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The birthday art this year is interesting. we might have more later cause I am expecting a photoset and a birthday video from YBO but here’s what we have so far on the sugar side of things……
A new version of the panther. This one is more like a casual drawing in all green to match the theme. The placement is interesting, on his chest. His heart. Yes, because the one who made it is the love of his life. If you also look at how it’s drawn, it’s like the heart. How it looks like in real life and in anatomy books. It is adding the ♥️ detail in a different way, and may also be interpreted as this is Yibo. He has a big heart and it’s the best thing about him too. 😌😌😌
++ The Panther has always been “with him” ever since it’s debut and WYB is sticking to it.
Some noticed the 🦷 looks like a heart.
I’m not sure if this is a font or free hand writing, however it looks similar to what XZ used before. ( he even used a heart for the apostrophe, so XZ loves to use 🤍 when he can as a detail. )
As for the IG art, here are a few:
P1: the heart detail again. It’s something you will miss if you don’t zoom in, and that’s the point. XZ likes to hide things in plain sight.
P2: some are saying it’s a nod to the apple watch he’s been wearing lately. Does he know that we have a CPN that too so he added it? If this was a regular watch you’re drawing, there should be lines and not blank.
P3: All the drawings have the emphasis on the yeekies!!!!
P4: What’s that hand gesture Mister Ye? It’s like he is saying Hi but I think it has something to do with this scene:
I’m cackling at how this part was made into something “cute” 😂😂😂 We can’t confirm if this is really the reference, but I’d like to think this is ARTIST!XZ adding something Mister Ye is known for and it’s this scene.
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The artist at home has really worked hard! 💪🏻💪🏻
#yizhan#bjyx#there is no science here i’m just clowning like i always do#i’m exhausted from work i feel like i’m running on the fact that it’s a special day 08.05!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎂
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SHINY DUCK
and james
"-Why was my cult only for one day and became sharply yours??
- Not your level."
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my good man jonathan finally seems to realize how fucked up the situation is
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Available to download on Patreon
Release Dates:
Choco Pud - 01.05
Mini Pud - 08.05
Bow Pud - 15.05
Public - 22.05
base game
lactose free
vegetarian safe
available in restaurants
ingredients optional
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Multi serving: max vertices 875/ polygons 945
Single serving: max vertices 567/ polygons 621
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Posting Schedule🖤
Hiii, since the old schedule is long done here's the new one until June. The 500 follower special will probably be our 700 follower special if you guys keep going at this rate😂
Everything in bold is already finished, the rest could move up/further down depending on how quickly I can finish it. As always Tuesday for series, Wednesday for rambles, Friday for for fics. Sundays will be finished after this week since we have the soft thoughts for each boy out there (unless you want some on member x member pairings, then send them in😉). Thank you for all your lovely messages, requests and reblogs! ~ Nat🖤
✅🖤05.04. I owe you a kiss Pt.7 - Minchan x femReader
No spoilers😆
✅🖤09.04. Finding home in your heart Pt.2 - Lix x femReader
No spoilers😆
✅🖤10.04. Innie/Lix/Seungminnie Ramble (collab)
✅🖤12.04. So cute - sub!Chan x dom!Lix drabble
After a stressful week, Chan just wants to forget for a little while. His boyfriend gladly helps him out, loving to please his sweet boy.
✅🖤14.04. Innie soft thoughts
✅🖤16.04. I owe you a kiss Pt.8 - Minchan x femReader
✅🖤17.04. Innie/Lix/Seungminnie Ramble (collab)
✅🖤19.04. Keep it together - Chan x femReader
🖤23.04. Good boy - Chan x mReader (they/them pronouns)
You've been Chan's best friend for a while now but never dared to address your feelings for him, not knowing he feels the same. Chan teasingly praising you makes it harder to hide.
🖤24.04. Innie/Lix/Seungminnie Ramble (collab)
🖤26.04. A safe home - Min x gnReader
You want another kitten, Minho is slowly losing his mind.
🖤29.04. Birthday special - Chan x femReader
🖤01.05. Min Ramble (collab)
🖤03.05. You did good - OT8
A certain mv shoot ends in a panic attack for Min, finding comfort in his friends.
🖤07.05. depends
🖤08.05. Binnie Ramble (collab)
🖤10.05. Just you, huh? - Minchan x femReader
Minho never really knows how to comfort Chan when the latter feels like he's failing. You encourage your boyfriend to try.
🖤14.05. mini series - Minchan
🖤15.05. Hyune Ramble (collab)
🖤16.05. Birthday Special -🦖anon🖤
🖤17.05. A worthy opponent - Minchan drabble
Chan comes home late, finding himself replaced in their shared bed.
