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erwinsvow · 21 days
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babe i have a thought but idk if i can word this right
so rafe x shy!reader when theyre still taking it slow with the dry humping n fingering but she wants to make rafe feel good as well yk but she isnt mentally ready yet for sex !! n so she quietly tries to learn on how to give head from porn n when she executes it on rafe hes all like ?? huh ???? how the hell .
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rafe asked you what you were doing last night. you told him you were studying.
you were studying, you hadn't lied about that. he'd just assumed it was your schoolwork and didn't ask further questions, when you were really about six pages into the pornhub results, searching up deepthroating. an hour ago it'd been just blowjob but all the videos seemed to indicate this was the superior method.
you were nothing if not thorough, studious. you were a quick study too, swiftly realizing nearly all the 'blowjob' videos had some aspect of 'deepthroating' in them, and you wanted to learn everything for rafe, learn the best for him, be the best for him.
so that's how you ended up like this, practicing your new techniques on a second banana from your kitchen. you had accidentally choked and bitten down on the first one, so you had to go back for another, avoiding your parents' questions.
you were getting better though, which is all that mattered. another tab was helping you learn how to not trigger your gag reflex, and another still reminding you to breathe through your nose and use your hands where your mouth couldn't reach. you had accumulated enough knowledge, you just needed to practice, hence the fruit.
rafe was taking you to dinner tomorrow, and you always slept at tannyhill after one of your dates. that would be the perfect chance to show him your new skills.
rafe was experienced in every sense of the word, all you wanted was to impress him, make him realize you can handle more than he thinks you can. he's still concerned he's gonna break you and even though you know he can—the first time you guys tried to have sex lingering in your mind—you know he won't.
after dinner, rafe tries to take you for ice cream, the way he always does, and you surprise him by saying no. you never refuse dessert so he thinks something's wrong, but you surprise him again, getting to your knees in front of him while he takes a seat on his bed.
"what're you doin', kid?" he mumbles, thinking you're not sure what you're causing right now.
"you said i can have dessert. this is what i want," you murmur back, taking out his hardened dick. everything's a blur, you don't even remember unbuckling his belt but it rests beside your knees.
you glance up hesitantly, remembering another website that had said to keep eye contact. you'll have to go back to that, too concerned with how much you can fit in your mouth—rafe is bigger than your banana.
you start slowly, looking up while your hands stroke up and down. you think you're doing well—rafe's reacting how you imagined, heavily breathing, his hand snaking into your hair.
"jesus, shit, kid-" now you know you're doing well, lowering your entire mouth onto rafe's dick, feeling him fill up your throat. you choke around it for a moment, sucking down and running your tongue over the veins there. you take him out, catching your breath for a second while spit runs down his length and the side of your mouth.
you spit again, this time on his head, licking all the way up and then bringing him into your throat again. it's going good—you think! rafe's moaning and you definitely like the sound of it, staring up at him with watery eyes while you choke and moan around it.
he's getting close you think, the way his grip tightens on your hair and his hips start thrusting up into your mouth. you don't stop or slow down, but rafe does, yanking your hair and pulling you off.
you sputter, catching your breath, wiping away the spit.
"what happened?" you question quietly, looking up at him. a tear runs down, not able to stay in place. you're not upset though, just curious. "was it not good? did i do something wrong?"
"you told me you've never done that before."
"i haven't," you reply, shaking your head.
"so, so you just knew? to do all of that? don't fuckin' lie to me, kid, i'm not playin' around-"
"i didn't! swear! i've been studying, i told you-"
"this is what you've been studyin'?"
"...yes. i thought i was doing good." you mumble the last part, hugging your knees. you look away from rafe, feeling embarrassed.
"hey, hey. you were. i just wasn't expectin' that, s'all. scared me. you're too good at that." you perk up.
"i am?"
"yeah. you little freak. c'mon, finish up. gotta put that studyin' to use, hm?"
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phhantasms · 2 years
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I love u trailer chuuya but u look too sweet i need u to be bastard <3
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Carta al amor de mi vida:
Supongo que hoy es el día que te dejaré ir y lo único que te diré es lo siguiente:
Nunca quise dañarte, esa nunca fue mi intención. Me duele, me arde y me cala el hecho de que debo dejarte ir, todo esto a mi pesar. Quisiera continuar, quisiera demostrarte que soy mejor de lo que esperas, quisiera enseñarte que soy mejor que mis errores, quisiera demostrarte todo.
No quiero soltarte pero sé que debo de hacerlo no por mi sino por ti porque te quieres ir. No te puedo obligar a estar conmigo, a veces siento que nunca me amaste lo suficiente como para siempre escogerme a mi o para hacer a un lado mis errores y continuar.
