#( i'mma play sims 4 )

[stillgotme]

セニョリータ

Risa in the early days of her career

#the sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 edit #ts4 render #simblr #aliya's sims #risa #karaoke secrets #really just an excuse for me to use this hair i'mma be real #but yeah this is risa after she broke away from her idol contract and became a true artist who was able to do things her way #she's 20 here #present day she's 23 #once she got out her contract she did not come to play #she ate and left no crumbs

[thelikesoffinn]

Other people rage quit games that have difficulty settings. Games that you're supposed to beat. Games that make things hard to challenge you.

I rage quit sims 4 cause shit is never fucking working.

#ive been trying for an hour to age up my infant #an HOUR #i fucking hate this game #i really do #fuck this shit stain of a franchise #and people dare say sims 3 was broken #HA #fuck you sims 4 #i'mma go back and play baldurs gate #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #the sims

[melsie-sims]

List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to 10 simblrs whose sims you adore ❤️

Oh okay! I'mma do my favorite vampire — she's the only vampire I've ever played with, so it's not exactly a contest — Bonnie.

She grew up on a farm in Henford-on-Bagley and was an only child.

She's 52 years old but was turned into a vampire at 22. She'll forever appear like a young adult.

When she was bitten, she was a bartender struggling to make it as a singer in Del Sol Valley.

She was part of an evil vampire coven for a few years (her sire's) and did some terrible things to humans. She eventually saw the light and decided to lead a "vegetarian" lifestyle.

Despite her age, she's still rather naïve and impressionable, and a total sweetheart that deserves way better than what she's been dealt.

If you've done this before, I'm sure you could probably do it with another sim. I've tagged both Sims 2 and Sims 4 players so feel free to do a sim from either game! Or you could just ignore this tag if you're not interested.

@micrathene-w @devotedsims @jazzytrait @minty-plumbob @timberllania @cyazurai @tipsy-clouds @gutsberries @theworstsimblr @chelseasanidiot

#sims 4 #just chatting #ask reply #ask me questions #dm reply

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: September 17, 2014

Lyrics:

Yeah, it feels so classic

You and me, the magic

And I know we have it

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Let me talk to you, baby

And I won't be shy

You stole my eyes

I swear you're classy

Must admit you're fine

Somethin' 'bout your style

Sweet and sassy

What's on your mind?

Now it's you that's shy

Girl, just ask me

Do you feel this magic?

And the G is blasting

Swear you're something special

Only one over everybody

I'mma love you strong, baby

I'mma love you long, babe

You're my only one, baby

You're the one I want, babe

I'mma love you strong, baby

I'mma love you long, babe

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

Oh what a summer time, when we lost our minds

Between the birds and bees

Buzzing under blue skies 'til the full moon rise

Playing with chemistry

Baby, are you with me, oh

Yeah, it feels so classic

You and me, the magic

And I know we have it

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah, it feels so classic

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

I'mma love you strong, baby

I'mma love you long, babe

You're my only one, baby

You're the one I want, babe

I'mma love you strong, baby

I'mma love you long, babe

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah it feels so classic hmm

Cause it feels, yeah, it feels, yeah it feels so classic hmm

Songwriter:

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

Don't be shy, don't be shy

Come to me, baby, don't be shy

So classic

Benjamin Ruttner / Crista Ru / James Patterson / Mike Del Rio / Willie Maxwell

SongFacts:

"Classic" is a song by New York City-based electronic music duo The Knocks. Released on September 17, 2014 via Neon Gold Records and Big Beat Records, it was the lead single from the duo's third extended play entitled So Classic (2015). The vocals come from Crista Ru, the lead singer of the alternative pop duo POWERS. It was written by Ben Ruttner, James Patterson, Mike Del Rio and Crista Ru.

The music video that served as an accompaniment to the song was uploaded to The Knocks' official YouTube account. The video is based on the video game The Sims 4.

The song appears in "Crystal Clear", Season 18, Episode 21 of the animated comedy series American Dad!