🖤21.05. mini series - 2min
🖤22.05. Jisungie Ramble (collab)
🖤24.05. no title yet - sub!virgin!chan x male/femReader
🖤27.05. Birthday special - 😇
🖤28.05. mini series - Minchan
🖤29.05. Lix Ramble (collab)
🖤31.05. A safe harbor - anxious!Ji x Min x Lix
🖤04.06. Addicted to you (bonus content)
🖤05.06. Seungminnie Ramble (collab)
🖤07.06. He deserved it Pt.3 - Minchanlix
🖤11.06. Addicted to you (bonus content)
🖤12.06. Innie Ramble (collab)
🖤14.06. He deserved it Pt.4 - Minchanlix
🖤18.06. Birthday special - 😇
🖤17.07. Birthday special - 😇
🖤11.08. Birthday special - 😇
🖤16.08. Birthday special - 😇
🖤18.09. Birthday special - 😇
🖤30.09. Birthday special - 😇
🖤16.10. Birthday special - 😇
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grimoire organization 2022
Greetings, everyone! This is how I've organized my grimoire for 2022. I use Obsidian to write it digitally.
This is just my personal preference for organization, so no worries if yours looks different! There are as many ways to organize a grimoire as there are witches and wizards in the world.
Tell me what you think! What parts do you like? What do you think I should add? Anything I'm missing or suggestions to make it better? Feel free to comment how you organize your grimoire below!
Farewell, and good tidings!
Branwen
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01.00 introduction
01.01 book blessing + protection
01.02 devotion/dedication
01.03 codes/rules/tenets
personal code
code of celtic druidism
the celtic commandments
01.04 intentions and goals
goals
intentions
01.05 learn more/add to grimoire (notes)
02.00 about author
02.01 names
02.02 personal craft
02.03 life path number
02.04 birth tarot card
the emperor
02.05 astrology birth chart
sun in leo
moon in capricorn
ascendant in aquarius
mercury in virgo
venus in leo
mars in pisces
jupiter in leo
saturn in cancer
uranus in pisces
neptune in aquarius
pluto in sagittarius
02.06 celtic zodiac
hazel “the knower”
02.07 personal beliefs (brief)
02.08 favorites
color
magical tools
herbs
crystals
02.09 relationships with spiritual beings
02.10 psychic abilities (clair-)
02.11 personal signature/symbols
02.12 ancestry
02.13 how i want to be remembered
03.00 basics
03.01 types of spells
cleansing
saining
warding
enchanting
verbal spells
invocation
evocation
candle spells
sigil spells
jar spells
ratchets
rituals
03.02 ritual work
the ritual model
intent
visualization
consecration
meditation + grounding
directing energy
clockwise vs. counterclockwise
03.03 types of correspondences
protection
healing
cleansing
banishing
luck
mental clarity
03.04 sabbats
about sabbats
yule (winter solstice)
imbolc
ostara (spring equinox)
beltane
litha (summer solstice)
lughnahsadh
mabon (fall equinox)
samhain (halloween)
03.05 altars
03.06 spirit guides
about spirit guides
ancestor guides
ascended masters
archetype guides
guardian angels
animal guides
03.07 auras
about auras
chakras
03.08 alphabets + code language
ogham alphabet [not featured here]
03.09 symbols
celtic symbols
03.10 about divination
04.00 nature
04.01 the three elements
nwyfre
gwyar
calas
04.02 talking to nature
04.03 lunar phases
full moon
new moon
waxing crescent
first quarter
waxing gibbous
waning gibbous
last quarter
waning crescent
blue moon
black moon
lunar eclipse “blood moon”
solar eclipse
moon void
04.04 herbs
tips
for saining
medicinal
misc
how to dry + store
04.05 gardening
companion plants
herbs
night-blooming plants
04.06 waters
rain water
storm water
dew water
snow water
moon water
sun water
river water
sea water
spring water
lake water
well water
swamp water
rose water
florida water
salt water
rosemary water
how to make moon water
04.07 aromatherapy
essential oils
custom for calm
05.00 minerals
05.01 crystals (by intention)
ones i own
ones i do not own
05.02 stones
precious stones
hag stones
wishing rocks
heart stones
05.03 jewelry
05.04 amulets
about amulets
charging amulets
05.05 charging
05.06 cleansing + care
05.07 salts
purposes
06.00 spirits
06.01 relationships with the spirits
06.02 when making offerings…
06.03 offering ideas
06.04 spirit guides
how to contact
talking to spirit guides
questions to ask
06.05 the fae
about the fae
offering ideas
(some) types of fae
07.00 altars
07.01 layouts
07.02 what to use/ideas
07.03 for the elements
nwyfre
gwyar
calas
07.04 for sabbats
yule (winter solstice)
imbolc
ostara (spring equinox)
beltane
litha (summer solstice)
lughnahsadh
mabon (fall equinox)
samhain (halloween)
08.00 recipes
08.01 general tips
08.02 infusions
tips
herb-infused oil
rose oil
08.03 foods
lughnasadh herb bread
litha orange honey cake
rosemary-honey shortbread
enchanting flower and herb spread
08.04 drinks
fire cider
08.05 potions
08.06 natural remedies
elderberry syrup
08.07 lotions
rose hip lotion [personal]
08.08 cleaning products
pine needle spray
08.09 misc
incense
four thieves vinegar
09.00 spells + rituals
09.01 affirmations
lunar affirmations
09.02 sigils
passive sigils
active sigils
creating sigils
charging sigils
09.03 sachets + jars
anti-anxiety sachet
09.04 prayers
simple opening prayer [personal]
druids prayer
09.05 blessings
old irish blessing
blessing lavender tea [personal]
garden blessing
seedling blessing
09.06 lunar rituals
new moon
waxing crescent
first quarter
waxing gibbous
full moon
waning gibbous
last quarter
waning crescent
09.07 sabbat rituals
yule (winter solstice)
ostara (spring equinox)
beltane
litha (summer solstice)
lughnahsadh
mabon (fall equinox)
samhain (halloween)
09.08 birthday ritual
09.09 solitary dedication ritual
10.00 divination
10.01 astrology birth charts
sun
moon
ascendant
mercury
venus
mars
jupiter
saturn
uranus
neptune
pluto
10.02 zodiac signs
aquarius
pisces
aries
taurus
gemini
cancer
leo
virgo
libra
scorpio
sagittarius
capricorn
10.03 celtic zodiac
rowan
ash
alder
willow
hawthorn
oak
holly
hazel
vine
ivy
reed
elder
birch
10.04 basic tarot card meanings
major arcana
minor arcana, cups
minor arcana, swords
minor arcana, staffs
minor arcana, discs
10.05 tarot spreads
10.06 cleansing the tarot deck
10.07 omens
10.08 psychic abilities
about psychic powers
what to use them for
developing psychic abilities
11.00 library
11.01 dictionary/encyclopedia (?)
