#( ;; behind the writing pen )

[hayaku14]

GUYS I'M BEGGING

SHINICHI ON A SKATEBOARD

PLEASE

#I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND A FANART OF GROWN UP SHINICHI ON A SKATEBOARD FOR YEARS TO NO AVAIL #so i took a reference and went FINE I'LL DO IT MYSELF #BUT ALSO I HAVENT DRAW IN AGES DEAR GOD #as usual fuck anatomy and foreshortening #BUT ALSO PLEASE SEE THE VISION??!??!?!? SHINICHI ON A FUCKING SKATEBOARD????? #KAITO TAKING VIDEOS AND THIRSTING???? #DETECTIVE BOYS CHEERING?????? #shinichi would be doing some skateboard tricks cause the kids asked him (with kaito's prodding behind the scenes hehe) #GUYS PLEASE GIVE ME MORE SKATEBOARDER SHINICHI #lowkey hope this shitty drawing frustrates someone enough to actually draw him on a skateboard HHEHEHEHEH >:3c #or else i'd have to do it myself FUCK NOOOOOOO #also not me drawing something when i just posted earlier i should pick up a pen and start writing LMAO #dc prattles #dcmk #kudou shinichi #kaishin

[celestie0]

when ppl get too caught up in the accuracy of situations in fanfiction or if things are super realistic or as they should/would be in real life etc etc im like. my tumblr user in christ. it's fanfiction.

#ff writers don't get paid to put hollywood level research into their stories lol #also keep in mind ff writers don't have professional editors either #ALSO i've read a lot of published books and watched massive scale high budget production tv shows/movies that have put way less #effort into researching n making sure things are cohesive n legit compared to some fanfics i've read #js thinking ab a m00tie who had an anon come for her for something like this n i'm still pissed ab it #just enjoy the fic you're getting to read for free #like obv i think realism makes for a great story and is part of what good writing entails #but?? it's ok to bend the rules in some places?? it's a STORY #that's like getting pissed at a fantasy book for having dragons cuz they don't exist irl #just say u have a bad imagination n go #the author's pen is the will of the world in the story perioddd #either accept them or dont. but don't make fun of or criticize authors if you're not fuckin w it when ur just sittin behind a keyboard #also sometimes i just wanna read stories that don't remind me of the harsh truths of reality lmfao like get outtaaa heeerreee #just writer things

[acotars]

the manuscript. the manuscript.

#the would’ve could’ve should’ve of it all. #in the age of him she wished she was thirty :( #the smallest man who ever lived were you writing a book? because i was. #the video listing taylor as the narrator and not the writer. #like she doesn’t even get to be the pen behind her own life she’s still just the ingenue. #taylor swift #the tortured poets department #GOD!!!!!!!!!!

[spookykestrel]

Anything remotely sad or emotional happens to me: wow I have GOT to write a poem about this

#why do I write in pen grr #kestrel calls #chitter chatter #text post #I haven’t written much poetry recently bc I’ve mostly just felt apathetic to the world #I don’t even recognize the thought behind the last poem in here #but today was a good day for a poem

[good--merits-accumulated]

(slaps your todd) this bad boy can fit so many daddy issues in him

#dead poets society fic #dead poets society #(slaps your neil. this bad boy can fit arguably more daddy issues in him.) #(slaps your charlie. this bad boy can fit so much queerplatonic pining in him.) #(slaps myself. this guy can fit insane levels of catholic guilt into a world where christianity is irrelevant.) #seriously cameron keeps sneaking off behind the back of my pen to do confessional or some shit #shut up dude #ALSO. can we see the dunnett creeping into my style! because i sure can! #it was going to happen at some point wasn't it #<< overarching context to ALL OF THIS: researching the fair folk au and i'm being brainrot about it #tristan writes

[padfootastic]

James dies fifth year. Oh no. Tell me everything 😈

hellooooo 💜💜

so. its an itty bitty oneshot with the potential to be more where im basically trying to explore an AU where snape’s sectumsempra (that he used on james in swm) does more than just create a gash. we know it’s a dangerous spell, what if it did to james what say, harry had done to draco? or snape to george’s ear?