#new #new music #my chaos radio #The Knocks #Classic #music #spotify #youtube #hit of the day #music video #video of the day #youtube video #good music #2010s #2010s music #2010s video #2010s charts #2014 #dance #electronic #dance pop #nu disco #hip hop #lyrics #songfacts #663

[bhaalswn-arch]

Since it's-- that time of the month, It's gonna get bad, so I'mma chill most of the time, relax, maybe play some sims 4, etc

#[ OOC ] ── * MUN ( 𝘪 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢 ) #( periods + bloodthinners = a heckin' bad time )

[heartmeadows]

         🌍 ROUND 1. MOUNT KOMOREBI. SUMMER 🌍

Dakota is an adventurer visiting many places around the globe. In the beginning of her journey she wishes to explore Mt. Komorebi’s wilderness, participate in snow sports and pursue knitting; and perhaps even find friendship and love.  Since Dakota grew up camping as a Llamascout she has experience in camping, although she isn’t quite as experienced as she used to be. Despite it she’s excited to start her adventure and live the camping lifestyle in her own manner, setting her camp in Wakaba! Dakota plans on making a living by selling fruit and vegetables, fish and her knits when she’s not busy sightseeing and getting to know the locals and their culture. She plans on staying in Mt. Komorebi until the end of autumn and, as winter nears, then head somewhere warm.

                            So, I started playing @moonfi​’s amazing The Globetrotter Challenge a little over a week ago and I’ve been having so much fun! I’m following the main rules of each round to the best of my ability but I have and will keep on bending the rules and making my own to keep my experience immersive to the storyline I have going on as I’m playing. I always tend to have a story going on based on both gameplay and the background of my sim(s), if that makes sense. Another thing I want mention is that Dakota has (and will gain with time) more traits that I showed here but those shown are her main traits. She also has a lot of likes/dislikes or preferences so I won’t be showing them either. However the way I want to share this challenge with you will be a mix of gameplay and story and I hope I’ll be able to do that! And through it show her personality. But I digress, this post is long enough already! I hope y’all enjoy seeing this challenge and story unfold :)  

#sims 4 #mine #my sims #dakota howell* #ts4globetrotter #ooof i've been working on this for hours tbh #but it's been fun! #so that's great #honesty this challenge has brought back my enthusiasm and motivation to play and edit!!!<3 #i'll hopefully start posting the actual gameplay today #but i do have some party plans this weekend cuz it's not only my birthday month #it's my mum's and granny's too #even my cousin's #so many libras :O #ókokok i'mma stop now #mt komorebi

[messedupessy]

“ya be smilin’ handsome, ya like this don’tcha?”

“I AM NOT SMILING.”

“oh but ye are smilin’, cu’z ya like this. havin’ little old me on ye arm... an’ ya like me too~❤” 

BECAUSE MORE SKELETON PIRATES BEEN CUTE AYE (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Ahhhhhh finally this is done genrkgnerkngkerj took way, way longer than it should had but hey it’s done at least gekjgnekj this for the @sfw12-days-of-papcest for the last day even though I didn’t go with any prompt but it was supposed to be for the last day anyway, with my Boney boy and another fellow pirate boy belonging to my soulmate @tyranttortoise her Oceanfell Papyrus aka Cap’n :D 

As after she wrote some headcaons about them I haven’t been able to get them out of my mind, so decided to make them for the last day! And the idea is that they are like out on the town or something and Boney is teasing Cap’n because he is smiling obviously enjoying himself especially with having Boney on his arm, which he insists he doesn’t but he is pfft

I got mixed feelings about how this turned out, its so messy on so many places while on others it looks really good, really happy with Boney’s colouring which I did last, his mouth is still bothering me but I re did it so many times that it will have to do, and i was pretty much giving up when it came to his rings and the bandana and feather stuff so done gejnke, Cap’n’s face looked better in the sketch but still good, not overly happy with his colours except for his shirt and his face, the rest is a bit meh but still good, so yeah still happy with it overall aye <: 

#bonecapn #papcest #fontcest #spicyhoney #seaswap #oceanfell #MessedUpEssy #Essy's Art #Essy's Undertale Art #ahhh so happy to finally have this done #i srs do not get why it took so long for gekjngkej #except for the fact i have been playing sims 4 and screwing up my sleeping af #hopefully it will change bc i got shit to draw ye #also decided that their ship name is now bonecapn #because it sounds like bone the capn pfft #the whole you like me thing is a reference actually #as it comes from mass effect 3 with tali been drunk talking with javik #bc i just hear her saying that and imagine Boney saying it in the same kind of tone #ahhh now i'mma eat and play some sims haven't played at all today yus

[nocturnal-birb]

Reasons why I haven’t been around here

Sims

That’s it. Fucking sims consumed me again

#it only started like 'hey i'mma try and play sims 4 again' to 'shit my sims needs me' real quick skjfdhdsj

[arilovescocoa]

INTRODUCTION after I haven't posted in 383920911 months :OOO

I'm back from the dead, did anyone miss me? Pfft! I'm Ari, I'm nonbinary and go by any pronouns!! :DD I decided to make an intro cause' I was in another account and saw these blogs doing their intro, so I'mma do it toooo!

