Beginnings Comic 41
I will say, be wary of this one, it's a little violent... If you don't like depiction of blood, maybe skip this one. I'll put a TLDR at the end :)
Thing's just got a little violent...
When I first posted this to my friends on discord they hated me for a while haha... Probably deserved for the angst I constantly joke about putting them through.
TLDR: Red sticks his explosive shurikens into Corrupt's eye, he tries to run a safe distance to detonate them, when Corrupt grabs Red's arm with a tendril and pulls him close. Red is unable to detonate the bombs being so close by, and so Corrupt starts attacking the grappled Red, getting caught up in the blood-lust, his eyes widen as he realizes he has gouged one of Red's eyes out, he drops Red and steps back, in his stunned shock he doesn't move as Pink rushes forward and slams her hammer into him, projecting him into the air, where Red detonates the bombs, causing Corrupt to be blown up.
TLDR for the TLDR: Corrupt gouges out Red's eye, Pink hits Corrupt away, Red blows Corrupt up.
Hope you'll forgive me cus uh- it doesn't get better.
OKAY ENJOY :]
<3
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Fuck it have some poetry.
If someone asked me if I'm sad about something I would say no
but that is nothing but a fake set of letters
like a wolf among sheep
it is among the rest hiding behind a mask
a facade
I mask my sorrows
people ask how can you still be happy
what they don't know is that I'm falling apart
I'm trying to glue myself back together
like a child who wants to fix a broken vase
I'm happy I'm sad I'm angry
I'm… confused
like a swirling vortex
my thoughts go down and down
Spinning
turning
twisting
and yet the lies they stay I'm happy
I want to appear happy
I want to be the strong one
the one that people look to in times of need
and who do I rely on in my times of need
no one but myself I bottle it all up like pressure building in a soda can
Till all just breaks and bursts the dam
I'm broken I'm sad I'm confused
I'm not perfect I'm not happy I am just as sad
as you but I want you to lean on me when you're sad.
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I've been fantasizing about suicide and my own death and having the urge to self harm and mutilate myself every single fucking day. It's always on my mind lately...only a matter of time until i give in.
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i cant get an inhaler i cant get to a doctor i cant breathe without pain enough to sleep unless i take a lot of benadryl my stomach never got looked at cuz i cant afford to get to any doctors that take my insurance i got a new job and for what
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And here I am..lying here at 2am on my 27th birthday.
Eyes streaming.. wondering what this thing called life is all about and what another year of life is going to bring.
I thought it would've gotten better by now..but honestly all I'm thinking about is treating myself to a new bl4de in a few hours when shops open.
Fxck.
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Self reminder not to tell my insecurities out loud, they're gonna hate me anyway, let's not give them more reasons to...
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lol like when? my life has gone downhill since 2012 and it's not getting any better. At this point I am just surviving and waiting for the moment I dont have to suffer anymore. I barely have any fight left in me and I dont have motivation or drive to do anything anymore. I just lay in bed all day as life passes me by. I have nothing to look forward to or be happy about. I even lost interest in my hobbies. Nothing makes me happy. im just here existing and surviving. thats it. thats all. the only thing that makes me feel any semblance of happiness is when i sleep so i dont have to be awake to hurt. i dont wish this pain on anyone. not even the people who ripped my heart out and tore it to shreds.
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