11.02 science and magic(k)
matter and energy
11.03 celts
deities
celtic clothing
celtic days
hand-fasting
11.04 druidry
about druidry
bard
ovate
druid
druid organizations
11.05 paganism + animism
11.06 types of divination
augury
astragalomancy
biorhythms
cartomancy
tarot
cleromancy
rhabdomancy
numerology
osteomancy
sacred geometry
tasseomancy
theriomancy
11.07 types of witches/witchcrafts
green witch
eclectic witch
kitchen witch
solitary witch
cottage witch
grey witch
hedge witch
sea witch
religious witch
moon witch
sun witch
elemental witch
fire witch
earth witch
water witch
air witch
swamp witch
faery witch
cosmic witch
divination witch
crystal witch
secular witch
urban witch
literary witch
forest witch
music witch
chaos witch
shadow witch
techno witch
desert witch
art witch
natural witch
hereditary witch
11.08 types of psychic ability
clairvoyance
clairaudience
clairecognizance
clairsentience
clairalience
clairgustance
psychometry
11.09 tree lore
oak
hazel
hawthorn
11.10 animal lore
salmon
cranes
serpents
bees
ladybugs
butterflies
dragonflies
owls
hawks
crows
spiders
11.11 misc correspondences
shapes
colors
weekdays
elements
12.00 inspiration
12.01 legends and myths
fionn mac cumhaill and the salmon of knowledge
12.02 poetry
celandines
alder dance
the oak tree
augeries of innocence
putting in the seed
hermitage
to the cardinal, attacking his reflection in the window
nature aria
the gray heron
12.03 artwork [not featured here]
12.04 photography [not featured here]
13.00 shadow book [personal]
13.01 affirmations
13.02 recipes
13.03 cleansing
13.04 warding
13.05 enchanting
13.06 verbal spells
13.07 candle spells
13.08 sigil spells
13.09 jar spells + sachets
13.10 crystals
13.11 rituals
13.12 tarot divination
readings
getting to know the field tarot deck [archive]
13.13 dreams
13.14 craft challenges
13.15 holiday celebrations
13.16 miscellaneous
13.17 craft advice
from mickey
14.00 personal beliefs
14.01 personal beliefs (expanded)
14.02 creation of the universe
14.03 death + otherworld
14.04 time
14.05 “spirituality”
14.06 magick
15.00 index of personal contributions
16.00 list of sources of information
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Smutty May 08.05.
First Choice (18+) || Rick Grimes
A sweet Anon had a very specific request and I did my best to make it all happen 💓
At one point, however, I had a little problem with how the consent thing works and modified the request a bit to make it all consensual 👀
Summary: Rick is going through a tough time in the prison and you offer to always be there for him. You actually mean the conversation, but he understands something completely different.
Trigger: Little confusion about consent, semi-public sex (?), age gap (OF AGE), dirty talk and as always the smutty stuff
I gently rock Rick's little daughter back and forth in my arms and follow the corridor that leads out to the prison yard.
For days the weather has been incredibly beautiful and I try to take Judith out onto the lawn as often as I can.
Because I'm Hershel's youngest daughter, I don't often get asked to go out for a run, but I'm not sad about it at all, because I can take care of Rick's daughter that way.
The little girl lost her mother some time ago and has only her brother and father left.
My thoughts slip back to the handsome ex-cop when I spot him at the fence in front of the Walkers.
As if casually, I walk in his direction and pretend I'm just taking the little girl for a walk, although I'd like to see the much older man up close.
I've had a bit of a crush on Rick since he showed up at the farm with his group, but he still had a wife at the time.
The marriage was practically over by then, but there still remained the glaring age difference that I've come to terms with and can actually completely suppress my ridiculous feelings for him.
