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moonchemistry · 3 months
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here's what it was all leading up to! my silly little next generation of MLP. more info about them under the cut because i can't help myself
ships:
fluttercord
appledash
cheesepie
twipie
shining armor / princess cadance??? whatever that's called
starlight / trixie / sunburst
derpy / dr whooves
sweetie belle / button mash
lore:
pandora is the oldest of the mid gang, jellybean is the youngest
anath is a student/apprentice of rarity, who initially they didnt get along for various reasons (do you notice i made them look as antithetical and unappealing to rarity as possibly) but now they see each other as family and rarity is a huge mother figure for her. rarity saw a lot of spike in anath and that was one of the reasons she started growing so close to her
zap apple wants to be the first earth pony to be in the wonderbolts. his older sister, aurora apple, desperately wants to get away from the family and just do her own thing
it took twilight and pinkie a long time to get together so thats why jellybean is the youngest lol. the poly relationship is twilight x pinkie and pinkie x cheese but not twilight x cheese
klaus is just some guy that pandora thinks is neat
pandora and anath cant stand each other
skyla is kind of in the group by proxy and because shes cousins w jellybean etc etc but she 1. lives in the crystal kingdom 2. kind of feels excluded sometimes because shes kind of just there cus their parents are all friends
on the other hand, lil' cheese and flurry heart are huge friends, despite the fact that flurry heart is prolly like 5 years or so older than him.
flurry heart and bundt cake dont rly know each other but lil cheese and bundt cake have been besties since they were born cus they were born around the same time and grew up together
silly string is trans. i didnt make her cape that color on purpose it was an accident but im going w it lol
silly string is the first pony to ever be born from 3 ppl and shes got some Things cus of it (dont ask me waht those are)
sudzy has heterochromia w a blue eye and yellow eye from both her parents
vanilla sweet is prolyl the hardest to identify here, shes sweetie belle x button mash, just mostly inherited her moms traits
fun fact these are all kind of based on designs I made when I was ten years old (of which will never see the light of day for various reasons)
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sandylovespablito · 8 months
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Oliver Otto x Reader
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To start this off. Ik many people think that Oliver is gay, which is alright and people are allowed to think whatever they want! Me personally, I don't really give him a label. But I do think he likes girls, since he's shown much interest in them. I do not mean any harm with this post! If you do not like it- please just scroll away 💕
But anyway, again I will still be writing Pablo Gavi x Reader. I'm just watching American House Wives rn and am obsessed with Oliver lol
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You and your family just moved to WestPort. Your father was a famous author while your mom was the ceo of a famous book company- matched made in heaven. You were an only child, their only daughter. And in a whole new country.
In the first week of your family moving your mom and Katie became besties, your dad and Gregg became friends. But you? You felt so alone. Everyone else seemed to be snobby. You didn't like them- you weren't raised like a WestPort kid.
Your family was going to the Ottos house, they invited you to their home for a barbeque. " and young lady, you better not be on your phone or reading the whole time we're there! " your mother warned and you sighed, you really missed home and didn't wanna be around WestPort type people.
Thankfully the Ottos weren't those snobby WestPort people, but you still wanted to be alone. Taylor tried talking to you, and you two did have a conversation. " what sports are you into? " Taylor asked, but before you could respond Oliver started to insult his sister, " all sports are useless they're to get into college. You're just wasting your time. " he said and you rolled your eyes.
" actually, that's not true. What's more important is experience." you corrected him, when you made eye contact with him you had to hold back a smile, he's so cute.
Oliver was going to give you a response before Taylor stopped his comment. " you dress so... Let me dress you!! " she started to beg. You sighed and nodded, " mom, me and Taylor are going to our place to try on clothes." you told your mom, but Katie demanded that you bring Oliver too.
At your place, Taylor went through your closest. " you have really cute clothes! Why don't you wear them?" Taylor asked. " because WestPort kids don't." you sighed sitting on three bed. Oliver stood against the wall, looking around your room.
(See below for the outfit + hair Taylor chose for you)
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When Oliver saw you, he smiled. Taylor noticed and her jaw dropped abit- Oliver wasn't being a bitch? What's going on!
Oliver coughed to signal to his sister to stop being weird. You smiled back at Oliver. " you're in my English, aren't you?" you asked looking at him. He nodded and chuckled, " don't forget, also in your biology." you nodded and laughed, " almost forgot."
Taylor went to ' go to the bathroom '- aka give you two some time to talk. " why'd you move to WestPort? You seem like you hate it. " Oliver asked. You sighed, " my parents wanted to expand their business from (your country) to the states too. And here, we can make connections. Everyone loves it here but me." you sighed again. Oliver sat next to you, " trust me. It gets better."
The next day at school, you wore another outfit Taylor recommend for you. (See pictures below) You didn't have any friends, so you walked in alone. You got alot of attention. You weren't wearing skinny jeans that cost $300 with some ugly expensive grandma sweater. You were wearing a Pinterest type outfit that probably cost you $20, excluding the shoes.
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You were getting attention from the girls, more of them questioning you. But the boys? They liked your outfit. Yawning, you walked to your class, you could feel peoples eyes on you and you hated it.
Oliver watched you walk in. " isn't she pretty? " he heard one of the guys say and Oliver nodded. Cooper nudged his shoulder, " ceo and successful writers daughter right? Perfect for your mission. " he teased, but Oliver wasn't listening; all his focus was on you.
In English, it was a pair assignment. Cooper wasn't in his class, so nobody interrupted his plan to ask yo- who the hell is that? Some WestPort snobby guy was asking you to be his partner. " so darling, you do the work my dad will do m- " the guy was proposing his idea until you interrupted, " I'd rather get hit by a car." which seemed to annoy him. You looked over at Oliver and smiled, giving him the confidence to ask you to be his partner.
" You? Me? Working together? What do you think? " Oliver said sitting next to you. You smiled and nodded, " I'd like that. We can go to my place after school? Since I've been to yours already " you chuckled and he did as well, " I've always wondered what the house of a ceo and writer looks like. " he said making you laugh.
You lived in one of the larger houses in WestPort. Oliver was checking out the place, amazed, it was a gorgeous house. You sighed, " sorry it's not very fun.." . " it's amazing!! " Oliver basically screamed, hearing an echo. You shook your head but chuckled, " it looks nice.. But it's lonely " Oliver listened to your words, " yeah, like cooper.. " he said, sighing to keep talking " but hey, you'll make plenty of friends." he said smiling, making you smile.
You looked at him, " wanna see all the useless and expensive crap I have? " he nodded repeatedly, " umm yeah! " and his reaction made you laugh. Going into one room, " this is where my dad keeps these random glass statues. " going on into another, " my moms old coats, boringggg " and then finally, " my records and record players " you said, going into the room next to your room.
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In your room, you two started your group project. Your project would last for half the school year- a massive school project.
But the two of you started to get really close during the time. He was your friend friend in WestPort, other than Taylor.
" so I was thinking, we hang out. My place. " Oliver proposed the idea to you. You nodded, " yeah sure, I'll bring the study stu- " you were saying until Oliver intrupred. " no no. No books. Just you and me. Hanging out." he clarified. You smiled and felt you cheeks go light red, " I'd like that." you told him, making him smile too.
You two went up to his room later that day. You sat on his bed, " sooo, what we doin?" you asked him. He looked at you, a little panicked, " what are we doing?" he repeated and you looked confused.
" you have no plan? "You said and then laughed at the lack of response. You weren't laughed at him, you were laughing because it was sweet. You got up," wanna see what we just got at my place? " and Oliver nodded, so you took him to your place to show him.
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Your parents got in a massive library. You ran to one of the shelves, grabbing the ladder and climbing up, " there's a book in here that reminded me of you!!" you yelled, looking for the book. By ' reminded ' you meant ' I specifically asked for this book, to give to you. ' hey, that's how girls work.
You came back down to him with a book, before you could speak Oliver already took the words out of your mouth, " how did you know I wanted this book!? " well maybe not exactly what you'd say, just rearrange it.
You nodded, " thought you'd like it." you gave it to the brunette. " you can have it." And you both smiled. Oliver coughed, " I was wondering if tomorrow, you and me, alone, go out somewhere. No studying, but this time I'll have a plan.." he said, fidgeting with the corners of the book.
