#😭😭😭shut up ily

[nymphaforesta]

taking cute selfies and forgetting about posting them: done ✓

#how gorgeous you are #work was v nice #i just sent them to my mum #a boost of self confidence #😭😭😭shut up ily

[trashlie]

I haven't talked Stalkyoo - or even ILY, period - in a LONG while here on tumblr and a lot of it had to do with the funk I was going through, the lack of energy I had and the inability to really gather my thoughts and force myself to be cohesive enough to actually put them down, but like I said, I've felt myself coming alive again, and with that, I've found myself falling back into my comfort zones of picking at ILY and the themes I love, the parallels, the juxtapositions, and yes, all the minute details that make Stalkyoo so special, what it is about them within the constraints of their universe that is so appealing.

We all know I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about the purpose the Shinlyssa flashback serves, especially in serving to illustrate just how deeply Nol has hurt Shinae in doing to her what Alyssa had already done before, and why it's so significant that she is willing to forgive him and let him go at that time. As the story moves on from that night, we know that flashback inserted at that pont serves to help us better understand the things Alyssa doesn't reveal - the implication that she lives in an abusive home, that she is gay, that her desire to be popular is more about filling a psychological unmet need to be loved - as we watch her arc set up for the post-time skip second season.

But crucially, the flashback reinforces that Shinae fell for Nol for the same reason he fell for her: he made her feel special.

Shinae's trauma about her past with Alyssa, head injury aside, was that she didn't understand why. It was that Alyssa was special to her but she felt like Alyssa cast her aside, like the feeling wasn't mutual. Even regarding Rika and Maya, until she finally talked things out, she felt like she was just... there, that she didn't mean anything. Her mother left and took her sister and then what. Never calls, never writes, not even birthday cards or even a postcard??? Of course a child will feel like she was discarded, the unwanted one!

Shinae is so used to feeling like she is replaceable, easy to toss away and forget about, not worth a second thought or glance.

And then comes this earnest, handsome guy SO KEEN on getting under her skin, into her head, earning her friendship, and though it annoys her at first, he grows on her. She starts to VALUE it, his actions. She finds herself missing it when he changes and withdraws, aware of the change but uncertain of exactly what is different. As he pulls away she finds that she's the one doing the chasing now.

He made her feel like she's special. Like she matters. Like there is some kind of great value to her. How could she not fall for the person who made her feel seen when she was so used to blending in and taking up as little space as possible?

The juxtaposition of the Shinlyssa flashback set against Shinae and Nol's feelings finally bubbling to the surface is SO! GOOD!!!! Because Alyssa had such a lasting impact on Shinae! It was a ghost haunting her, following her into high school, clinging to her even when she met Nol. That hurt she carried, that scar she still hides, reminded her over and over how easy it was to discard her, how easy it was to throw her away.

And Nol proved to her (what we know to be true for Alyssa) that it isn't true, that she isn't, in fact, so easy to discard, that she is someone special, that she means something.

To insert the flashback that reinforces why Shinae believed herself so easy to discard on the cusp of Shinae and Nol's feelings for each other finally bubbling to the surface is to reinforce exactly how these two fell for each other in the first place: in the shadows where no one was paying attention, they saw each other, and they cared.

And GOD it's so SO SO beautiful 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭💕

#I Love Yoo #ILY Brainrot #Stalkyoo #Aegi #Shinae Yoo #Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn #sobs i refuse to shut up about this lmao #it's just!!!!!!! #THE JUXTAPOSITION #!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #the incident that convinced Shinae she's so easily discarded #and the boy who proved she's not #that night would have been so different if only she was #he certainly wouldn't be covered in bandages if only she was so easy to throw away huh #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and if we wanna get REAL deep into it #would alyssa ever have been so drawn to a boy who had a smile that reminded her of the girl who made things so hard for her? #if Shinae was so easy to throw away Alyssa never would have had that mess EITHER! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and i HAVE to believe that leaving her wasn't easy for her mom cos any other alternative makes me wanna sob #SHINAE BABE YOU WERE *NEVER* EASY TO THROW AWAY #YOU WERE NEVER EASY TO DISCARD #Alyssa and Nol could bond over this truth #sobs

