laugh and all you do is nod. Letting out a soft 'goodbye' as he makes his way to the door. It slams when he reaches the bottom of the stairs, completely stealing away your view of him.

And you miss him already.

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

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been a while | ksj

⤑  series: beside you

⤑ pairing: actor!jin x idol!reader

⤑ genre: omg fluff?? nd smut!! ...there’s some angst mixed there too.

⤑ rating: explicit  

⤑ word count: 4.8k

⤑ warnings: cursing, dirty talk, hickeys, yn really needs to get it together... dry humping, oral sex (f), unprotected sex (stay safe loves!), cumshot, jin may be a little too perfect.. 

⤑ chapter song: the one  // JMSN

⤑ A/N: first of all?? this was NOT supposed to end up being this long nd i lowkey cut a lot out because i needed to shut up . i hope y’all like this tho cause i had a lot of fun writing it . remember don’t be a silent reader !! pls let me know what you think x 

MAY 30TH, 2021 | 18:34

The butterfly feeling that raises in your chest just from the ding of your phone is so out of character, already knowing who is sending the message through and your body is reacting instantly. A smile spreading across your features as you move from in front of the mirror to pluck the device from your nightstand.

It's Jin, texting to let you know that he was just a few minutes away from your house. A heart attached at the end of the words, the gold one that he likes to use. He's been nothing but perfect in the last few weeks, never missing a good morning text, taking you on regular dates, and just all-around spoiling you.

The lines between fake dating and something more real had been blurred a long time ago, no longer searching the corners for the placement of a camera to capture the romantic moment. You've simply just been enjoying your time with him, falling deeper and deeper in love with him without even realizing it.

He had planned the entire day. First, you'd make an appearance at the new restaurant he had told you about, get your picture taken just so the magazines could have something to write about in the morning. And then he'd be taking you back to his place where the real date would start... what he had planned for you there was kept a secret with smirking lips.

A knock sounds at your door just as you've finished brushing the knots out of your hair, you're rushing toward the stairs, excitement bubbling in your chest. He looks handsome when you're pulling the door open, that's no surprise, he always looked good. But tonight was different, a certain glow lighting up his figure and pulling you in.

His hair is styled nicely and pushed out of his face, revealing his oddly attractive strong eyebrows. A silk blue shirt hanging from his torso and black dress pants hugging his hips. He smiles when his eyes land on you, soft lips stretched to reveal his perfect teeth. One hand coming from behind his back to present the assortment of flowers he had been hiding away.

“For you,” His smile grows as he speaks. “One for each day we've been together,” A camera clicks off in the distance, but you pay it no mind. Allowing your heart to swoon at the pretty bouquet, thirty roses all different shades of ride tied neatly together with a ribbon. You're taking them into your arms with a wide smile, ignoring the second click and the flash as you focus your attention up at him.

He hasn't pulled his gaze from you once, ignoring the hushed chatter of the paparazzi you're sure one of your managers tipped off. “They're gorgeous, thank you.” Leaning up on your toes to press a soft kiss to his cheek, mainly because you feel like it but partly because you have a feeling you'd never hear the end of it if you didn't.

Jin rests a soft hand on your hip as you lean into him, flashing a smile when you're pulling back. He follows you inside at the mumble of wanting to put them in water before you're leaving, waits patiently at the foyer for you, not a single impatient tap of his foot. And then his hand is finding the small of your back, leading you out of the house and down the pathway toward his car.

He's not at all bothered by the flash of lights that nearly blind you as you walk, acting as if they're not there – his sole focus on you. Gently guiding you into the passenger's seat before he's moving around to his side. They're shouting questions his way, which he answers with a quick wave and a nod of his head.

Doesn't further entertain their shouts as he lowers himself in the seat beside you, hand reaching across for yours. And you're sure that no one can see you at that makes your heart flutter even more. Fingers intertwining with his, your body sinks into the comfortable seats as he speeds down the road.

MAY 30TH, 2021 | 19:01

There are cameras waiting when you pull up to the restaurant. Lined up along the pathway in the most non-discreet way. Jin is pushing a smile onto his face, dropping your hand from his grip to exit the car. Just like the gentleman he is, he's pulling your door open – guiding you out with a hand on the small of your back.

You're leaning up on your toes to place a kiss on his cheek as a thank you and the cameras go wild with flashes. Every step you take into the restaurant is photographed and you try your best to keep up with the smiling eyes at the waves, the polite nods to the questions that are being thrown your way. Jin is much better at it than you are, persona not faltering once until you're safely inside of the restaurant.

“We can just sit at the bar for a few drinks then get out here,” He speaks with a softness in his tone like he could tell that you'd much rather be anywhere else right now.

And he's right. Since he had mentioned the intimate date with just the two of you, you've been looking forward to being alone with him. Because while the two of you did spend a lot of time together – you were always vaguely aware of where the cameras were and the fact that your every move would be blasted on the internet somewhere the next day.

He leads you through the small crowd all the way to the bar, two chairs that seemed to have been placed a certain way are set up for you. There's a group of girls ogling the two of you settle into the seats and you swear you see one of them pull out their phone. Jin pays them no mind, so you follow his lead, sinking into the surprisingly comfortable chair as he orders for you.

