#'tubbo what am i without you' 'yourself'

[dyketubbo]

goes insane thinking abt how c!clingyduo are codependent to its best and to its worst

#tommy could turn into a horrible person and in the end tubbo would still want to be his friend and be by his side #tubbo could be at his worst and tommy in the end would still open his arms and believe that once its all over tubbo will hug him as- #-tight as he always did #they are not always there for each other but they will always want to be . you may be able to separate them but they are also #permanently apart of each other and they will forever be each others best friend and believe that the other is the best person they have- #-ever known. even when theyre at their worst even when they arent friends theyre still best friends maybe even brothers #they are each others paragon and each others uplift and downfall and they will always be tommy and tubbo tubbo and tommy #what am i without you yourself but also they are so intristically tied into who the other one is that without the other they lose a piece- #-of themselves #they bring out each others virtues and deepend each others flaws and in the end its them against the world #and neither could bear to be in a world without the other in it #their palms scar and scab and callous over and they lose fingers and yet their hands find each other all the same #sorry im saying nonsense its 6am and i got emotional but like #them ok . im going to go explode into pieces now #mask mews #clingyduo #dsmp #tubbo #tommy

[lowkeyrobin]

Hellooo, I was wondering if you could do MCYT with an S/O who has ADHD? (Mostly hyperfixates on horror games, etc.) I personally have a bad habit of walking around till my legs are sore (my leg has been sore for the past three days please help I can't get rid of this energy ahh-) and how MCYT would react to that/stop Y/N from. Doing that lol

HELP THIS IS SO REAL BAHAHHAHABA ; thank you for the request 🫶🫶 ; sorry if anything seems a little wrong, I'm kinda looking into if I have adhd but obv idk and I'm not diagnosing myself, but I obviously am not diagnosed so I don't know the full ins and outs and I know it's a spectrum, so uh yeah 👍 hopefully I did good lol

MCYT ; ADHD shenanigans

includes ; tommyinnit, tubbo, ranboo, badlinu, nihachu & quackity

warnings ; language

masterlist

TOMMYINNIT

he'll walk into your stream, sit down, look at your screen, then blankly stare at you when he realizes what you're playing

"Dude. are you streaming FNAF again?"

you nod with a smile "yupppp"

he spends the rest of your stream talking to chat and trying to scare you more

you're just talking about the lore and shit and he's loosely hanging onto it LMAO

if you're just like pacing around the house he'll look up at you like "bro you okay?"

will genuinely join in as well, he's always got the energy

he doesn't mean to enable like hurting yourself to a point, but once he realizes he is kind of enabling it he'll immediately stop

"sit down, here, skip leg day for once, focus on those noodle arms of yours"

"says you! the fuck?"

TUBBO

he'll walk into your bedroom for the first time in like a month and just see posters and little trinkets and merch of your new fixation and be like "christ, man"

"I'm a little hyperfixated"

"I see that. also considering the 150 hours worth of streams you've put into FNAF, yeah..."

he gets you a vr headset and buys you the fnaf vr games.

he doesn't understand how you have so much energy but it's whatever

"dude, sit down, your legs are gonna fall off, you've been pacing for like three hours! drink some water at least"

"tubbo, I can't! I have too much energy and I can't get rid of it"

that commences three hours of wrestling in the living room 💀🙏

RANBOO

let's you rant about your fixations and the lore and whatnot

I mean they won't deny that the Blair Witch Project video game is really good

they even buy you posters of the Blair Witch Project movie and video game (we don't talk about the movies after the first...)

even gets you merch off the official game site too (if that exists? I'm not sure istg there was merch tho)

they start to get a little fixated on it too considering they love hearing about the lore and theories from you and stuff

they even play it on stream and dedicate it to you

"thanks for the content y/n"

when you're running through the house, he'll race with you for a while before finding some other ways for you to release energy without making yourself sore

at one point he just gives you coffee that way you'll crash and burn after a few hours

I mean at least you don't feel like your legs are about to pop off your body

FREDDIE BADLINU

invested in the resident evil lore because of you

"I saw this and thought of you" AND ITS A LEON KENNEDY EDIT LMFAOOO

I mean yeah

loves hearing you rant about the games and everything, he could listen to you talk for hours

when you're all strung up on energy he also enables it without realizing at first

when he can tell it's more than just being energetic he'll help you find ways to calm down

if need be, he'll read to you, instant sleep I swear

or when he starts talking you'll be fully invested in his words

"yknow, Google listed among us as a horror game and I really cannot-"

NIKI NIHACHU

the amount of dead by daylight merch and the amount of money that you've spent on it is kinda concerning

but she loves listening to you rant about how the kill animations are so awesome and about new maps and characters and dlcs

I mean it's your current fixation, of course she'd listen to every single word you'd have to say

she even plays with you on stream a lot as well

when you're strung up on energy, she'll take you out for a run, you're like a dog on a leash though because she's not trying to lose you

"niki, come on! I wanna see the water snakes!"

"I'm coming, I can't sprint like you do, darling!"

