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livanas · 15 hours

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Astrology observations

Aqua mars are the true embodiment of "it's above me now". I've noticed most of them rarely if ever get angry or pissed off and even when they do, there's like no passion. My mother has this placement and almost nothing bothers her. They could also have some very weird kinks.

Sag mercuries speak too much and think they know everything. Very condescending, know it all energy. Doesn't matter whether they're right or not.

taurean women's romantic relationships tend to be noticeably unequal in some sort of way, usually physically, financially, or status/fame wise; also are the hallmark of loyalty, mired with struggle.

virgo sun, asc, and 10th house will produce a polished person. classic with a hint of sexy. they will not publicly twerk in a bikini or flash you their thong. virgos in general (sun, moon, asc) have no issue with plastic surgery. they won't talk about it because it breaks the illusion of their perfection.

I feel sorry for people who have Venus/Mercury/Mars in Scorpio and Moon in Capricorn. How does it feel to always walk around like you're constipated emotionally, verbally,physically and spiritually?

venus and mars in aries is pure xes, lust, and passion, it's tango. to chase and be chased is the answer to them.

Libras with Taurus rising are the definition of HOT. Double Venus is the best combo in terms of beauty.

Someone doesn't need to fall into your 5, 7 and 8h for you to be interested. They could also just aspect the rulers or contain that influence in their natal.

I find most Aries moons to have a very fighting spirit. Can be quite annoying sometimes.

Lilith in 10H seem to be lusted by many.

Mars conjunct Neptune : Psycho killer

Mars square Saturn : dictator, racist

Venus square/opposite Neptune/Uranus : homosexuality

Mercury conjunct/square/opposite Pluto : Scamer

Mercury conjunct Uranus : Mercury/Uranus aspects gives one who is intelligent/book smart yet the native may have issues with sleep. The mind is moving nonstop! Similar to mercury/mars aspects.

Sun square asc. What you see is not what you get.

Capricorn Mars women. Have an iron fist in a velvet glove demeanor about them. People don’t take them seriously at first but eventually they outlast all the rest.

Taurus Venus men. Physical touch is their love language.

Venus sq Saturn women. They really love to stick with their man. Through thick and thin. For better or worse. No matter how degrading and embarrassing it is. They need to work on their self worth.

Pluto in the 12th - cult like following. Donald Trump, Taylor Swift, Ted Bundy, Tom Brady.

Saturn in hard aspect to MC - disliked by the public for no real reason, subjected to ‘cancel culture’

Cardinals are pimps.. they start things with no intentions in finishing them. In hopes to use people to finish it, That's why they constantly "networking"... it's to fund a lifestyle

Mars opposite Saturn is such a nasty placement to have because of the whole "timing" thing. It literally feels as if there's some outside forces working against you and stopping your motives and actions. I still have no idea how to work with this placement. It literally feels like bad luck.

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fallloverfic · 8 hours

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Me: I read/watch Delicious in Dungeon for The Plot The Plot (spoilers for S01E16: Cleaners/Dried with Sweet Sake and the manga, Chapter 31: Sea Serpent, Part 1):

Never escaping from the crotch indeed lakjdladj

I also really love this fond look Marcille has for Laios and his excitement/him appreciating her genius/making use of the dungeon/whatever. It's really sweet. Chilchuck is tired and doesn't like being nearly drowned in a wall by a handsy elf.

Laios is so adorable when he's happy like this. Poor Senshi lol

Finally we get the first true Labru episode, my beloved.

Just shocked to see this mess of an adventurer. Kabru thoughts: Oh no he's hot. (yes I know he's not the one talking here, it just looks funny)

Kabru is so good-looking this episode, I took so many screencaps of him. He just looks so amazing in the anime. I love it.

Putting on smooth talker mode. Love him. Gotta flirt with the blonde tall-man for intel. I blame this whole arc for making me think Kabru is short; he's not short, Laios is just taller lol (Laios is 6'1"/185 cm tall, Kabru is 5'7"/170 cm tall). Or at least Kabru is still fitting the tall-man name and a lot taller than most other races, like the elves, just not as much as Laios is. (And for the curious: Toshiro is 5'11"/180 cm tall, so even he's shorter than Laios). I think between Toshiro, Laios, and Inutade (a 6'5"/195 cm ogre), I just had a weird impression of Kabru's height. (All heights from Delicious in Dungeon World Guide: The Adventurer's Bible)

Kabru being dangerous and also cute still. I just... I have too many screencaps of him alkdjalj Beautiful man.