You see it while he's speaking to the bartender. Perched on the shelf behind the women's shoulder is a picture that you can't help but focus on, eyes squinted in an attempt to zoom in on what you were seeing. Stifling a gasp when you make out who's in the picture. It's Jimin, recent you can tell from the way he's styled his hair. He's sat at the counter, sipping a drink while his eyes smile at the camera. His bold signature shines in the corner.

He was here. You've not thought of spoken to him in weeks, yet he was here. Less than days before you sat just a few steps from where you're sitting now from the setup of that picture. And you can't help but wonder if that could possibly mean something. Like you're right behind him in the cycle, would it make more sense to be beside him?

You're shaking the thought away the moment it's surfacing, eyes wide shocked that you'd even think that. Jimin had nothing left for you, he made that really clear with the way he treated you toward the end. And you were with Jin now, you were happy with Jin... he liked you and he wasn't afraid to do something about it.

You had a good thing. There's was no way you'd let Jimin ruin this for you, especially when you're sure he wouldn't even blink if he was in your position.

Cold droplets of water splash against your thigh, pulling you from your thoughts. Jin's holding your drink out to you, seemingly for a while from the concerned look on his face. You're laughing it off with a shake of your head, pulling the glass from his fingers and taking a large sip.

“How's the album coming?” He doesn't ask what's wrong in the way that you hate and you appreciate him for that. It's like he could sense what you want without you having to ask for it. Like he's got a playbook on your heart hidden somewhere in his expensive shoes.

Your shoulders lift in a shrug, slurping a generous amount of fruity liquor through your straw before you're setting the half-empty glass down on the table. “Really good! I have a ton of songs that I want to put on there, but it's limited since it's my first one... I just need to figure out what story I want to tell,”

For the duration of the night spent in that bar, Jin listens to you talk. Nodding along like he always does and weighing in when it feels right. And then you're shifting focus on to him, shooting questions his way about his work and what he's excited about. Somehow the conversation has morphed into a storytelling and he has you bent over laughing as he recounts his trip to Dubai with Hoseok and Taehyung.

He's able to your mind off the girls that have been filming you since you sat down. Though, you recognize one of them as your manager's trusty intern. You pay them no mind, enjoying yourself with Jin the same way that you always do and you're nearly jumping out of your seat when he's getting ready to pay the tab.

With a quick wave to the bartender, he's leading you out of the restaurant. The camera flashes are not as intense as when you first arrived, but they're still present the entire time he leads you to his car, following you as he pulls out of his space and speeds off in the direction of his house.

MAY 30TH, 2021 | 21:04

Let's add handsome chef to the things that were Kim Seokjin. He managed to whip up a delicious meal all while keeping up with conversation from the restaurant. It's not until he's sure you've had your fill, that he's suggesting moving onto the couch. Two wine glasses in hand as he follows you from the dining room.

Jin's house was large and suspiciously clean for a man his age. It's decorated nicely in soft shades of gray and white. His living room is simple, a large charcoal couch in the middle of the room facing a much larger flat-screen television. His coffee table looks expensive, but he's sitting the wine glasses directly on it like it's not. You're lowering yourself into the space beside him once you're sure it's okay to sit.

“What do you want to watch?” Arm resting just behind your head and you can't help but lean into him. It's the first time tonight you've been close to him without a single barrier, no camera shutter, or annoying assistants recording you. And you're noticing for the first time tonight that he smells so good.

You're unconsciously leaning into him, the sweet smell of his cologne engulfing you. He seems to look even more handsome in this light, lips plush and begging to be kissed. It was a little embarrassing how bad you wanted him to kiss you. Of course, the two of you have shared a peck or two for the camera... but you've always wondered what a real kiss from him would feel like.

It must be the alcohol cursing through your veins, adding to your boldness because you're ignoring his question completely, hand lifting to trace the outline of his lips. “When are you gonna kiss me?” He freezes at the first brush of your fingers, wide eyes meeting your hooded ones. Taking the dopey grin on your lips right now seems like the best time to get what he's been wanting to say off of his chest.

Long fingers wrap around your wrist, pulling your hand from his mouth. He's smooth with the way he intertwines your fingers, you're barely registering the removal as a rejection. Soft lips press against your knuckles, dark eyes focused on yours and you feel the flutter in your chest.

“These past few weeks have been amazing with you, Yn.” He confesses, solidifying the notion that all of this wasn't just some act for him. “I like you a lot, though I think you already knew that.” You're grinning so hard you're afraid your cheeks might go numb.

He's so honest. And genuine. You can tell there's no other motive behind him telling you, just the fact that he wanted you to know. Simply clearing up any confusion you might be having when it came to his feelings for you. It's different. Refreshing. But you don't know how to respond. Not much experience when it comes to honest conversations, but your silence doesn't chip away at his confidence.

Jin's giving a gentle tug to your hand until it's comfortably wrapped around his neck and there's only an inch of space between the two of you. He's reaching for your waist, soft-touch pulling you closer. You can feel your heart in your ears, cheeks aflame as he reaches his free hand up to push your hair out of your face.

