#( and then i spent like 5hrs making it )

[marcmorrigan]

maybe hes born with it. maybe its hormone replacement therapy

#heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #tgcf #feng xin #my art #I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS THE FIRST FINISHED TGCF ART IM POSTING... #im a serious artist who takes my work seriously and has a deep respect for my craft #i spent almost 5hrs on this. normal <3 #i had the idea and chugged through this all in one sitting bc i knew. if i stopped i would lose momentum. but i MADE IT. I FINISHED. #hes so cute... the blush was rlly vital. i feel like you can tell hes my fave bc of everything abt the way i draw him lololol #i shld make a matchy hua cheng in the 'baby slut' shirt. bc that one is so good for him...

[doodlebloo]

If I'm inactive it's bc Fantasy High has consumed me entirely

#when i discovered it i spent all the money i could scrounge up on 1 month of dropout and binged the whole entire thing in like #a week. averaging 5hrs sleep a night. it was summer and i didnt do ANYTHING else. #it was my fandom just before dsmp and so now that my brain has been rewired im viewing the characters with a fresh #perspective going whoaaaa. #liking a media that is roleplay but is also structured and reaches satisfying narrative conclusions is wild man (/lh) #i cannot recommend it enough to everyone. its silly its heartfelt it still makes me scream at how cool some of the moments are #it balances characters hitting lows and being beaten down with them getting genuine wins and being cool super well #ok done now sorry. love you all ❤️ #doodle.txt

[vampirebiter]

right now, the job i have is probably the easiest job ive had so far but i can sense on the horizon theyre going to start wanting me to start doing more shit

#theyve already mentioned wanting me to come in 2-3 hours early to make frozen pizzas on saturdays #which like. i dont wanna fuckin do that. #theyre having me do invoices now. #im already essentially solo running the front of the place before ive even gotten my first paycheck or officially finished training #but like. i Know how small town local restaurants are and i lost my mother to the cycle of kitchen work absorbing you and everything bec #becoming your job because youre one of like 3 maximum semi competent people in the business #(shes still alive shes just a workaholic who spent 99% of my childhood working kitchens and/or hotels and neglecting me and my brother) #(but now she works as an assistant teacher and loves working with the kids and her and my dad ((they work together)) are apparently soooooo #good at it. me and my brother have to laugh about it every time otherwise were gonna cry and were manly men so we dont cry in front of each #other) #i COMPLETELY fuckin digress. point is. i can sense them wanting me to start doing manager type shit for $12/hr 5hr shifts. no fuckin way <3 #ghost.txt

[erythristicbones]

-laying facedown on the floor-

i miss my baby brotherrrrrr

#its been like over a month since we've gotten to talk on the phone #bc he's busy with work n college #and im also busy w work and dont always have the social battery for phone calls #but i miss him so much ;_; #i know he is a wholeass 22yo adult but in my head he's still baby #he should be home forever and i should get to see him whenever bc i adore him #im so so so proud of him for making it thru college and i know he's going to put great things into the world #but sometimes i wish he wasnt living ~6hrs away #bc it means we only really get to see him on holidays or when family emergencies happen #and given i spent the furst 18yrs of my life with him #then visited my parents once a week to deepclean their house in exchange for them paying for my medical shit #of which he followed me around the entire time and i got to spend like 5hrs chatting with him every week #......its just really hard to suddenly only get to see him a handful of times a year

[noyro-art]

PARTY POISON ❌💊 as portrayed by Gerard Way

This was a little funky to draw in terms of lighting and colors. I've never really worked with green. I don't like green. or orange really either. But i think it was worth it.

This was also my first time drawing like dirt and blood on my art and i think it turned out pretty rad 👍👍

For the background is fairly closely referenced to the Danger Days album cover, and Party Poison as a character I thiiiiiink belongs to Gerard Way? I'm not sure but either way they're not mine so credits to the creator .,.

Software: Ibispaint X

Time spent: 5hr 10min

Date drawn: August 16 2023

killjoys, make some noise!!

