#-am in wuv with him

[linpunny]

NSFW Alphabet Letter A Snippet

After care with Taiju Shiba (what they're like after sex)

before reading be warned this is very Dessycoded and self indulgent but still wrote as a reader fic. I will never recover from this I am currently terminally ill.

CW: Pet names (brat, little one, baby girl) mentions of sex, cussing, established relationship, slight bratty reader. This is mainly fluff

Reader has a kitty kat but no pronouns

After an excruciatingly long period of being folded into a mating press, coupled with Taiju’s insane stamina you knew that you wouldn’t even be able to walk or get out of bed but like always you tried. As soon as you stood up you could feel your legs buckle from underneath you, and his strong hands wrapping around your middle pulling you into his embrace before he picked you up bridal style, placing you right back on the bed all the while kissing praises into your temple, forehead, shoulder, and lips. 

“Little one, you took me so well today.” He chuckled, corners of his mouth curling into a grin as he picked his boxers off the floor before putting them on and walking out of the bedroom. 

You rolled your eyes when Taiju walked away puffing out your cheeks and folding your arms across your chest in annoyance as you waited for him to return. More than likely he left to bring you a glass of water like he always did after he jack hammered into you like the absolute fiend he was in bed. At times you swore you could see hell in his eyes as he looked down at you folded up chanting his name like he was a god. And like usual he was so smug about it too, at this point you really thought he enjoyed knowing you needed him to take care of you after such an intense session. 

Like routine he returned with a glass of water and sat on the bed, resting against the headboard, offering you the glass which you took but not before rolling your eyes again, this time making sure he could see.“Thank you Tai.” You sneered at him, scooting away..“You’re  always so rough, can’t you be more gentle?…ya know my legs hurt so fucking bad afterwards!”

He hummed in response, pinching the plush of your thigh which caused you to yelp, “You weren’t complaining earlier, I recall you begging me for more. It was so sweet little one.” Those beautiful honeyed eyes shot you a glance that sent a shiver down your spine and you folded immediately under his gaze, heart pounding as heat rushed to your face. 

“I-I…wait…” 

A chuckle rumbled in his chest as he watched you malfunction right in front him. “Why don’t you try again and drop the attitude, brat.”

You gulped, turning your attention back to him, carefully choosing your words this time, “...Sorry. I meant to say how much I enjoyed it. I love you…” You smiled sheepishly looking everywhere but his eyes because once yours met his you would melt into the biggest puddle.

“I know. I love you too.” Taiju easily pulled you into his side where you nestled so sweetly into as you sipped on the glass, your legs hanging over his lap as his fingertips traced shapes into your thighs intimately. It was a comfortable silence that the both of you partook in, basking in the afterglow of your passion that shined on the two of you. The skin on skin contact was something Taiju made sure to not skip, if anything it was a must for him to feel you relax at his touch, and it was just as comforting for you as well to listen to the soft thuds of his heart beating.

Sweetly you placed a kiss on his shoulder, admiring the spiral like dragon tattoo. It wasn’t long before your head was leaning on his chest relishing in the natural warmth that Taiju gave off. He was always so, so incredibly warm when he held you. You motioned for him to take the water as your eyes started to droop, body curling into his as you nodded off to sleep next to him.

“Rest for now baby girl.” He smiled down at you placing a chaste kiss into your messy hair as he repositioned you, your back to his chest, a large hand lightly gripping your waist as he soon dozed off as well.

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#Dessy’s tomes #taiju shiba #Tokyo revengers #tokyo rev smut #tokyo revengers taiju #tokyo revengers smut #taiju x reader #taiju x you #taiju smut #once again I am playing myself #i wuv him ok

[crybaby-bkg]

Incubus Dabi who is so used to being so charming and easy to slide inside the comfort of anyone’s bed, only to be brought to his knees by you—a succubus so old and grand and divine that he can’t even tell that you’re other. that you’re higher and greater than him in every way, shape, and form. that pins him so easily and makes him scream your name, gets him drunk enough on your scent and power that he forgets who, and what, he even is.

