#( he's not sure to this day what happened and won't investigate it because trauma. )

[thelibrarian1895]

Bruce is the restraining bolt

Let's say that Bruce "dies" again. Tim, of course, figures it's another temporary thing and bonus he doesn't need to risk another organ to prove it this time. That being said, Bruce isn't around to stop them now. Dick doesn't feel the need to be the dad this time since Bruce will be back. He's the big brother, the babysitter at best. Jason has never felt the need to step up into a parental role for any of his sibs before and he's not going to stop now. Cass won't kill, that is her line, beyond that, she's not anyone's parent either. Tim is one bad day away from being a supervillain, he seriously needs a vacation but at the same time he needs something that will keep him busy or he will get paranoid (thanks B for the trauma) and so he's not going to stop anyone, Duke doesn't have the experience to know when or if he should stop any of his sibs, steph and barbara are staying out of it as while they are family they consider themselves cousins at best no matter what B says, and no one is going to let Damian boss them around.

That being established, B is gone, Alfred is fretting but not inclined to stop anyone anyway, the kids decide that while the bat is away...

When Bruce returns, Alfred is just returning from a spa trip his beloved grandchildren insisted that he go on since he deserved a nice break and they even investigated to make sure the spa wasn't a scam or front! While Alfred was gone and Bruce was "dead", all Black Mask's warehouses had been mysteriously destroyed with large explosions that Bruce had previously forbidden because he was worried about collateral damage since some of those warehouses were sandwiched by other storage facilities and places where people squatted. (Steph and Jason, both very affronted because they are professionals B! And yes, there were also glitter bombs involved, it made the fire extra pretty with the different colors).

Furthermore, Lex Luthor is no longer the majority shareholder of his own company anymore, that would be Tim now, and all of Lex's employees are rejoicing since they're all getting a pay raise that brings them from the legal bare minimum to not just a living wage but twice that plus benefits even for those who aren't full timers (which is basically everyone, lex never wanted to get benefits for anyone). Lex is also being investigated for embezzling, money laundering, domestic and international terrorism, and the trafficking of minors (kon). Lex chose a very bad time to make Kon sad and Tim took that personally.

Bruce also discovered that Tim's childhood home, aka the drake's old place next door for the given value of next door, has been demolished and that whole area is now a botanical garden and registered wildlife sanctuary. (Damian with assistance and permission from Tim since technically the land was in Tim's name, Damian persuaded Poison Ivy to help while also monitoring to ensure she didn't slip in anything detrimental and also breaking up the exotic animal smuggling ring that B had been trying to keep from him to prevent this very thing. Tim, in the meantime, just happened to have a number of people on hand more than happy to work in a botanical garden/wildlife sanctuary and no, none of those people were ever formerly ninja who answered to Ra's before realizing that Red Robin was a far better employer, why would you ever think they were?)

And of course, the Joker is dead. None of his kids are fessing up to this. If pressed, they will cry, even Jason, and say that they thought Joker killed their dad and they wished it had been them because they missed him so much! (It was Dick and Barbara, Babs faked the paperwork for Dick to go in as an orderly, Dick, in disguise, gave the Joker altered medication via injection and made sure to get some air bubbles in for good measure, official COD was a totally natural brain aneurysm, so sad, no autopsy needed, burn the body)

Duke was a bit of a wild card and ended up hanging out with Selina, picking up a few extra skills, and using those skills to break into various mansions and apartments of the filthy rich to steal back stolen art and artifacts and return them to museums in their country of origin so they can be enjoyed by everyone (he watched indiana jones recently and the "it belongs in a museum" popped into his head a lot, he did wear a particular hat while he was committing his heists) It was nice potential step mother and step son bonding time

And finally, Cass causes Ra's Al Ghul to lose a particular appendage, one that the lazarus pit hasn't been able to grow back for him thanks to a little consultation with Constantine beforehand. She then went to hang out at Themyscira and got some very pretty bracelets.

Bruce is thinking very hard about just turning around. He takes a nap instead and then he lectures his beloved nutcases about personal safety, the law, respecting what is essentially dibs on certain super villains, and all the other boring stuff he's tried to impose on them over the years.

#bruce wayne #batfamily #batman #tim drake #jason todd #dick grayson #damian wayne #signal #stephanie brown #duke thomas #alfred pennyworth #crack fic idea #cassandra cain #cassandra wayne

[selkies-world]

Can someone with child experience DM me??? There's a scene I'm writing which features an 8 - 12 year old girl (her age is still being decided, but rn she's 11 & that works for every other aspect of the story) and she goes into a flashback of severe trauma, and I'm just not sure how to make it seem less forced / staged. I have 0 experience with children of any age group, especially not traumatised ones. All I know is theoretical.

There's a very edited version of the first attempt at the scene with a lot of details redacted below the cut. Following that, there's a very edited, bare-bones version of the second attempt at the scene with the same details redacted.

If you DM me, I can tell you about the details - I just don't want to post them here because they contain 2 major plot-reveals.

[Please keep in mind this is for a piece of original writing which will be getting published as a book, so please don't steal / copy these scenes for fics. I have no issue with you taking inspiration from them, but remember there is a distinct difference between taking inspiration & copying directly. Please don't make me regret posting this by making it into a copyright nightmare. Just be respectful.]

Characters:

K (11, f)

L (26, m)

F (28, m)

P (21 - genderfluid)

J (25, m)

S (23, f)

The set-up:

F is K's guardian, though doesn't have full custody. F, S, J & P have lived together for years & K is used to seeing them all as her family unit, though F is her primary care person, guardian & main parental figure. L is new, and the other adults trust him, he is close to F. K does not feel close to L, but she tolerates his presence because she knows the rest of her family like him. Up until this point, L has been left unsupervised with K twice, and nothing bad has happened, though it was for much shorter time periods and there was always someone else within shouting distance. In the days leading up to this scene, he has noticed her behaving slightly differently than what he's grown used to seeing from her, but he isn't close enough to her to know or guess why.

L has 0 child experience.

The first attempt at the scene:

P & J have already gone out for the day. F and S say they're going out so L prepares to leave, but K refuses to go. F asks L to babysit - F & S won't be out long, anyway. The most L will have to do is make sure K doesn't burn the house down if she makes pancakes. L agrees, figuring an 11 year old who low-key loathes him will generally stay up in her room anyway & he won't actually have to act as an authority or as supervision. F & S leave.

Later, L hears a crash & goes to investigate, then finds out it came from K's room. He knocks & pushes the door open, & sees her bedroom is completely trashed- her jigsaws are thrown around & the pieces are lying all over the floor and surfaces, soft toys are lying on the floor, books are ripped, dolls are decapitated and scribbled on, baby dolls have been thrown at the walls & some have cracked, the mirror is broken, clothes are strewn from the closet all over the floor, there's blood on the wall from where cut hands were after coming into contact with the broken glass. K is curled up between her bed & a cabinet & is crying silently / possibly sobbing.

L approaches slowly, and notices the dolls have been mutilated - arms have been snapped off, heads have been turned, faces have been suffocated, legs have been broken off with their elastics hanging out of the joints, clothes have been ruined, ink and paint and blood are splattered across them all.

L sits down near the cabinet & observes the room from K's perspective & realises she destroyed the room & her toys in an outburst. Eventually after trying to wait her out, L asks what K remembered - he is aware she has PTSD, but all the adults had said she didn't remember her trauma.

K makes a statement about the pinnacle of the traumatic event she went through.

Hearing it out loud triggers her into saying it again & again, until she's shouting it. She also begins to scratch and claw at her skin and her hair.

L reaches out & pulls her out of the space she'd fit herself between the bed & cabinet because he thinks he's helping by preventing her using the bed or cabinet as tools to hit herself against if her behaviour were to escalate. K proceeds to scream at full volume & starts hitting & kicking him. L lets go, K doesn't expect it & begins to fall because of the momentum. The angle would have her hitting her head on the cabinet. L reaches out again to steady her, and proceeds to get kicked in the stomach & bitten. He backs off entirely, and can only watch as K proceeds to scream & cry & hit / punch / claw herself.

[CUT]

K is entering the numb / nonresponsive part of her episode. She looks at all the destruction in her room & her broken toys & starts to sob as she shuts down.

L approaches her slowly, and says her name until she reacts. When she does, she says she didn't mean to break the toys, and says they'll never be fixed. L says they can fix them, and it'll be OK. K repeats his words and he confirms the statement. Then she registers that her hands are cut, and holds them up to him - her palms are cut from broken glass, there's shallow cuts of her faces from her own scratching / hitting, and there's blood smeared all over her. L says he can fix that too, and takes the barely-responsive K through to the bathroom to try and DIY some first aid (he knows animal / vetenary first aid but not human first aid). K shuts down entirely & is mute & limp as L patches her back together, & stares through him when he speaks to her to try to engage her.

[CUT]

By the time F & S return, K is passed out on her favourite armchair in the den & L is on the couch. K is hugging the 1 doll L was able to mend entirely for her, though it's still very clear it was broken. K is very visibly bandaged together. F asks wtf happened, L recounts the event. S gets a blanket for K, and F & L go out the back to discuss it all so that F doesn't have to try to control his reaction. After his initial reaction, F goes on to tell L about K's trauma.

To me, this felt very forced, and relied too heavily on K trusting L to put her back together, which seemed unlikely after her outburst, and the amount she has been openly hostile / cold towards him up until this point. It also seemed like a helluva lot for F to come home to & a lot for L to explain, especially without K backing his story up.

Cue version 2:

P & J already left & are expected to be out all day. F, S, L & K are in the living room, K is playing on the floor & partially watching cartoons, L is getting low-key absorbed into the kids cartoon on screen. F & S go out, and it's only supposed to be for an hour, so L agrees to stay with K, who says she doesn't want to go out. F & S leave.