Toshiro is a saint for tolerating this man. But they are cute together.

Kabru and Laios kill me T-T I wanted to fic for them ever since Kabru first showed up in the manga cause he was really cute and I wanted more of him and he seemed fucky enough that he would be fun to fic for, especially with the sort of enemies to lovers vibes of his party chasing Laios' party for revenge.

And then there's this chapter cover lol (this is actually two episodes ago story-wise, but it feels more relevant here):

And I was screaming in joy XD Particularly after we got to Kabru's obsession/curiosity about Laios in particular. I was putting off ficcing for them in case they actually met and yup, they did lol I still have a lot of ideas for fics for them. Maybe someday.

This man is having the time of his life with this nonsense and I love it roflmao He was like "they're either evil masterminds or stupid" and it's kind of the latter and mostly just "they're weird and it's funny" lol

I know he's faking so hard but it's still cute lol (Especially cause Laios offered to treat him to a meal, like hello, Labru date????) One thing I love about them as a pairing is their weirdness interacts in fun ways and it is hilarious.

This man is here for this absolute train wreck and I could not be happier for him. And them. Look at that little blush. Bless him.

Truly a phenomenal episode. It's also interesting seeing how... disrespectful, shall we say, to be polite, just about every character is to each other. You've got Chilchuck insulting Marcille for getting incapacitated, Marcille shoving Chilchuck into a wall to nearly drown without explanation, Toshiro's retainers - particularly Maizuru - being patronizing to all the non-tall-men (and any outsiders, really, considering at least what Maizuru thinks of Falin), Laios being... disrespectful to Toshiro with his name, and Kabru lying his ass off to get the deets on what the heck is going on and essentially being the human embodiment of -grabs popcorn-. It's a lot of really interesting character, social, and political dynamics. Everyone's a mess and I love it. I'm late cause of various nonsense with me misreading something and thinking they skipped a week and being busy but ahhhh such delicious food to catch up on. So good.

Other delicious Plot:

The Plot in Episode 3

The Plot in Episode 7

The Plot in Episode 9

The Plot in Episode 11

The Plot in Episode 13

The Plot in Episode 14

The Plot in Episode 15

The Plot in Episode 16 (you are here)

#ダンジョン飯 #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #fallfthoughts #laios touden #marcille donato #chilchuck tims #toshiro nakamoto #labru #kabru of utaya #such a good episode #maizuru #like people get mad at the elves when this episode happened and it's like folks what were you reading lol #maizuru won't even dignify senshi with a name #and laios and chilchuck won't correct laios' fuckup with toshiro #the social dynamics of dungeon meshi are really good

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ashtheketchum · 1 day

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A new family Part 8

A/N: I don´t really have much to say- xD Just that I already writed some chapters to that story, sooo also the end :´D (Picture from Pinterest!)

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7

Wanrings: One part is in (D/N)s PoV, mention of alcohol, mention of abuse

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I slowly opened my eyes as I felt myself becoming more and more awake. I was still lying in bed, (D/N) still in my arms. But I no longer felt the person behind me. (D/N) was still asleep, so I slowly rolled over on my back so as not to wake her. Daryl was still next to me, although he was already awake and he was sitting with his arrows in his hand. "Morning…" I murmured quietly. The hunter flinched briefly before he then looked at me. He immediately put down his arrows. "Mornin´…" He then replied quietly. I smiled softly at him while he just looked at me silently, again with an expression I couldn't read.

"How´d you sleep?" He then asked me. I yawned briefly before nodding. "Good… very good…" I then answered him with another nod. Daryl nodded at me too before looking at (D/N), who snuggled into my side. I giggled softly as I kissed her head gently.

I continued to lie in bed with (Y/N) in my arms. Daryl continued to sit next to me, but was now staring at the wall. "Is everything okay?" I asked quietly. The redneck only grumbled briefly before nodding. I wasn't satisfied with the answer, so I sat up slightly. I leaned on my elbow. "Sure? Do you have a hangover?” I then asked quietly. Daryl remained silent, but didn't shake his head either. I grinned briefly in amusement before tilting my head.

I looked at him quietly for a moment before he looked at me. "Yah can be really annoyin´, y´know tha´?" He then asked, but more teasingly than hurtfully. I grinned widely for a moment before laughing quietly and nodding. I looked down briefly before taking a deep breath and looking at him again. "Yeah, I've heard that often." I then said. Daryl snorted briefly in amusement before continuing to stare at me silently.

