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yetanotherreader · 4 years
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Genre: College AU
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Y/N Y/L/N, slight Dean x Lisa
Summary: The school’s most popular boy wants to be friends with Y/N, out of the blue. It definitely doesn’t have anything to do with her hot best friend, though.
Word Count (For the chapter): 2,627
Warnings (For the chapter): Language, self deprecative thoughts.
[For some reason, some of the tags aren’t working. I’m sorry about that.]
[[ Also I’m sorry for the no Read More thingy because it doesn’t happen on the phone app :-(]]
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Chapter 4
Chapter 3
Time flew by faster and in no time, it was the last week of the semester. Winter breaks were going to begin and you didn't know what to do with your life during the vacation. Lisa was going to be spending it with her family, Dean was going on a road trip with his friends and you had no plans whatsoever. You had no funds to go visit your family, overseas. You were saving for an apartment, and your parents understood. You were, in fact, surprised that they did without any clashes but again, maybe, living away from each other did mend your relationship with your family better. You missed them and, hopefully, they missed you too.
Right now, though, you were trying to figure out how you were going to survive the holidays, browsing the library for some books you could use for your time alone. Older times, you would have enjoyed it. Would get bored, might go into overthinking drives, beat yourself up for things of the past, but still somehow enjoyed the undisturbed two weeks. Now, it was different. Everything was. You were not used to being alone all the time anymore, there was a certain green eyed idiot who made sure to be around you as much as he could. The idiot you've started to dangerously feel for. He introduced you to Cas and Jo, and they were amazing people. Lisa had started spending time with you, too. It was funny. A few months ago, you had literally no one to talk to and now, you barely got to be alone.
"There you are! I've been looking for you."
"Well, I'm honored. Hey, Lis."
"Gotta say your sense of humor has worsened more," she said with a laugh, "Hey. So mom is going on a holiday with her fiancé for the new year. So had to cut the trip short. They invited me but I bailed out"
"I'm sorry," You knew Lisa and her mom's new boyfriend didn't get along all that well. The previous guy her mom was with, though, treated Lisa like her own, and she missed him. For some reason, they broke up and that was why Lisa  moved here for college from Michigan. Her mother's new fiance was a nice man, according to Lisa, but she just couldn't give him that place in her heart.
"Yeah. So, yeah, I'll be here a week earlier."
"That's cool. We can catch up on some movies then."
"And bars and parties and hot boys at the beach."
"Oh, Lord." You laughed, and she soon joined you.
"Hey Y/-" You heard Dean stop, abruptly before continuing, "H-Hey."
You looked up at him to see him looking at Lisa, only to realize it was her he actually greeted, "Um..hey, Dean."
He practically tore his gaze away from her to look at you, "Oh, hi, Y/N. You didn't tell me your friend was going to be here with you."
"Uh, you didn't tell me you were going to be coming here, Dean." You laughed awkwardly trying to cut the tension in the air.
"Oh, yeah, actually I was looking for you. Well, I was wondering if you-"
"Y/N, won't you introduce me to your friend?" Lisa chimed in, practically eye-fucking your best friend—and you hated to notice, it was coming right back at her.
"So, you don't know who I am, huh?" Dean smirked, flirting. You couldn't help but roll your eyes.
It was like you weren't even there while they continued to make filthy comments and it was disgusting, you audibly groaned making your way out of the library, "God, ew."
For the rest of the day, you were supposed to be busy. You had assignments to submit before the vacations started, but it seemed like you dropped your concentration somewhere on the road. You couldn't stop wondering what Lisa and Dean were doing right then. Did they kiss? Or were they planning somethi-
You shook your head, shaking away the thoughts. They were your friends, you should be happy for them if it came to something like that. What you felt for Dean was a tiny, little crush which would fade in no time. You weren't going to make things between you two awkward by acting on it. This friendship was important to you, after a long, long while you were willing to put your trust in someone. You didn't even remember the last time you ever talked to someone like you talked to Dean. He was starting to become the closest friend you'd ever had, so yeah, you were going to be happy for him no matter who he dated.
The only thing was...you weren't.
You typed furiously on the computer, trying to ignore the insecurities that were creeping inside you little by little. Dean is going to leave you too. No one will stay. Everyone leaves. Your fingers danced across the keyboard smoothly yet faster than before as you hurried to get the work done so that you could get the hell out of the premises and take a nap. Because you deserve it. You're not worth any love. You're a disgra- You typed the last words and emailed yourself the document, not bringing anything that was going on in your mind show on your face.
