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#* &. our safe haven / verse 7: alexandria.
careol · 6 months
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@agcntmobius said: “ do i ask questions or do i just help you clean up all this blood? ” for twd verse obviously
               really   it   wasn’t   her   job,   but   given   what   had   happened?      she   feels   bad,   and   a   little   bit   guilty   too.      her   neighbor   had   not   deserved   such   a   brutal   assault,   none   of   the   alexandrians   did.      even   though   carol   was   still   suspicious   at   times,   no   one   deserved   to   be   slaughtered   in   the   way   erin   had   been.      to   be   sliced   open   and   left   for   dead…      carol   had   made   sure   her   suffering   was   ended   quick.      a   knife   through   her   skull   and   she   was   gone.      the   battle   that   had   followed   was   taxing   on   her   already   fragile   mental   state.      thankfully   the   wolves   had   been   defeated,   and   alexandria,   for   the   time   being,   was   safe   again.      who   knew   how   long   that   safety   would   last   though?
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               blood   still   coated   her   hands,   and   the   remnants   of   the   w   on   her   forehead   still   remained.      she   hadn’t   cleaned   herself   up   yet,   couldn’t   bring   herself   too.      instead   she   decided   to   try   cleaning   off   the   blood   from   what   used   to   be   erin’s   front   steps.      she   had   a   bucket   and   some   rags,   and   was   about   to   start   when   the   man   appeared   behind   her   and   spoke.      head   turned,   looking   over   her   shoulder   at   him   with   a   slight   frown.      ❝   it’s   obvious,   isn’t   it?      a   wolf   killed   erin   right   on   her   front   steps.      we   can’t   just   leave   it   like   this.   ❞
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careol-arc · 2 years
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@chamblrs​​    ♡
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               ❝   it’s   nothing   a   little   advil   won’t   fix.   ❞      carol   spoke   softly,   hand   rubbing   her   back.      she   has   actually   suffered   WORSE   at   the   hands   of   a   man.      though   being   body   slammed   onto   a   concrete   floor   was   definitely   NEW.      still,   the   pain   wasn’t   nearly   as   bad   as   some   of   the   things   she’d   suffered   from   ed.      really,   it   knocked   the   wind   out   of   her   more   than   anything.      well   actually   it   FULLY   knocked   her   out,   but   she   was   up   and   moving   now.      ❝   we   need   to   focus   on   denise,   and   that   wolf.      i   don’t   think   he’ll   kill   her,   NOT   YET   anyway.      but   there   is   no   way   we’ll   get   safely   out   of   here   with   all   those   walkers   out   there.   ❞
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careol · 6 months
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               really?      that���s   really   what   he   wants   to   say   to   her   right   now   while   she’s   holding   a   knife?      granted   it’s   a   butter   knife,   but   she   could   still   do   some   hardcore   damage   with   it   if   she’s   determined   enough.      lucky   for   him   she   isn’t   in   a   murderous   mood   today…      ❝   you’re   in   my   kitchen   right   now,   i’m   surrounded   by   a   lot   of   sharp   objects.      that   really   what   you   want   to   start   with   kid?   ❞      carol   knows   its   harmless   fun.      tensions   have   finally   settled   after   the   incident   with   pete,   but   she’s   still   keeping   up   that   facade   of   happy   homemaker.      still   doesn’t   know   who   she   can   trust   here,   who   she   can   be   herself   around.      plus   maybe   she   just   needs   the   distraction,   to   distance   herself   from   who   she   had   been   becoming.      ❝   i   have   no   interest   in   tobin,   okay?      so   you   can   drop   the   whole   sitting   in   a   tree   routine.   ❞
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careol · 9 months
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@merlexxdixon cont. from here.
               carol   has   her   fair   share   of   scars   on   her   body.      most,   if   not   all   are   a   product   of   ed.      the   few   that   aren’t   are   product   of   this   new   world   they   have   the   live   in.      ❝   don’t   worry,   he’s   dead.   ❞      she   needs   to   stop   that   train   of   thought   before   it   goes   too   far.      there   was   no   reason   to   get   worked   up   and   angry   over   a   dead   man.      that   bastard   husband   of   hers   had   no   hold   over   her   anymore.
               but   that’s   not   entirely   true,   is   it?
               words   have   done   more   damage   than   any   hand   or   belt   could   do.      it’s   that   which   sticks   with   her   more   than   the   scars.      the   scars   she   can   forget   are   there,   but   the   insults   hurled   towards   her?      the   daily   degrading   words?      those   seem   to   be   forever.      she   hears   him   still,   not   as   often   as   she   used   to,   but   every   now   and   then   when   she   makes   a   mistake   or   she   hesitates.      useless   cow,   stupid   bitch,   ugly   whore…      all   those   words   swarm   in   her   mind   in   those   moments   and   cause   a   sense   of   self   doubt.      it   doesn’t   last   long,   but   the   fact   it   exists   at   all   is   what   upsets   her   most.