The only one who knows about how I look at Rick sometimes is my big sister Maggie's boyfriend.
Glenn noticed it when we had the plague in the prison and I had a weak moment or two and looked at Rick in a specific way.
Since then, things have slowly gone uphill in terms of living with everyone together, but still, something irreversible has changed in Rick. He has become colder and tougher than he used to be and you can see it in every kill he brutalizes through the fence.
I let Judith play with my hair and stand as close as I can to the fence behind Rick as I ask, "Do you need help?"
He winces violently, then turns to me. At first his veiled gaze falls on his little daughter before he looks me in the face and shakes his head: "It's okay."
That ends the conversation for him and he turns back to the Walkers. He is engrossed in his work and it doesn't seem to bother him one bit that I am just staring at him.
I silently follow every muscle that shows under his sweaty shirt and then close my eyes with a sigh. If he won't talk to me, then I can't help him.
I spend the rest of the day outside with the little one and only notice in the corner of my eye how Rick marches past us, drenched in blood, and disappears into the prison block.
Slowly the sun sets and it is time for Judith to go to bed. Gently, I lift her off the grass and murmur, "Well, are you getting tired?"
I get a yawn in response and carry the little one in with a grin.
I take my time and nod contentedly as she lies in her crib next to Rick's bed.
I have no idea where her father still hangs out, but I'm sure he should be there soon and then I won't be needed in the cell either.
So, I take a step back and my eyes fall on Judith's father sitting on the floor next to his cell. His eyes are lazily fixed on me and I squeak out in surprise, "Oh, what are you doing?"
Quietly, he clears his throat, "I didn't want to disturb you, so I waited until you were done."
I don't take my eyes off him and nod slowly. My first reflex is to go to my own cell, but after my first step I stop.
I know that everyone has an incredible amount of respect for Rick and his dominant character, and because of that, they tend not to ask how he's doing. After all, the strong and controlling Rick can never be unwell.
But he doesn't look like that, sitting there on the floor and not even making an effort to move into his cell.
So, I make a decision and drop down on the floor next to him. Immediately he looks back at me and I have to swallow hard as his blue eyes are so close to me.
I know I need to focus on other things, so I look down at his hands resting in his lap and the ring he still wears after Lori's death and the demise of his marriage.
I tighten my legs and arrange myself into a cross-legged position as I ask him quietly, "What's wrong? And please don't tell me now that everything is fine, because I can see that something is very wrong."
There is an oppressive silence for a short while and I look him in the face again.
Patiently, I wait for his answer, which can be a really long time coming, before he sighs, "You're right. After all we've been through, I wonder..."
He breaks off and averts his eyes, staring at the wall as he continues, "I wonder if I could have done anything differently. Whether I should have listened better. Tried harder. Maybe then not so many of us would have died. Maybe things would have turned out differently."
Without giving it much thought, I lean forward and reach for his hand, feeling the cool metal from the ring on my fingers.
Immediately he jerks his head around and looks at our hands as I say in a firm voice, "That's exactly the point, Rick. Maybe things would have been different. Maybe more people would have died, or maybe not. Who really knows for sure? The only thing that matters is that you try. That we all try and fight."
Gently, I slide my fingers between his and add softly, "You're a good man, Rick, and you're doing what you think is right. But you're not alone, either. We-"
I clear my throat, "I'm here for you if you need anything." Lightly, I squeeze his hand, then whisper, "Anything."
He lifts his chin and looks me in the eye.
His features have changed and it's only then that I realize how I worded it earlier.
I hope he didn't completely misunderstand, but the way he looks at me feels like he's seeing me for the first time.
As if he had never perceived me before the way he does now.
As if he is only now seeing that I have become a woman despite the immense age difference.
I can't help my cheeks turning red and I don't correct my statement.
A few moments pass before I realize that I still have my hand intertwined with his and swallow hard as I take it from him.
That seems to be the moment he regains consciousness and blinks several times before coughing softly, "I should go check on Judith."
Absently, I nod and watch him sit up and reach his hand out again to help me up.
But I pretend I didn't see it and ignore his help as I sigh and stand up, nodding slightly to him, "Good night, Rick."
Faster than perhaps I should, I disappear into my cell and can't breathe properly until I feel the cool lattice of my bed under my fingertips.
***
A few days pass in which I barely exchange a word with Rick, but I catch him staring at me far too intensely again and again.
I try not to think too much of it, and it's not until days later that I muster all my courage and walk up to him as he's working in the small field with our crops.
It seems as if he senses my presence and turns to me even before I can brace my arms on the fence.
Goosebumps cover my arms as his gaze glides over my body before he looks me in the eye and finally speaks to me properly after days, "You look beautiful."
My mouth drops open in surprise and I can't get it closed either for a few moments.
I expected a lot of things, but not that he would give me this kind of compliment.
There's a strange silence before Rick leans his butt against the fence next to me and looks down at me from above, "I've been thinking about what you talked to me about in front of my cell."
Slightly lowering his eyes to my still slightly open mouth, he murmurs, "More often than maybe I should."
Finally regaining my composure, I straighten up a bit to at least somewhat compensate for our size difference and try not to sound too confused, "I'm glad. I'm sure I'm not necessarily your first choice, but I'll try my best."