"Y/N!" You stopped at the familiar voice, turning around as Lisa made her way towards you, "Guess what?"
"What?" You asked, not surprised by her happy attitude. She was always so happy, it made you wonder what was wrong with you that you couldn't be.
"You never told me you were friends with that hot snack!"
"Um.. actually. I did." You said, rolling your eyes. Obviously she wasn't paying attention.
"No…" you gave her a long look, "you did?"
Exhaling heavily, you made your way to your room, "Lis, I've had a busy day. I'm really really exhausted. Can we gush over how hot Dean is later when I've had some shut eye?"
"No, I didn't stop you to tell how hot Dean is. I mean, yes he is but I wanted to tell you he invited me to the road trip he's going on with his friends." Your eyes shot up to her face, searching for any signs of it being a joke. It wasn't. Dean, actually, did ask her. They met...like...just now?
Lisa must have gotten an idea of your discomfort 'cause her eyes saucered in realization, "oh my god...I'm so sorry, Y/N! I completely forgot about you and the plans we made. I can drop going, I'm so sorry."
"No..it's..it's okay. Really. Go enjoy your holiday. I was, anyway, going to spend my time alone before we made those plans."
She looked at you, guilty, "Are you sure?"
"Yeah.." You smiled in understanding.
"I can always ask Dean to let you tag along."
You chuckled at the irony. You were his best friend, you didn't need anyone else to ask him anything for you. And you even felt a little insulted by the statement. You could do without this favour. You could definitely do without anyone 'letting you' tag along, "Braedon, really, go. I'll be fine on my own."
She went away without another word. The pit in your stomach only seemed to grow as you did your best to drag it aside. You, somehow, managed to stop the slumping of your shoulders as you walked into your room. You changed out of your jeans into your pajamas, ready to call it a day. You made yourself a peanut butter sandwich and was done with all the chores that you settled down on the bed. Switching off the lights, you pulled the warm blanket over your head. It was then that all the thoughts you'd been pushing aside started making appearances.
Your friend 'completely forgot' about you and the plans, your best friend didn't even bother remembering that he forgot about you. It was like you didn't even exist. You knew it was stupid, in fact it was really childish to think like this. Them people have gotten their own lives which DID NOT have to revolve around you. And pretty honestly, you knew no life revolved around you, not even your own. No one would give two shits if you suddenly disappeared, including you. Still, you weren't supposed to feel this way. You weren't supposed to be so much affected because of something like this. Being left out was not something that was happening for the first time to you. But this time, it hurt a little. The thought of you getting replaced bothered a little when it shouldn't. It wasn't a crime or anything. What did you ever do to make a lasting impact in someone's life anyway so that they'd want to keep you forever?
You woke up to constant pounding on your door. Groaning, you got up to open the door.
"I was about to knock the door down, sleepyhead." Dean ruffled your hair playfully as you slapped his hand away annoyed.
"I was sleeping, asshole."
"Shocker."
You looked at him, bored, for a while before widening your eyes and pulling him inside and locking the door behind, "What the hell are you doing here? If the warden saw you, she'd rip me two."
"For a second I thought you were going to kiss me," he snickered sheepishly. "I called you to inform, you didn't pick up." He made his way inside the room, putting the box of pizza and a backpack on the couch. You scrunched up your nose at the action.
"Pizza? Why?"
"Why are you surprised?"
"It was Tuesday. Did I sleep for three fuckin' days straight?!" You said, flabbergasted for a moment until you saw Dean making the most annoyed face ever.
"Y/L/N. It is still Tuesday. Wednesday, actually. And our Friday night outs are at my place, not here where your warden is ready to eat me alive."
"Your point?"
He sighed, "We didn't spend any time together today, Y/N. I saw you earlier, you didn't look well."
You frowned before the memories made their way back, "oh…
"Well that's exactly why I was trying to sleep, Winchester." You scolded, trying to not sound too cold.
"What is it?"
"What?" You turned away from him, walking to your bed, Dean following suit.
"What's wrong? And don't give me there's-nothing-wrong-i'm-okay shit. Tell me." He sat himself beside you as you crawled under the blanket to the other end.
"There's nothing wrong, I'm okay." Dean rolled his eyes as you pulled the covers over your head.
"You know I hate it when you do what I tell you not to."
"Then don't tell me what to do." Your voice came out muffled, as you replied back sharply. He sighed.