QUACKITY

"of all the games, why is five nights at freddy's the one you're fixated on?"

he loves hearing you rant and explain lore and theories to him tho

genuine love language

he'll even play it on stream with you

"and the purple guy basically killed all the kids, and the kids basically scared him into the springlock suit and it literally killed him so he possesses that suit now-"

he'll just joke about the amount of energy you have

like Ranboo, will serve you coffee so you can crash and burn considering you end up begging him to help you

#lowkeyrobin #mcyt x reader #mcyt preferences #mcyt oneshot #tommyinnit x reader #quackity x reader #ranboo x reader #badlinu x reader #tubbo x reader #freddie badlinu x reader #niki nihachu x reader #nihachu x reader #gn reader #gender neutral reader #they/them reader

[thatrainylife]

sometimes i just watch old c!clingyduo clips and want to curl up into a ball and cry. i think about the animatics and the fanart and that stupid bench and those stupid discs, pogtopia, the exile, the compasses. tubbo thinking tommy's dead, but then he comes back. twice. and those silly dreams of flying to the moon and healing together. i'm so ill over them and i don't know if i will ever stop being obsessed its a PROBLEM

"i know I haven't always been the best, but thank you for sticking with me-"

("dream please detain and escort tommy out of my country")

"you've been alright!"

("the discs were worth more than you ever were")

"thank you, for everything"

"it's alright :D"

(“what is this… pillar? why is it all blown up? what did he- surely not…")

_

"what am I without you?"

"yourself"

_

"Tubbo, even though for this entire server I've always regarded you as my sidekick. But really Tubbo, I was your sidekick. Please don't go."

(sad-ist, biscuitcrow, crinklepun)

#c!clingyduo #clingyduo brainrot #dsmp #still in my dsmp phase after all these years im so cringe #so ill about them #c!tommy #c!tubbo #clingyduo #exile arc #dream smp #tommyinnit #tubbo #dsmp lore #they're everything #they changed my brain chemistry #sorry i just get in a MOOD ABOUT THEM SOMETIMES #IT COMES OUT OF NOWHERE #CRINGE ON MAIN #BUT I LOVE THEM ALWAYS #dsmp quotes #c!clingyduo quotes #clingyduo quotes

[bronzetomatoes]

"What am I without you?"

"Yourself"

Okay so is it that he can live on without him? That he'll heal eventually and it's not worth both of their lives to save him? That he'll still be himself? Is it they've been kept apart so long and been through as much separated as they had been together? That they're no longer what they once were, that they were made into people apart from one another, that they're no longer two halves of a whole, but forced to adapt into whole units on their own without the other to lean on? That he's himself without Tubbo because, gradually, since the first exile, he had had to be in order to survive? Is it that Tommy's different around Tubbo, in any positive, negative, neutral, grounded, insane way that it may be? That he's a different person not in just in Tubbo's company, but as effect of having him in his life? That without him, he wouldn't be the same, and without Tubbo would he finally revert back to himself?

What is Tommy without Tubbo? Functional? What is Tommy without Tubbo? Changed? What is Tommy without Tubbo? A stranger?

#look anika's talking! #mcyt #tommyinnit #tubbo #i need to go to BEDDDD bro #dsmp meta

[cupcraft]

#dsmp #cup.clingyduo #dorry

[keirawantstocry]

poly morning crew but tubbo is insecure about his height and fitpac are trying to help him be less insecure about it :)

this got so incredibly off track i literally see one word and run with things swear down

hiii, um I kinda took this and ran with it? I will upfront say I am not a trans man but i am trans so i drew on my own personal experience to write this and dont mean to write anything… incorrect or anything of the sort <3 and if anyone reads this and i have accidently ending up portraying something incorrectly pls tell me immediately so i can rewrite

Most days Tubbo was fine with being trans. It was just part of who he was, like his brown hair or any of his birthmarks. Other days it bugged him. How much shorter he was compared to some of the other guys. How soft his body was. But he was fine. He wouldn't fucking talk to somebody about it, wasn't that big of a deal anyway. Nobody even noticed when he had his off days, Phil was focused on a thousand other things and the annoying voice of his husband in his head just prattled on and on about dumb shit before disappearing. 

He was working out when it hit him. A wave of dysphoria so strong he physically bent over and closed his eyes. Mentally he swore. Horrible timing. Pac was supposed to be over in less than à few minutes and he could barely stand without seeing himself and feeling sick. 

Speak of the devil, he thought as the doorbell rang and Pac's animated voice slid it's way through the house. “Tubboooo.” 

Tubbo groaned but he had no choice. Laying down the weights he had been using, he headed over to the door to let Pac inside. 

“Hey, Pac.” The man looked fucking gorgeous as per usual. It would sour Tubbo's mood if he wasn't so attracted to him. His infectious smile spread to Tubbo's face as they embraced. “It's good to see you, man.” 

It was easy at first, hiding the nasty self hatred boiling in his gut. Unfortunately Pac was incredibly more attuned to his feelings then either Phil or Tommy. “What's wrong?” he asked as they sat down on the couch together. 

