figuring out whether or not you're really aro/ace or just a very aware and skittish person is like a special kind of hell. like i think purgatory might just be me having conversations like "well i think i'd be okay with having a romantic relationship and having sex with a hypothetical partner but i'm not interested in doing all the performative bullshit that comes with dating and it's exhausting trying to find anyone who's okay with someone so inexperienced and unsure and i have such a strange way of showing affection and nobody showed me what intimacy or flirting was when i was young which i'm simultaneously grateful for and resentful of because now i'm an adult who's never kissed anybody but at least i had good grades and friends in high school anyway yeah if the interesting guy from class decides to ask me out i'd say yes but i'd feel like throwing up the whole time so what does that say about me"
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Sometimes I'm ok in life, then I remember that both Arthur Pendragon's parents died on his birthday
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This Is How I Disappear live @ Barclays Center in NYC 9/10/22 [x]
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i tried listening to ttpd because i wanted to judge it fairly, and now i understand why she named it that way. it’s because we’re the tor/tured po/ets forced to listen to the same flavorless melody over and over and over and over and over again accompanied by subpar lyricism. in other words, this album is so boring and bad, i couldn’t finish it
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my chest Physically clenches when i read about right person wrong time with bkg. i’m literally sick n gonna puke.
it's sooooooo rough !!! 🥺 i've been thinking about it so much lately !!! do we think he gives it a shot ? 🥺 as if he feels like he has to try ? 🥺 or does he not want to touch and ruin something so delicate ? 🥺 WAAAAHHHH
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New fear unlocked: the bittersweet ending of The Bad Batch isn't Omega going off to train, it's them realizing that Tech is CX-2 but there's nothing they can do to bring him back
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something something percabeth
something something history always repeats itself-
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thinking about ROUND 6 literally makes my stomach churn I'm losing appetite
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Returning to painful loneliness after hanging out with your fp for an extended period of time
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Fernando, 2017: "It's a yoke!"
Lance, 2024: "It's a joke!"
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