When she walked out of the library, groaning as Lisa and him flirted, Dean had noticed. He thought it was just the playful best friend reaction seeing them two flirt with each other, so he let it pass. Later that day, he went to meet Y/N and saw her working on the computer. She would look normal to anyone around there, but Dean had secretly picked up on her habit of doing her work extra smooth when she's stressed. Her shoulders were tensed and eyes sharp. Yep. She was definitely bothered. What he was about to tell her would have to wait, first he needed to know what was bothering her. He decided to talk to her after his class, but by the time his class was over, Y/N was already out of the campus.
"I never got to tell you why I came to talk to you this morning."
"Oh, you came to talk to me? Didn't think I was so lucky." Was that what it was all about? Was she... jealous? But why would she be jealous? She was so darn confusing, it frustrated him sometimes.
"You need to talk to me, Y/N. What's going on?" He said, pulling her blanket to him before she pulled it back.
"Nothing is going on Dean, really. It's nothing. I'm just tired is all."
"And grumpy?"
"And grumpy."
"I need you to know no one is going to take your place, sweetheart." He felt her stiffen just a bit, not enough to be noticed but enough to be noticed by him.
"Stop thinking you're that important to me, Winchester. You're not." He flinched. He knew Y/N didn't mean that, it was just her defence mechanism with some extra sass but it still painfully tug his heart a little bit. She made a lot such comments, mostly playfully, with that serious face but playfully. Maybe it wasn't the comment but the fact that she was hurt that was bothering him? He wouldn't know. One thing he knew, though, was whatever was bothering her, he needed to make her smile. Maybe she noticed his sudden pause because she immediately spoke up, "Sorry. It came out harsher than I intended."
"S'okay. So you're not gonna tell me what's bothering you?"
"Nothing is bothering me Winchester."
"Whatever you say, Y/L/N." He gave up. It bothered him that she had still not opened up to him even when they'd been 'best friends' for so long. Every time he thought she would, she would close off and change the topic. She still was the mystery girl he met at the beginning of the college, a mystery he didn't know how to figure out "So, you coming?"
"Where?"
"The road trip?
"So Lisa did that after all."
"Lisa did what?"
"Nothing. And well, I've got some work so I can't come."
"Yeah I know what work you got. Come on, Y/N. Be easy on yourself sometimes. It's gonna be fun."
"But-"
"Great. So it's a 2 weeks long trip. Pack accordingly and now we have that pizza." He stood up before she could protest and got the pizza.
"How many times are you going to watch this show, Dean? Don't you get bored?" You said taking your third slice.
"As many times as I please, babe. It's Dr. Sexy M.D, it never gets boring." He said casually, thankfully missing the pink that dusted your cheeks at the nickname in the dark.
After a couple more episodes, you were starting to doze off, and so was Dean, "Alright, let's sleep. We have classes tomorrow.
"There's no morning class. Just one more epi." He said, clutching the remote in his hands, like a child, "please?"
"No." He pouted at your response, defeated.
"Okie." He said letting out a small yawn. Sleepy Dean was always adorable, "So it's settled that you're coming with us?"
She paused for a moment before shrugging slightly.
"I guess...yes," he smiled cheekily as she said that, "but, why did you want me there all of a sudden?"
"Because I want you there? It's gonna be fun. I've heard girls need their girl-friends on these tours for some 'girl-company' thing. I invited Lisa, so-"
He stopped abruptly as she stood up and made her way out of the room, "I'll go and throw these boxes, you change in here."
"- that you could get some company." He whispered mostly to himself. What the hell just happened? He shook his head, too sleepy to think about it right now and stripped out of his clothes into his pajamas.
Obviously. There it was. The reason he wanted you there, it's all here. It's because he didn't want Lisa to be alone around people she didn't know. You stood by the sink and chuckled to yourself, feeling a sting in the back of your eyes. Wow.
"Same old easily replaceable Y/N." You whispered.
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Chapter 5
A/N: alright. I know I know. I'm a terrible author who do not care about her readers but it's not that. I'm really, genuinely sorry. Life's been really rollercoastery and I've been dealing with stuffs lately. I promise I'll be better next time. And if you could take out a minute of your day and pray for me and a lot of people who need it, please, I'll be really grateful. They say prayers are powerful and I think I can do with them a bit.
Also, please don't do something wrong with yourself. You're worth every effort you make for a better life. Each minute of your life counts, just make sure you keep yourself and others as happy as you can. Be kind to you and others, I'm rooting for you. ❤️
And show some kindness to the animals too, they deserve it. ❤️
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kiwisfics · 5 years
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[Nova and Nick]
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  "So…" Nova nervously popped her fingers, a habit she developed as a teenager after realizing she was double-jointed. How she'd gotten so close to the raiders, she'd never know, but they sat around her, listening to her story with intrigue. She had to thank God she'd always been so charismatic.
