#...not v often but it does

[mattodore]

you belong to me and i belong to you and so on

#river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #have been editing this so slowly throughout the day bc this vaccine shot has been kicking my ass 😔 #but looking at mattodore kissing for so long is no hardship trust me i’ve been having a blast #ummm what else do i wanna say here before i go back to watching catfish and downing acetaminophen……. #oh!!! #i got an ask yesterday night that i wanna reply to once my muscles stop hurting so bad 🚶 #so know that i’m gonna work on it! #just… 🧎 it will take me a bit #i’ve just been sitting here staring at a wall thinking abt it but my brain is nawttt functioning v well atm lmao #i have started replying but didn’t get very far before i was like. none of this is any good jdgshdhhdd #so. will start over when i bounce back! #…i also just realized it’s pretty late uhhh so if you see this then <3 a little kiss #i love posting things when ppl aren’t online apparently #i do it so often jfhsjfhfj oh well #for the mattodore fans out there here u go 💐👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

[saevus-brutalis]

target neutralized.

do not pin, reupload, copy, use or claim as your own, thanks.

#i still think about him often #the OG is back in town folks 😤😤 #welcome back you old dog #god i’m brewing up updated backstory/lore for him so hhhh stay tuned coz i might release it #can u see those wrinkles can u see how old he is #i think i reached the point where he finally does look his age #i finished this in january but was too lazy to shade guns and leg holster 💀💀 #still counting this as my january piece so first piece this year woooo #i’m so glad i spent 15 mins rendering burn scars in his neck and arm only to cover it up with tattoos and blood #but i know it’s there so that’s all that matters 🖤 #tried some more funky lighting and damn what’s that no transparent background with a rectangle in the middle? that’s some wild experiment #saevus brutalis art #oc: vincent elijah vahn #saevus-brutalis art #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk 2077 oc #cyberpunk oc #male v #cyberpunk 2077 male v #cyberpunk v #cyberpunk 2077 art #brut art #cyberpunk 2077 v #cyberpunk #cyberpunk 2077 edit #art: vincent e. vahn

[imminent-danger-came]

thinking about how Macaque usually smiles when being more aggressive. Thinking about how monkeys usually ‘smile’ to show aggression. Thinking about MK smiling a shit ton durinf the Azure fight. THINKING ABOUT THE WARRIORS AND MKS REPRESSION GODD

Watching MK go completely unhinged while fighting Azure moodboard:

#but part of me was cheering with SWK #THAT'S MY HARBINGER OF CHAOS. THAT'S MY BOY #HE SHOULD YELL AT PEOPLE MORE OFTEN #(Wukong) #(He should yell at Wukong) #It's the fact that they love each other so much that makes SWK V MK fuck so hard #MK *loves* to repress/ignore problems that impact his worldview. He is so messy #Like I love the way he deals with LBD in s2 because it's absolutely abysmal. #He handles the problem without actually handling the problem. Does not go to monkey king. Does not talk to his friends #He trains but he also doesn't make any effort to try and stop LBD's plans or learn what those plans are #And then after being bitter at Wukong for a whole season he pretends it did not happen in s3. Like MK my sweet boy #you are not handling anything with any amount of grace #AND THEN he tried to do the same thing with his Monkey Form. But Monkey Form did not let him #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk MK #asks #solarartzz #like can you believe they ended s4 on such a high note. And then also said that s4 was the ''calm before the storm'' #can you believe s4 was set up. THAT IT WAS SET UP #Like oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooo. MK's s4 arc ended on too much of a high note #Especially because it resolved like nothing about his identity & his relationship with SWK #And they totally hinted at the SWK V Macaque fight being revealed later #Like god. We really are so fucked I'm telling you

[rotg-goc-headcanons]

Thinking about rotg being a world and time beyond goc, where the Guardians— perhaps individually, perhaps in pairs— have connected with Pitch in some manner. Made peace with him, in a way. A few of them have even discussed offering him Guardianship, despite the fact that they as a group were created to fight the fearlings he surrounds himself with. Children need some healthy fear to survive, after all. That may be something that needs to be guarded. Maybe one of them did talk about it with him- and he turned them down.

