MY BAD FOR LIKE SPAMMING I DIDNT CHECK YOUR BLOG IN LIKE A WEEK AND I ATE ALL OF YOUR RAMBLINGS AND ART
I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU LITERALLY KILLED ME WITH THE ANGST THINGYS
FLIGHT GOT DELAYED, I HAVE CHOSEN THIS ASK TO BE THE FINAL ONE FOR NOW BEFORE I SHUT MY PC OFF. I just wanted to say there's absolutely no issue with spamming me because number go up = more dopamine so I'd be insane to complain. If anything I think it's neat when I see familiar names in my notifs/inbox, it's been forever since I've had an online presence so I love going "oh look who's online!" when I see someone liked a bunch of my posts sdfkjhsdfkjs
ABOUT THE ANGST STUFF. I AM SORRY I KILLED YOU WITH MY ANGST COMICS, BUT AM GLAD TO HEAR THEY ACTUALLY LIKE AFFECT PEOPLE?? I bum myself out when I do sad comics but in like a good way. I haven't been invested in anything in sooo long, so I like feeling every possible emotion towards this stupid game. I HAVE...MORE ANGST......SO MUCH MORE. I work on it when I'm sad about irl stuff cause being sad about fictional stuff is more fun.
I'm gonna put a sketch comic under the cut, it's the one where shamura is accidentally gaslit into having a freakout and killing one of their followers. AVERT THINE EYES IF THAT'S TOO HEAVY, THERE IS ALSO SLIGHT SKETCHY GORE WHERE I COULDN'T REALLY CROP IT OUT
I cropped out the part where they explode their follower from the inside out. I was formerly a warrior cats kid so I like drawing edgy violent shit, but I understand not everyone wants to see that SDJFHSDFKJ- it'll be in the final comic if I ever come back to this one (tagged appropriately)
I wonder if it's obvious that I'm projecting hardcore in this comic but also, I feel like if I HAVE to have the health issues I do, I might as well make lobotomy spider comics based on my personal frustration?? I have a few more like this but one of them is...idk if I'll ever post it cause it's more soul crushing the other ones I've posted.
What a way to leave my blog for the next week. ENJOY THE ANGST, SEE Y'ALL WHEN I'M BACK FROM THE BEACH B)
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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐊
Hello, everyone! I came up with an ask game for shifters, so feel free to reblog it with your answers or have your friends/anons ask for a particular number for you to answer. You can also tag your friends, if you'd like.
As a disclaimer, some of these questions may be a bit personal, so do not feel obligated to answer if you don't feel like doing so.
Without further ado, let's get started!
1.) What do you always look forward to do the moment you wake up in your DR? And let's not get technical, I'm talking about what comes after meeting your basic needs like brushing your teeth, eating up, etc. What do you try to accomplish first?
2.) Can you describe your DR without giving it away? Try to if you can, and really, I mean try: don't say "I airbend in my DR" because then I could tell it's from the Avatar the Last Airbender franchise.
3.) Would you consider your DR popular or common? There's nothing wrong with it being so, I'm just curious. Again, try not to give away what your DR is; I like keeping the mystery from question two.
4.) Have you shifted to or thought of shifting to a waiting room reality? It's okay if you haven't or do not plan on doing so, but to those who have, what does it look like?
5.) Do you use a different name than the one you are given? Regardless of your answer, what is the reasoning for keeping that name?
6.) If you script, what's something unique you have scripted? By that I mean something that you have come up with yourself, ideally without influence from other shifters or manifestors.
7.) What's the funniest thing that has taken place or that you believe/know will take place in your DR?
8.) What type of aesthetic(s) do you like to embody while in your DR? Remember, we are multidimensional beings, so you do not have to feel obligated to remain faithful to one certain type of aesthetic (personally I find contradicting aesthetics really fun!).
9.) What songs do you associate with your DR? It can be in relation to you, people you know there, or certain moments that you are anticipating to take place in your DR. Feel free to share as many as you'd like!
10.) If you are comfortable sharing, what faith system are you operating from as a shifter? I am not here to question your beliefs; I just think it's cool to meet people from all walks of life.
11.) If you knew about shifting when you were younger, do you think you would have taken the chance to shift? If not, why? If so, where do you think you would have gone to?
12.) What online resources do you use to help you get in the mood for shifting? You can be as general as referring to pinterest, notion, picrew, etc. or you can drop links!
13.) Would you ever introduce the people in your DR to the idea of shifting?
14.) What do you want to be associated with? This could be in relation to themes/tropes, objects, animals, planets, fragrances, places, etc.
15.) If you have shifted to your DR, how did you come to know that you did? For example, was it something you saw that gave it away? Or did you hear a voice, or smelled something that you knew could not have belonged to the reality you shifted away from?