You smiled and nodded, " I'd like that.." Oliver was trying to ask you on a date, Taylor said that he should.. " she likes you! " Taylor yelled at Oliver. " but how do i ask her? If I ask her to go out- she'll assume it's got studying! " Oliver argued. Taylor laughed, " then ask her to go out alone, and mention no study. And people call me dumb." Taylor scoffed.
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I hope you enjoyed!! <3
Ik this is all over the place- but I actually had fun writing this.
For the people who asked to be tagged in a oliver otto x reader post: @y4sm1nsstuff @animesimp3456 @hunterluvr
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vole-mon-amour · 11 months
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3x10, part 2, Roy x Jamie edition.
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i very much doubt that, Jamie. Colin? Sam? but then again, he's besties with half of the team, so maybe?
the faces he makes.
the bickering with Roy. the thing, being their relationship and love for each other, they share.
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"it's dumb (i don't know yet how to feel confident with the people i care about very much). i brought it for you anyway. it made me think of you."
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THE TONGUE. thank you for your service, Phil. i missed that gesture.
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i'm gonna have a sore throat after all the screaming. it's one of the must beautiful ways to say "I love you" I've seen. that soft music playing. the look that Roy gives him. Jamie mumbling, suddenly becoming shy and awkward aka a boy that rarely receives genuine affection, a boy raised in an abusive poor household, learning to show gestures of genuine affection and and trying to live through it without embarrassment.
like, he KNOWS how much Roy's career meant and probably still means for him. it means a lot for Jamie, too, because he's there next to Roy exactly bc he had Roy's poster above his bed in the first place.
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i have so many feelings about this and Jamie. so many. i also keep thinking about Phil's, "there's gonna be a moment after which people might think that Roy and Jamie have a wild affair. i wouldn't exclude that but yeah." is this it? "you talk about him all the time" or is there going to be something wilder? like when Roy and Keeley talk and Jamie walks into the room?
bc even Roy's sister knows how much this gesture means for Roy and how much it shows Jamie's feelings for Roy (not to mention the fucking bantering with Roy Kunt, those repressed idiots). the look Jamie gives Roy. *deep sigh* yeah, i'm staying here. i'm going down with this ship. you can pry them away from me from my cold dead hands.
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not Roy actually saying how he feels to Jamie, but Jamie being so close to Roy's family and inside his house and then later Roy and Keeley are inside Jamie's childhood bedroom. you guys?? the dots are connecting? the math is mathing???
the boy is so happy and so genuine, I can't get over it. the essence of being genuine.
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those faces, lol.
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are you telling me that in the year 2023 this billionaire still carries ANY kind of cash? for real?
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i'm honestly still amazed by how good Jamie is with kids. Henry, Phoebe. maybe it's his way of pushing back after the way his dad treated him but also, to my current understanding, how his mom also tried to be good to him. with me absolutely hating kids irl? characters that still recognize the pattern and how kids needs encouragement and kindness and understanding in order to bloom? there's no denying Jamie's personality. i love his soul. the boy has my heart.
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Jamie Tartt being besties with Roy Kent's sister and niece: unlocked. i dislike that I don't know/remember Roy sister's name.
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Jamie can perform whatever useless comment about "your sister is fit" bc this? the boy is in love. but if i'm being honest, I hate that they're always trying to nudge us in the direction of hetero Jamie so we wouldn't ship Roy and Jamie. thanks, i'm holding onto them so hard, they're gonna have bruises if you'll try to pry them away from my hands. they are IN LOVE. period.
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even Jamie snickering after that comment gives off s1 vibes where Jamie did everything he could to get Roy's attention. it sounds more like a joke just to get one more comment and interaction from Roy. sometimes Jamie does things not bc he believes in them but because attention, and it usually is about Roy's attention.
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dark-elf-writes · 11 months
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Ooooo if any of those moms made Naruto cry Kakshi would end them. Fully calling for a hit on them or just doing it himself. OR he makes them regret it every day of their life’s by getting them shoved in prison or something. Maybe they actually did something, maybe they didn’t. All ik is they wish they nvr saw Naruto and his scary ass dad.
Ino and Sakura would be like,,, “the cool girls” or whatever until Naruto slow walks into the room with his leather jacket, fox eared helmet tucked under his arm, and hair blowing in the breeze with his dad a few steps behind him. And as much as I love them, they would probably exclude the other girls, including Hinata who would be pageant besties with Naruto.
Kakashi has his cop buddies (Itachi? Other random Uchihas? Tenzo? Who knows) on speed dial for a reason. He has gotten cars impounded, enough parking tickets to gift wrap a sky scraper and on one occasion uncovered a years long embezzlement scheme that scandalized the whole town. He does not play games when it comes to his kid and neither do his friends.
Oh absolutely. I was actually imaging Hinata and her sister both being pageant kids (their mom was one. Hinata does okay. She’s too shy to put in an show like it demands of her. Hanabi is dominating the lower age group when she gets old enough.) Naruto immediately latches onto her and starts chattering about how cool her cello is and he started learning the violin and drums a few years ago and it was hard and they should be best friends right now but only if she’s okay being his their bed friend because he could never leave Shika and Lee.
Hinata has never had a friend and latches onto him instantly.
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miss-atena · 10 months
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I've been itching to talk about my humanstuck au for a while, but no one i know is really that into homestuck to remotely be interested. But now that my 2 homestuck posts seemed to go fairly well (to the number of people i have following me n all that jazz, i think i can info dump a bit lmao
So without further ado, let me present you all with
My Humanstuck AU, made by a nerd, shipper and simp
First and foremost, all canonical trolls we know of (excluding the 2 canon fantrolls) are in this AU. Yes this includes hiveswap, but it excludes the epilogues and Homestuck^2 since those are "beyond canon"
This is also true for the humans. All canonical humans are here, including Joey and Jude. And in this AU we don't have John, I am a June Egbert supporter and appreciator.
Hiveswap characters are not the focus in here, so they are more so background characters that we see on occasion on the city.
Talking bout it, everyone lives in a big city which i'm in between calling Alternia or naming it Lemopolis as an homage to the city i grew up, but making it american like.
All the originally troll characters bloods are coherent to a social class, and that is a topic that is discussed and treated with respect. Other important and somewhat heavy themes are also acknowledged and talked between characters, such as abusive relationships, toxic friendships, addiction, violence, racism, mysoginy, lgbtphobia, ableism, mental health and others more. Have in mind most of these topics I have dealt or seen close people deal with, so this comes from research, talking with people who had those issues or my own experiences.
I, right in the beginning, made some decisions on the families, mostly of the humans and the Vantas, Maryams and Leijons. So let's enter this topic for a bit.
While I know the genealogic families of the humans in homestuck are messed up due to ectobiology and the multiple universes and timelines, I didn't want to make them confusing, so i separated them in the normal families we see EXCEPT for the stridelondes, as i made them one big family. The families we have are The Crocker-Egbert family, which everyone has this as their surname, and it consists of Poppop Crocker, Nanna Egbert, Dad Crocker-Egbert and his two children, Jane and June Crocker-Egbert.
The Harley-English family, which consists of Grandma English, Grandpa Harley, their two children (a man and a woman), and these childrens child, from which the woman had Jade Harley and the man had Jake English, which makes Jade and Jake cousins.
The Strider-Lalonde family is a big one, so bear with me. We have Derek Strider (on Homestuck, dave's bro) who has a on and off relationship with Roxanne Lalonde (Rose's mom on canon). These two had 5 children, Dirk and Hal (twins), Roxy, Rose and Dave. Derek also had other two children, Crowley (davesprite) and Veppie (davepeta), while Roxanne had another daughtar name Jasperie (Jasprose). AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF Roxanne has a sister named Rosalyn and Derek has a brother named David.
Finally the last of the complicated relationships on families are from the Vantas, the Leijons and the Maryams. On canon, Dolorosa is the mother figure and the guardian for Signless, but in this au that is not the case, they are just besties and she is the mom friend. But i still kept the Disciple and Signless relationship.
Mr Vantas had with his ex wife (who is dead), Karkat and Kankri. While the Mrs. Leijon had two daughters with a boyfriend she had, who left her when she was pregnant of Nepeta and Meulin was 6. When Nepeta and Karkat were 18, their parents ended up marrying each other, and at this point Nepeta didn't have a crush on Karkat, she was more obsessed with matchmaking him with people. It was weird on the first couple of months, but soon everyone was cool with living together, and though Karkat and Kankri still have just their dad's last name, and the Leijons have only her mother's last name, they agree on being Vantas-Leijon.