“Do you like me too?” Your silence getting to him only a little bit, though he was sure of your feelings, a little verbal confirmation never hurt anyone. The bob of your head is instant as if any stalling of your answer would have him pulling away. “Yes,” You breathe, butterflies swarming at the sight of his smile.

He leans in close, nose bumping against yours. You can feel his breath on your lips, thumb stroking mindlessly against your rib cage. “Good,” The softest brush of his lips against yours and you're on the verge of begging for more. He's looking up at you through his lashes, your obvious desires clear to him and it makes him feel good about himself.

 Not another second is wasted as he leans down to press his lips against yours fully. The kiss is slow at first, sweet. Testing the waters with his large hand resting on your cheek. He doesn't bite or shove his tongue past your lips. Just the gentle suction of his mouth over yours and it makes you dizzy.

The tip of his tongue teases your lower lip, gauging your reaction before he's pushing forward. A low moan falling from his lips as your tongues meet. He's gentle here too, rolling his tongue over yours slowly while cradling your face in his palm. Kissing you as if you're made of glass like you're precious, makes you feel warm all over.

Warm and needy. You're reaching out to him before you can talk yourself out of it, clutching the hem of his shirt in your fists and pulling him closer. He's only kissed you once, but your mind is ten steps ahead and you want him. You're used to a much faster pace when it comes to fucking, so you're not even thinking twice when you're pulling your lips from his, mouth latching onto the skin of his neck.

He's letting out a low hiss at the feeling of your teeth scraping against your skin, hands pushing him forward as your sole focus becomes marking him. Both hands now on your waist, tugging you down with him as his back hits the cushions of his couch. The remote tumbles out from beneath you and crashes onto the floor and you're vaguely reminded that you should've been watching movies.

That he had actually expected to just watch movies with you and that makes you want him even more. You're in the midst of sucking red blotches into his skin, each one of his groans further dampening your panties when you're deciding that it's not enough. You wanted to feel more of him.

Sitting up with your legs on either side of his hips, you're making quick work of pulling his shirt up and over his head. He lets you, chuckling when you dramatically toss the offending garment over your shoulder, and then you're diving back in. Hands pressed into the ripples of his stomach, you kiss a wet line from his neck to his pecs.

Jin's head lulls back against the armrest of the couch, eyes fluttering as your mouth makes its way down his body. He can hardly think straight, teeth caught between his teeth and fingers tangled in your hair. It feels too good, the way you're kissing him, he can feel the bruises forming on his otherwise untarnished skin and he likes it.

“Oh-” He catches your devious smirk as your tongue laps over his hardening nipple, sucking a kiss onto it while your hand reaches over to toy with the other side. You don't bother holding back the giggle that rises from seeing him squirm underneath you. The sound reminds him that it's you doing this to him, which has his cock stiffening even further in his jeans.

You take quick notice, smirk growing as you trail your free hand down the length of his body. His jeans are riding much lower than before, the band of his brief lifted and showing off the impressive lines of his hips. “Mm, you barely fit in your jeans,” Mumbling, barely focused on your own words as you give his bulge and experimental squeeze.

Jin's cursing out, hips bucking. With the way you're laying, he's pressing right against your entrance – just for a moment but the effect is the same. You're letting out a breathy moan, lowering your hips to meet his again. It only takes a few rolls for him to get the memo, moving his hips along with yours. 

You're moving the same way you would if he was buried inside of you. Hands perched on his chest as your ass bounces on his lap. And he feels like he can't breathe, grip tightening around your hips as he urges himself not to cum over something as minuscule as dry humping. It's hard, though, with the way you moan and drag your nails down his chest, it feels like he's buried inside of you.

And you're not even looking at him. Face contorted in concentration with your nose pointed toward the ceiling. Creating your own rhythm as you chase your high. He doesn't know you well enough to know that your close, doesn't get a hint of it until your legs are tightening around him and you're falling forward, whining right into his ear.

“Fuck! Oh my god, fuck-” You're crying out, body shuddering as your orgasm washes through you. Panting heavily while trying to regain your composure. Jin waits patiently, cock solid and firmly pressed against his hip bone. Your skirt is bunched up at your waist he's just noticing, if he were to take a proper look he'd no doubt find a wet mark from your arousal staining his jeans.

The thought of you soaked through your panties is hot and the fact that you don't even seem to care just adds to it. You're popping up once you've caught your breath, hands on either side of his head to hold yourself over him. Cheeks flushed but not from embarrassment, you're grinning. “Sorry, it's been a while,” You say through a giggle and he smiles back.

Two large hands enclosing your face as he shakes off your apology leaning in for another kiss. And you don't mean to, but you're thinking of Jimin. It comes with the thought of the last time you've been with someone and then you're spiraling. Unable to shake the image of him over you and the glare he'd give you if you were cumming without his permission.

He surely would've thrown you off if you tried to steal an orgasm the way you just had, fucked you into the sofa until you were begging for some type of release. And then he'd say no. Have you down on your knees in front of him before you could even blink, cock pushed down your throat.

You don't even notice the way you're tugging on the buttons of his jeans, desperate to get a taste. His hands are coming down to cover yours, mouths parting. Heavy breaths hit your lips, nose pressed against yours. He grins and you feel your heart fighting against your chest. “I wanna taste you first,” The tips of his ears are red and you think that's cute too.

