#( sorry feel sensitive today )

[softhairedhotch]

aaron feels so, so real to me... like, maybe i'm just delusional and silly but when i imagine scenarios, i can see him so perfectly and i really do feel like he's here with me. i can imagine being with him in almost every scenario and even when i'm thinking of something else, it feels like he's always beside me. maybe i'm a lil crazy, maybe i'm a lil cuckoo, but one thing i know for sure is that aaron hotchner makes me so inexplicably happy and i am so glad i found him. hopefully in another universe i truly do have him by my side <3

#just a bit sensitive today guys sorry #he's just #idk #i really do love him a lot #and he kinda faded away a bit for a few months and now he's back and i feel whole again #honestly feels like we went through a breakup and just got back togehter and everything's good ahan #ive been going through a lot in my personal life recently and i immediately turned to latch back onto aaron a #and im just grateful for his existence #sorry for the ramble #aaron hotchner #criminal minds #thomas gibson #cas talks

[lavampira]

you know the day is going to be a doozy when you wake up with anxiety already eating you alive 🫠

#sorry not to once again vent about The Horrors #i’ve just been having an absolute weird one today lolol #and idek why this is where my brain has chosen to latch this time #somewhere between feeling too clingy for wanting to casually tell friends i love them or miss them or want to spend time with them #and being sensitive about slight changes with ones who withdraw from doing the same as often too #or changes in some routines i guess #like what if i’m just unaware that i’m the annoying person clinging to a friendship that’s fading #i don’t want to be too needy for reassurance or too pushy with being so sappy :o) #which is irrational of my brain but i can’t help feeling the way i do either #because i did lose touch with a former close friend recently and just. not realize that closeness wasn’t there anymore. lmao #but also ‘hi do you still love me. do you miss me if i’m not available. you haven’t said so in a while’ feels insane to ask shdghsd #ANYWAY that’s enough vulnerability for today. bye. #the life and times

[taniushka12]

i should be put in one of those medieval things at a plaza for the public to throw rancid food at me and then for god to strike me down killing me immediately as a mercy

#failed to reply two time sensitive conversations and was met with disappointment. clearly #tani's personal shit #on one hand my sister wants me to go visit her but idk how to tell her that I'd much rather use the bus money for anything else #(bc it's. A Lot. To me right now. She lives in another province) #and on the other I wanted to do smth w/ a friend since she was on vacations but she just finished em :'/ #sorry yesterday I had a full day and today I was. Trying to recuperate. I wanted to ask her to do smth wednesday or friday #but it's too late now :((( #God I do feel terrible

[dumbdomb]

i'm so very wet right now (aroused and bleeding)

Read my pinned before you interact! 18+ only.

#period kink #period smut #blood #goth nsft #about me #domb brain #(just ignore this post if you don't like menstrual stuff 🫣 sorry lol i'm just feeling super sensitive today idk)

[fitzselfships]

Who would've thought that being exposed to one of your triggers (that you only recently found out is a trigger) on a daily basis would be bad for your mental health. Save me f/os </3

#negative #mutual who I'm terrified of cutting off is posting about nothing but h/azbin h/otel #< the mutual isn't anyone here btw #but. I'm terrified of bringing this up with her #since she like. really seems tk not be okay with people who hate v/ivziepop or her work :( #I can't even go on twitter anymore since I keep getting hazbinhotel jumpscared #it's literally my entire tl right now even though I have everything related to it muted #I have had tk block so many peo0le today just to try to rpevent it from popping up #I feel so stupid that some show has become a trigger for me #just. finding out about that sa scene has made it so every time I see anything hazbin hotel related #I start getting intense flashbacks to my csa trauma :( #honestly at this point I think viziepop herself is a trigger for me #seeing her art brings back these memories too #you can call me stupid or sensitive or whatever but i literallt have no control ocer this #I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want some stupid cartoon to become a massive trigger for me #but it happened anyway #sorry for rambling like this lol #this has just been on my mind forever now #it's been almost 2 months now and I'm just. exhausted #csa mention #< in the tags

[tvrningout-a]

will y'all be mad if i reblog a fluffy meme or two (; ω ; )

#i've just been!! very anxious today and i'm trying to motivate myself to write #i have some things in my inbox already that i think i'll work on but it also just helps to reblog something that grabs rn me you know? #and i know i always tell y'all to take your time and to take care of yourselves first but i just feel so bad atm that i really am worried #someone's gonna be mad i'm reblogging another meme when my inbox is indeed bursting from unanswered stuff #and there's still starters i owe #like i don't even feel comfortable liking for interactions rn bc i know i'm so behind but!! then i feel like i'm not reaching out!! #my brain's going through it so i'm being silly and sensitive and i promise did not mean to vent asdfg sorry y'all #i'm gonna take a chill pill or try to at least :' ) #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw vent