“Nothing,” Tubbo blustered, avoiding his eyes. 

“Tubbo,” he said in an uncharacteristic stern voice. It softened again as he gently took Tubbo's face in his hands and turned his head to look at him. “What's wrong, meu bem?” 

With a long sigh, Tubbo accepted his fate. “I just feel like shit about myself today.” 

Pac's head tilted in curiosity. “Why?” 

“Honestly, I'm not sure what triggered it.” 

“But what do you feel shit about?” Pac took a second to look around, trying to find his words, his warm hands still against his cheeks. “What about yourself?” 

Tubbo laughed lightly, trying to shove down the churning in his stomach. “My body. I just wish… I wish I was born a guy.” Bile rose in his throat as he tried to choke down the shame. He hated being vulnerable especially with someone that he cared so much about. He met his eyes trying to gauge his reaction. The expression he was met with was one of pure confusion.

“I'm sorry I don't understand.” 

“I'm trans," he said as bluntly as he could.

Pac just blinked at him slowly as if trying to comprehend the words coming out of his mouth. “That doesn't make you any less of a man.” 

“Easy for you to say that,” Tubbo scoffed. 

Unexpectedly Pac laughed as if it was one of the funniest things he had heard all day. “You do know I'm trans right?” 

Tubbo stared at him as he felt his brain short circuit. “What? No, I didn't fucking know that what the fuck.” Surprised laughter was bubbling its way out of his chest before he could stop it. The shame was dissipating at the speed of light because here was one of the prettiest, most attractive men he’d ever known and he was just like him. 

He laughed again before bringing his hands up to grab Pac’s face and kiss him firmly on the lips. Pac giggled into his mouth before kissing him back, sliding his hands into Tubbo’s hair. The kisses were sloppy, more shared laughter and wet open mouths than anything. But it felt so good, so right. 

They finally stopped kissing and Tubbo realized that somehow they had ended up laying back on top of each other on the couch. “How did I not know you were trans?” he said, still in awe. 

Pac laughed, light and airy. “You hate me and don’t pay attention to me.” 

“Shut the fuck up.” Then for good measure he kissed him again to truly shut him up. Warmth had replaced the feeling in his gut and was now spreading through his entire body. For the first time he felt good about it; not bad, not neutral but good.

#qsmp #my writing #fanfiction #q!tubbo #q!pac #pacbo #TRANS TUBBO AGENDA #everyone is trans in my mind #so hey if someone wants to see a part two with fit telling tubbo that hes also trans then i meannnn

[anchortattoo]

c!clingyduo/c!tommy having the most emotional and tearjerking lines ever whilst c!tntduo having the gayest ☠️

tommy: what am i without you?

tubbo: yourself?

tommy: i’m with you

tubbo: till the end of the world

phil (referring to wilbur): he’s been lost but he’s found himself

tommy: and i will too

and then there’s

“I’ll be out of your hair, you’ll never have to think about me again, I-”

“I don’t think about you at all.” Quackity replied, Wilbur’s face plummeted.

Wilbur recoiled with a groan and slumped down to his knees. “Quackity, please I can fix this.” he stuttered.

wilbur: look at me, look at me- i am your servant. quackity look me in the eyes. i. am. your. servant- i am at your service.

wilbur: did you see the look in his eyes? god it was cool! it was cool. i was about to say it was hot but that would be wrong.

tommy: listen before we keep going- you don’t have a crush on big q do you cause that’s what it feels like-

wilbur: i have a complicated relationship with big q but i don’t think it’s at that stage level yet

wilbur (referring to quackity): he’s a hard man to refuse!

THIS IS MINECRAFT LORE WHERE YOURE GETTING TERRORISED BY SOME GREEN GUY EVERYDAY AND POLITICS NOT A PRIDE PARADE GET OUT

#tntduo #ctntduo #tnt duo #tntblr #quackbur #wilbur soot #quackity #tommyinnit #tommy and tubbo #clingy duo #dsmp

[royallygray]

fic recs pls (part 1)

I am in need of long (don’t actually know what qualifies as long, 10k+ words?), complete (or not) dsmp (mainly sbi) or Life Series fanfic recommendations. I have read so many and I am trying to find more to soothe the brain itch.

Here are several that I have read, if you’re looking for fic recs yourself :)

Dream SMP (SBI)

tommyinnit’s clinic for supervillains by bonesandthebees (bonesandcacti) — [26/26 chapters, 189k words] aka “clinic”. A superhero au from Tommy’s pov where he’s just chillin with his healing powers and then he heals a villain and then gets sucked into it. He also gets attached to this Wilbur guy that visits the coffee shop he works at.

the world forgetting by the world forgot by bonesandthebees (bonesandcacti) — [21/21, 165k words] A superhero au from Tommy’s pov where he is the hero Dream’s sidekick and has terrible amnesia, forgetting the entirety of what happened the year before. The Syndicate, a band of villains, is looking for something that was stolen from them.