Oh boy, where do I start?! I love listening and wearing anything 80's related. IDK, I mean the colors and shows at that time were super funky and I LOVE IT! I'm sort of a Simblr right now? And my special interest is The Sims franchise! But my gaming PC is spoiled, so I gtg buy a new one. DD:

I love writing, doing random dumb sketches, playing TF2, simping over Kuro from Voltron & Morgyn Ember from The Sims 4: Realm of Magic! I also love making new friends too!!!

Right, so I haven't mentioned this until now, but I may suspect I have DID? (One of the criteria for DID is that you need trauma, but I'll be suuuuuper honest: I don't remember it at all. I don't remember a lot of bad memories.) Not because of TikTok or anything like that. I just had really bad memory gaps and it feels like I've time-traveled all the way from 2019 except my only irl friends don't talk to me anymore?? ):

I don't feel like I match my current age in 2022, it feels like I'm still a clueless 17 year old ready to explore life and all the opportunities there are! I was thinking of pursuing a career in the arts if I could! Maybe related to 3D art? I know Maya and Blender exist! Ooh, or a cartoonist!

Also, related? I found a bunch of blogs when my laptop was signed into another account like what I've mentioned earlier!

Here they are! Feel free to follow @caseyisaloser (Think this is the "host" of a DID system or the one managing my life these days?)

@iamnotreal-nothingis (This one goes by the same name as mine. Idk why and I don't remember making this blog. Kinda creepy. :O) @its-just-lola (For some reason, I can't tag it? But this brings back so many memories!)

@gyaruux (Ooh, really cute but sad blog!)

#introduction LES GOO

[reddoll123]

Hi Red!

Sorry for the late response. So busy at work last week but hello!

Kpop artists always come to my state but more the city-city… mine is a big city too but I guess not as big. We did get SuperM to come but I wanted all of EXO to be here (inserts me whining lol and sounding entitled haha), not just two members haha but it was still nice that we were included.

Swing Kids was so good, minus the ending. I was sooooo extremely sad about the ending and wish that were some type of alternate ending, but of course, that would not be realistic lol The Along with the Gods was really good! I look forward to the next ones! I hear there’s 2 more and they’ll have him in it! I didn’t see Dokgo Rewind and I only saw half of Andante. When I heard it was going to have a sad ending(?), I stopped. I can’t do with sad dramas. I will be sad forever, which is why Swing Kids was a stab to the heart at the end 😭

Yay! I love fall/autumn season too! Birthday season!!! How fun! Any plans this year, since we can have semi-normal plans now?

What type of video games do you play?

I read your other post about your job, but wow! I’m glad you were still able to keep your original job but that was a whirlwind to read, so I can only imagine, how it felt with it happening.

Let’s see, maybe some questions on what you don’t like? So I know what to avoid? Is there any song or performances you don’t like it? Color schemes? Just trying to figure out what would be good to do for you :)

I hope you have a wonderful week!

Your EXO-L 🤶🏼

Hey again santa anon~ 👋🏾

Nah please don't apologize, just hope you're doing well! I've been busy with work too this week ('tis the season) so sorry this reply's a bit late. And lol, no whine away. I'd whine too if they were close like that but not!

And yeah like tho I love happy endings, if there was one for Swing Kids it'd obvs make me happy but also leave me a bit dissatisfied in a way cuz of how the setting and plot was set up. (Doesn't mean I didn't go straight to ao3 after to look for a happy alternate ending tho lol.) But the way they all died tho is still like fresh in my mind 😩😩. And yeah I heard the movies were really good! I'mma get to 'em one day or another hehe.