I stared at him silently too, lost in his blue eyes. There was something special about them, I felt special when he looked at me with them on. I caught myself sometimes looking at his lips, but then again at his eyes. Without noticing, we slowly got closer to each other before our lips touched briefly. It was a short and gentle kiss, you could easily think that our lips hadn't even touched.

As we distanced ourselves from each other, his cheeks turned red and he looked away from me. But suddenly he got up and went into the bathroom. "Gonna take a piss…" He mumbled quietly before closing the door. I had to snort for a moment before I looked down quietly. My lips were still tingling slightly as I gently pressed my fingers against them. I didn't know what to feel. I was confused, nervous and upset all in one.

"Do you love each other?" I suddenly heard someone yawning. Startled, I looked at (D/N), who smiled tiredly at me. Her eyes weren't fully open yet, but she seemed to have seen enough. I gasped briefly before looking away. My cheeks heated up as (D/N) giggled softly. "You love him…" She then said. I stayed quiet, but couldn't help but grin. Before I could say anything else, we heard the toilet flush and Daryl came out after a few seconds.

When he was outside, he took a quick look at (D/N), who was sitting up and stretching. "Good morning, Daryl!" She then shouted joyfully. Daryl just grumbled quietly before walking up to her and petting her head. She closed her eyes and enjoyed his hand on her head. I watched the two of them before I stood up too. “(D/N), get ready, we’re going to have breakfast…” I then said. (D/N) hummed briefly in agreement before crawling out of bed and disappearing into the bathroom. I pulled out some clothes for me and her as Daryl walked towards me. "I´ll go now…" He murmured quietly.

I hummed softly and nodded before I felt him kiss the top of my head gently. My heart immediately beat faster and I watched him walk out of the room and close the door. My cheeks turned bright red before I giggled quietly and changed my clothes.

Breakfast was already being prepared in the large room we were in yesterday. Tdog fried some eggs for us while Glenn sat at the table whining softly. He seemed to have a real hangover, which made me smile a bit. While we ate breakfast we chatted and laughed a bit. There was also a bit of confusion at times because Shane had some kind of wound, but I just ignored that. Walsh was an asshole.

That same day we were taken to another room where Dr. Jenner had huge screens and multiple computers. He showed us the process of how a human became a walker and then how to turn it off. (D/N) looked at everything with great interest, but I immediately turned her away so that she couldn't see it anymore. Even if she grew up in such a world, she should enjoy her childhood long enough.

We listened to the scientist for a while before it became too much for me and I pulled (D/N) out. We were safe here, that's all I needed to know. But who could have expected that I would miss so much now.

(D/N) and I had gone to Daryl's room so we could get some rest. We played some board games, read some books or just chatted. But suddenly all the lights went out, making us jump. "What is that, mom…?" (D/N) asked. I looked at her uncertainly for a moment before shaking my head. "I don't know, honey…" I got up and walked out, only to see Dr. Jenner and the rest to bump into. Carol, Sophia and Daryl followed the doctor, as did the rest of the group, all asking questions.

"Why is the light no longer working? Or the ventilation?” Carol asked. “We have to save energy for more important things.” Dr. Jenner replied. "So light and oxygen aren't important?" Daryl hissed angrily. (D/N) and I followed the others until we were back at this huge room where Dr. Jenner showed us everything. "Doctor, what's going on here?" I then asked as I stood next to Daryl and the others.

After a long silence, the doctor finally told us everything. He told us what had happened here, how things were going in other countries and that the French had survived the longest. But they all had the same problem, which drove them into the ground. They were running out of fuel. "Lori, Carl grab your things, we're getting out of here!" Rick suddenly shouted. I ran to Carol and Sophia. "We should get ours too!" I said to them.

Before Carol could even react, a loud alarm suddenly went off and red lights flashed. Vi spoke up and said that it would only take 30 minutes for decontamination. "Doc, what's going on here!?" Daryl shouted and they got closer and closer to the doctor as he went to one of the tables and typed something. "Guys, get your things quickly! We’re leaving!” Rick shouted again now to everyone.

I immediately picked up (D/N) to run out with her, but suddenly the doors slammed shut and we all jumped back. "Did he just lock us up…?" Glenn began quietly. “He locked us up!” But then he screamed straight away. My eyes widened and I let (D/N) down. She looked around frantically before limping to the doctor. "Doc, why are you doing this!?" (D/N) asked in a panic. Dr. Jenner didn't look at her but suddenly started talking to a camera.

PoV (D/N):

I wanted to ask Dr. Jenner why he would do that? Why would he want to lock us all up here and not explain anything to us? He had treated us so well and given us food.

