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#1) ones partner doesn’t physically harm the other
kel-lance · 2 months
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Team Bonding: JJK students x reader x sukuna Part 1
- TW: Dead dove dont read (DDDR) Minors do not interact (MDNI): SA, Physical Assault, DubCon, NonCon, Mindbreak, Public Humiliation, Multiple manipulation, RWORD, PTSD, a lot more.
- Premise: Characters are (18+) (Reader is 21) Jujutsu College au where things are the same but they found yuuji/He ate the finger at 18/+ the start of college.
- Yuuji “came back” after two months of “being dead” and you’re in charge of the training for today for the kyoto sister event.
- Sukuna switches with yuuji in this and chaos ensues :/
Edit: I reread this a month later and guys oh my god. i wrote these time patches of time, right after hitting the rig, and then blacking out after a few paragraphs im sorry ill actually write this time.
You were coming back from a mission that took about 2 weeks due to traveling and tracking down a spirit as the higher ups were testing your Light Manipulation. You know it was hard for everyone the death of one of the freshmen, now you look after Nobara with Megumi. 
You’re the only 3rd year and they all knew you loved your pride. Something about being the “oldest” (since the seniors are all granted weekly missions.), the authority that just made looking up at them, was just an excuse to point your nose up high, and only got depressed for a /day/ when you found out Kamo was 5 days older than you. 
You’re like an older sister or mom to them, with a few exceptions. The days were leading up to the Kyoto sisterhood school match, while everyone was meeting up to train, Gojo introduces Yuuji back to everyone. 
You’re all shocked to say the least. Gojo was acting normally the whole time, that bastard. “(Y/n)’s in charge of sparring today. I’ll come back later with Shoko in case Yuta’s too tired.” He teased at his baby cousin before he left. He was probably referencing to take it easy pn yuta, he probably beat his ass showing him a new technique.  
You ignored him yet again and started to pair everyone up. “Nobara and Yuta, Panda and Maki, Toge and Megumi,” leaving you with Yuuji. “We’ll take it slow zombie.” 
- Into the match you cursed, “Shit- he’s so durable.” But you loved that. You threw yourself back and used your fingers to catch and push yourself away from Yuuji’s next punch. “He’s a close range fighter, too.” You feel like you found your match in terms of adaptability. 
You fix your stance, both legs balances one in front of the other, knees bend, your body lowers and fingers and knees bent, ready at any time to change from offense to defense. You find his eyes again and don’t dare break contact as he’s fast. Faster than you, a blink could be worse than a misstep.
This was new as you always held yourself back from seriously harming your classmates. That pride doesn’t come from nowhere. Your favorite sparring partner is Todo, because he can get close and handle/not hold back punches. 
It felt like you were getting beaten with respect, not like what I want to do to my underclassmen. What good would they learn from losing a time from sitting in the infirmary so often? But this was different.
You felt like you were fighting Maki on drugs, or with cursed energy, and was face to face to Yuuji, as he pinned you down. He was almost like Todo, but you couldn’t read him since you just met.
“Where’s your pride now?” He had enough of your poking and prodding. No warm welcome, not even a nice reaction from his friends. But he knew it was serious to you, so out of respect, he’ll follow suite. He’ll show off what he learned in his training with Gojo. 
“Shut up Cannibal Corpse.” You teased back, smashing your forehead into the T of his face, hoping he’d be able to take it. 
He backs and stands up, hand covering his face. He stopped in a way to let you know he needed a second. Blood coming from his nose? Or his mouth?
“Oh shit, are you okay?” You stand up too, turning to yell for your medic. “Yuu-“ You’re thrown back by the scruff of your collar landing on your shoulder, butt and hands, scratching them. 
“Woah, dude, look I’m sorry,” You huff, rubbing your scraped skin as you slowly stood again. “I thought you could handle it.” You tried to ease the tension, coming close to him to see if he was alright.
He doesn’t look at you, but you feel an energy forming around him. You didn’t know what this could be, his cursed energy? Why does it feel so suffocating? 
“(Y/N)!” Megumi tries to get his shikigami to get you out of his proximity but they were slaughtered in a a blink of an eye. 
“What the hell was going on, where is the enemy?” You quickly looked up and down, about to grab Yuuji and run. 
