#*drags him into my hole with me*

[ilsrevent]

the reason i am a Lawrence Girlie is, Personally, i think what’s wrong with him is so incredibly compelling. autistic disordered gay man who has very deliberately placed himself into a psychological torture chamber (heterosexual marriage and the non-stop performance of successful upper middle class white cishet neurotypical man) and bases his self worth on his ability to act like the psychological torture chamber is exactly where he wants to be and he feels so comfortable here and he is navigating it so extremely competently and he is doing the most convincing and compelling performance of Normal Man you’ve ever seen. the layers of repression and self-delusion and misery are insane. whereas what’s wrong with adam is literally just that he’s in his mid 20s

#scraps #this is not me saying adam is not a complex beloved character to me he is!! #but it’s also just like. that’s a type of guy i’m Intimately familiar. i’ve been that guy. all my friends have been that guy #this is why it’s so much fun for me to make him worse tbh. i know what dragging myself out of that hole looks like #now let’s see what happens when we keep digging #anyway! #saw

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Wes behind the scenes for the "Lie" Music Video

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#you know how in the song he sings NOW I'M BURNING ALIVE JUST LIKE YOU #well watching Wes in all his behind the scenes glory has me 🔥BURNING ALIVE🔥 #when I tell you this music video has a very special shrine in my heart i fucking mean it. so this bts stuff is like 🌽orn to me alright. #for one watching wes in his 'coon-eye make-up with the slutty smeared red lips and his wet hair and his painted body and those tight pants #🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵AND🥵 #second... I'm a big 'ol sucker for bts stuff from music videos to movies. any media really. so this was like a thanksgiving meal for me. #I love how he had his 'lil spray bottle to wet his hair with them little 💧squirt squirts💧Wes... where does one apply for this job? #I can keep ya hydrated. I got'chu boo. #it wouldn't be a wes post without some sort of silly facial expression from him. only he would rock a 🤪b4 being dragged on the floor. #Wes Borland #Black Light Burns #Industrial Rock #Alternative Metal #Music Video: Lie #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #down the rabbit hole #Wesley giving me that WAP on Wes Borland Wednesday

[oliviassunrise]

It is almost 11:00 on a work night, and all I want to do is stay up and watch this 2-hour long Fringe video essay.

#kayli talks #my husband being all responsible and going to bed at 8:30 #the nerve of him #I should be dragging him back down this rabbit hole with me #yesterday at lunch we got to talking about TV shows with a coworker #and he recommended it to her and was telling her all about it #then had the balls to come at me with ‘I promote Fringe more than you’ #SIR #I introduced it to you calm down

[seithr]

I understand the phrases about favourite characters like 'i want to put them in a petri dish and study him' or 'i need them to get in a cardboard box so i can shake it really hard' and i've applied it in the past here and there about my faves. but somehow when i say it about the fear and hunger guys its different. its like im only really feeling it now. also i need to shake this box harder

#d'arce cataliss and her cardinal sin of being dubiously gay/overly dedicated to her captain/lady knight. im sorry maam #get in the box i need you in stressful situations. character tailor made for my interest both Normal and Notnormal #cahara too. squeezing him like a stress ball. gnawing him. they'll survive it #fear and hunger #fear & hunger #fear and hunger: termina #AGAIN WARNING. This game contains scenes please @ my followers dont. dont worry about this #Armour clanking #enki get in the bug hole. ragnvaldr.. idunno. uh. king you belong in hotline miami im not gonna lie to you #don't get me wrong i like seeing them normal at last BUT. its about the feeling! im dragging cahara around like a dog with a big stick

[haunted-xander]

FF7R Sephiorth is the funniest version bc he spents the entire game being threateningly gay and thirsty towards Cloud even though it's like 90% J-cell induced hallucinations (which would imply that either this is just how Cloud views Sephiroth OR Seph wants to get on Clouds case SO badly his will is carried through the J-cells lol)

#my dad called him gay and homophobic (specifically for cloud) #and hes right #sorry ff brainrot coming in theatrhythm has dragged me down into the rabbit hole once again #sepiroth #cloud strife #sefikura #< i guess. thats just how seph is normally but yk #final fantasy #final fantasy 7 #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 remake #final fantasy vii remake #ff #ff7 #ffvii #ff7 remake #ffvii remake #xander rambles