But before I could ask further, I was suddenly pushed to the ground and Daryl attacked the doctor. I watched with fear filled eyes as Daryl, holding a bottle of alcohol, screamed at the doctor and pushed him. Luckily Shane and Rick held him back, but I still couldn't hide my fear.

Memories of how Dad behaved like that back then, also with a bottle of alcohol in his hand. He constantly beat Mom, made her suffer, and yelled at her. Me too, but most of the time he just pushed me or locked me in. "Daryl, calm down, man!" Shane just said. Mom immediately came to me and knelt next to me. She looked briefly at my leg, but then at me. But I couldn't look at mom. I stared at Daryl as he took a huge gulp from the bottle of alcohol and then swore again.

Tears gathered in my eyes and I slowly crawled backwards, away from Daryl. Why was Daryl acting like Dad?

#daryl #daryl dixon #daryl twd #twd daryl #twd #the walking dead daryl dixon #the walking dead daryl #daryl x reader #daryl dixon x reader #daryl dixon twd #twd daryl dixon #daryl dixion imagine

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sturn3 · 4 hours

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✮⋆˙ reflections- the neighborhood ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

bbf!chris, who has been best friends with your older brother for aaaaages.

bbf!chris, who never seen you as more than his best friend's annoying little sister.

bbf!chris, who loved scaring boys away from with your brother.

bbf!chris, who would come in your room, mess your hair up, flex in your mirror and go bother your brother.

bbf!chris, who would randomly grab big portions of your food and stuff them in his mouth.

bbf!chris, who would have burping competitions with your brother. seriously, ew!

bbf!chris, who broke your heart when he announced he was going to prom with summer jones. did she even know his favorite color? his favorite mac miller song?

bbf!chris, who started noticing you more and more when he'd come back home for holidays with your brother from college. he couldn't help but notice how much longer your hair had gotten, your new belly piercing, more revealing clothing, and you genuinely were glowing.

bbf!chris, who followed you out of your brother's room when you caught them smoking weed, a habit they had recently picked up in college. in fear that you'd snitch on them, he ran after you. that moment he panicked so much, you looking up at him expectantly, he didn't even think it through what he'd do when he got this far, so he did the unexpectable. he kissed you.

bbf!chris, who was dying over how much you avoided him after that kiss, your brother was starting to notice it too. asking him a couple of times what was going on, chris not giving him any information or anything. your brother though, couldn't help but threaten him to not make a move on you. too late. the forbidden fruit was sweeter.

bbf!chris, who was trying to read your mind as you sat across from him at the table. picking at your food with your fork. you raised your head up, not expecting him to be directly looking at you with his big blue eyes. freak.

bbf!chris, who was currently stuck with you in a 7 minutes of heaven. awkward silence filling the room, the tension could be cut with a knife. "so, why did you do it?" you caught chris off guard. "why did i do what? kiss you?" he said confused, "yeah, why did you do it? you know my brother would freak out and you know about my stupid middle school crush on you so tell me why did you do it." you said in one breath. chris was looking at you like he had seen a ghost, he didn't know the reason you were avoiding him was because you were scared of what you were feeling. "you had a crush on me??" he said squinting his eyes and trying to suppress a smile. "yeah, yeah. don't act like you don't know. everyone did. my parents, your parents, your brothers and even mine," you admitted "well, do you still have a crush on me? cause i could work with that." you both smiled like idiots at each other and immediately kissing.

rip bbf!chris, who was caught by your brother kissing you😕😕 no, no, he didn't die, he was just made to do a thousand push ups, mow the lawn, clean your pool and beg for forgiveness.

#chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader #matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #matt sturniolo x reader #matt sturniolo x you

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lunarharp · 2 months

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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

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vse-kar-vem · 2 months

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weekly breakdown post 😁 none of you hate me right !