16.) If you haven't shifted to your DR yet, what has kept you from giving up on it?
(And listen to me, if you are feeling particularly cynical or insecure: you are worthy, you are deserving, and most importantly, YOU HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE. You have shifted in happiness, in grief, in confusion, and in embarrassment. Your emotions do not impede on your ability to shift. Your thoughts do not impede on your ability to shift. I'm telling you, you have done this before and you'll do it again. Hell, you have shifted without even thinking about it! It can quite literally be effortless. I know it doesn't seem that way right now, but one day you're gonna look back on the time you read this and realize I was right. You didn't fall upon this idea of shifting upon mere chance. It is your birthright. And regardless of anything that may be considered an obstacle, you will achieve that which you seek. And really, think of what you have gone through up until this point and what has driven you to pursue this literal life-changing path. You owe it to yourself to not give up. Chin up, my friend! I have the utmost faith in you <3)
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Please please please please please please please please please please draw gore for CoD I am SO tired of all the censored or non bloody art please please please please please it's a gory game about killing people
I don't think u know how Krazy I wanna go with the cod gore I'm sfjfsjdgmhmyv
I'll probably snap and do a few soon (ie after next comic section) bc as long as I tag everything right and put filters n warnings where it's needed who tf CARES it IS literally a game abt killing people that even sometimes shows off with how brutal and gory it is lets get real
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🎃 trick or treat 🎃
You get a long snippet (act surprised):
Roy flipped to a page at random:
'Ah, la belle dame sans merci who lived in his heart, made known to him in transitory fading splendor by dark eyes in the Ritz-Carlton, by a shadowy glance from a passing carriage in the Bois de Boulogne!'
The book Ted had given Roy had started with, ‘It was a dark and stormy night.’
“Oi!” Jamie started, sitting up to give Roy a concerned frown. “This one isn’t the first in the series.”
Roy shrugged. “Doesn’t matter. They’re all supposed to be self-contained stories. Don’t think I’ve ever met a person who read Wodehouse in order.”
Mollified, Jamie settled back into the cushions with Roy’s book, seemingly unaware of the puzzle Roy was rotating in his head.
Within the first few pages, he had a good idea what Ted intended by giving Jamie this particular book. He also couldn’t help but notice that he’d been given a book fit for his six-year-old niece, and Sam had been given Ender’s Game, and somehow Jamie had been the unlucky bastard with a reading assignment that would make any university student want to stick pencils in their eyes.
Also Anthony Patch was a posh rich twat.
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Nine people I'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @adhd-merlin :)
Last song I listened to: Damage Gets Done by Hozier ft. Brandi Carlile (such a BANGER. I adore the background vocals & how they cut into the lead vocals. Also the way the music flows just makes me happy every time. And hello Hozier‘s & Brandi‘s voices compliment each other SO WELL???? AND SHE HAS HER OWN SOLO PART TOO)
Favourite colour: Blue 🩵🦋💙
Last movie/TV show I watched: Birds of Prey — The Emancipation of (one) Harley Quinn
Sweet/spicy/savory? Savory (crisps for LIFE)
Relationship status: single (thank god)
Last thing I googled: "bridgerton season 3 release date" (only some 5 months to goo!!!!)
Current obsession: The Kite Runner written by Khaled Hosseini (10/10 would recommend. better than any history lesson)
Tag Nine People: @cupcakeclara @cbk1000 @aemelia @burglarhobbit @dollopheadedmerlin @fuckyeahsnackables @pandalikeelf @marzipanandminutiae @punkxcalibur
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; WHAT TYPE OF LOVE DO YOU EMBODY?
i was tagged by @aartyom and @nuclearstorms to take this quiz for my ocs, thank you both so much! i've missed doing these!
tagging: @arklay @aelyosos @montliyets @uldwynsovs @faarkas @swordcoasts @reaperkiller @steelport @ladybeniko @wrymbloods @brujah @shadowglens @florbelles & whoever else wants to do this!
; love as violence
[ love as bloodshed, crimson as a knife slipped between your ribs ] when ocean vuong said "to arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration" and when franz kafka said "you are the knife i turn inside myself; that is love" and when ada limon said "how do you love? like a fist. like a knife" and when richard siken said "sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine"
; love as religion
[ love as the sole object of your reverence--nothing about you is holy, but maybe your love for another is ] when sappho said "in the crooks of your body i find my religion" and when the cast of les mis sang "to love another person is to see the face of God" and when halsey said "i found God, i found him in a lover" and when katherine philips wrote "to the dull angry world let's prove there's a religion in our love"
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