A while later, the cartoon ends & a news show comes on. K complains & L looks for a different cartoon or kids channel. He puts on another cartoon show, and K doesn't protest. As the theme tune starts, L sees K starting to mime / hum along to the lyrics & assumes she's enjoying it. He then notices her beginning to act bizarrely towards the doll she's playing with. When he asks what she's doing, she ignores him & continues humming along to the tune. She keeps humming the tune on a loop even after the theme tune stops & the cartoon starts. L gets worried & notices that K seems to be in a trance. He asks her to stop what she's doing to the doll, which she doesn't hear. He tries to redirect her attention, which she doesn't hear.

Finally, he crouches down on the floor and shakes her shoulder to try and get her attention, since he's getting very disturbed by what she's doing to the doll. K freezes & goes silent, and pauses the behaviour. L praises her & returns to his place on the couch & lightly says for her to watch the TV, but he is still uncomfortable when he looks at the doll.

K stays frozen for a few moments as she watches the screen, before L notices her starting to tremble. He asks what's wrong, and realises she's crying. She keeps shaking & drops the doll. K is staring through space, and then begins to scratch & claw at her neck, gasping & sobbing about how she can't breathe. She's kicking at the space in front of her & struggling as if she's being restrained. L tries to get her to speak, but as he watches how she's moving & behaving, he realises it was the same thing she had the doll do repeatedly a few moments before.

L turns the TV off & tries to help K, but she keeps kicking & clawing & fighting herself / the air, so L relents & sits back, but keeps talking to K. L has now realised K is going through a reenactment of her trauma - which she had previously done to her doll. He was aware of her PTSD but not of the trauma itself, but as he witnesses her relive it, he can make a pretty good guess at it.

When K finishes the reenactment, she shuts down & looks at the doll. She's out of breath & has cut herself with her nails, but doesn't seem to register any of it. Instead, she looks at the doll & cries because she thinks she ruined it. L redirects her to the kitchen, and puts food in front of her, but K doesn't respond or eat or drink.

[CUT]

When F & S get back, F sees the doll (which has been left behind as accidental evidence) & realises what happened, since he has seen K go through this before, though she hasn't had an episode in ages. He finds L & K out the back, with L trying to get K to make daisy chains because he couldn't think what else to do, though it's more L failing at making the chain & K staring through it. F goes into Dad Mode & deals with K appropriately according to what's worked in the past for her PTSD episodes.

[CUT]

Later that night, K is passed out on the couch with her doll & a Teddy & a blanket, since she didn't want to leave F's side all evening & fell asleep after dinner & F didn't want to risk waking her up by trying to carry her up to her room. L & F are in the kitchen, & L asks about the episode. F goes on to tell L about K's trauma.

Again, this one seemed to rely too much on K agreeing to stay home with L, though it seemed like a better option as it included L witnessing her initial trigger (the theme tune of the cartoon, which had been playing in the background when she had experienced the trauma initially), her unconcious response (reenact it on the doll), L's redirection attempt (touch her shoulder), & K's conscious response (reenact the trauma on herself / re-experience the trauma as if it was the initial event).

But it still feels quite forced, even though I think it's closer to a realistic trauma response (if it was a car crash, for example, and there was 1 song playing on the radio when the impact happened, K screamed as the car rolled & was awake but trapped in the backseat while her parents died in front of her - then her trauma response would be triggered by hearing the song again, which would result in her randomly screaming for her parents & trying to struggle against a non-existent seatbelt.) That was my logic for trying to figure out how she would need the triggering stimuli (theme tune) to make the trauma response start. I feel like this part was missing in the first version of the scene.

Additional information:

K is trusted to go out by herself, is often left unsupervised & is trusted to go over to her friends' by herself & return by herself

Her friends are rarely (if ever) supervised when they play outside & she is trusted to be with them & not get harmed or in danger or in trouble

My questions are:

She was hostile towards L upon first meeting him, & continued to be so for their next few interactions, especially when he accidentally offended her by being (unknowingly) insensitive towards F in front of her. F admonished her for it & they struck a deal, where K tolerates L without being openly hostile towards him, but doesn't have to pretend to like him

None of the characters have access to a phone for the duration of this scene, so L can't just phone F & ask wtf to do

Her trauma is NOT CSA

Do 11 year old girls even play with toys / dolls? This part of the scene came in when I had her written as 8 - I increased her age to 11 for the sake of how much freedom she is granted outside of the house, but I'm not sure what the new, age appropriate things would be for her to be doing when she begins to reenact / re-experience the trauma.

How do trauma responses in children work? Or how do PTSD episodes manifest / appear in children?

What should L be doing here? He has 0 experience with children of any age, and has only coaxed his own peers through anxiety / panic attacks in the past

How would K be behaving during a flashback? Would she be attacking herself, or L, or both? How should L be responding to each of these behaviours?

In contrast, what should F do when he returns? He is experienced in her episodes & is aware of her trauma & has gotten her through this before & she trusts him. How would his response differ from L's?

How would F feel when he comes back & sees he missed K's first episode in ages? And how would he feel about the fact he had left L responsible for K during that episode?

Please either comment on this post / in the tags, or DM me.

#selkie #human stuff #selkie writes #hl #my wriitng #my writing #writing #books #my books #wip #my wip #current wip

[dreamingblacktabby]

Healer Ravenpaw (Part 2)

Ravenpaw resumes his training as a healer, now apprenticed under Yellowfang who he finds intimidating

Yellowfang reveals herself to have a soft spot and Ravenpaw finds himself growing closer to her

Fireheart does his best to tell Bluestar about Tigerclaw being a terrible cat but Bluestar doesn't believe him and tells him to drop it

Bluestar makes a decision to bring WindClan back and Fireheart volunteers to fetch them with Graystripe. He asks Ravenpaw to go with them as well but Ravenpaw turns the offer down

Ravenpaw sticks close to Yellowfang causing her to question why he's so afraid of Tigerclaw

Ravenpaw tells her the truth to which Yellowfang is a bit skeptical at first but isn't surprised when she learns nobody except Fireheart truly believed him

Swiftpaw is made an apprentice and Goldenflower is made the official deputy with Lionheart retiring to the elders den

Fireheart and Graystripe successfully bring WindClan back home safely but get into a fight with RiverClan on the way back resulting in Whiteclaw's death(and Sandpaw becoming nicer to Fireheart)

Bluestar makes Fireheart and Graystripe mentors to Cinderpaw and Brackenpaw

Fireheart and Ravenpaw discuss how to convince Bluestar that Tigerclaw is a muderer and Ravenpaw eventually remembers that Oakheart was killed before Redtail during the battle but he isn't quite sure how Oakheart had died because that whole battle is a bit hazy to him because of how traumatic the whole thing was

Graystripe falls in the rover and catches a cold which Ravenpaw scolds him about

Ravenpaw notices Graystripe sneaking out of camp despite being told to rest until he's recovered from his cold and thinks he's going out to train Brackenpaw until Fireheart explains he's been training Brackenpaw

Fireheart investigates and seems upset with what he discovered but doesn't tell Ravenpaw what was up

Cinderpaw gets hit by a car and Ravenpaw helps Yellowfang try to save the apprentice's leg but she fears it won't ever set properly

Fireheart is extremely worried about her and blames himself for the accident

Bluestar loses a life due to a greencough outbreak and Ravenpaw learns she's now on her last life

Ravenpaw helps Cinderpaw as she's recovering from her accident and tries to keep her hopes up despite knowing she might never become a warrior

Fireheart and Graystripe start to grow distant from one another and neither of them will tell Ravenpaw why

Sandstorm and Dustpelt are made warriors and Sandstorm starts to grow closer to Fireheart, Ravenpaw realizing that she has a crush on the former kitty-pet(This makes Ravenpaw sad as he realizes that he also had a crush on Fireheart)

Fireheart brings his nephew to camp one day and he's given to Brindleface who had lost one of her kits to greencough

Ravenpaw notices how Fireheart seems so busy lately and realizes that exposing Tigerclaw is no longer a priority to him so he goes to Bluestar himself and confesses to her about Redtail's murder

Bluestar doesn't believe him and tells Ravenpaw his trauma may have caused him to misremember the events and she now understands why Fireheart was convinced Tigerclaw was a bad cat

Ravenpaw starts to question the events himself but reminds himself that Tigerclaw wouldn't have threatened him several times if he was simply misremembering

Ravenpaw works with Cinderpaw, helping her relearn how to walk with Fireheart's help on occasion as he wants to help his apprentice

One day Yellowfang finally breaks the news to Cinderpaw that her leg was too severely damaged and she might never to able to become a warrior

One day Brokenstar and his exiled warriors attack ThunderClan camp where Clawface is killed and Brokenstar is blinded

Bluestar decides to keep him as a prisoner(which pretty much everyone disagrees with) and renames him Brokentail

Ravenpaw and Yellowfang start teaching Cinderpaw some herbs so she can help them out on occasion to stave off her boredom

One day a battle over Sunning Rocks happens and after the fight, Graystripe and Fireheart seem to be friends again

Graystripe and Cinderpaw are told about Tigerclaw and the group of five start planning on how to expose him as a murderer (The five cats being Fireheart, Ravenpaw, Yellowfang, Graystripe and Cinderpaw)

#warrior cats au #Healer Ravenpaw #Ravenpaw #Fireheart #Graystripe #Yellowfang #Cinderpelt #Goldenflower #Bluestar #Sandstorm #Tigerclaw #Tigerstar #Woop woop #second part #things are getting interesting

[wackybuddiemewbs]

Okay but what if, we get Margaret and Phillip actually at Buck's bedside, holding his hand, begging him to come back to them. Not because of Daniel, but because he's their son and they love him.

Oh, I can TOTALLY see that happening. Actually, that's one of the potential scenes that came to my mind when I rambled on about them NOT doing something shitty for a change.

It'd certainly be nice for Buck. And he deserves nice things from his parents at long last, damn it. Just like Maddie does.

Like, if the writers are heading down that route, it'd offer healing for them, particularly for Buck, and also as a way for them to "redeem" themselves and show a path towards betterment. To highlight that they have since made progress and are actively working on themselves in an effort to repair their relationship with their children.