¿Por qué siempre escogí mentir en vez de afrontar las cosas? Tengo mi leve teoría y es la que siempre te he dicho: miedo a ser juzgada. Creo que en algún momento de nuestras vidas así nos hemos sentido pero mi momento es ahorita en estos momentos. Toda mi vida he sido juzgada o todos han hablado de mi que porque me gusta leer, que porque me la paso en mi casa y no salgo, que porque tengo más amigos que amigas, que porque me dan miedo las agujas, que porque me dan miedo las chicharras, que porque esto y que porque lo otro. Siempre hay algo que las personas se sienten con el derecho a juzgarme y ¿tu crees que me hubiera gustado ver cómo la persona que amo me juzgara? Claramente no. Siempre tenía ese miedo. Tenía más miedo que juzgaras mis decisiones malas porque en el momento en que me pasaban las cosas a mí me parecía lo correcto. Sé que para las personas soy muy ingenua, de buen corazón, una "pendeja" pero al final soy una persona que sabe que se equivocó, que sabe que cometió muchos errores y que lucha para que las consecuencias de esos errores no la apaguen o simplemente no la dejen caer.
¿Recuerdas que siempre te decía que sentía una conexión muy fuerte contigo? Bueno. La descubrí. Aunque no lo creas, nuestra conexión va más allá del amor, cariño y lo sexual, es una conexión espiritual porque realmente desde que te vi que venías caminando hacia mi un 22 de marzo de 2022 para sentarte a mi lado izquierdo y con esa mirada característica tuya de egocéntrico buena onda supe y pensé "ya valió madres, con él me voy a casar" suena muy sorprendente pero sí. Por eso mismo no te dirigía la mirada porque solo me dedicaba a pensar en eso. No podía porque sabía que había algo en ti que no me iba a separar tan fácil de ti. Es un vínculo tan profundo espiritualmente que me has hecho crecer y querer ser mejor persona y mejor en todo.
Una vez te dije que te convertiste en el mayor de mis pilares, en mi motor de vida y mi gran motivación para querer continuar, no te voy a mentir, aún lo eres. Eres una pieza fundamental en mi vida. Realmente no me puedo ver con alguien más que no seas tu, no sabes lo mucho que he soñado el repetir nuestro fin de semana, dormir y tenerte dormido abrazado a mi y que me des un beso cada que despiertes, escuchar tu risita de que te da ternura algo que hice, escucharte reír, verte feliz, ver tu maravillosa y hermosa sonrisa que cada vez que sonríes me enamoro como no tienes una idea, ver esos ojos que me llenan hasta el alma, escucharte que me digas "te amo" o "chiqui" o "corazón" o "amor" o "mi amor", escuchar tu voz que me enamora cada día, estar agarrados de la mano mientras caminamos, disfrutar de la vida juntos, crecer juntos, bailar juntos, hacer el amor hasta cansarnos, incluso llegué a soñar con una boda, una pequeña pero gran familia a tu lado y ver crecer a nuestros hijos y así.
Yo nunca te mentí al decirte que te amo, que te adoro, que te quiero, que eres la luz de mi vida, que eres el amor de mi vida, entre muchas cosas. Mis sentimientos han sido los más hermosos, puros y sinceros que he podido sentir y demostrarle a alguien.
Solo me queda agradecerte por el tiempo que me brindaste, neta que estos 5 meses han sido los mejores y los más hermosos que he vivido, me hiciste sentir viva, me hiciste sentir con motivación para querer más y para continuar, me hiciste querer vivir, hiciste que me olvidara de mi mal, hiciste que me sintiera extraordinariamente bien. Gracias por siempre estar, por escucharme, por tus consejos, por tus cariños, por tus caricias, por tus detalles, por motivarme, por ser la luz de mi oscuridad, por ser mi motor, mi compañero, mi amante, mi pareja, por absolutamente todo.
Eres grande, Edubebé.
Nunca olvides, ni mucho menos dudes que siempre estaré para ti y que mis sentimientos son los más honestos del mundo.
Te amo mucho y siempre te amaré más que mi vida.
Tu chiqui.
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suledins · 1 year
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EVAN BUCKLEY | 04.04 “9-1-1, What’s Your Grievance?”
