inspired by this clip of lu guang being asked by qiao ling to say something, then after struggling for a moment saying this:
hence the headcanon
when lg was younger, especially during high school, he struggled with talking and expressing himself. he’d be stuck in his head, sitting in the corner and staying silent. at some point he befriended cxs - a complete opposite. talkative, loud, friendly (when feeling safe bc we have to remember this boi has got ✨trauma✨). they started to understand each other so well, that whenever lg was to say something publicly and couldn’t manage, he’d say something like „cheng xiaoshi, help me say this” and cxs would bc of course he knows what lg wants to say but can’t.
(i love their queerplatonic relationship they warm my heart and tear it apart at the same time)