Hush Now (You Were Lost But Now You’re Found) by CorpseArt — [Incomplete, 56/?, 301k] A superhero AU where Tommy was Dream's sidekick and made it his entire person, and then Dream kicks him out of the Hero Corp. Tommy needs to figure out what the fuck is going on, bc there's no way Dream would just do that, even if he did protect the villain Siren. Their one rule is to not kill. Also he meets this funky man named Wilbur at a coffee shop and they become besties. (Pogtopia my absolute beloved.)

say you’re open by remrose — [9/9, 43k] A magic AU from Wilbur’s pov where he finds this kid unconscious on the floor if his shop after attending his mother’s funeral, obviously bearing the marks of intense chaos magic. He takes care of the kid. He also gets sold a mysterious object. The twinsduo here makes my heart sing. Also Phil is kind of like “you are mildly breaking the law” and Neapolitan trio just shrug.

Technoblade’s Entirely Average Babysitting Gig by opheliabloo — [3/3, 34k] A Techno pov fic where he is in college and needs money. A really shady family is offering like 20k for babysitting for 3 hours or something absurd like that, and him being a money-hungry college student, he ventures to this house in the middle of nowhere to take care of gremlin children that try to kill him.

His Curse of Binding by bari_astralis (orphan_account) — [30/30, 144k words] A foster au from Tommy’s pov where he is reincarnated into different Greek hero stories and he needs to figure out who this time’s story is before his sixteenth birthday. Featuring: Complicated SBI bonding, (minor) Clementine being a girlboss, bench trio being absolutely precious, allium duo making fun of each other but alsok being so damn precious, Linda Smith and Miss Allingham bashing (you’ll understand when you read it, I hate their guts), and generally trying to find your peace in life.

Breathing’s Just a Rhythm by MollyPollyKinz — [53/53, 186k] A time travel canon-divergent fic where Tommy, Schlatt, Dream, Tubbo, and The Voices travel from Exile era back to Pogtopia-Manburg era, and they've gotta fix the shitty world and avoid Dream at all fucking costs. Relationship building happens, and the Voices are the best character to ever exist in all literature.

the from ice to water series by Drhair76, plantform — [12 works, 157k words] The main fic is icing those hurts, but my personal favorite is hailing on you. An ice skating au fic centered around found family and belonging in a place without harm. In the main fic, Tommy gets healed, but in hailing on you, Wilbur gets healed and it's so sweet <3

holding onto nothing by remrose -- [20/20, 71k] A mainly Techno pov fic, twinsduo centric. adhd and autistic techno, and his mom is a bitch. He goes to the Crafts for help and it's terribly sweet but also pretty angsty. At times this fic has literally been my lifeblood, like my support system in keeping me alive. I love it so much.

My Faithless Hoax by phantom_star739 -- [24/24, 105k] A supernatural? (fae, vampire, siren) crimeboys centric fic with mild political aspects. I don't really know how to describe it, but it's amazing.

Fic recs part 2!

#dsmp #dsmp fanfic #sbi #sbi fanfic #mcyt #mcyt fanfiction #fanfic rec #please i need more fics #will you accept this exchange #fanfic #fanfiction reccomendations

[quote-tournament]

Second round, fourteenth fight

Quote number 56 :

“what am I without you?” “yourself.”

-C!tubbo and c!tommy, Dsmp

VS

Quote number 57 : 

"To live will be an awfully big adventure."

-Peter Pan, J.M. Barrie's Peter Pan

#quotes #polls #secondroundooacm #ooacmq56 #ooacmq57 #peter pan #jm barrie #dsmp #c!tubbo #c!tommy

[bonesandthebees]

I care about Rose! In fact, we started watching house of dragon (only 2 episode so far though) and it constantly makes me think of Rose because you use it as inspiration. Like obviously there’s the coronation scene which reminds me of stars. And there’s the character Willum is sorta kinda inspired by. And it’s an entirely different world, but every time I’m drawn back to Rose wondering how things will play out. (Which is not pressure to finish writing it if you don’t want to. Writer’s block can be a bitch and I get that the motivation for this project has been sucked out, but I just want you to know that I still care, and I’m not the only one.)

Also, I’ve been meaning to start my Ready, Set, Detonate analysis but I keeps getting away from me. I’m not sure there will be much to analyse, but there’s definitely fun details I want to point out. Oh and I am Looking 👀 at the fit/pac tag and kicking my feet. I don’t actually know if they are already in a relationship (I’m sure we’ll find out, but I just loved Fit’s little “Pac’s here?” That man is gone. Oh and I’m so excited for this Tubbo and to read more Bagi and the lore. Just all of it.

Then the original writing is a mood. I keep getting like a few chapters into my story before deciding it’s not good enough or thinking of something else I could do and throwing it all out. It’s this constant loop that never seems to get anywhere even though the story gets more and more fleshed out in my head every time. I think it’s because the opportunities are endless. Like there’s no characters and personalities and dynamics to stick to like there is in fan fiction. It’s free game but that does mean you have to decide everything yourself.