#wow that’s a lot of italicizations #but u get the point #I’m literally 9 weeks late but I finally got to the episode where he reveals that he’s touya #and HELLO I’m bouncing off the walls for him #had to pin myself down to keep from pulling my computer out and write something for him #only bc I have somewhere to be in the morning 😔 #but I wuv him and wanna write a million stories about him #I feel like he’s a character that you can do so differently ya know??? #like I can write him so cold and standoff-ish and so vulnerable and emotional and angry and even a lil sensitive #I just #am not normal about him sorry #he’s my bsf’s fav and she goes bonkers over him #but do you think she’d block me if I got fanart of us together 🫣 #the answer is actually yes and I’m so disappointed ☹️ #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬

[hermidetta]

[ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ] : sender is voicing their negative opinion about a person who appears to be close with the receiver. / bernadetta von varely, as your professor, i feel it's necessary to inform you that I believe Mr. Bearkley is holding you back from your true potential. you're not shooting for the stars. you're not giving it your all, and Mr. Bearkley is enabling this behavior. Think of your untapped potential. Let's put aside our beef and focus on getting you in tip top shape.

* for you i would.

i dont have a fakedeep poetry line caption for this. ive been trying and trying to think and just cannot even make one up. odin dark of norway you have insulted mr bearkley and you simply must perish never mind i got it. uhhh something something you think you're the shit but you aren't even the fart. or how did that one go again? ah fuck never mind. here we go

professor dark is a funny little man. he wears funny flip-flops attached to his pants, he bellows from the thesaurus glued to his lungs, and he strikes poses in public that her mangled corpse could not be caught doing if all the saints and their mothers possessed her right now.

bernadetta has heard the lecture before. she has heard it from seniors and students alike, and the first half of it nearly puts her to sleep. her lips twist down in an affronted curl.

potential this, potential that. some of them mean well—she feels all the more rotten whenever they're kind—but all of them learn. they all eventually learn she's impossible to deal with. stupid, ugly, whiny, worthless. why bother?

they all give up. she is fine with that. she gave up on herself, too, ages ago. bernadetta is fine with slinking back into the shadows, letting herself be forgotten in sweet peace...

...yet when odin dark dares accuse the only friend and confidant she's had for years, her eyes snap open. bernadetta recoils, her arms tightening around the armored bear stuffy as her body half twists to obscure it from the madman.

"what are you talking about?!"  the fight in her flares up, a petite spitfire in the fray. feathers ruffled, she quips with a tiny stomp of her foot.  "mr. bearkley doesn't have anything to do with this! bernie's stupid and worthless all on her own! you don't know him, or me! so... so there! y-you can eat your fell flip-flops, mister!"

she doesn't mean that, not really. clumsy and rash on occasion as she may be, bernadetta knows—she knows, she knows so much more than she is equipped to convey. she knows she isn't being fair. she knows mr. dark only means well. she regrets every mean thing the second it flies out of her mouth, and it shows in the way her eyes fearfully flinch. but that is mostly all she really knows—she holds her sword by its knife end and wildly, frantically swings.

she freezes like she's been hit, a half-stammer of syllables caught like rocks in her mouth—sorry, i—but no, it's too late. it's always too late. she made her bed and she instantly dives into it. she staggers, she spins in the opposite direction. the rapid patter of bernadetta's boots is the last thing odin hears of her.

#fellpurpose #asks / #saradin von tag tbt #i know you said this was a shitpost but idk wtf is possessing me over here on bernadetta cuz why am i writing so much #WHYS HER MUSE GOT A DEATH GRIP ON ME #i promise she doesnt mean it mr dark she just angy. another thing btw i always picture her expressions as animal crossing villager #so when she bawls or does a huffy little stomp ITS JUST SO FUCKING ANIMAL CROSSING VILLAGER LOOKING AND NON THREATENING #LUV U SARA LUV OUR SILLIES DW SHE WUV HIM TOO I PROMISE

[gothamcityneedsme]

aogami really is the anti-dagda. hes just. i will do anything for you, listen to anything you have to say, i will support you no matter what you do and will never leave your side

vs dagda who is like. i will use you for an elaborate suicide plan.

#Shitpost #i am being very silly about dagda #do not get me wrong i LOVE him and his goals #i wuv u dagda

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

Seven Sentence Sunday

This is. Uh. Definitely more than seven sentences. I TRIED. I HAVE NO SELF-CONTROL.