  She was glad she'd declined both Nick and Hancock's offers to travel with her, normally she kept one or both at her sides, but she figured she could make it to Sanctuary on her own, besides, they had things to do without her constantly running mouth distracting them. There was no way either of them would have sat in the midst of raiders calmly as she discussed her goal to find her son and assist the Commonwealth along the way. Oddly enough, they didn't seem to care that she was the so-called General of the Minutemen, responsible for the deaths of multiple raiders. Oh well, she doubted they cared much for people outside of their immediate group at all.
  She wasn't far from Diamond City, but the dank hovel they were in couldn't have been more different from the city. The basement had been virtually untouched by time and the door had only just been unlocked with her own skill, revealing a massive storage of alcohol, definitely aged at this point. There was something nostalgic about the basement, reminding her of her grandmother's basement—minus the alcohol—that they'd spent huddled in during a tornado—or was it a hurricane?
  One of the raiders cuffed her on the shoulder as she laughed at a pre-war joke Nova had provided.
  What was she doing here?
  She systematically glanced down at her Pip-Boy, certain it would vanish from her wrist at any moment, then around the table, certain someone would suddenly shout, "she doesn't belong here!" but nothing of the sort occurred, reminding her that—though they'd done horrible things—these were just people and they were having a good time.
  Jo—as one of the woman had introduced herself—seemed more left out of the conversation, offering quick glances to the door that Nova easily caught. She hadn't touched a drop of alcohol, nor hit the chems like most of the other occupants of the room—the smell was almost overpowering, if she hadn't gotten used to the chems because of Hancock, she might have had to excuse herself—and she didn't seem to plan on doing so anytime soon.
  When all of the rooms occupants were either passed out or too drunk to find their way to the door, let alone the trigger of a gun, she leaned over to Jo. "You wanna get out of here too?"
  With a nod, her and Jo exited the basement, the fresh air freeing their lungs from the smell of stale liquor was all too welcome.
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  "What if you'd been hurt?"
  Nova rolled her eyes, regretting it after the fact-he had a right to worry, reckless as she was-but still, she wasn't a child. "Nick, you and I both know I can handle myself." She'd been doing so since she had stepped out of Vault 111, even saving Preston and his group only a few hours later-even if it had been with reckless abandon, she wouldn't admit that now.
  Jo stood on the sidelines, dressed in some undersized clothes of Nova's. Nova's short stature made the legs of the pants stop short of even the ex-raider's boots and her shirt, while noticeably baggy on her, fit Jo snugly. She shifted awkwardly on her feet. She'd been none too pleased with the clothes offered to her, but letting her walk into Diamond City in her raider get-up seemed like asking for trouble.
  Those guards had had it in for her since they caught her smuggling John into the city.
  Nick sighed, rolling his eyes. Yes, she knew she could handle herself and that's what scared him. "How did you know they weren't going to ambush you?"
  "They already had. Do you really think I'm dumb enough to go in a dark basement with a group of raiders?" She huffed, and muttered childishly under her breath afterward, "At least they laughed at my jokes." Nick rolled his eyes again and she sighed. "Look, it all worked out in the end, now, could my favorite synth detective possibly escort me and my new friend to Sanctuary?" She flashed the puppy-dog eyes, buttering him up as she made herself as cute as possible.
  He was falling for it and he knew it. She played him too easily. "Why not ask Hancock?"
  She opened her mouth to speak. Darn. She definitely shouldn't have let slip she was closer to Goodneighbor when this fiasco occurred. "Uh… right, could we not tell him about this?" She chuckled nervously, "You know I'm a human disaster, he's still under the assumption that I'm… not that." She turned away, rubbing the back of her neck as she muttered, "Plus, I promised no more bringing home strays-no offense-and I think she counts."
  "After the deathclaw incident?"
  Jo perked up at that. That was a story she definitely wanted to hear.
  "Everyone loves Lady-look that's not the point! Don't tell him!" Sure, she'd shown off for Nick, still did, but-even with those eyes-when she got hurt because of her stupidity, he was more coddling, which she pretended to hate but actually loved. Hancock on the other hand took the tough love approach, berating her and hovering until whatever wounds she had faded. She didn't like disappointing either of them, and walking into a den of raiders was definitely disappointment worthy.
"Fine, fine, when do you want to head out?"