#danger days #mcr #my chemical romance #gerard way #party poison #killjoys #tlotfk #true lives of the fabulous killjoys #fanart #small artist #digital art #danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #noyro art

[loudestcloud]

Sometimes, when I think about Whole cake for too long, I remember that face that every one takes shifts to watch over the Sunny at night and think about Brook watching on his own for that Zou to Whole cake gap trip.

Based on what I calculated years ago*, Pedro can replace Usopp and Franky's shift because he'd probably feel confident in doing it alone, Carrot would likely replace Robin's shift with Nami leaving Pekoms to replace Zoro's shift with Luffy's second shift. While yes, Pedro or Carrot could take doubles and could get some sleep between then and Sanji's shift, I feel like Brook wouldn't want him to do that as they are guests. I always think about that specifically because Brook doesn't do well alone and in this case it is specifically alone on a ship on foggy water.

* tldr of the post linked is this

Luffy has 2 cos he sleeps 5hrs whenever he wants but will probably be replaced by Jinbe noe and Brook and Sanji are supposed to wake up at 5am but I spent hours working it out and that was the only way ot was going to happen to play by the hour limit rules Oda set, I do not think he planned ahead for it to fit well and that is okay, i just really wanted to make that chart.

As always with my 1am posts, sorry if info is wrong and for possible spelling mistakes ect

#i assume they slept at least once because they got THAT hungry #one piece #whole cake island #OP WCI #One piece wci #whole cake arc #whole cake #brook #soul king brook #humming brook #Sanji #black leg sanji #one piece sanji #One piece brook

[sforspoot]

You are challenged by Time Jumper Ingo!

-1/10/2023

-Time spent, 5hrs

I decided to make a matching sort of thing for the Emmet Ultra Recon picture that I redrew!

I like to imagine that for this little two parter idea, that Ingo is jumping through time looking for something that he can’t remember. But is so extremely important too him, but is slowly getting disheartened more and more the longer time drags on. Just a fun little snippet of a idea I had last year with that random Emmet design.

-In timely mannered regards, Spootie Boi!

#SoundCloud #submas #ingo #subway boss ingo #pokemon ingo #pokemon #gliscor #warden ingo #pokemon ultra sun and moon #pokemon legends arceus #submas au #artists on tumblr #fanart #art #sforspoot

[yuesya]

After reading zenith I spent like 5hrs reading all your posts about the different zenith Aus.

Would it be possible to make some kind of au masterlist Bcuz I’m seriously getting confused in all the alternate universes haha

Zenith is a masterpiece btw

Thank you, glad you're enjoying the fic and its (many) AUs!

Right now everything is stashed under the #Writing tag and I'm trying not to think too hard about it lol. Since so many of them are responses to other asks and don't make much sense without context, I kind of just left them there so anyone who's actually curious can just rummage through. I have an index of sorts on Ko-fi, but even then things are still pretty disorganized.

I may try to make a post with a masterlist of Tumblr links at some point, if that's something other readers would also be interested in? ... On the bright side, I know I'll be able to find everything under the tag at least, I guess.

There's going to be a lot of scrolling involved though haha.

#QA #i apologize for the inconvenient scrolling and confusion involved haha #part of me just figured that since everything was disjointed anyways there wasn't much point in attempting to straighten things out #also #i jump back and forth between these snippets a lot #they're not even written in chronological order askdhfads #;;;

[cowplant-pizza]

hey guys this is a huge personal rant about my irl so if u dont wanna read it just scroll!!

so as some of u will know i am disabled with fibromyalgia, hyper mobility and also depression and anxiety.

