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fatuismooches · 11 months

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As promised! Here’s a little Drabble I thought of before going to bed:

What if one day fragile reader were to witness one of Dottore’s, fits of anger? They were only out for their small walk like daily, as it helps circulate blood in their body and makes them feel better that they at least can have some peace of mind without being stuck to their bed. And like usual, they’re hugging the wall trying to balance themselves as their weak body can be quite clumsy, as shown throughout the years where they’ve tried to help the clones or even Zandik but it’s always futile. Especially since on more than one occasion they’ve ended up hurting themselves due to the thing they’re holding shattering or cutting themselves accidentally.

Of course it always leaves them with a heavy heart since what good of a lover/companion are they for Dottore and the clones? They always wish they were stronger and better like before, but it’s of no use.

But as they continue their small walk, they’re reminded of how earlier that day Zandik had come visited them and check their vitals, and give them their medicine. Although it was usually always the clones doing these small things, so why was Zandik doing it all of a sudden? It had already raised their suspicions when he was the one doing it. But what raised more concern was how Dottore seemed more…agitated? Of course he tried his best to hide it from his usual serious and expressionless demeanor, but after centuries of being together they could easily tell whenever their husband was in a bad mood. But they didn’t want to upset him any more, so they didn’t ask.

Yet, while they’re on their walk through the hallways of the ginormous lab, they walk past Dottore’s personal lab, until suddenly they hear crashing sounds. Quickly alarming them and concerning them, they turn back and walk up to the door. (Although clumsily) Hesitantly grabbing the handle, they slowly open the door and see many vials of unknown liquids and scattered papers, which seem to have been ripped from a notebook? It concerns them as they’ve never seen Zandik like this. In all the years they’ve known each other, never would they expect to see their husband standing in front of his desk, slightly panting and taking deep breaths. It instilled somewhat fear into them as sure they know Zandik is feared and powerful, but to see a small portion of anger from him makes them want to quietly close the door.

But of course, before they even have the chance, Dottore turns and sees their lover. Their frail frame at the entrance of his lab, slightly shaking from what seems like, fear? His own lover fearing him? No, that can’t be. He promised to cure them, to protect them from the cruel world that is Teyvat. And yet he’s failed to even do anything. He’s only been able to accomplish things for himself, like becoming the 2nd Fatui Harbinger, but his lover? He can’t even fulfill the one promise he made..

And yet, their soft voice breaks his train of thoughts as they say his name, “Zandik…” they can barely mutter under their shaky breath as they look up at him. Zandik sighs as he takes off his mask and rubs his temple. How does even explain such an event to them? He’s obviously scared them, and yet they still stand there with concern laced in their eyes. He walks up to them with calculated steps and gently moves them so he can lock the door, before gently picking up their body. “Why are you walking all the way here? My laboratory is too far away from your room.” He says with a cold tone, but you know that he only has concern for you. To which you let out a sigh, “I’m sorry…” you say almost timidly as you turn your face away to not directly him. But with one gloved hand, Dottore gently pets your head, not speaking another word.

It’s silent for a few minutes, just the two of you close together, enjoying the silence of the laboratory, despite the occasional humming or beeping from machines. Until you finally break said silence, “Zandik, what happened…? Your laboratory is a mess…” you say with a concerned voice as you look up at your husband, but Dottore can’t help but look away as he stays silent for a while. Trying to figure out what to even tell you.

Eventually, he does speak up, but it’s not many words. His tone less cold than before, “I simply lost myself to anger, I apologize you had to see that side of me.”

Although his words still came out a bit cold, you knew that deep down he was actually sorry. Especially by the way he’s holding you so firmly yet gentle says otherwise. You softly smile before gently reaching up one of your soft hands to his scarred face, “Do these happen often…? Is it because of me…?” You say with a worried tone as you start to feel a mix of emotions, but Dottore is quick to speak, “Do not blame yourself, you aren’t worth such degrading words. I don’t wish to hear those things come out of your mouth ever. Do you understand?” Dottore says sternly as he looks at you, to which you nod as you gently place your head on his chest, hearing the soft beat of his heartbeat. It almost wants to make you fall asleep, but you’re in the middle of a serious conversation!