Side note: I use "redemption" rather cautiously here. Because the show's made a point that they were deeply traumatized by Daniel's death and didn't act this way because they were inherently evil people or so. Which doesn't excuse their behavior by even just a stretch. But normally, the concept of redemption is something I'd associate with actions of ill intent that you make reparations for. And I'm not entirely sure that they did those things with the intention to hurt their children. They disappeared into their grief, and their children suffered for it as a result. And they have some very shitty attitudes they gotta work on, let's be real. But not today, Satan. That's a conversation best saved for another day.

The Buckley parents are still somewhat unreadable as characters to me, to be honest. We've only seen them actively in a few scenes, otherwise it was through e.g. Buck's recollections during Buck Begins. Which makes it hard to guess what their emotional states are and where they are headed as characters per se.

Like, their absence up until this very point is potentially very purposeful, both for Maddie and Buck in their character arcs. I just don't know where the writers intend to take that.

Do they want to dig deeper into that relationship and the potentials of healing for the parents and their kids? Or will it turn out that the Buckley parents are decisively different from e.g. Ramon, who's making amends and since tries to repair his relationship with Eddie?

I don't have a fuckin' clue. :D

Both would be interesting things to investigate. Like, sometimes people want to change, but they just don't manage despite their good intentions. And even in the event that we get a scene as you described, it doesn't mean their relationship has to become closer as a result. They all might have to recognize that they won't ever have this kind of relationship that they may even want. And for Buck to understand that it's okay for him not to try harder to make it work (see his relationship with Taylor last season9. Like, that it's not on him that they can't have anything beyond that. I'd certainly find that an interesting thing to investigate. And it might fit in neatly with the idea of Buck sticking to the family he's found instead of chasing a version of himself that has it all with the family he was born into.

Though it might be just as interesting to see the differences in how Eddie and Ramon work on their issues vs. the Buckley parents working things out with their kids. That they reckon with their past traumas together, how they hurt their children with how they acted, and how that still affects them all today. And how there can be healing at the end of the road. If people stick with therapy, if people actively work on themselves to break those vicious cycles for the sake of their loved ones. All very much possible.

Which was a rather long-ass way of agreeing with you, lol.

Anyway. To reiterate: I can totally see that happening!

Cheers!

#911 spoilers #911 season 6 #911 season 6 spoilers #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #asks #in which i ramble some more to ramble with other people about previous rambles #thanks for the ask! #anon

[sk1nn1perfection]

04/25/23

00:35

TW: talk about manipulation, child abuse, child neglect, mental illnesses, suicide, family issues, and childhood trauma.

(context: I had gotten in a fight with my parents that ended up with them blaming me and telling me that I'm the reason the family was broken. They told me I was at fault and should get over what happened. They said it was pointless to keep taking me to therapy and denied saying things that I remember them clearly saying.)

Often I say I don't blame my parents for what happened to me as a child as I know they took have gone through god awful things. I don't wanna blame them as they too were once traumatized kids. But now something inside me yells at them, blames them for my problems. It yells that what happened wasn't my fault but theirs, just how what happened to them wasn't their fault but the fault of their parents and other irresponsible adults in their lives. I hate to blame them but it's sounds so right. Yes what happened to me happened as I was too naive to understand it was bad or wrong and that I should tell someone, but It was okay for me to be naive because I was five, they were adults who were supposed to keep me safe but we're to naive and blinded by the possibility of getting a business and money they didn't realize the pain I was in. I know they were manipulated but it was solely the man making empty promises. Yet again why did they trust a man they just met? That small part of me continues to grow, saying it truly is their fault. I never asked for that, they were simply so fucking lost that they continually forget to care for their children. I also know it's not fully their fault as the man was the most wrongin' but I know damn well it was never and will never be my fault.

I know saying this to my father yesterday was fucked up but can you blame me? He and my mother constantly say "omg I don't know why my kids are the way they are!!!😱😱😱" Like bitch no, you know damn well it's your fault. You left us alone, you let that man hurt us, you ignored all the signs. You do know why we ended up the way we are, you just choose to ignore it to make sure you don't feel guilty. I wouldn't be mentally ill and suffering with all the shit that happened if you hadn't made the choices you did. I truly have every right to blame you don't I? You also have the audacity to say "Well what do you want to happen? What punishment do I deserve?" Like girl you should know by now I won't be nice about it. I won't back down and apologize, that's exactly why I told you that what you did was child endangerment, child neglect and borderline child abuse and that if it were properly investigated you would've been behind bars and we would've been out of your custody. Also they fact you continue to state "I never said that too you" no, you truly did. You did tell me to kill myself. Fuck you for that, you state it's to do "reverse psychology" but that's not how my brain works, that why the next day my body had more scars you dumb bitch.

And no I don't feel bad for telling you to fuck off and calling you an incompetent bitch because you are. You don't get to neglect me and try and fix the problem by simply brushing it under a rug and trying to avoid the problem. You can't fix our relationship by simply making us bond. That's not how that fucking works. You need to first own up to your faults and actually try and help your kids change. I have full right to call you any profanity I wish to because you hurt me. YOU made me this way, you can't continue to pretend you know me and everything that had happened. You know jack shit. You haven't seen them cry about it, you don't have to listen to the kids cry and speak of the fucked up things that happened to them like I do. You and all the other parents know little to nothing compared to what I do. You never heard [my siblings name] cry over the past. I did, I watched all of them cry, I've seen it happen, I've heard it happen! FOR GOD SAKES I WAS RIGHT THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED.! I JUST COULDN'T DO ANYTHING! YOU DON'T GET TO BE UPSET! I WAS THE ONE WHO DELT WITH IT! I WAS THE ONE WHO RAISED YOUR KIDS! YOU BETTER LEARN TO FIX OUR FAMILY THE RIGHT WAY AND TRULY GAIN OUR TRUST OR ONCE WE ALL COME OF AGE OUR 18TH BIRTHDAY WILL BE THE LAST DAY YOU SEE US!!!!

(01:01)

#vent blog #venting #vent #tw vent #vent post #tw self injury #manipulation #child abuse #child neglect #mental illness #actually mentally ill #mention of abuse #mention of suicide #family problems #childhood trauma #venting to the void

[doberbutts]

I hate people throwing around accusations of pedophilia around call-out style. Especially in fandom. I look into it 99% of the time there's nothing even a little bit sus about it. There's one person who's content I followed for a while, but don't anymore, that I went through this rigmarole with. Well, fast forward a few years, and I just saw a post that said 'I don't know how people can still believe so-and-so ISN'T a pedophile after reading this' 🙄. Sure fam. 1/2

The last time you said that it was because they shipped Hermione and Lupin 5 years after the war. Or they had a Lolita fashion side blog. Or they drew Minotaur as a baby. I'm a survivor of child SA and I've just realized there is nothing someone can say in a headline to convince me that NEW EVIDENCE has come out and there is real proof of someone grooming or abusing a child. I checked out your claims already and they were BS, so I won't be looking into these claims any more.

One more thing, these people don't actually care about CSA survivors. If they did, they wouldn't create or spread this shit. Every time I see 'so and so is a pedo' I have to click the links, check the context, do all this fucking research, and it turns up nothing. My brain brings up my trauma, makes up new trauma ('what could that person have done'?) and then at the end of it I have to face the fact that some dipshits just made everything up to suit their petty fucking agenda 1/2

The people with the agenda are dangerous to me, not the people they are trying to smear. And if anything does come up for someone I've already done my own research on, well I won't know for a long time because I'm done. I can only expose myself to so much of this non sense and checking up on every single little complaint every is WAAAYYYY over the line I've drawn. In short, get fucked pedo libalist.

This has been sitting in my inbox for a while and it was A Lot but I wanted it out of my inbox and I also didn't want to just delete it so:

In honesty while I can understand not wanting to add this onto the post in question due to a discussion of your exact trauma, I do think it would have served better as a reblog than sending this long thing to someone who just had it on their queue.

That being said- it always does concern me when things like this get thrown around, especially fandom spaces. I was once called a pedophile for saying that I thought a character from a high school anime could get it. I was 15 at the time. The character was 17. He was OLDER THAN ME but the assumption was that I was an adult lusting after a [fictional] child and the damage was done. I ended up having to reveal my status as a minor, which I know Kids These Days don't understand internet safety but that's actually really really dangerous to do. Why would I have to open myself up to the danger of online predators just to protect myself from accusations of being a pedophile while I am a child myself? Fellas is it pedophilic to find people older than you attractive asking for a friend

What happens when a CSA survivor that's still a child is in that situation? They have to endanger themselves AND relive their trauma just to satisfy internet vigilantes obsessed with policing people's lives?

Not to mention with this culture of "believe people when they say others are bad, don't question it don't investigate don't think for yourselves" is something that historically has been used as a weapon against marginalized people. People have literally been killed over things like this. People have been ruined and killed themselves because they didn't see a better way out. And especially over fandom drama? Fucking come on.

For things like this there needs to be actual proof. Yes, believe victims, for sure. But if you're going to point fingers, knowing that people lie on the internet all the time and people use lies as weapons when they don't like others, then proof is required.

Not that long ago I was messaged by someone who was concerned that someone getting popular for their art on dogblr was their abuser. They eventually sent me police reports and arrest logs proving that the person they named was, in fact, a pedophile, a rapist, and a dog fucker. That person was immediately ostracized upon sharing that proof, and they haven't been back as far as I can tell. That is the way to do it, and that is what callout/cancel culture is for. Not combing through someone's consensual sex lives looking for a sin grave enough to point fingers.

[imagines-by-a-typical-fangirl]

Californian Dream (Pt. 07 of 11)

Pairing: Billy Hargrove X Reader

Word count: 2.6 K

Summary: Being part of one of the richest families of California doesn't mean you're happy. Your life is boring, and you're surrounded by meaningless people and their meaningless talk. Even during Summer, with the break you have from college, there's nothing good going on. Nothing but the new pool guy, Billy, the most handsome man you ever saw. You were successfully avoiding him, not wanting to act like an idiot in front of the guy until Billy accepts to be your date for a fancy gala you're forced to attend. The night was going well, even better when he sneaked you out to go to the beach. But a gang of criminals breaks into the party, kidnapping the heirs to the wealthiest families, which includes you. So, for your safety, your parents want you to stay with Billy, living in his apartment until the criminals are caught. And that could take weeks, maybe even months.