You're flopping down against the couch with a laugh, legs spread for him as a way to say 'go right ahead'. His laugh matches yours, body lowering so he's able to wrap his arms around your waist. “Not here,” It's all the warning you get before he pulls you up from where you're spread out, heading straight for the stairs that lead to his room.

He carefully lays you down on his bed once he's got the door closed and locked, instead of tossing you from the doorway and hoping you make it. The lower half of your body is hanging off the edge and he doesn't shove you up to make room for himself, carefully lowering himself in front of you instead.

Jin's dark gaze focuses on the wetness of your panties, the way they cling to your folds. And pride blossoms in his chest at the fact that he's the reason you're liking this. Eyes hooded and a cute smile on your face, hair forming messy knots around your face. “You're so fucking wet,” There's no cockiness in his tone, simply amazement as he stares down at you.

“Put your leg on my shoulder,” He waits for you to lift your leg for him, doesn't yank, and pin it where he wants. Gentle hands slide your panties down your legs, ankle resting by his ear and he's leaning down.

The first swipe of his tongue has your back arching off of the bed, hands flying down to clutch his hair. “Oh, god.” Sighing, head bobbing to the side. He's got an arm wrapped firmly around your thigh, holding your body to him as his tongue moves. Plush lips wrap around your clit, sucking wet kisses into it.

You're whining, voice growing louder when he trails his tongue down toward your slit. He's being a tease, probing at your entrance before moving up to ghost kisses against your clit. It all makes your head spin, not sure where to focus and unable to loosen the grip you've got in his hair.

“Jin, please.” You don't even know what you're asking for, just that your sanity is quickly slipping. The chuckle he lets out vibrates against your core just before he's sucking his clit into your mouth, fully, no longer teasing. Two long fingers pushing past your walls. His tongue works along with the suction, pulling desperate moans from your lips.

Crying out when he's pushing his fingers in to the knuckle, curling them in a way that has pressure building in your stomach. You can barely see straight, room becoming a blur as he creates his own pace with his fingers. Fucking into you so swiftly, teasing that rough patch of skin buried inside of you.

His name, well a gargled version of it, falls from your lips when you feel the soft scrape of his teeth against your clit. Eyes rolling as the tingle spreads throughout your core. “I-I'm... close,” You're breathless, barely audible but he hears you loud and clear. And at that moment he's deciding that he doesn't want you to cum anywhere else but on his dick.

“Wait for me, baby.” It's a request, not a demand. Fingers sliding from inside of you, he's quick with the way he undoes his jeans the rest of the way. Shoving them down just enough to fish his cock out, he's stood over you, large palm stroking over his shaft and you swear drool pools at the corner of your lips.

There's something he needs to clarify, though. Even with how badly he wants to feel you wrapped around him, he needed to get this out to keep from any confusion arising later on. “I didn't invite you over for this,” He says softly, sincere and if you hadn't fallen for him by now, that surely did it.

It's worse because you don't have to question his honesty. It wasn't his MO inviting a girl over simply to fuck her. He actually wanted to spend alone time with you, getting to know you. And that's exactly what makes you want him so bad. “I know. That's why I want to,” The admission flies from your lips and shoots him right in the heart.

He's lining himself up to your entrance without another word, spreading your arousal around the hole slowly before he's pushing in. His eyes are on you the entire time, watching the way your features twitch the deeper he slides inside of you. Then he's bottoming out and you're whimpering.

“Fuck, you feel so good.” Head bowed and straining to hold himself up. He gives you a chance to adjust to his size, fighting the urge to fuck forward. He doesn't move until he feels you shift, tip nudging against your gspot. He's pulling out slowly, giving you the chance to feel every inch of him before he's pushing back in.

It's not long before he's falling into a steady pace, hands firmly placed on your hips as he pumps his cock in and out of you. Your pussy flutters around him, breathy moans falling from your lips as you strain to keep up with him. “Jin, fuck-” Unable to finish your thought as pleasure ripples through your body.

He's groaning in response, head falling into the crook of your neck. He takes his turn marking you, teeth and tongue working against the skin of your neck. The force of his hips pushes you up the mattress, but he's quick to pull you down before you're getting to of far.

Your orgasm creeps up on you and your legs are shaking before you know it, walls clenching around him and you're begging him not to stop. Hips lifting to meet his, it's becomes extremely hard for him to hold back. “Shit, you're-” Jin's voice breaks on a moan, heavy breaths hitting your clammy skin. It comes as an afterthought, the fact that he's not wearing a condom so he's scrambling to pull out, just in time to spill his hot seed all over your thighs.

The two of you lay there like that for a while. His arms around your waist and your legs hanging off his hips, fingers combing through his soft hair as he places wet kisses against your skin. It's hot and sticky, but you're in no rush to pull away from him.

MAY 31ST, 2021 | 00:42

Jin is asleep in the bed beside you. A heavy arm wrapped around your waist as soft snores fall from his lips. He's warm from the shower you shared just an hour before, seeming to fall asleep the moment his head was hitting the pillow. As for you, you can't seem to close your eyes.

