#.. a dad peels a clementine (i think) and his daughter mindlessly stretches out her hand and he gives her every other piece and then says..

[cheekblush]

my dad made me a fruit bowl 🥺💘🍈🍌

#i asked him to cut me some honeydew #i thought he would just call me downstairs once he's ready but he actually came up to my room with a bowl of honeydew and bananas 😭💘 #and i never even knew honeydew and bananas go so well together.. #they taste soooo good together 🥰 #it's little things like these that make me truly feel loved... he and my grandmother always show their love with food 🥺💗 #my dad sometimes says 'what will you do without me?' and truthfully what on earth will i do without him.... #the mere thought of living without him and my grandma makes me want to bawl my eyes out... #also this makes me think of that one post ah i don't remember exactly how it goes but it's smth like.. #.. a dad peels a clementine (i think) and his daughter mindlessly stretches out her hand and he gives her every other piece and then says.. #.. 'i hope you find someone who loves you very much' or smth along the lines of that #and like i for a fact know that i will never ever find a man who will love me and care for me the way my dad does... #i know praising/loving your dad is controversial on tumblr dot com but i wholeheartedly love my dad.. #unfortunately i don't show him that enough.. he really loves me unconditionally & so does my grandma but i'm nothing but a disappointment 😔 #i really need to get my shit together at least for them! i really would be nothing without them 😔 #i'm such a horrible daughter and granddaughter and yet they always show me so much love... #i just hope they know how much i appreciate and cherish them... #i'm such a lacking selfish stubborn and impulsive person.... i hope i get better i hope i can show them my love as well 😔💗 #the way this went from a cute post about a fruit bowl to full on depression hsjsjsnsksksmdns #today has been such a weird day in general.. #i woke up feeling super depressed and beat down (i fell asleep with my jeans sweater and bra on the night before 💀) #& then in the afternoon i suddenly had a burst of motivation & finally tried on clothes i ordered weeks ago & saved files on my harddrive #& then my dad and i visited my grandma and had dinner together 💗 #anyways as always... it's the little things that truly count 💖 #when sad #☁️