Warnings: Light violence

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“Listen, listen...” Cupping your cheeks and drying off some tears, he looks into your eyes. “I'm all sweaty and disgusting. Let me shower and then we'll talk, alright?”

Forcing yourself to nod, you look down, suddenly ashamed of how you were clinging onto to him. “Alright.”

“Ok.” He hesitates a little before heading to the bathroom.

With both hands on your head, you pace around the living room, the image of Alice's hands burning through your mind. Why did they do that? Was it some kind of punishment for her trying to run? Or were they sending a message? Or are they just that cruel? What will happen to the others? To the last one, if the police don't find them and if the private investigators fail?

Turning the damn TV off, you messily wipe the tears away, going to the bedroom, sitting on the bed and waiting for Billy to come out. You just want him. You feel safe with him, and if this makes things weird after, you'll apologize.

This time, when the door opens, you manage to hold back, pushing back the urge to jump into his arms again. Billy looks sad, only breaking eye contact to put his shirt on. “Come here.” And that's all it takes for you to run into his embrace again, more tears taking the place of the ones you dried off, then fighting for more space. “I'm sorry.”

You can't say anything. There are no words to be said now. So you just cry, arms around his midsection as you let your heart out. It's a mix of fear and desperation. It could've been you if Billy wasn't there to sneak you out. You wish you could see Alice, but at the same time, you don't want to. Seeing her hands on the TV was bad enough. You can't even start to think about the trauma she went through. This whole thing can't be happening, it feels like a nightmare.

“Come. Lie down to rest a little.” Billy guides you to the bed, and you only move because of him. You barely feel your legs. When you lie down, and he moves to stand up, you hold his arm.

It's not the time to blush or feel nervous. Or to think about what it means. You want him, you need him here. With you. “Stay, please.” Begging, you move aside when he nods. Billy lies down on his back, facing the ceiling. You hold his arm, just so you're touching him somehow, but it's not enough. The tears keep coming, your mind keeps imagining what else those people, your friends, the people who you grew up with, are suffering right now. “B-Billy...” Your voice cracks, and you squeeze his bicep a little.

“What, princess?”

“I'm sorry...” You whisper, already moving closer to him.

Billy's eyes meet yours, a worried and confused expression on his face. “What for?”

You don't say anything, you just move closer to him, laying your head on his chest. A breath escapes your lips when you feel his arms around you, grounding, protecting you. Now more than ever, you understand what Billy did for you when he sneaked you out of the gala. It could've been you with chopped fingers, or going through something much worse.

“You make me feel safe.” You mutter, eyes closed shut. His heartbeat is calming, and slowly, your breathing starts to slow down until it's steady again. Billy has a hand around your waist and the other comes to caress your cheek every once in a while. But the most important thing is that he doesn't let go.

You're not sure how long you stay there, but the only thing keeping you from falling asleep is the pain in your stomach. You're hungry, and that's the only thing that makes you move, sitting up straight. Moving the hair away from your face, you look down at Billy. “I'm sorry for... Doing this, but I just needed to... I needed you.”

“It's alright.” He sits up too, a hand softly rubbing your arm. “Are you feeling better?”

“Not really.” You mutter, running a hand through your hair. “But I'll make us something to eat. We're both hungry and it'll distract me.”

“We can do it together, what do you think?” He asks as he stands up, offering you his hand. You take it, letting him guide you to the kitchen.

Billy keeps the small talk as you cook and then eat, even succeeding to take a few laughs from you. When you're done with the dishes, you go back to the kitchen table to share an ice cream you bought yesterday. Seated side by side, you have a little fight every time you happen to move to get some ice cream at the same time, slapping each other's hand with the spoon.

“Do you wanna talk about...” Billy speaks low, careful. But it's ok. You'll have to talk about it eventually.

“They cut off three fingers from her right hand and the index finger from the left.” Your voice is weak, and you look down at your empty spoon. “They showed it... I mean, it was covered by white bandages but... It was obvious, and there was some blood on it and I just can't understand why they'd do something like that.”

“They don't need a reason.” Billy caresses your cheek, his finger running through the line of your jaw. “I know you feel awful but I can't help but feel relieved that's not you.” His stare is intense but kind. “Even before, I'd hate to see you in her place.”

“Even before?”

“Before I knew you better. Now... It would kill me if anything happened to you.”

“I don't think I wanna go back home.” It comes out suddenly, without considering what it truly means. But it's the truth. The truth comes to a lot easier to you now that you're not constantly trying to hide what you think or feel. “I know it's mean to think about myself now but I don't think I can go back. I can't keep doing that. I can't waste the summer with those stupid events, and I can't go back into studying law, I can't...” You stand up, pacing around with both hands in your head. “I can't keep pretending those people are my friends and I can't keep pretending that person is who I am.”

“What is your plan, then?”

This makes you turn around to look at Billy again. He hasn't moved, the ice cream long was forgotten and his attention on you. “Won't you even try to make me change my mind?”

“No.” He stands up, coming closer until you're face to face with him. Billy seems sad, a deep breath leaving his chest. ”We are responsible for our happiness. That's why I left Hawkins and if you want to leave California–”

“It's not about California.” Cutting him short, you sigh. “I love California. I just want... This.” You gesture at the apartment. “Having a place that I like, that doesn't fit a hundred people. Studying something that I care about, going to the places I wanna go, making real friends.” Since Billy started taking you to some parties, you've been growing close to Stacy, Anne, and Jimmy, Billy's friends who are now becoming your friends too. You feel more comfortable with them than you ever felt with the people you grew up with.

“Well, you don't have to think about it now. When you have to make a decision, you'll know what to do.”

“Yeah... I think I will.” You should look away, but his eyes... You feel like you could sink, and drown, and die. Slowly, you stand on your toes, trying to feel if Billy will step back. You don't even know what you're doing, it's almost involuntary, you're just chasing his lips.

But instead of moving away, he meets you halfway bending down a little to connect his lips to yours. Your arms quickly embrace his neck and you end the final distance between your bodies. You don't wanna think too much. Whenever you kiss Billy, you don't wanna think about anything. You just wanna feel. And right now, more than ever, you need him, this close, the taste of his lips so addictive, making you a little mad when you need to pull away to breathe. But you don't move away, you stay there, foreheads touching. With your eyes tightly shut, you caress his cheek, fingers tracing his jawline.

He's just about to say something when the phone starts ringing, and very reluctantly, you step back, gesturing for him to answer it. When he turns his back at you, you immediately touch your lips, smiling a little. As stupid, as insane as it is, Billy is the only guy you want to kiss. He's the only one you'd ever want to kiss. “What's up?” He says. “No, I can't go today... Because I have something more important to do here. I'll go on Friday. Bye.”

You're just about to ask him what was that about when you remember he was supposed to go to the gym today. “Hey, you can go. I'll be alright.” No, you won't. But still, you don't want him to stay if he wants to be somewhere else.

“Completely out of question.” He walks to you again, reaching out his hand. “Come. Let's watch some nice movies or something.”

And so it happens. There's this random movie going on, and you try to focus on it the best you can. On the couch, Billy holds you all the time, and it doesn't take much until your head is on his shoulder. But the happenings of the day got the best of you, and soon enough you feel yourself tired, eyelids heavy with sleep, falling close.

When you open your eyes again, you're in bed, with the morning light piercing through the light fabric of the curtains. You have the blankets all around you, and for some reason, when you get up, you feel cold. Maybe it's the air-conditioning, but Billy likes this temperature, and you haven't had a problem with it until now. So you just decide to put on a cardigan instead.

It's a war against yourself not to watch the news. You want to know how's Alice, but you don't want to see another take of her mutilated hand. Or hear what the reporters are saying about it. So you basically pace around the house, doing nothing, but trying to keep busy. For some reason, you're terribly tired, exhausted even, struggling to focus on this afternoon talk show instead of changing the channel.

The gang probably already let out the next rescue. Will it be the same? No, it's probably more. Who will be the next one they'll release? How many fingers will they still have left? Will they have both arms? Or all of their teeth? The thoughts won't leave you alone, and the talk show sucks, so you stand up, moving to the window and setting your eyes on the ocean out there, the horizon on a light shade of blue as the sun sets.

The noise of the door opening makes you look over your shoulder. A wave of relief washes over you when you see Billy, and you're just about to run to him when he mutters a harsh ‘hello’, moving straight to his room. Stopping in your tracks, you try to process it. Turning the damn TV off, you brace yourself as you go back to the couch, waiting for him to come back. But it takes longer than normal, and when you finally hear the bedroom door opening, your eyes follow him when he moves to the kitchen space. And that's when you notice you're starving.

Pushing yourself up, pulling the heavier coat you have on now even closer to your body, you walk over to the table. “Billy, can you make something to eat, I'm really–”

“You've been in here all day and you couldn't even cook something?” He suddenly snaps, both hands on the sink and his back turned at you. The roughness of his voice gets you by surprise, startling you.

“I–”

“I have been out all day, working my damn ass off, and now I have to come home and make dinner too? Don't you think I might be exhausted?” Without looking at you, he opens the fridge, looking for something, but after a few seconds, he violently pushes the door shut.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” Bursting out, you try not to let the tears roll down. You're overwhelmed right now, and the last thing you need is Billy freaking out for whatever reasons.

“What the hell is wrong with me?” He finally turns to face you, slamming his hands on the table. “You have no idea what it is to deal with your kind. I clean your pools, I fix and wash your fancy cars, I change the lamps from your chandeliers, and I'm not even treated nicely. I'm the staff, the working class, a freaking nobody who's only useful to put together broken things, and then I can be kicked out.”

“My kind?” Raising your voice, a humorless laugh escapes your lips. “Haven't you said something about me being the only owner who ever offered some help?”

The laughter that escapes his lips surprises you. It's mean and cruel, so unlike everything you have seen of Billy. “And how exactly would you help me? Raking leaves?”