i started a small biz to try to help bring funds in as i cant work a proper job (i was even told by my dr that working was out of the option)

im feeling doubly, even tripley sorry for myself rn because not only do i have a disability, but i have it so bad that i can’t even do what most people with this disability can do (work part time or even full time in some cases)

my disability took away my dream from working with animals because its such a labour intensive job

i saw a silver lining in creating my small business because it was something i was really passionate about and was actually doing really well

in 2020-2021 i made £21k which is a reasonable salary for someone with no qualifications (i had to drop out of school due to my disability) and also a small business in their first year of existing

however since covid has “ended”, and lockdown was lifted, my sales have plummeted. the following year i only made £4k

this year i’m sure i’ve made even less

i cant keep up with my business because i’m way too stressed about money. stress makes fibromyalgia waaaay worse for those wondering

i cant sleep at night. i have awful insomnia. but when i do finally get to sleep, i cant wake up. i describe it as a sleep coma. its like sleep is literally pulling a blanket over my head and suffocating me back to sleep. i actively fight with my body every day for the ability to wake up

once i wake up i have minimum energy. this is spent doing small everyday tasks like watering my plants, playing with my dogs, putting away laundry, showering ect. once those tasks are done, i’m spent. i could sleep again. i have no energy or motivation to work on my business

but some days i dont even have the energy to do those small things

i just sort of “zombie mode” along all day. time goes quickly and slowly at the same time

i thought i’d been awake like 30mins earlier but it had been 5hrs and my dinner was ready

i’m basically always confused and not with it. earlier i put a tissue on the side and my mug in the bin (still with cold tea in it) instead of the other way around. i put soap in my hair and shampoo on my body puff

i dont know what to do

i have a drs appointment on 16th but that was booked over a month ago and its only over the phone. i rang today to try and book another one (because you can only discuss one issue at a time), and opted for the callback service (if your past 5th in the queue you press the callback and keep your spot). i was 8th. i never got a call back

i honestly just feel like the entire world is against me

im trying to get an adhd/autism diagnosis because i know something is “wrong” up there but i cant even get a regular appointment let alone a referral

i get no support from my government. no benefits. i scored a 0 on my PIP interview. im going to try for universal credit but someone recommended waiting for my adhd/autism diagnosis to really push them to give it to me but, as i said, i cant get an appointment

im making about 50-100 per month

i dont see anything bright in my future

if you read this far honestly your a gem. im sorry for burdening this on your shoulders. i just needed to write it down and get it off my chest

#personal #dl #non sims

[shutupptara]

Change Your Ticket - Brandon Tanev

summary: you wake up early in the morning, prepared to head out to catch your flight home. Brandon has other ideas

word count: 1,374

warnings: none, maybe sleepy Brandon bc he deserves his own warning

Blame my 5hr flight home in which I had One Direction on shuffle. It’s not necessary, but you might want to listen to change your ticket by 1D while reading - it’s the true inspiration here. Unedited so all mistakes are my own 😬

Brandon groans when he hears an alarm cutting through the peaceful silence of his bedroom. He just squeezes his eyes shut and tries to tighten his grip on his girlfriend’s waist, though she’s squirming in his grip.

“I gotta get up bubs,” she whispers to him. Eventually, she’s able to wriggle herself up into a seated position and shut her alarm off. He can feel the shift in the bed as she climbs out of it, heading straight for the bathroom without a word.

Brandon lets his head slump down in his pillow, mind still groggy and nearing sleep again. He knows he needs to be getting up too; her flight is supposed to take off in a few hours, and he wants to be there at the airport to see her off. This is always the hardest part of her visits, and each time, it only seems to get worse. Brandon hates having to say goodbye, tries to avoid it at all costs really, but that doesn’t make it any less frequent. Long distance sucks, but he’d take that over not having her any day of the week.

His eyes open slowly when he hears her step out of the bathroom. She flicks the light on in the room, and he squints. He doesn’t bother lifting his head from his pillow, just looks on as she starts gathering all of her belongings and getting them into her bag she’s got resting at his feet. She doesn’t pay him any attention, and he knows she’s thinking the same thing he is. They’d shared a wonderful long weekend in Seattle, but it went by too quickly. It always does.

He watches silently as she gets dressed, stuffing her pajamas into her bag haphazardly. When she’s got everything in order she slings her bag over her shoulder, finally turning her attention to where Brandon is still beneath the covers. She quirks an eyebrow, giving him a pointed look. “I thought you wanted to come with me?”

“I do,” he assures her. “But we’ve still got time left, sweetheart. Come get back in bed...” he lifts the comforter up for her, widening his soft brown eyes.