Anyway, best original writing advice I can give is remember the drafting process. There’s going to be a shit ton of drafts, which feels different for you because you’ve been mostly writing stories and posting them as you go, which means some minor or major editing, but leaves you without a chance to do a once over. It’s a sort of pressure to get everything right the first time. Meanwhile, original writing is something you keep close to your chest. There’s different drafting stages ranging from the zero draft (aka excessive daydreaming about all the possibilities) to the final draft (where you just go through and kill all your darlings and pour over ever single word to find the right one).

I’m struggling a lot with the first draft, which is literally just getting words onto a page. It’s a somewhat coherent mess that just allows you to shape the story and its structure so you can work off of that and edit it later on. I don’t know if this actually helps, but yeah, the first draft sucks and then it mostly gets easier. Just write, is kinda shitty advice, but it’s mainly, just get words onto a page, you will get a million chances to fix it, you don’t need to be happy about what you wrote right now.

-🌲

ohhhh I'm so excited you've started watching hotd!! good timing since the second season is going to come out later this year :D I hope you enjoy!! and I'm so happy to hear you're still excited about rose. I definitely want to finish writing it, like I said it's just me worrying about if anyone will bother to read it but a lot of you have said you would so that helps assuage my worries a bit

feel free to send whatever random thoughts you have about ready set detonate you know idc if it's analysis or not I just love seeing peoples reactions!! fit and pac are not in a relationship (yet) in the fic but theres a lot of flirty pining going on lol

god yeah it's so much harder with original fiction because it feels like there's so much pressure. you have too much freedom to do whatever you want so you're constantly second guessing if it's good enough or not. and ofc I know rough drafts are supposed to be shitty but I've tried to hone my skills so that my first draft is always incredibly solid because I rarely have the patience to do heavy edits, but that's with fanfiction. it has to be different with original fiction I know but it's hard to make my brain okay with that. I keep feeling like it needs to be nearly perfect on the first run :( but yeah I'm mostly trying to get words on a page. but then I think back and realize I forgot to mention this or I need to mention more of that etc etc and it's just stressful arghhh

#ask #spruce anon

[honeyblockm]

The Death Poem, Part Four: Legacy

Masterpost | Part One: L'Manberg | Part Two: New L'Manberg | Part Three: Empowerment

Text:

11/28/2021: Ranboo is cut down escaping

Some things I love. Some things I love more 

than that. Some things keep me sitting in this cell. Some things 

I stay on my solitary perch rising out of 

the water for.  Some things pull this sheet tight over my head, over the open viscera.

Some things shred the muslin. 

Some things leave ghosts. Some things leave me 

waiting out here. Some things watch the snow 

knit its heavy blankets over all of the roofs and windowsills and 

the rims of the flowerpots of frozen soil and still my hands 

slip through like vapor when I try to brush it off. I am still here. Have I not always

been every piece of me emerging from the bisected half, impossible

to look in the eye? There are still things left inside, bundled in cloth,

for you to take home. There are still things worth

mourning. I am still half a husband yet.

2/4/2022: Awesamdude dies in Pandora’s Vault

I am exceptional at waiting. down under this ticking absence of clocks and water gone still I sit and stare and count the cracks of obsidian shedding its dim tears not for me and not for this growing lack inside my gut staved off by the disappearing muscle of my forearms and how no one is coming for me but him. ambivalent to which one of us looks at the other afraid and angry because in the black belly of our collective wanting both of us have come back home for no one else has ever thought to live here and no one else has learned to count the ticking towards nothing. but for you. nothing is ever too good to be true except for everything as I know only absolutes and the ultimate one is if either of us thought we’d let the other would walk out of here or die then I may as well have built you a cobblestone box instead.

3/20/2022: Tubbo punches Aimsey off the Prime Path

ALL THE DEAD PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVED ARE SHOWING THEIR AWFUL FACES TODAY

their mouths are forming consonant and vowels forgetting they are vacuums 

and they are asking if it's safe enough yet 

it's never safe enough 

for both our sakes 

I hope it never will be 

5/22/2022: Fundy jumps into the L’Mancrater

It was effortless.

Did I expect that? The fluid grace of my exit, 

the speed, simple execution

of it all? I used to wonder and still

do but now that I’ve tasted air I think

I know the ease by which you 

left. One of life's many questions that

I never stop asking and now you

are finally answering.

In terms of going, this we know it to

be faster than walking; faster than rowboats 

or waiting or letting your feet carry 

you down the treacherous steps from a stiff ledge to 

who is waiting at the bottom

craning their neck against 

the day’s unflinching

8/10/2022: Connor seeks out the wrath of God

Death is the late morning; 

a languid prank. I blinked, and 

I was there. Not much to it. 

Nothing killed me, only God 

waving a hand; a break 

in the lazy breeze. 

Through the window, 

light bent. Voices, lamb cries, 

but it no longer mattered 

to me. 