And imma leave at this for now, this is the first of some info dumps imma do. Hope whoever read all of this finds it fun, it sure was fun to write.
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bellarkeselection · 2 years
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Bestie Teasing
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Request from @hftff-lol Bellamy and the reader are best friends with a teasing relationship. Secretly hiding their feelings for one another.
Bellamy Blake, my best friend and leader of The 100 is also my lifelong crush. We'd become friends before his sister Octavia was discovered. I'm a year older than her but got placed in the Skybox just because I helped hide her away from the council. The council didn't float me because I'm a doctor under Abby Griffin, Clarke's mom...so I guess it was a good thing I was sent down. The 100 need more than one doctor.
"Y/n are you done working. I feel like I haven't seen you for 100 years." Bellamy wines as I exit the dropship since Clarke said I deserve a break. Shacking my head a smile meets my lips at the eldest Blake. "It's only been 97 years, Bellamy. Besides aren't you supposed to be leading the camp?" He crosses his arms over his chest leaning down to whisper in my ear as I get some nuts we found weren't positioned. "I am. But a beautiful girl keeps working her way inside my head." A little blush meets my face. There's no way he's talking about me.
Over the years on the Ark we agreed we'd never become a couple. Seeing as we were the other person's only friend. Octavia always teased me about it seeing me secretly eyeing her brother. Honestly it became no surprise when he started sleeping with nearly every girl in the camp. Excluding me, his sister and Clarke because she finds him annoying half the time. He's really attractive, except when he had slicked back hair on the Ark.
Glancing over my shoulder I see how close we are too each other when my nose brushes against his. "Well you better tell this girl to quit it. Can't have our hot leader distracted if the grounders come." I move away from him heading back to the dropship until he calls out with a smirk on his face. "So my best friend finds me hot does she?" Haulting in my tracks I spin around in my boots mouth hung open in shock. "Bell, you were talking about me?"
"I thought I'd be obvious by now....you're the only girl I haven't flirted with." He stepped up onto the ramp. "But I - we - what about Clarke?" I stutter out knowing that it's rumored they'd get together. He shakes his head some of his curls moving. "Princess is with Spacewalker. It's you I want to be with Y/n." The blush on my face only increases at the thought. "You know you blushing says it all. That you like me too." He teases breaking the gap between us.
He cups my face in his hands those brown eyes staring down at me. "Look I know we agreed to not date since we're best friends but...I like you. I can't help it. You helped me with O, made me laugh and making me feel like I had a somewhat normal life despite having a huge secret." He grins brightly brushing his thumbs over my cheeks. "Can I kiss you?" His brown eyes hold nervousness.
Clutching his jacket I giggle shacking my head at my bestie. "It'd be stupid if you didn't, Bell." He slowly pressed his lips onto mine. I kiss back and can understand the reason why girls enjoy him. Wrapping my arms around his neck I deepened the kiss until we need air. His arms go around my waist pulling me closer to his warm chest. "So uh - will you be my girlfriend Y/n L/n?" He lightly blushes in question.
"Only if you'll be my boyfriend Bellamy Blake." I tilted my head to the side smirking. "So should we keep this going?" My hands tug at the bottom of his shirt. He blushes deeply at my suddenness of wanting to sleep with him. "Y/n, you don't want to take things slow?" Cupping his face in my hands I pull his lips to mine. "I think we've waited long enough to take things slowly, Bell." He chuckles picking me up carrying me bridal style. Quickly discarding our clothes with my giggles coming from his tent.
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goddessjynx · 3 years
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Any parent please answer?
Idk if anyone will see this, but right now I need just anyone to tell me I'm not crazy.
Am I a bad friend for wanting to hang out with my ex-bestie (eb for short) while she has her kids or she's busy and can't hang, so I offer to come over, to help watch, to help clean? Anything just to be there for her, why? Oh because she was on her third child, at this time I literally went over to her house to play dnd with her husband and brother and her sometimes. So I would try and say "hi" or talk, but instead we stayed doing something else or barely said hi. Ok, fine, hormones, got it. It got to the point of she wouldn't want to hang out with me for reasons she stopped telling me decent sounding excuses. Fine, That's fine, I have other friends who I can hang with or find other things to stay inside and not get out of the house to do. I don't need to leave the house, to get away from the suffocating inside the house with a mentally and verbally abusive, controlling husband. That's. Just. Fine.
So you know, time goes on. we find out that the reason she won't hang out with me, but will hang out with the other girl who she hates (Mind you the other chick literally broke into their house, tried to start drama all the time, and be hazardous to her already two children But who am I to judge about the person you rant to me about how you hate them so much?) But the other chick was also pregnant after divorcing her wife. It's honestly such a mess. So "anyways, I get excluded now because I "Don't understand what she's going through" or "I won't have the same experience" or I'm "not a good source of help" Lol, Okay? I still can't help? Be happy for you? Cool. So things go on, and just things have gotten worse on my end. I'm over here with such a mind debilitating baby fever, that I'm having to pull my car over watching children get off the school bus because I'm in such a crying fit that I can't breathe or see straight. So who the hell would I go to about what do I do? My Bestie right? (There's a reason we are eb rn) I tell her, well try, Idk how much she actually listened. But I tell her how I just can't think about anything else right now. I did everything right, and the world keeps slapping me back.
I own a 4 bedroom house. we have two cars, we even have decently everything working out in our favor, But all of a sudden, I'm not good enough for anyone. My own husband two months after getting married said he hasn't found me attractive for the last two years. THAnks. That's a real boost. This didn't start the fights, but that's a whole other set of rants. about a year before my eb got pregnant, around or right before July 4th, I strictly remember, I was in the walmart fucking bathroom. I had felt so sick the weeks beforehand. Like, My menstrual cycle hates me. She's savage af. Not to mention she likes to disappear randomly and appear with just cramps or a whole flood. I never know. But I remember calling my husband in a panic because I don't know what to do while I had to go to the bathroom so bad it hurt, and all I have is half dollar sized clots. Just something my medical brain, and senior year of AP biology says, "Fuck!" I have him figure something out because I'm really needing someone to just hold me in the bathroom I feel so sick to my stomach. I'm dizzy and all these symptoms I tell him to tell the doctor or whoever he calls.. So he calls, they say whatever to him. I don't either remember or he never told me what they said, (this is a normal of hiding information from me, A LOT) They said (What he told me) to just wipe things up and clean up then if it persists in the next 24 hours to go into the hospital. But I will have to see an ob-gyn.
So, Okay. Nothing bad. but they are in charge of everything along those lines. But those were including two words, that I now know were the two words this man didn't want to hear despite, DESPITE all the teasing and jokes about having kids with me when I was younger with him and literally just dating. That was because I had to see a family planning doctor. I was told by HIM that it was nothing, and we will be fine. I just blamed it on my cramps that are horrible and never put thought to it because I had believed that's what he was told. So that's a trauma my brain locked away until recently as I'm going through my divorce right now. But, I was thinking about how shortly after that, I got a call from my eb about how they were all waiting on me because I'm making us late for bringing stuff to the grill out and bonfire later. Fine, mask all the pain and keep fucking going. right?
She seemed genuinely not worried, saying it was probably just a bad cycle. She gets them all the time too. Its whatever. My now bestie's sister has gone through the same thing I described multiple times, enough that she looked at me and was like, "No, You possibly miscarried." even her mom went on about, "they should've never NEVER brushed that off like they did. If they cared then they would've made sure you were ok. My husband denied me from going to the doctor to see anything about it. Even after when I knew my hormones and emotions were just soooo off. But that's in my mind now, when before maybe around the same time my eb came out saying to all of us even her own husband one time saying she's been feeling crummy because she went in and she found out she had miscarried. It was so short after my stuff that she disregarded then took and made attention for herself that upset her own husband because she never told him until she told a bunch of us at a bar. I mean I felt bad for her, but Now thinking back, my gut says it was a ploy to make her husband to feel bad for her and to try for another one. Where as I'm over here waiting patiently because I jumped through Hoops to get where I'm at now.
My husband promised me children. Lots, its a fucking dream to be a mum. I care for everyone else, and their kids, why not have some kind of mini me to show of what I did. That I did good. That I can be useful to this world too. That I'm not just a lump of no good nothing to this world. But first, he needed a better paying job than a gas station.