“Yeah, I–”

“When you're skimming the pools, it's cute. You're a good soul helping the unfortunate. When I'm skimming the pools, I'm the unfortunate, who couldn't find a better job other than serving the upper class.” He's yelling, his eyes full of anger. This isn't Billy. Something happened, but right now, you don't care. You don't think it's fair to throw it on you, but maybe he's right. Maybe coming here was a mistake. “And that's exactly what I'm doing here, in my own house. Or have you forgotten what your dad said, huh? That I'll be paid after those assholes are caught so I gotta make sure all your needs are attended? So yes, I guess I'll make you something to eat. I wouldn't dream of letting you do it yourself, ma'am.”

“This good soul will be leaving your apartment tomorrow morning.” You mutter, turning on your heels and heading to the bedroom. It's his turn with the bed, but you don't care. If that's how Billy sees you, this is who you'll be. The mean, rich kid you were raised to be. You push the door closed so violently that the loud bang startles you, a hand coming to your heart. Locking yourself inside, you climb into the bed, hiding your face in the pillow.

After all this time, you can't believe that's what Billy thinks of you. After opening your heart to him, saying things you haven't even admitted to yourself before, he still sees you as one of those people. Maybe this was a huge mistake. Maybe letting Billy get so close was a mistake. Maybe kissing him... That was the worst part. You never thought you'd want that with anyone, but he came and lit up this spark in you. Now, it's over, and you're heart is broken. Tomorrow you'll either find a place or just check if Anne or Stacy can let you crash at their place for a while. But you can't stay here. Whatever you thought you and Billy could become... It's over.

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@multific @dontxfearxthereaper @nope-thanks @nikkixostan @shinydixon @clockworkballerina @infinitelycharmed23 @lilred91

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[dollyreblogs]

Maybe a prompt for DenjSky if you feel up for it?

Our favorite couple is back and with a prompt that is as chaotic as them.

No one has ever scared Denji Yamisoka, a boy whose hell and back before staring the devil in the eye and killing her, walking back proudly with the scars and emotional trauma to prove it...and yet,

Skylar was thoroughly convinced that crouching in a closet and jumping out at him would be the PERFECT way to scare him and get him back for his passive-aggressive short jokes. Yet, it seemed that when the universe decided to be nice to him, it happened to be on the same day that Skylar wanted to scare him.

She had already accepted there was a good chance she'd get hit or struck by lightning by accident but she had trained so hard to get the drop on him, the look on Anna-Mei's face after Skylar explained the reason why she wanted her to train her in stealth to sneak up on her boyfriend was utterly priceless and she won't forget it, but it seemed to be all for naught because for some reason, she just couldn't lure Denji to the closet.

She tried using innocent excuses, texting him to get her coat but when he went to grab it, Amias would burst into his room crying bloody murder over a fashion emergency.

Skylar tried getting Minako to help her but things didn't go as planned when Kennedy and Olive, dressed as Lady Paramount and Green Arrow, set off the alarms of the underground compound when they were staking out the place.

She's even tried to seduce him into going into closet, using adoption papers to a new alligator, of course, but then Hachiko ate them and got sick. Skylar felt obligated to take care of the poor gator because she felt as though she was at fault.

But today, she swore was the day...but she was sadly wrong. For when she got into the closet, she wasn't the only one in there.

"Maikel, what are you doing here?" She hissed. Maikel only looked at her (maybe...she wasn't sure since he didn't have a face) and responded, "Better question: What're you doing here!?"

"This is my boyfriend's place! I'm trying to scare him!" Skylar explained. Maikel went quiet before letting out a quiet: "Oh yeah...Well, I'm investigating your boyfriend on a very important case."

"In his closet!?" Skylar whisper-shouted.

"It's where people keep their darkest secrets." Maikel spoke lowly.

Just as Skylar was going to open up her mouth to say something, that's when the closet door opened and two electric blue eyes were staring into hers, only too look at Maikel. There was a horribly awkward tension in the air that hung before Maikel coughed awkwardly.

"It's not what it looks like." Maikel swore.

"Oh, I know. You two are aware my closet is of canvas doors, right? I heard everything." Denji spoke to both of them but continued to look at Maikel as he gently guided his girlfriend over to him before closing the door on the detective.

"I am going to take Skylar on a date, now. If you aren't out of my compound by the time I come back, I will feed you to my gators." Denji swore.

"Got it." Maikel's muffled response spoke through the doors.

Denji then silently wrapped an arm around his beloved's shoulders and began to lead her out of the room and to the exit of the compound and into the garage, where his Acura NSX model car was running and ready to go. Skylar felt awkward as she got into the car and Denji didn't say anything.

"You're not upset with me, are you?" She asked. Denji grinned to himself, "Quiet contrary, actually. I'm rather amused. I was wondering why you wanted me by that closet so badly and the one time I do check it, you're in there with another man."

"To be fair, I didn't even know he was in there." Skylar quickly explained.

"The disturbing thing is that I didn't even know it either," Denji sighed, "but that's not why I'm being quiet."

"...Then what is it?" Skylar asked, tilting her head curiously. Denji remained silently before he looked down at his feet embarrassed, "I, uh...I forgot to grab my coat..."

Skylar snorted, trying to repress her laughter as Denji slunk in his seat and awkwardly looked out the window before she leaned her head on his arm.

"Don't worry, big guy, you can borrow my coat." She offered, giving him a playful wink.

Denji smiled at the brunette lovingly and a soft tint of red grew on his cheeks and he opened his mouth to speak:

"But it's too small...like you-"

"See, I knew you'd do that."

#Some Maikel content for the fans- #DollyWrites #Skylar Jordan #Denji Yamisoka #Denjsky #I saw this prompt and went PERFECT

[renmajo]

Lascivious

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Choi San

Friday, March 6, 2016 || 11:30:09 a.m

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"Come on Rosé! The dress looks fine, what's the problem?" San called out annoyingly from behind the velvet red curtains of the Chanel fitting rooms. The strong scent of perfumes filling his nose and the cold atmosphere of the luxurious store kept him company as he waited for his youngest sister to emerge from the fiiting room.

"Look! The bow, it's huge!" Curtains pulling back revealing Rosé in a tule baby pink dress, small floweres stitched on the ends of the skirt for a more luxurious look. San made his way towards her investigating what the problem was before finding nothing. "It look's fine, you can always have someone remove it.”

Rosé let a sigh out in defeat, a pop noise being made by her baby pink lips before nodding in response and disappearing behind the velvet curtains yet again, the clanking of her heels echoed through San's head.

12:22:03 p.m

"Rosé,honey did you get the dress?" The sweet voice of their mother was heard before even receiving a greetings. As much as San cared for his mother, she's been getting on his nerves lately, it wasn't just him that has confessed this, his older brother Seonghwa, and older sister Joy have admitted to the woman reaching their final strings.

Rolling his eye's, San made his way out of the two's conversation and up the large staircase of the owned mansion, located in the country side of New York, far from the loud and chaotic environment of the city, well, that's how San's father would describe it if asked. "It's full of street rat's and non-rich people, especially Brooklyn!"

Especially Brooklyn, he'd always say something about that place. If the six would ever go shopping together, he'd alway's remind them to not go to Brooklyn. Why ? Because they were to good for that crummy place.

"She's in her Rosé mood today, wouldn't bother if I were you." The sudden cocky tone of his sister Joy walking down the stairs, heels clanking up against the wooden steps and a smirk on her face.

"What's up with you?" Eye's rolling yet again as a look of annoyance appeared. If is mother was in her Rosé mood, then his sister was in her One Night Stand mood and he did not like her One Night Stand mood one bit. "Let me guess, you're gonna go get a good fuck out of Jaehyun?"

"Fuck Off San!" Her cocky tone was immediately traded for an embarrassed one, San on the other hand enjoyed watching the smirk get whipped of her overly confident face she wore to proudly. It's not like she was anything anyways, to many night's with sex equals to much confidence in her head.

"You're the one who's going to get fucked, not me" San replied, a loud laugh escaping his pink plump lips before he rushed up the remaining of the stairs and hid in his bedroom, closing the heavy whte wood door, shutting away all his family problems.

"Gosh I fucking hate it here" A loud sigh was thrown into the room's lonesome atmosphere. Placing his own shopping bags by his bed as he headed towards the balcony doors for some fresh air, it helped calm the nerves his family brought.

From having to hide every time one of his father's job request betrayed him, to his alcoholic mother abusing nobody else but him and his sister Chaeyoung, and now, Joy constantly bringing men over for the night. "Just this once, I swear!" were her words she had completely broken to her five other siblings.

"I hate this family. . .well." He whispered to himself the same little sentence he lived by everyday. It wasn't all of his family to be exact, Rosé was ok cause all she does is modeling, she's probably the only child his mother ever had that didn't sign trade there good and perfect life to live an eternal mafia one, and he thanked her for that.

She's to weak and caring for all the murder and blood covered money, modeling was more calmer which kept her away from the house. Hyunjin was ok, along with Seonghwa. All they ever did was get dragged into the whole "It's just family business, nothing will happen to you" bullshit of an excuse from their father.

"I'm just trying to leave this stupid house and move into the city, maybe even brooklyn!" San remember's laughing along with Seonghwa when he had mentioned moving to the exact place his father told him to stay away from, "He wouldn't bother looking for me there, I might just take you and Hyunjin with me but we just have to find somewhere to go."

"San, lunch is ready if you want to come and eat." A knock on the door was followed by the sound of Chaeyoung's voice behind it. A loud groan was heard, he wasn't in the mood for dealing with his parent's nor Joy's cocky attitude at the moment.

"Fuck off!" He yelled to the empty room as if someone was there to hear his cries for help.

01:12:05 p.m

"San honey, how was your day?" The drunken woman asked from the other end of the table, silver fork distantly poking at him while the butter knife weakly layed in her other hand. Seonghwa sparing small glares through the corners of his brown eye's, the brown eye's every one of them shared but his held more of a softer appearance, like as if he was grasping onto the last bit of his sanity.

"Why do you ask? It's not like you care anyways." A scoff coming from his brother's who immediately took it back with clearing their throats, taking a sip from whatever was poured into his glass. "Excuse you son, do not speak to your mother like that." The sudden chilling, cold blooded voice of his father was enough to unfortunately put him back in his place.

