#🌡.txt

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

reminder that having one personality disorder makes you more likely to be qualified for another. people diagnosed with pds are often diagnosed with 2-3+ total pds.

so if someone tells you you’re “fake” for saying you have more than one pd, there are many citeable resources describing how and why a person with one pd fits into the criteria for more.

#we have dpd & bpd #personally we hate most psychiatric professionals but that doesn’t exempt them from sometimes having good credible non-ableist takes #gonna tag a bunch of pds for reach methinks #npd #bpd #dpd #aspd #personality disorder #avpd #ocpd #spd #stpd #ppd #szpd #hpd #i think that’s all of them? #🌡.txt #our posts

[wpssys]

billy loomis voice I'm not gay. I am not gay. Do not fucking call me gay ever again. I am quite honestly one of the least gay people you have ever met. I fuck bitches, mad fucking fucked bitches. I am not

#🌡.txt #scream #billy loomis #euyyayaayaghh. gay people

[syunkiss]

Hi, we're the TWU sys! TWU stands for "The Wine Uncles."

Please read the informations below before proceeding to scroll :)

We stand with Palestine! Palestine WILL be free! 🇵🇸

"Making such a mess, It's getting permanently painted in my head, and there's no going back. So love me like I'm dead until there's nothing left and watch me decompose, till I'm skin and bones, vulnerable ..." /lyr

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neurodivergent • heavy fictive !!

> frequent fronters are Chuuya {🍷} and Charlie {🐧} <

• alter's blogs : @merveilles-gotique (Charlie) [we all want to make more soon]

☆ lgbtqia+ . . agere caregiver n little . petre pet and caretaker . ☆

<3

we love drawing, writing stories/AUs and our major hyperfocus is bungo stray dogs and malice mizer !!

chuu's random babbles are usually under the tag #🍷.txt

"Mama, there's a war outside, can I go play with it?" /lyr

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dni: basic dni list, proshippers >>i dont fucking CARE if its fictional characters . i dislike incest and pedophilia and whatever like a normal person and idc if theyre fictional or if theyre real .<< (principally Odazai or 15Chuuango shippers get the fuck out of here. Die.), radqueers/transmed, MAPs, NOMAPS (basically pedos who dont want to touch childs), anti-antis, "transDID/transOSDD" whatever, pro-ana and bolsonaristas/bolsonarianos :3

yes I am an anti but i am not harassing anyone . im just blocking yall . im not directly harsssing anyone and if i ever did it just tell me :3 im not wasting my time and going to yalls askbox just to send things i am just blocking and moving on stop being stupid.

Its ok but meh: irl g0re centered accs, n$fw accs (nothing agaisnt yall it just make me very uncomfortable) if you post abt Twitter (X) or has your twt acc link on your account (nothing agaisnt you too! it triggers me deeply for personal reasons.)

We are mogai and antishipper (as said before, anti-harassment. just block and move on.), multishipper and rareshipper. selfshippers are also very welcome here :) (proship/comship/darkship block us and go away)

we will post about cultural topics sometimes too. i just love my country's culture

We don't mind jokes or lines with sexual connotations but please don't overdo it. || we have littles in our system so please be respectful towards them if they post something (it'll be tagged)

i am also very anxious and easily triggered by specific things so dont mind if I post vents here sometimes. its our safe space. however block the tag "vent" if youre uncomfortable w it. -Chuuya

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Blinkies and images !!!

ill kill the person who started the trend of calling me little sheep /silly

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tags to block : # vent # tw # angry rant

#introduction #fandom #neurodiverse stuff #| #odazai dni #bsd fandom pls interact #systems pls interact #/nf #!!! #bungou stray dogs #SoundCloud #anti proship #antishipper #proud #:3

[doppelgangerpack]

i forgot i had fly in the first slot of my party so instead of the heartfelt speech i was expecting at rando land i got a weeb telling me to suck it

#🌡.txt #lisa rpg

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

EMPATHY IS NOT A NECESSARY EXPERIENCE.