But your face was cupped so hard your chin could’ve snapped. Pinkie was looking down at you with cold eyes. Why were you letting this happen? You were in charge, you’re the oldest. You don’t resist but give a look of what the fuck back to him. 
“Sukuna! Let her Go!” Megumi screamed. The other students semi surrounding you both.
“She’s so fun, though.” Yuuji cocks a smile, your brain still trying to make sense of what’s happening and who was really in danger here. You glare harder at him, knowing if you struggled, he would like it, and that it was cause you more pain. You couldn’t freak them out anymore, you’ve gotta get this under control. 
“Tell you what, since /I’m/ the oldest,” He gave your cheeks a squeeze. “I’ll take over this bonding sparring whatever ur stupid sensei said. Putting a woman in charge… ha! I’ll show you a type of bond you all can share.”
He tears off the front of your shirt, holding your body closer, but you still say nothing but feel hate for him. Trying to humiliate you in front of your classmates, like you’re not in your sports bra most of the time. It didn’t bother you that you were semi exposed, you knew you looked good, but what was the reason?
Everyone started to yell and tell him to stop, ignoring the embarrassing sight Sukuna tried to use. Of course they didn’t care about your body, they had to figure out a way to separate you both carefully. You turn to face your classmates.
“It’s okay guys, if he wanted me dead he would’ve killed me by now.” You shoot your eyes back and look glare into Sukuna’s eyes, not the same bright, round eyes you first saw before anything else. You look harder.
“Yuuji’s still in there somewhere.”
Sukuna laughs. “You guys misunderstand. I said I’m in charge,” His other arm that was holding your torso back starts to move down the curve of your body, stopping at your outer thigh and squeezing roughly. “Todays lesson is, endurance. This one here,” He holds you up by your neck, as you’re trying to use your upper body strength up get higher, to get some air but his wrists alone are strong enough for him to pick u up easily. “will stomach all I will give her.” 
He brings you back down, coughing for air as licks a tear from your cheek. He reverts his eyes back to your helpless friends. “Your part now is to endure, all the way til the end, then my game can start.” 
You honestly couldn’t care what he was talking about, you could take whatever ridiculous match he has set up but to involve your mates? it wasn’t a sense of pride anymore but of respect of your friends. You just met this prick, the only thing stopping you from beating his ass to hell is that you saw their reaction about his supposed death. You didn’t want to be the real reason this time, well could you?
If worse comes to worst, you should be fine. You could take a beating, you had no problem being fought by a special grade curses and even showing off before Gojo gets here. Once you get out of his grip you can get everyone to attack. You’re the only thing in the way though you wouldn’t mind being taken with him if it comes to it. how heroic would that date be.
“Interrupt at all, even think about it, and I will end them, you, then anyone else I can find after.” He says to no-one. The parasite everyone was so on edge about needed a moment to breathe?
He huffs for a second, you thought there was a light in his eyes as he tried to let you go. You soften your look when- “Ah ah ah.” Sukuna takes over again, pinning you back to him, his other hand clapping around your neck. “I said I’d end them, and then you all.” He repeats to Yuuji. “Just shut up, watch, and then I’ll go away. It’s so boring being cooped up in this brat all day.” In all this, Yuuji’s trying to fight back? He can see this? Was anyone going to tell you what the fuck was going on. “Id rather be in this one instead.” 
You felt the energies around you shrink down, though, agitated. It seems they knew about what was happening to Yuuji and seeing them scared like this wasn’t really a good sign for you. They can get scared of course, but all of them? Together like this? This was not how you wanted to traumatize them, what would they learn other than powerlessness?
“Let go already, you’ll leave a mark on my neck.” You choked out. 
“You don’t have the brains to worry about that after I’m done with you.”
You roll your eyes at him earning a slap. You fell the ground shake and your friends winced at the sound. “Fuck-“ You shot up from the ground holding your steering hot cheek, right before he kicks you back down, leaving you sprawled and confused at the assault. 
You haven’t been hit like that in years. Tears weld up in your eyes and you choke on a memory that’s created this boastful monster.
Sukuna frowned, “I thought you were tougher than that. Maybe this won’t be as fun as I thought. I knew I should’ve started with the short girl over there.” 