He didn't bother apologizing, why should he? His mother didn't deserve his apology, they deserved an apology from them, for ruining their own children's lives, for constantly having those sleepless night's in fear of some backstabbing assistant breaks in and kills one of them.

One thing's for sure, he grew a bit closer to his siblings, being the third oldest didn't come with any benefits besides being caught in between his mother's beatings along with Chaeyoung who was the fourth born.

"Speaking with you now, I have a job for you, San and you too, Seonghwa." Both looking up from their lunch plates to meet the devilish look in the old man's eye's, enough to know what was going to happen.

"A job?" Seonghwa questioned, annoyed little tone laced into his words directed to the man. "Will you give us a moment?" With that, San and Seonghwa watched the rest of their siblings and drunk mother exit the dining room, the maid walking in moment's after to pick up the plates.

"What's this job you speak of, father?" San asked, he felt his hands begin to shake. Fiddling with the silver rings covering his fingers as he awaits for the news nervously, "I need you two, to kill someone for me."

The sound of the heavy silver ring hitting the surface of the floor echoed throughout the room, the room went silent that if you were able to, you'd hear the two males heartbeat increase when their father asked of that. "Y-you what?" Seonghwa spoke, the once annoyed voice was replaced with a rather furious one.

"Kill someone?" San repeated the words that still managed to send chills down his spine. It wasn't San's or Seonghwa's first time, there hands have been covered in more blood than their father's they were practically swimming in it, they've gotten used to it unfortunately. Late hour's, returning home with more trauma on their shoulders with the horrific screams still embedded into their ears.

But just because they've gotten used to it doesn't mean they like it, having to jab a knife or shoot someone was one of the worst experiences of San's life. There were day's were him and Seonghwa would think of running off when they'd have job's far from home but remembered the promise.

"We're running away, the three of us. I don't care if Rosé doesn't want to go or Chae tries to stop us, no! It's only going to be us three, ok?"

The promise that they agreed to not leave without Hyunjin who wasn't assigned to this job. "Who is it this time?" The eldest son rolled his eyes, arm's crossed above his waist. "His name, Im Changkyun. The son of one of the biggest drug dealing businesses, his father was murdered three year's ago and gave everything in his name to that no good son of his."

The manilla folder slapped against the table, "This contains all the information you need to know, from his birthday to the last spot he was seen at. Do not mess this up. . .or that joke of a son won't be the only one with a bullet through his skull."

San felt as if his blood fross, his body covered in goosebumps and his heart took a pause before being dragged out of the room by Seonghwa and led into the other's bedroom. Locking the door shut, Seonghwa paced around with his hands tangled up in between the black hair.

The room fell silent, the older male stopped pacing around, "I have a plan." Suddenly walking towards the tv to turn it off, powering off his cellphone while asking San to do the same, not taking any chances of his father listening into their conversation.

Seonghwa let out a deep sigh before beginning, "Our parents are getting on our final nerves, San. . .we have to get rid of them."

"What do you mean get rid of them?" In this life style, there were two meanings of the words "get rid of them", one being sending them off on some lovely one way vacation so they never comeback, kicking them out of the house even, and two "Get rid of them" He said gesturing him slighting his throat.

Kill Them

"Hwa -"

"We can't do this ourselves though, we need everyone in on this." The sohnd of the tailor made shoes hitting the floor towards the door until San stopped him. "And if one snitches us out, and by one i mean Joy? Then what?"

It was true that oldest sister of the three had a tendency of "accidentally" snitching out their plans such as when they tried running away. "Oh i'm sorry, did i say that out loud?" would be her overused excuse.

"We kill them to? Only fair isn't it?" Such nauseating words said by such a light hearted and sweet person only made San realize he wasn't joking, it was all serious and he had to take it seriously or they all die.

"True." He smiled, shrugging his shoulders before walking out with his brother, he must've known exactly where they were at finding all of them sitting in the living room, "We need to talk." He whispered in hopes to not be heard.

But how wouldn't he? The house was only so quiet you can hear someone's heartbeat. A look of concern was plastered onto their faces but proceeded to follow them back into Seonghwa's room.

It was almost as if they had been planning to do so as well if they didn't hesitate to agree, it didn't even faze them at the words "Were getting rid of them." almost like they were waiting for the last two members of the family to agree with it.

"Took you two long enough to come with that conclusion, don't you think?" Joy replied fixing the black leather gloves that hid her hands perfectly. "We could've gotten rid of them day's ago if you didn't take so long."

"Don't start complaining or i'll back out of it."

Letting out an annoyed sigh before placing her hands on the side's of her sparkly gold Chanel dress, "So whats the plan?"

: THE STORY WILL CONTINUE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER :

#ateez #kpop #kpop fanfic #angst #stray kids #choi san #park seonghwa #hwang hyunjin #son chaeyoung #park chaeyoung #rv joy #murder au #+19 #mafia au #kpop au

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I don't know what to say about this episode. It was so intense and I have no words at the moment, but I'll try ti say something.

Warnings:

I'm gonna tell you this, I will speak about chenford at last because I have too much to say about them. So, if you are looking to that part just go to the last part of this post

I hope I put everything crucial in my comment, but I started to write it like two hours ago so, I'll add anything that is missing later.

I'm sorry if my English isn't the best, I'm just too tired to check everything again, so please don't be rude about it.

THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM EPISODE 2x19, SO IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET DON'T READ.

Jackson & Rios:

The bar scene, the competition to who was the best was really fun. I liked it especially when they put Nolan in the middle.

One thing is sure, Rios should have listened at his T.O., but like Tim said sometimes things happen.

I loved how Jackson tried to take Rios awake during the race to the hospital and how he checked on him until he died, constantly.

I wanna hug Jackson too, I almost cried (or maybe I did)

Lucy & Emmet:

The wake up scene was cute and I loved to see Lucy this way after Caleb. Maybe they should have explore more her trauma, but considering the events and that she had everyone helping her to move on I think is ok.

I didn't like how he stepped in when Tim was just doing his job. I understand that is not good to look at that scene from Emmet point of view, but Lucy was clear about "playing it cool", so why he did it? But, anyway, I love how she respond to him before leave.

The forgiveness scene, uhm, I don't know, I think she accepted the apology just because of what happened? I don't mean that she should leave him just because of that, I mean everyone can make a mistake, but.. It was to easy, isn't it?

Detective Lopez:

The chitchat with Jackson about the wedding was so fun, I really enjoy it.

What can I say, I loved her. I love her.

The way Gray trusted her, let her investigate on a dirty cop and how she was thankful despite the circumstances.

I liked her even when she let Armstrong being in charge, she had done the right thing respecting her superior on the field.

Nyla:

I liked how she trusted Nolan enough to made him taking care of the evidence in the car.

When she came back from the court for her daughter custody and understood wasn't Nolan's fault if the gun was missing.

The good news of the day, is really good. I'm happy for her and I hope to see more of Harper mom side. I appreciate that she share her news with Nolan and the thank part. I think he really needed it after everything.

Nolan:

The way he tried to help Erin with his advice was cute. It bringht out his father's side and I like it.

When he wanted to go with Harper to have her back I appreciated it. He collecting all the proof, securing it, lock it down in the garage was important

When he convinced Harper to go to the court I smiled. "priority".

When he figured out the gun was missing i really and he go to Sergent Gray he made me proud. I mean, I know it wasn't his fault, but he didn't.

The scene with Erin in the field was touchy, until Armstrong's shot I really thought she wasn't going to die.

To comment the moment when he found out about Armstrong I think I need to see next episode to se how he's going to handle it. I mean, he was really smart to review his bodycam, but how it will go it's up on him.

The mole:

Okay, then, when Armstrong arrived into the garage I thought "maybe it's him", but at the same time I felt like I couldn't be more wrong. Then they found about Erin when Angela reviewed everyone's bodycam that I really thought I was wrong. But I don't know how to explain this.. You know when you consciously have a thought, but there's a voice inside you that keep telling you the opposite? This is what happened. So, in the last scene when we understood he was the mole, I was just "oh my God, I knew it! I knew it!"

Lucy & Jackson:

I definitely love how they look out for each other.

I loved when Lucy told Emmet to go just to stay with his roommate because he needed her.

Best friendship ever.

Chenford:

We have too much going on guys, too much in just one episode and think I freaked out. Just a bit.

How cute was when he point out that Lucy was smiling a lot recently? To me was like he was saying "I'm keeping an eye on you"

When he was talking to Rios' T.O. about the rookies, the danger and everything and he automatically looked at Lucy? All I can thought about was "but you saved her, she's safe and it's not your fault what happened"

When he screamed out at Lucy because her gun's hand wasn't clear. Omg, I think he was going to punch Emmet when he talked. I mean, Tim maybe doesn't have the best way to teach something, but he was just doing his job. I think he was worried to not have enough time to teach her everything he know to survive on the streets. But Emmet, just made it worst and pissed him of.

The conversantion between them before breaking in that apartment I don't really sure I understand it. I mean, okay he needed her focus to have his back and the angrier wasn't helping. But angry with who? Tim? Rio's killer? Emmet? Everyone?

The shop's conversation. 1) Emmet is not Lucy's boyfriend. Can I guess it's nothing serious like they're just having fun or it's too soon to tell? 2) The part that he said that he won't be there in 30 days to keep her safe. I don't know, I really don't know what to say. He's so worried of everything that can happen to Lucy. 3) when Tim said that the next month wouldn't be easy because he knew she could handle it? And what about Lucy told him that he was sweet? What can I say.. I think it was fantastic, I really was looking at them with heart eyes 4) the best part is this, definitely, was when she said their friends and he didn't say no. He didn't. And I almost screamed. And I just can't. Tim and Lucy together are too much for this world.

