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#(and also why i'm absolute shit at expressing affection in a serious heartfelt manner but whatever)
musicallisto
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3 years
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i would like to reiterate that nina zenik and matthias helvar are the only reason i am still sane and capable of human emotion
#i don't think i have yelled enough about them. have i yelled enough about them?
#THEIR INDIVIDUAL PERSONALITIES
#THEIR CHARACTER GROWTH
#MATTHIAS (DEROGATORY) MADE ME GO THROUGH A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS IN THE BOOK AND I HAVEN'T RECOVERED.
#AND NINA IS TOO POWERFUL AND SO STRONG AND AMAZING. I CAN'T DEAL.
#she reminds me so much of me. i don't think i have actually elaborated on why i love nina so much.
#she's so unapologetic. loud obnoxious and confident. she's brash funny and flirty. she makes jokes and she's exhausting.
#she's everything that i am. or that i at least wish to be.
#and oftentimes this type of character is The Best Friend. you know? the one who drags the Plain Main Character to parties and stuff
#and doesn't have a life outside of being The Sidekick. doesn't get a character arc or much depth...
#and all my life reading ya lit i was convinced that brash girls are the Best Friend and nothing more.
#they are the lively counterpart to a timid main character and only ever serve the purpose to be their crutch. and give them cool outfits.
#so all my life i thought i was the sidekick in my own life; i was second best in my own skin
#but then nina came and the way she was handled - not like a side character here to assist the heroine and disappear
#but as a HEROINE herself. as a MAIN character. with flaws and development and a romance subplot
#and i just saw so much of myself in her personality and went hey! i can be badass too! i'm not a crutch! to anyone!
#also i am kind of confined to this role of the Happy Friend. you know? super hyper and enthusiastic and hilarious.
#and i'm not really allowed to be sad. or vulnerable. it's others who count on me for me to cheer them up not the other way around
#(and also why i'm absolute shit at expressing affection in a serious heartfelt manner but whatever)
#and that sounds more like jesper and i resonate with jesper as well but
#nina being a girl + all the random little things about her
#(her sweet tooth and appetite; the fact she's v good with languages)
#(how she's curvy as well which made me feel better about my body - and im literally skinny so yay beauty standards)
#(how she likes blond men AGAINST HER WILL (it's too funny))
#i just love her. that's all
#shadow and bone
#six of crows
#nina zenik
#clara tais toi
#helnik
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