               ❝   the   things   he   would   say   to   me   are   far   worse   than   any   beating   he   ever   gave.   ❞      hand   reaches   back   to   lightly   touch   his   arm.      just   to   connect,   to   know   he’s   there.      ❝   i   know,   though.      i   know   none   of   what   he   said   to   me   was   ever   true.      it   was   all   just   the   facade   of   a   weak,   cowardly   man   who   knew   he   didn’t   have   a   chance   with   any   woman   unless   he   forced   her   into   submission.      you   weren’t   there,   but   when   he   died?      i   swung   that   pick   axe   into   his   head   until   it   was   nothing   but   a   pile   of   mush.      just   wish   i   could’ve   done   that   to   him   when   he   was   alive…   ❞      she   turns   to   merle   then,   brows   furrowed.      ❝   does   that   make   me   a   monster?   ❞
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careol · 6 months
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@janessaives said: ❛ so basically this means we can’t do anything ? ❜
               eyes   stare   out   into   the   growing   darkness,   the   silhouettes   of   dozens   upon   dozens   of   infected   passing   her   field   of   vision.      alexandria   is   overrun,   and   they   are   split   up   and   stuck   in   various   parts   of   the   community.      weapons   are   still   locked   up,   they   have   nothing.      at   least   not   enough   to   take   care   of   the   problem   outside.      not   unless   they   want   to   lose   over   half   of   their   people.      carol   for   one   does   not   want   that.      they’ve   already   lost   too   much   after   the   wolves   attacked.      speaking   of   the   wolves,   she   still   can’t   belief   morgan   has   one   here.      after   what   they   pulled,   he   thinks   they   can   change?      people   like   that   are   too   far   gone.      it   was   useless,   but   some   people   just   aren’t   willing   to   listen   to   reason.
               gaze   shifts   to   the   side   to   glance   at   the   girl   next   to   her.      she’s   still   fairly   new   here,   but   she   has   proven   to   be   a   formidable   force.      carol   doesn’t   know   whether   to   consider   it   impressive   or   sad.      ❝   unfortunately   no.      we’re   stuck.      we   go   out   there   we   end   up   walker   food.   ❞      it   frustrates   her   too,   just   sitting   here,   unable   to   help,   unable   to   save   her   family.      they   have   no   idea   the   state   of   the   others,   and   some   are   still   missing.      daryl,   sasha   and   abraham   hadn’t   returned,   and   carol   just   prays   that   they   are   okay.      glenn   was   missing,   presumed   dead   by   many.      carol   is   not   so   sure,   she’s   seen   him   get   out   of   many   tricky   situations.
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               ❝   that   is   if   we   don’t   end   up   dead   in   here.      i   don’t   care   what   morgan   says…      there   is   no   reform   in   someone   like   that.      he   will   get   us   killed   if   we   don’t   kill   that   wolf   first.   ❞
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careol · 11 months
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@left2mourn + nova
               it   had   been   all   to   easy   to   slip   back   into   former   behavior.      pretending   like   she   didn’t   know   how   to   survive,   that   she   was   simply   a   meek   little   housewife   who   missed   her   husband.      that   couldn’t   be   further   from   the   truth,   but   until   these   people   and   this   place   gain   her   trust?      that’s   who   she   needs   to   be.      the   floral   blouses   are   awful,   but   necessary   to   portray   the   part   she’s   playing.      in   her   hand   is   a   casserole   dish,   it’s   contents   a   delicious   spaghetti   bake.      her   job   was   to   feed   the   elderly,   but   this   dish   in   particular   was   for   the   house   next   door.      like   a   thank   you   for   welcoming   them   to   the   neighborhood   sort   of   thing.      it   was   also   a   way   for   carol   to   possibly   get   some   inside   information,   and   find   any   weak   points   this   place   may   be   hiding.