As you’re thinking, suddenly Dottore’s voice breaks you out of it. “I’ll take you back to your bedroom, you need rest. Especially due to the medication running in your body making you more vulnerable and exhausted.” He says with astern expression, but you can’t help but nuzzle yourself into his chest, before speaking up. “No, let me stay, please…you worry me too Zandik. Just a small break.” You say as you then look up at him, to which he lets out a groan and mumble of “what an inconvenience”, but you know he’s rather happy if the tiny bit of blush laced on his cheeks says otherwise.

Dottore carries you over to his desk, sitting down and letting you rest on his chest as you sit on his lap. Eventually dozing off from the small workout of even walking exhausting you so quickly. As you sleep, he lets out a deep sigh as he looks over all the scattered papers and broken vials on his desk and floor. It angers him how after centuries of trying to find a damn cure still seems unreachable. How you continue to remain weak and frail, and dependent on others. Compared to before where you would run around all happy and force him to accompany you to some place in Sumeru.

It’s what angers Zandik most. Seeing you continue to lie in bed, having to even be hooked up to many machines whenever your body becomes unstable. He’s the failure, he never wants you to blame yourself. Because how can you when you have never been at fault? He is the sinner here, not you.

So in the meantime, Zandik holds you firmly in his arms. Deep down he knows you may truly die, but he wont allow it. No, you will never leave his side. No matter what.

I’m sorry this is so long I was listening to some Laufey songs :c and honestly I just couldn’t help but write in sorry smooches! Anyways I hope you enjoy this tiny Drabble and do with it as you will! Sorry if it got a little angsty the end I’m just a sucker for fluff with tiny bit of angst. But I hope you’re doing amazing and doing lovely!! I luv u mwa mwa big kissie!!! Im sorry if this is messy it’s like 11 PM while I’m writing this and it took like 30-40 mins to write but it’s okie ;3 drink lots n lots of water sweetie I lub lub u!!! (AND IM SORRY IF READER IS SEEN AS DAINTY ;; i cant help it)

From your dear little boo boo 🎐 anon! (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

🎐 ANON WOKE UP AND CHOSE VIOLENCE TODAY??? I HAD TO PUT MY PHONE DOWN EVERY FEW SENTENCES CUZ I WAS SCREAMIN AHHHHH

You have known Zandik for a very, very long time. The day when he first became a Harbinger seemed like an eternity ago, the days of the Akademiya even further away. Being with anyone for such a long time would cause you to know them in and out, and you liked to think that you knew Zandik quite well.

Key word: think. One day would would learn that you didn’t.

Even before you got sick, you always liked to walk. Except then you were taking in the lovely breeze and air of Sumeru instead of the mono-colored walls of the lab. Laying down all day made your numb legs itch for some kind of movement, even if it made you tired, so you persevered nonetheless. Though as the days went by you couldn’t help but feel worse at your useless state that served as only a burden to everyone else.

The recent appearances of your lover only served to further your worries. What’s more, he did not seem to be his usual, cocky, smirking self. Did he have something to tell you? Did he give up? Found out there’s no cure? Found out something worse about your illness? You were worried, and you could see by the expressions of the clones you weren’t the only one who knew something was up.

(You wanted to tell him that even if he couldn’t cure you, you’d never be mad at him. His efforts that spanned over countless years mean the most to you. You may have to keep living the same fragile life until you lay on your deathbed, but you could say with confidence that he had made you happy. But you knew he’d get upset at you. Scold you for having such thoughts and then restate his declaration of curing you.)

Your thoughts were confirmed one day when a loud crash scared the living daylights out of you. Loud noises were not very good for you or your heart, so although you were tempted to ignore it, you quickly realized that it had came from Zandik’s lab. You’re a bit nervous about peering into his lab - even the clones aren’t allowed in there without his permission - but something compels you to check on him.