I def rec watching Dokgo Rewind tho, it was so fun! And yeah Andante does have a really sad part to it but also in that realistic way like when ya meet someone who leaves a big impact but at some point, you or they gotta part ways for whatever reason. I still def rec watching and finishing it tho, it was very well done imo.

And yeah so I took some time off for around that time and plan on hanging out with my best friend (still deciding on what to do besides go out and eat like we always do hehe) and most likely my fam too. Then, on my actual b-day (which is sadly on a Tuesday lol, the one after this one), I'm prob just gonna chill and eat some great food~

And as for the types of videogames I play, I'mma just name some that I constantly play and love lol: Overwatch, Sims 4, Yakuza Kiwami (already played 0 and am going in order), GTA V, recently finished Divinity: Original Sin 2 with my younger sis (we already played the 1st together too), Rayman Legends for 4 player couch co-op, Kingdom Hearts III, and have a few other games that I haven't played yet.

And oh you did? Yeahhh, it was definitely a whirlwind to experience for sure lol!

And hmm, can't really think of any performances I outright dislike...But as for songs? Uhh this is a throwback but their song Baby from the XOXO album andddd Heaven from the Ex'Act album lol. Besides that, nothing else I can think of 😅. And as for color schemes, I also like other colors besides blue even tho it's my fav, can be any color of the rainbow, black, white, brown, whatever really. And I dig vibrance but also pastels and love seeing melanin if that helps lmao.

Hope ya have a great rest of the day and week as well!

#anon #ask #reply #exolssecretsanta

[fireladybuckley]

For the sleepover asks, what are your top 5 ice cream flavors, your top 5 favorite fruits, your top 5 favorite theme park rides, your top 5 favorite video/PC games, and your top 5 favorite types of candy?

Ohhh thanks for the questions, babe!!

Ice cream: 1. good old fashioned chocolate/german chocolate will always be my favourite 2. raspberry white chocolate truffle haagen dazs 3. Chapman's rainbow ice cream that I've NEVER been able to find in stores and only at like... food concession booths at fairs and the zoo 4. SOFT SERVE. Preferably a good quality chocolate/vanilla swirl 5. can never go wrong with a good vanilla bean

Fruits: 1. White nectarines 2. Raspberries 3. Bananas 4. Pluots (a genetic hybrid between plums and apricots) 5. Watermelon or canteloupe

Theme Park rides: ;kasjd;kfjalsd I don't know! This is just a list of ones I've ridden that I like, but there's tons I'd love to go on! (I'm going for flat rides here, not coasters) 1. The Scrambler (I know its tame but I love it) 2. Tilt-a-Whirl 3. The Enterprise 4. The Orbiter 5. Swinging Ship/Pharoh's Fury/whatever its called

Video games: ummm I'mma do two lists. One PC, and one "other" PC: 1. Planet Zoo/Coaster 2. The Sims 3 3. World of Warcraft (and, to a lesser extent, League) 4. all the Rollercoaster Tycoon games, Zoo Tycoon and Parkitect 5. Slime Rancher and Spore (putting them together because even though they're very different they have the same vibe to me)

non-PC (honestly these are mostly going to be Nintendo games lmao) 1. Mario Galaxy 1 and 2 2. Mario Odyssey 3. Pokemon Snap 4. Animal Crossing 5. the Ratchet and Clank series for PS2 (havent played the newer ones)

Candy: 1. Wine gums 2. Jelly Belly Jelly Beans 3. Gummy Worms (and many other gummies) 4. Banana marshmallows 5. Jelly babies or ju-jubes

Ask me sleepover things!! ^^

#ask games #asks #wifey asks #<3 #fun

[stillgotme]

Windenburg Island, Seven Years Ago

summer before senior year 

previously | next | beginning

#the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 story #simblr #aliya's sims #layla #layla and aiden's story #*makes flashback noise while waving arms* #i've been waiting to do this #seriously i've been playing around with their teen selves for weeks before i finally got the story figured out #alright get ready for some textless posts tho #i'mma have fun with this #look at young layla i cry #before she became a lilac sky #hey that rhymed #sincerely yours

[trulee-peachy]

I'mma wake n doobling :3 What are you up to tonight?

mostly playing the sims 4😂

#peachyanswers #thebigwetbilly

[ruru-in-the-stars]

lamblita

You have no idea now long it takes me to do cc before I can play. My sims blog is simlies. I make all my rp characters. I'mma put it on the laptop marissa got me for christmas!