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astarionsilverbough · 5 months
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obsessed with Halsin and Cazador both calling Astarion “little star,” and meaning such different things. from Cazador it means something small, insignificant, a pathetic imitation of the light of the sun. from Halsin it means something precious and loved, a light bringing hope in the darkest night
anon i love u u just get it u just get it
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wlntrsldler · 1 month
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poisoned mercury is so damn perfect I'm already in love and the name itself is so fucking creative like mercury=his dad in the books and their poisoned relationship sort of and its just fits so well with the entire fic aesthetic and the fact that the chapter of their first meeting just randomly (no actually I'm a luke stan so it's totally understandable) popped up on my feed like a few days back felt like the universe definitely wanted me to read it and dude I'm honestly so so so much in awe of your writing I'm completely addicted
also can you please tag me in the updates too? (idk how you work it like if it's only mutuals or anyone who asks so I'm just asking out here, no pressure)
amazing work though!! full admiration and appreciation for you!! love the character dynamics with all my heart!!!!! jade west owns me too (after luke ofc)!!
hiiiiii!!!
omg i had a tough day at work today and this message just brightened my day up sooooo much.
i'm so glad you're enjoying poisoned mercury. it's my baby and i love writing it.
i'll add you to the tag list!!!
sending u sm love!!!!!!
also im so glad u noticed the mercury connection LOL. i was racking my brain trying to think of a band name for them and poisoned mercury was just chef's kiss (another contender was "sons of hermes" (but that felt too on the nose and i think i saw that somewhere already)
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abcd-em · 3 months
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I love!!!! Opening my ao3 kudos email and seeing someone has been on a reading spree, seeing their username repeated throughout an entire series like!!!!
You kept clicking 'next work'!!!
I love you????
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justanamesstuff · 10 months
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Reader and G getting in an argument because he’s so busy and dressed but he ends up apologizing ❤️‍🔥
Yesssss, i adore you!!! I was praying for some G concept <3 Also, I'd instantly cry if G yells at me 👉👈
"G..." you ask from the home studio's door.
"Mmm." he absently answers, very into the zone, playing with the stuff on his computer.
"Are you coming to bed? It's getting late..."
"Later. I need to finish this first."
You hate how cold and distant he sounds. He's been home for an entire day after returning from tour, giving you little attention because Matty was bothering him about a new song.
"George, I miss you." you whine, sounding a bit pathetic but not caring if that brings your boyfriend to rest with you inside the cold bed.
"For fuck's sake!!" he shouts, turning his chair around, staring into your eyes. George's chest raising and falling, breathing heavy; anger taking over his factions. "Are you dense or what, Y/n? I said I'm fucking busy!"
Your body frozen staring at his face. This is not your sweet boyfriend, this is a stranger inside his studio. You swallow thick, trying to find the strength to speak.
"I do understand, George. Was trying-" you shake your head. "Doesn't matter. Find me when you grow up a little." your voice colder, lower and so calm it cuts him straight away.
George rubs his face, feeling the jet-lag...the stressed about the new songs taking the worst of him. Your hurt face repeating like a movie inside his head.
G turns the devices off.
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You can't sleep after fighting with him. The tears have dried by now, but your eyes hurt.
The sound of your bedroom door opening turn on all the alarms inside your head.
"Y/n..." he knows you're not sleeping. You don't answer. "Darling." he walks around towards your side, kneeling in front of you. Your eyes are closed but you can feel his hand caressing your cheek. "I'm sorry." he sounds sincere. "I'm sorry." he keeps chanting.
When you open your eyes again, you took in his tired factions. George breathes in, feeling your touch again. He thinks about the long hours and days without you.
"I'm sorry."
"Shut up and get in bed." your reply makes him chuckled. He decides to obey you, the conversation about his shitty behaviour can happen later.
George gets under the sheets, bringing your body closer to him. Your face buried in the skin of his shoulder. 'There's no place like inside his arms', you think after falling asleep.
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mrspookyant · 1 year
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In every light and every angle, your beautiful 😍
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Happy world anthropology day to my fav anthropology named blog 😎
😭🥹 this is such a precious thing! I actually do have my associates degree in anthropology hahaha
Thank you
My hearts cup overflows
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salemsimss · 18 days
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Get attacked!! ✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨
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GET ATTACKED WITH MY LOVE <333
TYYYY
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Yes yes yes nuance complexity and the moral conundrum etc etc. Have your little fun arguing about consent and the fate of humanity or whatever. I really am just watching it for the father daughter moments and the weird lil animals that pop up every episode.
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bfish · 1 month
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🍓🍼
ta da
theres so much love in the world
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homobiwan · 2 months
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Hey welcome back btw! 💕
HIIIIIIIIIII
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The LITA Boxset spoilers being dropped are giving me life.
Y'all are the real MVPs.
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pollinatedpansy · 11 months
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if im spamming u I'm so sorry it probably means I adore you and ur page, once more I apologize, I simply luv u and u deserve a smooch
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