[jinkoh]

Omg 🥺 i love how you said you have a follower for each day of the year- that was so cute- but my immediate thought was '365 so fresh' bhehbabha- triple h brain rot ebhahba- Anyways!! Congrats!! You deserve all of them and more 🥺💖💖 You're a fantastic writer and I hope you never forget that 🥺💖 and hope more and more people see & recognize that and follow you too 🥺💖 Congratulations!!

Ooh that's so cute 😭😭♥️ I guess it's the perfect time to finally finish my 365 fresh AU to celebrate this~

Thank you, Kate🥺 You're really the sweetest person<3

#also 🥺😭 i saw that you read the prologue 😭😭😭 #tysm for reading it and leaving such sweet and detailed tags #that really means the world to me 😭😭 #also i am glad you like hatter& hare bc alicia and i love them so so much and it's just sweet to know someone else does too #also i am so sorry that *someone* has freaked you out--i regret to say that you probably haven’t even seen the worst of him yet #(but he is also v cute actually i promise) #(cutest psychopath you'll meet) #anyway i will shut up now #but tysm for supporting me sm irdk how i deserve an amazing friend like you 😭😭 #ily♥️♥️ #ask.kebbi #kate💖💖

[autistic-katara]

they shouldn’t let that special interest i had in babies and pregnancy nd stuff come back until i’m a financially stable adult in a long term relationship

#or at least like know someone my interest in the topic would help 😭 #stg brain ily for bringing back a special interest that requires a will to live but what am i supposed to do with it #at least last time it was during the period of my life when my mum was either pregnant or had a baby/toddler for like 7 years straight #but what am i supposed to do with it now 😭 #there is a time and place for an interest in this stuff and it’s not while i’m 15 who knows no pregnant ppl except maybe my cat in a few #months #(we’re bringing my sister’s friend’s cat over behind our dad’s back bcz it’s 5 against 1 here) #(more against 1 if we count the friends who own the cat and many other ppl) #idk #cw pregnancy mention #ryan shut the fuck up

[kittyandco]

why *not* f/o them? life is about fun!! 📢📢📢

I KNOW BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT

#i know time to follow my own advice!!! #SHUT UP ANON ILY 😭😭😭 #asks

[lexyscross]

I just realized that Mindy probably got stabbed because she wouldn't quit accusing Ethan of being Ghostface, and they had to shut her up. 😐

#ILY MINDY BUT GIRL SHUT TF UP IN THAT SITUATION!!! 😭😭 #mindy meeks martin #ethan landry #quinn bailey #scream vi #scream 6 #scream series #commentary: scream series #text post #scream vi spoilers #scream 6 spoilers

[devoti]

i feel like i constantly spam your notifs and i am so sorry about that babie but everything you reblog is either so funny or so interesting i just can't help but check your blog everyday you're like my morning newspaper or something 😭

NEVER BE SORRY !! I LOVE IT WHEN YOU SPAM AND ADD YOUR SILLY LITTLE TAGS

#🗑. asks #SHUT UP ILY 😭😭 #i love love love seeing you in my notifs and i very unashamedly will stalk you as well soooo <3 #giving you a billion kisses (naoya's jealous)

[crackedmultifandom]

yk what yeah ofc nancy’s kinda confused in s4 regarding her feelings towards steve & steve us kinda confused regarding his feelings towards nancy. nancy and jonathan obviously have some stuff going on, steve is frustrated bc he can’t seem to find the right girl. and then they have to fight for their lives and are scared of dying while doing so, and then fucking everyone around them is like “uhhh do you still love each other!? 🤭” and everyone’s pushing it and hyping it up and everything’s falling apart around them. so yeah, they’re both confused and scared. leave them alone and let them grow without getting back together.

