when someone shows you who they are, believe them tha 1st time not 29th time. its gone fuck up yo mental .
i'm gonna start posting the angel numbers i see on this account
well i took an exammmmmmmm
Divination with Dice:
Dice by: crystalmaggie on esty
Astragalomancy, also known as astragyromancy, is a form of divination that uses dice specially marked with letters or numbers.
Much like the playing card, dice or dice like objects were used by multiple oppressed groups throughout history! They were ways for those oppressed by the church to keep their tradtions and beliefs in secret.
This divination practice has been around for centuries the oldest dice like set we know right now are from ancient Persia from the area of modern Iran and they are approximately 5000 years old.
We'll start with and their meanings in the way that I was taught. So mind you, this is simply the way I was taught their meanings.
So well go all the way up to 20:
3. No, be wary
4. self-expression and self-fulfillment.
5. Only if you are careful.
6. Don´t be afraid to take chances.
7. inner wisdom, self-awareness, intuition and mysticism.
8. Eternity and inner steadiness.
9. Enlightenment or answers will come.
10. Spiritual enlightenment and spiritual awakening.
11. Insight and understanding
13. Death and change.
14. Reassurance from your guardians.
15. Wisdom and manifestation.
16. New beginnings and renewal.
17. Good fortune and a complete victory.
18. Breaking free of what binds you and encouragement.
19. The beginning and the end, aka you're most likely very much screwed.
20. Confidence, determination, optimism, and positivity.
You can also use even and odds for simple yes and no.
Odds = No
Even = Yes
Major Arcana's Meanings Reversed & Upright With Yes Or No Questions Answered
Tarot is one of the most well known and used types of divination that you can find. Millions every year buy tarot decks and ask for guidance to maneuver this world and often it does not fail to reveal the truth these individuals have been looking for. Today, I’m going to start a series of posts on tarot where I can share the information that I have learned with you. I’m going to begin with the Major Arcana, the trump cards of the tarot deck. The Major Arcana are the first 22 cards numbered 0-21 in a tarot deck, ranging from the Fool to the World. Many decks may have different artwork, but the symbolism remains the same. The numbers on each card including the Minor Arcana, the remaining 56 cards, have meanings as well. The Major Arcana generally is an indicator of important life events, lessons or milestones. The following are each of the meanings for the Major Arcana cards upright and reversed and their meaning for yes or no questions.
0 ~ The Fool
Upright: Innocence, enthusiasm, start of a new journey, inexperience, beginners luck, improvisation, opportunity, potential, freedom.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Appears when we are lost, confused, overwhelmed, reckless, naive. It is the ending of a journey or others may be taking advantage of you.
Yes or No: No
1 ~ The Magician
Upright: Control over one’s destiny, strong willpower, desire, manifestation, perseverance.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Illusion, indecision, lack of self-confidence.
Yes or No: No
2 ~ The High Priestess
Upright: Strong intuition, spiritual knowledge, mystery, follow your intuition, self-exploration, seeking knowledge.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Blockage in intuition, focus on yourself, confusion, reconnect with yourself.
Yes or No: No
3 ~ The Empress
Upright: Inspiration, competence, a project nears completion, femininity, beauty, creativity and a nurturing energy, positive growth, abundance, potential success, business ventures, creative ideas.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Lack of growth, narrow-minded vision, too many outside influences, neglect of your creative side.
Yes or No: No
4 ~ The Emperor
Upright: Assertive, structure, focus, reason dominates, encouragement to proceed on your path, confidence, perseverance.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: stubbornness, feelings of superiority, lacking responsibility, take a look at your drive and motivation, imbalance.
Yes or No: No
5 ~ The High Priest/Hieropohant
Upright: Spiritual truths and energy, spiritual lessons, commitment, tradition, seek advice, move forward, spiritual guidance.
Yes or No: Yes/ Maybe
Reversed: Rebellion, encouragement to question your own beliefs, breaking away from rules and restrictions.
Yes or No: No
6 ~ The Lovers
Upright: The greater perspective of unity results in trust and partnership, relationships, choices, a decision concerning a current relationship, love.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Relationships are strained, communication is hard, feelings in a relationship are not mutual.
Yes or No: No
7 ~ The Chariot
Upright: Success, determination, discipline, you're on the right path to making your dreams a reality, strong Willpower, strong Confidence.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Out of control, no willpower, hurdles must be crossed, lack of focus, powerless, insecure, develop self-confidence.
Yes or No: No
8 ~ Strength
Upright: Self-confidence, power, courage, willpower, mindfulness, you are someone others look up to.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Loss of inner strength, moments of weakness, insecurity.
Yes or No: No
9 ~ The Hermit
Upright: Search for wisdom and enlightenment, turn inwards, do not make drastic decisions, connect with yourself, spend time alone.
Yes or No: No
Reversed: The time of solitude is in the past and you are ready to get yourself out there again, inspired, aware, motivated, balanced.
Yes or No: Yes
10 ~ The Wheel
Upright: Positive energy, excitement, changes coming soon for the better, luck, fortune, encouragement, follow your intuition, destiny, seeking purpose.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Trying to maintain control of a certain outcome, mistrust, misbelief, stagnation, moving on to the next goal in life.
Yes or No: No
11 ~ Justice
Upright: Fairness, virtue, righteousness, making a wrong right, the fairest decision will be made, comes up whe n there is a choice being made with long-term repercussions.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: You may have done something morally wrong, unfairness, lack of accountability, dishonesty.
Yes or No: No
12 ~ The Hanged Man
Upright: Pause, surrender, letting go, new perspectives, inner peace, suspended activity, wisdom not applied, ultimate surrender.
Yes or No: Maybe
Reversed: You need to press pause but won’t, distraction from the actually important things, your spirit and mind are asking you to slow down, blocked, stuck, resisted, you are content in waiting, stalling a decision.
Yes or No: No
13 ~ Death
Upright: Transformation, the end of something, relationships coming to an end, change, transition.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: You're on the brink of change, you still carry baggage from the past that may affect your future, massive personal transformation, self evaluation, teaching others.
Yes or No: Yes
14 ~ Temperance
Upright: There are risks around you and you must depend on your intuition to make the right choice, don’t make hasty decisions, balance, no reckless choices, confidence, patience, moderation.
Yes or No: Yes, but don’t be hasty.
Reversed: Imbalance, recklessness, take time to reflect, focus on you, it’s important to have clear vision and focus, no sense of purpose or passion, emotion ruling reason, disharmony will end when unity is regained.
Yes or No: No
15 ~ The Devil
Upright: Shadow self, attachment, addiction, restriction, sexuality, trapped between short term pleasure and long term pain, comes up when you feel like you can not break free of your shadow self, unhealthy relationships.
Yes or No: No
Reversed: You’re on the verge of a breakthrough, confront your inner fears and anxieties, eliminate those that are harmful to you, release limiting beliefs, you are keeping a secret.
Yes or No: Yes
16 ~ The Tower
Upright: Sudden change, old beliefs vanish with enlightenment, upheaval, chaos, awakening, expect the unexpected, you’ve been building your life on unstable foundations, self-destruct to begin anew, spiritual awakening.
Yes or No: Yes if you ask if change is coming.
Reversed: Resisting change, avoiding self-destruction, clinging to an old belief or way of life.
Yes or No: Maybe
17 ~ The Star
Upright: Opportunity, good prospects, hope, creativity, inspiration, new beginnings, peace, optimism, changing your perspective, growing spiritually.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Insecure, afraid that you won’t reach your goals, start believing in yourself, attract positivity, build confidence, seeking creativity and success.
Yes or No: Yes, but have more faith in yourself.
18 ~ The Moon
Upright: Take a step back and listen to your intuition, don’t make hasty decisions, be honest with yourself, cut cords if you have to, represents emotions or suppressed emotions, encouragement to face your fears.
Yes or No: No
Reversed: You’re on the right track to releasing what is holding you back, moving forwards, growing, awareness of facades.
Yes or No: Yes
19 ~ The Sun
Upright: Success, contentment, mental and spiritual growth, manifestation, productivity, potential, personal development, encouragement, reassurance, opportunities, abundance.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Believe in yourself, have faith that things will work out, practice gratitude, empowerment, success delayed, answer to problems discovered.
Yes or No: Yes
20 ~ Judgement
Upright: Judgement, rebirth, inner calling, embrace your higher self, life-changing decision, spiritual awakening, decision requires intellect and intuition.
Yes or No: No
Reversed: Period of reflection, meditate, contemplate, focus on self-love/acceptance, acknowledge your fear, break free from self-criticism.
Yes or No: Yes
21 ~ The World
Upright: Achievement, fulfillment, unity, success, completion of a personal journey, everything's coming together, you feel confident, inspiration.
Yes or No: Yes
Reversed: Lingering feelings are causing a blockage, find closure.
Yes or No: No
So there it is, all of the Major Arcana’s meanings reversed and upright, along with their meanings for yes or no questions. Hopefully this gave you some good information and a starting point to begin with tarot. Thank you for reading!
PAC #11 - Your first date/kiss with your next lover
Hello and welcome to my #11 PAC. Who would have thought I would have made this many? Well, anyway, here we are.
Take a deep breath and relax. Take your time to ground yourself and connect with your insight. Once you feel ready, choose the picture or number that calls you the most and check the description. If you feel called by more than one, there might be more messages for you. Being a general reading, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. This is only made for fun and entertainment.
Every pile is written by using only my intuition this time. I thought I would have channeled 4 piles but I got a nope. Next time I will try to come back on other aspects of this date or following ones - let me know if you might be interested in that!
Sorry for any typo or grammar mistake!
All the photos belong to me and you have no permission to use them.
Piles go from left to right
Your date might take place in late afternoon/early evening (I’m seing dusk/dark sky). Could be in spring or autumn as the people I’m seeing are wearing leather jackets/light windbreakers. Weather is gonna be chill but not cold. I feel like your person might have invited you out for a walk together, maybe you went to drink something in a café/bar and might have visited the arcade or another place where you can play (and show off -especially your person... but I feel like you’re kinda competitive too and they’ll like that side of you).