"Up to you. Thanks, Nick, you're a lifesaver!" Nova kissed him on the cheek, close to his lips, before heading out the door, Jo following in stunned silence.
Once outside the door, waiting patiently, Jo spoke up, stuttering a bit as she did. "Are you two…?" She trailed off, confusion still clear on her face.
"Are we what?" She knew exactly what Jo was asking, and the look on her face portrayed that clearly. Truth by told, she'd resisted using pre-war terms for her and Nick, or her and Hancock for that matter, dating didn't seem the right term when your only dates were the nights huddling around a fire in the middle of the Commonwealth, most likely coated in blood-both your enemies and your own. Boyfriend seemed so immature a term, even for her less than mature attitude. Husband was definitely off the table.
"Are you… together?"
Nova hadn't expected Jo to press farther, but she humored her. "I love him." She gauged Jo's response waiting for some slander about synths-that definitely wouldn't fly in Sanctuary. She'd still take Jo to a settlement, but Sanctuary was a place many synths frequented when the Railroad's safe houses were full and she wasn't risking their safety over a very recent deserter of the raiders.
Everyone was welcome in any of the settlements-ghouls, synths, ex-raiders-in fact, she frequently checked in on each of them when scavenging, ensuring that any of the new settlers knew the morals the settlements operated on, often with either Nick, Hancock, or both in tow. The number of times guns had been raised at her companions made her bristle. Still, despite the morals being the same in all the settlements, Sanctuary needed to be secure.
"I mean…" she stuttered, "no offense, I just never imagined a human and a synth-"
Nova couldn't help but let a laugh slip past her lips. She'd never made someone so nervous so easily. "Sure, he's a bit beat up, but," she pointed to her scarred forehead and the jagged scars extending across most of the left side of her face, she'd stepped out of the vault with less, but she'd been swiped by a Deathclaw barely a week after making them far worse, "so am I."
Nick finally exited the agency, cigarette in his hand as he faced the two women. "Ready to hit the road?"
"Yep!" Nova beamed at him, conversation all but forgotten as she wrapped her arms around one of his. "We've gotta start bringing Lady so we can ride her everywhere."
"No."
"What was the deathclaw incident?"
Nova grinned and Nick let out a sigh. This was going to be a long trip.
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fluffandlove · 7 years
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Hey, I'm glad to see you're gonna be okay. I think you deserve a nice big hug for getting through all that... and maaaaaaaybe some tickle fingers ~
Hewwo, you nice person you~! ☆
Ugh, yes, hugs would be nice *-* I’m always such a slut for hugs asdlfksdfasd 
And I got some tickles this week ;~; And kisses, like, I may or may not ended up in crush friend’s room, making out for two hours in the middle of the night, combined with tickles WOOOOOOPS oh help 
Gonna put it under a read-more LOL 
This week some dudes who work for the newspaper visited our school and taught us how to read a Japanese newspaper (nothing new, because literally the only thing stopping us from reading it is the massive amount of kanji nghghghghh) 
At the end of this class, we were asked to take a picture with them and girl friend and I were the ones in front, cause we’re short and were asked to hold one end of the newspaper each. When we did, I felt something crawling up my back so, thinking it was a spider or some shit, I reach for it to smack it, but I feel a hand. That same hand simply crawled up higher and continued to tickle my back aosidufdjskfasd I look over my shoulder and see crush friend grinning down at me 
AND THIS ALL HAPPENED WHILE OUR HOMEROOM TEACHER WAS ABOUT TO TAKE THE PICTURE. My body started squirming cause that asshole was now wiggling his fingers between my shoulder blades and oh my god, I couldn’t reach his hand. I hissed at him to quit it they’re taking our fucking picture but he just laughed and continued 
“All right, taking the picture, please look at the camera!” our teacher called out and I was giggling like a fucking idiot because he was squeezing lightly around my shoulders while wiggling his fingers that asshole 
the picture was taken and I probably look like an idiot cause I was literally about to sink through my knees at that point and crush friend stopped instantly. 