Did that, he worked at a metal parts production place. But we then gave the fact that we still live in the apartment I got after moving out from high school. We rented a house. It worked, and it was nice. But now he needs a car, but he cant do that until he learns how to drive. 3 years older than me and I taught him how to drive. AND I helped him buy his first car, a truck. Oh but now, we still can't start a family. We are only renting. I have enough good credit that I could get a house alone, but I needed a higher pay. Bam with his income together we got a house.
Bam, I'm hit with baby fever and what not. NOW I get told, we aren't ready for anything like that yet, so wait two years. Alright, I'll wait. I can do that. We were going to go on trips together and do many things together and all of a sudden, the walmart thing happened, and it just got worse from there. It got to a point I got a job paying BETTER than him and I was the laughing stock to him and his buddies. THANKS. But I'm fine, everything is fine. The walmart thing was about two years after, so I mean, it was actually in the time frame and whatnot. Things just kept going on getting worse at home, I just kept listening. For reasons, I had to quit my high paying job, and then everything got absolutely horrible at home. Had to put everything I had control over money wise into his account for he worried it would take too long to find an new job and make money to suffice for bills. It was argument after argument, but I went to my eb explaining things, asking what the hell do I do? Her advice? To just do what he wants. The thing I had to quit about? She basically never cared about it. Everything just went on being a mess. I went on just letting people walk over me because that was the advice I was given.
I voiced my feelings that I have been following lies and how I feel hurt that I'm told dreams and having them be taken away. We never went on trips much. Instead we would buy a crap ton of ammo or new guns that I'm not allowed to use, yet I'm helping fund so you can get them, but when it was my own that I BOUGHT, all of a sudden, my things went missing and he would be out using and letting his buddies use my new guns and using up the ammo I had purchased on my own. I mean, fine, but let me at LEAST take yours out if you're going to use mine without asking. It got to be so annoying that we would be asked when we would get married or when we would have kids. He would be hugging me and smiling all cocky saying "Oh well we haven't stopped trying." every time. He would start that tell people this and I finally had enough. I stopped him and told him to put his money where his mouth was. He always said shit but never actually did it or acted on what he said. He would just lie to everyone. Tell people lies because it sounded nice. Best part? I had bought a ring for him. I proposed to him because he would joke about things like that. So I basically said, "bet" and did it. I have never received a damn ring! He wouldn't even want to look at them with me. Because they were expensive. Not all of them are. I don't care what price it is, but something to say, "Hey, I love you and Don't want the odd peeps at the bar to keep hitting on you so take this with you, its dangerous out there." (Shut up. I'm a nerd) But like.... I just would make notions about, I wanted a ring. He would beg me to pool together money and buy new guns, I mean I"m not against, but I would bring up that I will want a ring. Or even something else would be you know, amazing right now because I'm in a lost place wanting kids still and my eb just announced they were having their third. (which her own family was so upset about it that they ranted to me and my mom, her own brother said that its just another kid that they will end up taking care of instead of her so she can go to the bars again. Yep) So next we talked about getting a gun safe because, before we can have kids, we need to be SAFE. Ight, we bought it. Nice matte black 33 capacity, fire and water proof, best part the front had a reallly pretty engraved waving American flag imprinted on it. It was just so smooth. (Guess who has that right now btw) So oddly enough in the middle of me not being enough for my eb, My cycle kind of returned to being semi regular, and all of a sudden disappeared. Well that whole month beforehand we went from never wanting to touch me unless it was my birthday to every night he was angry after work and took it out on me instead. I mean, whatever. But when it came to me not feeling well, I told him.
Instantly it wasn't mine. I was fooling with other guys. Like instant psycho. His childhood friend came and moved up with us, she saw this for a good few months and had to move out because he was trying to control her as if she were a child. She told me that it was not right for him to be that way and that she will never talk to him for how he treated her. (which was exactly how he was always with me too) I'm not sure if he was trying to get my jealous because his bff was a girl? Idk we worked out like literally sisters. Sooo much in common and she told me, She believes he's never wanted kids. And she watched how I broke down after he told me he wanted nothing to do with me until I took a test. He DEMANDED that I took a test right away. If it was positive, it wasn't his until proven so. And if it was negative he would be fine. this was ridiculous. He wasn't at all happy or excited. Purely upset. I felt so shitty that after the test was negative I told him and he threatened about it happening again he was leaving back to Kansas. He threatened this every damn fight, it got to the point that I gave up, I said leave then. And instantly he shut up. I got him out of gangs, crime, jail, living on the street or with his mum, and being a maaajor drug addict. Yet I'M THE BAD PERSON.
Back to recently when my eb is getting closer to having her kid, I just go through finding out I'm not and my husband is freaking out at me, nonstop yelling at me that I'm not good enough and all this shit. Yes, lil ol me trying to keep the peace in the house is a cunt and a whore. Wow. Name calling, but hitting where it hurts? I told him before, how my mother in an argument said I would be a horrible mother. And that shit sticks. IT STICKS. So what does the smart ass pull out? He repeats it. He says he's glad I'm not pregnant because I'd be a horrible mother in the end.
That. That just kills a person. That kills dreams and the feeling of wanting to keep living. Who the FUCK says that to their partner? Am I wrong for thinking that's not right? Well my eb thought I was. I told her my feelings. How I don't want to be jealous of her, but I am. That she's more beautiful, she's always had guys hitting on her in school inviting her to do things and hang out, I was the nerd in whatever class that got invited only if it was mandatory. She will be having three kids and a loving husband that can never take his hands or eyes from her, where as I have to act like a clown to get my husband to look up from his damn phone. To say something nice. To
be acknowledged while in the house. I've left and came back the next morning because I hung out at my now besties house. He didn't say a word until I came home the next morning and he looked at me like "when the fuck did you leave" No care, no love. I was stuck being a burden. Anything I ever did around the house was in vain. Everything I helped with I got shoved away because I didn't do it right. EVERYTHING I did was not good enough. I would tell him this that is how I felt and he would deny it. One day, I caught him yelling at me saying that what I did wasn't ever good enough. Calle him out right away. Bitch... He tried to change the wording to go around what he said. I HEARD IT. it was so bad I had to have my bestie on the phone to listen to how he talked to me behind closed doors. Away from public view. HER MOM HEARD IT. Thought she was watching some kind of dramatic show, until she realized it was me on the phone. She's listened to so many calls its unheard of. There was a day, I had enough of it. (Ok A lot actually) but I grabbed my laptop and my charger and left the house. I sat in the park drawing on my laptop. Texted every person I could think of that I cared so deeply for that they would care for me back. I was in a dark ass place asking for Advice. My eb shrugged off what my husband was doing and scolded me for leaving. For sitting in a park drawing out my feelings instead of being with him because he's being dramatic to her husband upset that I started an argument. I didn't understand what I started when it was over me telling him not to throw the controller when he loses a COD game because that's how it breaks. Why he threw it? Because I distracted him by playing with my cat while he was playing the damn game and made him lose! yep. Exactly that. So I was yelled at to quit. So I did. I went back to my drawing and then with my headphones on I was humming to my music. It distracted him and he lost. So I flipped out because I can't do anything in my own house without being scolded for it. So I stormed off to the bedroom to draw some more. I'm upstairs and away from him. Didn't want to eat now I'm stressed and upset. So I didn't cook anything and now he's hungry and upset at me for not making food yet. YES. That's how it started and I again was the bad person in the story for safely removing myself from an environment where all my mind was telling me to do was dark things that hurt to say. To give up on everything I have worked for and all my dreams.
That was the last time I spoke to her for a while because everything started to be only about baby and about doing this for baby. Doing that for baby. But then she would never answer me back. I was done trying to fit time to hang out. To do something, I made new friends who didn't have kids and hung out more with them. It got horrible. the sound of a child crying made my stomach hurt. I had non stop dreams of the same thing happening. It was just awful. I looked it up and it was just meaning I had something and lost it. Whatever is missing in the dream what what I had lost.
In this dream I was dressed in all black, lace and long dress covering every inch of skin on my body. I had a hat with a veil and I was rocking a bundle in my arms in an old decrepit room with peeling paint and broken toys. It was a nursery. An old ruined nursery. I was rocking just a black blanket swaddled with a hole that emptied to the void. It gives me chills, I get this dream so much that me explaining just makes my skin crawl and my body ache. It hurts to think of but I just cannot understand it. Makes sense now that I looked into it.