Thinking about Guardians who maybe didn’t try as hard as they could, but certainly tried more than nothing, to give a chance to Pitch. Guardians who, by the events of the movie, had accepted that it just wasn’t what Pitch wanted. Oh, he wanted to be believed in, but he wanted more than healthy fear, more than children. So the Guardians fight— but one not-Guardian doesn’t quite… get it. He thought they were similar, him and Pitch. He’s not bad, just extreme.

Thinking about having to explain that Pitch could certainly change, could certainly help people— but he didn’t want to.

#disclaimer: I’ve been avoiding reading the fifth book (heard some mixed reviews). I have it but. not read yet #sorry I know this isn’t how I normally run this blog but I’m having some thoughts tonight and wanted to share #pitch black #rotg #goc #rise of the guardians #guardians of childhood #there’s a lot I left out- like seraphina and kizmotis and whatnot. but I often see ‘fear is useful! they just fight him’ but hey? #I think it’s v possible that the guardians have tried. pitch just literally doesn’t want to change and that’s why they fight #maybe I just like a villian who knows there’s a better way but actively chooses worse #anyways does anyone want to talk to me abt it.

[moondustocean]

#cyberpunk 2077 #kerry eurodyne #oc: v #i love that v still looks so annoyed all the time xDD #my boy does not smile that often #AHHHHH and that I only got the cute versions of this so far 🫶 #cyberpunk 2077 spoilers

[moeblob]

I am... so tired after work today. Have a very lazy bust up of an OC while I try to recover energy.

#my characters #hello this is my son vikram and hes a brat and i love him #the scarring is a gift from his sister when she tried to hug him but like as a dragon #cause his dear sister can turn into a dragon #and hes just like so in love with this fact and he researches and learns all about dragons #hes like a walking encyclopedia of dragon facts and he will tell you at the most bizarre times #did you know that bog witches are often not only in charge of the bog health but ALSO THEY #TAKE CARE OF DRAGON EGGS AND THATS ACTUALLY WHERE A LOT OF DRAGONS LIKE TO LAY EGGS #IN BOGS BECAUSE THE WITCHES OFFER PROTECTION #and his friend adlyn is like buddy how do you even know this #and he learned it from his sister who learned it as a dragon when she went flying around on a whim #so he just shrugs and is like oh you know...... just..... heard it from a reliable source #and then he and adlyn are traveling with a guy who is a very famous dragon slayer #and vik doesnt really get along with him much because hes super wary of what the guy would do to his sister #and so hes a brat to the guy v often #and also vik is fireproof as a gift from the witch that turned his sister into a dragon due to a misunderstanding #anyway i took more time typing these tags than drawing the picture but whatever shh #his sister falls in love with the dragon slayer though and she doesnt travel with them but she does appear a bit #cause she can fly around and yeah #the dragon slayer does get really fond of her as well as a human and then he just kinda #sees vik talking to her dragon form one night and is like what are you doing #and vik blurts out talking to the family messenger dragon - kinda like a messenger pigeon but bigger #and the guy just sighs and walks off because vik is .... v weird and this is not worth the energy

[uniiico]

google earth: its 2077 and theyre still taking pics

bonus under the cut because she hates it here

#fem v friday #cyberpunk 2077 #cp2077 #cyberpunk photomode #oc: vera #she puts up with pics for like 5 mins and Thats It now hand her a margarita or shes going home #girls night is hell but she does it for evelyn - its their one thing since they dont hang out as often as they used to

[secretmellowblog]

I need to make a Les Mis compilation post of every time someone in the Brick talks about Jean Valjean as if he’s a sad strange mysterious little Creature

#it happens so often #it’s v funny #Jean ‘cryptid’ Valjean #Les mis #people look at Valjean like ‘????’ #‘what is with that man? why does he appear so Sad’ #too unbearably sad to be real