(friendly reminder; maya said that she doesn’t think that nancy and steve & nancy and jonathan belong together. she’s a ronance truther, she’s one of us! <3)

#ily eddie #but what was that weird ass talk in the forest about 💀 #ofc nancy jumped in after steve #they’re broken up #they don’t hate each other #also robin pushing it with the #platonic with capital P #pls shut up 😭 #it was so annoying #I gotta be honest #I looked away and muted my tv every time st*ncy interacted 💀 #also dunstin in the car?? #y’all gotta stop #nancy wheeler #steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #dustin henderson #anti stancy #stranger things #maya hawke #u’re a real one #jancy #kinda anti jancy? #idk how to feel about them #jonathan byers

[celamoon]

Rereading the first Matsuda x reader on the ao3 tag n going 🤨 bunny what’re you doing dere

#oh their fic but not mine ?!?!???? 😭 /j #shut up cressie no one cares- #I’m kidding bunny ily all of my Matsuda fics r oc inserts #well not the first three but they’re relevant somehow

[ox1-lovesick]

i will now be taking an indefinite hiatus to recover mentally

#OH MY LORDY LORD #CHOI YEONJUN THE MAN YOU ARE #HE LITERALLY ATE THAT UP!!!! #HYUKA TOO I COULD NOT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM' #THE SONG IS SO GROOVY #IM SCREAMING #THEY LOOK SO GOOD #THEY ALL LOOK LIKE THEY WERE HAVING SO MUCH FUN 😭😢 #MY BABIES #literally my past and my present #if only i knew he was into indians #GINGER YYJYJJJYJYJYYSXU Ily #MY SOOBIE #HE'S SO PRETTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #TYUN AND HIS BOBA EYES ANAD AND HIS PRETTY FACE *explodes* #I wish gyu got some more screen time but 😭 i'm so happy #pulled an all nighter for this it's 6 am #MY LOVES !!!!! #I will never shut up about this

[lanarchive]

aaron confirming the colours of the third kit, this man does one interview a day

#like ily but shut up 😭 #he’s funny tho so i cant complain

[amarakaran]

#the gang’s all here. #ty besties ily 💕💕💕 #what did i do to deserve u all 😭 #personal #shut up sunny #ru #rao #muskan #tansu #lovely mutuals

[cat--boy]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on and send this to ten of your followers who makes you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. if you get one back, even better! ♡

hehe thank you <3

#i still dont do these 😭 but it was nice of you ily #jester 🃏 #it never shuts up

[ramudamemura]

my favorite part of once upon a time in shibuya is the part where dice is like let’s come back next year!!! and gentaro is just like no thank you 😭 they r so funny

#favorite other than the yoyoyo part ofc #these fucking idiots 😭 ily gendice #shut up diana

[autistic-katara]

aww fuck just remembered i’m seeing ppl tomorrow

#is this a “fuck yeah my friends :D” thing or a “fuckkkk i don’t have the energy to mask all day” thing? yes #ily guys but i have to do that with everyone 😭 #i am unable to be normal atm and have severe abandonment issues so despite the fact that we all got the ‘tism i do have to attempt to be #normal #oh also it’s 1:44am rn and i have to leave by 10 so :p #ryan shut the fuck up

[kiroshang]

JSKSSK UR TAGS ON THAT CHAPTER MAKE MY HEART GO 💞💞💞

SERIOUSLY I ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO THEM AND I GET SO EXCITED WHEN I SEE YOU IN MY NOTIFS!!

oh also! it’s totally fine that u don’t know much about marvel bc i’ll be describing it all anyways so don’t worry!!

IM SO SO GLAD U ENJOYED IT !!!

OMG ILY GLOSSY 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

#🎬. yoshi shut up!! #🍥. mooties ^ ^ / #🫂. asks #ACKKKKK #YOU'RE SUCH A SWEETHEART ILY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #YOUR FICS ND POSTS ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY TBHHH everything i read from you is crazy /pos and like URHGJFH IT'S JUS SO WOW