Same here. I installed it like one hour ago and I’m still downloading custom clothes and hairstyles because I take VERY SERIOUSLY my CC. lol. Specially since I love making “husband and me” sims, and I want them as accurate as possible. I *adore* Sims 4 because how customizable the bodies are. I finally can make curvy girls, or give thunder thighs and big butt but smaller torso to my own Sim. lol. Totally checking your Sims tumblr right now.

#lamblita #mah sistahhhh #ruru replies nice people

[fijimurmaider]

I remember making a post some time ago about OCD and...

I've finally gotten around to typing up this symptom list with some details. First and foremost, I may list some obsessions and compulsions I used to have and carry out and I will list those that have been with me forever. The most specific ritual thing at the earliest I can remember, I must have been about 5 years old. I don't remember watching a film that gave me an idea or even anyone planting the idea in my head. My sister and cousin were hanging out (I dunno why I'm putting this here lol) and I was up in their business. They were talking about weird people they knew. Anyway, I guess it freaked me out on my way to the bathroom (which was like 20 feet away from where they were hanging out) and when I sat down to pee, I pulled back the shower curtain almost without thought. I was so proud that I had done this totally brilliant thing to ward off the weirdos... and it's been with me for almost 20 years. I've tried going to the bathroom with the curtain closed and I'll just repeatedly check behind it. At this point, it's easier to just keep the thing open. A few years ago I developed this habit while IN the shower. I will look out just to *make sure.* Also, I know I've posted about the trichotillomania before, which was also something I experienced when I was young and I shamed myself out of it from like the 6th to the 9th grade, doing it only sparingly because I was 99.99% sure that someone would pick up on it and harass me over it and I'd be the freak forever. It's a daily thing for me now. Sometimes stress makes me do it more, but a lot of times it's automatic and I just *do* it without even thinking. I've also developed a skin picking problem as of probably 3 years ago and just learned to deal with it for a while until the end of 2016 when I started working a second job. Sometimes I'd pick my scalp until it would bleed. I've definitely kept my foot off the pedal lately, but I'm still picking. ***We'll get to the list after I say this*** In 2012, I got super fucking sick and it scared me SO fucking bad that I refuse to be around sick people, especially the person that gave it to me (and kids.) Christmas this year was really difficult because my nephews had been sick and I didn't want to be anywhere near them. I ran in circles about the whole situation and even told my mom I was considering buying face masks for this occassion... which was apparently the wrong idea because my mom literally laughs at everyone else's anguish and I'm sick of talking to her about issues tbh because she's always been total shit about it. I eventually calmed down when I found out it was a sinus infection and my brother's girlfriend made him sound sicker on FB than what he really was (I want to strangle her for the shit sometimes... she's JUST like my mom. Everything is ten times worse than what it is, she wants sympathy all the time and then I freak the fuck out because I think I'm going to get some bad virus that's going to incapacitate me for days.)*** 1. Fear of bodily waste and secretions (though I try to rationalize and say they're unfounded... I can't agree with that 'logic.' They are gross...) 2. Concerns about sticky substances and residue. 3. Need to align objects just so. 4. Sexual thoughts that one views as unacceptable/inappropriate. I'm going to go into this one for two reasons, the first reason is because sometimes the fear of child molestation is symptomatic of OCD, and I am super confident that I'm not going to harm any children. The second reason is because my boyfriend is going to read this and think I'm talking about gay porn or something. I'm not entirely certain how many people envision others naked or what their sex lives are like, but I tend to do that. I don't deem homosexuality unacceptable which is why I don't want to include it even if those thoughts arise. Sometimes I will hear things about some sexual deviant and imagine it, sometimes I'm appauled by it. Not so sure how much I should have included this point because I'm not sure how normal it is to do this. 5. Repeating activities. I'll including 'checking' in with this. I check the door multiple times. I'm glad most rooms I need to access go past the door and that I can just look down at the bottom of the steps to accomplish this. I also fear ever having multiple doors in a home because I know I'll have to keep up with them. I've always been repetitive, ESPECIALLY at video games. I have played against bosses before in games and either allowed myself to die or dragged a game on longer than it needed because I felt the