[thyandrawrites]

Reo's jerseys reading just "Reo" is such a Choice because I think he's the only one aside from Rin and Sae who goes by his first name. But at least in the brothers' case it makes sense to distinguish them since they have the same last name. Reo doesn't have that issue, but he did get into blue lock specifically to achieve something for himself that isn't tied to the Mikage empire, by his own merit. Between that and the fact that when he appears on screen in the various charts he's sometimes reffered to as "Mikage" and sometimes as "Reo", I like to think he chose to have his jerseys show just his first name as a bet with himself. You know, to show the world that on the field he's not The Prized Mikage Heir, but just himself. And his achievements are his own

#Correct me if I'm wrong but I think irl athletes do get a say in what name shows up on the jersey #I remember an olimpic volleyball player going by a nickname that was a play on his real last name #Anyway I just love reo a lot #People often call out how sheltered he is as a way to shit on him #But he's self aware of his privilege and doesn't lord it over other people #And most importantly he's the first who doesn't want to be recognized as a mikage #If he was as sheltered as ppl think he would've given up when nagi left him the second time #From then on it's on him and him alone to work hard to grasp his dream and he does #He's not the spoiled rich brat trope. In fact I'd say he kind of flips that idea bc he's more the type to spoil others instead #He's more the let's get our hands dirty without delegating type #And by this I don't wanna say he never had advantages bc he's well off #Obviously that's untrue. He founded his own soccer team and had TRAINING FACILITIES for himself and nagi lmao #But in blue lock all of that ends and he barely bats an eye #The first thing he does in team V is rebuilding everything from scratch with pure hard work and skill #Blue lock #Mikage reo #Bllk thoughts

[bikerboyfriend]

another dump cos i sorta kinda like these...friends and family

#dino.png #cyberpunk 2077 #myV: léo-vincent valentine #that name so annoying to type out #random léo-vin infodump of the day: he (and...only he😭) doesnt see the way hes cuddling up w panam as romantic. if they ever were to #i mean...he sortakinda romanced her. didnt get to basilisk yet. but he didnt do any of the romance options until she made a move #and even then...léo-vin is...🗿. he just goes along w whatever ppl want sometimes. #this is sometimes. also in general...terrible at romance he has no healthy perception of it soo...! #he genuinely cares for panam a deeply but like. his borderline unhealthy attachment to johnny is not helping anything #he often lets ppl decide their relationship with him bc he doesnt make any efforts to like maintain relationships w ppl that much #mama welles knows this well but he always stumbles into el coyoté at least....once every few months #if she calls he will come tho lol #in canon timeline (so dying) he would completely distance himself in hopes that his death doesnt sadden her (this is stupid) (it still will #so johnny being physically incapable of leaving him...tho it was invoulantarily he weasled his way in like jackie did #nd V ultimately does not want to be alone. so....ya! #AND SCENE #anyways. i have so much lore written for him its so fun. highly recommended.

[milflewis]

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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely? #bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier. #he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her? #whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael. #not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

[wnterslder]

i do adore the idea of bucky's home being a slightly musically inclined one , soft humming heard throughout the halls , bucky picking up the piano later in his childhood ( though ending up just playing it only casually ) , continuing into adulthood. it's the eye-hand coordination , the discipline , eye for technique and detail , and practice of accuracy that translate into being a good soldier as well like ??

#though him being musically-inclined is not a fact he tends to throw out v often #:') what does your muse think ?? #❪ ⠀ * ⠀ ─── ⠀ 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝚁𝙴𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃. ⠀﹕ ⠀ headcanons. ⠀ ❫

[darkgifted]

quick s/o to all my mutuals writing the chosen 3, durges, mintharas, etc. i see you all digging into that tough content to explain but never excuse away & it's just so interesting to see and i so admire your work

#an rpc of entirely “good” aligned characters who all mostly get along is not a terribly interesting one #so i v much appreciate everyone who does the (often hard) work required of writing antagonists #also unfortunately i do think arlis is the back-up one to the chosen three #also pls dont come at me i know minth was being orin’d i just wanted to include claire ok!!!