I feel like everything I say sounds totally ambiguous coming out of my mouth and I don't dare look him in the eye.
Actually, I can only hope that he is so focused on my words with which I offer to always talk to me, that he doesn't notice my physical reaction to his closeness and smell.
Rick is standing so close to me that I'm aware of his every breath when he suddenly runs his hand along my forearm and whispers, "Who said you weren't my first choice? Don't sell yourself short."
Immediately I look him in the blue eyes, which look at me slightly veiled and I do not get enough air in the lungs.
Does he mean his words ambiguously now? Or is my brain just way too horny for him that I take in everything he says sexually?
I pray that I look somewhat graceful as I pull myself up onto the fence and sit next to him. All the while, there's a strange tension between us that I can't gauge.
But because I somehow don't expect a man like Rick to be interested in a woman like me, I try to focus on the conversation and not on the topics my mind would like to deal with.
So, I ignore the fact of how rough and excited my voice sounds when I say, "You've got quite a few here to choose from."
Now he's the one who turns around and rests his muscular forearms on the fence, pressing his arm against my thigh and partly against my butt.
He's bent over so far that I'm now the one looking down at him, staring in fascination at the curls on the back of his neck.
When he notices, he ignores it and instead mumbles, "You know, I actually didn't really consider this with you because I thought you weren't interested in me at all. But really, you're all I've ever thought about."
Confused, I frown and shake my head vigorously, "Of course I'm interested."
I skillfully block out his last sentence, which I'm sure he didn't mean the way my traitorous brain wants me to think, and sigh softly, "I meant exactly what I said, and if you want you can come by my cell tonight."
His eyes flash before he nods slowly and sits up, "I have to go out with Daryl again later and then I'll come see you."
The fact that he really wants to talk to me that fast makes me blink several times and then I slide off the fence.
Silently we look at each other before I clear my throat, "I'll see you later then."
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Several hours later, I sit jittery on my bed, wincing at every sound in anticipation of Rick coming to my cell.
He did say he would come, but maybe he changed his mind?
Frustrated that I'm so upset just because he wants to talk to me, I drop backwards onto my bed.
The cool fabric from the bedding is comfortable on my heated skin, exposed to the warm air through my short shorts.
Sighing, I close my eyes and decide to wait a little longer for Rick.
Unfortunately, he takes so long that I fall asleep in my cell on the bed.
Normally I'm not a person who has the most interesting dreams, but in my doze, I imagine that Rick has come into my cell after all, and his warm, heavy body is pressed against my small one.
I dream that he first hesitantly places his lips on my neck, and as I softly sigh his name, he gently licks over my racing pulse.
I have never felt like I do in this dream and I lift my hands to place them in his dark curls.
But when I actually get a few strands between my fingers and hear him moaning softly, I'm wide awake.
I didn't dream it.
It's merciless reality.
Instead of pulling my hands out of his hair, I lie there paralyzed, unable to believe that Rick is actually lying between my legs right now, trying to give me a hickey on my collarbone.
Unwillingly, a whimper slips across my lips before I gasp, "Rick?"
Somehow, he seems to take the whole situation the wrong way, and slowly I realize that he also took my offer to talk quite differently than I actually meant it.
My unhappy way of expressing myself must have turned him on and he whispers against my heated skin, "I'm sorry baby it took me so long. I couldn't decide if I should come or not...Fuck you're such a good girl for doing this to me. You have no idea how much this means to me.'
Weakly my head falls onto the pillow behind me and I know I should stop him because it's just not right, but it feels so right.
God, I can even feel how much I'm turning him on as he moves a little between my legs and presses his hips against my embarrassingly dripping wet middle.
My heart threatens to jump out of my chest as he slides a hand under my shirt and his callused hand touches my soft belly.
My fingers grip tighter into his curls, eliciting another low moan from him and that sound is exactly what brings me back to reality and I squint my eyes because I can't believe myself saying, "What are you doing, Rick?"
Fluttering, I open my eyes and still don't stop him as he pushes down further and very gently kisses my thighs, his slightly longer beard, scraping across my sensitive skin.
Looking up at me cockily, he smiles slightly, "What do you think it looks like?"
His warm hands reach for my legs and he certainly pushes them further apart, I must be doing the stupidest thing in the world and sit up jerkily and mumble, "That I totally misspoke a few days ago and also earlier."
I see the exact moment when he realizes what I just said.
As if he had been burned, he lets go of me and sits up himself with a jerk.
His beautiful eyes are huge and he stammers, yes Rick Grimes stammers, "I'm so sorry...I thought...Fuck...I don't know what I was thinking...I should have asked you directly and not jumped all over you like some horny dick...Fuck, I'm sorry..."
He makes a move to get up from my bed, but I quickly grab his arm and immediately he looks at my small hand clutching his arm.