She sighs, shaking her head. “Bran, you know we don’t. The traffic is going to be nuts-“

“Take that bag off your shoulder,” he insists. He pushes himself up until he’s sitting against the headboard, arms crossed over his chest. “Come here.” He can tell she’s frustrated; she certainly doesn’t want to leave either, but Brandon prolonging their goodbye just puts unnecessary stress on her. She can’t miss her flight, and while he’d never actively try to make that happen, he wouldn’t be entirely imposed to the serendipity of it.

Despite this, she concedes. She drops the bag at her feet and climbs back into bed, crawling up until she’s situating herself in Brandon’s waiting arms. He holds her close against his chest, his face pressed into her hair, breathing her in while his fingers trace circles on her back. She sighs in contentment, and lets her resolve slip, just a little bit.

Brandon feels like home: safe and comfortable, and the last thing she wants to do is have to leave that again.

“I can’t believe this weekend is over already,” she frowns.

Brandon hums in agreement. He knows he shouldn’t complain. It was a blessing in itself that she was able to come out for opening night, and they’d spent two months of the recent off season together. A wonderful two months, though it still wasn’t enough for him. While he cherishes the time they do get to spend together, he wants more, and he knows he probably always will. But that’s a difficult conversation for another day. He doesn’t want to push and run the risk of her leaving upset with him. So for now, he just holds her close to him, and nuzzles his face against her neck.

She groans, pouting. “You’re making it really hard for me to leave.”

“Don’t go,” he says immediately.

This draws a sign from her lips. “Brandon...”

“It’s not the same when you’re gone,” he cuts her off. He lifts his head until his eyes are locked with hers. He can see flecks of gold in the soft color of her eyes, catching the sunlight streaming through the window, and he smiles shyly. “And I don’t want to send you all the way back to the east coast to be by yourself. You know it’s not good to be all alone.”

She rolls her eyes. “I live twenty minutes from my parents. And I’ve got my friends; you know I won’t be alone.”

He’s quiet for a moment, considering this. Obviously she’s going to be able to poke holes in any argument he makes. She’s got responsibilities back home, just as Brandon has responsibilities in Seattle. It’s just not plausible for her to drop everything to be with him, but that doesn’t mean he can’t wish for it. “What about me?” He mumbles.

“You’re constantly surrounded by your teammates, don’t give me that,” She deadpans. She reaches a hand up, cupping Brandon’s jaw lightly. “Please don’t make me feel worse about this. I don’t want to leave, but I have to.” He nods. Every part of Brandon is so proud of her for building a life she loves. He knows she’s doing work she’s passionate about, and he would never stand in the way of that. He just wishes her dreams didn’t have to keep her so far away from him.

“I’m sorry. You know I’m so proud of you,” he reminds her. “I just hate saying goodbye.”

“I know, I do too,” she assures him. She leans in to rests her forehead against his, her eyes falling shut. “Especially since there’s barely any sense in my going into the office right now. But heading back just means we’re getting closer to breaks: Thanksgiving and Christmas will be here so soon.”

The hopeful part of Brandon seems to light up as she tells him this. It’ll be a long shot, but he figures it’s at least worth the offer. “If it’s not that important for you to be there, you should probably stay here with me a couple more days...”

“You know I can’t,” she says.

“Just play hooky on Monday. You have to come to the game against the Canes,” Brandon reasons. The more thought he gives this idea, the better it sounds. If she takes Monday off, she’d be able to stay with him in Seattle until Wednesday night, catch the red eye out after the game against the Blues. It would give them an extra two days, and Brandon’s prepared to fight for that time as much as he can.

Much to his surprise, she appears to be considering it. She has her lower lip drawn between her teeth, and her brow is furrowed. “I don’t want my supervisor thinking I’m unprofessional... we haven’t discussed working remotely while working from home.”

He shrugs slightly. “Tell them your flight got cancelled.”

“Karma is going to kick my ass for this.” When she lets out a long sigh, Brandon knows she’s going to give in. He suppresses his smile by trailing her jaw with kisses.