#lucy chen #the rookie #chenford #tim bradford #lucy and tim #lucy x tim #tim and lucy #tim x lucy #angela lopez #Jackson west #therookieabc #therookie #therookieedit #john nolan #nyla harper #wade grey #Chris Rios #nick armstrong #wopez #The rookie 2x19 #officer lucy chen #officer chen #officer bradford #officer tim bradford #tucy chenford #tucyedit #tucy

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Resveratrol Foods: How to Get Enough Without Pain Cream

Dark Chocolate: From dark chocolate, resveratrol cream blends well with different antioxidants and minerals, like aluminum, iron and manganese. Who does not like chocolate? In fact, more research has to be done in order to ascertain if there may be ill consequences from swallowing a lot of any antioxidant, however before then, I propose going the organic route. If you would like to secure more resveratrol, eat it on your daily diet plan. In this manner, you are going to receive more than a single isolated nutrient element, and you will also have fiber which will say when it is time to quit eating. However, the dose of resveratrol administered in experiments will be obviously higher than you would normally eat in a diet. “You would have to drink a hundred to several million glasses of red wine into equal the dosages that enhance health in mice,” states Dr. Sinclair, that had been appointed among the year old Time magazine 100 Most Influential Individuals because of their anti-aging study. He was not surprised about the outcomes of the JAMA Archives research. Shield nerves and the mind in various laboratory creatures.

However, accepting resveratrol supplements has some risks, since Nobody understands It's possible that you already have a reasonable quantity of resveratrol. The plants where these foods include make resveratrol to resist fungal disease, ultraviolet rays, pressure, and trauma.

The secret to resveratrol foods

“We were surprised with the absence of any obvious protection against cardiovascular disease or cancer, without any affiliation with life span,” says Dr. Richard Semba, the direct author of this analysis. “Since restricted animal and cell studies indicated that resveratrol may have beneficial consequences, I believe people were fast to extrapolate to individuals. In retrospect, this is actually oversimplified. However there continue to be continuing trials, so you has to maintain an open mind about potential advantages.” That is exactly what my mother always said, and I think that it’s sound advice, particularly in light of the outcomes of recent poll. Since That Time, we have discovered that resveratrol may help An army of investigators would be scrambling to determine if protective electricity could be extended outside crops. He and his coworkers found in 2003 which resveratrol could boost cellular survival and slow aging in yeast (and afterwards in mice) by triggering a”longevity” gene called SIRT1. Red Grapes: Grapes do not need to be fermented to include this particular specific antioxidant. It is really discovered in the skin of red grapes alongside other nutrients, like minerals manganese and vitamins and minerals C, K and B1. The quantity of resveratrol found in 1 glass of wine may vary from 0.2 mg to 2.0 milligrams, as stated by the Linus Pauling Institute. While250 mg might appear excessive, it is not unusual for resveratrol supplements. To include up to 900 mg of resveratrol.

The molecules do not have catchy names however --with present like SRT1720 and SRT2104--however they are showing promising results . Dr. Sinclair is helping pioneer a lot of the study. Nonetheless, the unsatisfactory results do not signify that resveratrol and other molecules such as it will not help prolong the life or shield against the evolution of aging-related ailments. Dr. Sinclair points out that drug companies have already created tens of tens of thousands of artificial molecules,"which are around a million times greater than resveratrol. They also prolong lifespan ." Improve insulin sensitivity, decrease blood glucose, and dull obesity triggered by a high fat diet ; The secure, effective dosage for people If we can not acquire enough resveratrol from meals, if we attempt to receive it out of nutritional supplements? They are surely plentiful in health foods shops, and Americans spend over $30 million about the nutritional supplements every year. He is not an MD, so that he says that he can not suggest it to me and you. Everything you need to do How long-term usage will influence us better or for worse. This analysis was conducted on guys over 65 years older, therefore it is not clear if the results are similar for girls or other age classes. The guys were not drinking wine, however they had been carrying resveratrol supplements, of 250 mg per day. They quantified the quantities of metabolized resveratrol which showed in the participants' pee, hoping to see elevated levels of resveratrol one of the healthiest individuals. But that did not happen. In reality, there wasn't any connection between resveratrol levels as well as the rates of cardiovascular disease, cancer, and even death. This makes carrying a resveratrol supplement a little of a test --kind of like the evaluations on laboratory mice. A large distinction is the mice have investigators analyzing their reaction to resveratrol, however we do not. Should you choose a resveratrol supplement, or intend to, then let your physician know so that you can be awake for any probable harms. Blueberries: Blueberries do not have too much resveratrol as berry, however they're also a fantastic source of different carbohydrates, dietary fiber, vitamins K and C and manganese. Protect against hypertension, heart failure, and cardiovascular disease in mice Peanut Butter: Peanut butter is very good for dressing up celery and apples, but in addition, it includes a few resveratrol (around .13 milligrams per cup). Peanut butter is a superb source of niacin along with manganese. If you would like to find some resveratrol from red wine, then proceed but keep it mild: no longer than 1 beverage day for ladies, and no longer than two drinks per day for men. (The exact identical advice is true to other alcoholic drinks.) However, if you're searching for strength out of resveratrol, then you won't locate it in the base of your wine or, at least now, at a supplement jar. As promising as it seems, we do not know how resveratrol influences people, as most studies are done on animals and germs. Thus a research out this week that appears at resveratrol's impact on individuals from two cities in the Chianti region of Italy--by which they know a thing or 2 on red wine--captured my attention.

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Resveratrol Foods: How to Get Enough Without Pain Cream

Dark Chocolate: From dark chocolate, resveratrol cream blends well with different antioxidants and minerals, like aluminum, iron and manganese. Who does not like chocolate? In fact, more research has to be done in order to ascertain if there may be ill consequences from swallowing a lot of any antioxidant, however before then, I propose going the organic route. If you would like to secure more resveratrol, eat it on your daily diet plan. In this manner, you are going to receive more than a single isolated nutrient element, and you will also have fiber which will say when it is time to quit eating. However, the dose of resveratrol administered in experiments will be obviously higher than you would normally eat in a diet. “You would have to drink a hundred to several million glasses of red wine into equal the dosages that enhance health in mice,” states Dr. Sinclair, that had been appointed among the year old Time magazine 100 Most Influential Individuals because of their anti-aging study. He was not surprised about the outcomes of the JAMA Archives research. Shield nerves and the mind in various laboratory creatures.

However, accepting resveratrol supplements has some risks, since Nobody understands It's possible that you already have a reasonable quantity of resveratrol. The plants where these foods include make resveratrol to resist fungal disease, ultraviolet rays, pressure, and trauma.

The secret to resveratrol foods

“We were surprised with the absence of any obvious protection against cardiovascular disease or cancer, without any affiliation with life span,” says Dr. Richard Semba, the direct author of this analysis. “Since restricted animal and cell studies indicated that resveratrol may have beneficial consequences, I believe people were fast to extrapolate to individuals. In retrospect, this is actually oversimplified. However there continue to be continuing trials, so you has to maintain an open mind about potential advantages.” That is exactly what my mother always said, and I think that it’s sound advice, particularly in light of the outcomes of recent poll. Since That Time, we have discovered that resveratrol may help An army of investigators would be scrambling to determine if protective electricity could be extended outside crops. He and his coworkers found in 2003 which resveratrol could boost cellular survival and slow aging in yeast (and afterwards in mice) by triggering a”longevity” gene called SIRT1. Red Grapes: Grapes do not need to be fermented to include this particular specific antioxidant. It is really discovered in the skin of red grapes alongside other nutrients, like minerals manganese and vitamins and minerals C, K and B1. The quantity of resveratrol found in 1 glass of wine may vary from 0.2 mg to 2.0 milligrams, as stated by the Linus Pauling Institute. While250 mg might appear excessive, it is not unusual for resveratrol supplements. To include up to 900 mg of resveratrol.

The molecules do not have catchy names however --with present like SRT1720 and SRT2104--however they are showing promising results . Dr. Sinclair is helping pioneer a lot of the study. Nonetheless, the unsatisfactory results do not signify that resveratrol and other molecules such as it will not help prolong the life or shield against the evolution of aging-related ailments. Dr. Sinclair points out that drug companies have already created tens of tens of thousands of artificial molecules,"which are around a million times greater than resveratrol. They also prolong lifespan ." Improve insulin sensitivity, decrease blood glucose, and dull obesity triggered by a high fat diet ; The secure, effective dosage for people If we can not acquire enough resveratrol from meals, if we attempt to receive it out of nutritional supplements? They are surely plentiful in health foods shops, and Americans spend over $30 million about the nutritional supplements every year. He is not an MD, so that he says that he can not suggest it to me and you. Everything you need to do How long-term usage will influence us better or for worse. This analysis was conducted on guys over 65 years older, therefore it is not clear if the results are similar for girls or other age classes. The guys were not drinking wine, however they had been carrying resveratrol supplements, of 250 mg per day. They quantified the quantities of metabolized resveratrol which showed in the participants' pee, hoping to see elevated levels of resveratrol one of the healthiest individuals. But that did not happen. In reality, there wasn't any connection between resveratrol levels as well as the rates of cardiovascular disease, cancer, and even death. This makes carrying a resveratrol supplement a little of a test --kind of like the evaluations on laboratory mice. A large distinction is the mice have investigators analyzing their reaction to resveratrol, however we do not. Should you choose a resveratrol supplement, or intend to, then let your physician know so that you can be awake for any probable harms. Blueberries: Blueberries do not have too much resveratrol as berry, however they're also a fantastic source of different carbohydrates, dietary fiber, vitamins K and C and manganese. Protect against hypertension, heart failure, and cardiovascular disease in mice Peanut Butter: Peanut butter is very good for dressing up celery and apples, but in addition, it includes a few resveratrol (around .13 milligrams per cup). Peanut butter is a superb source of niacin along with manganese. If you would like to find some resveratrol from red wine, then proceed but keep it mild: no longer than 1 beverage day for ladies, and no longer than two drinks per day for men. (The exact identical advice is true to other alcoholic drinks.) However, if you're searching for strength out of resveratrol, then you won't locate it in the base of your wine or, at least now, at a supplement jar. As promising as it seems, we do not know how resveratrol influences people, as most studies are done on animals and germs. Thus a research out this week that appears at resveratrol's impact on individuals from two cities in the Chianti region of Italy--by which they know a thing or 2 on red wine--captured my attention.