#from your local intrusive thought & bpd holder who (sans like 2 times because of sys things) is incapable of feeling guilt or remorse #following tags are for disorders conditions etc associated with no empathy #autism #bpd #npd #aspd #personality disorder #dpd #(as a dpder we frequently self-prioritize our dependency which can hinder our ability to experience empathy) #alexithymia #(broad term but it’s well-suited i think?) #idk what others but let me know if you think of any #🌡.txt #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

parents forcing their children to weigh themselves and subsequently making demeaning/“concerned” comments when it’s “too high” is child abuse

#🌡.txt #tw fatphobia #tw fatshaming #this isnt about kids who need to watch their weight bc of medical conditions btw this is about parents who police their kids’ weight for no #reason other than shaming them and being fatphobic #tw abuse #tw child abuse #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

the r slur isn’t a slur just because it’s derogatory.

the r slur is a slur because being “diagnosed” with it was a fucking death sentence.

#🌡.txt #our posts #tw death #tw eugenics #r slur mention #disability #physical disability #mental illness #psychiatric abuse #medical abuse #idk how to tag this i just want some sort of reach #because nobody fucking realizes this

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

your disorder is not your fault. it does not make you a bad person.

your trauma is not your fault. it does not make you a bad person.

your feelings are not your fault. they do not make you a bad person.

your thoughts are not your fault. they do not make you a bad person.

you are not a bad person for needing help, you are not a bad person for needing to recover, you are not a bad person for feeling emotions out of your control, you are not a bad person for all the violent and angry thoughts inside your head.

you are not a bad person for existing.

#neurodivergent #neurodivergencies #trauma #trauma support #personality disorder #nd support #pd support #neurodivergent positivity #trauma positivity #thought i’d post something nicer for once #🌡.txt #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

sysmeds will always turn the other way to how they’re tearing apart more than just non-traumagenic systems and supporters of non-traumagenics; they fakeclaim whoever doesn’t fit in their tiny box and when they don’t fit in someone else’s, they don’t make the connection that the hurt and distress it causes them is the same as they cause those they have fakeclaimed.

in a community where slipping outside the box is punishable by harassment and exile, there will come a point where there is simply no one left inside. but the lesson is not learned, and more boxes will be made. these people will tear into each other as much as they tear into those they claim are the only ones they exclude; they fail to realize that they are not protecting trauma survivors, because most of the people they attack ARE trauma survivors.

we have suffered as much as you but because these systems have not come of that trauma, or support those who haven’t, or have origins apart from just traumagenic, they suddenly aren’t real. they aren’t suffering, they don’t need protection, they don’t need comfort and space to heal. because they are not perfect enough for you. because they haven’t won a gold medal at the trauma olympics. because they are different.

so, that really begs the question:

what happens when you aren’t perfect enough for your loving community anymore?

are you an exception?

or are you just as fake as the rest?

#discourse #syscourse #fakeclaiming #fuck sysmeds #🌡.txt #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

question your teachers when you recognize propaganda and incorrect information.

“the police protect us.”

“then why are they trained to exert more force against marginalized people?”

“why are innocent black people shot and killed by cops for just standing around?”

“why do they refuse to protect businesses that don’t give them free or discounted items?”

“why don’t their supervisors take action against reports of racist behavior?”

“why are they so much more aggressive with marginalized people?”

“why do they always believe privileged white people over marginalized people?”

“be healthy and you won’t have health struggles!”

“what if i get into an accident?”

“what if i catch a serious disease?”

“what if i’m immunocompromised?”

“what about people who are caused extreme pain by exercising no matter how much they do it?”

“what if many of your ‘healthy foods’ make some people incredibly sick?”

“do you think that’ll fix someone’s preexisting chronic illness?”

“say no to drugs! it’s that easy!”

“what if i already have an addiction?”

“how do i get help if i’m addicted?”

“if it’s so easy, why does withdrawal kill people?”

“if it’s so easy, why are there so many drug addicts?”

“why are you telling me to cut off my addict friends instead of helping them?”

“if you just don’t have sex, you won’t get pregnant or contract an std!”