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               ❝   hello!   ❞      tone   is   overly   cheerful   as   the   door   to   the   neighboring   house   opens.      ❝   i’m   carol,   one   of   your   new   neighbors.      i   thought   i’d   bring   over   a   little   offering,   like   an   olive   branch   if   you   will.      i   understand   it   might   take   the   community   time   to   get   used   to   new   people,   i   thought   i’d   just   try   and   help   our   case!   ❞
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careol · 2 months
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@crownslip cont. from here.
               the   situation   was   not   ideal,   not   to   carol   anyway.      it   had   been   a   ruse,   the   two   of   them   going   beyond   the   gates.      to   supposedly   help   her   learn   to   shoot.      obviously   (   but   unknown   to   the   rest   of   alexandria   )   she   needed   no   help,   in   fact   she   might   even   be   a   better   shot   than   most   of   their   group.      carol   didn’t   need   to   train,   but   she   had   needed   to   get   out   of   those   walls.      playing   the   housewife   role   could   be   a   daunting   task,   all   that   socializing   and   pretending   to   be   sweet.      she’d   been   sick   of   it   that   day,   hence   the   fake   scenario   created.
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               of   course,   simple   outings   are   never   really   that   simple,   are   they?      of   course   they   got   into   trouble,   a   wrong   turn   leading   them   straight   to   a   large   herd.      maybe   they   could   run,   actually   they   probably   should,   but   they   couldn’t   leave   this   number   of   walkers   out   and   about.      what   if   they   came   across   alexandria?      as   much   as   she   doesn’t   trust   that   place,   it   is   home   now.      they   can’t   have   their   home   overrun   again.      ❝   stealth   would   only   work   for   a   few.      they’d   notice   us   anyway.      we   might   as   well   just   go   for   it.   ❞      and   pray   to   whoever   they   don’t   die   in   the   process.
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careol · 9 months
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@burketm said: don't baby me.
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               don’t   baby   him?      is   that   what   he   thought   she   was   doing?      in   carol’s   eyes   it   was   the   opposite,   she   was   actually   treating   him   as   she   would   anyone   who   pissed   her   off.      maybe   the   fact   he   was   young   did   make   her   push   a   little   more,   but   only   because   she   was   tired   of   seeing   kids   die.      it   was   like   any   youth   she   came   across   eventually   ended   up   dead.      often   times   carol   wondered   if   she   was   cursed.      since   coming   to   alexandria,   she’s   tried   a   different   approach.      cold   and   distant.      it   wasn’t   working   with   sam,   so   why   would   it   work   for   elijah   right?      ❝   then   maybe   don’t   piss   me   off   and   i   won’t   have   to   scold   you   like   one.   ❞
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careol · 9 months
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@devilcrowns said: “ if you're trying to impress me, it worked. ” — from anwyn !
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               chest   heaved   and   her   arm   ached.      she   was   too   old   for   this   shit   honestly,   but   she   also   wasn’t   about   to   give   up   and   let   the   dead   take   her.      the   machete   in   her   hand   was   dripping   with   blood   from   the   small   herd   she’d   just   taken   out.      she   casts   a   glance   over   her   shoulder,   tired   and   quite   frankly   annoyed   at   the   moment.      mostly   she’s   annoyed   because   not   only   is   her   weapon   caked   in   blood,   but   herself   as   well.      there   were   blood   splatters   across   her   cheeks,   and   arms   were   sticky   with   a   mix   of   sweat   and   walker   blood.      yet   the   one   behind   her   barely   had   a   speck   on   her.      ❝   i’m   not   trying   to   do   anything   but   keep   living.      you   could’ve   helped.   ❞
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careol · 9 months
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@devilcrowns said: “ you are strangely pleasant to work with. ” — from frankie !
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               a   brow   raises.      should   she   take   that   as   a   compliment,   or   an   insult?      she   likes   to   hope   she’s   not   completely   unbearable   to   work   with,   but   she   knows   she   can   be   hard   headed   at   times.      she   had   all   the   makings   of   a   leader,   she   just   chose   not   to   be   one.      she’s   a   lot   like   daryl   in   that   sense.      in   fact,   sometimes   carol   wonders   if   her   personality   had   been   molded   from   his   own.      ❝   should   i   be   saying   thank   you?      or…   ❞
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careol · 10 months
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@wingfells cont. from here.
               well,   at   least   he   still   has   his   colorful   language   right?      it   amazed   her   sometimes,   the   creative   curses   he   came   up   with.      this   situation   was   as   good   as   any   to   pull   them   out   too.      wouldn’t   it   be   nice   if   a   run   went   according   to   plan,   just   once   in   their   lives?      carol   wonders   why   something   always   has   to   go   wrong.      did   they   not   deserve   a   break?      head   nods,   and   she   follows   after   him,   knife   gripped   tight   in   her   hand.      around   the   corner   a   walker   comes   face   to   face   with   her,   and   she’s   quick   to   plunge   the   blade   deep   in   it’s   skull.      blood   sprays   on   her   face   as   she   yanks   the   knife   out,   but   she   doesn’t   have   time   to   think   about   it.      not   until   they’ve   entered   the   abandoned   boutique.      she   scans   the   immediate   area,   and   points   to   a   display   table   that   they   can   move   in   front   of   the   door.      it   was   heavy   enough   that   it   would   stop   the   walkers,   at   least   until   they   found   an   escape   route.