[autogeneity]

wonder if I can find a way to taste alcohol without being affected by it...

#I am meaning to go on a 'wine tasting' tour #for the scenery #convenient way to get around beautiful regions haha. there's a tram! v cute #but I feel like I should maybe actually consider trying it? the tasting? #however the effects of even a little bit of alcohol on me are often: 1) nausea #2) sleepiness. that's it that's all it does #I do not want this #in theory I could spit it out but I can't think of a polite way to do so lol #and activated charcoal apparently does not work for this? #m

[vhvrs]

i wish more ppl should be willing to approach viktor/jayce through league w/t arcanes influences... its such a different form of love and history that gets scrubbed away by forcing league n arcane into the same timeline (also does the same back to arcanes setup!) when the two should be getting equal care and effort put in not just bc like leagueverse is just older meaner one note versions of more fleshed out characters n arcanes 'fixing them' or whatever i see a lot... let them be different. increase the vkjc biodiversity in the process.

#bc i do get tags like this way too often n its kindve disheartening. my league fanart isnt only worthwhile if you can pretend its arcane #jayce giopara isnt only worthwhile if you think hes jayce talis etc etc #does a disservice to the writing in arcane too bc they went to a lot of effort to change the story #n regardless of thoughts on it changing it to fit into a framework that will not exist ever for it just is making everything soooo boring #also i just need more league only viktor n jayce i love seeing ppls interpretations! have fun!! #im v tired so i could def word this more coherently later but eh

[hella1975]

yes im trying not to be so mean yes im working on my temper but under no section of my Healing Contract does it mention that these things must apply to my sister. in fact if you read the fine print it says im actively allowed to make her miserable. for my mental health

#she's so mean all the time like constantly telling me im stupid and shit #which probably didn't hit as hard before this econ degree but now every time she does it im just kinda like :/ #and i laugh it off obvs bc am i fuck about to look put out by it #so she genuinely doesnt have any reason to stop bc ive not set any boundaries or communicated or yk. done anything correctly #i instead just let it frustrate the fuck out of me until one day im in a bad enough mood that i'll give as bad as she does #which i HATE bc as tough shit as she thinks she is i always think being mean - specifically the primary school way she does it - #is SO embarassing as a conflict method like girl 'you're stupid' is really the best you can come up with? bffr 😭 #like when i say IM mean and SHE'S mean im talking about very different things #im mean less often than her but when i do it it's effective bc i literally catalogue people's insecurities and use them against them #like some fucking anime villian like it's actually uncomfortable to watch and i hate myself every time #whereas her way is effective bc it's all dumb comments ANYONE could make but she says them repeatedly until she wears you down #and of the two methods they're both shit but at least my way isn't cringe LMAO #so if i ever get so frustrated i revert to her method i just get v annoyed with myself like IM better than this she might not be but i am #and we've just been moving things in the garden with mum which is a flashpoint anyway #and me and my sister were just GOING at each other and it was all jokes until i said something she didn't like #and she was like 'what's your problem? it's fine when we're joking but you always take it too far' girl. #like i cannot accurately explain on here how ridiculous that statement is coming from HER #and if id said something actually horrible id get it but the convo was literally just #her: mum can i wear your watch for the chem ball coming up? #me: why do you need a watch for that? #her: ive got a dumb tan line on my wrist that i want to cover #me: i really dont think anyone is going to be looking at your wrists #THAT WAS IT LMFAO??? YOU HYPOCRITICAL LITTLE BITCH #ironically i had a field day with it like her saying that was the worst thing she could have done #latched onto it like a bloodhound fr my eyes must have lit up #i was like 'dont be such a baby' which is basically a fucking trigger word in our house #thought she was gonna hit me with a spade <3 peace and love on planet earth #godddddd i cant wait for her to go back to uni i HATE sharing a room i cannot escape her she's literally here as i type #i hope she knows im slagging her off to my niche online micro-community #hella goes home