“what about rape?”

“getting a job is all you need to be financially stable!”

“what about disabled people unable to work because of their disability?”

“what about people who are already impoverished?”

“what about marginalized people who are turned down jobs for the tiniest reasons just so staff won’t be accused of turning them down for their marginalized status even though they most definitely are?”

“what about people who can’t afford a degree?”

“what about people who can only work minimum wage jobs and thus are barely scraping by?”

“what if people don’t want to be forced into literally working themselves to death?”

question them, because even if they have some bullshit answer, it at the very least helps some of your classmates recognize that what your teacher is saying is, in fact, wrong. even if you can’t change what the adult thinks, you can guide other kids in the right direction.

the education system exists in part to teach you propaganda, neurotypical/abled ideas, cisheteronormativity, and that your problems don’t matter if they aren’t the kind of problems privileged people have. it’s important to combat that whenever and wherever you can.

#🌡.txt #tw police #tw death #tw racism #tw gun violence #tw drugs #tw addiction #tw ableism #tw rape #and more. im exhausted tagging is hard #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

i did not just see someone say that disabled deaf blind people are suffering and can’t lead fulfilling lives so they should be “put out of their misery”

#🌡.txt #tw disabled death #tw eugenics #that’s eugenics right? #tw ableism

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

the way school teaches us about drugs and addiction is so fucking unhelpful and absolutely foul.

“just say no!” “walk away!” “drugs bad!” “cut off your friends if they do drugs!”

but what do you do about an already-existing addiction? why won’t you teach us how to get help? why do you think it’s as easy as just stopping? why won’t you teach us about how withdrawal kills more painfully than most ods? why do you only care about your students if they aren’t addicts?

what if we want our drug addict friend to get help? how do we help them? why is the only solution to push them away? what if that friend is one of your best friends, what if they’re extremely close to you? why aren’t we allowed to want to help them?

why have i never heard about rehabilitation or recovering addicts even once when we’re being taught about drugs?

because society wants us to think, no matter what,

once an addict, always an addict.

and as always,

society fucking lies.

#🌡.txt #tw drugs #tw addiction #drug addiction #our posts #fuck the education system #brain is stalling on what to tag

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

making light of your own personal mental illness is okay actually

#its called coping jokes #🌡.txt #it doesnt mean you think that what youre dealing with is quirky or cute it means that you choose to mask whatever suffering you have to #deal with thru humor #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

i will never understand people who describe what qualifies as “““narcissistic abuse.”””

because they’re... just describing emotional and psychological abuse. in fact, they’re describing the abuse that often CAUSES npd in childhood.

regardless of whether your abuser was a narcissist or not, narcissism is not the problem and never will be. it’s the abuse itself.

pathologizing abusers just a) makes it harder for the people who actually have the disorders that you’re pinning on your abusers to recover, b) demonizes those disorders, and c) ignores that the root issue is that your abuser is just... abusive. there is no disorder-based modifier you can add to it because ultimately that just makes it look like that disorder = bad person.

there are PLENTY of non-medical terms at your disposal to describe your abusers. use those instead. please.

#tw abuse #tw ableism #🌡.txt #our posts

[got-a-problem-in-my-head]

i feel like i need to actual say something about my blog title text.

no matter what love everyone garbage they feed you in school and everywhere else, not all opinions are worthy of respect. you don’t just let bigots live happily and have their disgusting ideals with no repercussions, because their “opinions” literally want people dead. for their identity, for their skin tone, for their body type, for their disabilities, for anything bigots see as lesser.

if your opinion is that i’m going to hell for being queer, i’m not respecting it. i’m getting a charge for aggravated assault, actually.

that “respecting opinions” bullshit is just another offspring of respectability politics. marginalized people are told to shut up, sit down, and let their oppressors get away with hating them and taking away their few rights because it’s “just an opinion.”

those opinions get people killed. if you hate me for being queer, for being disabled, for being neurodivergent, for being plural, then i will NEVER fucking respect you. ever.

#🌡.txt #our posts