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               breath   is   taken   when   all   is   finally   quiet.      well,   not   quiet,   as   the   groans   and   thuds   of   the   walkers   outside   the   shop   still   sound,   but   quiet   enough   action   wise   that   they   can   take   a   second   to   catch   their   breath.      ❝   they   never   cease   to   show   up   at   the   worst   times,   huh?   ❞      reaching   in   her   pocket   she   pulls   out   a   rag,   using   it   to   wipe   the   flecks   of   blood   from   her   face.      ❝   just   a   constant   middle   finger   from   god   or   whatever   runs   the   universe.   ❞
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careol · 10 months
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@wingfells cont. from here.
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               ❝   you   do   realize   the   whole   point   of   being   a   spy   is   to   not   be   seen?      nevermind   chatting   it   up   with   the   subject.   ❞      this   so   called   mission   was   for   purely   selfish   reasons   on   carol’s   part.      she’d   been   caught   in   the   pantry,   and   had   to   make   some   excuse   as   to   why   she   was   there.      the   reality   is   she   was   trying   to   steal   more   chocolate   for   herself.      she   had   enlisted   the   help   of   carl,   hoping   he   could   keep   an   eye   on   olivia   without   being   detected   and   let   carol   know   when   it   was   safe   to   make   a   move.      ❝   what   did   you   even   say   to   her?      you   better   not   have   blown   my   own   cover   or   you’re   grounded.   ❞      as   if   she   has   the   authority   to   make   that   call.
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careol · 11 months
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@herleads cont. from here.
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               it   does   cause   her   heart   to   ache,   the   memory   of   lori   and   that   day.      everyone   being   split   up,   t-dog   sacrificing   himself   so   carol   could   live.      she   often   wonders   if   the   outcome   would’ve   been   different   if   she’d   been   with   lori.      not   that   she’d   had   the   most   practice   with   c-sections,   but   would   it   have   made   a   difference?      it’s   a   dangerous   train   of   thought   to   get   lost   on,   so   she   brings   herself   back   to   the   moment.      ❝   oh   sweetheart…   ❞      there   is   one   thing   carol   is   certain   of,   and   that’s   how   proud   lori   would   be   of   her   son.      ❝   you’ve   been   making   her   proud   all   along.      you   didn’t   shut   down,   you   didn’t   once   look   at   judith   and   blame   her.      i   know   how   easy   it   could’ve   been   to   place   blame   for   lori   on   her.   ❞      a   gentle   hand   is   placed   on   his   shoulder.      ❝   you   soldiered   on.      you   kept   going,   you   kept   judith   and   your   dad   safe.      you’ve   been   doing   exactly   what   she   would   have   wanted.   ❞
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careol · 11 months
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feat. rosita espinosa.
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               she’s   sore,   but   she’ll   live.      she’s   pissed   off   too,   but   she’ll   get   over   it.      might   hold   a   grudge   for   a   while,   but   who   wouldn’t   after   being   slammed   onto   concrete   by   someone   who   was   supposed   to   be   on   your   side?      she   knows   rosita   shares   in   her   anger,   but   the   reality   was   there   isn’t   anything   they   could   do.      it   was   in   the   past,   and   honestly?      carol   didn’t   want   the   fight.      they’d   all   fought   enough   in   the   past   few   hours   hadn’t   they?      between   her   and   morgan,   and   the   wolves,   and   then   the   dead,   they’d   had   their   fair   share   of   battles.      fingers   rub   over   her   eyes,   they’re   all   tired,   but   work   still   needed   to   be   done.      the   walls   wouldn’t   repair   themselves.      ❝   let   me   help   you.      wherever   you   need   me,   just   say.   ❞
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careol · 11 months
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careol-arc · 2 years
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@wexarethewalkingxdead​​    ♡   →   rick.
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               ❝   that’s   not   a   good   idea.   ❞      spoken   from   behind   him,   she   slowly   comes   to   stand   by   his   side.      she’d   SEEN   the   way   he   was   STARING   at   doctors   wife,   and   it   was   just   an   overall   BAD   IDEA.      it   was   never   good   to   go   after   a   married   woman.      it   just   made   things   COMPLICATED.      things   were   ALREADY   complicated   enough   for   the   group   right   now.      ❝   you   ask   me,   you   should   stick   to   SINGLE   women,   rick.   ❞      smirks,   as   she   playfully   bumps   is   arm   with   her   own.
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