#*sigh* I don’t want to do this

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

#sigh #I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing #just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles #but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s #it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford #this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m #trying so hard #I’m not well #things aren’t letting up #I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable #nothing feels enjoyable #I just #I want to sleep forever #I don’t want to deal with this anymore #I still can’t seem to get a job #Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to #but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April #I #no longer feel any hope that things will get better #Christmas? #I feel no Christmas joy #I feel no joy #I picked a shit time to get off my meds but #I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills #there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just #I didn’t want that anymore #sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind #I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be

[codgod-moved]

i stole this joke from a fic i read on wattpad in 2016

#.jpg #qsmp #slimeriana #fliporiana #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp mariana #qsmpshipping #mcytshipping #suggestive #i think i out in far too much effort for how silly this is #*put #mariana looks different in every drawing but whatever #i don’t remember what the fic was btw #i just remember there was a part where one character was like ‘hey do you want me to suck ur dick later’ #and the other character just kinda sighed and went ‘yeah…’

[rakiah]

🦁👑rkgk

#twisted wonderland #vil schoenheit #leona kingscholar #leovil #don’t ask #I’m just sick as hell #and unable to do what I want #except playing the Cult of the Lamb dlc #I managed to doodle something so I’m happy #now I’m going to crush on my bed #again #(sigh) #but if you listen carefully you can hear him purring

[avie-ary]

Sorry but it is just absolutely off the wall that House can commit 47 war crimes, 19 OSHA violations, and qualify for 24 medical malpractice suits and Cuddy’s only concern is if he has enough clinic hours this week

#house md #dr house #dr cuddy #greg house #“oh you committed 14 violations of the Geneva convention? #sigh okay wellllll two more clinic hours #dr Cuddy I don’t want to do them so I won’t #oh okay #like WHATTTT

[shripscapi]

I’d been procrastinating drawing Jaime in kingsguard armor bc I was loathing figuring out how I was going to make full plate match the aesthetic I had been going for with other westerosi stuff, but I went back and listened to some of the chapters for inspiration and sansa describes the kg armor as scaled! I decided to lean fully into that instead of plate bc I thought it was more fun :)

#jaime lannister #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #my art #don’t look too closely at the type I was working w procreates very limited tool. I’m better than this. I promise #I also rlly wanted tk do a bunch of fancy details but then it was specifically noted that their uniforms were simple! sigh

[apotelesmaa]

I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.

#‘he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being #odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that #gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd. #project sekai #in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for #if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes. #consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense… #*nene* is socially anxious #rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years. #i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing #it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon. #2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu #and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment. #read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.

[writingwife-83]

My husband keeps assuring me that Ben will be back in the upcoming Rey movie. Am I saying he has some sort of special insider knowledge? Well… No. 😆 But he is very often right about stuff. So yeah, just thought I’d share lol.

#reylo #ben solo #Mr wifey #I’m still not convinced lol #not getting my hopes up #I don’t trust that they’d do exactly what we want #even if they did bring him back #but again #Mr wifey is sometimes a heck of a lot smarter than people would think so #you never know #also omg when is my writing drive coming back?? #*sigh* #anytime now!

[fuumiku]

Day 3 : fashion Jackalope & dungeon rabbit

"Who are you to Chilchuck Tims?" Smiling softly: "I’m his best friend, his confidante… His silly rabbit." "His… silly rabbit?" "Yes." "Does he call you that?" "No."

I spent way too long rendering this. Coloring Chilchuck’s hair is like painting an autumn landscape and I appreciate that

I love love love brown hares and jackalopes being a Chilchuck thing. Why jackalope specifically it’s more complex bc it’s also tied to my indulgent cultural hc for him but if you want to you can dig through this post for when I talk about why rabbits are so good for him and them. Though now I also associate Rabbit Hole by Deco*27 with them… In my mind they alternate as Miku in that popular animation mv for it, equality for all… Also Zombies but that’s for another day. Also Fashion by Lady Gaga. Also-

They are both flat asses to me. In my heart of hearts

#Dungeon meshi #i saw 1 fanart of Chil in a bunny suit and couldn’t not. Fandom consensus seems to be that chil fans want to see him in one #But marcille fans really don’t want to see her in one soooo #Chilchuck tims #marchil #marchil march 2024 #Sorry for keeping being delayed my hubris keeps telling me I’ll be able to post 2 in one day and then failing #I also wanted to do modern au prompt but all my doodles for that one will get posted some other time… Also Chil loves goths send tweet #Shit i forgot #cw #Suggestive #cw suggestive #cw bunny suits??? #I’ve seen worse with no community label it’s fine right #Leaving it up to viewer interpretation wether her arm is censoring anything or not #As always i struggle with getting Marcille down right sigh

[naturecalls111]

I think I love Sanji so extra much because he’d acknowledge my ‘girl-ness’ in a way that I feel like has not ever been acknowledged in a way I wanted it to be wails

The chivalry intended not with hopeful reciprocation but with admiration. WAILS.