“Let me change your ticket, baby,” he breathes. He drags his lips down the column of her throat, sucking on the sensitive skin gently. “Please, stay with me?” He peers up at her through his lashes, and he slides his hand further down her back, toying with the hem of her shirt. He slips his fingers underneath it, drawing goosebumps as he ghosts his fingertips over her skin.

“Okay,” she breathes, finally letting her heart win out over her head. She could deal with the logistical nightmare she was creating when she got back to reality, but for now, there was just her and Brandon in the haven they’d created for themselves.

Brandon’s whole face lights up when she agrees. He lifts his head up and captures her lips in a deep kiss, pulling her body even closer. “I love you,” he whispers, sighing in content.

“I love you too.” She nuzzles her face into the crook of his neck, letting her eyes fall shut.

#Brandon tanev #Brandon tanev imagine #Brandon tanev X reader #Brandon Tanev blurb #nhl blurb #nhl imagine

[stxsis]

It is just under two weeks until this fucking wedding and I am SO DONE I legitimately do not even want to be a bridesmaid anymore like this has destroyed my relationship with my sister and now I don't even have my sister to complain to about it because she's the one I would be complaining about.

ALSO I now surprise have to take some certification exam in the next two weeks or I might lose my job. Apparently it's a 5hr long exam that will cost me $150 at the same time that my sister is making me spend money on a professional hair and makeup artist and also the alterations on my bridesmaid dress that I look awful in. Not to mention the two (2) pairs of shoes I've now bought for this wedding because the first ones weren't the right shade of nude.

If I fail this exam that I've barely had the chance to study for, I will not only have to pay to take it again, but I will have to wait 30 days to do so and in the meantime will lose my job because I didn't get the certification by this deadline nobody apparently knew about.

All of this stress combined with a 13hr work day on thursday and my chronic illness means I woke up this morning sick as a dog with a throat full of blisters, but I pumped myself full of medication so I could go for the second day in a row to pick up this stupid fucking dress that I still look like a sausage in, even with expensive shapewear that I've now spent money on too.

I literally tripped on the lining yesterday because it was too long. It got caught on my heel and I nearly fell on the seamstress so I asked her to shorten it an inch or two, a decision my mother agreed with, and we were both pleased with the result today.

I get home. Mind you I am walking into a shit show because my dog is LIVID that I left her on a Saturday and she tore open a freshly delivered box of coffee protein shakes and now there are cardboard chunks, pee pad shavings, and coffee everywhere and my sister FINALLY calls me back... but she isn't calling to return my ignored distress call from yesterday, oh no. No, she's calling to address her concerns about how short the hem of my bridesmaid dress now is.

I tell her what happened when I went to pick up the dress yesterday and why I shortened it and said I didn't understand why she was freaking out about the hem of my dress and she was clearly offended and was like I'm going to have to talk to you later and I said okay and we hung up. Can someone please set me on fucking fire????

#OOC / big stupid jellyfish #long personal rant

[moonjxsung]

guess what? i had my first lolla nightmare😭😂 i dreamt that it was in this weird indoors park (something literally from the lorax) and that there was a plushie store and im only human so i spent like 5hrs at the plushie store. and then i almost missed skz but i didnt. but i was super far back and could barely see them😭 and that’s one of my biggest fears fr. bc irl imma b crazy and try to be as close as possible. then i woke up with kind of an adrenaline rush🥲

i also feel the sentiment of not finding cute clothes😭 like what does one wear to these. i’m intimidated fr bc i usually try to dress pretty pretty but will it last the literal 12hrs?😭

-🐈‍⬛

NOOOOO not the Lolla nightmare 😭😫😫 concert nightmares happen to me so often like before I saw Harry Styles for a second time in concert I had SO many nightmares about my phone dying or not picking a cute outfit and what’s so funny is that when the concert actually came around, I was going through so much stuff and taking my hardest uni course ever so I wasn’t able to pick a cute outfit AND my phone was almost dead by the time I even got to the venue 😀 literally cried at the concert bc I was so frustrated but I guess it also just forced me to really appreciate the show and be present in the moment so looking back I don’t even regret anything tbh 🫶 to be fair I would be late bc of a plushie store too so at least you can trust I’d be there with you 🚶‍♀️