You spit at him. “Don’t touch her, I’ll fucking kill you.” You blink to clear your vision and suppress the overwhelming memory. You glare at him before finding Nobara’s eyes. If they were 2+ years younger than you, you’d joke that they’re just a kid, but Nobi, your new baby sister,Like hell you’d let anyone make her feel how you felt. She was tough like you, even tougher you thought, because of how different you were, but still ended up similar.
“Tell me have any of you tried her out yet?” 
You could only look out to see your friends gritting their teeth and weapons. Panda speaks up, “She’s our best fighter.” Hoping to lead away from this devious situation. You’ve already fought them all, and won. Is kuna trying to piss you off more? You ignore his assaults, the unfamiliar hands now controlling you. 
“That’s just perfect.” He pulls your hips to connect to his, and your heart stops. You can feel it.
You actually freeze this time. Is he actually going to do it? You’d rather be beaten half to death or even to death, but how hard he was behind you, it birthed a black hole in your stomach. 
Your body goes limp, unconsciously submitting to him, your eyes fall, not being able to look at anyone else. Will he be quick, will they fight for me? Is this what he really wants? Or is this just the start? 
He picks you up and drops you to your knees painfully, still holding onto your collar. “Don’t try to run unless u want all their heads stringed together.” He says to you. 
Everyone else watches, clutching each other or their weapons tighter, trying to think of a way, when they can go in, or if they even see when Gojo was coming back . 
Grabbing your chin and lifting it up, he looks down at you and smacks you again. Your ear is on fire. The strike of his finger felt like a whip onto the side of your face. He hits you again, then again, and again. 
You huff, picking yourself up slowly each time. If you didn’t, he’d step on your fingers, almost trying to grind the bones inside. 
Sukuna raises his hand as you stare down and with this one, he sends you to the feet of Toge, Yuta, and Panda. 
They look down at you, mixed feelings of guilt, anger, sorrow,. You speak to them through swelling cheeks, “Don’t worry you guys, I’ll be even stronger after this. Get ready cause next tim-”
Sukuna comes by and grabs you by the hair, dragging you to back to your original spot, tears and blood now messing up your face. 
“You look so stupid right now.” He sneers. “You should see yourself.”  At this point you were exhausted from holding yourself back from beating the shit out of him. 
“Everyone,” He raises his voice for an announcement. “take your phones out and take a picture from your favorite parts of the lesson, okay?” 
He tilts your head towards his, takes out Yuuji’’s phone from his pocket and snaps a picture of you both. *click*
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beyondkion-blog · 29 days
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Rating Resident Evil Men’s Marriageability
Note: I tried my best to be impartial with each of the men, regardless of my personal opinions
Chris Redfield
Pros
Loyal
Protective
Trusting
Wants to see the best in people
Strong
Anti-capitalist
Cares deeply
Prioritizes family
Ass that you could bounce a quarter off of
Cons
Smoker
Prone to bouts of depression
Definitely has PTSD
Drinks to forget
Literally solves his problems by punching
Married to his job
Rude to waitstaff
Keeps secrets because “it’s better for you not to know”
Blames himself for things out of his control
Canonically a bit of a slob
Overall Score: 5/10 - Could do worse, but could definitely do better. High potential of being a stereotypical “straight husband”
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Albert Wesker
Pros
Rich
Attractive
Super strength
Super speed
Verified genius
Might destroy the world for you
Looks good in a leather jacket
Natural leader
One of only two RE men to canonically have sex
Cons
Violent sociopath
Might just destroy the world in general
Obsessed with power
Believes himself to be superior to all other beings
Turned himself into a giant worm monster
100% would track your phone
Withholds physical affection as a power play
Overall Score: 1/10 - At best you’ll exist as a bored but scared trophy spouse. At worst he’ll dissect you as part of an experiment
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Leon S. Kennedy
Pros
Loyal
Kind
Affectionate
Caring
Silly sense of humor
Protective
Willing to be emotionally vulnerable
Always wants to do the right thing
Soft hair
Trusting
Goes out of his way to help people
Cares deeply about his friends
Strong
Flexible
Tries to make the best of any situation
Dog lover
Drives a motorcycle
Cons
Definitely has PTSD
Prone to depression
Bordering on/alcoholic Degeneration and up
Body belongs to the US government
A little dumb
Should not be behind the wheel