You’ll start walking and talking about yourself, things will feel smooth and okay, you’ll feel at ease with them and you might even talk a little about your childhoods and share some personal feelings/experiences you had, but these won’t feel heavy, it’s all gonna be pretty light hearted and the energy will be very cozy and comfy, as if you already knew each other and were just updating each other about what you missed from each other’s lives. There’s gonna be also some light jokes, as if you were close friends/bros.
You’ll walk near a body of water, among some other people and I’m seeing also a ferris wheel and some food trucks, so you may be in a playground/amusement park/fair. I see that you’ll reach a more private spot and at the right moment you might find each other a bit too close to each other and a sweet kiss may happen. For some it will be just a peck or something not too heavy. It’ll feel very sweet and caring, both of you will part slowly and might be a little embarassed but it’s gonna be good, you’ll talk it out and start joking with each other as before this "interruption" - you’re both so sweet oml
I’m seeing someone out at dark, maybe outside a club or near a park waiting for something (may be a concert). But they’re waiting for you as well. They’re sitting near a statue, they seem a statue (they are very good looking too).
As soon as they see you approaching, they’ll stand up and reach for you, greeting you with a warm smile. They’ll try to fake it but they’re very embarassed I swear I can feel their nerves... but they’ll pretend they are fine. Sparks are flying though, they do like you a lot and ig this nervous feeling I’m getting is also because they want the date to go well so that they can see you again and talk with you more and know you better. They’re really fascinated. Don’t worry though this nervousness will fade away during the night, as you’ll grow a little more comfortable with each other.
Your person is a sweetheart though they’ll often ask you if you’re okay, want to drink, or if you’re cold (I do think you’re in a park attending at a festival or something, and they’ll offer you a drink as I’m seeing you holding a cup). You’re gonna chat and talk about music or other events you have been too in the past, favorite artists, your passions... I see also you two kinda singing and dancing to the songs someone is playing (not getting anything specific though, so ig it’ll be very different for many of you -- may also be not about songs but another kind of performance like theater or sth but you’ll talk about it btw).
I think at the end of the evening they’ll want be sure you’ll reach your place safely so they may offer to take you home or call a taxi and come with you. You’ll just say bye and goodnight in front of your door. For some of you, a small kiss might happen, but for the most of you I think you’ll leave a smooch on their cheek that will leave them speechless (so cute!). A real kiss might happen a few days later during another date, aww!
I’m seeing a very nice environment with lot of plants and flowers. Might even be a natural garden (for some, it could be on an island as well - they might have taken you there through a boat trip: it might be a tour on that isle, in which you may see both historical architectures/mansions and natural stuff). But it could also be a trip in a natural place like countryside or mountains (I feel like you won’t be really alone though, even though those other people are not really your friends, there’s gonna be someone else around you).
I see both of you taking lot of pictures and enjoying the tour, but also the nature around you. I feel like this could be something you said you’d like to do and they just decided to surprise you and settled the date on a weekend just to make you happy.
They like these things too btw, but even more to make you happy? It’s like they feel you two have a bond and need to understand a little more about it, so they’re using this date to see how you react and occasionaly talk about things you like. They want to find out more about you... I feel like you aren’t opening up very easily and they see you as a mysterious person but they’r enot scared, just very curioius about you. I feel like they’re going to take photos of you while you’re not paying attention, and really love the results cause “you look even more beautiful when you’re focused on something you like” (be it taking photos or listening to the guide or whatever else). You might catch them taking a pic after a while, and then look at them laughing “you look cute” while you’re being a bit upset. But they’ll show you the pic and say it again “you look cute”.
I see you both have a lot of fun and enjoy maybe a cup of tea somewhere to end the day. I’m seeing you two bickering a little, maybe light touches on your arms, or random hugs (but they’re not really hugs, like for the pic: they may not want you to look at your pic at first and try to hide the camera or viceversa, and someone will happen to hug the other just to catch the camera and take a look... I feel a siblings-vibe in this situation, but pretty cute tbh).
Not seeing a kiss here though, your person is very respectful of your boundaries and doesn’t want to rush you into anything (they want to be sure you want that too before doing anything).
𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟
I had a feeling I should post a shadow work pile today, so here it is ❤︎
pile 1 - 2 - 3
Tarot and Intuitive readings are not meant to be seen as answers but rather for confirmation. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. Furthermore, my readings should not be taken as professional advice but rather for entertainment purposes!
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄:
7 of wands, 7 of cups reversed
You seem to be too competitive and too guarded. You might've grown up in a place where you had to fight to be recognized? Imposter syndrome I'm hearing. Maybe for some of you, you feel like you have to keep overachieving to not disappoint anyone or probably not to disappoint yourself. Some of you might be a leader too. You put up walls because you think everyone's after you? You also might have commitment issues romantically. You see everything as competition. I think this is a problem when you argue with someone? Like you always have to be right of some sort otherwise you feel like a total loser even though there's no winning or losing in relationships. For some of you, you also might be indecisive. You get overwhelmed easily because your mind runs everywhere at the possibility of every choice that's why it takes you such a long time to decide. There might also be some situations where you compromised your personal values and sense of self for the sake of others. Maybe why you also can't move forward. Maybe you take the "eyes on the prize." motto too seriously too, that you prioritize your fast, masculine energy too much and forget to balance yourself in alignment and connect with your grounding, feminine energy.
𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒 𝐈𝐓:
8 of cups
I think that when you're sure about someone, they just kind of walk away from you? It's like you get yourself in a lot of toxic relationships most likely which gives you the indecision to stay or to go. This is what the compromising your personal values is for, you get stuck on whether you release or let go. You might stay because you still see the good in them or their past self, or maybe you stay because you've already let them in your walls and it pains you greatly to let them out especially if you've shown them your sensitive side only reserved for the special people you hold. You have difficulty letting go of attachments and or habits because it's in your bubble of comfort. How other people reflect it is that, once you've let them in, they take advantage of you. They take advantage of your vulnerability and your peace. You're like a guarded person on the outside and so sweet and mushy on the inside. To the very few people who see that, they know they've reached your sweetness, get used to it and forget your stone cold exterior. These people spread rumors and gossip about you. Lots of jealousy I'm hearing. Which gives the cycle of you putting up walls again. Actually, your conscious eye might not know of the evil eye around you? You attract people who like to focus their energy on conflict and bring you along with it. You are hella exhausted of it. You have an idea or two on who these people are but I'm thinking you try to deny it.
10 of pentacles
LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION! I saw 11:11 just now. I have a feeling you have great premonition or intuition, pile 1, so you should listen to it. Leave whatever attachments you have behind and this aggressive need to put up walls. There's nothing wrong with boundaries but this is not the healthy type of boundary. It's not your fault for trusting someone but rather their fault for taking advantage of you. Listen to your heart, okay? I'm sensing you also need to protect your plans and manifestation? If you tell people what you desire, they might also manifest that you fail in some shape or form. Cleanse your aura too. This is also a crucial time for your success? This is like a step forward to elevate your vibration. As of right now, you are stuck with people who want to bring you down. It's crucial for you right now to cut cords and listen to your heart. For some of you, you already did so fucking congrats about that! I'm proud of you! If not? I'm proud of you either way. You might also get a new love interest right after this? Or someone genuine will come out and confess to you who's been a secret admirer for a while. On the other hand, it might be about coworkers and financial success too.
additional messages: 77, 1111, balance feminine and masculine energy, salt bath, light work, "you can do this, c'mon and stand up!", financial success, time to say goodbye, do a monthly reading, looking for true love
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄:
6 of cups reversed, King of Wands, Sun in reversed
You can't let go of the past. You're stuck and you can't forgive. You keep asking yourself, "why? why? why?" and I also think that you're in denial. You may also have lost touch with your inner child. I feel like you're experiencing a burnt out period right now and just refuse to accept it. In the past you may have been a streak and now that you've hit a down low, you're wondering if you're ever going to reach that path again. You might've been experiencing this period for about 6 months now. You guys aren't grounded at all. You may need to work on your root chakra as that can cause misalignment with the rest of your chakras. Some of you might be Scorpio Suns, others Leo Mercury and Cancer Sun. You need innovation, somehow. You feel as if you can't do it and fall back in your pace again and that's what stopping you. You have these passionate, creative ideas but you lose touch in your reality so much that you don't do them at all. For some of you, you might be too busy to even have fun? It's all just about work and work and work, I think your inner child is sad by this fact. There's nothing wrong with letting yourself loose, pile 2. Don't take life too seriously :)
𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒 𝐈𝐓:
Four of Wands reversed, Ace of Cups reverse
This causes you to lack communication with your family. There's tension within your home and it's disrupting your body's balance. You might also keep finding yourself getting caught up in dramas of other people, toxic love triangles, etc. Might've recently happened this past week, particularly these past 4 days where you got into a drama with your father or mother maybe? Or some male figure. For some of you, there's just no stability or peace right now. Your rent might be late and you're trying to find jobs to get by, someone might be sick and you have bills to pay, or either you're graduating but don't want to move from where you are right now because it's unfamiliar and scary. You also close yourself off from everyone right now because of you feel embarassed of how you feel and repress them. You feel emotions intensely and don't know very well how to deal with them, so you hide.
page of swords
Let yourself go! Love yourself! Self-love isn't just all about the physical routine but the internal too. You have to deal with your turmoil of emotions otherwise you're gonna break and even be more toxic to the people around you. I'm sensing that your loved ones genuinely care, but because of your trust issues you bite their hand off. Before trying to love someone else, you should have faith and love with yourself. Loving yourself unconditionally may be hard in the beginning but to live in happiness and harmony, you have no other choice. Let your feelings out, ffs. You have to let the dam go to properly rebuild the tunnel. No, it's not embarassing nor will it change how strong you are. No need to put up a pretense, letting yourself feel despite being afraid is plenty strong. HELL, even as you're hanging off a thread right now is strength in itself. This transition is important because if you fall then you'll just become a butterfly. There are no room for failures because there is no such thing in evolution of the mind and soul.