9/10/2022: Quackity and Purpled take a dive off the top floor

like everything here flight is only metaphor 

for falling; these futile wings, this blooming sky;

if you could remake yourself a better man; what

would you do?; Most people make themselves kind but

that I was; before; my plans lay thus; First I grew pointed teeth, then; 

harder eyes; Failing those I built a city; measuring; how much heart

makes me a target; how much more makes me

good again; which here we can also call untouchable or

maybe; safe; once again I am wrong; I sport canines only 

to be torn out; citizens only to die; skyscrapers only for pushing

off.

10/29/2022: The Egg hosts a party

[Originally the lines are spaced to form half an ellipse, a shape you cannot do on Tumblr given the constraints of the post.]

Here again because life 

is a circle, 

after all and

there is no perfection 

without reconciliation 

and if you thought you could 

stick your hand to the 

wall and follow it out 

well 

it doesn't get much better than this

I am retribution, hunger, 

lovely misery on a dinner plate 

maggots pouring from 

the carcass like pearl strings 

no distinction made on either flank

the end of all things is the embryo 

the beginning the bird 

between them is the egg hatching 

11/11/2022: Tubbo kills Dream

Everything between our first meeting

to now:

I have lost even the snow on my fence posts

I will not lose you too. 

11/13/2022: Jack sets off a nuke

death came calling

today

it carried with it baskets, wicker

its soft feet spilled sand down the dunes

its eyes sparkled like two suns

and there was light

#yens #my writing #dsmp poetry #so ive talked about this. but the last two poems about the server finale. are short. and vague. because i didn't watch the streams and #WILL NOT watch the streams or look up summaries. because i think theyre stupid and im not doing it #so its based off things ive heard from friends n stuff

[annesuxs]

cooking/baking with them hcs!

parings: platonic!cc!nihachu x reader, platonic!cc!quackity x reader, platonic!cc!benchtrio x reader, platonic!cc!georgenotfound x reader

(the pronouns are basically you, yours, and yourself )

warnings/ mentions of fire I think that’s it let me know!

sum🦛ma🧟‍♂️ry 👄: minecraft🕺 YouTubers🐜 cook👩‍🍳/bake🦴 with🏏 you⚔️

(sorry I’m in a goofy mood.) (not proofread)

Nihachu!

Niki actually helps you slash real

She helps with the baking and helps with the cleaning up

She does not leave you to do all the work

Moving on you both decided to bake brownies!

So earlier you went out to buy the ingredients

(Brownie mix, frosting(?), eggs, milk, etc.)

- “Okay according to this list we need the milk, ours expired, eggs, we don’t have any, chocolate frosting, baking spray, and sprinkles.” Niki informed

“Okay I’ll go get the milk and eggs. Can you go get the baking and decorating stuff?”

You accidentally threw water at Niki after washing your hands

(You know when your hands are wet and you flick them at people? Yeah that but you did it on accident)

Started a water throwing war and completely forgot about the brownies

“OhmygoshNikiIdidnotmeantosplashyouwithwaterohmygoodnessI’msosorryareyouokay?” I spoke quickly

“[Name]!” Niki squealed out “You’re so going to pay for this!” Niki quickly walked over to the kitchen sink turning on the water and wetting her hands

“Niki please don’t do this please, Niki.”

Going back to the brownies you poured the ingredients in a bowl and whisked them all together while Niki preheated the oven and all that other jazz

A playlist you both made together is playing in the background while you bake

You have Niki safety proof the oven (as best as she can without causing a fire) so you don’t burn yourself putting them in

“Please Niki I don’t wish to burn myself then blame it on you cause you didn’t safety proof the oven! No one would believe me, Niki Nihachu refused to safety proof the oven now I have a big burn mark! But, the people see Niki as too sweet and an angel, she would never do this.”

While the brownies are cooking you have a little dance and singing party while cleaning your kitchen

After like thirty minutes you pull out the brownies and let Niki do the decorating

You guys cuddle up and eat them while watching movies!!

Quackity!

You and me both know that alex quackity has a cooking stream past

So when he invited you over to stream, you agreed because you didn’t know what you were gonna be streaming

You got to his house and what do you see? His streaming setup in the kitchen

“Hello. We are doing a cooking stream and you cannot back out of it.”

Poor you man, you did not want to do this cooking stream

It got worst when the stream started

“YO Q! WHY’D YOU SPILL THE FLOUR ALL OVER THE FLOOR?”

You were attempting to make pizza but it was not going well at all

The kitchen was a mess and to top it all off,

“DUDE YOU GOT THE WRONG YEAST! YOU’VE MADE PIZZA ONCE HOW’D YOU MESS IT UP A SECOND TIME?!”

After whipping up the batter(?) and molding the pizza you placed the crust down and decorated the pizza

“Dude who likes Hawaiian pizza?”

“It’s delicious and nutritious.” You defended

After the stream was over and you cleaned up, you had let twitterdotcom know how terrible this was

‘10/10 would NOT recommend making a pizza with quackity. his cooking skills suck and he bought the wrong yeast. also he spilled the FLOUR EVERYWHERE!! pizza was alright. I am still being judged because of my choice in pizzas.’

