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#(which is fucking hilarious ofc its a dream ive never had casual sex in my life)
bluehairedspidey · 3 years
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had a dream that another twink i was attracted to turned out to be a trans woman and made me question my sexuality,,, by talos this can't be happening again,,,,,
#blog#to clarify the first instance was very much not a dream she came out in like june and i love her very dear friend <3#THIS person is not out as a trans woman in real life tho#yet ;)#gotta hit em with the beam™#to be fair i Think they use he/they pronouns so idk if theyre exactly a cis man either#but yeah in the dream it was like we were at a party and like i knew it was them but idk if they knew me/knew it was me#and i think we were like flirting and about to hook up?#(which is fucking hilarious ofc its a dream ive never had casual sex in my life)#but then i think i like. idek but i was somehow given the knowledge that i think they were a lesbian#(again not true in real life as far as i know)#and i was like hold up. i know youre a girl and im fine with probably having to reevaluate my status as a gay man if we go thru with this#do You know im Not a girl and are you okay with that?#and then i either woke up or the dream changed idk but that part of the dream ended so idk what happened after that 😔#but anyways. it is. a little funny at this point the amount of trans women and like not male aligned enbys ive possibly been attracted to#like its not a LOT#especially considering theres multiple people where its like theyre not Actually out as trans women but like#theres some Signs so it might be a possibility yknow#but like#its ENOUGH#i feel like its definitely confounded tho by the fact that like#am i Attracted to you#or do i just think youre pretty and nice and like the gender youve got going on and feel closer to u bc of trans solidarity and all that#so yeah at this point who knows#especially since i also havent remotely tried to pursue any relationships with any of them and am not completely sure if i want to or not#oh well#at least queer and gay as umbrella terms will always be there for me 👍#hjklkjhgdsdfghj this got really long lmao
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