You're happy. And excited. A little confused. But being all that at once was overwhelming, so you're scrolling through your phone to distract yourself. Liking posts here and there from your fans, following along with the drama that never seems to die. There are pictures of you and Jin from tonight and you're surprised that the majority of the comments are positive. Jin made it so easy to be with him, never left you guessing. He was so honest and upfront so you hate the automatic way your fingers type into the search bar.

It's only five letters and you only need one hand to type it. So easy so it's too late to talk yourself out of it. The first thing that you see is a thread one of his fans made, it's of his cute dimpled smile that he hardly ever shows. And you find yourself scrolling through and awing at the images in front of you.

Jin shifts, tugging you closer and you're quickly clicking out. Heart hammering like you've just been caught. Thumb hovering over the screen as you wait for him to settle. And you're ashamed of how quick you're turning your attention back to the screen when he does. You're being met with a picture you've never seen before, it's new, you can tell. He's asleep, face smushed against sheets that aren't his.

Curiosity gets the better of you so you're clicking, the cooing caption of how cute he is while he's sleeping gives no answer. So you're scrolling through the comments, bypassing the dozens of fans telling the original poster to delete the image. Until you're figuring out why. The name of the person that had posted the picture in the first place and what it all meant is laid out right in front of you.

And you hate the way your heart sinks.

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

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something’s missing | pjm/ksj

⤑  series: beside you

⤑ pairing: solo artist!jimin x idol!reader

⤑ genre: angst...

⤑ rating: explicit

⤑ word count: 3.3K

⤑ warnings: none!

⤑ chapter song: r u ok // tate mcrae - when i'm with him // empress of.

⤑ A/N: we're finally moving toward something y'all., this is make it or break it territory. soo make sure you're interacting bc y'all are choosing the ending - let me know what you think! x

JUNE 26TH, 2021 | 17:39

The blinding lights are the first thing that you're hit with the moment you're stepping out of the car. Overlapping voices shouting questions in your direction as Jin leads you down the carpet with a comforting hand on the small of your back. Just like always, he's composed in front of the press, a smile stretched onto his features as he acknowledges them with a polite nod and timed waves. He even pulls off to the side to greet a few fans that have gathered to meet him.

You're always so amazed seeing how calm he is in front of all the chaos, it doesn't even phase him. He doesn't stop to talk until you both are fully inside of the venue, that's where the more important reporters wait. “We'll just chat a bit and then we can find our seats. Remember what I said about questions you don't want to answer,” He prompts you just before you're being called for your first interview.

It feels almost as if you're sleepwalking, flashing fake smiles and exaggerating laughs for the camera. You're taking no real part in the conversations happening around you, just nodding along like the good perfect girlfriend you're supposed to be. Jin's laugh carries throughout the hall, catching the attention of the photographers nearby. It makes for a great photo-op, laughing with your bodies hunched over, though, you have no idea what's funny.

The lines that he had prompted you with before exiting the limo leave your lips swiftly, naturally, you've practiced it that way enough times so you can speak without thinking.

“Well, we all know who you're rooting for, Yn.” The reporter says with a laugh, reaching a hand to nudge your arm as if you're friends. “I love this dress, by the way! Is it...” Her over cheery voice fades into the background, halfhearted compliments falling on deaf ears. You wonder if your response sounds as robotic as you feel.

It feels like forever before Jin's deciding that it's enough chitchat and he's leading you into the room where the actual award show will be held. Much larger than where you were before, velvety carpet covering the floor. Fancy chandeliers hang from the ceiling over neat clothed tables. Dinner is being announced just as Jin ushers you to your table at the front.

You're sat with a bunch of people that you've never met before, but it's safe to assume that they're all actors with their dates. None of them pay any attention to you as you remove your place cards and settle into your seats, wrapped up in their own conversations. Jin's visibly relaxing at the lack of attention, shoulders dropping as he sinks into his seat.

“I like how you snuck in that hint of a season two, they'll definitely come back to this moment when it's announced.” The words are whispered to you, his hand reaching down to rest on your knee. It doesn't warm your skin like it used to, in fact, it has your eyes searching for a possible hidden camera to catch the moment.

All you do is nod, a tight-lipped smile and a pull of your knee that has his hand slipping right off. His brow twitches, query on the tip of his lips – but he swallows it down when the server reaches your table with the dishes for the night.

Jin's in the middle of ordering for the two of you when the cheers break through the crowd. Loud enough to steal the attention of the room, curious eyes searching the doorway to see who had just arrived. Your eyes squint as you try to peer through the crowded room, wondering which A-lister has everyone losing their minds.

They walk right past the cameras and reporters, you can tell with the hurried movements trying to keep up, only to be stopped by security at the main entrance. All of a sudden it makes sense, the obnoxious cheers and the refusal to stop for an interview. It's the only way Jimin knows how to travel.

He looks handsome. That's your first thought. Not what he's doing here and why your face is heating up despite him still being across the room. You can't help but take him in, hair much lighter than the last time that you saw him – a sandy brown instead of the black he's gotten so comfortable with.

Dark eyes search the room as Yoongi takes his time catching up to him. He looks good too, but you can't seem to focus on anyone else for more than a few seconds now that Jimin was here. What was he doing here? Dressed in a royal ruby fitted suit, hair swept back to reveal his strong brows. Yoongi says something to him, pointing in the crowd and you straighten up as if they're talking about you.