Benchtrio!

You called up your local besties, Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo, aka benchtrio, for a fun little baking stream

You told yourself that this would be fun and it would ‘not be any harm to teach your best friends how to cook.’

Boy oh boy were you wrong

First few minutes of the stream were good until tommy and tubbo learned how to use the oven

“Tom look, fire.”

“Ranboo look. Fire.”

“Chat look. Tubzo and I discovered fire.”

It was mostly you and Ranboo making the cake until the decorating part came

You had lost Ranboo and had become, as chat calls it, the only remaining braincell to hold benchtrio together

(a dono) - “[Name], what does it feel like to be the last remaining braincell between you four?”

“Not great I’ll tell you that.”

After getting Ranboo to stop putting gallons on gallons of frosting on the cake and tubbo and tommy to stop playing with fire did it go better

You spent most of the stream trying to calm the boys than actually baking the cake

The cake didn’t turn out half bad

“This cake is delicious. You’re all so lucky I helped make this cake.”

“Tom, you didn’t even help you and tubbo were obsessed with the fire.”

“I’ve blessed this cake with my manliness.”

The process of the cake making is a whole other, messy story.

GeorgeNotFound!

Your old buddy old pal gnf invited you over to his house for a cooking stream

He figured since he has done cooking streams in the past he’d teach one of his best friends to cook what he did in previous streams

Chat absolutely adored every moment in the stream

“Hey chat look at this! George is being so kind to me. We are hashtag bonding.”

You were honestly surprised that George knew how to turn on an oven

You were even more shocked when you found out George knew how to cook

He showed you how to make the mozzarella sticks and cook the steaks I

The stream ran pretty smoothly and there was no problems

“Okay, uhm. You’re actually a quick learner, [Name]. Chat, isn’t [Name] doing a great job? Look at you go [Name].”

The compliments were unexpected from George which left you flabbergasted.

(im so sorry i love that word)

George had given you your ratings

“Okay for the mozzarella sticks, 6/10 could have had more crunchy-ness but overall, really good. Now, moving on to the steak, it was good it had lots of flavour and I would eat it again. Easy 8/10.”

“Thanks for the grading master chef, georgenotfound.”

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[neoriots]

people always giving tommy a green bandana no matter what but not giving tubbo a red one consistently really makes the “what am i without you?” “yourself?” hit extra hard

#i don’t know it’s just like.. there’s a recognizable tubbo without a tie to tommy but a tommy with no sign of tubbo feels empty. idk. #neo.txt #dsmp

[atherix]

What are all the confirmed/mentioned pantheons and who/what kind of people follow each one? I love that all the religions(?) are true at the same time. It's my favourite. :)

I also wanted to ask how you felt about people using your world of Midnight, but writing in their own characters? I want to, but felt I should ask first. (With credits given, of course.)

:)

God I am so fascinated by religions and their effects on society, but all the war and fighting that comes with it is so exhausting. So coexisting simultaneously-true religions was just like "yeah!! Whoo! Best of all worlds!" bc I get to explore the differences in the religions and beliefs and all that without being like "religion is bs" or "only one religion is true." I lowkey always worry that someone might think I'm actually promoting religion (hi guys atheist/nonreligious here I am just super interested in the cultural aspects of religions thank you) so I'm glad people have been receiving the Pantheons thing positively <3

As for the confirmed Pantheons we have, there's Fate (which is The Big Pantheon), the Fae Pantheon, the Death Pantheon, the Watcher's Pantheon, the Old Pantheon, and I think??? I may have mentioned it but I don't know if I deleted it but there's also Creation and Destruction (which is The First and The Last, The Beginning and The End). Nobody follows the Fate Pantheon because every living thing- including gods- is bound from the moment of birth to it, and no one follows Creation and Destruction as they are Already Gone and Inevitable. I swear if I forgot to at least mention Creation in passing... but Creation was like THE first Pantheon at the beginning of time itself, the only Pantheon older than it is Fate (as the Creation god is also bound to Fate). The Old Pantheon is a mostly-defunct Pantheon now, but it was the Pantheon that came after the fall of the Ancients and when they first started rebuilding. Can't wait to talk about what happens when a Pantheon fully dies out... cue me glancing at Grian's dream from Midnight Flux... Oh! And I mentioned before when talking about the Werewolves' evolution story but the Sun and Moon also have their own associated gods and Pantheons. There's no Life Pantheon, that one will be explained later :)

Of course there are also Listeners, but I haven't really mentioned them. There's a lot of very small and minor Pantheons as well, but the ones mentioned above are The Big Ones.

You'll notice there's no Pantheon of Time mentioned here :)

As for who follows what, we have;

Death Pantheon: Mumbo, Cleo, BDubs, Cub, Doc, all Vampires in general, Phil, Tommy, Wilbur, Fundy; in general it's followed by Vampires and Undead Mob hybrids (for example, if Cleo wasn't a Vampire she'd still follow this Pantheon as a Zombie) and lower deities (such as Angels of Death and Harbingers and Reapers)

Watcher Pantheon: Grian, Jimmy, Scott (kind of- his is a little... complicated), Pearl; in general it's followed mostly by people born into it. There's casual and extremist groups, and it's considerably exclusive, the only way to join as an outsider is to be brought in by an existing member.

