#'we're gonna watch hot fuzz 15 times and read some pwp‚ we're gonna sleep from 5 am to 1 pm‚ notice the day's gone by and not study'

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@we-can-work-it-outt tagged me in a q&a thingie, now that we're well into quarantine time I'm gonna do it ❤️ thank you Anida

Are you staying home from work/school?

Yup! We digital learning

What music are you listening to?

Well right now, like,, the last few days, HUNNY and Declan McKenna and Will Joseph Cook and Wallows and half•alive but also lots of 5 Seconds of Summer. Cause I just found out I like them

What movies have you watched recently? what shows are you watching?

Surprisingly I'm not watching a lot of things, I waste most of my time doing nothing :)) but I've watched Once Upon a Time in Hollywood again, Jackie Brown for the first time, I'm watching Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey (I can explain if needed hdSgkbcy) and uhh every day I get a strong urge to rewatch every movie I've ever been obsessed with... It's probably bc I felt better when I watched those multiple times in a few days and bc it's familiar and easy to watch

If you’re staying home, who’s there with you?

My parents and my (younger) sister

Are you a homebody?

Absolutely, we have a garden and I haven't been on the streets in like weeks. I go out to the garden once every few days lol I'm doing good!! And I'm thankful for my fortunate situation!

An event that you were looking forward to that got cancelled?

Nothing really, I was supposed to see Harry Styles in May with my friends but it's been pushed to February

What are you reading?

Fanfiction, copious amounts of fanfiction lmao as I said above,,,,,, having to be responsible for 100% of the schoolwork is stressful, I don't want to whine, I'm trying but uhhhhh let's just say,,, my circumstances are very good, I don't have lots of homework but doing it alone at home is. bad so I'm much more stressed about schoolwork than before all this. Fanfiction as escapism it is!

What are you doing for self care?

Oh I don't care about myself, even the things that seem like self-care are actually detrimental to my personal growth and well being gdysgjvcxx

Anyone wanna talk about their life during this corona thing?? @tsnlesbian @thenaturaldisesther @idk-just-call-me-fliss @darazscsipes-saskarmolas @kazuutoes and if I didn't tag you and you do want to do this, just say I tagged you!!

#tag game #also since starting writing this post‚ i rewatched what we do in the shadows. stan taika waititi!! excellent movie #lol also........... #I truly am aware how lucky i am that i live in a detached house with my family and we have a garden and electronic devices to study and #everything #but I'm struggling so hard lol I'm in such a good place and I'm doing so so bad #the staying at home isn't even taking a toll on me. I'd love it if there was no schoolwork #but there is and i lack self discipline and hate having to *try* and make mistakes if i want to learn!!!!! i hate it i hate myself #making mistakes and sucking at everything and pouring hours of work into things that turn out shit does not feel good #i don't wanna do art anymore and i don't want to study. it hurts.!! I'm so privileged and i still keep saying uuhh i can't do it boo hoo :( #anyway i haven't combated my problems with discipline and self esteem and growth yet and quarantine is making it worse :/ not cool dudes #so that's why my brain's like 'nope can't put any effort into things we enjoy. no new movies no books no good fanfiction' #'we're gonna watch hot fuzz 15 times and read some pwp‚ we're gonna sleep from 5 am to 1 pm‚ notice the day's gone by and not study' #'since there's simply no time now. we're gonna have a mental breakdown about this‚ wallow in self hatred‚ make no attempt to change things' #'watch a movie or two. go to sleep at 5 and then-' #and I'm just like. ok we're doing that. brilliant plan i shall accept it fully #fxygjjvfxsyhx somebody hire a hitman to take me out. thanks babes ❤️