I’m super nervous about getting a good spot and outfits too though!! I was really scared for global citizen but we ended up getting a good spot and people were really respectful about maintaining their distance and making sure everyone was comfortable so it all turned out okay and our view was decent enough to see the boys well 🫶 outfits though sheeesh I already know I’m going to pick them last minute 😀 IT’S OKKKK as long as I see skz I will be content with whatever the outcome is :’)

ILY bby don’t stress!! Have the best week ever ily ily 👼💞💓💗💘💕💖💝

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

[necroangelz]

💉

as angel writes hir response to this emoji shi is also rushing hir project due to making a dumb decision 5hrs ago that led to the most easily avoidable mistake ever (send help)

『 💉 』

a kin memory

for the most part my memories as sunny are similar to the game. my appearance (and mari's) are one big difference, but another huge difference is what my headspace was like.

in my childhood, i often played an alternate universe variation of dungeons and dragons (it had a different name and some changes in mechanics, etc but at its core its basically dnd) with the whole group. we really bonded over dnd. we made lots of different characters (they were cringe but in an unapologetic, carefree, tween-kids-beloved-oc kind of way, n some characters totally wernet just self inserts of ourselves but cooler) but we all had that One character we got super attached to and spent more time developing than the rest

although i can't remember who was our dm ... we took turns being the dm in different oneshots but idk who our main dm was, yk? it couuuuldve been me bc i had more fun watching my friends play and building the world around them than being part of the action itself. it would make sense that i was the dm

anyway, this had a considerable impact on my headspace. our headspace versions were like a mixed version of our dnd characters and our childhood selves. locations and characters in HS were based on things from our campaign. everything was still based on my childhood memories and nostalgia, but with the dnd campaign mixed in and high fantasy aesthetics thrown over everywhere

obviously im very interested in this part of my sunny timeline and i would love to do something to draw out more related memories, now if i just had the time and the actual motivation to get started on doing that "something" ....

#🎮﹕ press start 𝜗𝜚 ︵

[meirimerens]

how much time per day or week do you think you spend making art (either drawing or writing)? you have such crazy creative output (in my opinion at least - i know its very different for everyone) and all of it is so wonderful!

THANK YOU.... I TRY TO MAKE THAT #GOODSTUFF... thank you for #enjoying... ok i've already mentioned this part in an ask somewhere but one of the reasons i seem to have a "crazy creative output" is because My Ass is unemployed right. i am that "the unemployed friend at 4PM on a monday" person. i'm also not studying, so i can truly dedicate my time to #mycraft, and even then i don't have the output i could have if i spent all the time i'm at my puter actually drawing or writing. i also hyperfixate in the Not Fun Way and my brain Will Not let me move on before i've finished task 1 and it's not very conducive to a productive #lifestyle, artistically or otherwise. i also mention this ^ because i have plans of actually going back to school next year and between studying + needing a job to pay rent my creative output i'm aware will likely Dwindle so. warning everyone rn.

i can't really make calculations per se but i'm on my puter/tablet for real like in the #creative mindset at least 5hrs a day. i'm on my puter/tablet for longer than that, but i also do bland stuff like read and write emails, try to keep my webbed sites updated, i watch movies and videos, i talk to friends, i go on unnecessary wikipedia deep dives for 2hrs at a time, i hoard pdfs for sport, i keep my eyes on multiple websites i need to to re-enroll in school, i worry about my future housing situation and as such scroll renting sites for hours etc. you can see what i mean when i say i don't have the creative output i could have; some people can finish a full image in 5hrs. but i'm too #scatterbrained for this. i truly think when i actually have commitments in my life (uni & work) i'll make better use of the spare hours i'll have left because they'll mean everything to me...

tldr a lot, but i don't actually focus enough in that Lot to have a truly impressive #yield, and i'm soon going to have to do things everyday which will make this crop yield dwindle... but such is life. thank you for sticking by so far... more to come. i prommy.