[hella1975]

normal again :)

#what the hell was even all that!!!! #im still going through it but like. ive been better today like i didnt just ferment in a dark room hardly eating #and i also got some writing done that actually worked exactly how i wanted it to and i had that age old 'ive still got it!' moment #bc every time i encounter so much as a stone in the road of my writing i convince myself im terrible always have been terrible #will never be good ever and everyone hates me. so there's that #and then i actually interacted with my family and left the blinds up and now we just ordered a take out together so im just. existing #someone is having a paintball battle in my brain still but im being much more chill about it today god bless #and that's all that matters! as long as no one can TELL im going through it it doesnt count! showing emotions is bad! for the love of GOD #dw im pissing myself off too it's okay LMFAO #im gonna answer some asks though! bc not only is there a shitton again but also that always puts me in a good mood #sorry to anyone who has sent me time sensitive asks in the past few weeks. my motivation has just been dead #i do see and enjoy everything i get sent though so please dont feel like it was wasted and ill hopefully still answer it :) #hella goes home

[walkingintheamm]

....

#sorry for the rant #i'm feeling so bad about how I spoke to my mom earlier today #but it's like she doesn't understand that she has no business #all telling the situation me or my sister are in #in terms of work and school #to random people on the street #like she was able to go the pharmacy #and talk about how my major is a little hard to find work on #and how my sister doesn't want to get a masters degree and just wants to be done with college #and it's like everyone is ashamed of the fact I've been looking for a job in my field for 3 months #bc yesterday my grandma came here asking what I was planning to answer if I got asked about it at todays lunch?? #and it's so frustrating #and I can't even be honest about how I feel bc I always end up crying #and to my mom and grandma that's just me being too sensitive and I have no reason to feel how I feel #me posts

[agalnamedlunasea]

POV: people are nice on the internet

#ajfjafjs sorry im just feeling sentimental and sensitive today lol #anyway people are nice and i love my mutuals sm #making me tear up fr #al rambles #not putting the art tag i think but sleepy squad catch me using this in the chat

[fruit-teeth]

I don't know how else to articulate this but...being a lesbian who dealt with comphet feels very isolating, especially on here. It feels like so many people on here just worship attraction to men, everything has to include men in some capacity, there's tons and tons of positivity posts for people whose sexuality is fluid, and these posts get so many notes every single time. Meanwhile, it feels like...I dunno, it feels like no one ever wants to talk about comphet. I used to think I was bi up until a few years ago when I suddenly realized I had actually never been attracted to men at all and while that was a very freeing experience, I couldn't help but notice that when I posted about it, I lost a few followers. Now the people who quietly unfollowed could have done so for an unrelated reason and maybe I'm reading too deeply into it, but to me, it made me a little self-conscious because it made me start to wonder if people liked me better when they thought I was bi, like maybe they found me more palatable or something. Again, I'm probably wrong, but seeing the way people on here say shit like "oh you don't think men are hot?? get well soon lol" or, the post I saw that made me have a really bad shame spiral one night: "lesbians saying they're not attracted to men is a radfem dog-whistle" (granted this post didn't have a lot of notes and the person who made it was like 15 but still, really really bad thing to see and read).

I dunno, I'm sorry if this is really rambly and weird, but I just feel like I'm really isolated from other queer people. I feel like they would like me better if I liked men, which I'm aware of how stupid that sounds but I constantly see men being put up on a pedestal on here and attraction to men as a whole feels like it's constantly loved and praised. Maybe I'm just not in the right circles or something, but I consistently feel as though I don't fit in no matter what I do or how I present.