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Resveratrol Foods: How to Get Enough Without Pain Cream

Dark Chocolate: From dark chocolate, resveratrol cream blends well with different antioxidants and minerals, like aluminum, iron and manganese. Who does not like chocolate? In fact, more research has to be done in order to ascertain if there may be ill consequences from swallowing a lot of any antioxidant, however before then, I propose going the organic route. If you would like to secure more resveratrol, eat it on your daily diet plan. In this manner, you are going to receive more than a single isolated nutrient element, and you will also have fiber which will say when it is time to quit eating. However, the dose of resveratrol administered in experiments will be obviously higher than you would normally eat in a diet. “You would have to drink a hundred to several million glasses of red wine into equal the dosages that enhance health in mice,” states Dr. Sinclair, that had been appointed among the year old Time magazine 100 Most Influential Individuals because of their anti-aging study. He was not surprised about the outcomes of the JAMA Archives research. Shield nerves and the mind in various laboratory creatures.

However, accepting resveratrol supplements has some risks, since Nobody understands It's possible that you already have a reasonable quantity of resveratrol. The plants where these foods include make resveratrol to resist fungal disease, ultraviolet rays, pressure, and trauma.

The secret to resveratrol foods

“We were surprised with the absence of any obvious protection against cardiovascular disease or cancer, without any affiliation with life span,” says Dr. Richard Semba, the direct author of this analysis. “Since restricted animal and cell studies indicated that resveratrol may have beneficial consequences, I believe people were fast to extrapolate to individuals. In retrospect, this is actually oversimplified. However there continue to be continuing trials, so you has to maintain an open mind about potential advantages.” That is exactly what my mother always said, and I think that it’s sound advice, particularly in light of the outcomes of recent poll. Since That Time, we have discovered that resveratrol may help An army of investigators would be scrambling to determine if protective electricity could be extended outside crops. He and his coworkers found in 2003 which resveratrol could boost cellular survival and slow aging in yeast (and afterwards in mice) by triggering a”longevity” gene called SIRT1. Red Grapes: Grapes do not need to be fermented to include this particular specific antioxidant. It is really discovered in the skin of red grapes alongside other nutrients, like minerals manganese and vitamins and minerals C, K and B1. The quantity of resveratrol found in 1 glass of wine may vary from 0.2 mg to 2.0 milligrams, as stated by the Linus Pauling Institute. While250 mg might appear excessive, it is not unusual for resveratrol supplements. To include up to 900 mg of resveratrol.

The molecules do not have catchy names however --with present like SRT1720 and SRT2104--however they are showing promising results . Dr. Sinclair is helping pioneer a lot of the study. Nonetheless, the unsatisfactory results do not signify that resveratrol and other molecules such as it will not help prolong the life or shield against the evolution of aging-related ailments. Dr. Sinclair points out that drug companies have already created tens of tens of thousands of artificial molecules,"which are around a million times greater than resveratrol. They also prolong lifespan ." Improve insulin sensitivity, decrease blood glucose, and dull obesity triggered by a high fat diet ; The secure, effective dosage for people If we can not acquire enough resveratrol from meals, if we attempt to receive it out of nutritional supplements? They are surely plentiful in health foods shops, and Americans spend over $30 million about the nutritional supplements every year. He is not an MD, so that he says that he can not suggest it to me and you. Everything you need to do How long-term usage will influence us better or for worse. This analysis was conducted on guys over 65 years older, therefore it is not clear if the results are similar for girls or other age classes. The guys were not drinking wine, however they had been carrying resveratrol supplements, of 250 mg per day. They quantified the quantities of metabolized resveratrol which showed in the participants' pee, hoping to see elevated levels of resveratrol one of the healthiest individuals. But that did not happen. In reality, there wasn't any connection between resveratrol levels as well as the rates of cardiovascular disease, cancer, and even death. This makes carrying a resveratrol supplement a little of a test --kind of like the evaluations on laboratory mice. A large distinction is the mice have investigators analyzing their reaction to resveratrol, however we do not. Should you choose a resveratrol supplement, or intend to, then let your physician know so that you can be awake for any probable harms. Blueberries: Blueberries do not have too much resveratrol as berry, however they're also a fantastic source of different carbohydrates, dietary fiber, vitamins K and C and manganese. Protect against hypertension, heart failure, and cardiovascular disease in mice Peanut Butter: Peanut butter is very good for dressing up celery and apples, but in addition, it includes a few resveratrol (around .13 milligrams per cup). Peanut butter is a superb source of niacin along with manganese. If you would like to find some resveratrol from red wine, then proceed but keep it mild: no longer than 1 beverage day for ladies, and no longer than two drinks per day for men. (The exact identical advice is true to other alcoholic drinks.) However, if you're searching for strength out of resveratrol, then you won't locate it in the base of your wine or, at least now, at a supplement jar. As promising as it seems, we do not know how resveratrol influences people, as most studies are done on animals and germs. Thus a research out this week that appears at resveratrol's impact on individuals from two cities in the Chianti region of Italy--by which they know a thing or 2 on red wine--captured my attention.

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Resveratrol Foods: How to Get Enough Without Pain Cream

Dark Chocolate: From dark chocolate, resveratrol cream blends well with different antioxidants and minerals, like aluminum, iron and manganese. Who does not like chocolate? In fact, more research has to be done in order to ascertain if there may be ill consequences from swallowing a lot of any antioxidant, however before then, I propose going the organic route. If you would like to secure more resveratrol, eat it on your daily diet plan. In this manner, you are going to receive more than a single isolated nutrient element, and you will also have fiber which will say when it is time to quit eating. However, the dose of resveratrol administered in experiments will be obviously higher than you would normally eat in a diet. “You would have to drink a hundred to several million glasses of red wine into equal the dosages that enhance health in mice,” states Dr. Sinclair, that had been appointed among the year old Time magazine 100 Most Influential Individuals because of their anti-aging study. He was not surprised about the outcomes of the JAMA Archives research. Shield nerves and the mind in various laboratory creatures.

However, accepting resveratrol supplements has some risks, since Nobody understands It's possible that you already have a reasonable quantity of resveratrol. The plants where these foods include make resveratrol to resist fungal disease, ultraviolet rays, pressure, and trauma.

The secret to resveratrol foods

“We were surprised with the absence of any obvious protection against cardiovascular disease or cancer, without any affiliation with life span,” says Dr. Richard Semba, the direct author of this analysis. “Since restricted animal and cell studies indicated that resveratrol may have beneficial consequences, I believe people were fast to extrapolate to individuals. In retrospect, this is actually oversimplified. However there continue to be continuing trials, so you has to maintain an open mind about potential advantages.” That is exactly what my mother always said, and I think that it’s sound advice, particularly in light of the outcomes of recent poll. Since That Time, we have discovered that resveratrol may help An army of investigators would be scrambling to determine if protective electricity could be extended outside crops. He and his coworkers found in 2003 which resveratrol could boost cellular survival and slow aging in yeast (and afterwards in mice) by triggering a”longevity” gene called SIRT1. Red Grapes: Grapes do not need to be fermented to include this particular specific antioxidant. It is really discovered in the skin of red grapes alongside other nutrients, like minerals manganese and vitamins and minerals C, K and B1. The quantity of resveratrol found in 1 glass of wine may vary from 0.2 mg to 2.0 milligrams, as stated by the Linus Pauling Institute. While250 mg might appear excessive, it is not unusual for resveratrol supplements. To include up to 900 mg of resveratrol.

The molecules do not have catchy names however --with present like SRT1720 and SRT2104--however they are showing promising results . Dr. Sinclair is helping pioneer a lot of the study. Nonetheless, the unsatisfactory results do not signify that resveratrol and other molecules such as it will not help prolong the life or shield against the evolution of aging-related ailments. Dr. Sinclair points out that drug companies have already created tens of tens of thousands of artificial molecules,"which are around a million times greater than resveratrol. They also prolong lifespan ." Improve insulin sensitivity, decrease blood glucose, and dull obesity triggered by a high fat diet ; The secure, effective dosage for people If we can not acquire enough resveratrol from meals, if we attempt to receive it out of nutritional supplements? They are surely plentiful in health foods shops, and Americans spend over $30 million about the nutritional supplements every year. He is not an MD, so that he says that he can not suggest it to me and you. Everything you need to do How long-term usage will influence us better or for worse. This analysis was conducted on guys over 65 years older, therefore it is not clear if the results are similar for girls or other age classes. The guys were not drinking wine, however they had been carrying resveratrol supplements, of 250 mg per day. They quantified the quantities of metabolized resveratrol which showed in the participants' pee, hoping to see elevated levels of resveratrol one of the healthiest individuals. But that did not happen. In reality, there wasn't any connection between resveratrol levels as well as the rates of cardiovascular disease, cancer, and even death. This makes carrying a resveratrol supplement a little of a test --kind of like the evaluations on laboratory mice. A large distinction is the mice have investigators analyzing their reaction to resveratrol, however we do not. Should you choose a resveratrol supplement, or intend to, then let your physician know so that you can be awake for any probable harms. Blueberries: Blueberries do not have too much resveratrol as berry, however they're also a fantastic source of different carbohydrates, dietary fiber, vitamins K and C and manganese. Protect against hypertension, heart failure, and cardiovascular disease in mice Peanut Butter: Peanut butter is very good for dressing up celery and apples, but in addition, it includes a few resveratrol (around .13 milligrams per cup). Peanut butter is a superb source of niacin along with manganese. If you would like to find some resveratrol from red wine, then proceed but keep it mild: no longer than 1 beverage day for ladies, and no longer than two drinks per day for men. (The exact identical advice is true to other alcoholic drinks.) However, if you're searching for strength out of resveratrol, then you won't locate it in the base of your wine or, at least now, at a supplement jar. As promising as it seems, we do not know how resveratrol influences people, as most studies are done on animals and germs. Thus a research out this week that appears at resveratrol's impact on individuals from two cities in the Chianti region of Italy--by which they know a thing or 2 on red wine--captured my attention.

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