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄:
The Emperor in reverse, The Tower
You're not believing in your power, thus you're trying to control everything around you. This makes you hit a stagnant energy. You're trying to control soo many things. You might even be controlling to the relationships around you without realizing a lot of it. It's like everything around you is changing, but internally you're still stuck and can't move forward. You feel like you've lost your crown. This might be because of an argument with your father? Your father may be trying to control you? Something about your identity and sexuality? On the other hand, some of you are lacking control. You just let everyone around you try to control you. Some of you might struggle with discipline and independency. This is some intense energy in here. There's a tightness in my chest, you guys also ignore your true emotions? Or you're not understanding at all. You guys feel confined and such and need a new beginning. You're afraid to take a leap of faith, afraid that it'll destroy everything. You also might have problems with your boss. Pile 3, you're so afraid, really fucking afraid. Everything is just falling apart but you don't want change, you don't want to fall, you don't want to do anything. A lot of you guys are also struggling with addiction. You might be experiencing a pretty controlling significant other right now? Or you're that significant other. You self-sabotage hella lot.
𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒 𝐈𝐓 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔:
The Fool, King of Swords, The Devil
I just heard a pretty big KARMA. Guys, you really need to discipline yourself. Saturn's going to hit you hard this month. You better start acting now or you're putting yourself as well as other people around you in even more hurt. I really feel like this has a lot to do with your career, with the Saturn energy and all. Your boss/workplace is not treating you well and you really want to leave but fear of change is holding you back. It could also be about money? This job or just you generally might also think you're better than everyone and just keep looking down on people. This affects genuine relationships because you don't think they're worthy of you because of social status.
THE TIME IS NOW WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?! Whatever you're delaying, do it. Just do it. You need to jump that leap of faith, you need to take action right now. Everything falls apart for a reason so you can build it back with a stabler foundation. Whatever horrible attachments and habits you have, you need to change them. Whatever you're scared to unlearn, unlearn. You're letting your shadow side get the best of you. For some of you, STOP BEING DELUSIONAL. You have a pretty big ego and it's getting in the way of your spirituality. Spirituality is all about finding the truth about yourself whether it's in the harshest ways or whatnot. We should always strive for the true balance of the shadow and light. You shouldn't be thinking that it's only the light side you want to experience. You have to do your work.
As someone who has been in more cemeteries than I can count just about since the day I was born and has transitioned into death work, I have a list of rules/etiquette that I personally use in cemeteries- and I've finally gotten around to typing it up!
These are just some of the rules I follow, and they aren't in any particular order of importance. I might even add more in the future, but for now, here's a few!
1) Respect everything around you- even the stuff that doesn't seem important
2) NEVER lean/stand on headstones, no matter how stable they look- they aren't half as steady as they look and it's a good way to get hurt
3) DO NOT take any money, trinkets, flowers, stones/rocks, or anything else you might find on/around headstones or grave sites- you can't know what's important to the residents of the cemetery, or what holds cultural significance for those that are buried there
4) Respect the cultural practices of the cemetery you're in!
5) Listen to your intuition- if one area of the cemetery feels better/worse than another spot, listen to yourself! Either stay in that area (if it feels like a good place to be) or stay away from that area (if it feels like a bad place to be)
6) Clean up after yourself/others! Trash/debris aren't nice to look at, and they aren't nice to live around, so clean up what you can
7) If you meet any child spirits, play with them! As a death witch who mostly works with child spirits, they want to play more than you know- even something so simple as rolling a ball around or telling a cheesy dad joke goes way further than you'd ever expect
8) Honestly, play/laugh/tell jokes/have fun within the walls of the cemetery! Spirits are lonely more often than not- acting like a normal, regular, human person (while still being respectful) makes them feel better than you could imagine
9) Don't speak ill of the dead, regardless of if they're buried in that cemetery.
10) When you enter, greet the cemetery as a whole and say hi to the spirits within. Similarly, when you exit, say goodbye to the cemetery and the spirits- especially the ones you've talked to
11) Put your phone on silent and don't use it if you don't have to!
Hades/Persephone Discord || Asks
What your karma Number
Tells about your life lessons
How to calculate it Your Karma number is found by taking the day of the month of your birth day, and subtracting (1), then reducing the result by fadic addition.
For example, actor Johnny Depp was born on June 9th, 1963; so his Karma number would be calculated as follows:Karma number = (Day of Birth Month - 1) = (9 - 1) = (8)
It's the basic lessons you have to learn in this lifetime. Similarly we have karmic lesson number and debt number if you want I can do a post on it.
Karma number 0 : You don't have a particular karmic lesson to deal with in this lifetime. You have an opportunity to start this incarnation with a clean slate instead of having a specific flaw to overcome.
Karma number 1 : You are dealing with the karma of failing to be independent and stand on your own two feet in a previous life. You will probably start off this lifetime being overly dependant on others, and having to learn to be independent.
Karma number 2: You are dealing with the karma of failing to learn to use your intuition in a previous life. You also made some key mistakes in close relationships which you must work to improve in this lifetime. You will probably start this life with little confidence in your intuition, and then have to learn to use it and develop it as you grow older.
Karma number 3 : You are dealing with the karma of being too frivolous and superficial in a previous lifetime; of not taking life seriously enough. Your lesson for this life is to balance your life, learn when to be serious and down to earth, and when to let go and enjoy life
Karma number 4: You are dealing with the karma of being too lazy in a past lifetime; of not working hard enough. You will probably start off this lifetime having to work harder than other people to achieve the same results. But, if you are persistent and work hard, your life will gradually become easier as your karma resolves itself.
Karma number 5:You are dealing with the karma of overindulging in some kind of personal pleasures in a past lifetime; of wasting too mush time on yourself. Your lesson for this life is to learn to use your time wisely; to make sacrifices now in order to help yourself and others later. This is a difficult lesson and may take you an entire lifetime to master.
Karma number 6 : You are dealing with the karma of overindulging in some kind of personal pleasures in a past lifetime; of wasting too mush time on yourself. Your lesson for this life is to learn to use your time wisely; to make sacrifices now in order to help yourself and others later. This is a difficult lesson and may take you an entire lifetime to master.
Karma number 7 : You are dealing with the karma of failing to fully develop spiritually in a past life. Your lesson for this lifetime is to develop your faith, or your spirituality. You will probably start off the life with a doubting and questioning approach to spiritual matters, and then have to develop insight and belief as you grow older.
Karma number 8: You are dealing with the karma of misusing money in a previous life. You either had wealth and squandered it, or perhaps you took money from those who needed it more than you did. You will probably start this lifetime with little money, and will have to work extremely hard to get ahead in life. This situation will improve as you work off this karmic debt.
Karma number 9 : You are dealing with the karma of avoiding helping other people in a past life. Your lesson in this lifetime is to learn to be a humanitarian and help others. You will probably start this life with great personal needs of your own, and will only progress in life when this lesson is mastered.
Karma number 11 : You are dealing with the karma of wasting opportunities in a past life due to a lack of confidence or a fear of failure. Your lesson in this lifetime is to prepare and grasp life's opportunities when they are presented to you. The good news is that you will receive these opportunities again in this lifetime.
Karma number 22 : You are dealing with the karma of misusing a position of responsibility in a past life. Your lesson in this lifetime is to accept responsibility when it is offered, and to work hard to achieve something worthwhile with it. You will probably start this life with little responsibility, and have to work hard to show you disserve it.
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𝙋𝙄𝘾𝙆 𝘼 𝙋𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙐𝙍𝙀
how to pick? take a deep breath & use your intuition to select. look for the pictures one by one and choose the one who are calling you the most.
CHOOSE A PICTURE/PILE FROM LEFT TO RIGHT.
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PILE 1/PICTURE 1
signs : leo, aquarius, cancer, sagittarius, & capricorn.
possible year to meet: 2022, 2024, 2034 & 2036
age gap: younger/older than you & same age as you. (10 year gap)
skin color: fair/pale, tan & olive skin.
direction/place: mostly north. ok. north america appeared(maybe u came from this place or them tho.)
numbers: 9, 4, 2, 222, 444.
month: sep, april, february. [importance months for you or vice versa. maybe ur birthmonth, fave month etc. ]
letters: f, u, g t, m, d, p, & y.
🍵 ╮ this is someone who is good at communicating, someone who r willing to fight for others right. this person will protect u at all cost, interesting. this person lead at there job, high position. hella good looking, has a short curly hair. someone's living near at sea that has a nice sunrise & sunset. might like to watch it. light to dark hair color. near at beach. likes to travel. someone who r from singapore too. foreigner. boat. they really love water might be water sign too. color blue is the color they might like. a sailor. working on a cruise ship. likes to wear long sleeves. love to watch movies or theater. this person is so sweet they love to comfort others. calm. they attract success & wealth. aim to be better person each day. very positive. type of person who will immediately cut people off if they r negative for them. that's all, I love the energy of ur future spouse lovelies.
PILE 2/PICTURE 2
signs : scorpio, taurus, libra, aquarius & leo.
age gap: older than you.
skin color : tan to dark skin.
direction/place: someone who r from south. maybe u or them. europe & antartica.
numbers: 39, 5, 2, 7, & 11
month: feb, may, july, nov & december. [importance months for you or vice versa. maybe ur birthmonth, fave month etc. ]
letters: a, t, j, g, o, u , z & this letters came out twice - i, b c & n
🍵 ╮ someone's who has a long shiny hair, beautiful hair that soft to touch. they're cute when they're angry haha. lots of europe places & 9. they might own a cat. someone who is independent. live in a apartment. love plants. famous maybe in there community. helpful. happy & jolly person. oh wow, might be younger than you. they own a bicycle or motorcycle, they might invite u to ride with them when it's already sunset, u might find it fun. can be cold too. idk, maybe they like color green. someone's near to you. loves kisses. u might find their nose cute. likes to wear hat & t-shirt. always barefooted. maybe a writer. when u r with this person u will always feel happy, enjoy & peaceful at the same time. ur honeymoon will be fun.
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How to Ask Tarot for Life Advice
Sometimes, you have no specific question. On how to move forward, you simply need some suggestions.
Step 1: Shuffle your deck.
While doing so, invoke your gods, your ancestors or your higher self, and ask for advice on how to live your best life. For the next nine steps, record the cards. Take notes or photographs.
Step 2: Look for The Fool.
The card to its left is what you should focus on. The one to its right is what you should leave behind.
Step 3: Look for The High Priestess.
The card to its left is what your intuition is wrong about. The one to its right is what your intuition got right.