#nc111 talks #like growing up the whole concept of ‘being one of the boys’ was so stupid to me #mostly because I had so many guy friends and I was not appreciative of their treatment of me at all #there were definitely times where I wanted to tell them like. hm. I wish you would respect my girlhood a bit more #I love being a woman. I really do #my girlhood is something I keep very close to me. I was very jealous of other girls in my school who exuded that type of femininity #speaking purely from personal experience - just to make that clear #but I like being and being associated with traits that are quite literally stereotypically aligned with Girl-ness #so hard to explain!! but at its core I just love chivalry though lol #one of my friends was like ugh no I’d never want a guy to hold a door open for me just because I’m a girl #‘I’d want them to hold it open because it’s just a kind thing to do’ #and like. yes. core sentiment I totally agree with #but also I Do want to be acknowledged as a girl I spent all of my childhood and teen years having my Girl-ness barely recognised and #it sucked seing the disparity in the treatment #but it also sucked seeing the intent with which these guys treated women chivalrously #which is why Sanji appeals to me. his chivalry is not ill intended or manipulative. ever. and it acknowledges womanhood all the same #OK RAMBLINGGGG #lost the plot. point is I love Sanji because I see him do his little dance while giving Robin a dessert she never had to ask for and I sigh #WISH THAT WERE ME. #edit: none of this matters mostly because I don’t care to date men #but I suppose it’s like. even in my friendships with other girls I feel like there was an inherent establishment that ok so I act as the Guy #And She acts as the girl #when we go out their arms would wrap around mine #and mine never wrapped around theirs. does that make sense #hold their hand as they walked down the stairs in heels. helped them out of cars. you get the image #SANJI WOULD HOLD MY HAND OUT OF A CAR EVERY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love him #I’d never have to ask! ah. love chivalry.

[11syrups]

“Means that never reach an end,”

“That’s what you get! For living in your head.”

#I WAS GONNA CAPTION THIS WITH SOMETHING ELSE BUT but flightless bird…is so :’) #ok I’m done with this piece I don’t want to work on it anymore #ILL DO. BETTER ONE SIGH let’s just call this a ‘warm-up’ #UHHH ok so I listened to Mind and Brew by Declan McKenna while drawing this #and blonde redhead and flightless bird ofc #THIS LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER ON MY PC HNG it’s ok it s fine #anyways I love Sumire so much she’s so mwah mwah #side note I LOVE LOVE LOVE IM NOT HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS it’s such a fave #ok goodnight and goodbye #cw eyestrain #eyestrain #also I have not abandoned the other Maruki piece I just had to draw sumire #sumire yoshizawa #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #d0gart2 #fan art

[aroanthy]

i love how fraught and complicated discourse around various utena characters ‘dying’ is when anthy is literally stabbed to death eternally by a million swords imbued with human hatred. and then utena gets stabbed to death by them also. like. ‘death’ is incredibly interesting in rgu because most of the time it’s this ambiguous figurative thing that has interesting implications re: ohtori as a closed-off world one can escape. we are all trapped in our coffins. mamiya is the only named character with a grave. nemuro memorial hall functions as one all the same. ruka is implied to have died in the hospital— was he dead all along? who was the boy we saw for these two episodes? is this dead boy the same boy, or is this just another coincidence from the shadow girls, cutting like a knife? it’s heavily implied that akio and anthy murder kanae by poisoning her, adding to the previous implication that they were poisoning mr ohtori too, but there are no perceptible consequences of this. kanae’s absence is not felt. she’s fed an apple slice. what happens to the bodies? we know what happened to the 100 boys, but what about everyone else? and so on and so forth. ‘death’ is a tricky thing in utena, i think it’s constantly functioning on figurative and literal levels in very different ways for very different purposes. dios died. dios was dying. dios didn’t die. he grew up. etc etc

#what am i trying to say here? #idk! think about all of the pieces you have #dying is complicated in ohtori in countless different ways #and i find it boring to see so much ‘this character is dead and that’s it’ stuff #when death is used farrrrrrr more figuratively than some ppl give credit for #and i think the movie too does wonderful things with death #and what ‘dying’ really means #being disbelieved. being forgotten. being rejected. haunting despite this #much more interesting to think about wrt commentary on abusive relationships than it is #to think about what?? oh me when my brother died but plot twist he’s alive and can walk on this road all cool. like????? #akio doesn’t have the power to make himself revenant #he THINKS he does and he absolutely has power when he’s alive and he imbues that power with such meaning that it does live on after him #but ANTHY. anthy is the one struggling with herself and her feelings and the impact of trauma and abuse (that power!!) in aou #he’s dead? he died? she brought him back through her memories? or she’s left him (metaphorical death) and he’s haunting her?? #all such interesting interpretations #i haven’t mentioned touga bc i don’t have the energy today. if dead and just illusion of others memories then why active. why awful #like in aou akio is only Obviously scummy when he’s alive. his illusory self is based upon anthy’s love for him #if anime!touga is nothing more than nanami/whoever’s memories of him before he died……. why does he actively choose to suck again and again #like nanami wouldn’t do that. unless it was meant to be a subconscious thing like ooo he’s dead all along but that’s not what her arc is #it’s not ‘he’s been dead all along’ literally or figuratively. it’s ‘he’s unsafe and i don’t want him’ #sigh. once again i am asking people to think about nanami and touga’s dynamic through touga’s eyes #it’s so interesting to me how people forget to consider his motivations or feelings on ANYTHING #like sure his motivations and feelings are scummy but they’re interesting!!!!! they intrigue me!!!! #compel me even #anyway ignore how i said i didn’t have the energy for this and then typed it all out anyway #dais.txt