I take a deep breath, "You didn't understand me the way I meant it at the beginning, but I might as well repeat it: I didn't think I was your first choice...that's why-"
He quickly undercuts me and clenches his hand into a fist, "You don't have to say anything. I completely misread the situation and I'm sorry for pushing you like that. When you said that out by the fence, I kind of thought you meant that you didn't think I'd take you up on that..." Embarrassed, it points to the big bulge showing in his pants and then continues, "…way and the truth is I was ashamed of wanting a woman who could be my daughter and yet I couldn't help thinking about you all the time."
I bite my lower lip and look down at his crotch, "Now may I please make excuses?"
Still clutching his arm, he mumbles a 'sure' as I whisper hoarsely, "I didn't think I'd have been your first choice to talk to and that's why I didn't even hope to be your first choice to make out with, let alone move on."
His arm, which had been totally tense the whole time, goes limp and he gasps in disbelief, "What?"
I gather all my courage and scramble toward him. His arms hang next to his body and I push myself onto his lap.
He does not resist, but also does nothing to touch me in turn. The moment I push myself onto his hard cock, he bites down hard on his lower lip to show no other emotion and I rest my forearms on his broad shoulders.
I'm not the most experienced at this, but as I slowly grind myself against him, I'm sure he likes it.
I lean forward teasingly and I notice him trembling as I breathe a shy kiss behind his ear and whisper softly, "I want you to touch me. I want you to finish what you started earlier. You can't even imagine how wet I am for you already."
I can guess he's still totally confused by the about-face, so I tilt my head and pause just short of his slightly parted lips, "I want you to fuck me. I want to be claimed by you." And then I press my lips hard against his.
For a second, he doesn't respond, but then he's a changed man. He's like he was when he was between my legs.
Although I have been the one to initiate the kiss, he is the one to take it over.
I don't even get to react in any way as he pushes me backwards again to force me onto my back and I groan louder than I intended as the jerky movement pushes his cock into just the right place and he tries to speak in a controlled manner but all that slips out is a gasp, "You like that?"
Unable to form even one word other than his name, I nod and he thrusts his cock against me again.
But when I start to moan again, he quickly presses his hand over my mouth and muffles my sound, then strains to whisper, "You have to be quiet, or do you want everyone to hear how I can make you moan?"
The question is only rhetorical and I already realize that, but the way he's talking to me and the thought of how everyone on the block can hear Rick fucking me turns me on beyond belief and I unintentionally arch up to meet him and gasp into his hand.
Suddenly he pauses and I look at him languidly from under my lashes as he tries to suppress a grin and asks curiously, "It really turns you on that the others can hear us, doesn't it?"
When I say nothing, he presses back against me and purrs, "I can make your fantasy come true. You just have to tell me."
This is the moment my head completely fails me and I whimper against his hand, "Yes, please, Rick."
Still not taking his hand from my mouth, he whispers, "Speak it out, Baby."
Only now does he let me speak freely and I place my hands on the back of his neck as I gasp, "I want you to fuck me so everyone can hear how good you're doing me."
He slips out a simple 'fuck' before reconnecting his lips with mine in.
Without beating around the bush, he slides his hand under my shirt and just pulls the cup down from my bra to touch my breast with his big hand.
It's all happening so fast, like he can't wait to sink himself into me and I certainly have no problem with it.
Gently he pulls on my nipple and I cry out softly.
Having Rick on top of me feels so good.
So right and I pull maybe too hard on his curls as he gently bites my neck, but he doesn't seem to mind.
On the contrary, it only turns him on more and he gives a muffled moan against my neck, "Have you ever slept with a man?"
Because I'm so young, I guess the question is more than justified, but I did sleep with my best friend once in high school, so I nod, "Yeah, once."
Slowly, he leans on my elbow and looks down at me: "Then I'll show you how to do it right. Turn over onto your stomach and your butt up."
With a lump in my throat, I do as he asks and with his help, lift my butt up so that I'm practically presenting myself to him.
My voice breaks a little as I mumble, "Do you want me to lean on my hands?"
I don't even wait for his answer and go to straighten up a bit, but his hand settles heavily between my shoulder blades and pushes me down on the bed with my chest.
Softly, he growls, "No, stay down."
My breath escapes my lungs completely as he reaches around me and pulls my jeans off my hips.
Suddenly, I'm embarrassingly aware of the underwear I put on this morning.
Maggie has a habit of always bringing me some cute panties when she's on a run and today I opted for a pair that are baby blue with a little teddy keying on my butt.
It's quiet for a second and I just know Rick is looking at my ass and sees the teddy.
How was I supposed to know I was going to get fucked and really I shouldn't be so uncomfortable because it's just underwear, but I suddenly don't feel grown up enough to sleep with a man like Rick and regret not putting on plain black underwear.
That's when Rick puts a big hand on my butt and squeezes lightly, "Fuck, that's cute."
Surprised, I flinch and whisper, "I...it's..."
But he interrupts me by gently tugging on the band of my panties and harshly saying, "You're just perfect."
Sighing, I lean into his touch and slowly realize that all these little things are what he likes about me.
The hair pulling or my girly underwear. They're all things that he likes and that I do out of reflex and habit.
My breath catches as he grabs the waistband on both sides and slowly slides it over my upturned bottom.
Slowly he exposes my most intimate part and I just wiggle back and forth to encourage him to pull my panties to my knees faster, which elicits a hoarse laugh from him, "So impatient?"