what if it killed him?

now, snape is not that important here. he fucks up, kills a classmate yes. but what about sirius, the other half of james’ soul? how does he deal with the aftermath of something like this? especially considering this is 5th year when he’s already fucked up wrt his family and everything—probably the peak of his hormonal emotions and all as well. he already has a low opinion of snape and this incident would just tip it into blind rage, no?

idk. just. interested in a world without james for sirius and how that would affect him (after all my soapboxes on how i think james and his unconditional acceptance was extremely important to sirius’ growth arc, and making his rough edges smoother etc etc)

(a lil snippet here!)

#james potter #it’s like. teens are hotheaded and arrogant and shortsighted #and i think snape had both an inferiority and a superiority complex #and might e overestimated himself/underestimated the spell #might have* #so how does that universe turn out? #i’m not interested in…bashing snape exactly—bc the central figure in this is sirius and his grief and the kind of hole james potter leaves b #behind* #but also lightly touch upon the power dynamics at play and how sirius might use them to his advantage to a #to take revenge on snape* #basically i want sirius to lose control #and what of the marauders after that hmm #pen’s writing #pen’s asks

[fluffykitteninabox]

me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it

me getting diagnosed 7 years later:

#in my defence it feels nothing like the stereotypes portrayed on tv #like I had a school friend who was obsessed with the show monk #I've never actually seen it so idk if it does a good job portraying it or not but I know monk is the very stereotypical ocd character #and that friend would go on and on about the show and how relatable it felt to her #not sure if she also had undiagnosed ocd but she only used a certain type of pen #and would refuse to use any other to write #she even got me into it I bought them and we would share #they were nice pens #and she also had this little ritual where if you touched her neck you had to close your fingers #in a way that mimics that stereotype for Italian hand gestures #and then you had to huff on them #she literally would not let you do anything else after you touched her neck unless you finished that little ritual #and I never thought I had anything like that so that meant I didn't have ocd right? #but yeah now that I'm saying it it seems stupid #like just because I'm not a “neat person” and don't obsess over cleaning doesn't mean anything #I say I don't obsess over cleaning and then I proceed to disinfect everything I bring from outside into the house with rubbing alcohol #but that only happened after the pandemic so I'm often thinking if it really counts #do I really have ocd or am I just traumatised from the pandemic? #like if I know the when and how I started a specific behaviour then is it really part of a mental disorder? #I know the logic behind it so it's not really a problem #right? #can I tag this as ocd? am I allowed? #fuck it! #ocd #I'm sure people who know more about this than me can explain if it counts or not #maybe it doesn't #maybe it's just germophobia? #but then what would all the other stuff be? #checking to see if your relatives are still breathing in their sleep in the middle of the night isn't germophobia #but I know the cause of this too it's from losing my uncle does that mean it also doesn't count? is it considered traumatic? idk

[stories-and-chaos]

Hotdamn, 200+ followers?! Hello everyone! Im glad you’re all enjoying my writing so far! Figured I’d be super self indulgent and make a proper introduction post.

I’m Nimaina, Nima or Nim is also fine. She/her pronouns, biromantic asexual, married to the most wonderful trans woman. I’ve been on the internet long enough to be considered OLD ™️. Like our kid is now explaining memes to me OLD™️. I hate long walks on the beach but I love books, making up stories, and playing around with fountain pens and their pretty inks. My current media obsessions are Ascendance of a Bookworm, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, and Cult of the Lamb. Currently I’m chomping at the bit waiting for Stardew Valley’s 1.6 update to be on console.

I’m working through my Stolitz fanfic right now, it’s turning into a long haul. My Alastor x reader fics are on the back burner mostly, though I may post some more slices of life bits. I may post some original content as well once I wrap up the Stolitz fic.