But me going through all of this, I can't talk to my husband about my feelings because I'm too needy and being selfish for not taking his feelings into an account. That he's not ready that we are not ready and that I'm not ready because I'm going to be a horrible mom. Cool.
I have tried so much. I couldn't be around kids. It made me so sick and I jus would have to find somewhere to hide and cry for hours. I would cry myself to sleep. Never getting comfort by him because I'm throwing a pity party. I was so hurt. Still am. I'm broken hearted. Thinking that if I had a kid, at least I would have something that needed me and would love the care I gave and would love me back. I wanted to feel loved for how much I put out in the world. I wanted to have something to ground me to this world before I did something stupid. I was in such a dark place that I drove an hour to go see my bestie because I was scared that I was going to do it. That I was going to be the big disappointment he told me I would always be. Three months later, baby is here and I go back to playing dnd with my friends and its at their house. My husband is rubbing it in my face. He's holding baby and talking to baby and doing all these things making my mind break. He asks if I want to hold her. If i if iififififi NO.
I can't I cannot. I'm trying to be respectful. I missed out on other games because I had to hype myself up. I procrastinated because I didn't know how I would be or if I could handle it. I got to the point that my eb's husband told me that he doesn't want me playing anymore because I sent a text trying to apologize to my now eb that I feel so bad but I can't see her right now since seeing her kids just sends me into a panic attack and I can't stop thinking horrible things. So she takes that as I have a problem with HER kids and not just the KIDS situation. Doesn't hear me out. blames me for everything and has me banned from coming over. in which her husband says he doesn't want me over anymore. Which my rebuttal is because she's telling him only. But he said it was his choice. I don't know don't care. It just hurt that THATS the reason I got kicked out. Not because I was good, but that I couldn't handle their kids. And I would not pay attention by drawing the whole time. I was distracting myself because I'm trying to drown out the noises of cooing making my gut rot and my mouth dry. So by all means I'm selfish for wanting a dream that I was being promised for the last 6 years of physically being with my soon to be ex. I've know for actually 12 years. And that I drove 15 hours to bring you to me since you couldn't drive.
So I need to know from real parents, was I out of line for telling my eb that I had feelings and that them not being heard or just cast to the side hurt? Am I crazy for feeling that I've been robbed? For being upset when my husband comes home drunk and abuses me? For being hurt when I'm called all sorts of names and told I'm worthless by the man I should trust the most? Please. I need to know.
I know I'm ranting, but I need to get it out. I need to find some sort of something to figure out why I'm feeling this way, or why I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm fighting for the divorce since i haven't been to my owned house in the last 5 months since he changed the locks on me. I moved an hour away from my home and my family and still to this day, I hurt to hear or watch children around me. I'm happy, but inside something aches and just feels empty. Not to mention that I got told by people that know me that he's been caught buying condoms. We are still technically married, and he can't be doing those things right now. Am I jealous? Upset? Hurt? All of the above? It just sucks and I'm drowning in debt a bit trying to work my ass off to get where I want in life again since all of everything has been ripped from me. I'm trying. Please let me know if I'm crazy or out of line? I want to be heard. I'm going to start to save up. I have a plan for my 27th birthday. If it doesn't work in time for my 28th birthday, I'm not sure what else I can do but join the 27 club.
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rose-wild · 3 years
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CAMP JUPITER CAMPERS!!! HEADCANONS!!!
reyna:
- such a mom to HER campers
- totally has favorites
- definitely an awakening to lots of girls at camp
- the campers will literally come to her for advice about anything (a relationship, friendship, family trouble) and she helps them out in any way she can
- when she was a legionnaire, she was most definitely a prankster and would always get a way with it because?? who would suspect her?? & she knows all the secret passageways
- she knows every prankster in camp but lets it slide because she secretly finds it hilarious, though if there is clear evidence she will punish them
- all the older campers will tell stories about her when she was younger to the little campers and greeks, sometimes some of them are true and other times they are completely exaggerated, and reyna never denies them, so nobody knows what’s real and what isn’t
- had a crush on bryce lawrence when she first arrived at camp, will kill anyone who mentions it
- bisexual. lowkey has a crush on mike & annabeth but will NEVER admit it.
- she’s rich. how? um, she’s reyna. why? nobody knows. because she just is. she is sugar mommy
- the campers will defend her until their death like you cannot convince me otherwise
- the camp cannot last a day without reyna avila ramirez-arellano
frank:
- scares campers at first, but they adore him so much
- literally every girl in camp jupiter has a soft spot for him like he’s impossible to hate
- the campers respect him a lot, almost as much as reyna
- he knows reyna is probably most people’s favorite and doesn’t really care
- will help the campers out with anything, like he dead ass turned into a fish one time so he could get this girl’s earring she lost in the river because she was upset about it
hazel:
- EVERYBODY adores this girl
- like how can you hate her? she’s literally the definition of half-demon half-angel
- she always takes care of the anti-social little campers who are too scared to ask the praetors for anything
- she doesn’t care about cohorts and stuff, she will lay down her life for anyone of them and the campers would do the same
- when campers are having a bad week she will go out of her way to get them a chocolate muffin at the earliest hours of the morning (cause the muffins are gone quick) and save it for them to eat
mike kahale:
- literally all the campers have a crush on him
- like literally everyone
- was totally jason & dakota’s bi awakening you cannot convince me otherwise, and probably the only man reyna would simp for (excluding nico)
- he is super super attractive and mysterious, he totally follows that brooding and dark and mysterious boy trope but is DEFINITELY a softie 🥺
- he has puppy dog eyes that will literally get him anything he wants, he doesn’t need his charm-speak
- cuts his hair to his neck and often wears his hair in buns which is very much attractive
- lowkey used to have a crush on octavian prior to the titan war (when octavian started to go coocoo)
- definitely has a crush on reyna by the giant war
- will die for any of the romans and will do anything to help the romans
leila:
- cute little gay nerd
- reyna was her awakening, because… reyna was everyone’s awakening??
- a little more masculine, but loves pink
- is totally friends with hazel & frank!!
- likes to paint
gwen:
- GWEN IS THE MOM
- and reyna’s older sister figure as hylla is quite busy
- she practically raised reyna let’s be honest
- AND she continues to raise hazel, her adopted child, and frank
- SUCH a genius, like omg, shes as smart as annabeth and leo, literally has an iq of 193 and an eidetic memory
- granddaughter of vulcan & great great great granddaughter of athena
- honestly should be considered a licensed therapist with how much she helps reyna with her problems
- is studying at new rome university with a major in engineering and a minor in architecture
- hopelessly in love with dakota
dakota
- such a brother figure to everyone except gwen because he’s hopelessly in love with her
- will gladly help hazel with the chocolate muffin missions during the mornings
- he will get up early to get reyna and frank breakfast
- he will take gwen and reyna out into new rome or the mortal world when they’re overworking themselves
- used-to-be besties with jason, not anymore, and that’s shocking to everyone
- prankster & reyna lets him slide more than others
- good friends with mike kahale
julius:
- hot af
- he is good friends with claudia and has a crush on her
- is on very good terms with frank and they frequently walk around camp jupiter talking
- is a younger brother figure to frank
- julius thinks logically with reason and doesn’t jump to conclusions, although he is not very good at acting on his feet even though he is a son of mars & a demigod
blaise:
- gwen is his role model & icon & what he strives to be like
- has a crush on claudia too let’s be honest
- is a very good prankster and gets away with a lot of them at cj because he’s very good at covering his tracks
- has an obsession with star wars
lavinia asimov:
- reyna was her gay awakening and you CANNOT convince me otherwise
- would love to be a hunter of artemis but like…… she would be breaking the rules 24/7
- IS A PRANKSTER WITH THE HELP OF BLAISE AND OCCASIONALLY DAKOTA
- knows all of the secret passageways with reyna showing her a couple
- had a crush on leila for a long time, then she met her current girlfriend and was like AAAAAHHHHHH
larry:
- such a sweetheart like omg
- HE IS A SOFTIE, A CINNAMON ROLL
- he blushes easily and he has a face routine he has to do every night or else he cannot function
- has a crush on both hazel & frank because who wouldn’t
- wears knitted sweaters and likes chocolate
- is in love with the series harry potter & would die for harry & hermione & remus & lily
- just. bae.