Step 4: Look for The Empress.
The card to its left is what you need to wait very patiently for. The one to its right is what you can harvest very soon.
Step 5: Look for The Emperor.
The card to its left is the battle you need to abandon. The one to its right is the war you need to win.
Step 6: Look for The Hierophant.
The card to its left is a person who gives bad advice. The one to its right is the source you can trust.
Step 7: Look for The Chariot.
The card to its left is what needs to be stopped. The one to its right is what needs to be allowed.
Step 8: Look for The Hermit.
The card to its left is the question you need to ask. The one to its right is the opposite of that.
Step 9: Look for Death.
The card to its left may look like a wolf, but is a sheep on the inside. The one to its right is a wolf through and through and is trying to deceive you.
Step 10: Look for The Star.
The card to its left is the dream you should chase. The one to its right is a goal that is not worth the fight.
Step 11: Express your gratitude.
Thank the ones you invoked for their advice, as well as your cards for speaking with their voice.
🤍~ Mercury in Sign Degree ~🤍
Applies to your Mercury sign as well so if you're a Libra Mercury, check Libra!
Aries Degree (1°, 13°, 25°)
Can make someone more straightforward and confrontational with the things they say. Very confident and are willing to lead. Great negotiators and can start a conversation easily. Can be quite reckless with their words. Might be fast at talking as well.
Taurus Degree (2°, 14°, 26°)
Tends to speak in a calm manner. Usually reserved but is good at socializing when they have to interact. Is good at eyeing on their surroundings and is observant. Can be very stubborn with their point of view. Slow yet deliberate speaking.
Gemini Degree (3°, 15°, 27°)
Has their own way of words. They tend to be very quick-witted and always has something to say. Can be experts at debating and can easily get out of a situation with their witty skills. Tends to be good at lying and can be mischievous. Sociable in general yet a very curious person.
Cancer Degree (4°, 16°, 28°)
Can be very tactful with their words and are often careful when speaking. They tend to be highly intuitive and is more focused on their internal thoughts. Many people tend to take their words seriously. Great at expressing themselves but can be quite manipulative with their words. Is very compassionate.
Leo Degree (5°, 17°, 29°)
Has a bold and confident way of speaking. Many people admire how they are very expressive with their opinions and aren't afraid to tell it. They are quite well known for being a social butterfly. Can be arrogant and stubborn with their values. Good at leading a conversation and can strive being the center of the attention.
Virgo Degree (6°, 18°)
Tends to be very formal with how they speak. Great at small talks and are often focused on facts and details. Has a comprehensive way of expressing their thoughts. Often good at delivering speeches and presentations. Perfectionistic but speaks clearly and concisely. Prone to overthinking and nervousness.
Libra Degree (7°, 19°)
Has a diplomatic disposition. Often great at seeing both sides of a situation. Can be great peacemakers and finding ways to solve problems. Might possibly be judgemental and often use white lies for the sake of harmony. Can easily charm others with their words.
Scorpio Degree (8°, 20°)
Quiet yet observant, their words can be impactful due to their analytical nature. Tends to have detective skills. Has an enigmatic way of thinking but is thoughtful and cautious when speaking. Might be controlling and can be quite sarcastic. Can read others easily.
Sagittarius Degree (9°, 21°)
Tends to be truthful and honest. Might be blunt in general and is often reckless with their words. Always here to learn new things and is quite spontaneous when speaking. Has philosophical thoughts. Might be good at learning foreign languages and stands up for their own beliefs. Witty and smart.
Capricorn Degree (10°, 22°)
Often very mature when it comes to communication. Good at teaching and can handle presenting themselves to others in a serious way. Might come off as shy and stoic but speaks in a very cautious manner. A wise person who knows exactly when to speak and is well-mannered.
Aquarius Degree (11°, 23°)
Has an unusual and odd way of expressing their thoughts. Very cerebral and are great communicators especially online. Inventive and original, they can find different ways of solving things. Can be quite emotionally distant because they are focused on logical thinking and rationality.
Pisces Degree (12°, 24°)
Loves using creativity when they communicate with others. When they speak, it can come off as interesting and with compassion. Great persuaders and can also easily go with the flow. Might be prone to isolating themselves from others and isn't aware of what's happening around them. They always express through the heart.
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Stitches // 5
Pairing: Frank Castle x Reader
Summary: The reader and Matt has an interesting conversation in the hospital, Frank catches up to Billy and visits his wife for some advice.
Warnings: mentions of blood, gun violence, soft Frank
Quite a bit of POV switching!
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 BONUS
Madani shut the door to my hospital room, eyes avoiding me as she walked further into the room. I could tell that she felt bad for what happened but there was no need for her too.
“Let me save you trouble of trying to convince me that this was somehow all your fault, you didn’t. I was the one that kept reaching out to you to know what was happening, Billy must’ve followed you to my place and kept tabs on me also.” forcing the lump down in her throat she finally looked up at me.
“I shouldn’t have brought you into this mess at all, you weren’t supposed to know he was back, he insisted that I didn’t rope you in this time but I needed you to talk to him.”
“He told you about what went down between us, didn’t he?” She pulled the chair closer to my bedside and sat down.
“He did and I still went behind his back and got you involved so yes, this is my fault and I’m sorry you got hurt.” she dipped her hand into the pocket of her jacket pulling out a flip phone.
“He wanted me to give this to you, it’s a burner.”
“Don’t thank me. I must say, it’s weird seeing you all banged up, I’m used to seeing him in this position.” I laughed but soon regretted it, my ribs hurt with the movement.
“Gotta admit, I look pretty good, all things considered.” The swelling around my eyes had gone down a lot in the eighteen hours I’ve been here. My nose still hurts like a bitch, jaw also, the doctor said those would hurt for a couple days. The rest of my body was covered in cuts and bruises that were sure to stick around for quite some time too.
“That’s something Frank would’ve said, you two are cut from the same cloth.” shaking her head she stood up.
“What about you, are you okay?” her white blouse was covered in blood, there was a cut on her cheek, her eyes were red, she was completely disheveled.
“It’s not my blood, it’s Billy’s.” she waved me off
“I put three bullets in him. It’s a long story, one I can’t tell you now because I really just came here to give you the burner and to see how you were doing, I’ll come check on you after this is all sorted out with, get some rest.”
With that she said, she left, leaving me with my thoughts and the heart monitor that kept beeping, the constant sound slowly driving me mad. The phone started vibrating and I answered it.
“Hey sweetheart, you look like shit.” Frank’s gruff voice came across the line. Scoffing, I rolled over on my side, looking out the window. He was most definitely on a rooftop somewhere in the shadows looking in.
“That’s exactly what every woman wants to hear from a man.”
“I meant that in the nicest way possible.”
“Mhm, sure you did Castle. You know it’s creepy that you’re on the roof of a building staring at me through the scope of your weapon.”
“At least that asshole was right about one thing, my girl is smart. How did you know I was on top of a roof?”
“Call it intuition.”
Frank smiled to himself as he continued to look at his lady through the scope of his rifle, he was indeed on top of a building three blocks out from the hospital. A smile played on her lips as she stared out the window, he hated the fact that he couldn’t be sitting next to her in the hospital room.
“Mahoney expects you to hand Billy over when you find him.”
“Yeah, well he better not hold his breath on that one.”
“It’s Mahoney we’re talking about here.” The door to my room opened and I craned my neck to see who it was, Matt, Karen and Foggy piled in.
“I have to go, you do what you’ve got to do and stay safe alright.”
“Yes ma’am.” hanging up I rolled onto my back, Karen and Foggy were on the brink of tears, Matt just stood there, his jaw tight.
“Are those tears for me Nelson?”
“You scared us.” both him and Karen hugged me, one of them squeezed me too tight
“I’m banged up guys, ease up on the hugs. It took you guys long enough to get here.”
“We were all hungover from last night, we had to sleep it off.”
“We’re glad you’re okay but I have to ask, you and Frank Castle?” Matt was too calm about this, I was expecting him to react differently.
“I was waiting for you to tell us yourself but you never did.”
“Hold up, you guys knew?”
“Not Foggy and Karen but I did, you smelt like him the first time you came to the office all marked up. I didn’t want to believe it but then I met him on that rooftop later that night and he smelt like you.”
“That is so wrong of you Matt, you don’t go around using your heightened sense of smell to invade people’s privacy.”
“That’s not the point, you got involved with a criminal, you could lose your career.” He definitely did not want to go down this road with me right now, considering he did the same thing.
“That’s cheap coming from you, you left Karen to be with your psycho murdering ex-girlfriend Elektra, so please spare me the bullshit Murdock.”
“She’s right and you know it Matt, you did the exact same thing so don’t come at her like that.” Foggy and Karen sided with me, she was still hurt about that. She really did like him and he led her on, making her believe that he cared for her but treated her like complete shit.
“How, how is that different? Were you two playing patty cake on your late night rendezvous? You knew what she was and still went with her.”
“She wasn’t like that when we first got together.”
“Neither was he, shit happens in our lives man and everything changes. Falling for him wasn’t something that I saw coming, it just happened.”
I don’t even know why I’m arguing with the man who thinks that he’s better than the rest of us when he’s done the same thing. The only thing that separates Matthew Murdock from Frank Castle is his fear; he’s afraid that once he crosses the line of murdering someone he wouldn’t be able to return to his usual self.
“You’re both the same whether you want to hear it or not Matt, you just hold back while Frank shows zero remorse. You’re both on the same team, your methods differ but at the end of it all, you both make sure that those scumbags don’t roam the streets of this city.”
“Okay you two, enough. It’s late and we didn’t come here to fight with one another.”
Lying back on my pillow I focused on the ceiling, a brutal headache coming on from all the arguing. Karen held onto my hand, squeezing it a couple times to gain my attention.
“He was the guy you had so much fun with.” smirking, she played with my fingers knowing that Matt could hear everything.
“So much, round after round, that man has got stamina.” Matt grunted across the room, Karen and I forcing ourselves to keep it together.
After my stop to check on Y/N, Amy called to say she had located the man that has been hunting us down since the bar fight in Michigan, told her to stay put and got to the hotel in record time. There was a big shootout between us both and he got to Amy in the corridor on his way out, taking her hostage.