need to just keep doing it. I used to have 4 games total that I'd keep going over the same parts and doing the same things over and over, never progressing or I'd beat the game and go right back to play it again. I play the Sims rather often and even then, I can never finish a game for a multitude of different reasons. I believe this may be why my favorite games are puzzle-related like Tetris, Dr. Mario, etc. 6. Rewording, rewriting and re-reading. I handle the work e-mails from time to time and let me tell you... I could not be a more annoying cunt about it. Yes, I understand that to some extent, being careful and proof-reading are totally acceptable... but maybe not to the extent that I carry on. My boyfriend types and re-reads an e-mail then sends it. I re-read their e-mail, I type up my reply, proof read it. Change something. Proof read it again and the unnecessary process just goes on and on until I'm happy with what I've got. I also take FOREVER to read books (I'm not an idiot, I'm good at reading...) because I get stuck on sentences and continously read them over and over. If your book has a typo, it's even worse. 7. Intrusive, violent thoughts of others harming others, others harming me, and me harming others. 8. Food rituals like not letting foods touch and being a childish prick when they do or pretending I'm *totally stuffed and just cannot handle anymore* This is why my jerk ass INSISTS on fixing my own plate. 9. The old "even numbers are good and odds are bad!" 10. Dishes can never be clean enough, dish inspection before using them like my fucking life depends on it. I'll even run my fingers across a plate before eating off of it just to be sure. This also makes it uncomfortable to eat at other people's homes as I don't want to look like an asshole. 11. Need for symmetry. This includes becoming angry when people have facial piercings all over the place. Eyebrow pierced to the left, nostril pierced to the right, etc. 12. "Hoarding" useless objects. This is less of an issue to me than it used to be. I have to talk myself up before I throw certain things away, but I've at least worked on this especially after seeing my grandmother's hoarding and how she REFUSED AND YELLED AT PEOPLE over her pile of Sunny D jugs she was DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WITH. I'm not the cleanest person, but hoarding does bother me, even if I do it mildly. 13. Blinking/staring rituals. I wish I could explain this in a way that didn't sound totally dumb. It goes beyond having a lash in your eye. Sometimes my eyes don't feel like they (I hear you groaning out there because I'mma say it...) like they're open at the same level and sometimes squinting and then trying to open my eyes as wide as possible and vibrating them is the only thing I can do to fix it (but it really doesn't. My fix? Wipe around them with anti-bacterial wipes or use eye drops. One eye always seems to be err...oily? and the other always seems dry and fucking closed!) I also have eye issues, so wearing glasses is a total pain because I HAVE TO CLEAN THEM 234436236 TIMES A DAY. If I engage in ANY physical activity, the number is much higher. If there's a smudge or streaks on my glasses, life will not continue, sorry. 14. Touch/tap/rub. I have to touch things (so long as they're not slimy or wet... unless it's the shark I touched at Ripley's Aquarium...) My cat is the biggest victim... her fur is so soft I just keep doing it until she runs off or starts trying to eat me alive. The tapping is more recent, but I do it with my thumb and middle finger and only on the left hand (also on my keyboard because the sound it makes when you gently tap the keys...) Also I just generally have a lot of issues with my hands and I do weird stretches with them? 15. Also I have weird toilet rituals that I'm not getting into on here. 16. Closet door in the bedroom must be checked and shut at night. I'm also the most difficult person when it comes to getting into bed comfortably. There's just so much. I'm constantly worried about fires, floods, tropical storms, tornados, blizzards, burglary, murder, being mugged, car accidents, any other transport accidents, I've thought about driving my car into off the road and face first into a hill on the interstate (in all fairness, it could have been the depression running rampant in me at the time,) I've worried that I was going to grab some rando's ass in the store because he was bent over (and I totally wouldn't even do shit like that to ANYONE, but it scared me to even think I could do it...) I hate vacations because I hate worrying about my pets and whether or not they're being baby-sat or whether or not someone in my building is going to burn the fucking place down while I'm gone. ughhh. Not even a complete list, just all I felt like writing out right now.

#fijimurmaider #ocd #mental illness #symptom list #trichotillomania #nervous #anxiety #depression #obsessions #compulsions #mmmmmmmmmmehhhhhhhhhhhhhh #worries #honestly all my stupid fears and obsessions are holding me down in life and for some reason im totally cool with it #the heck