Tagged by the sweehteart @like-the-rest-of-la, thank you dear! This is from the F&F AU:

“You were supposed to make contact with Maddie Buckley,” Ransone points out. “Not her brother.” “Maddie barely leaves the house. She was terrified every time I tried to talk to her, and honestly I kinda think one of 'em would’ve busted my lip if I went for it. Buck was the easier in. Look, he’s desperate to make a name for himself on the circuit, and Nash needs someone to watch his back on the track, it’s a win-win. I’m in.” “And we’re just supposed to forgive you going off-script?” Maynard asks. “You didn’t even confirm the change of plan.” “Because I don’t have time to call my babysitter every time something happens, I had to act fast. And now I’ve got Buck’s trust.” “Is that all you’ve got?” Maynard presses. Eddie wonders what she’s seen, what the others assigned to keep an eye out might’ve caught—has a sudden swooping fear that the garage door wasn’t as closed as he and Buck thought, that they might’ve seen Buck bending him over the hood of the car, might know that he came to this meeting straight from Buck giving him the goddamn fuck of his life. “Because surveillance said you’re practically living at that place now.” “They keep their people close.” Eddie folds his arms. “Look, Buck might trust me, but the rest of them sure don’t. I think Grant’s onto me. You can’t keep pulling me out because you want to confirm my methods, that’s just more suspicious. Either leave me in there, or call off the whole thing.”

#mads writes stuff #tagging thing #like-the-rest-of-la #yes they literally fuck and Eddie gets a call to bring that ass into the police station pronto because the universe is mean and so am I #and for the record yes Athena is VERY suspicious of Eddie #Bobby's too busy being relieved his pseudo-son has a boyfriend uh sorry BEST FRIEND #everyone else in the 118 is like HE SAVED BUCK FROM THE COPS WE WUV HIM and Athena's like IS NONE OF THIS SUSPICIOUS TO ANY OF YOU!?

[cherry-bomb-ships]

OMG HI GUYS I would be a bad spouse if I didnt mention that today is the first time that I get to celebrate Jamie's CANON birthday of February 29th!!! 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖 It's my hubby's birthdayyyyyy I'm so happy for him 🥺💖💖💖💖💖

#idk if im gonna do too much to celebrate but i am thinking abt him a lot rn 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖 #jamie i wuv youuuuuu 💖💖💖💖💖💖 special man gets TWO big days for himself this month 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖 #ruby rambles #💜: love burning like the sun

[amemoire]

MY BABY BO Y

LOOK AT HIM WITHT HE CATS IM SO !!!!!!!!!

#➤ ooc: i've forgotten who i am #➤ scara: memories of rain #SCARA BDAY ART FINALLY #I WUV HIM SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #under read more just if someone wants to go see on their own

[nulltune]

❛  ah, well ... would you look at that. ❜ he'd like to pretend this wasn't in his agenda the moment in which he invited to help walk her home, but even nicola cannot hide the knowing smile in which spreads across his features the moment in which his gaze lands upon the plant that has rested upon his mind all evening. the mistletoe stands particularly striking against the warmth of the café behind it, various patrons and workers rather distracted with their own lives to take note of the falzone's second in command cheerfully guiding the woman by his side with the firm grip of his hand to where it lay exposed for all to see. ❛  you know, i was starting to believe there was some sort of shortage. after dante had insisted we didn't buy any and the streets had looked rather sparse of their stock, it was beginning to appear rather dire for the future of any mistletoe related mishaps for the rest of my life ... ❜

it's a fraction of silence before the blonde inches a little closer, a glance spared towards the still busy crowd until it's drawn back towards the surprise of her gaze in turn. it's a unique one, truly, to be spared privy on it and even that in itself causes him to pause for another second, far too amused to simply stop and stare at her expression without a push into worrying too much. truthfully, a part of him would wish for everyone else to not have an opportunity to see it, but he knows better than to wish that, truly more amused at the idea of showing them who caused it in the first place. a juxtaposition to the gentleness in which he wraps an arm around her waist. ❛  so it's pretty fair if i request to indulge in such a thing for a moment, am i right? ❜