As if my night couldn’t have gotten worse, I’m back at the trailer where I left Curtis with the Senator only to walk in and not see either one of them.
Well fuck me
Reaching into my back pocket I fished out the ringing device, a deep sigh escaping me as I answered.
“How do we do this?”
“Well, he’s here. The trailer. You want him, you come get him.” Hanging up, I locked the device.
“Ah, shit. Okay, Frank. Jesus Christ.” he’s going to kill her once he realizes that I don’t have David.
Well, I'm in deep now. Looks like there's only one way out of this.
“You don’t have to stay here all night with me Karen.” rolling her eyes she popped another leftover sushi roll into her mouth. Matt and Foggy were long gone and it’s well after three in the morning, she should be at home or doing anything other than sitting in a hospital chair eating sushi rolls with bad television in the background.
“I know but I don’t want you to be alone, Billy’s still out there. What if he comes back to finish the job?” she worries too much
“Billy is the least of my worries right now, Frank is.”
“I’m sure he’s fine.”
“I’d say the same if there weren't two people after him, Billy and a bounty hunter.”
“There’s a bounty hunter chasing him down.”
“Yup, him and the kid.”
“I just hope they’re both alright.”
Holding onto the canister, I brought it up over my head ready to bash in John’s bloody face beneath me but he stopped me in my tracks.
“Wait, when you kill them don’t hurt my boys.” blood poured down my face from the many hits he delivered to me and now, instead of trying to fight back he just laid there, waiting for me to finish him.
“I know who you are, you’re the whirlwind.”
“I’m not going to kill you.” tossing the canister off to the side I watched as he hauled himself up on his feet.
“They have your kids and they need you. So when you’re done cleaning up yourself at whatever hole you’re staying in, you’re going to call and let them know that you’ve finished the job and that you’re coming to get your boys back.”
"Okay, you have my word."
"Good because I don't need to tell you what happens if you try to cross me again."
Amy pulled up in the car and got out, running directly into my arms. She was crying and I held onto her tight as she cried into my chest. My eyes never left John's retreating body until he drove off into the night.
One thing handled, now it's time to find Billy.
"So wait, he broke out of prison and into your house. Instead of calling the cops you had hot sex with him then he left the next morning. He returned a while later, you two had more hot, steamy sex, again and now you both reunite a year after of silence." Karen was trying to wrap her head around the thought.
"And we won’t be having hot, steamy sex anytime soon.”
“He walked out on me last time, yes, I am most definitely still upset about that.” she quietly sat there staring at me and the longer she did, the more uncomfy out I got.
“I’m sorry, I’m just trying to picture you both together.”
“Okay, enough of me and Frank for tonight, what about you? What are you going to do about Matt?” she still loved him despite the way things went down between them, she can try to hide it from me but I know her.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Oh, please K, you still look at him the same way.”
“There’s nothing to do, sadly.”
Amy is passed out on the couch, her snores are the only sound in the trailer. I am very much still wide awake, the shower I took after John left woke me up even more. I lost track of how many times I’ve opened and closed the flip phone in my hand as I contemplated on calling Y/N just to hear her voice.
She’s most likely asleep Frank, don’t disturb her.
The sunlight began peaking through the window casting a warm glow in the trailer. Another day and Billy is still out there, probably long gone from New York by now. Wherever he is, he better hope I don’t cross paths with him. The device started vibrating in my hold
“Hey man, Billy just called me, he’s at the centre.” Pushing myself up to my feet I grabbed my jacket and loaded weapon.
“He’s hurt pretty bad man, shouldn’t take you long to do what you need to do.” hanging up I looked over at the kid again making sure that she was still asleep before heading out. I stuck the gun in the waistband of my jeans, fixing my shirt and jacket to conceal it.
There were so many things that I wanted to do to him for everything he’s done but if he’s already bleeding out I’d just have to speed up the process. Flashes of Maria, Lisa and Junior ran through my mind with each step I took. Maria was smiling over at me and the kids were just off to the side playing, God I missed them.
Then Y/N popped up in my mind also, the morning after we slept together the first time. Her hair was sprawled out on her pillow, her gorgeous smile on her face as she looked up at me. It was at that moment I knew that she was special, she saw the real me and didn’t run in the opposite direction.
The same thing that happened to Mariah and the kids could’ve happened to Y/N and that thought alone is enough to have me seeing red. I’ve been beating myself up for not killing him last year when I had the chance, he would’ve never gotten the chance to harm her.
The building where Curtis has his vet meetings came into view and I quickened my steps, avoiding the occasional morning joggers on the pavement.
Today is the day he dies.
The door slammed shut behind me and I immediately reached for the gun in my waistband.
“Curt, Curtis, here.” Billy weakly called out
“I knew you’d come and…” his words died off once I stepped into the room as him
“Frankie.” he laughed which then turned into a coughing fit as he struggled to breathe. Standing in front of his sorry ass, I wanted to slam his head against the wall.
“You don’t look so good. Of course it’s you, I should’ve known.” for someone who’s bleeding out he talks too damn much.
“You should have known that I wasn’t going to let you get away after what you did to my girl. I told you, my face would be the last thing you see.”
“Frank, I’m s-”
I didn’t hesitate to fire two bullets into his chest before walking right out the building.
I’ve heard enough of Billy and his lies for a lifetime
Dipping into my pocket, I retrieved my phone dialing Y/N’s number. It rang a couple times before her sweet voice came through.
“Hey sweetheart, how are you feeling this morning?”
“Better now that I’m hearing from you.”
“Could you be more cheesy?” a muffled voice came from the background
“Someone’s there with you?”
“Yeah, Karen. She stayed with me all night. Also, it looks like I’ll be getting out of here later on today.”
“That’s good news baby, I’ll come see you after I finish dealing with something.”
“Be safe, promise.”
“You sure you’re going to be alright staying here alone?”
“Yes, Matt, I’ll be alright.”
I might actually get a good night’s sleep now that Billy’s dead. Mahoney and Madani were lucky enough to catch me before I got discharged from the hospital. Apparently she put ‘five’ bullets into him instead of three but I know Frank put the other two there himself.
“Go on, you guys get home, you all have a long day at the office tomorrow.” holding the door open I waited for the trio to leave my apartment. They made it their business to stay with me all evening since I got the all clear to go home.
“Are you putting us out to go to bed or is Castle coming over?” Foggy quirked his eyebrow, downing the rest of his beer.
“I don’t know where he is at the moment and I don’t care, I just want to shower and get to bed.” finally giving in they cleaned up the living room, throwing the empty take out boxes into the bin and collected their stuff.
“We’re not pressing you tonight only because you’re banged up.”
“Sure Nelson.” The three of them hugged me on their way out, with a final wave I locked the door and went to do exactly what I said I was going to do.
I was sitting on the grass in the cemetery, I just got finished tying up the loose ends of Amy’s problem and dropping her off at the trailer. It’s been a long ass day and I needed some advice. The stars in the sky were bright this time at night, there weren't any cars driving by or anyone else here for that matter.
“I finally got him, he can’t hurt anyone else now.” Playing with the blades of grass at my fingertips I looked up at the sky.
“You know, last time I was here I was apologizing to you and the kids.” I vividly remember being a mess that morning, I was apologizing for moving on, I shouldn’t have had to but it was eating me up inside.
That was the morning I walked out on Y/N without properly breaking things off between us, I still hate myself for writing that fucking letter. I didn’t overstay my welcome in New York like I told her, truth is, I was scared and constantly felt guilty. Scared because I was letting someone else in after being married to the woman that was the love of my life and I feared the same thing would happen again; it almost did, at least this time I could’ve saved Y/N from having that same fate.
Everyday during the two months that Y/N and I were together I would think about Maria and feel guilty for being with someone who wasn’t her. That guilt was eating away at me and no matter how much I tried to talk about how I truly felt, I found myself avoiding having the conversation. I mean, how was I supposed to look at Y/N and say that I feel bad for falling for you? I couldn’t, so I did what I do best, I left.
“She’s amazing Maria. She’s tough, smart, has a big heart, she always sees the best in people who don’t see it in themselves; myself included. She’s too good for me Maria, she knows what type of person I am, she’s seen all bad in me yet she still accepts me, loves me.”
And you love her, so don’t mess it up. Hold onto her and don’t let her slip away.
“Yes, I do love her and it’s terrifying, feeling like this for someone again but I’m not running this time.”
I'm holding on to her.
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how the month will go overall: your will be going thru some trials and tribulations i heard, meaning that next month won’t be easy for you. you’ll be going thru some divination work of some kind i heard, and you’ll be put to the test. alot of things will be testing you, relationships, family members, friends, and more. but its up to you to wanna change i’m hearing. now i know you’re probably like “i’ve been doing all that i’ve can to change and heal, whats stopping me?”i heard karmic work. something that happened in a past life (ofc if you believe in it), has been just stopping your blessings, and like i said now its up to you to change. you’re just now receiving karma from whatever has happened in the past and now its time to renew the karma and change it into something thats worth healing for (hoping this makes sense lmao), but yeah,next month you’re also gonna have to put 2 & 2 together, meaning that you’re gonna have to figure some stuff out, learning what means to you and what doesn’t, overall i think its a good period for some self work, and to overall change and stop a karmic cycle. if you’re confused, think to yourself, what is it that i keep doing that won’t stop? that won’t change in particular! and then there’s your answer to everything.
love: so while writing the reading i did hear the word “love”, for this pile, on my recent pac “what do you need to know about your next romantic connection”, you might’ve chosen pile 2 or 1, you maybe entering a karmic relationship with someone new, not anyone from the past. this relationship is meant to help you grow, and receive good luck from the divine i’m hearing. this relationship has a permanent nature and will definitely last. but before you enter it, (not saying divine timing or anything), just work on yourself and those karmic cycles i told you about in the beginning, and change yourself for the better! this relationship will come in fast i’m hearing as well.
career: i heard “stable”, you won’t be moving to a next job or anything, right now you’re just stable even if you’re working or not your definitely stable enough to take care of yourself! so this is a good period for your career.
lmk if this resonates pile 1! have a great day!