[maxsix]

Jeon Wonwoo for Esquire Korea (2022)

#jeon wonwoo #wonwoo #seventeen #maxsixgif #okay these are my new favourite gifs of him #he always drags these really weird feelings out of me #and i haven't decided if it's a good or bad thing #but at least he makes me feel something #some boys are just blank voids #he's a black hole but if you know black holes you know they're terrifying and dense with dark matter #they're fine being left alone #until they tear apart the entire galaxy and eat all the light and stars

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

do you think they tried at all. i cant see it ending well

blaine: stop-- i- i don't want to go in there--

blaine: c'mon. tell me honest this time. take me to spader.

#shaking them and shaking them and sha #theyre such a sheltered scared little kid and their friend is missing. hes a skeleton in a puddle of blood underground but besides that #like if they tried to find him. it would keep leading them through the scariestass dungeons theyve ever seen. torches and bones and shit #theyre not going down there. but #hops back and forth on their feet groaning. #but its saying spaders in there. and HES a scared sheltered kid too. and blaines got responsibilities yeah. they have to take care of him! #hes LOST! is he okay in there? #blaines not going in there. #maybe its glitching. m. maybe hes just out surfing like bufo said. m. thats. but he wouldnt be. #BUT he wouldnt be in this HOLE that blaine found under a well in the alleyway EITHER. #so why is the locator spell or the Show Me My BFF Spell sparkling merrily away into the darkness every time #does any of this make sense. can anyone hear me. im going feral over wizard city again. #its so simple. they taught the kids locator spells. and then dragged one of them underground and killed him. #and i dunno. maybe no one tried to look. not even the NON-EVIL ADULTS??? did they just believe bufo. how much did blaine try. #theyre all alone all they have rn is imagining larry goading them into action. and like.violent rage at pep because they think he did smth #but honey! what happened to using a locator spell. to find him with. #did it just give them butterflies and they gave up? did they know what that meant/DOES that mean hes dead and not just that pep and deb m- #-messed up the spell when THEY tried it and just got butterflys? i cant stop talking #this is terrible. #oh yeah #adventure time #distant lands #blaine #digital

[proserpine-in-phases]

Family drama under the cut lol.

My brother and sister got into a huge fight on Christmas, and somehow I keep getting dragged into it even though I wasnt even there!

And now my sister is sharing the texts? Like

Like what the fuck?? For context, my sister said he wasnt a combat veteran because he was never deployed, and he called her daughter a bitch. Like. They're both shitty things to do but again, I wasnt there and I havent been involved in any of this??

So what the fuck did I do to deserve having my education called useless 🤣 that dumb bitchass dropped out of three different colleges himself. At least I fucking graduated, even if my degree has been useless (but not my education ffs that's separate from the piece of paper I got at the end)

Also we work in the same place and literally have the same career right now?

Goddamn being the middle child somehow always means I get dragged in the middle of this shit

But also like.

Fucking. Really.

#crap #kinda want to text this screen shot to him and be like. hey. stop fucking bringing me up ass hole #suicide mention #family drama #im pretty drama adverse when it comes to actually being in it lol #im like do i want to text him these screen shots with a ??? or do i just want this dumb shit to cool down #or just be like hey would you stop trying to drag me into your dumbshit arguments? #my cat has nothing to do with your arguments and neither does my education #or do i just want to fucking ignore it because i dont want to deal with his dumb hissy fits #maybe ill just text them to mom with why does he keep bringing me up lol

[damnprecious]

you know what’s super unfortunate?

you get extremely fixated on a specific character and then the character gets thrown into a fight with one of the main bad guys and now you just sit there going. uh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh

#noopa rambles #one piece #one piece manga spoilers #manga spoilers #not to be like uh oh uh oh uh oh but I am extremely concerned for my boy Law right about now #and the crew too #I would love for the crew #I will Die if this storyline gets dragged on for forever too #there's so much going on in the story so who knows what characters we will see next #and this offers such a good (horrible) cliffhanger so if I was a writer I would definitely use it #I have 99 worries and all of them involve trafalgar d water law #I think I need to go reread some fics and pretend the story isn't progressing into a worrying direction lmao #what an inconvenient timing too I've been obsessed with Law for weeks now #I mean I've always loved him as a character but now I'm just so deep in a law-shaped rabbit hole #and now Oda decides to do this to me #how fucking dare he jsfdjfgj

[thorns-without-a-rose]

kurama and hiei WOULD cover vocaloid together.