when only met with silence, the young second in command leans down to press a kiss to his companions lips, fingers curling ever so gently against her brown locks with an understanding ease, it's clear hes smiling, a little giddy with her lips pressed to his own and it sticks even once he pulls away, a truly pleased expression for a man who might be tempted to push for it again, enamoured with the sensation despite it still being new for them both all the same. / nicollaa <333

unprompted,  always accepting !   @dangaer  ♡

to celebrate the holidays like this was a first for kishinami hakuno.  hardly anything noteworthy to recall from the previous years  /  those bleak and empty years all blurring together,  there was no reason to celebrate the festivities when there was no one to celebrate it with.  such a solitary existence,  not knowing of any familial ties nor having any meaningful bonds with anyone,  she was bound to be alone.

this year was different,  however,  because he is here. 

to make the acquaintance of the underboss of the faizone would be a fearsome thought to most,  and hakuno couldn't say that she was without her own concerns  —  hard to comprehend nicola francesca,  the charismatic man with the perfect  /  crafted smile,  but the time they've spent together was always enjoyable.  today,  too.  walking together,  sightseeing together,  eating together.  such mundane things became something so precious,  and the hours slipped away before she knew it.  a view of the moon overhead tugs the corners of her lips downwards ever - so - slightly,  its presence a reminder that it's getting late,  and that they'd be going their separate ways soon.

so the offer to walk her home was a pleasant surprise,  though not one she could accept so easily.       ❛   you don't have to.   ❜       courteous,  yet perhaps a bit too blunt in its wording.  aware that the routes to their respective destinations diverged at this point,  it would be a hassle to have him go out of his way like that,  and for what ?   though she couldn't deny a ...  curious feeling at the offer,  even moreso when her response was met with insistance on ensuring her safe travel back.  hakuno still didn't think such a thing was necessary,  but if it could give him some peace of mind then ...  she supposed there was no reason to refuse.      ❛   then,  sorry for the trouble.   ❜       she ought to be more apologetic when saying this,  she realized that in the back of her mind,  but truthfully,  she hadn't been exactly keen on turning him down in the first place. 

it was selfish of her,  she realized,  but she wanted cherish this—  his kindness,  and the opportunity to be with him for just a little while longer.

leaving behind the chatter from the café,  click of her heels come to a halt in line with his own footsteps,  followed with a slow blink when realizing that they'd themselves under a certain plant.  having no particular feelings on tradition herself,  she was more curious to see how nicola would react,  though his response ended up taking her aback.  ( it doesn't show on her face,  however,  and hakuno recovers rather swiftly )       ❛   saying it like that makes it sound like you were hoping for something to happen ...   ❜       an observation,  mostly,  but there's the barest teasing lilt to silvery voice as she muses this.  peering at him from the corner of caramel eyes,  they widen slightly at the knowing look on his face.

what a surprise.  the words had been a jest,  and she hadn't expected for it to carry any hint of truth in it.  did he really want to ... ?   the blatant inquiry made it abundantly clear,  but such a thing was still hard to believe.       ❛   e - eh .. ?   ❜       the sound comes out as a small squeak,  barely audible,  but leaving lips parted in a small gape afterwards.  when his gaze turned to the distant crowd to ensure privacy for the two,  she found her eyes unable to leave him,  cheeks warm despite the chilly breeze that swept past them.  stunned at the thumping in her chest as her vision remained on him,  a hand would place itself over the area,  as if to verify the actions of that organ.  her heart really was racing,  and—  ah,  irony.  she knew just what it was a mistletoe implied,  but wouldn't dare to ask,  never one to indulge in her own wants or needs.  if he were to ask,  however,  then it'd be acceptable  —  because hakuno is a giver,  dutifully fulfilling that which was asked of her.

though a request of a kiss is ...  much too personal.  as generous as kishinami hakuno is,  such requests were ones she'd typically reject,  for she is quite the romantic deep down,  holding the belief that such intimate acts should be reserved for someone special.

