one aspect of schizophrenia i dont see talked about very much is one that is, in my experience, the most personally upsetting. and thats the breakdown of word articulation. as i write this i'm havign trouble even putting words to describe how its hard to put words.
i used to be a prolific (fanfiction) writer. i can barely formulate tumblr posts at this point. it's not even that i was a particularly good writer, but it came so easily to me to put words on paper. i've always been a little bad at talking out loud due to my autism, but that used to be much better too.
it's just genuinely upsetting to me. i would trade my medication out in a heartbeat if there was one that treated this instead of my positive symptoms, my ability to pass as 'normal' be damned.
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OK SO DURING JIMMYS STREAM WITH GRIAN THERE WAS A TON OF HINTS TO THE LIFE SERIES AND GRIAN SAID HE HAD TO GO BECAUSE IT WAS TIME TO "PREPARE FOR THE THING" THERES BEEN SO MUCH HINTING FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES RECENTLY BUT LIKE IDK I FEEL LIKE IT MIGHT BE BEING RECORDED TOMMOROW.. okay so jimmy said he wouldn't stream tommorow grian said he would be busy preparing tonight for the thing, pearl said she couldn't stream on Monday because SOMETHING was conflicting with it and she would need sleep After, scar tweeted a traffic lights gif on twitter, bdubs changed his minecraft skin, and Geminitay tweeted photos with the captions❤️💛💚
UPDATE: TANGO JUST POSTED ON HIS TWITTER "IMPORTANT RECORDING TOMMOROW AFTERNOON" OMG WAS MY THEORY ACTUALLY RIGHT?!?!
GUYS THINK ITS BEING RECORDED TOMMOROW!?!?!
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oh don't mind me, just thinking about how each winner teamed with the previous one in at least one series. all expect scar. the guy with no friends. and you wanna know why? because he teamed with the first one.
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Havent seen anyone mention this one yet
Cleos ep 05 secret life 24:50 regarding bdubs moving in
Etho: We didn't tell you this grian but it's kinda a foursome, sorta
Cleo: uh excuse me, I didn't agree to that
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Since I have a HUGE art block I'll post this old pic here :P
It didn't get much love on my reddit and ig so why not post it again
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Teba rocking them traffic lights 🚦
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who keeps making the brain twinge like they want to front, stop doing that
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OMG ITS HAPPENING OMFG AHHHHHHH WHAT I WAS NOT READY WTF GEHWHRBWIWJBDBEJWKJD
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Traffic light trio wip cuz they have rotten in my brain
I’m also have a new style ig. -💫
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