Beyond the door was a complete mess. It wasn’t the organized Dottore-kind of mess that you were used to, but rather a sort of enraged and planned mess. His notes and papers were stained by whatever liquid had fallen with it, so you knew instantly that he had done it on purpose, as he always kept his research material pristinely intact.

You had never, ever, seen Zandik like this. Irritation? Check. Annoyance? Check. Cockiness? Check. Hell, you’ve even see happiness. But this? Never. Not the balled fists and gritted teeth. It almost makes you dizzy, hits you straight in your heart, quickens your breath, and makes your throat dry. You want to slip away quietly but it’s already too late because Zandik has locked eyes with you. You can’t read his expression, but you know he’s not mad at you. He never is. And as much as you wanted to reassure him that this wasn’t what it looked like, no words can come out besides his name. When he picks you up in his arms, you can’t help but cozy up in them unconsciously. They always felt better than your bed.

Zandik often speaks coldly to hide his emotions. Whether it was excitement or concern or curiosity, you knew what he actually meant. But this time you can’t bring yourself to tease him, merely looking away to which he turns your chin right back to him. You always thought Zandik’s face was beautiful. Red eyes that seemed to pool endlessly. The sight of it has you calming down but the urge to question him rises in you.

Anger. Anger, anger, anger. Dottore had always been ahead of anyone. He never had a reason to be angry. No one could get a leg up on him. (Except this illness, you realize. That he had been taking this on much more than you initially thought. You clearly weren’t the only one suffering. And that hurts you. But he is adamant about his command to you. He does not want to hear you or anyone else ever speak ill of you. You are the sole person who is worthy to stand with him. No one else.)

When you fall asleep, Zandik can’t help but put his pen down and look at you for a bit. Many, many years ago, you’d be collapsed on top of him from running about and dragging him around the place. But now you are sleeping from a mere walk. When, he asks himself. When can he have you back? See you wield your weapon flawlessly again, indulge in those hobbies of your? Become his dedicated assistant again and have you throw yourself at him shamelessly?

Celestia be damned. No one is taking you from his grasp.

No matter what has to be done. His sins can never be forgiven, so what’s some more?

OMG… WHY WAS THIS BRAINROT LITERALLY TOP TIER… I LOVEEEEE FLUFF WITH PINCH OF ANGST TOO 🎐 ANON 😭 Nothing better than feeling sad but then being comforted by your fav… Anyway I LOVE THIS?? YOURE LITERALLY AN AMAZING WRITER I CANT. I feel like fragile!reader would be at a loss as well because they can’t exactly comfort him as best as they could when they were healthy. I mean, there’s not too much they can do without getting tired. And the worst part is that Dottore knows this too because he remembers how as students you would go out of his way to comfort him when he was annoyed or to make him crack a smile. Dottore being cold and stern af but you know thats just how he speaks and you arent hurt by it 😭And the way he shuts down your self doubt and worry in 1 second??? I love the way you wrote his dialogue omfg. And let me just throw some clone fluff in here too? That crash was def loud enough for at least one of them to hear it so they probably got the gist of what happened so they’re more intent on treating you like royalty for the next few days 😭 you are NOT dying on their watch 🙏

#smooches talks #🎐 anon #fragile reader <3 #dottore love notes <3 #U POPPED OFF ???!! LITERALLY AMAZING I COULDNT STOP SMILING #SO MUCH KISSES TO U 🎐 ANON MWAHHHHH #I LUB LUB U TOO AND MAKE SURE TO GET ENOUGH SLEEP TOO OK??? 😭😭💖🙏

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yuellii · 5 months

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🪼you can have both the love triangle and the polyship with the "furina and neuvi and you polyrelationship but also they break up every other tuesday because theyre fighting over you" also do you think furina would be the one digging up like blackmail on the fourth party and being like "yeah so i heard they ate ketchup as is. mhm. disgusting. ME PERSONALLY i would never do that." or do you think neuvilette would do that. or do you think they would BOTH do that in their own little ways

that is SO REALLLLLL 😭😭💔 neuvi and furina have such a deep-rooted history together and furina is bound to get annoyed at him for doing something ( in regards to you of course because sometimes, let her be a little selfish ). but that same deep-rooted relationship will still have them crawling back so they three of you are complete one way or the other

as for the forth party the two of them are against of — i feel like it’s BOTH of them 💀💀. the person that’s getting a little too close to you will do something like, drink water. and neuvillette will react with “what a lack of grace, they just drank water so incorrectly.” and furina, who has never ever agreed with neuvillette’s taste in water before, suddenly agrees, “right! mhm. disgusting.”

they will literally team up to boo this fourth party just to steer you away from them and i think that’s rly funny

#4 is a crowd but 3 sure isn’t #🪼 anon #🎐 : ely’s letterbox.