—so maybe that's why ...  the thoughts trail off at the feel of his hand on her waist,  and she is still without the proper words to say,  but actions would speak volumes where speech failed.  dark lashes fluttering close,  head cranes upwards to accept the kiss.  there's a gleeful skip of her heart when their lips met at last,  a soft hum sounding from the back of her throat.  every touch,  every feeling brought on from this moment is unfamiliar,  but it is far from unpleasant.  the smile on his lips is felt  —  cute  —  and while her inexpressive self can't so easily mimic it,  the sentiment behind it is reciprocated with a subtle shift to deepen the kiss. 

there's another sound as he pulls away,  a small whine.  head canting with a sigh,  brown locks spill over small shoulders,  stray strands obscuring full view of flushed cheeks.  rosy lips remain slightly pursed,  pouting a little,  a faint disappointment over wanting it to last longer.  a feeling that melts away easily at the sight of his pleased face.

... he's much prettier up close,  she notes idly.  having someone,  having him,  in such close proximity was yet another new experience for the maiden who was usually so distant,  viewed as a flower blooming on a high peak  /  someone so out of reach.  it surprises even herself when she finds her arms wrapped around his form,  an action to keep the two of them remaining close like this.

dainty hand tentatively reaches out to carress the side of his face with a delicate touch,  half - lidded eyes peer up at him,  mirth in that gentle gaze.  a moment's indulgence,  is what this may have been,  but it had felt much more intimate than that.  they'd come this far ...  why stop now ?   that smile still hasn't left his face ...  a smile that seemed more genuine than usual,  or was she still in a daze from that kiss ?  ( what a nice sight it is,  though. )  despite giving ample time to,  he doesn't pull nor push her away when her hold tightens.  could she take that as a good sign .. ?

a beat,  and voice comes out as a whisper between what little space lay between them.       ❛   another,  please.   ❜      

#dangaer #&&. message #q. #sCREAAAMS FOR A MILLION YEARSSS BC /AAAAAAAA/ J.UPITER THIS IS SO FRIKKIN CUTE????? #AM GASPING CHOKING SCREECHING INTO MY PILLOW KICKING MY LEGS AS I READ N REPLY 2 DIS AMG- #TYSM 4 DA ASK..!! 😳🥺🥺🫶💖💗💓💕❤️ #i am still clutching my chest over this N.ICOLA AND H.AKUNO CAFÉ DATE HELLO??? 😳😳✨️✨️ it's so perfect 4 her sweet tooth.... #pls let them enjoy all sorts of sweets n treats n drinks 🥹💕 ITS WHAT THEY DESERVE.!! 😤❤️ #alsooo i took some creative liberties here; i hope u don't mind 😳✨️ #HIM WALKING HER HOME IS JST SO FRIKKIN CUTE OKOK 😭💞💓 h.akuno's a binch tho she doesn't care abt herself (f) BUT YES #PLS LOOK OUT FOR HER N.ICOLA... 🥺🥹🙏 #also also the 😐 to 😳 h.akuno pipeline is real and indeed vv rare bUT ALSO SHES SO TERRIBLE WITH HER FEELINGS SO . IM SORRY FOR HER AGFKKDH #AND ALSO SORRY FOR THE WALL OF TEXT SGCKSHFMSLF I HAVE;;; A LOT OF THOUGHTS (i wuv them..... a whole lot... 🥺😭😭✌️✌️💖💖)

[ranubd]

TRUE STORY BTW!!! I miss Cuteguy sm kill me plz

#grian #desert duo #gtws #hermitshipping #im so tired #cuteguy #i miss him #cute guy my beloved :( #u hold my heart #we are so two wuv coded #PLEASE #haha. #i am sos ane #A PONY GAME #CMON #lmao

[nari-writes]

"I've got- I've got really bad taste in men, don't I?" Clark says ruefully, and Lois tries to smile.

"I wasn't gonna say anything, Honey," she says, and then adds, "but, hey! At least this supergenius apologised for taking advantage of you."