They're not. Where they're sitting is the focus, not you. On the other side of the room and Yoongi leads the way. Jimin's got his hands in his pockets, walking as if he'd rather be anywhere else, hardly looking at the people whose attention he's stolen. That is until he's passing the table you're sat at. Stopping dead in his tracks, his head whips to the side to find you.

The bored expression morphs into the teasing smirk that you're so used to, hand lifting in a flirty wave and you have to physically stop yourself from lifting your hand to wave back. Instead, you're turning your attention to Jin – tuning in to the conversation that he's having with the girl seated beside him. Pushing the flutter in your chest to the deepest pits of your stomach.

JUNE 26TH, 2021 | 19:02

You don't see him again until dinner is over and the mingling has started. You've been a good girlfriend, accepting the dotting from your even better boyfriend. Laughing at his jokes, kissing in front of the camera, holding hands as you slip through the crowd. It gets exhausting really fast and you're lost on how he can keep up with the façade with no cracks.

You've caught yourself shooting him annoyed glances way too many times. So much that you're excusing yourself for a drink in the middle of him talking you up for your new interest in modeling. A bald-faced lie, by the way, you hated every second you were sat in front of the camera – yet, you're sure he has no idea.

The sole reason you had walked off was to get something to drink. You hadn't gone searching for Jimin, not in the slightest bit, so the fact that you were running right into him was merely just a coincidence. He's smiling at you as if there's no difference, a hand on your hip to keep you from crashing onto the floor – he's quickly moving it, though semi-aware of the wandering eyes around you.

“Hey.” It's breathless, the way the word leaves his lips. Eyes taking you in as if it's the first time. And it sort of feels like it is. You look so pretty in front of him. Dress fitted to highlight the lines and dips of your body, dark waves cascading down your back and he swears you're glowing. Despite the permanent frown on your lips.

You simply nod in response, sparing him a two-second glance before you're slipping past him toward the bar. Everything inside of him wants to follow you, say what he had spent the past few days practicing, no courage to call you and just spit it out. He was a little ashamed it took him this long to release how he's been acting and how he was hurting you, but now he wanted nothing more than to make it right.

And the fact that you were both here right now seemed like as good a time as any. He doesn't follow you, though. You had been sitting with your make-believe boyfriend when he first spotted you, so it's safe to assume that you're working. And the last thing he wanted was to be the reason that you were getting into more trouble... again.

So he lets you slip away, continuing on with the words heavy on his tongue.

JUNE 26TH, 2021 | 20:59

Jin can tell you're getting annoyed. Replies short and smiles no longer reaching your eyes. He caught on to the way your eyes would roll each time he'd lean over to give you a pointer, the annoyed sigh that would fall from your lips when he was pointing out a camera. And the more and more he did it, the less it felt like he was spending real time with you.

He had thought you'd be able to do both, find balance within your real relationship and the one that you showed to the media. It didn't have to be all that different, but it was obvious to him that you needed some practice on her media presence so he figured he could help. Not at all did he think that it would end up annoying you.

It never dawned on him that you might take his attention to detail the wrong way. Or that it would rub you the wrong way. And seeing as much it had, he was filled with this urgent need to clear the air, set some things straight because there was obviously a misunderstanding that he did not mean. Not now, though, there were too many nosy ears around... he'd just have to wait.

In hopes of maybe softening the mood, he tries to do things he knows you like. Playing with your fingers while the names are being called off, whispering jokes to you that he knows would make you smile. There's not much of a change, just half-smiles at every last one of his advances.

He's straightening when his category is being called, pushing the issue with you to the back of his mind. He wins. There's not much suspense, not much competition in the category to begin with. Still, you're whooping loudly, jumping up from your seat, and cheering. He pulls a shocked expression following you to stand.

The two of you share a picture-perfect hug and an even more romantic kiss on the cheek. Practiced back and forth about you going up on stage with him until he's finally convincing you to follow. He has his arm around your waist the entire time he gives his speech, thanking you exclusively at the end with another gentle kiss.

You smile sheepishly and it's real. The fact that he has you up there and is thanking you just feels genuine. It feels real. It's hard to decipher your feelings when it comes to Jin. Everything always feels so real, but then he opens his mouth and it all turns into some big ploy to get more attention. You don't know where the line starts or ends.

And you don't even know where to start to figure it out.

“I'm just gonna run to the bathroom,” You're saying as the two of you make your way back to your seat. Jin nods, continuing on while you make a beeline for the backstage area. It's a lot less calm back here than out there, crew and staff rushing around to make sure the show goes on smoothly, influencers going over their lines for when they present. The bathrooms are on the other side of the chaos.

And Jimin is sat right in front of it. You don't even hide your groan at the sight of him. “What are you doing here?” He takes his time looking up from his phone, only realizing it's you at the last second. “I'm getting ready to perform...” He stands as he speaks, shoving his phone into his pocket.

He's got this look on his face that you've seen before. And it's so foreign on his features that you don't even know how to place it. He doesn't give you much of a chance to figure it out before he's speaking again. “I've been wanting to talk to you alone all night...” His words are hushed, even though anyone who can hear you is way out of earshot.