#feeling a bit down ☹️ idk i just feel like #am i not social enough am i just annoying ☹️ i dont post a lot so idk what people follow me for but if i post too much am i being annoying ?#oueagh #vee rambles #like i know everyone has their own niches whatever but i don't know how you just establish connections with people so easily 💔💔#am i brushjng people off without knowing ???? am i just prickly??????#also as a conversationalist i know i dont have much to offer ☹️☹️ im not very funny or capable of very clever adult insights #so really im just kinda there 😞 and like i HAVE real life friends i HAVE a social circle theres no need to base my fulfilment socially on #online interactions 😭#idk maybe its because its harder or its something i feel i cant get that makes it such like a thing that bothers me #like 7 times out of 10 if im sadposting because of that #and its really embarrassing to say that the reason all these like moments of insecurity happen is because my mutuals. have friends #NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE OBVS THIS IS 100% A ME PROBLEM AND NOT EVERY INTERACTION SENDS ME INTO A TAILSPIN ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS #i thjnk it says something about me idk i dont like to think of myself as very jealous but i am i just dont like dwelling on it #trying to figure out if what makes me upset is other people not liking me or my own personal inadequacies #anyways if anyones reading this pretend they didnt i will be over this tomorrow i just #ugh 🥹🥹🥹#i wish i could wake up funnier #or smarter #maybe better at art #🙏 god bless #IVE FIGURED IT OUT #being in such a tight knit fandom reminds me of being in 8th grade again 🥹 not to tragic backstory everyone but like i had no friends #i think it kind of dredges up that kinda loneliness and insecurity in me #wow i should be a psychologist #anyways i still love fandom im not gonna stop it just. sigh. gets to me sometimes

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elegyofthemoon · 4 days

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reading springfest now after everything in nagazora is making me crave more fu hua and mei interactions. i feel like thus far in my go through, i've never actually seen them interact, but it's kinda fun that the person who made the recommended reading order put springfest after nagazora (though of course this is probably in preparation for whatevers going on with senti/fu hua rn in ch 19)

but the way that the empyrea isolates herself so she doesn't have any attachment to those who she will outlive and how she winds up becoming lonely as a result threw me back to mei isolating herself in world serpent so that she can protect kiana and just... idk..... i think the two talk about that isolation would be interesting

also. i love fu hua. she's still at the top of my list for best character so i'm just a happy little guy getting more fu hua content now in the story :> yippee fu hua

#idk who to ramble to about honkai so hi #avil plays hi3 #ill probably liveblog my thoughts as i read through springfest and UH #blade of the empyrean!#but im excited :> then after that i gotta go through the 7 blades visual novel ^7^ that one has sushang!! i havent met her in the game yet #but i do have her !!!#its kinda interesting though because sushangs ultimate in hi3 is yanqing's ultimate in hsr. or i guess yanqing as a boss???#idk. so im like HMMMMMMMM WHATS UP THERE WHATS GOING ON #i wonder if theres a character sorter for hi3 actually #if i had to say who my top 5 are atm for honkai #its probably like fu hua mei kiana kevin and sakura ???#kiana is so easy. like if i loved oz vessalius how could i NOT love kiana we sure love vessel characters LJSHDFLASKDHFLAKSH #maybe its also recency effect though for mei but also. characters who isolate thinking that its the best htey could do to protect #like NO YOU IDIOT GET LOVED!!!!! GET L O V E D #they kinda get me #AND WELT I FORGOT WELT HOW COULD I DO THAT......#i feel like welt over kevin tbh #but thats super hard to say on my end alkdjfha #YOU KNOW i wouldve also said rita because i think rita is so fun #but i still dotn know enough about her #but personality wise i think shes so funny in a very stereotypical anime villain esque way LOL #also she is so catty too like what was she doing picking a fight with natasha LKAJHDLAFKJSDFH #OH I ALSO LOVE RITA AND NATASHA...#tbh i havent run into a character that i absolutely Hate in honkai yet....#at least not that i remember #if i hated them i probably forgot about them LMAOOOOO #like even durandal? i love durandal in the manga. she doesnt really stand out to me MUCH yet in the game but i loved her a lot in the manga #but for me durandal is low on the list for now. but that doesnt mean i dislike her i think shes cool but just hasnt done anything in #particular that caught my attention yet alskjdfahl #rambling WHOOPS ASLKJDFA

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fightaers · 3 months

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sometimes i think abt how sakura's become so widely-spread and misinformed in that mass-production that she's almost become this caricature of the third female member in a trio who is a 'girl-boss who is so cool and is so sexy or so confident etc' when, in fact, she's actually a character with believable flaws and unique characteristic pertaining specifically to the experiences she's endured, and she's beyond someone everyone mass-ships or mass-hates, and in this essay i will—