Fae Pantheon: Scar, Tubbo, Lizzie, Cub, BDubs, all Fae in general (with the exception of Joel); it's a Pantheon only available to the Fae and the Natural children they claim. Grian and Mumbo would not have access to it even if they marry Scar.

Old Pantheon: None of the main characters, but Mumbo and Tubbo were both born into this Pantheon. They've both since left it behind. Less than a thousand members are left of this Pantheon. This was one people were just born into, a sort of Default™ until people began (re)discovering other gods.

Moon's Pantheon: Ren, Werewolves in general; anyone can convert to worshiping the Moon God

Listener's Pantheon: Martyn; you HAVE to be born into the Listener's Pantheon, no exceptions.

No Pantheon/Unknown Pantheon: Joel, Gem, Etho, Iskall, Scar's Father; To have no Pantheon at all means to just never swear yourself to any one Pantheon. Changelings are the only Fae who aren't inherently tied to the Fae Pantheon, being a group of Fae who often never find out they're Fae.

BONUS ROUND- The Void, which was worshiped by Boatem's founders. While the Void's Pantheon is mostly dead now, the Void itself has found its way into most other Pantheons. Some Pantheons, such as the Fae, have nothing to do whatsoever with the Void.

I've spent way too long on this so if you have any questions about anyone else/anyone specific, feel free to ask <3 I have just spent wayyy too much thinking about this XD

As for writing within the world of Midnight, I absolutely don't mind at all! It's like having fic written about your world :o I think that'd be so cool~ And also now you got me wondering where my little character would fit in all this... hmm 👀

#ask #Midnight Series #if anyone ever writes anything set in this little world I've created I would love to see it :o #LONG POST #I spent too long on this #but I hope I've answered this in a satisfying way #MidnightLore

[lilbirdblu]

you know. i dont really understand the parts of the racecar and hockey fandoms that create some very nice web weaves--which happen to show up on my dashboard since im following the web weave tag--but to each their own, it doesnt bother me and in the grand scheme isnt a big deal

that being said, seeing a web weave about two hockey players with tommy and tubbo's infamous--"what am i without you" "yourself"--exchange overlayed on top was not even on my 2024 bingo

#AND properly credited to them as well

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

How to Sex Four

now, you might be thinking: TOMMY, please. it has been three volumes already, surely you have gotten your Wisdom too the World out already. but you would be WRONG AND LAME. i am the Biggest Man in the WHOLE UNIVERSE and I always know More about everything. and the world needs to know how to sex. else there will be no babys and everyone would disappear. so you should thank me.

And you also might be thinking- tommy, why would I want to have sex? Sex is BAD AND SINFUL and it’s all fucking gross and shit. and you are also right! instead of having sex you should go to Church Prime and leave offerings and then maybe the gods will let you go to heaven. But they probably won’t and they’ll make you sit in a dark void forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and then He will find you and then He will pull you out and it’ll be even worse and

NO NO NO STUPID Stupid. this isn’t a fucking journal. try again. ignore that last part.

Anyway so after sex you should Pray. and then the sin washes off I think. but it’s still fucking icky. iam NEVER EVER having sex because it’s EVEN GROSSER THAN WILBUR. and Wilbur is really fucking gross man. he kissed a SALMON. but if you need advise you need to harness a dark force Carefully. i think. unlike Him I hate Him I hate Him I hate Him die die die die die die die die die

TOMMY STOP BEING A FUCKING BITCH. YOU WROTE THE LAST ONE FINE IN EXILE. DREAM HASN'T EVEN HIT YOU IN MONTHS STOP BEING A PUSSY.

okok do the Breathing exercisses like puffy taught you.

i don’t know. What’s the fucking Point. I’m just hiding for NO REASON and dream is gonna find me anyway and kill and revive me until we're fucking Besties or whatever the fuck he’s going on about. no one is reading this. everyone will die but you and dream anyway tommy stupid fucking tommy can’t even get his own brother to stay stupid stupid evil villain hero betrayer die die die. you deserve it.

NO. PUFFY SAID TO NOT WRITE THE GOOD THOUGHTS. WRITE THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME:

tubbo is my friend

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i'm going to get what i fucking deserve anyway. that’s good. dream will finally beat some fucking Sense into me like I always deserves fucking awful child stupid child didn’t get Hit enough and became a Wrongun. Wilbur left because he hated you he had to he’s a liar LIAR LIAR LIAR LIAR LIAR LIAR like you and you lie and you say you’re Good but you’re not. you’re awful you’re the worst you should just throw yourself off a cliff and Die.

… this isn’t helping.

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Tommy threw the book into the lava without a second thought, and cried.

#my writing #c!tommy angst time >:3