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Is that ILIANA ‘LIA’ DAVENPORT? Wow, they do look a lot like MADDIE HASSON. I hear SHE is a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR who originally attended LUXOR Academy. Word is they are an ARISTOCRAT student. You should watch out because they can be IMPULSIVE and SELF-DESTRUCTIVE, but on the bright side they can also be RESILIENT and INTELLIGENT. Ultimately, you’ll get to see it all for yourself. 
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hi, hi, i’m kara and i’m very excited to introduce you to lia!! also i’m too lazy to write a bio so it’s just some bullet points and, like, i didn’t proofread AT ALL so i apologize if there are any mistakes: 
CLASS SCHEDULE: 
Shakespearean Studies Statistics Russian Musical Theatre Psychology Creative Writing Astronomy
EXTRA-CURRICULARS: 
Basketball - point guard 
okay, so, her parents were married when they were really young, like when her mother was sixteen and her father was seventeen. they were those childhood sweethearts who fell madly in love with each other and didn’t heed the warning from their parents that their marriage probably wouldn’t last. 
when they turned eighteen, they moved to new york city, where their father started going to university for business and her mother’s music career blew up. everyone loved her music ( think the pipes of adele and the style of lana del ray ), mostly because her lyrics were written all by her with help from no one else, with the exception of any collaborations she did with other artists. 
her mom had to take a break from the music world about a year after her career blew up, when she was ninteen, because she got pregnant. nine months later came her first child, braxton jedediah davenport. two years later, on halloween, iliana came along.
with the arrival of a second child, it became incredibly difficult for josephine to continue with her music career, but she somehow managed, although she quit touring as often, onlyl doing so about once a year but she was still as popular of an artist as ever.
as for lia, she was definitely more of a mommy’s girl than a daddy’s girl. her mother gave her everything she wanted, without her ever really having to ask for it. although, she was closer to braxton more than anything else because her brother was the only member of her family she spent time around; the rest of her time was spent with their nannies, because their parents were always busy. 
from the very start, lia was sporty. she liked joining in with her brothers and his friends when they were playing basketball and it became the sport she enjoyed the most. when she wasn’t playing, she was writing or singing and learning how to play the guitar. she was as talented in music as her mother was, though she had no desire to pursue that as a career later on in life. 
even though she was relatively rich, it was never something she tried to shove in the faces of other people. of course it was easy to tell that she came from money because she hated cooking, orders take out more than necessary, and talked about her nannies a lot and the chef that would make them dinner. this was all just normal to her however and she never quite caught on to how obnoxious it was. 
tragedy struck their family when lia was fifteen, going into her freshman year of high school. her brother passed away in a tragic “accident” and lia hasn’t been the same since. everyone knew that her father was involved in some shady business bullshit but no one ever talked about it and both lia and her mother were certain that her brother’s death hadn’t actually been an accident. due to this, her parents’ marriage started to fall apart but they never divorced, which her mother would grow to regret that decision when her father was accused of murdering one of his clients. 
rather than face trial for the accusation and to prove his innocence ( IF he was innocent ), he fled and the only thing he left behind was his money for them to take care of themselves with, despite her mom having plenty of her own. she turned the majority of the money over to the police, but kept the rest to pay for lia’s tuition when she decided to send her to luxor. 
other facts: 
lia’s mother remarried recently and lia is more fond of him than she ever was of her father. 
her mom now owns a chain of bakers in nyc, and runs the one closest to home to her. being a baker had been her choice of back up career in case music fell through and she retired from music very recently. 
along with a step-father, she gained both a step-sister and a step-brother. her step-brother is a senior and originally attended carnifex and her sister has always attended luxor and is a sophmore, a year younger than her. 
lia is a hot mess. in the fun way, but not necessarily in the good way 
she’s incredibly intelligent but she plays dumb sometimes because she just doesn’t care about school?? like, she tries to care but her brother’s death still feels like it happened yesterday to her and it’s altered her personality in a lot of ways.
incredibly comptetive. anything you think you’re good at, she probably thinks she’s better than you at it but won’t say so unless you bring it up first. 
sarcasm is her first language. 
she loves learning new things so she’s fluent in several languages, the two she speaks almost as well as she speaks english are italian and japanese. 
she has several tattoos, the most important one being the one on the inside of her right arm, which is her brother’s birth and death date, with his initials. 
the locket she wears around her neck is one that her brother bought for her when she was thirteen and it has a picture of the both of them in it. she never takes it off because it’s the one thing she has left of him. 
she loves to sing, but mostly only in the shower even though she’s amazing at it and isn’t even really shy. she likes to write, draw, play guitar, and play piano in her free time. 
math is her best subject even though she actually hates it but she doesn’t have to try at it??? which is nice for her. 
she has a scar on her arm from a basketball injury ( at least this is what she tells people but the scar is ACTUALLY from her father a few days before he left. she refuses to tell anyone the truth. ) 
she suffers from major depressive disorder but doesn’t talk about it and refuses to admit it or get help, so she self-medicates with anti-depressants.
is addicted to pain killers and drinks way more than a seventeen year old should 
she’s crazy and she knows it but she doesn’t really give a shit
personality wise, she’s very driven, which isn’t obvious because she doesn’t act like she is?? but she actually has dreams and goals, it’s just that life has fucked with her a lot recently so it’s hard for her to channel that drive??? ummm she’s sarcastic af, super moody to the point that she tends to be very snappy even though her intention is never to hurt anyone’s feelings. she’s blunt, as in too honest but she doesn’t believe in lying?? at least not about anything but herself and how fucked up she feels she is. she’s very fun loving, loves to party-- some people might say that she parties too much. she has major commitment issues but also isn’t a fan of hooking up?? like, she won’t date you but she probably won’t sleep with you, either. she’s extremely trustworthy and is the exact type of person you would want to have on your side. distrusting as all hell and if you lose her trust, there is no way you are getting a second chance because she doesn’t believe in those. she’s 100% that bitch, or at least that’s what she’ll tell you because she’s full of herself sometimes. has resting bitch face 99.9% of the time so it’s hard to tell when she’s in a good mood, or if she’s actually being a brat but she’ll usually let you know and apologize if she’s ever unintentially rude. 
anywayyy, that is all i can think of right now. as for wanted connections/plot ideas, i would love maybe an ex-fling?? someone she met upon starting attending luxor, and for some reason it didn’t work out ( girl has major major commitment issues, as mentioned above ). definitely would love to have her step-siblings here. any friends are always welcome, would love a best guy friend and bestie girl friend for her, someone or two someones she can trust with anything and everything?? excluding her darkest secrets of course. acquaintances, frenemies, unrequited crush, etc. i am so down for anything and everything tbh.
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Lauren Lee
  Age: 13
  Gender: Female
  Sexuality: Demi-sexual
  Birthday(Zodiac): September 12; Virgo
  Species: Human
  Ethnicity: ½ African, ½ Japanese
  Alignment: Civilian
  Powers/Abilities:
                Has strong knowledge of:
    Zoology and Astronomy
                Skateboarding
  Relatives: Sheldon Lee (father), Trixie Carter (mother),
Benji Crust (paternal half brother)
  Background:
            Thanks to the birth of Benji, Sheldon finally got over his womanizing ways and was able to settle down with Lauren’s mom, Trixie became a one of the world’s most renown surgeons. Even though most people would never have thought the two would be together, but when they met for a science convention the two just clicked. Sheldon loved hearing the stories that Trixie would “come up with” about mythical creatures and Trixie was fascinated by what Sheldon was able to create—and the fact that he was a big hot shot inventor made her even more interested in him. The two started dating and Trixie became pregnant with Lauren.
                Both Trixie and Sheldon loved their baby girl and always hoped that she would follow in either or their footsteps and wound up being surprised when Lauren showed more interest in astronomy and zoology more than robotics or human medicine.
  Personality Type: Logistician_Assertive (ISTJ-A)
Personality:
                Lauren has a personality like her mother, while she has the geekiness of her father. She has that sassy and tomboyish persona that leads guys to think of her as “one of the boys” which tends to annoy her—especially if the guy happens to be the person she has a crush on.
                She is labeled as a “nerd” in her school because of her obsession to get good grades and study. This has led her to be isolated and excluded from some teen activities. This in turn has led to her having moments where she is either ignorant or awkward during social situations. To people that don’t know her, she comes off as “cold” or “indifferent” because in all honesty—she is. The only people that she opens up to is her family and those rare people that she calls “friend”.