#ring ring (answers) #anonymous

[littlelillycatsworld]

what do i look like an elf??

guess who's spent an insane amount of money on Christmas for my siblings.

i mean either me or the eldest had too pull our weight for the youngest two but unfortunately the eldest is in the military and wont be home and his twin is fucking useless (im joking but not really) so it falls on me ✨🥰💖once again💖🥰✨

of course are parents are also doing stuff but our dad is working Christmas and boxing day since hes a surgeon and in a completely different country and our mum is trying to get the family under control.

so once again the eldest daughter has to make sure everything has been ordered, arrived, wrapped and hidden just to make sure Santa isnt ruined for them. im at my wits end i dont even like this fucking holiday

my bank account is crying and so am i, I've spent 5hrs wrapping stuff😐

[beneath-her-soul]

Time check: 0837hrs

Location: Train otw to work

I'm feeling a lil bit anxious right now. I don't know if I can make it on time to chase after the company's transport and also I'm still having dry cough and it's been like this for the past 3 days. I would also like to take my mind off by writing so I feel much calmer.

Over the last weekend, I spend my off days with Mr Husband by going to our first Halloween Horror Night at USS! I've never been to this event during my younger days as I never like crowds, horror, tickets are pricey and I was still schooling and it normally ends late at night hence, I need to have enough money so that I can actually pay for the tickets and taxi fare back home. In summary, it just cost expensive for me to pay for everything because I wasn't yet a working adult and I have curfew.

Mr Husband bought the tickets to surprise me as both of us are virgins for this event and since we're already married, why not right? He made sure I blocked off the date and told me not to make any plans. I was so excited and looking forward to it because it's been awhile since he come up with something for us.

After night shift, I slept for the entire 5hrs and woke up at 5pm to wash up and get ourselves prepared. H told me to wear something comfortable with my tokidoki bag and sports shoe as we're gonna be walking alot on that night. While I was doing my make up, I asked him if we're watching a concert lol 😂 Idk I just want to find out more to see if he's able to keep up with the surprise.

I was terrified at first bcs lol like I told you, I am never a fan of anything horror as it stresses the shit out of me and furthermore, it just makes me overthink when I'm alone. Almost every of the haunted house, I decided to walk infront and prefer H to be at the back bcs I hate it if the ghost starts to scare me from my back like I can't see but I can feel your presence behind me. I was laughing most of the time during the haunted house experience bcs of the other people in it as they were screaming and just trying to avoid getting scare hahaha it was hella funny. I was more fascinated by the works they put it on the set up. Every haunted house has a theme for it and it was well decorated it looks real. The cast look real and they didn't broke out of character.

During the journey to the destination, I somehow got a sense that we're going to go to Sentosa judging by the route we took. We parked our bike at vivo and took the monorail to Sentosa. It was crowded since it's Saturday. (And it's been awhile since I went out on weekends). And tadaaaa, we reached USS! It was crowded as heck and we were already perspiring. Bleargh. We brought our portable fan and it was a huge life saver for us. There were 3 terrifying haunted houses and 3 sinister scare zones. And btw, H also had another surprise by purchasing the express tickets. Homaigod how much have he spent in total just for these. Makes me feel guilty that he's spending so much just for this. But then again, it's worth it bcs the queue was insaneeeee for each of the haunted houses. I think I might just give it a pass if H didn't buy the express tickets.

The last haunted house we went to was The Weeknd: After hours til dawn nightmare. All you see was...... The weeknd, his chopped off head, everything of him. I'm just like 😮 I don't listen to his music but I knew who he was. I was really horrified and disgusted. The Botox face, just everything. But it was well executed I must say.

We did get to ride on mummy and transformers at least. The atmosphere was so lively as it's been such a long time since I attended something like this. Something that makes me feel alive. You know? I've been walking in circles over the last few months and going to this event at 29 years old, hits me differently.

We ended off our night at 0030hrs and head our way home. I kept thanking the husband for the surprise and it was memorable experience for first timers. Alhamdulillah, bucketlist ✅

Update: I made it to catch for my bus.

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