how the month will go overall: i heard “feeling a breeze”, you’ll definitely have an okay month next month i’m hearing, feeling like a weight has been taken off of your shoulders tbh. this month will be a breeze, maybe june wasn’t so great for you and now you’re feeling okay, mental health is okay, everything is okay honestly. but not everything is all glitter and gold, honestly the overall month will be okay but there is at some point something bound to happen i’m hearing, this may shock you too i’m hearing as well. this is a period of self work and self love, but your life maybe shaken up a bit too. you may meet someone new or if you’re in a romantic liking to someone, something may shake up a bit in that relationship between you two, which means that someone may express their love & feelings for you. like i said in the beginning it’ll shock you, because you never expected it to happen. i am hearing the song “part 11 on the run” specifically beyonce lyrics, specifically “who wants that perfect love story anyway?” you might be feeling this way since you didn’t have any luck for june, like i said june wasn’t the best for you, but next month? you’re thriving and doing good loves! so yeah a great month for you guys!
love: you may meet someone whose name starts with a j,e,i,k,s,b or either you know the person, and they may have long or short hair to a dark hair color.
career: i heard stable, a good month for you overall, for june it wasn’t really stable, i heard job hopping, but you may find a job that suits you the most.
lmk if this resonates pile 2! have a great day!
how the month will go overall: you will be going thru some type of divination karmic cycle, but this time you’ll be releasing it. in june you were aware of what karmic cycles you’ve been going thru, and now next month, july, you’ll be releasing it. now if you don’t know what karmic cycles you’ve been doing just think really hard on it i’m hearing, only you know! and you’re definitely aware of it, this is going towards love though if you need a hint i’m hearing, maybe you get attached really fast, or you’ve been thinking about love so much that it drives you crazy, and now you’re releasing it. if its that, just know that someone will soon come into your life, you just have to be patient and know that the universe (if you believe in that ofc), is working with you, and they know what you want, but you just have to work with them too hoping this makes sense). and yeah! overall a good period for you to be alone, and do some self love work too. you maybe a little insecure of your body, face, and you haven’t been brought up the best, but now you’re working on self love and you’re gonna be doing better than ever bby! you’re beautiful just the way you are love!
love: i heard “love may not be the best time for you”, right now is a period to just focus on yourself and releasing those karmic cycles that you’ve had.
career: just like pile 1,2 i heard stable, i heard “you don’t have to worry about it”, so yeah you can relax! don’t overthink about your job love! you’re doing awesome!
lmk if this resonated pile 3! have a great day!
this is my first asteroid post, so please don’t attack me💀😂. also if you want me to do a certain asteroid, just do an ask in the inbox￼♡︎
𝘼𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨/1𝘀𝘁 (1 º, 13 º, 25 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice abt athletics/sports, being confident, looks/appearances, having a good first impression, expressing yourself, & self esteem, may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙏𝙖𝙪𝙧𝙪𝙨/𝟮𝗻𝗱(2 º, 14 º, 26 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on cooking/baking, love/romance, self care/pleasure, finances/money, shopping, and materials/possessions/luxuries. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙂𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙞/𝟯𝗿𝗱(3 º, 15 º, 27 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on books, socializing, learning, maintaining a conversation, the tea/gossip lmao, rationalizing, teaching, education/school and writing. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝘾𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧/𝟰𝘁𝗵(4 º, 16 º, 28 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on how to feel better & process emotions, emotions in general, baking/cooking, homes/real estate, pregnancy, ancestry/history, family and parenting maybe/nurturing. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙇𝙚𝙤/𝟱𝘁𝗵(5 º, 17 º, 29 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on boosting self esteem, confidence, self love, children, having fun, flirting, drama, tv shows, celebs, and creativity. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙑𝙞𝙧𝙜𝙤/𝟲𝘁𝗵(6 º, 18 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on health, diets, hygiene, self care, pets, helping others out, jobs, exercising, and diseases. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙇𝙞𝙗𝙧𝙖/𝟳𝘁𝗵(7 º, 19 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on relationships, socializing, flirting, law, beauty, divorce, justice, and marriage. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙎𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙥𝙞𝙤/𝟴𝘁𝗵(8 º, 20 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on investigating, reading body language/psychology, sex, kinks, taboo stuff, astrology, death, psychic/intuition, birth, revenge, romance, crime. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙎𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙪𝙨/𝟵𝘁𝗵(9 º, 21 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on cultures around the world, countries, traveling, college/university, religion, and learning/teaching. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝘾𝙖𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙣/𝟭𝟬𝘁𝗵(10 º, 22 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on careers, real estate/homes, reputation, achieving success, and parenting. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝘼𝙦𝙪𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙪𝙨/𝟭𝟭𝘁𝗵(11 º, 23 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on friendship, socializing, technology, activism, charity, donating, inventing, and communities. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
𝙋𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙨/𝟭𝟮𝘁𝗵(12 º, 24 º):
may be wise about, know a lot of knowledge on, and/or give great advice on dreams/sleep, helping others, alcohol, drugs, poems, fantasy creatures, hospital, jails, and paranormal activity like ghosts. may also be interested and like to learn more abt these topics.
Merry Christmas Y’all✨🎁
Angel numbers are those repeating numbers you see like “11:11” or like “12:12” (which is currently my time). You can also see a single number like 1 or 7 everywhere, maybe even on license plates, billboards, signs, buildings, addresses, etc. The most common way is the time on the clock, but it can be anything honestly. This is the way loved ones, angels, spirit guides, god, or other spiritual beings communicate with you. They usually send them to warn you, bless you, congratulate you, support you, guide you, or just reassure you when you need it. You can easily search for the meanings by using your intuition, or simply going on google and searching “222 angel number” (as an example), but you might have to search a little extra to find what meaning you resonate most with. Numerology is also a way to learn what these numbers mean. Sometimes seeing repeating numbers is a sign to follow the path of learning numerology & creating something out of it. Seeing these synchronized numbers gives your life significant meaning just in general. Its basically a higher calling to follow a spiritual path in life & to learn more about who you are, why you are here, & what you are meant to do. Hey all I’m saying is don’t ignore them 🤷♀️ Let’s get into a few common numbers & their meanings:
This includes 0, 00, 000, & so on.
You’ve completed a tough cycle, ending, or phase & you are exactly where you need to be. Focus on getting yourself back on track & continue following where you are being guided.
This includes 1, 11, 111, & so on.
Focus your thoughts on good intentions or what you are trying to attract into your life. Your prayers or manifestations will be manifested once you focus your energy towards it. You are exactly where you need to be & you could be experiencing a new beginning or a opportunity, I’d say trust your intuition & take it! Your spirit guides are sending you signs to let you know you are on the right path, but you need to keep going.
This includes 2, 22, 222, & so on.
You could be meeting someone, deepening commitment, finding duality or union within yourself or in a connection in your life. Feeling emotionally fulfilled & balanced. Love. Your spirit guides blessed you with this & you should enjoy it. Make peace with everyone you love & follow the steps you feel guided to take. Being optimistic will bring you closer to your goals in love. Spiritual love.
This includes 3, 33, 333, & so on.
Continue growing & expanding yourself, stay balanced & make sure you aren’t letting negative influences weigh you down. Addictions (if you have any). Live in moderation. Balance spirituality with practicality. Heal your broken heart. Connect to god or jesus. Bring more joy into your life.
This includes 4, 44, 444, & so on.
Your spirit guides are wanting you to know that you are safe and protected. They are always with you and guiding you every step you take. Know that you aren’t alone & you can always call on them for help. They want you to connect with them whenever you need it & rest when you need to. You are doing what’s best for you & that’s all you need to do! If you need to make a choice, decision, or risk just do it. Know that whatever happens you will learn and grow from it. Rest.
This includes 5, 55, 555, & so on.
Maybe you need to be strategic about a situation & you should approach something or someone in a very planned out way. Something new could be coming in your life & maybe this will be why you need to be strategic about your choices or decisions. Don’t resist change. Release conflict.
This includes 6, 66, 666, & so on.
Stop & connect to your feminine side. Love yourself & make sure your heart space is well taken care of. Being more open and receptive to love. Caring for others and expressing love. Release your fears or anxiety. You could be emotional at this time. Moving on from the past can be painful, but all you can do is push forward. Change is essential.
This includes 7, 77, 777, & so on.
Spiritual growth, & expansion. Manifestation. Everything’s happening in your favor. Trust your intuition & your spirit guides. Opportunities could be coming your way. Luck. Connect to your wisdom. Try to open up & be less secretive.
This includes 8, 88, 888, & so on.
Infinity. Balance. Harmony. Earning money or becoming wealthy. Success. Whatever the situation is, it’s grounded. Union. Spiritual love. Release your fears. Step out of your comfort zone.
This includes 9, 99, 999, & so on.
Release any stress or anything that’s been holding you back. Focus on your goal and what you are trying to create. I know it feels scary and your anxiety or fears could get in the way, but just keep going you’re almost there! You’ve completed a cycle or chapter of your life. Endings bring new beginnings. Focus on giving time to yourself. Empathy is needed. Be the person you want to be & make the change you wish to have.
Scorp, I don't understand degrees... I see astrologers mention signs and stuff when describing them and it confuses me. I just see them as irrelevant numbers next to my planets. Can you explain? I understand you well.
Sign Association with Astrological Degrees
Great question, love. You're not the only person who's hit up my inbox with this conundrum. Thanks to the late, great Serbian Astrologer, Nikola Stojanovic, degrees are quite easy to understand actually— just follow the order of the zodiac and you've got your answers. Ex: 1 for Aries, 2 for Taurus, 3 for Gemini all the way to 12 for Pisces then start over at Aries for 13 and work your way down again. The sign that rules the degree will also have an influence on the planet. To illustrate further, lets break this down:
Aries Degree [ 1° 13° 25°]
Keywords: Direct, Impulsive, Independence, Powerful, Leadership, War, Masculine, Sport, Athleticism, Motivation, Achievement, Competitive.
Ex: Your rising sign is at 1° Pisces which would, for all intents and purposes make you appear to the world as quite introverted. However that 1° might make you a leader in your field or quite confident even if Neptune should be "blurring" the lines or causing confusing/insecurity regarding how you present yourself.
Taurus [2° 14° 26°]
Keywords: Calm, Measured, Practical, Stubborn, Resistance, Textile, Earthy, Sensual, Feminine, Patience.