                When she is hanging out with Erin she acts like a goofball and shares new discoveries that she has found while researching zoology and astronomy. It is because Erin is her best friend that she lets out the secret side of her that she keeps hidden from everyone else.
                One of the things that she is most prideful about is being blasian, she finds it as something that makes her different and unique from everybody else she knows. 
  Appearance: She has wavy black hair, eyes like her fathers, her mother’s nose, and likes to wear clothes that are less fashionable and more comfortable.
  Relationships:
                She loves both of her parents, but she doesn’t get a lot of time with either of them because of their busy jobs. Though she may get frustrated with their absences, she enjoys the quiet she gets at home while they are away. It is during that time that she studies for her classes, does her homework, and researches her two favorite sciences. Sheldon, whenever he is around Lauren and her friends, embarrasses her with his goofy personality. Trixie, of course, is the “cool parent” where Lauren gets most of her personality… though she feels like she’s closer to her father than her mother.
Benji: The two get along as any brother and sister would. They do argue when it comes to sense of fashion; Lauren doesn’t care about what she wears and gets angry when Benji lectures about how she needs to care about her appearance.
                Lauren’s best friend is Erin. With all the craziness in the world with robots, mythological creatures, villains, and heroes… Lauren appreciates that she has a friend who doesn’t want to be involved with any of it! Erin is the girl Lauren always goes to when she wants peace and quiet or to have someone normal to hang out with.  Her creator, @shorty-tori, update Lauren her relationship with Erin would change to her developing feelings for her best friend) Benji helps consult her on her feelings for her friend, and gives her tips on how she can ask her out.
                Everybody knows that even though Sheldon had grown out of his crush on Jenny and is now in love with Trixie, he still has a weird fetish for robotic women. And one day he met another robotic inventor who had similar fetishes, and their daughters became acquaintances. That’s right, even though Chloe and Lauren have very little in common, they like to complain to each other how weird their fathers are. Also, Chloe likes to show off her outfits to her poorer and least stylish friend, to try to bug her about why she doesn’t dress up like a girl.
                  Trivia:
    ·         Lauren’s creator wishes for people not to judge the way she drew her fist… she is REALLY bad at drawing hands and dreads every moment when she has to do so
    ·         Character’s name is similar to creator’s middle name
    ·         Her personality is based off a lot of the creator
    ·         Favorite colors: Beige, blue, and violet
    ·         Knows about mythological creatures, just doesn’t have time to go on adventures
    ·         Straight A student—school is what she focuses on most of the time
    ·         No relation to Suzie Lee     *        Father is from My Teenage Robot Life and mother is from Jake Long: American Dragon
  Quotes:
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Not caring or worrying about what her father could possibly be doing, Lauren walked into his study. There she caught him with magazines of robotic women on his desk while he skyped his same-obsessed friend Jack Spicer. “Don’t tell me you two are talking about sex robots again!” she yelled as she glared at her father. He stammered as he picked up the magazines and hid them in a drawer. Walking out of the room, pulling at her hair she yelled to herself, “Why do you have to be so weird!”
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“Yeah girl, I caught them at it again! There has to be something seriously wrong with those two,” Lauren was on the phone with Chloe, complaining about their father’s having their ‘usual’ talks. Though for the two girls’ talks it went how it usually went; going from talking about their fathers to Chloe talking about Lauren’s fashion sense. “No, Chloe, I do like wearing pink. I don’t even have anything pink!... nah, I don’t need a pink dress…” even though Lauren loved the relief of getting her stress off her shoulders about her dad, she could do less with the long fashion rants over the phone.
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  Story: You Are My Normal
      “EERRRIIIINNN!” Lauren yelled out as she ran towards her best friend, “did you hear about that battle between those heroes and villains groups? I heard it got MESSY!” Erin just nodded, being her quiet, usual self. “I remember that the hero group is called ‘Vanguard League’, because it sounds so fancy, but I forget what the villain group is called… ‘The Young Blood Gang’? Is that it?”
                “It’s ‘Young Blood Alliance’, remember ‘YBA’ as the acronym,” Erin answered in a quiet voice.
                “That’s right! Nice idea Erin,” the girl hiding her eyes blushed, “I’ll be sure to remember that. You’re so smart!” Lauren was always happier when she spent time with Erin before school started. It gave her time to let go and just be herself. Before her shields come up while she is in class and will only focus on what the teacher is instructing.
                “Didn’t you say you know someone in the Youn—” Before Erin could finish asking her question, Lauren covered her mouth.
                “Shhhhhh! What are ya doin’? You can’t be asking that out loud! I don’t want someone hearing that I do,” she held her hands over her bestie’s mouth, making sure that no noise could come out that could let those around know that she knew Chloe Spicer, member of the Young Blood Alliance.
                Well, she covered her mouth until Erin bit her hand. Yelping in pain Lauren jumped back and shook her hand, as if to shake off the pain. “Have I told you recently how awkward you are?” Erin turned around and began walking towards the building, “And why? Why me? Why did you decide to chose me above everyone else in this entire school?”
                For a moment Lauren stopped and thought that herself, why Erin? With everyone in the entire school she became friends with Erin and had clung to her since. “Hey, crazy! You going to quicken up your space and walk with me?” Erin blushed as she pouted at her friend, having stopped to wait for her.
                That was all the reminder that Lauren needed. Erin was the best friend anyone could ask for. She may be quiet, and she may find a lot of things annoying. But she’s loyal, and smart, and funny. She was the right person to be friends with. She was the only person who made her feel… normal.
Belong to @shorty-tori 
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Describe your relationship with 5 of your best friends on Tumblr
Sorry this took me a while to answer, I wanted to do a good job on this😬
ALSO I PICKED SIX BC ALL OF THESE LOVELY LADIES ARE MY TRUE TRUE TUMBLR BESTIES I CAN’T EXCLUDE MY BABES IM SORRY BUT IM REALLY NOT
@milkymilkdolans: SYDNEY! IS! MY! MOTHER! FUCKIN! BESTIE!!!! I love her to bits and literally don’t know what I’d do without her. She’s so chill to just talk to about anything and we always have something to laugh about. I feel like most of our conversations are about how we embarrass ourselves or how stupid we both are LMAO. But we also just constantly hype each other up, like all the damn time. Annnnd I’m her mother so that sorta sums up our relationship too. But fr she a true homie and I love her till the day I DIE!!!
@sagittariustwins: SAM IS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME PERSON AS ME. IDK HOW. We both are actually in love with sister Ian and he’s our husband and we ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HIM HAHAHA. But also we share the same love for Cody Ko like we’re both OG stans it’s so cool. She’s super duper funny and also super duper supportive and positive, we can go back and forth on the most random or the most deep topics forever. It’s such a wholesome friendship. She’s a true SHISHTAR!!!
@coconutethan: JOHANNA IS MY OG! She was the first person to message me on here and I’m forever grateful for her :))) She’s so kind and we’re always so supportive of each other, day in and day out. We usually snap back and forth complaining about how I don’t wanna go to school or how she doesn’t wanna go to work, and just end up being like “hey same dude we’ll get through this together” lmaooo. Oh and don’t forget about the daily ‘goodnight’ snaps we send! JOHANNA IS SUCH A FREAKING GEM!!!
@succulentpancakes: MIKA! BITCH ILY! She’s one of the funniest people that I know honestly, her comments are always so smart and witty and I’m always dying at whatever she's sending me. She never fails to have a good story to tell or give me some words of wisdom. Also whenever I say something that’s stupid we both kinda just end up making fun of me, so she’s kinda like my mom in a way? Truly though Mika is so awesome and I LOVE HERRR!!!
@goldendxlan: CASEYYY I love this girl she’s so EASY to talk to. We honestly have pretty deep conversations sometimes but it feels so casual and I love that about her. Also this girl loves ranting to me about how she’s running out of snacks in her dorm or how she would rather take an 8 hour nap than go to her classes. We’re always encouraging each other to do our work or just get through the day without literally dying lmao. It’s such a positive friendship, it’s so AWESOME!!!
@dtwritings: STEPH OMG. I LOVE STEPH. She’s so fucking funny and always making me laugh so hard omgggg. She’s always asking me how I’m doing, asking my favorite things, my dislikes, and ITS SO PRECIOUS!!! We love each other so much and always lift each other up when we’re having bad days. Steph is such a genuine sweetheart and so fun to have any kind of conversation with. We’re always giving each other life advice or talking about the highs and lows of our day, it’s so WONDERFUL!!!
