#*crying intensifies*

[thegodthief]

Yesterday, I found context for a pivotal vision that happened over twenty years ago. Information that my Protestant upbringing and "training" would never have provided because it would never have been accepted. Information that in hindsight explains so damn much about what happened in that vision and immediately after.

And I wonder what would have happened if I had that information then.

What would have happened if it had been recognized what I was going through as a child and young adult, then.

If instead of condemning me as demonic from the start because of my gender and ethnicities and trying to beat the glory from me, that they recognized Grace and tried to teach me how to live with this mantle instead.

If I was seen as a person and not a vessel.

What if the context was known then.

I would not have walked away that day.

But I wonder, how much longer would I have lived and would it have been a life worth living?

#crying intensifies

[221bluescarf]

I need to shower I need to change my clothes I need to clean my bathroom I need to change my bedsheets I need to be an adult I need to

#221bluescarf.txt #crying intensifies

[cupuasu]

Im gonna cry my urbanism groupmates were checking up on me because ive been quiet as hell since last week (because ive been too depressed and did very little on my part) and i told them the truth and they were all worried and asked what should they do to help

#crying intensifies

[davidtennan-t]

3 DAYS UNTIL THEY COME BACK TO US

#screaming crying throwing up levels intensifying #david tennant #tenth doctor #doctor who #donna noble #dt #catherine tate #fourteenth doctor #ten x donna #fourteen x Donna

[adm-starblitzsteel-4305]

Me after watching the second trailer of GxK:

HOLD MY BEER GUYS CUZ......

SHE'S HERE!!!!!!!!!!

I KNEW IT!!!!!!!! IT'S MOTHRA!!!!!!!!!!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

#*SQUEALING INTENSIFIED 1 MILLION TIMES* #I'M FUCKING HAPPY AND CRYING THEN I'M FUCKING LAUGHING WITH TEARS OF JOY AND I'M FUCKING JUMP MY ASS OFF #MOTHRA OUR QUEEN OF THE MONSTERS IS FUCKING HERE!!!! #I GOT A BETTER VIEW OF JIA'S EYES AND I AM FUCKING LUCKY #ARE YOU HAPPY?!?!?!?!?! CUZ I AM!!!!!! #MORE MOTHRA PLEASE MORE MOTHRA!!!!!!!!!! #godzilla #godzilla x kong: the new empire #gxk #mothra #monsterverse #jia #trailer #PLEASE PRAY FOR HER PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!!!!!!! #I AM POSITIVE NOW!!!!!!!

[just-a-nibble]

I like the analysis people have made that Astarion would not peel an orange for you because it would get his nails dirty and he cares about his nails so much because of the traumatic experience of being locked away for a year.

But I also prefer to imagine that he would have refused to peel the orange for you because it would get his nails dirty even before turning into a vampire because he just cares about his appearance like that.

#I think Astarion always cared about his appearance including his nails #and yes the one year locked away probably intensified that part of him #but also I don't wanna cry every time I think about the orange question #astarion #astarion ancunin #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #bg3 astarion

[unabashednightmarepizza]

Excuse me and my sis for crying because of Good Omens as I curse shit at Azi... She just watched and finished the second season, now I'm trying to console her while being like this:

#good omens x reader #good omens #good omens imagine #crowley x aziraphale x reader #crowley x reader #crowley x aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #aziraphel #Look #Azi Iove you really #but even I'm not dense #I mean #*crying intensifies* #we got what we wanted with the *SPOILER* Kiss #but at what cost #i feel empty #my life has no reason #so I'll be a little delulu and pretend everything is fine #AS I WRITR ANOTHER TRAUMATIC POLY! FIC FOR THEM #*EVIL LAUGH* #*flips a paper and points at the non-existent camera* I mean you know me #when I don't like something in a series #I create my own fic with even more trauma and angst

[laptopcius]

I loved EVERYTHING about my wedding in HS2 💙

I loved how beautiful my mc looked 💅

I loved how beautiful the wedding reception was ⚘️

I loved being surrounded by my friends and family even when I married someone they used to consider their mortal enemy

I loved dancing with my husband 💍

I adored Mammon's serenade and the rest of guests joining him 🎶

I was pleasently surprised by Amorite's design and rose that literally grew from love 🌹

And the wedding night was a cherry on top 🍒

#*ugly crying* #I loved this episoode #I spent so much on it and yet I have no regrets #and now Malbonte is officially mine BYE #*ugly crying intensifies* #romance club #heaven's secret 2 #rc hs 2

[kokiyoh]

“We Can't Change What's Done, We Can Only Move On”

#arthur morgan #procreate #rdr2 #arthur morgan rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #red dead redemption fanart #fanart #*crying intensifies* #arthur morgan fanart

[seyvia]

𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕦𝕟...

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#fable flickwick #this SONG #*crying intensifies* #o(TヘTo) #play testing pics #sims 4

[stupidbookworm]

My reaction to The Apothecary Diaries Light novel 8 Chapter 20 :

#the apothecary diaries #kusuriya no hitorigoto #light novel #knh spoilers #screaming crying throwing up #this isn't happening #IT VERY MUCH IS HAPPENING #*screaming intensifies* #jinshi #maomao #apothecary diaries

[yes-armageddon-it]

#pinterest reminded me of this live so I made some gifs :) #he is so pretty makes me want to cry #olli matela #bc #bc gif #boo <3 #the need to play with his hands is intensified #also..I love when his hair is fluffy 🥰💗💞💕

[lucyshypemaster]

there's a fraud among us

#ik everyone hates graphic novel jensi #but when you actually put official art jensi and graphic novel jensi side by side #that hatred intensifies #I can't stop laughing AND crying help #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #jensi babblos

[bleaksqueak]

Played around and touched up an old fanart painting last night as a wind down. I’d done this originally when coming out of a years-long personal art slump, so I went back to give it a fresh crop, some touch ups and some color adjustments more in line with my work. A fun little less-rust-more-art touchup.

#pu art #my art #dmc5 #devil may cry #the bloodborne vibes intensify #I love dumb goth characters I'm sorry #and this one is a Grade A Emo Dingus

[ainmunaqadh]

Mr Lance passed away when I didnt have my tablet with me. Soon as I got back to campus I immediately sprang into action to make a contribution even if it was rushed and messy.

Thank you Lance Reddick for 10 years of being Commander Zavala for me and everyone in the destiny community. Thank you for being there for us Guardians when we needed you most. Thank you for being the light shining in the darkness. Rest easy, Commander. We'll miss you. The city and its walls shall stand strong forevermore.

#my art #destiny 2 #destiny the game #zavala #lance reddick #guardian #*crying intensifies* #cayde-6 #too i guess

[lilbluebastard]

I don’t wanna finish the second to last episode……

I don’t wanna watch him die, because I know I’m gonna cry and I don’t like crying, makes me feel pathetic, I’m get so emotional over a character, who probably hold a door open for me , greet me and that’s it, he’ll tell me to pray to god and just feel bad for me because of how pathetic I am

I don’t wanna watch him die but I don’t wanna skip it…… he’s so good to be skipped pasted, damn you alucard! MAJOR! EVERYONE THAT GOD DAMN SERIES

(Except seras, pip, Yumiko/Yumie , heinkel and the innocent children and men an woman who passed)

#alexander anderson #hellsing ultimate #noooooo #I don’t wanna watch him die!! #*sobs violently* #*cries in a corner* #*sob* #*sniff sniff* #*crying intensifies* #ANDERSON! 🥺😭