“Jimin. I'm here with Jin, we can't-” He's stopping you before you can finish your assumption as to why he wanted to be alone with you with a quick shake of his head. “No, it's nothing like that. This is a horrible place to do this, but I feel like I should say this sooner rather than later,”

You've never seen him look this serious before. “Alright. Tell me what it is?”

He's letting out a huff of air as if he's preparing himself for the words that are about to come from his mouth. You feel the anxiety bubbling in your chest, All the possibilities of what he could have to say clouding your brain at once.

“I need to...I need to apologize to you. For everything.” That was the last thing that you could've imagined him saying. “It's a pretty long list, honestly.” The laugh he lets out is an awkward one and he's not looking you in the eye. “And the fact that it's taken me this long to realize that you deserve one is the worst of it. But, I'm sorry, Yn. I've hurt you and ignored your feelings. Lied and all that. Honestly, I don't even know how you still have feelings for me,”

He looks at you like he's checking for any sign that his last statement was wrong and he gains a bit more confidence realizing that there's not. “I'm crazy about you, Yn, though. I mean it. And it sucks that I've never told you, but I am. I like you a lot and I want to make this right. I want a proper chance with you so I can fix all the shit I put you through. I'm sorry it took me so long,” It feels like there are cotton balls stuck in your throat.

Your head is spinning and you can't seem to find the words. What you've been wanting to hear from him for God knows how long, was finally being uttered. And for some reason, it felt... too late? “Jimin...” You start but have no idea where you're going with it.

He's rushing to speak, the fear of your rejection in the back of his mind. “You don't have to say anything right now. I'm not expecting an answer. I just... I needed to tell you that. I needed you to know,”

You're not sure you could even come up with an answer if he wanted one now. “I can't think about that right now,” You wonder if you sound just as sad as you feel, but it's true. Your focus shouldn't be on the what-ifs of Jimin and whether or not he's actually willing to get his shit together. You had a boyfriend. And although things were a bit rocky right now you were still with him – Jimin should be the last thing on your mind.

And it shouldn't hurt your heart how sad he looks when he nods, teeth chewing on his lower lip as he runs his fingers through his hair. “Yeah, I get it. Just... call me? If you change your mind,” His lips push into a tight-lipped smile and it's so awkward the way he turns away from you, eyes watching his feet as he walks.

He doesn't push or try to fight it, laugh off your statement with some cocky remark. He just goes, not even sparing a backward look in your direction. And for some reason that makes you feel even worse.

JUNE 26TH, 2021 | 22:17

The rest of the night is quiet. It's harder to keep up with the act so you don't say anything. Jin's got a comforting hand on your knee through the rest of the night and he doesn't lean over to cue you not once. And you appreciate that, though you have no idea what caused his shift.

He leads you back to the limo swiftly, a hand on your back and not a second spared to chat about the events of the night. Much quieter than usual, not a single joke leaving his lips and you have a feeling that's your fault too. So you're quickly adding that to the list of things to stress over.

“Are you alright?” Jin's asking a few minutes after you've been on the road, the madness of the night far behind you. It only now dawns on you that this is the first time in a long time that you've been asked that question. Aside from the quick text from Yoongi, no one's ever bothered to ask how you were doing.

And the fact that Jin was doing it now sort of made you want to cry. You're swallowing it down, though, nodding even though you're sure it doesn't look all that convincing. He's sighing, reaching over to take hold of your hand. And the fact that there are no cameras to capture the moment makes it easier for you to take comfort in it.

His thumb runs over your knuckles soothingly, turning his head to look down at you. “You know you can talk to me, right? No matter what it is, I'll listen. You can trust me,” He sounds so genuine, it's hard not to believe him. “It's been all work lately and I'm sorry for that. Just with the show ending and awards coming up, I got in my head a little bit... And I think I might've dragged you into that,” He's smiling softly, giving you a chance to chime in.

“I don't just... just lately, it's felt like work? being with you. Like the only reason, we're together is for the media,” It's the first time you had the chance to speak up about something bothering you and it feels nice. You feel lighter almost. “Like you don't really like me, like that...”

Jin's letting out another sigh, head dropping as he shakes it from side to side. “God, I'm such an idiot,” He says through a laugh, lifting your hand to press a soft kiss to it. “I do really like you, Yn. And I like being with you. I'm sorry if I confused you,” There's not an ounce of doubt in his voice as he speaks, eyes serious when he looks at you.

He has to be telling the truth, right? No one can look like that and be lying right? You want to believe him so you do, filing the past few days as just a huge misunderstanding because something's got to be true and it just makes sense for it to be him. So you're smiling, the stress that you had been feeling before slowly melting away.

“I'm sorry I didn't say something sooner. Would've saved for a lot of headaches,” He's chuckling at that, sinking further into the leather seat as he pulls you closer to him. “I'm sorry for not noticing there was something wrong,” One arm wrapped around your shoulder, he's cocking his head to the side so he's able to press a kiss to your cheek, trailing toward your lips.

It's a gentle kiss, nothing more than a peck but it still has butterflies swarming in your chest. Not as intense as some of the ones that you've felt before, but they still have an involuntary smile spreading onto your features. “All that cheering has me drained, can we go back to your place?” Head tilted up to look at him, he's grinning.