#thinking about how many people mary sue'd her #including myself unfortunately before i reread part 2 #and like.......... god.#the way she has compassion and genuine goals and has her unique insecurity and flaws #and she has her strengths and her own determination #and the way the fandom either..... simplifies her or reduces her just.#it grinds on my nerves!#the other day i read fanfics where s.akura supposedly is just endlessly irritated by i.no bc shes ''suffering'' so much #[to get the attention of a guy and i.no's being 'unreasonable']#and im like???????#WHAT DO U MEAN #im not even gonna go to that rabbit hole because i have like. RECEIPTS on how much i.no means to her #i 100% believe i.no quite literally is probs the first to SAVE HER when team 7 was .... not around #and this is beyond mentorship. she has genuine PEERS bc of i.no!#AGAIN. i could go on and on about that #on how much guilt and gratitude she probs feels abt the rest of konoha 11 who /did/ take her in #on how much PART of why she worked so hard — catching up to nrt and ssk aside — is BECAUSE she wants to save k11 when they NEED her #ok imma quit now before i go full on rambling #i love her soooo much. and team 7 is messy yes but i love their messy dynamic too!#but i simply detest how she's either an accessory. an obstacle. or this dramatic over-the-top heroine that can do-all #funny how her main narrative is always abt her wanting to be an equal to her teammates #and even outside of the narrative she's almost never that.#gen: out of character.

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yeonban · 19 days

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You can tell I'm pathetically gay from a MILE away

#* ooc. / posts.#I would do anything for Aventurine. no ifs and no buts. I skipped DHIL's lc to make sure I can have Aventurine and HIS lc. maybe eidolons #DH and Aha are my precious muses who I also think about 24/7. constantly.#I have signed Yanqing's adoption papers before the game even released a year+ ago so he's been legally my son for ages #JY is DH's husband and an angel of a man so clearly he gets a high spot. YX/Blade have Something about them that attract me #Elio is sb I was considering musing and I LOVE his ability to read the future + his smarts for knowing which is the best path to take #Screwllum is another beloved muse and tbh if I was a Bit more rational instead of gay he'd have been above YX/Blade.#Maybe in another quest or 2 he'll be there anyway ADHISHADUSAJ Sunday is Sunday. Love that insane man #Caelus is one of the VERY few mcs I could say I like (and it's him here instead of Stelle only bc I don't like her voice at all 😭😭😭)#Then of course Sampo managed to wiggle his way in at the last second too. Penacony reminded me of how much I missed him

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moonlightfilly · 1 year

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the author of the book i’m reading has such major beef with Ireland, but instead of showing us its flaws in a natural way, he’s just repeatedly hitting us over the head with a hammer and making every single character literally express over and again that Ireland is a backwards, hateful place that never changes

#bro there's criticism and commentary on troubled history and then there's just bashing the whole place over and over #like idk how to communicate how heavy handed and unforgiving the book is that it's beyond being critical and angry about ireland's past #you won't catch a single character say a good thing about it and we even have rando americans in nyc telling the mc that ireland sucks like?#ok man we get it and i think if you were a better writer you could have done a better job of communicating Ireland's past #without feeling the need to spell it out in such a way that it comes across as just..... way too much.#showing not telling (more like yelling) your themes over and over and maybe added some nuance #i won't name the book or author i think bc i value my life it's so well rated and i'm like??? for what??? everything is so heavy handed #you can't miss the themes in this book the author has set up a huge flashing sign that every 5 pages will hit you over the head again #weirdly sex obsessed as well like beyond even normal things the first third of the book it was all they could talk about it was strange #nobody had a personality outside of talking about sex or thinking about it or having it #the boy starts as a 7 year old and it's already happening then like what 7 years olds do you know like this sir???#Evie reads #tumblring by moonlight

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swildy · 1 year

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yearly summary of art

#'maybe next year i'll start drawing again' i say and when that next year comes i almost leave 7-11 months blank ha ha hha ha .... . .#im surprised i found even one sketch for those spring months #i mean if not counting art fight month pretty much all of these are the only thing i drew that month h eh. .. . .#....maybe next year??#maybe i should buy a new computer i could use for other things than drawing then i would accidentally start drawing when doing something els #maybe i should finally get an actual desk for my computer so i wouldnt murder my back every time i even looked towards my computer #maybe i should start being creative at other hours of day than after midnight which is pretty inconvinient if u have to wake up before six #summary of art #no but actually if i wanted to start drawing again i really probably should get back into rping so i could get back into thinking only about #my rp characters which would make me draw my rp characters #or i should get like Super Obsessed™ with some piece of media again that might work too #pity there currently isnt really any finnish forum rpgs that i know of that interest me and idk how to find that Next New Piece of Media #it's not like i control what i latch onto so i could start watching/reading something with that on mind

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zhalar · 2 years

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wheres that post hows it go. whats worse than having a job. not having one. bro im so fuckign b o r e d. BUT I DONT WANNA WORKKKKK. but i need money to live and buy sweet treats....... but theres no suitable work available in this tOWNNN