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fairyhaos · 10 months

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✎﹏﹏moots and anons .

moots

you are all incredibly special to me! i love you all very much, and thanku for being friends with awkward old me and helping me feel so comfortable in this community 💗

@trblsvt - # min.friends <3

@rubywonu - # nia.friends <3

@etherealyoungk - # skye.friends <3

@slytherinshua - # zanna.friends <3

@mirxzii - # roxie.friends <3

@wheeboo - # rania.friends <3

@fairyki - #nymah.friends <3

@gyuswhore - # em.friends <3

@hannyoontify - # kie.friends <3

@blue-jisungs - #axe.friends <3

@joonsytip - # sam.friends <3

@jeonwonwoo - # zay.friends <3

@shuaberriez - # aria.friends <3

@icyminghao - # noelle.friends <3

@ylliris-hanniehae - # ylliris.friends <3

@reikaryu - # rae.friends <3

@kyeomyun - # jada.friends <3

@userseokmins - # elv.friends <3

@leejungchans - # sol.friends <3

@odxrilove - # dori.friends <3

@h-ao - # sen.friends <3

@selenicives - # weiss.friends <3

@wonwoonlight - # khione.friends <3

@boosari - # buse.friends <3

@weird-bookworm - # sky.friends <3

anons

thank you very much to all of you for popping into my inbox to talk to me! it's very much appreciated, truly 💗

🎐 anon <3

💌 anon <3

🍒 anon <3

🐾 anon <3

🥡 anon <3

🌙 anon <3

🫧.anon <3

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winterchimez · 8 months

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Trouble makers on the discord??

(Sorry your group just looks so fun whenever you talk about them)

hiya anon!! honestly when i first received this ask i had to laugh for a bit cs it's hilarious how the dash knows how chaotic we can be behind the scenes lmao 😭 but without further ado, i shall grant the spotlight to the members of aka ally's b*llying squad ✨

(btw this is all for fun and we tease each other a lot, cs that's apparently our love language, so don't take it the wrong way LMAO)

@sungbeam - this is the OG little fella who likes to see me go down so badly cs she knows literally all of my deepest secrets and likes (even to my kinks), to the point that sometimes i hate how i can't fight back cs she BITES BACK HARDER with ✨ahem✨ certain sangyeon content/stuff that i don't think you would wanna know 🤡

@heemingyu - this girl. first approached me in the dms and we had such a fun sweet convo ngl, but somehow down the line idk how and when she begun sending me tons of daddy worthy sangyeon pics/vids bcs she basically enjoys me losing my shit all the time 😇 and now she's having way too much fun everyday to the point i gotta brace myself whenever i open the gc 😔

@invuwrld - mona joined us recently and ever since she did (and somehow listened to sana's advice), she has been enjoying watching me lose my shit as well 🤙 and SHE KNOWS. THE EXACT PICTURE THAT MAKES ME GO FERAL BUT WE DO NOT NEED TO TALK ABOUT THAT-

okay but in all honesty, i love these peeps a whole lot and apparently me losing my shit has been their source of entertainment, and as their unnie i shall grant them happiness i guess 😔

#❄️ — asks!#mutuals <3 #dearest beam ✨#sana 🍀#mona 🎐#lmao im sorry we're just as chaotic as tbz themselves 😭😭😭#but thank you anon for the fun ask!#also me lowkey exposing them 🤪

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astraystayyh · 4 months

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my biggest fear, is not honing deep enough relationships with the people I love because i’m not vulnerable enough :(