Ex: Your Mars is at 14° Sagittarius, though your drive should be dare-devil-esque and a bit promiscuous, Mars sitting at this degree might make you more prudent and thoughtful about how you approach your physical endeavors and even more choosy about who you are intimate with. The energy, instead of more expressive in nature becomes more repressed in nature being at an earth degree. More immovable force than unstoppable object.
Gemini [3° 15° 27°]
Keywords: Cerebral, Social, Expressive, IQ, Wordy, Charm, Mercurial, Wit, Speed, Cunning.
Ex: Your Moon is at 27° Capricorn, though your emotional nature in this sign would be more reserved and cautious- at 27 degrees one might be more forthcoming with their feelings. Might intellectualize their emotions [eloquently] and bond with others through safe communication.
Cancer: [4° 16° 28° ]
Keywords: Nurturing, Shy, Moody, Protective, Security, feminine, mother, instinctual.
Ex: Your 11th house is at 4 degrees Virgo- You might find yourself taking on the “mom-friend” role [regardless of sex] among your friend group. Instead of the critical tendency this sign is known for, you may find that you’re often offering feedback of the constructive sort. Always making the people you’re associated with are well-taken care of. Protected. Etc.
Leo: [5° 17° 29° ]
Keywords: Fame, Light, Kids, Dramatic, Regal, Entertainment, Strength, Warmth, Pride, Leadership, Father.
Ex: Your Midheaven is at 29 degrees, even at an anaretic degree which indicates “crisis”, this degree might make the likelihood of fame very possible. The way you navigate life might’ve had something due to your father’s influence whether he was present or not]. You might be seen as a leader in that field. The creator of this theory, Nikola had his MC at 29 degrees Taurus and become famous for his longstanding contributions and works within the study of astrology.
Virgo [6° 18° ]
Keywords: Sharp, Conservative, Service, Health, Routine, Compulsive, Detail.
Libra [7° 19° ]
Keywords: Balance, Law, Partnerships, Fashion, Beauty, Charm, Aesthetics, Luxury.
Scorpio [8° 20°]
Keywords: Death, Wealth, Intuitiveness, Secrecy, Insurance, Sex, Retribution, Strategy, Psychology, Investigation, Obsession.
Sagittarius [9° 21°]
Keywords: Luck, Expansion, Wisdom, Higher Thinking, Travel, Adventure, Exploration, Abundance, Philosophy, Humor, Languages.
Capricorn [10° 22°]
Keywords: Entrepreneurial, Success, Coldness, Fear, Longevity, Restriction, Discipline, Rationality, Ambition.
Aquarius [11° 23°]
Keywords: Rebellion, Opinionated, Unique, Inventions, Networking, Philanthropy, Detachment, Revolution, Erratic, Avant-Garde.
Pisces: [12° 24°]
Keywords: Dreaminess, Art, Sacrifice, Creativity, Passivity, Psyche, Sensitivity, Addictions, Mind-Altered states, Sleep.
PAC: General message & advice
Felt like doing some good ol' general messages for everyone to help you along your way right now.
Pile 1: First Quarter moon in Sagittarius
Pile 2: New Moon in Gemini
Pile 3: New Moon in Libra
Please pick the pile(s) you're drawn to, and scroll for your messages.
Pile 1: First Quarter moon in Sag
I almost want to just say get ready for a whole new cycle of good luck. If you are concerned about the outcome of a situation and whether it will go your way - yes. Bat and 10 of swords talk about the end of a cycle or a pattern that's ready/needs to be released. I feel like you're in for some unexpected good news and it's mostly unexpected because, probably, you've had a long cycle of shitty luck or just nothing ever going anywhere. But, now it seems like something is falling away and karma is about to be bestowed onto you.
In particular, if there's a project or situation coming to an end, I feel like even if this *thing* that comes in now isn't related to that, this *thing* is the result of hard work and effort that has been put into something, whether it's a tangible thing or it's spiritual work you've been doing. The basic message here for you is - shit's gonna change and get better from you for now on and you can expect better luck and fortune than before. I also feel what would help is to go into any NEW ventures from now on with a positive mindset. Believe in your abilities, believe in your luck, believe in your success. When you make choices in the near future, do so with your best interests in mind and with the thought that it WILL work out.
Also, it seems like in regard to projects or jobs, studies - for every bit of effort you put in or step you take, the scales are going to tip in your favor. Almost as if the universe will match you "pound for pound."
This is a pile that might be seeing 111 or 1111 or 1011. With the numbers here being 10/1 and 11/2, there's definitely a phase of things coming to an end and then a fresh start beginning, so you should make the most of it. If there were failures or busts prior to this, just let those go. Things might not end up happening the same way as before. I really get the sense that the odds are more in your favor from now on. You might see feathers or even bats as a sign of being on the right path. The first quarter moon in Sag happens during Virgo season, and then we have the Libra card, so perhaps the seasons of Virgo-Libra will be significantly lucky or filled with good fortune for this pile.
Other validations that this message is for you - we have Sagittarius, Libra and air cards.
Intuitively, it seems like you're attracting or manifesting something pretty big into your life soon. It could be different for various people, but the bats are surrounding this moon, we have the moon and an orb being attracted to the figure in the Sag card, the Justice card holding onto the moon.
I also get the sense with 10 of swords that you may have to release a few things/responsibilities/tasks/expectations in order to feel "lighter" and at your best.
As for meditations, some breathing exercises and moon rituals would be great for this pile during this time. You might receive messages through things you can hear such as songs, ads, overhearing certain words in conversations, dialogue, etc...
And, finally, just... faith will be important. Even if you are thinking: well I did all the work last year and nothing came of it, life is stagnant, where are my results... it's really important to let go of that way of thinking and consider it a fresh start. Be optimistic, go ahead and have big dreams, just remember that even plans and goals require effort and your advised to take those baby steps if you don't know where to start. For specific folks, legal outcomes should work in your favor even if it's been a long, hard battle. Mostly - I would expect positive results for anything you've been working on - exams, raises, promotions, raffles, lotto tickets, lol.... your shit luck is over... so go in thinking: okay i am the luckiest person in the world and i will receive this from the universe bc i deserve it and i just will.
And if you're given the choice to let go of something that weighs you down - now's a great time to release and let go. Something better will take its place!
Pile 2: New moon in Gemini
This pile is a bit freaky. We have 4 6's because the koi and leafcutter ant cards are on page 51 and 60 and we'll say the Gemini card counts as an extra 6, so - there is a lot of Gemini energy here, as well as Leo. Even the Lovers and Strength card in this deck mirror each other?
My personal feelings are that this is about relationships for pile 2. That's typical of pile 2s anyway, but there seems to be a situation with another person or some relationship in which you really will have to put a lot of thought into a decision or situation. The other advice here is if you aren't sure what to do in this situation with this person - to talk it out either with this person or seek advice from a friend. These are two major arcana that fell out, as well, so it's a meaningful or big decision/situation/relationship that we're talking about. It may even be about a next big step in a romantic relationship or a decision to enter into a romantic relationship (maybe with someone who is a Gemini or Leo or has those in their big 3) or the time of Gemini to Leo season will be significant for you, especially in regard to a certain relationship. Koi talks about good fortune, but what hits me first is actually the idea of "love." We also have emphasis here on determination (to build something). This may be for folks who need or want to reconcile with a person but whatever it is there is some type of... thought process that needs to be happen, to think over the matter and probably not move too hastily.
When I look at the lion/girl - it does make me think of a soulmate situation, with the two people involved BOTH having big thoughts about this connection but it having to be worked out together. We also have the themes of communication and choices here (as the Lovers card can mean both). So it's a relationship... a close one at that or at least... something about the two of you... gives off... soulmate vibes. It can be a partner, bff, family member... but the idea is to work through something together regardless of whatever the outcome may be. Even the koi card mentions something about... take care of something so that you can get back into the ebb and flow of life, so... there is something that needs or requires your attention. You don't have to figure it out by yourself either. It's highly recommended that you seek out a companion who could help you mull over the situation and your options. I... won't say that ALL situations are positive as in this is two people who are like LET'S GET MARRIED. I feel this is all kinds of sad or happy situations for "couples" here. All I know is that there's a seriousness to the matter being discussed or thought about and no one in the cards looks OVERLY happy but it's not as if this is like "let's break up" either.
This is very clearly two people (or whatever) working through something together in all aspects of what that could be. And there is an undeniable closeness, attachment, bond for these people. Now, if romance isn't in the cards, it's as simple as - you seem to be going through something and you need a sounding board. You need help or need someone to talk to, so go to someone you trust who will be respectful and offer advice that can help.
Gemini season may play a big part for you this year.
This pile creeps me out, can I tell you why. I have felt for a long while that my "person" could be a Leo. Every PAC about a future spouse/partner it's almost always a Leo this and Leo that and I'm a Gemini so yes my first thoughts were like ummm some Leo and Gemini be hookin' up pretty soon, lol. But let's say a situation like that happens for you - it feeeeeeels like rather than it being like YAY MY SOULMATE that both people are hit like a ton of bricks by the situation, possibly because the timing feels off or the feelings are too strong, like imaging meeting someone and BOTH of you JUST KNOW or you have so much in common that it's creepy so you both kinda get cold feet or what if you meet someone and they're from Europe and you live in the States so it's like yeah we have feels but HOW CAN WE MAKE THIS WORK and then you're all sad about it.
But a lot of it for me - more - or rather than a NEW relationship coming in, it's for people who already are having concerns or issues in a relationship and these people will need to have a conversation about what direction they want to go from here.
The koi and ant cards seem to highlight even more that this is a person in your close group like a friend, lover, family member.
I do also for individuals just get the sense of someone feeling down or depressed or overwhelmed and needing someone to reach out to - maybe you feel that you DON'T have that person so you're imagining or wishing you had that kind of person you could talk to.