Thank you everyone who’s been enjoying the writing, I hope you’re having as much fun reading it as I am creating it. 🖤🩶🤍💜

#intro post #introduction #behind the scenes #writeblr #writing #fountain pen

[singedbutter]

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#need someone to build me a sticker chart so I’ll actually do my therapy homework #like I know I can just do it but I have sticker anxiety and it’s so less satisfying to give one to myself #how am I like 4 weeks behind at all times #every week I say nah I’ve got time to do it later #and then it’s the night before and I go fuuuuuuck I never did that huh #all I gotta do is write some shit down #god knows the thoughts are there #just put the pen to paper girl #look up the friggin charts and put words to your thoughts #so like if anyone has any cute sticker sheets send them may way #maybe like kittens or rainbows or leaves or something #personal

[spiria]

and if i made a hazbin hotel oc. what then.

#theyre based on pen and ink animations and the wolpertinger #ink as a form of destruction is just cool ok #they write with their pen nib shaped tail #also the lack of color is intentional they are entirely black and white #the purple is a stylistic choice bc of the color of black ink #they do have two wings i am just lazy #i wanted to give them the antlers too for the wolpertinger but i could not make myself do it #cannot have anyone comparing my little meow meow to the stinky deer man even on accident #so they just get ears and wings #the wings do not work #this is a funny joke to me specifically #all they do is leave a trail of drippy inkstains behind them and thats everyone elses problem now #fuck you (stains your carpets) #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel oc

[devils-advocate-writes]

(warning: this is very long and i didn't feel like putting a read more on so im so sorry to your dash)

okay so im writing a profile for my eng 131 class. im writing about this one classmate of mine who's had a lot of personal growth over the years.

i wrote about everything relevant to his growth, and came up with advice for other "bad kids" and their teachers. i focused on how anyone could improve like this classmate did.

this entire essay has felt very... uninspired. which is shocking to me. i mean, this kid's life story is incredibly inspiring and yet i felt really bored writing this thing?

something about my paper felt off. i was about ready to throw in the towel and call it good enough. it's due tomorrow anyway; might as well call it quits.

BUT THEN!

i read it over again and realized that OH MY FUCKING GODS THIS STORY IS BASICALLY JUST CARL ROGERS' HUMANISTIC APPROACH

carl rogers was a psychologist of the humanist variety (humanists focus on how people can improve and are the more optimistic side of psychology). he believed that all humans, if in ideal conditions, could grow to thrive.

what were these ideal conditions? rogers said that humans need unconditional positive regard, understanding from others, and genuineness (aka, being yourself)

(unconditional positive regard basically means "treat everyone with respect and kindness no matter who they are and what they've done". or, you know, basic human decency)

how does this connect to my essay? well, as a child, my classmate didn't really have any support. like, at all. you wanna know how he improved?

HE GOT TREATED WITH UNCONDITIONAL POSITIVE REGARD!!!!! HE WAS GIVEN UNDERSTANDING AND WAS ALLOWED TO BE HIMSELF!!!

our school gave him a shot even after he fucking threw a chair at a teacher. he was offered a private tutor. he got a therapist!!! he got support!!!!!

and then he could improve!!! with that support he worked on himself, found ways to cope with his anger issues, and built up his self-esteem! he was so confident that he could easily just,,, absorb any insults thrown his way!! he could be himself without being negatively affected by criticism!

and THAT was a noticeable difference. now everybody's opinions on him started to shift so that he had even MORE SUPPORT!!!!!! and then he improved EVEN MORE!!!

BRO IS OUT HERE PROVING ROGERS RIGHT HOLY SHIT

my essay is due tomorrow but i NEED to rewrite it now i NEED TO COMPLETELY REWRITE A COLLEGE ESSAY BY TOMORROW holy shit why do i do this to myself

i am biting and kicking and screaming istg i am SO FUCKING INSPIRED RN QOHAUIWBSJHBGKYUGS

anyway tl:dr; my original profile sucked ass, i had a massive realization where i connect all the dots, and now i want to rewrite it entirely by tomorrow night :'))))

#devil writes #rant #behind the pen #concept #analysis #GRRRR QOIAHFBSHBKJAAUIYAIGSHEJFJMF #I NEED TO REWRITE THE ENTIRE THINGWIEUAGHFBM