-🎐

you worrying about developing deep relationships already means that it is something you want to work towards!!! i also believe that the right people wouldn't pressure you so you'd open up right away, you'd meet each other halfway,,, because it is scary to be vulnerable, but it gets easier with time and with the ones we love. u can't completely bear yourself to someone from the get go, it's more of.. u reveal yourself a piece at a time until they finally have the full puzzle. do it on ur own terms!! those who love you will remain by your side until u are ready<3

#sahar's.asks <3 #🎐 anon

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midoribai · 8 months

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waa!! so many deaths...! have you ever imagined being part of that number, mr. midori? i've thought about it super recently,, if i ever died in some sort of accident, i'll just be another body to count..!

sure, people will be sad for a bit... but that doesn't really affect their lives, no? they'll go on about their days without ever sparing a glance at those bodies ever again... if the count rises they'll be scared! if it goes down they'll be relieved,, as if people aren't still dying...

ah,, sorry for rambling! i really need to get out of bed eheh,,

- squish / 🎐 anon (could i be 🎐 ?? i wonder if it's taken yet...)

"No, no. You understand. And plus.. I am part of those numbers. I'm legally dead. It's just so interesting to me.. all this talk about death."

"Although, I'm sure people would mourn you. And a few people.. I'm sure they remember me. It's about the legacy you leave behind. I've made my mark on the world.. and I don't think most people are that easy to forget."

#midori answers..! ☆#btw sure !!!! we only have you and bark anon here so u can be 🎐 anon :3

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amakumos · 2 years

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I just watched yazuru hanyu's hope and legacy and it was so beautiful?? the music and way he moves on the ice is so enchanting ig :0?

it looked like he won by a mile?? (idk how scoring works) and he looked so happy at the end!

currently watching the pyeongchang 2018 one! is there any more you'd recommend?

-🎐

YESSS hope and legacy is amazing my fav program of all time tbh <3 and yes he did !!!!

i have. Tons of programs id recommend but here r a few of my favourites !! <3 - beijing 2022 haru yo koi (yuzuru hanyu) - 4cc fate of the clockmaker (cha junhwan) - beijing 2022 gladiator (kaori sakamoto) - sochi 2014 parisienne walkways (yuzuru hanyu) - skate canada 2019 origin (yuzuru hanyu) - worlds 2021 ave maria (lee haein) - worlds 2021 the fire within (cha junhwan) - jnats 2021 rondo (yuzuru hanyu) - jnats 2021 heaven and earth (yuzuru hanyu)

#yuns asks #🎐 anon <3 #the way most of them r yuzu programs Yas i luv him #changed haeins sp to the 2021 one bc apparently u cant find. sp for worlds2022 yet so yas

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bbina · 24 days

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eunseok sungchan and taro the only sane people in the gc

- 🎐

LMFAOOOOOOOO the 3 maknaes being unhinged as usual

#the last 3 braincells of backstreet boys #mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: 🎐 anon

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poksmimi · 1 month

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shooting-love-arrows · 4 months

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Merry Christmas

-🎐

Dear 🎐 Anon,

Merry Christmas to you too 🎄

@shooting-love-arrows

#s.l.arrows answers <3 #🎐 anon <3

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fatuismooches · 4 months

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SMOOOOCHES!!! hello sweetheart!! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১

I hope you’ve been well since the last time I came on here!! (little update on my test results: everything came back clean except a few things came back indecisive but nothing to worry about! Chronic illness doesn’t seem to be getting any worse as of right now.) but asides from that here’s a little drabble as I was re-reading a few of my earlier drabbles from last year!

We know fragile!reader despises examinations and having to endure the painful injections every few weeks when Dottore batches up a new medicine. However, what if it backfires completely? Causing fragile!reader to be in an even weaker condition, barely able to move and clinging onto Dottore as tightly as they can. Perhaps running a fever, feeling miserable as they feel as if though their whole body is being pricked by thousands of needles as they shake from their fever. Dottore would try his best to not let his emotions show, but deep down he’s panicking and trying to figure out how he can cancel out the current “medicine” running through their body. To say Dottore feels guilt is an understatement, he knows that any medicine that they take can easily backfire quickly, but he never would’ve thought the symptoms would be so severe. :( once their condition stabilizes I like to think Dottore keeps them close for at least a few days, just to make sure everything is fine. Even if it means they’ll be all clingy to him, he’d rather they be safe and alive rather than induced in a coma once again.