[chryblossomjjk]

the thought of not seeing them for 18 months hurts my heart fr

#sigh #like im so sad lmao #im so sad for them #it’s gotta be so tough #to just #completely change your life in an instant #for nearly two years #i hope they all do okay mentally and physically #i love them so much wow #and like #im so sad that this little community on the web of people who enjoy them will slowly fade #not that bts is going to lose popularity or what not just #it’s natural for people to move on to other things in the time being #bc the lack of content or interaction yk #oof im so attached to them #and im so attached to yall lol #i don’t want to lose this community #i don’t want them to struggle or be unhappy #this is a lot lmao #anywho #love you guys and if you need to talk im here #love them so much and will be longingly looking out a window until 2025 lol

[iceicewifey]

so um... i found a pose reference that gave me big vanishay vibes, but then i got carried away then tried to turn it into a lore moment for some reason? 😭

i don’t totally like how his arm looks plus i couldn’t get him low enough because the height difference was making it a really awkward angle, but that’s what i get for copying the anime style again... it’s janky but close enough lmao full disclosure vanilla's bangs and face are heavily referenced bc they were giving me the most grief to copy, no thanks to all those damn little LINES. reference + transparent vers. under the cut!

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can’t find a direct link since i saw it on pinterest (💔) but it’s by mellon_soup!

#spankz arts #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #jojo part 3 #stardust crusaders #vanilla ice jojo #jjba oc #oc x canon #vanishay #idk how to tag this #slaved over my art app for days with this one we’re using the damn tag list #have i ever told you how much i hate that the anime turned his vest into a speedo with a coat tail on it? #bc it looks stupid i hate it lol i wanted to fix it and do it like it’s SUPPOSED TO LOOK but i couldn’t quite get the folds to look right 💔 #but i actually didn’t hate drawing him as much as i thought i would? #surprisingly easy but i’m gonna chalk it up to the fact that he’s half naked HSJSKKS #might actually do it again if i don’t kms after drawing terence lmao /j #idk how to describe the 'lore moment' btw it's something i'm gonna have to get off my ass and write out unfortunately sighs #← except shay's under eye scar. that's from star platinum breaking qr's visor and cutting her lol

[fierceawakening]

…well that’s a wildly dishonest thing to claim any intersex trans person is saying

I’m going to try to refrain from saying more so this is properly vague but JJGHRHRJRHEBEHENE

just wow.

#when you read ‘many people don’t truly understand trasmisogyny’ #so you’re like #‘hmm what’d I miss’ #and it turns out what you missed is #‘I’m intersex because I want to be’ #sigh #people really do just say shit huh

[radioproto]

Man who IS this guy. He’s taking over my brain…

#sigh #i have found a new little something to brainrot over #negl i’ve wanted to play tf2 for a while now but i don’t have the means of doing it as of now #sadness consumes me #/silly #anyway i need to learn how to draw him (without references for his head shape) because i love him so much #:333 #i have a problem #always the crazy doctors for me. smh #art #my art #traditional art #sketches #tf2 #medic tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 art #radio rambles

[hillerskaroyals]

#is this a shared experience? #i stg no matter how hard i try the swedish pronunciation always sounds wrong when i say it #but i can’t call them ‘will’ or ‘willy’ and ‘simon’ (pronounced sigh-mon) #it just feels wrong #also while making this i realized that i always call them wilmon but since it’s a combo of their names would it be ‘vilmon’ #how far do the swedish roots go #all i want to do is talk about my silly little swedish show but i feel like the dumbest most pretentious fool when i say #‘yeah so wille (ville) is the crown prince and simon (si-mon) is a non res at hillerska (hillershka) #like smth about how i say it is wrong and i truly don’t think i can fix it #so i guess i gotta suffer #that being said i’m a swedish pronunciation and swedish dub hoe. it just sounds stupid coming from me #also i was truly on the struggle bus trying to type all the names out phonetically for both languages so i hope you appreciated it #young royals #young royals shitpost #my yr thoughts #late night yr #mine