“Asshole.” I shoved him and he just laughed harder and we went back to our seats. I casually ignored girl friend who asked why I was so red hA 
That same day we went to a baseball game (which was pretty awesome omg) and when we got on the bus, we met up with our teachers who got on at a later stop. Now I don’t know why, but girl friend was sitting next to me and started poking my sides out of the blue 
so I squeaked and curled up, BUT OTHER GIRL FRIEND WAS SITTING BEHIND ME AND WENT FOR MY NECK AND CRUSH FRIEND WHO WAS SITTING NEXT TO HER STARTED RUNNING HIS FINGERS OVER MY BACK OH MY GOD AILKSFDFLSKFS 
The teachers started laughing and watched me half-trying to smack their hands away, half-squirming out of my seat. One teacher said I should run, but then crush friend said, “No, wait, I got it… You gotta do it like this.”Cue him running the tips of his fingers down my back reeeaaaal gently and that made me squeal so loudly that everyone burst out laughing and I quickly doubled over to hide my face BYE 
Time skip forward to the day before yesterday where a few of us were sitting in the upstairs lobby, drinking and laughing. Crush friend started tickling my sides at some random point so I shuffled backwards to other guy friend who simply grabbed both of my wrists and lifted them up with an evil laugh
Crush friend then proceeded to wiggle his fingers under my shirt and I kinda fell off the couch u feel Guy friend just went, “Yaaaasss, torture her goood!” aAFKJSDFLASDJFKASDFAK
Around 3am (and we had class the next day lol), crush friend said he’d go to the bathroom for a bit and he patted my shoulder, “And you should get to bed.”“I don’t wannaaaaaa”“Well, since you’re already following me downstairs, you could just join me in my room for a while.” We were both pretty close to drunk haaahaaaa, which is always dangerous for us. My room’s the other way, I was about to go there, but when he was unlocking his room, he jokingly said, “… What, you’re not coming?” 
I shrugged and followed him to his room. I was waiting at the door while he went to the bathroom and after he was done, we hugged. Now I dunno what happened, but apparently I bumped into the light switch and the lights were turned off, BUT I DIDN’T NOTICE CAUSE I HAD MY FACE BURIED IN HIS CHEST 
“… Jo.”“Yes.”“Why’d you turn off the lights?”“… I did?” He burst out laughing and hugged me closer. “Yeah, you did. I thought it was some kind of hint, or some shit.”“It could be. Even though I did it accidentally.” He hummed, gently let go, went to close the curtains and sat on the bed. I took a few steps until I was standing in front of him and he laid his head on my chest. It was super dark and I could barely see, so I kept my eyes closed most of the time 
“If you stay here…”“I’ll be fine.”“You sure?” “Yeah.”  I honestly felt like I was in a movie once again because he groaned, took my waist and pulled me on top of him. At first we just hugged but then he started nudging my jaw with his nose and we ended up kissing. His hands went under my shirt and started caressing and massaging my back 
I remember it tickling like crazy when he used super gentle touches and I gasped softly, my back twitching. So his hand stilled, “What? You okay??” he whispered, slightly panicked “Sorrythattickled,” I mumbled, totally embarrassed because I felt like I had ruined the moment “Oh, sorry.” and he pulled his hand out of my shirt but that didn’t really matter cause a few moments later it was back again after we started kissing again 
I remember this one part in which he pushed himself up, so I was sitting on his lap and he held me so very tightly, hand on the back of my neck, fingers in my hair and continuously asking if I was okay in between kisses. And after that, he growled against my neck and turned me around, pushing me back on the bed so I was on my back and he was leaning over me. 
We communicated non-stop and I honestly couldn’t have asked for a better guy at that point. His hand also went for my thigh after about an hour or so, which also tickled like crazy actually, especially when he was tracing the bone and kissing my jaw. Or the part where he caressed my sides and ribs and I asuidjfksdlfasdjlfiksdfsdfjklsdfsd god goddddddd
I fucking scared him every time my body shifted and I gasped, fuuuuuhuuuuckkk 
“We have school in like six hours,” I mumbled at some random point “Let’s just both skip school,” he whispered against my lips. “I could do this all night.” “Yeah, me, too, but-” then he kissed me real quick, squeezing my side “Then what?”“… Never mind.” “Good.” yeah i’m weak, I know 
Around 5am, yes I shit you not, we lay there, kinda out of breath and he laid an arm over my torso. “It’s late. Just sleep here.”  The sun had started to come up because I could see light through the curtains like shiiiiiit I was both awake and tired at the same time. I easily could’ve continued kissing him endlessly, but I knew we had to sleep. He lent me a shirt that reached my thighs eeeeeppp and we went to sleep. 
I woke up around 8 and was about to go the bathroom, but apparently I had woken him up cause his arm around my waist tightened. “Will you be back?”“… I just need to pee,” I chuckled “Oh, okay” and he turned around and went back to sleep 
In the end he did go to class and I went back to my own room to get some more sleep hueeee 
I can’t believe all of that actually happened holy shit 
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