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zehamstercage · 7 years
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Whoa Tess you have a million characters how am I supposed to know any of them?
Some shitty summaries of some of my OCs below the cut. By no means a comprehensive list - I’ll probably keep adding them in the future ‘cause boy howdy there are a bunch of them.
Nija
Tiefling warlock. Current character in @mypotheses‘ Fus Ro Yeah campaign, so while I’ve worked out the bare bones of her story, most of it has yet to come to light. Self-assured but mostly keeps to herself. On a mission, which currently seems to be to Do Angry Magic to anyone who threatens (her) kids or people who can’t defend themselves. Surprised when people look out for her. Team mom and actual mom. Laughs a lot but cynical af re: the world and everyone in it. A huge liar but at least most of her lies so far have synched up with the group’s intentions so it’s all gonna work out until her patron starts asking her to do real shit. She also hasn’t had the chance to use her mask of many faces yet and that’s a crying shame.
Demi
Originally a human mercenary, but most recently reskinned as a goliath monk as a backup D&D character. His story varies a bit depending on the world he’s tossed into, but the constants include a life of crime cut short by a bullet that should have killed him, and the ensuing shift in perspective that leads him to pursue a better life for him and his younger brother, Oleander. Spiritual af but has grievances with organized religion. The kind of person who can stay serene in the face of an apocalypse, which can be somewhat unsettling because he’s also capable of extreme violence without blinking an eye. Powerfully-built, the better to give good hugs and great piggyback rides.
Ollie
Also originally a human, but reskinned as a goliath with his bro. His story also varies depending on the world, but the constants include his struggle growing up with epilepsy and a family that refuses to give him the medical or physical/emotional support he needs. He struggles with his self-esteem and needs a lot of support, but he’s doing his best and with Demi looking out for him he’s gonna do great. Grade A sweetheart, does his best to make everyone around him smile and make sure no one feels excluded or lonely - he knows those feelings well and would do anything to spare someone else from feeling them. 11/10 doing his best.
Mal
Human engineer. Also, murderer. Just wants to be left alone with his wife, but life has other plans for him. Nicknames literally everyone. Can figure out how pretty much anything works by taking a little time with it. Loves to tinker, loves to build things. Works himself to the bone so he doesn’t have to sit alone with his guilty conscience. Makes really good coffee but can’t cook for shit, except for a few meals which include insects. A good chameleon dad. A good dad in general. Liable to adopt ALL the children. Refuses to work for free, but has been known to construct elaborate projects at the whim of an at-risk child for the price of ‘a smile’. Struggles with mental illness but copes... mostly.
Audrey
Human in most iterations, still working on adapting her to a high-fantasy setting but she and Ains will probably both be half-elves. Journalist, doesn’t pull her punches, could accurately be described as “three ounces of whoopass” and doesn’t care who knows it. She came from a physically abusive household, which really only served as a whetstone to her spirit and has left her with a complete intolerance for sitting idly by while vulnerable people are taken advantage of. Although she’s a few years younger than Ainsley, she is fiercely protective of her big sister and took a lot of the brunt of her dad’s anger because she knew that what was happening was wrong and was too stubborn and too angry to let Ainsley get hurt. (I can guarantee you 100% she’s going to be a paladin when she’s adapted like there really are no other options she’s gonna s m i t e those assholes)
Ainsley
Also human in most iterations, but Ains has been through the wringer in terms of genre because I love her a lot. Like Demi and Ollie, the specifics of her story do change depending on the verse, but the constants are her upbringing in a physically abusive household. Ainsley’s always been a lot quieter and more sensitive than her sister, and struggled with the lasting traumas she endured. She studied journalism with her sister, but leaned more toward magazine design, and after school went on to start her own mag with her boyfriend and former classmate. She managed to convince herself that it was the beginnings of the white picket dream for a long time, but the longer she stayed the more it paralleled her life with her father and the more it scared her. I’ve mostly played her from the moment that she discovered she was strong enough to leave the relationship and explored her learning how to exist as someone she never really thought she could be. She’s tough as nails in that she’s allowed herself to stay soft in the face of a lot of reasons to become jaded, and though her path of self-discovery is rough, she’s doing a good job. She loves storytelling, and it’s important to her to help people tell their stories in whatever way she can.
Mouse
SMASHY GNOME BARBARIAN. A tiny ray of sunshine and murder! She was a one-shot character, so her background is only a basic outline, but in summary she has a close connection with the natural world in her tribe’s territory and learned to channel her rage in the defence of her family and her animal friends. She’s besties with Aator, an eagle, and his spirit lends her unnatural strength when she rages. She is illiterate and resents people who lord their bookishness over her, but she’s a fierce friend and defender of her home and the natural world. She is nature’s wrath, and she’ll kick your ass with a brilliant smile the whole time.
Rat
So, fun story, I’ve had two characters named Rat and boy howdy they’re both Adventures but in super duper different ways. Rat in his current iteration is a Fun Time if you enjoy sewers and people who look a little bit like really tall pale skinny zombies. And music. To say that Rat’s grip on reality is tenuous would be an overstatement. He’s completely comfortable in the dark corners of the world, with only the rats and spiders for company. When he does emerge from the shadows, it is only to engage an unsuspecting guest in search of song. Rat lives and breathes for music in all its forms; he hears it in the trickle of water and the squeaks of rats, the whistle of wind and the thudding of heartbeats. He hears it in conventional song as well, and he searches tirelessly for the perfect melody - that miraculous chord that might inspire his Maya to sing again.
Frank
Human coroner. Doing his best. The kind of guy who got bullied a lot because he’s about an inch thick with giant glasses and exactly zero temper. Living with depression for a really long time, but he’s doing better now and he’s got his life kind of under control, he’s content with his job, and he has a wife and he adopted her daughter and! things are good! He loves his family a lot, and he is happy working quietly on the sidelines doing his part to make the world better. Even if it’s only tending to dead bodies and making sure they’re treated respectfully and that their families find as much peace as possible. I may or may not have him rolled up as a necromancer too sshhhh he’s doing his best.
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— do you listen to music while your write?
i do, i do, i doooo. i find that having music blasting in my ears, is ironically, something that helps me focus on what i’m writing? i often make playlists for my characters which i’ll play when i’m doing said character’s reply to help with muse? but then also sometimes i just put everything on shuffle! i have a short attention span so if i try to write without music i often find myself scrolling through the dash or heading over to watch youtube videos instead of actually writing. 
— is there ever been a time when you’ve had to drop a roleplaying partner because you’ve found their writing style exhausting?
i think exhausting is a really extreme word? everyone has their own writing style and i do my utmost to respect that? i don’t think i’ve ever outright dropped a thread with a person specifically because of how they write. usually it’s cause i take forever and a day to reply and feel like it’d be weird if i replied so late??? so it’s more my own fault then theirs. 
— does writing roleplay things in public spaces make you uncomfortable?
honestly i’m perfectly okay writing responses to my threads on campus or at starbucks or in a library, etc. like i won’t even bat an eyelash? but i do tend to get a little bashful when it’s around people i know like family/friends cause most of the them don’t know i rp and it would just be really complicated/awkward to try to explain it to them? so i tend to wait to do replies if family is over (excluding my little sister who knows & my mom who just assumes i’m like doing homework??) or if i’m hanging out with friends (excluding my bestie yasmin who knows). but if it’s just a place filled with strangers i don’t know then i could really care less if they see me with a window full of phoebe tonkin gifs open lmao!
— what’s your thought process when you format? any unspoken rules you follow?
i typically try to match the format of my thread partner? like for example i don’t usually indent paragraphs in threads but if i see my partner is doing it, i’ll adapt that format so the thread can look more unison? but i also have a limit as well. like if i consider something someone’s signature, i won’t copy it? for example, lisa ( @requicms ) tends to bold and italicize the first letter of the thread and tbh that’s a specific lisa signature (not saying other people don’t do that!) so with her i’ll indent my paragraphs like she does but don’t bold and italicize my first letter. i also prefer small text so if a partner is using regular size text, i tend to make the text small just cause it’s my preference but i don’t expect them to have to use it! i also like to italicize key words in dialogue when i’m writing cause i’m not a good enough writer to figure out how to write the emphasis they are putting on the word without italicizing it huijn.
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