#(of course you can't arrange shit during a pandemic. everything is uncertain. I'm normally already bad at this stuff)

[thenwethrowitonthefire]

tw anxious tag rant

#i need to book a plane ticket. i need to have my plane ticket. I'm freaking out #I'm not feeling ok. but i have to wait until some time tomorrow to book. #my anxiety is through the roof. distractions no longer work... (but I'll still try) #things are At Stake TM #everything next month needs to happen. it's suddenly too close. too soon. #i went from 'not excited because i don't believe it's happening' to 'I'm going to die shiit why did i not arrange it sooner!!!!' #(of course you can't arrange shit during a pandemic. everything is uncertain. I'm normally already bad at this stuff) #send help #this week is a lot. depression was hitting hard. trauma slapped me in the face. and now I'm this stressed. #... I'm at least grateful i could sleep last night. if this feeling persists i won't sleep for a week