I just whimper a soft 'please' and almost lose control of my knees when I feel his breath on my ass.
I quickly try to look over my shoulder at him, but it's too dim in the cell and I just can't shift that far, so I settle for the feel of the mattress moving as he slides a little lower and gently kisses my thighs.
Impatiently, I push myself towards him and moan loudly as his tongue slides up and he kisses me gently on my little bundle of nerves between my legs. I never knew it could feel so good to be in bed with a man.
Rick's tongue slowly slides over my middle and I moan into the pillow in front of me.
I stop thinking about what I'm doing and try to push my knees further apart to give him more access, but the stupid pants won't allow it and I cry miserably, "Rick, undress me."
I feel his breath on me as he laughs softly and then murmurs sensually, "It's actually quite nice like this."
And before I can react his tongue slides inside me and I would have lost my footing if he hadn't held me by my thighs.
My former boyfriend has had his face between my legs a few times, but he couldn't begin to do what Rick is doing to me right now.
I can barely stand the fact that my stupid pants are stuck to my knees and I can't give him any more access. Unfortunately, he doesn't seem to mind and I just press myself harder against him.
My whole body is trembling with desire and I can hardly think of anything else but wanting his hard cock inside me more than anything else.
I totally don't care who hears me as I moan loudly, "I want you to fuck me."
I get a low growl in response and then he lets go of me to spin me around with his strong arms. As our eyes meet, he murmurs, "By your command."
Gently he helps me out of my rolled-up pants and I stare at him as he stands up and completely undresses in front of me.
We're both aware that I'm staring unabashedly at him, but I just can't take my eyes off his torso and especially off his cock, which is hard and big and waiting for me.
Rick opens his mouth to say something, but I'm far too fascinated reaching for his cock, which is so close to my hand I and he visibly flinches, gasping softly, "Oh fuck."
Still in bed, I move my hand gently up and down and he braces himself against the top bunk bed, cursing, so that his knuckles stand out white.
Rick is warm and heavy in my hand and reflexively I open my legs to where his eyes immediately move and he closes his eyes moaning, "I don't know how I've lasted this long not fucking you. God, I don't even know how I lasted just looking at you, even though I immediately got a boner."
A soft whimper escapes me at his words and apparently that makes it too much for him and he grabs my wrist to pull my hand away from him and push himself a little awkwardly between my legs.
Somehow, it's funny that I still have my top on and he makes no move to take it off.
But the moment I want to ask him if I can take my shirt off, Rick grabs the hem and wordlessly I help him first pull the shirt over my head and then drop my bra to the floor of the cell.
Immediately, he lowers his mouth to my breasts and without any digression I reach hard into his dark curls and press him even closer to me.
Groaning, he allows it and gently rubs against my thigh.
I can't hold back anymore and gasp, "Please stop with the foreplay. Just take me."
His voice is muffled against my chest as he moans, "Fuck." And I feel his cock twitch because of my words.
He lifts his head just a few inches and I'm already pulling him up to me, kissing him hungrily on the mouth as he positions himself between my legs and gasps against my lips, "Ready?"
Softly I murmur a 'yes' against his lips and that's all it takes for him to enter me in one fluid motion.
It's been a long time since I've had sex and accordingly it feels unusual to be filled by him in this way.
It seems to totally fuck him up too and his whole body quivers as I move under him, eliciting a growl from him, "Fuck, you're so incredibly tight."
My chest tightens to bursting point and I claw my way into his shoulder blades as his chest slowly lowers onto mine until there isn't a sheet of paper that fits between us and I feel his weight comfortably on top of me.
His lips travel down my jaw to my neck and I whimper, "You can...God please do something."
He doesn't need to be asked twice about that and slides out of me enough that I don't think I have him inside me anymore before he gently pushes his hips forward again.
He's barely done anything and yet my center is already pulsing around him and he tenses above me and thrusts, "Wait." Out.
I try to let myself fall and gasp weakly, "I can't last much longer."
I'm still totally wet and horny from his tongue that was previously in my pussy and to feel him now warm and heavy up in my belly is too much for me.
I really try and bite his shoulder hard as he keeps pushing into me and whispers, "That's good. Hold it back nice and easy, Sweetie."
Except, unfortunately, his intent is completely the opposite and I can't even give him a heads up before my insides tighten up and I'm pulsing around his cock and he just keeps fucking me.
I slip out a drawn groan, "I'm sorry." and look into his face contorted with arousal so close to me that I can see the bright spots in his blue eyes.
Hectically, he shakes his head and growls, "You're so perfect, like you wanted me that way, you came right away. That's how I like you."
I roll my eyes and wrap my legs around his waist so he can take me deeper and sure enough, that only seems to please him more and his thrusts become more erratic and messier.
Gently, I run my hand over his collarbone and murmur, "I've always wanted you, Rick."
Unexpectedly, he flinches and I too am surprised that my words have actually made him come.
His chest rises and falls way too fast and I carefully slide closer to the wall so he can roll next to me, even though the bed is actually way too narrow for two people.