And maybe a final message is... don't rush into any type of decision, okay? You really want to put thought into this. It could be before you decide to get engaged, break up, divorce, get married, have a baby, move in together, go on a date, have sex - everything here says... give some thought first... the outcome here isn't... appearing or seemingly relevant one way or the other, it's just a message to... take your time and think it through, particularly seek another's advice. Or the situation that requires thought will be happening not just to you but to someone else as if you're going to share this "situation" or experience with another and then the two of you (or group) will have to work through it together. I feel very strongly that if you have them to rely on someone close to you for help!!! Maybe it'll take strength to ask for help or determination to get through whatever this is, but you don't have to get through it alone - whether it's positive or "negative". I'm sounding cynical when the cards are pretty positive here... but I just keep getting this like "slow down" "caution" feel to it. It's going to be big-big for you whatever this is... even really good and amazing things can be overwhelming when they happen. It could be that you may have to comfort someone else through something... or vice versa, but then I guess just know how special that person is who decides to work through this with you... but I do feel there are people around you who are close to you who want to help you.
But if you asked something in your mind upon choosing this pile, like - should I go for it? Yes, yes you probably should but THINK IT THROUGH from all angles first. It will require effort and determination as well as the help of others to achieve whatever it is that you're wanting. There's nothing nothing nothing in the cards indicating you could accomplish what you need to ALONE - at least not fir this pile. It's going to take the help of others.
For real, though, let me know if any Gemini-Leo couples out there trying to make it work, lol.
Also June 8 or August 6 could be super specific significant dates for someone or suddenly seeing 66 or 666 or 668 6688 6668 idk. but 6 and 8 seem relevant... for me 6 is about personal harmony in a lot of areas of life - work, home, love and 8 is about personal empowerment or willpower or like infinity. So, sure it's got soulmate-y vibes so keep on the look out for your Leo/Gemini soulmate xD
Pile 3: New Moon in Libra
Lots of new energy happening for this pile - literally because we have Fool, New Moon and New Pathways. It's a very general, non-specific message. Whatever new situation or path that you've chosen recently, it's all about the mindset you begin the adventure with, and it seems to want to advise you to carry into any new situation like the Queen of Wands - someone who's confident, vivacious, creative, bold, knows their worth... I do remember queen of pentacles at the back of the deck, as well, so I feel that this type of attitude is best taken into tangible situations such as new careers or even new relationships. We do have Libra here which can be about relationships but can be about aesthetics, so several of you likely are starting a new diet or beauty regimen simply for your own sake. So that you feel good and confident or sexy.
I really feel this is basically a morale booster, guides being cheerleaders and all like "get it gurl, girlboss energy" but regardless of gender. It's also if you are nervous about starting something new, to just go for it, take that risk, but do so with confidence. Why not jump into it thinking it's going to be successful or even if it's not "successful" you have a good time or learn something from the experience. Drop all of your expectations... like imagine going into a party and not worrying about what other's may think of how you look or dress or act and then everyone's attention is drawn to you bc you don't give a f*ck and you look like you feel secure in yourself... even if you don't FEEEEEEEL this way 100% i still suggest some faking it until you make-ing it for this new era in your life.
And it's possible that with a new relationship you're not sure if you want to ask that person out or whether they share your feelings or have feelings - just go for it, jump in, be confident. But - you know, always be safe. These are reasonable risks, not wake up with STDs and pregnant risks or fly to Bermuda with a complete stranger you meant online risks... just more risk than you're used to and LEAP.
For timing - there isn't much to work with as there's only a 0 here, but the new moon in libra happens in libra season when the moon is in libra - so perhaps there will be a boost in confidence or just a new path that opens especially around Libra season. It's possible you could have been drawn to pile 1, but pile 1 was mostly about what mindset you bring into new situations.
For some, there could be a new relationship that enters your life (platonic or romantic) in which a fire sign is involved or maybe their Uranus is in a fire placement bc I read Fool as a Uranus card, so like... Uranus in Sag year group or Uranus in Aries... idk what those years are or maybe there's a fire-air thing that's relevant to any potential relationships for this pile that are newly to begin or are entering a new phase. I don't think the antelope thinks too deeply about stuff - it just jumps into shit and does what it wants... so jump into that relationship, jump into that new beauty regimen or health lifestyle thing - it's far from pile 2, which were told to think it through - here thinking is... very... optional, lol. I can understand why there's air-fire energy bc for me it does have a bit of Aries-Leo-Gemini-Libra-maybe Sag... I don't know if I see Aquarius as a risk taker exactly... but, for me, fire and air placement folks are more inclined to wing it or jump in to the deep end depending on the whim of their mood, you know and this feels like a "whim" as opposed to a long-term plan. the cards are like just say fuck it and live a little, have fun, you're worth it, people like you know matter what you do or try - or if you had a question of: do they feel the same about me? yeah it says you are loved, so ask them out. if not them, ask someone else out.
if you want to try a new career, if you want to start a creative project - do the things that make you happy and feel confident. don't do things that make you feel like crap all the time. that's what the cards want to say and that's why it's a pretty simple, nonspecific message.
and as a recommendation, make a really good upbeat playlist that is filled with confident or high vibe types of music - especially when you're going for a walk/run/exercise routine. i think.... for this group... you could manifest a lot of good things if you hype yourself up a lot - like even if you aren't now, after you read this, just try a few things a day or week - confidence sleep meditations, upbeat playlists, journaling about accomplishments or goals or positive things about yourself, surround yourself with colors that make you feel good, pick out outfits that make you feel good, wear bright colors, maybe stuff associated with solar plexus like... yellows and oranges or reds... treat yourself to some new makeup, get a new haircut. don't think, just do. until you're living in that mindset regularly. it takes practice to have a positive mindset. you don't wake up and go I'M WORTH IT, you have to do things every day and repeat mantras until... it's... a regular thing you don't have to force. good attitudes are the same as exercising... a whee bit every day until you can run a marathon instead of wheezing after about a half mile, you know... endurance, determination, confidence.... pretend you're all that until you realize it's true. fo sho.
PAC reading you and your twin flames past lives
Instructions: Focus on the question and each of the pictures. Choose the one that calls to you intuitively! If two calls to you then read both! If it doesn’t resonate leave it, if it resonates then keep it.
My reading style: I generally read with tarot, but this was almost 100% based on intuition. I have clairvoyance and sometimes clairaudient (when it works with me) so that is what I used for this reading.
Disclaimer: I do not own any photos in this post. And this is for entertainment purposes only please do not make decisions based on tarot alone.
I am getting very strong artistic vibes. I'm getting two eras either the Italian Renaissance or the 1700s - 1800s. I think you were either both musicians or artists or one of you was the other person's muse. I'm seeing if it's the latter that you couldn't be together because of circumstances. One of you may have been from a higher social class (getting feminine energy) and already married or betrothed when the two of you met. Either way, the two of you met and fell in love instantly. It was the kind of love that you remember for decades after. I think some of you may have been able to manipulate the situation to get your happy ending while others had to sacrifice their love. For those of you who were artistic, you wrote many pieces or created art about this forbidden love. Your souls ached for each other long after the physical love ended.
I see that when you meet this twin flame in this lifetime you will see 11:11 everywhere leading up to the event. Please note, that not everyone meets their twin flame in every lifetime but if you do that will be a sign. When you see them you will instantly be drawn to them and it will be like as if no time has passed. I think once you meet, your latent artistic abilities will arise and you will find yourself wanting to learn a new instrument or painting etc. There will also be this feeling of trying to right the wrongs in the past. I do want to caution though that history has a way of repeating oneself and this is especially true in twin flames. This could be a reverse situation where the one in a higher class in the past is poorer now. I see maybe you meet when one of you is already in a relationship and you try to fight the pull you have towards each other. I’m not advocating for cheating by the way and I’m not seeing most of you cheat (just feel the desire without acting upon it). I think you both will try your best to break the shackles of the past so that you guys can be together finally. However, keep in mind that not all twin flames are meant to be together in this lifetime. Many times twin flames come together to teach a lesson before separating.I have a feeling that this lifetime will be another separation story.
I'm getting that one of your past lives was during the time when Pharaohs still ruled Egypt. You were two simple farmers who lived near the nile river. I see you being very happy together even if life was tough. I'm seeing that there were several severe famines during your lifetime. I see that the feminine energy was very gifted in the psychic arts and could see into the future? This could have lead you to one of the Pharaoh’s palaces after you passed along psychic information that the Pharaoh found interesting. I am seeing that you started gaining notoriety in the palace for your gifts and enemies started forming against you for the power you held over the Pharaoh. Through it all your partner was very faithful and gave up the simpler life for you even though he yearned to be back on the banks of the nile as a farmer. The two you made a great partnership and ultimately you triumphed against your enemies. For the most part, you were a positive influence on Egypt and the Pharaoh.
I see that this time if you meet your twin flame or soulmate you will instantly feel a sense of belonging. You will instantly recognize them as someone you just know. Since your gifts of clairvoyance and claircognizance has transferred to this lifetime you will feel confident in your feelings. The masculine will not be as sure (since they lack the psychic gifts) but he still feels drawn to your energy. In general, there is a sense of peace and stability when the two of you are together.(I realize the photo doesn't depict Egypt but that is what my intuition told me).
I’m getting that one of your past lives occurred in an opulent castle. You were both lucky enough to be nobility which meant that it was easier for you to get together. I’m sensing that one of you was actually meant to marry someone else, but then fate intervened and the two of you ended up married. In the beginning it wasn’t easy since you both are strong figures and both were heirs to respective kingdoms. Which one of the two was more dominant, which one had more wealth, and would the two kingdoms be conjoint or kept separate. The two of you ended up figuring out your differences and made a good team ruling your respective kingdoms. If you are a history buff I would suggest reading the stories of Isabella of Castile and Ferdinand of Aragon or Eleanor of Aquitaine.
In this lifetime, I sense that the two of you will find each other when you are young or at the very latest in college. Even if you find each other later, you will discover mutual childhood friends, vacationing near each other etc. your souls are just magnetically drawn to each other.
I think in this lifetime, you will either just stay as friends or rekindle that relationship again. Either way, I think you are both good for each other and I could see the two of you start a company together.
I realize that not everyone was likely a king or queen in their past lives, but that is what spirit told me for some of you. Otherwise, you can take away broader things like the 1st group wanted to be together but couldn't because of social class differences and other arranged marriages. From Pile 2 take away that you and your twin flame were able to work together and that you have unique psychic gifts that you used to get ahead. For Pile 3, that you may have owned businesses, or inherited land from your family.
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