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#๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘ lesbian behaviour
positivityforlesbians ยท 2 years
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if you always knew you liked women you are not a late bloomer anon. What you lived with that is just denial/being closeted. not to start discourse ๐Ÿ˜‘ and yeah I get what you mean, feeling isolated online by all this lesbophobia
Ah yes you're correct ! Late bloomer lesbians are those who realise later in life who they truly are, though they might have been close to the truth the entire time. Knowing it but simultaneously not entirely acknowledging the fact that you're a lesbian and not using that word, out of internalised homophobia, is denial indeed more than being a late bloomer.
This reminds me that, and it may be wishful thinking, I think my crush might be a future late bloomer lesbian. I learned recently that she has a boyfriend but she expresses no joy or enthusiasm about him or any man. She only ever mentioned his existence twice in the past seven or eight months (the second time being only a week and a half ago) and I'm generous because the first time he was briefly brought up by someone else saying she got lucky she could get this apartment thanks to (dude's name, so the fact he was the boyfriend was not certain) and she mumbled an unenthusiastic "yes" or 'hmm" and moved on. She also completely flew the scene when a very bold straight woman mentioned straight sex and said she "didn't even enjoy toys and needed the real thing" and was trying to get infos from us all about our sex lives (only women at this precise moment). She made her uncomfortable enough to make her visibly leave because of what she was babbling about and I thought it was cute. Even I didn't leave and I was in danger, lol.
I cannot even picture her with a boyfriend as it seems so ... wrong ? She is more masculine in style and even behaviours to the point I saw her one day with her hair tied, revealing a badass neat undercut, and instantly changed my mind about the dude and thought that when his name was mentioned it didn't mean he was her boyfriend (denial, denial). Fast forward recently and it was confirmed she has a boyfriend and still it doesn't add up. I will need to see her in love with this man, being affectionate toward him and have sex with him to admit defeat. If you'd see her you would feel the same way. I swear to whoever - whatever - she could be a late bloomer lesbian, this woman doesn't know she's one of us, this is the only explanation that is right in my mind. I've never seen someone being so emotionally detached from men, so bored, interacting with them like they're her bros (this is probably linked to her being gnc I'd say), etc, and yet have a boyfriend, who she never expresses love toward. Again all this might be wishful thinking but my gaydar is telling me something and I cannot pretend it's silent. If I'm right it's sad though because it means she's not living authentically right now, which, is the vibe I'm strongly getting.
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lesbianazuna ยท 3 years
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michiru putting a picture of nazuna in her wallet: I will pepper in the fact that i am gay :)
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