#just me things #text post #vent #delete later #not in a good headspace today im sorry #i feel very upset and i feel like crying lol but its fine #maybe im just imagining all of this and being too sensitive but idk

[reikunrei]

I’ll be honest, I kind of don’t think Will’s gonna have powers 😶 like, at least not in the way that El does. I won’t be put off if he does, because I can see it making sense, but at the same time… I kind of just want it to be like. his powers are his love and compassion, his kindness and understanding. his powers are literally “kill them with kindness.”

idk it just feels… weird? to give him actual superpowers? like I’d rather they be metaphorical than anything. because we’ve established that Vecna can’t be beaten with power and fists and fighting. so unless Will’s powers are vastly different than what we’ve seen in the show already, I just feel like it would be pointless? idk lol like. I feel like it would be way more impactful if Vecna was defeated by the “simple” act of love instead of anything directly supernatural. it would even aid in El’s personal arc that she doesn’t need to be a superhero to be important…

and like I can be swayed on this for sure, bc obviously El’s powers are strongest when she channels them through love, so boom makes sense to tie that to Will too, and I am not immune to Superpowers Are Cool, especially not in the Superpowers Are Cool TV Show, but. idk. idk! just thinking thinking…

#sorry I’m having thoughts and opinions today I guess #like I’m definitely staring at the ‘maybe will has true sight’ thing but like #idk I feel like that’s more so for the whole spy thing ? #sure I could see it going elsewhere #and I could see like. in an alt timeline there’s a will that is blood related to el or smthn and THAT will has powers #but just. idk. it’s a personal taste thing at this point #plus it just feels weird to expect him to have psychic powers like el or henry #like MAYBE he’s more sensitive to it or something but just like. idk #I want them to be metaphorical! I want vecna to be beaten by the simple act of love and understanding! no superpowers required! #I say things #will byers #stranger things

[dark-twist-fairytales]

Fucking done trying today.

Goodnight.

Fucking.. Vent in the tags, warning

#just.. im so fucking done today.. #emotional breakdown time #vent past this point: #I FUCKING HATE NOT BEINF RESPECTED! #my little sister is my nieces favorite and she doesnt respect me #and NOW my little niece keeps telling me to shut up and screaming over/at me whoch hurts my ears because theyre sensitive #my parents arent in town. im the oldest in the house. and im being fucking trampled because whatever spine i do have gets fucking broken.. #kai.. kai tried to tell me 'its okay to get mad and upset' but i found that bullshit because no! its not allowed!! ... #kais right.. fuck everything hurts.. #im angry. im sad. i dont feel respected. whatever i do around the house feels so small and-.. #the fucking break-up hurts.. they were fucking cheating on me for longer than i thought... #i tried to make an effort to that relationship! all for fuck all! #im sorry.. im trying my damnedest to just stay happy.. but it hurts.. so much..

[brainrotdotorg]

one thing you need to know about me is that I do not have the constitution to b a hater. I am too people please-y for my own good . In some aspects this is something I need to work on (as someone who is afraid of conflict and still has residual issues with like. Needing approval on every situation etc etc) but for the most part I’m not someone who can self-describe as a hater. More power to my friends and mutuals who have the strength to hate and I MEAN that!!

#just read that tweet that’s like. ‘you shouldn’t want to be charming and unproblematic all the time’ #‘you should want to love like a human. not like a dog’ #I’m also just a very. sensitive person in general #so not getting into discourse/conflict is pretty good for me #idk . lots of thoughts percolating today about this sort of thing #don’t know how to vocalize it #hope you understand what I’m trying to say?? #i like to have fun and not worry about shit I don’t have to worry about. do you feel me #spending a majority of my life as an overly conscious and anxious person made me adverse to #disagreements and whatnot. yanno #not too many hills I’m gonna die on. but then again!! #i need to stick up for myself #hold my ground!! be stubborn!! have opinions!! #not worry so much about what everyone things!! i am worried all the time tho is the thing lmfao #ugh I’m rambling. sorry alsjfhslsh

[dirt-str1der]

I hope to meet this man on the streets so i can kill him with my bare hands

#Yakuza liveplay #oh haha im going to work on my yakuza 5 completion today #I am a fucking joke. #I canot even win snowball fight deathmatch beginner #My mouse is not sensitive and my controller aiming skills simply is not good #like okay ... feeling worthless today #i am literally failing saejima my friend saejima im so sorry ..

[womenplz]

I can’t ignore his snide remarks any longer— the blinders have been removed and all I see is red. the anger pours out of me like a leaking dishwasher— after all, that is all I am, a dishwasher. I feel so small. crushed by a world that was not meant for me, was not meant for half of us. a half that is no longer distinguishable, with its incoherent definitions. maybe I’m not a woman after all. femininity and rage are incompatible, aren’t they?

#random thoughts today because I spent too much time around teenage boys and now I feel empty lol sorry #I need to go to women’s land #i know i overreact but i guess change is only created by people who are sensitive enough to notice disparities #radical feminism #radf3m #women’s land #womyn’s land #feminism #the female experience