#agony->pain->agony->pain->agony->pain->agon #särmäs sermons #i want to rant i want to write i want to read i want to experience autumn i want a SCHEDULE i want to sit silently with someone i want to #be left alone forever i need to do something about my gender or im gonna exploDEeeEEE i need to go to a fucking . dentist one of these days #im so fucking useleeesssss and scareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed #why didnt i just.... apply for a school in the spring.................... im not cut out for this. any of it!!!!#shouldve gotten that fucking drivers license the fucking minute i turned 18 would make all this so much easier. BUT I DONT WANTT A LICENSE #whew sorry about this! the concept of the best years of my life (irony and jokes are present in this statement) is slipping thru my fingers #Every Fucking Day 24/7 for Months Now !#and im too chickenshit to do.. self-help or -improvement. even though i definitely could benefit from some of that #was thinking of attending a #demo ?? what a word. anyway . next week. but i live in a littletown far away and i dont wanna pay all that train+bus fare :(#plus other reasons. idk. fucking bullshit asshell dickfuck. im so fucking tired of being like thiiiiiiis #IM ALRIGHT i just havent talked to a human today. you know how it is.#listening to melancholy playlists mightve been an error in judgement on my part

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vampacidic · 2 years

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i need to write. rei more. he's my little scrunkly but he means so much to me that i like. a) have no inspiration and b) i'm horribly terrified of butchering him

#rei sakuma makes me cry if i think too much about him. did you guys know that #obsessed with how he sees his suicidal classmates and is like Yeah i could be a father figure and fix them #something tragic about having so much empathy that it ultimately kills you #anyway the closest thing i have to a rei wip is an idea floating in my head in which rei (8 years old) reads carmilla #and is like. weirdly obsessed with it in a lesbian way. like in the way girls get weirdly obsessed with catholicism. that's rei but vampires #and he's like 8 so he goes to his good buddy keito and is like. Hey keito ;) i am 8 years old and have lackluster social skills. you should #read this book. and hands keito (7 years old) carmilla by lefanu #rei makes an offhand comment about how keito should be his laura and keito (also weird girl core) is like. angry but also goes with it #rei bites him. it's funny #sage talks

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jesterwaves · 2 years

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I did say that I would play hived swap act 2 only if act 3 came out ...so maybe I will

#if i can justify spending money on it #i dont know that ill like it as much as act 1. my expectations are really low but i cant judge until i experience it one way or another #ive been back on a hs kick recently.... it was fun.... trollsona redesign 500 maybe #hiveswap is the only post hs (as in act 7) media i care about. im not too pleased with what ive heard but i think i could still enjoy it #even if its not exactly what i wanted it to be #still upset about what ive heard about a certain characters whole thing... and certain connections back 2 homestuck #however. genuinely kind of hilarious that i got covid like. as the game was announced LMAO #(but one thing i am excited about for act three is FINALLY violetbloods maybe this one wont be a bad person (doubt))#(i was a fan of eri back in the day but. i now acknowledge that he was like. terrible! like literally wanted to do a genocide #i literally just saw violet and the ocean and was like 'hmm i will not think critically about this guy'#did not help that i heard a lot about the trolls b4 reading so i had fanon characterizations in mind.#anyways #when i recover. be prepared. im going to post hs art in 2022. or later even. who knows. but it will happen.#hmm these tags look long. if u actually r reading this sorry #to be deleted maybe....

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mejomonster · 2 years

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I know boyfriend and girlfriend could have maybe both been terms for Friends who are just boys or girls (nit lovers), and I know also maybe a boy having a girlfriend was only assumed romantic because a boy interacting close with a girl was assumed romantic, and maybe a girl interacting romantically with a girl was just read as platonic cause well in our modern society definitely there's a trend to assume women who are super friendly or flirty are just Friends by default so who knows if it was the same in history. But then also like how many ladies once upon a time kinda rode on being able to say girlfriend about close friends and lovers and it not being something a stranger would pick up on. Yes I'm aware of how no it was probably just a word for Friends who were girls 20-40 years ago, but also surely lesbians still used girlfriend for lover sometimes. And then I think about an older person I know who was definitely in love with her best girl friend and did everything a lover does and then called her girlfriend just like all her girl friends and like. I just ponder