[morska--vila]

my toxic trait is that I will write pretty notes for uni and gaslight myself into thinking that I studied just because I made said notes

#i don't focus on what I'm writing at all #i just like writing with my pretty pens in my pretty notebooks #not a thought behind my eyes #and then i convince myself i studied and call it a day

[tinderfishboy]

russian is an Evil language to learn let me tell you

#i have an advantage when it comes to the writing cause my english writing is already basically cursive and the way i hold a pen naturally #gives me the rightward slant. but its so ridiculous like why does the letter that looks like a T in print and sounds like a t look like an m #and its basically illegible its so hard to tell where one letter ends and the next begins sometimes #AND i missed a week bc of covid so im so so behind and i just like do not know these words and can barely read cyrillic GIRL im fighting for #my LIFE the homework takes SO LONG EVERY NIGHT AND I HAVE THREE OTHER CLASSES!!!

[betrayingcrown]

/ theres.... a whole time line for barnabas posted

#the pen behind the sword [ooc] #Im sorry if i seem to talk a lot about him #hes my babygirl #im begging to write with some here. pls i need that (possibly toxic) relation with som

[idcnticxl]

Call me crazy

call me absolutely unhinged

call this a hot take

but as someone who writes multiple OCs can we, in the year of our lord 2023, please stop shaming people who don't want to interact with OCs and are upfront about not wanting to interact with OCs?

#ooc; The Hand Behind This Pen #i hate going to a blog for a character im interested in writing with #and i get all excited as i got throught their rules #and then i dont find anything about whether they're oc friendly or not #so i'm just left either following and hoping that they are in fact OC friendly rather an OC uninterested #or I don't follow them because.... whats the point in following if they wont interact with me? If they wont even follow me back?

[padfootastic]

We canonically know that several Death Eaters knew the truth about the traitor (Sirius says he heard them talking about Peter in Azkaban and claims Peter was running from the Death Eaters that avoided prison), but it’s understandable why they didn’t say anything (Sirius is legit their enemy so why bother helping, who’s listening to imprisoned Death Eaters claiming that their Lord’s alleged second-in-command is actually innocent since that just looks like they’re trying to free him so he can take control in Voldemort’s stead and they can unleash destruction on the world again, and those that are free just narrowly escaped Azkaban and sure aren’t going to risk their freedom by being seen helping a “notorious” Death Eater). We’ve gotta wonder about literally everyone else though, because they’ve got no excuses for the lack of questions or an investigation (everyone seems to agree Peter was far less talented than Sirius and also was a coward, so they must have known Peter would never chase after Sirius. Did they somehow forget all prior knowledge? Had nobody ever been framed in the Wizarding World before or something? Why didn’t they check Sirius’s wand?)

ur asking all the questions i’ve been wondering for years lol like again, i get it needed to happen that way for ~plot but like !!! why are there so many holes !!!!

genuinely, the only way it makes sense is:

- someone was deliberately interfering w the case to keep him in prison (gg!dumbles)

- sirius has a bad luck curse cast on him where everything that can go wrong does.

me, personally? i think it was a mix of the first (dumbledore being his ten-steps-ahead chess player + active ignorance) and maybe,,,something something sirius’ case being hushed up and pushed thru in the postwar chaos? people didn’t get a chance to do anything bc it happened way too quick? also the government operates on a more,,,macro/meta level so maybe that? (it’s also possible we underestimate the size of the WW to assume they’d have such intimate access to/participation in the administration etc just bc of the lightning era we saw)

#sirius black #this becomes interesting when i hc that dumbles never liked sirius #the way he was wary of tom riddle #and it gives him even more of a reason to do this #kinda wanna write a drabble around this #not sure how/what but idk. maybe like a. confrontation scene? #ooooh wait i know james coming back and calling dumbles out #‘don’t lie. i know you never liked him. you can hide behind ur merlin damned twinkling and sparkly robes all u want #but i see you headmaster. sirius has always scared you and you hate that. so you thought you’d get rid of him huh? #keep him away because you know you can’t control him’ #or something along those lines idk #but yah. sirius’ whole case is one big frustrating mindfuck #pen’s asks