“Anything you want,” He's leaning up to redirect the driver before he's pulling you right back into his side. The sad look on Jimin's face seems to drift to the back of your mind the further you sink into Jin's embrace. It's warm cuddled up beside him in the back of the limo, safe almost.

And it's weird how feeling safe, still feels like something's missing.

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

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A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

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[kimnjss]

beside you (sneak peek)

banner by: @dee-ehn

🖇 synopsis:

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down... well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

pairing: solo artist!jimin x idol!reader // actor!jin x idol!reader

fic type: social media au

side ships: (frenemies) taekook... 

genre: smut!! idol au, secret dating/fake relationships, love triangle au, slight themes of infidelity… which of course means angst!

warnings: jimin is spoiled and doesn’t really care much about people’s feelings. jin is slightly delusional... but in a cute kinda way... yn is just a mess.

*BYR: jin and jimin aren’t friends, they only know of each other. jin’s friends and yn’s friends hang out often so they’re in the same circle.

updates: everyday!

coming: september 6th!

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jimin #jin #jimin smut #jin smut #jimin sm au #jin sm au #jimin imagine #jin imagine #jimin fluff #jin fluff #park jimin #kim seokjin #jimin angst #jin angst #jimin social media au #jin social media au #jimin reaction #jin reaction #jimin fic #jin fic #jimin x reader #jin x reader #namjoon #yoongi #hoseok #taehyung #jungkook #bts #bts fic

[kimnjss]

clout chasing

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist ↭

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @tanumiki @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @hansolsrightnut @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jimin #jin #jimin smut #jin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jimin sm au #jin sm au #jimin reaction #jin reaction #jimin imagine #jin imagine #jimin fluff #jin fluff #jimin angst #jin angst #jimin fic #jin fic #bts #bts sm au #bts smut #bts social media au #bts fic #taekook

[kimnjss]

epilogue

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jin #jimin #jin angst #jimin angst #jin smut #jimin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jin sm au #jimin sm au #jin reaction #jimin reaction #jin imagine #jimin imagine #jin fluff #jimin fluff #bts #bts social media au #bts sm au #bts fic #taekook

[kimnjss]

time jump: perfect boyfriend

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist ↭

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @tanumiki @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @hansolsrightnut @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#jimin #jin #jimin smut #jin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #➿ sm au #jimin sm au #jin sm au #jimin reaction #jin reaction #jimin imagine #jin imagine #jimin fluff #jin fluff #jimin angst #jin angst #jin fic #jimin fic #bts #bts sm au #bts social media au #bts fic #bts imagine #bts smut #taekook

[kimnjss]

more serious

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist ↭

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jin #jimin #jin angst #jimin angst #jin smut #jimin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jin sm au #jimin sm au #jin reaction #jimin reaction #jin imagine #jimin imagine #jin fluff #jimin fluff #bts #bts social media au #bts sm au #bts fic #taekook

[kimnjss]

time jump: mutual split

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @tanumiki @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jimin #jin #jin angst #jimin angst #jin smut #jimin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jin sm au #jimin sm au #jin reaction #jimin reacton #jin imagine #jimin imagine #jin fluff #jimin fluff #bts #bts social media au #bts sm au #bts fic #taekook

[kimnjss]

hooking up

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist ↭

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @tanumiki @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jin #jimin #jin angst #jimin angst #jin smut #jimin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jin sm au #jimin sm au #jin reaction #jimin reaction #jin imagine #jimin imagine #jin fluff #jimin fluff #bts #bts social media au #bts sm au #bts fic #taekook

[kimnjss]

best behavior

— he’s bad for you. from the commitment issues to the endless scandals. sworn to never settle down… well, that’s until he sees how happy you can be without him. now he’s willing to do anything to keep from losing you to your so-called ‘perfect boyfriend’.

↭ masterlist ↭

⇝ taglist: @agustdef @silentlyimpractical @hopeworldjimin @gldnrecs @jaiuneamesolitaiire @preciouschimine @joonies-babyy @dee-ehn @aqtkookie @taesinferno @seokjinslittledumpling @thecityrain @jeonsshadow @papichulo-knj @amour-quinn @bangtansbun @kooafraid @metaethically @miss-jupiter @tanumiki @yoongiofmine @princecalpal @jikooksgirl19 @mikrokosmicjoon @hqtetsurou @needingyou2 @alterlovess @ladyarmanto @trinityxsope @myworldisgone11 @yutaeminnie @yoooonie @peachy-tatas @paolandotcom @strwberry-jam @certifiedcrazycatlady @btsbangtanbois @morseszn @codeinebelle @rjsmochii @joontopia @knjkitten @tae165 @chocobetterknot​ @ggukkieland @v3nti @kelitt @taejinminsu @jinhitwhore​

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

#➿ sm au #jin #jimin #jin angst #jimin angst #jin smut #jimin smut #park jimin #kim seokjin #jin sm au #jimin sm au #jin reaction #jimin reaction #jin imagine #jimin imagine #jin fluff #jimin fluff #bts #bts social media au #bts sm au #bts fic #taekook