My eyes are closed, but I can feel his gaze on me. I notice him staring at me and I clear my throat quietly before looking at him again, "Was that..." Briefly, I bite my lower lip and then whisper, "a one-time thing for you?"
His blue eyes are fixed piercingly on me and his hand absently plays with one of my nipples as he whispers, "No, it wasn't, unless you want it to be a one-time thing."
Of course, I want more from Rick and place my hand, on his beard covered cheek before murmuring, "I want more from you too, Rick. A lot more."
And in his eyes, I see the life again that he lost so long ago, as he leans in and kisses me softly on my swollen lips.
@positive-squid @hail-yourselves @mrsxreeves
#smutty may#rick grimes#rick grimes x reader#rick grimes smut#rick grimes imagine#twd x reader#twd#the walking dead#request
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going out on a limb here and asking for anonymous asks from anyone reading BitB (or not! im just crowd sourcing) who lives in/visited the cities on Endless' N. America tour. im doing bare minimum research for each city, as i don't plan on lingering too much on the locale (that would be counter productive, honestly). but it would certainly help me immerse myself as i write, if i could get some first hand experience from anyone who has visited or lived in these cities. the sights, smells, how hot it is in the summer... food, culture, music scene, etc.
asks wont be posted. they are just for research.
cities listed under the cut. again, this can be anonymous if you'd like!
08.02 Charlotte, NC
08.03 Atlanta, GA
08.04 Nashville, TN
08.05 Memphis, TN
08.07 Dallas, TX
08.10 Phoenix, AZ
08.12 Oakland, CA
08.13 Portland, OR
08.14 Seattle, WA
08.16 Salt Lake City, UT
08.17 Denver, CO
08.19 Kansas City, MO
08.20 St. Louis, MO
08.22 Minneapolis, MN
08.23 Chicago, IL
08.24 Royal Oak, MI
08.26 Columbus, OH
08.27 Pittsburgh, PA
08.28 Philadelphia, PA
08.29 New York, NY
#dreamling#bolt in the blue#looking at some of these cities#makes me giggle and rub my hands together#each city has notes attached in my google docs#some very interesting notes indeed!
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Sebaik-baik Penjagaan Perempuan
Tulisan ini mungkin akan berlawanan dengan cara pandang banyak orang. Mungkin akan membuatmu mengernyitkan dahi sambil berkata "ah kau terlalu berlebihan". Mungkin juga membuat mu berpikir "mereka tidak sebegitunya..."
Beberapa hal terkadang membuatku iri, tak sedikit yang mampu menampakkan wajah atau sekedar suara untuk ladang kebaikan di dunia maya, tak dipungkiri bahwa lebih menarik, tak sedikit kupikir "kebermanfaatannya makin meluas"
Tapi bukankah sebaik-baik penjagaan perempuan adalah rasa malunya? Bukan, bukan mereka punya rasa malu yang kurang. Hanya saja, setiap orang membuat batasan rasa malunya sendiri, kita tinggallah memilih sampai mana tembok itu dibuat
Belum cukup tuntutan menjaga di dunia nyata, terkadang lalai di dunia maya. Batasan-batasan yang membuat kita lupa, bahwa menjaga bukan hanya ketika bertemu atau bersuara.
Kita tidak pernah tau bagaimana anggapan orang lain atas potret diri kita. Kita tak pernah bisa menebak isi kepala manusia, terlebih pikiran lawan jenis. Bukankah sebaik-baik penjagaan perempuan adalah rasa malunya?
Kita punya contoh wanita-wanita terbaik sepanjang zaman. Kita mengenal Sayyidah Maryam binti Imran dengan sebaik-baik penjagaannya. Kita tau semengagumkan apapun Khadijah binti Khuwailid, ia tetap pada batasannya. Atau ingatkah kita kisah anak perempuan Imam Malik yang menerima hafalan murid-murid ayahnya dari belakang pintu bermodalkan ketukan ketika ada kesalahan?
Katanya, banyak ulama dari kalangan wanita, tapi Allah jaga iffah dan kehormatannya. Adakah kita berharap hal yang sama? Bahwa Allah menjaga dengan sebaik-baik penjagaan..
Ingatkah kita bahwa rasa malu ialah bentuk cinta dan ridha Allah atas wanita? Ialah perasaan istimewa yang Allah berikan atas hambaNya. Adakah kita tak tertarik akan cinta dan ridha yang Allah tawarkan?
Bagaimanapun keadaanya, sesulit apapun istiqamah dijalannya, semoga Allah tetap menjaga kita dengan sebaik-baik penjagaan dariNya
"Kemudian datanglah kepada Musa salah seorang dari kedua perempuan itu berjalan dengan malu-malu..." (QS. Al Qashas : 25)
Depok, 1 Maret 2024 | 08.05
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08.05
Really late update. After a morning lecture I studied with a friend at a cafe, and then at the library, it was a productive day.
My presentation is tomorrow, but I'm not too nervous about it, for some strange reason. I also managed to do some other stuff in preparation for the exams I have later in June and the paper on Henry James I have due on the 27th.
The overcast weather was ideal for studying, less ideal for walking home.
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