#spiderkon #unfinished fic snips #really REALLY bad taste in men #i wrote this just after reading the new justice beach chapter too so my brain was like 🤔 superbat ? #and then i was like no no. that would still be bad taste in men #and ALSO bruce apologising for lying....it would be like pulling teeth #who is lois talking about in this? you ask? #WELL YOU SEE #i loved static shock and priestess of nox had these SICK static fics. and then I wanted to read more of their stuff #but all they had was this weird superman show called LoSH! #so i read all 50ish of their LoSH fics. watched the tv show. and was FULLY onboard with brainy/clark #so UNFORTUNATELY FOR EVERYONE. i am now sitting here peddling my clark/brainy brainrot. #and i will not be stopped #IT IS PRETTY BACKGROUND THO #like lois/clark is wildly the main/what comes up most often #but brainy......your honour i wuv him 😳😳😳🥺 #anyway welcome to my insane v poly: brainiac 5 -> clark kent <- lois lane #literally only applicable in the Most crazy of minds <- mine. #now i wanna go reread my LoSH comics........

[loserholmes]

GAY MEN!!!!!

This is my second post and I'm already drawing suggestive destiel but hey what the fuck, y'know?

Also I still can't look at the destiel confession scene/meme without laughing in pure pain :D

(Dean's mouth is so unbelievably shit but bare with me please)

#destiel #art #sketch #gay #lgbtq #snogging #destiel confession #smooch #god damn destiel are so stupid like please just fuck each others brains out ffs #lmao #i am totally sane #i wuv him #im cringe i know #neck kissing as shown by destiel #laughing through the pain

[xsunburstx]

GUYS I GET TO SEE MY BF IN A MATTER OF HOURS!!!

#i’m so excited #finally packed my suitcase #but my flight is so earlyyy #let’s just pray i can get up at 1:30 #yes you heard me… 1:30 AM #<3 #he’s worth no sleep :) #me #mine #i wuv him

[kaibacorpintern]

the "DSOD with no romantic prideship" that i love is tangled up in kaiba's fear and resulting stand-offishness and inability to express that he cares about this friendship and atem's subsequent (mis)belief that kaiba was fine the way they left it in battle city and doesn't need anything else from him. and then their reunion in aaru isn't soured by atem's alleged indifference to kaiba but rife with regrets and apologies from both of them like "oh if only we had spoken honestly about our friendship and what we mean to each other instead of being too proud to be vulnerable with our feelings" and atem gives kaiba the hug he needs and deserves. and THEN kaiba goes home, with his ability to make friends and connect with others affirmed

#atem + kaiba is not limited to INSTANT TWU WUV!!! or 'i am indifferent to you #[dropkicks him back to earth] #other possible angles into their relationship exist #intern memo

[celestialwife]

sometimes i just think about poe and it's like. i can't believe you mean this much to me? literally ahead of tfa i just kept scoffing at the descriptions of him, completely expected to be benevolently annoyed with him or meh at best and didn't understand why everyone went off abt how oscar was attractive (like i could tell objectively, but it's rare that i find someone subjectively attractive on a deep level), and then i just. saw poe for the first time on screen in theaters and that was it. instant attraction, and then a few minutes later realizing that oh, no i'm genuinely in love with this man. instant ride or die, we just clicked. i got him on a deeply intimate level just from those few minutes of screentime he has in the movie, that nothing about him following that ever surprised me? just. yeah that's him this makes sense.

and i remember writing what was absolutely self-insert masquerading as canon where r.ey was his best friend and i genuinely meant for it to be platonic but i kept accidentally writing a little bit something more and i genuinely think looking back on it that i probably had a crush and a squish on poe? and he may have started queerplatonic, leaning on alterous (if i'm understanding the term right). like it wasn't straight platonic because i genuinely had/have such a crush on him but it definitely wasn't straight romantic at the time either (and i still have moments where i'm like. yeah i'm definitely feeling qp feelings for him and not romantic ones). and then sometime in 2017, something I guess shifted and I wrote in an oc into that same fic who had a history with him and they both still had feelings for each other and they kissed at the end of the story but didn't wind up with each other, and then i started reading reader fic for him that same year and was like. oh I actually don't mind the idea of kissing him....i kinda wanna. and i also don't mind the idea of a relationship if it's with him, i even want it?