#i think kurama at least would like vocaloid a lot and then drag hiei down the rabbit hole because yknow. gay people #and idk it just feels like theyd cover vocaloid!!! i mean dude a tale of six trillion years and one night is RIGHT THERE!!! #that song is LITERALLY about hiei i am TELLING YOU #but then ghost rule feels so kurama in my mind #and theres just so many songs i feel like theyd cover together or individually!! #like worlds end dancehall? listen man i WILL explode right here and now #also kurama would cover jibeta travel by himself #theyd cover two breaths walking i just KNOW they would #i prefer their sub voices over their dub voices so most of this is going off of that #but like!!!! harmonies dude!!! their voices could compliment each other SO WELL #they would cover ikanaide together and it would sound so pretty #kurama would force hiei to cover salamander #also hiei would do karakuri pierrot on his own #call me insane because i am but like hear me out okay #kurama cover of idsmile??? i would DIE #i mostly have ideas of songs kurama would cover #i think theyd do a MEAN alter ego cover #yes im a proseka fan why do you ask #theyd cover cutlery together but i think kurama would have to do the primary vocals because hiei couldnt sing that high #also of course hiei would cover usseewa i mean look at him #maybe i should list these in a doc or something #because theres still more and i need to stop typing them out ij the tags

[k-kaez]

its night time and im tired of studying but then i remember scoups told me to go get a diploma like yes sir o7 anything for u sir o7

#like yes i will sir #i hate my course lowk but yes i will o7 #on my knees for him #papacoups always watching guys #scoups #seventeen #kpop #im actually very self aware #being delusional is just fun and they give me so much inspiration everyday and literally dragged me out of my depression hole #hehe #i love my silly kpop boys #literally the light of my life right now #also comeback soon people #stream !!! vote !!! do everything !!! #i miss scoups a lot

[princekirijo]

I beat Elden Ring 🧍

#i am still pumping with adrenaline from that final boss god damn #what an ending #i am just about to do ranni's ending cause i love her #but holy shit #absolutely stellar game #i really hope it wins game of the year it really really deserves it #(well it or stray) #honestly? top 5 if not top 3 fav games of all time #i warn you all now im about to dive head first into the rabbit hole that is fromsoft games #i think ill either go new game + of elden ring or start ds3 #but wow play this game if you can because it is amazing #everything i want in a game and more 🙏 #also ill mention it again but now because im going to be talking/reblogging stuff about the game more #im not tagging spoilers unless im asked to #but if you want me to please ask #otherwise well yeah imma be spamming it more #im so excited to try thw others in the series i have high hopes for ds3 and bloodborne #and if y'all thought this was me parking persona content then no because now ive beat this game i can focus on p5r again #and also riku my boy ain't going anywhere because i was playing as him so he's getting dragged into this hell with me 💀

[boygirlctommy]