A bit of fluff: I like to think Zandy definitely also tries to cheer you up after the whole ordeal. He’s not sure why you weren’t visiting or reading books to him anymore, other than that “you were busy with Dottore”, is what you had told him. But even the little baby knows you look more weaker (even if it’s been a few days, your condition had still worsened anyways). So perhaps he tries to draw you adorable silly drawings, and also show you his “safe” experiments. (Lest he get a scolding from Zandik or the clones again…)

‘m giving you so many chu chus n cuddles like always smooches hehe gonna make your cheeks all rosy pinky! <33 I hope you have a lovely day n spend it with a smile like always!

-from your dear boo boo bear 🎐 anon! ౨ৎ

HELLO MY DEAR 🎐 ANON!! Ahh I'm so glad your results were okay! I'm so happy for you and for getting through all of this! *hugs you* And I LOVE this brainrot! ❤️ I've always brainrotted about this idea hehe because angst of Dottore failing... teehee.

Dottore, being the skilled scholar he is, never fails to concoct new medications and treatments for you in hopes of creating something that sticks, along with the actual cure. These meds always go through a few rounds of testing, on his experiments of course (as you said before) but sometimes there is only so little that can be done. After all, your body is very different from the average person's. So, there have been times when the things he's given you didn't agree with your body very well, but they were never anything drastic. However, that was until this instance.

Dottore is a confident man. He's smart, he plans ten steps ahead, and things always go exactly as he orchestrated or predicted them to. So that's why he expected nothing different to be with this batch, maybe you'd have a few minor side effects that he'd note and so on, but he expected you to be fine, to then whine about how all of this was so much work, and he'd only hum at your complains to which you'd pout at. In the beginning, you seemed fine. Looked fine, your vitals were fine. But in a matter of minutes, when you got off the operating table, all of that changed, as dizziness and blurriness.

You tried to wave off Dottore's concern, observing your worsened state immediately, but your resistance was futile as your knees buckled, though your husband caught you before you could fall. Your skin was on fire, sapping away your strength as you couldn't even bring your hand up to stop your hacking and coughing. You try to speak but everything hurts far too much for you to muster your words, and you can barely process the muffled voices, footsteps against the floor, and hands running over your body (he must have called a few segments in too.) You pass out soon after, unable to see the blank look on Dottore's face, how his hands don't shake, how he is unfaltering and flawless in his steady work to counteract what he put in his body. Unable to see what only you can see - what he's really feeling underneath everything.

You don't wake up until a few days later, to which Dottore spent trying to figure out where he went wrong constructing this medication. If only he had been more careful, if he had run more tests, perhaps this may not have happened. Perhaps he wouldn't be the cause of your even weaker state. But even when you wake up, you just smile at him, assuring him that you're okay. You'd never blame him. Even though this was all this fault. He despises it sometimes, how you're so kind and forgiving. It's a weakness.

Sure, Dottore has a lot of work to be done, and having you around so much serves as a distraction to his work... but he'll let it slide. Just for a bit. At least it is a reminder to him that you're not permanently sleeping again.

Zandy, despite being left out of the loop many times, mostly due to your insistence that he not be burdened with your own troubles, can still sense something is wrong after a while. Yes, he's a child, but he's a rather smart one. And a very attentive one when it comes to his favorite person, you. He can see how much time you spend for "check-ups" with the segments and Prime now, far more than what it used to be... how you always look exhausted but force yourself to perk up and smile around him, assuring him you'll play with him "next time", even though numerous "next times" have passed. Zandy doesn't know the exact details, but that's okay, he can see what you're going through. So obviously he's going to try and make you smile! In the time he's not with you, he spends it doing all the things you like to do too. Drawing you two together of course, in a happy little house in Sumeru where the two of you play outside together all day with no worries! Maybe he even tried baking by himself to surprise you with something yummy (quickly stopped by a segment before he hurt himself or perhaps blew up the lab.) Maybe the child should take up sewing... maybe he can sew a little Puffttore squish ball for you! Oh, but you always told him to stay away from needles... well, it's okay if you don't find out until after the fact, right?