and like ofc things went sideways from there. i stopped reading fic bc my friend made fun of me for reading it and i felt like i was doing smth "wrong" and then the gaslighting of everyone hating him in t.lj when i didn't also severely impacted my ability to be able to enjoy him properly without trying to fold up my actual opinions to 'fit in' more and feeling anxious and not getting to enjoy it, but he was still such a cornerstone of comfort for me at the time. i even wrote my first reader fic in late 2018 to get some comfort from how awful things were in my personal life and it was of him. and then t.ros happened and the fandom got so toxic along w some friend stuff that my spin in poe almost broke (or so i thought), but like?? i spent the whole next year constantly drawn to things that reminded me of poe....read a book that was compared to the st and him a lot....bought a lot of orange things without thinking about it, developed a crush on a character that's like. basically poe with the serial numbers scratched off. all until i found my way back to him at the end of 2020 🥰 and after that i started embracing reader fic again and my romantic feelings for him and then lmao the physical/sexual attraction came in like a wrecking ball shortly thereafter which was New To Say The Least, but.

eeee i don't know i ended up gushing a lot about him but i just. sometimes i really think about the journey i've had with him, and how much good he's genuinely brought into my life. i get to feel all these emotions i never thought i would!! because of him!!! i get to explore new avenues that i wouldn't be interested in or comfortable in pursuing even mentally bc of him!!! he's helped me work through various triggers for my trauma bc they feel safe with him involved? and most importantly - i wouldn't know any of my lovely friends or partners if it wasn't for him? i stuck around in the fandom bc of poe, and that lead me right to my queerplatonic partners and family. i genuinely would not!! be the same person today if i had not fallen in love with that silly flyboy december 20th 2015!!! and isn't that just love in a nutshell?

#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't normally gush but i'm heavily caffeinated rn moreso than i've been in months #i just!!!!!!!!! i cannot believe!!! #sometimes i worry when i like. mildly dissociate thinking about him and my love/interest in him bc one time that genuinely broke a spin bc #i realized it was not doing anything for me positively. but with poe everytime i'm just like #my life would genuinely not be as joyful as it is if it weren't for you. i would not be who i am today if it wasn't for you. #(tch. might not be here generally speaking) #i just. i really went from scoffing at him to 'oh no he's hot' to 'oh i'm in love' to 'i want to be his best friend in a really intimate #way' (cos i didn't know what qp/alterous was at the time) to 'i might want to kiss him but i wouldn't imagine myself w him' #to 'oh. actually i don't mind thinking about kissing him or being in a relationship w him. actually i /want/ that.' #to having to swallow my feelings for him to be diplomatic/avoid conflict for two years while still utterly adoring him and being in love w #him to subconsciously finding my way back to him!!!!! #and deciding with grim determination i'd continue loving him as much as i wanted no matter what anyone else said and YES that meant getting #kiss him on his pretty mouth. and shipping my self insert with him PROPERLY where they end up together. #and then realizing stuff that's less pg-13!!!! but no less mind blowing. like i had THAT setting. what the hell. #i just. what a journey. #he's my sweet flyboy my absolute beloved my best friend my starlight i love him to pieces u guuuuuuuuuuuys #i've had a lot of comfort characters over the years and a handful of special interests - none of them have meant as much to me as poe #he is genuinely a part of me and who i am he's my soulmate and i wuv him #okay i'm done #nym speaks #flyboy 🧡

[satorisoup]

average reaction from lene after seeing a rengoku edit… :3

#i am kyo’s biggest fan !! I WUV HIM !! >.< #my hubby… my precious rengoku… my baby… I NEED HIM T^T #₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ

[das-jaim3]

you could use a buddy 🫵🏽

dont you want a pal 🧐

Yes I do Yes I do

Girl the way I see it your daddy should be leaving and you should stick around, and kill him.

What

Nothing, so lydia don't end yourself defend yourself, daddy is the one you should maim. Together we'll exterminate, assassinate!

No

The finer points can wait, but first you gotta say my name! Go ahead and jump but that won't stop him, here you got a solid plan b option! I can bring your daddy so much pain all you gotta do is say my name! Girl just say it three times in a row and you won't believe how far I'll go!

I'm on the bench but coach, just put me in the game! All you gotta is say my name!

#i am hyperfixating #jesus #i did this outta my head #i wuv him #beetlejuice musical #beetlejuice broadway