ok but this animatic is gonna be so good if i actually make it

#my post #now i just have to. draw it. #but like!! it goes through all 3 episodes right. it starts w ranboo opening his eyes and waking up in the cabin #he goes through the cooking show and when the audio distorts on the word ‘decimal’ the slime turns red! #then all the sneeg stuff and at ‘condemn him to the infirmary’ rnab walks through the door and gets snatched by rats! then its the key room #from ep 2. gets through thst quick and its the surgery room! when audio distorts on ‘trouble’ the slime turns red AGAIN! and then the #‘scattering sparks of thought energy’ bit is the 3rd room w all the people! ‘here in my kingdom-cower and pray’ is sneeg being mind wiped. #the crazy bit is when we go through all the other rooms and the ending of it is hitw. then rnab going through puzzlers office. the ‘sososo’ #is rnab seeing the cameras and walking off set! ‘spiralling down thy majesty’ is when hes staring at the showfall logo! then hes following #hutchs instructions and then he finds charlie and drags him along on ‘i was just a boy you see’ #and on ‘i plead of you have sympathy for me’ theyre running and ranboo hits the button on ‘me’. he turns and the camera spins with him. and #he gets kidnapped again. ‘see how the serfs work the ground’ is hutch. ‘see how they’ has the lights slowly coming up #‘see’ shows a few… employees? then ‘how’ is a bit more and ‘they’ a spotlight shines on rnab all crucified yknow. and ‘see how the brain #plays around’ is mr squiggles! ‘and you fall inside a hole you didnt see’ both. then the die/live vote pops up. it goes back and forth until #‘someone help me’ on ranboo struggling against the restraints. ‘understand’ on the red lights of the mask. ‘whats going on’ on the symbol on #the back. ‘inside my mind’ is the vote struggling around the 50/50 mark. ‘doctor i cant tell if im not me’ is a wider shot of ran and then #the box snaps shut and the screen fades to black. #but! but then! on ‘when it grows bright’ the same animation from the beginnibg plays! #ranboo wakes up in the cabin and looks around! #:) ‘when it grows bright the particles start to marvel having made it through the night #never they ponder whether electric calming if you look at it right’ #yeah. abywahs i like this animatic so far

[im-smart-i-swear]

wooo funky guys doodle dump!! mostly tashi and buddy lol

i havent had the energy to really finish anything bigger lately but these are fun to draw!! 

#my art #soup should get to scream and cry and break down i think. #shes holding it all in and one day it WILL explode #my funky guys #girl help i have literally no idea how to compose comics #im winging it #i have THOUGHTS and CONCEPTS about tashi and buddy's relationship. i have a lot of em.. #its just..... at the beggining bud is DONE. he doesnt have a purpose anymore and theyre tired and upset and blaming themself for everything #haggar made him do as a coping mechanism(bc its not that they were controlled and manipulated! hes just evil!! it was his choice to hurt the #people they considered family!!!) #and then tashi drags him kicking and screaminng from his (literal) hole #like 'oh no no no youre going to help me raise a bunch of messed up kids in the wilderness with this other guy i met a week ago' #and he could do nothing about it #clone shiro #kuron vld #vld kuron #meanwhile in the background soup&pal are having a great fucking time Not Being Prisoners Anymore #for them being stuck on an alien planet fighting for their lives is a major upgrade #mostly for soup tho... pal is Not Having Fun #none of them are really #but food doesnt taste like shit anymore!!! so its a win #vld #btw taks doesnt have her scar and tashi's hair are shorter in the comic-thing bc it supposed to take place a bit earlier in the timeline

[savoryangel]

I will not f/o the once-ler again #AFFIRMATION

#I KEEP SEEING EDITS ON HIM IN MY FYP #It’s dragging me back to the rabbit hole #he’s sooooooo..:

[kirishwima]

hm. should i go ahead and Be An Asshole even at the expense of ruining family relations

#my aunt and uncle have come over #and my bitch of an aunt made some shitty comments about my nephew last time she was here #how he 'has a problem and u should get him checked out' in a real condesending way #and by god shes lucky i wasnt here #bc i would have thrown hands #my mom told me about it afterwords and i cussed her out like hell #and warned my mom next time i see her she will KNOW she fucked up #and lo and behold. shes here right now #im thinking..should i be an asshole straight out #or play cool until i can find a hole to throw her in #i wanna find a way to make her pay for looking down at my nephew #she is always trying to 'one up' everyone #and our family has been talking about how pretty my nephew is #and havent been paying mucb attention to her grandchild #so she keeps pitting the two babies against each other like...what the fick bro #theyre TWO YEARS OLD btw #so i wanna mock her so fucking bad i wanna drag her ass to the ground #ofc i wont bring the babies into this im an asshole but not that much #ok i think ill pay my dues and think of how i wanna drag her out for this #burrito talks #not fandom related #delete later