#smooches talks #🎐 anon #fragile reader <3 #dottore love notes <3 #zandy bb <3 #giving you a million more chu chus!! and cuddles!!#i always luv luv ur brainrots!#only one post for tonight bc im eepy

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itoshi-s · 1 year

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YOUR SAE ART OMG

he's soo FVSBANNSA

Thank you for this zari 🫶🫶

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babYYYYYYY THANK U </3333 sob it took way 2 long but hes too pretty i just .. had to afdlhfsak

#✧.* ✉ zari’s mail: 🎐anon #sorry i deleted it LOL it wouldnt go in the tags but it still didnt so ig </3 #tumblr hates me #tysm tho bbie i'm glad u like it !!!!!!!!!:>

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fairyhaos · 11 months

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"if anyone else wants to come and discuss the colours i put for the members in my inbox.... yall can RUN here i wanna talk about it so bad" all you had to do was ask, yena <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)>

i actually don't know if i have synesthesia (but when i was a kid i would associate personalities(?) with the letters of the alphabet as well as numbers ? ? idk how to explain it but 3 would be this rly sweet character whereas the number 4 would be a bit on the shyer/quieter side,,, does that make sense ? bye where is this going O⁠_⁠o) but when i first saw ur post about cheol being burgundy it was just so,,, aaa idk it just made so much sense ? it was so intriguing that my mind had already associated certain colors w some of them and idk you gave me something really interesting to think about ! ! i even ended up writing something for the 95line bcs i was so inspired !!

i chose wine red for cheol (i was so close to picking burgundy lmao), pastel pink for hannie and silver for shua <3 i made some of my irls even read that stuff and they liked it so will it be ok if i share it w you too ? ? i don't mind sending it to you on anon bcs i just wrote that for fun and quite frankly i don't think it's worth stealing anyway lmao ⊙⁠.⁠☉ but yeah !! pls lmk if you'd like to read those bcs this already got so long and i spoke nothing of value here rip,, and oh do you have any emoji anons ? i would like to be 🎐 anon if that's okay ? if not, then that's fine too >:) i hope ur day has been treating you well so far !! <3

hii omg let's talk colours!!

ive never seen someone associate numbers w personalities before (then again i literally know NO ONE else with synaesthesia lmao) but that's really interesting! all i know is that the even numbers are some form of orange/brown/yellow/red for me

i think synaesthesia is So intriguing and when i was a child i didn't even realize it was not normal to see colours for people and words until i told it to others and they were like "wait what, that's not normal" so yeah, im glad it gave you something to think about too!

wine red and burgundy omg you and me 🫶🫶🫶 that really is so close! the jihan colours are also vv interesting,, jeonghan as pink is something i can definitely see haha but for me jeonghan is literally everything colour and also transparent and clear at the same time so

and joshua! i have shua's synaesthesia just sitting in my drafts basically BEGGING for someone to request it bc i. i love his colour so much and it's so strong and even though i can't find any colour on earth that looks like the colour in my head perfectly i still love it so much. i think you'll love it too when i post it bc... again there's a crazy similarity here (but kinda in a different way,,, you'll have to see what i mean later on HAHA)

i would LOVE to see your writing for the 95 line! seeing the reasoning/ the feelings of the colours and how you describe it interests me so much. ive always wanted someone to share colours and reasoning of colours with, so of course!!!

this is such a long answer haha but also yes you can definitely be 🎐anon! i have a couple of named anons i think? but i haven't heard from any of them apart from the first ask they sent me so im not too sure <3

hope you're doing well too!

#fairyhaos.answers #🎐.anon <3 #you dont wanna know how long it took me to find thay emoji lmao #ask #anon ask #lovely anon <3

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