#rant #this is just me thinkin i am Sure i aint historicallg on point. tho id love to read the history of queer women saying girlfriend #but also like. idk i jnow some older 'straight' women who think sex with other women #is normal and usual and common. and basically full on dated a loy of their past girlfriends #and so girlfriend really was interchangable with lover and friend and like #how since they yhought they were straight all those lovers just got called girlfriend and assumed as #just a friend by other ppl. because u know how ppl are with assuming close women are #just friends just gal pals #like. my mom is one of those ppl and one reason i was both so comfused as a teen and had to come out 7 times to her lol #was she thought my Very Bi crushes and feelings were what all straight ppl felt #so she thought full on. that being gay or straight was a #choice and u just picked based on who u fell in love with. since she assumed most ppl could fall in love with any gender #yes its all very bi shit to think lol. then to top it off she dated some bi men who cheated on her #so she had a lot of internalized biphobia despite dating many women and definitely loving the one #she talks about fondly whenever she brings her up. and my mom in typical toxic masculinity standard lol #(which she very much raised me to adhere to when i was young :c ) thought if she was the receiver she wasnt gay #no offense to my mom but im 90% sure my dad is bi too and she married him. cause like. i know she must have #said to him at some pt in 10 years i kept trying to come out as bi. thar she thought everyone likes every gender by default #so he must have agreed. or else he couldve clarified for her lol no straight ppl do not.#tho my dad is much more private. all i know is they both rec me wonderful queer media. and my dad believes #in loving ur kid just for existing. so i could do nothing for him to ever dislike me. i imagine his catholic upbrining then leaving #shapes a lot of his opinions on love ur kids always. but also i think he just always wanted to be a good dad #anyway tldr i just. wonder how much straight ppl calling friends girlfriends #allowed ppl who didnt know their sexuality to kiss and have sex and explore lovers without the society targeting in on them right away

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icharchivist · 4 months

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cw: child abuse (psychological, grooming, ect)

also speaking of parental abuse there's also this text of how Millie wants to be Tyra's mother, but she doesn't want anything that makes Tyra unique.

She started loving Tyra the moment she saw her find some dinosaure when she was dying in the cold and starved after being separated from her parents, seeing that despite her situation, Tyra was so excited about finding a Tyranosaure she was forgetting how desperate her situation was and instead loved the dino right away.

Millie saw how excited Tyra was about it, and loved Tyra right away enough to decide to make her hers.

But Millie hates dinosaurs, she finds them disgusting, she uses them as tool and keeps insulting them, hates that Tyra sees them as her family.

she used the dinos as bait to get Tyra to pay attention to her, and she used a particularities of the dino to mind control Tyra

but even now as Tyra is being brainwashed, everytime she looks at the dinos, Millie just tells her "don't look at those disgusting things, just look at me, your momma"

and it's another level of control that rings way too true on parents who """"""love""""" their children, but not for who they are -- just for what it brings them.

yes Tyra is cute. But everything she likes, everything that makes her happy, is disgusting. So it needs to be removed from Tyra's life. Her love and her excitement has to carry over to Millie, not to the stuff she actually like.

it's something way too real and it's genuinely giving me the yikes it makes me unwell.

#ichablogging gbf #ichablogging tyraevent #sorry massive tmi in the tags #sorry it struck a cord bc it's something that's been on my mind for days with my own mom and i'm just. god.#my sis has a new boyfriend who happens to have 3 children - including two very cute twin girls who are adorable #i meet them for the holidays and we hit off right away. they're very cute and hyperactive and everything #and i kept encouraging them in that so they really imprinted on me hard that i legit couldn't get away from their cuddles aha #point is though that i was talking about it with my mom afterward #and she was all 'you know they remind me so much of you when you were a child. thats why i found it so shocking when you closed yourself in #and it hits me hard in the. who's. who's fault do you think it is.#because i saw how all of the adults around us were rolling their eyes at the girls #i saw how all of them were telling them to calm down or telling them straight up they were annoying and exhausting #i saw how when i tried to tell a cute story from my dad's home to the girls (about saving a hedgehog once)#my mom tried to derail the topic on how she's been done horribly dirty by my father -- directly to the girls #like. mom. they're 7. why the fuck are you cutting me when i tell them something they're interested about to tell them such a heavy thing.#and with xmas obligation and the fact i'm forced to be here but i'm mostly ignored most of the time and cut off #(s/o to the family member who said they didn't want to hear anything from me because i was 'neither interesting nor smart' a while ago)#also it reminds me of how my mom loves to brag about how passionate i am but always cut me off & belittle me bc she hates what i care about #it keeps reminding me of that. saying they love you but they don't care about anything about you. it's about what you bring them.#it hits fucking hard the timing is too tight i legit had a family thing yesterday which was the reason i could only read this event today #Granblue why would you do this to me

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