Overall Score: 8/10 - Potential to be an amazing, loving husband with therapy and support, but may fall into toxic or even self-harm tendencies if left unchecked
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Carlos Oliveira
Pros
Sweet
Protective
Kind
Physically Affectionate
Supportive
Strong
Cares deeply about the people in his life
Skilled with his hands
Emotionally vulnerable
Trusting
Wants to be the best person he can be
Willing to break laws to help those he loves
Natural provider (acts of service love language 100%)
Verbally affectionate
Sense of humor
Laid back attitude
Gorgeous hair
Respects boundaries
Cons
Probably has unprocessed trauma
Will do Dumb Guy Shit™️
Trusts too quickly
Will throw himself into dangerous situations without thinking it through
Will probably make inappropriate jokes without thinking unless you tell him specifically not to
Likely wanted in multiple countries
Overall Rating: 10/10 - Literally marry this man immediately. He will be a good partner, good husband, and good father. May need reigning in occasionally, but it comes from a place of love
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Luis Serra Navarro
Pros
Always has the best intentions
Cares deeply about his friends and family
Tries to do the right thing
Sense of humor
Highly intelligent
Extremely curious
Debonair
Charming
Good dancer
Chivalrous
Book lover
Good with his hands
Cons
Doesn’t open up easily
Tends to trust the wrong people
Smoker
Doesn’t think things through
Prefers fantasy over reality
Doesn’t always keep his word
Self-serving
Unprocessed trauma
Tends to deflect
Overall Score: 5/10 - Potential to be a great partner, but would take time and patience to get there (best outsourced to a therapist)
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Jake Muller
Pros
Snarky
Literally designed after male models
Loyal
Will have your back
Affectionate once he opens up
Surprisingly good with kids
Drives a Motorcycle
Self-sacrificing
Looks amazing in black leather
Cons
Daddy issues
Self-sacrificing
Tendency to only do things that benefit him
Takes a long time to open up
Illegal drug use
Wanted by multiple governments
Would need to be forced into therapy if he went at all
Overall Score: 4/10 - German Shepherd partner vibes. Would be forever loyal to you if you broke through his walls, but only to you. Probably wouldn’t stop any (self-) destructive habits of his either
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Piers Nivans
Pros
Kind
Trusting
Loyal
Nice to waitstaff
Appreciates good food
Cares about the emotional well-being of his loved ones
Not easily deterred
Cons
Self-sacrificing
Codependent tendencies
Most likely has unresolved trauma
Hotheaded
Overall Score: 7/10 - The potential is definitely there, however - like Chris - Piers winds up with a high likelihood for being a stereotypical “straight husband,” mainly due to his upbringing in a military family
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Ethan Winters
Pros
Loyal
Trusting
Kind
Good with kids
Indestructible
Gentle
Protective
Never gives up
Would still love you if you were a worm
Not easily scared
Domestic
Creative
Good under pressure
MacGyver skills
Soft
Self-sacrificing
Cons
Mold
Bad luck
Arguably too trusting
Self-sacrificing
Thousand yard stare
Overall Score: 10/10 - Like Carlos, marry this man immediately. Second only RE man to canonically have sex and the only one to get married. Just hope you don’t have a penicillin allergy
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jaskierx · 5 months
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After being subjected to the canyons utter dismissal of anything Izzy did in s1 I honestly started to feel like I’d been misinterpreting the show. The confrontation between Izzy and Ed in s1ep10 is boiled down to Izzy just “saying some mean things”. Izzy’s controlling and shitty behavior is just him being protective and in love with Ed and it’s actually so tragic that Ed would dismiss Iz like that, guys. Take after take, I began to wonder if maybe I’d blown things out of proportion. Maybe he wasn’t that bad.
But then the gears in the logical part of my brain start turning and I remember why framing Izzy in that light is so frustratingly shitty. Like, okay. We all get that Ed isn’t an evil monster for killing his dad. It was a direct response to feeling threatened after suffering and witnessing his fathers abuse. We can all agree on that. So why is it different when Ed has a similar reaction to Izzy threatening him? Why is it okay for Izzy to berate and mock and tell Ed he was better off dead? Izzy displayed controlling and honestly abusive behavior in season 1. Ed was fighting back against his abuser when he killed Father Teach, and we got that. But suddenly that isn’t the case when he fights back against Izzy? I’m so tired of people acting like mental abuse isn’t as valid as physical. That it was only mean words, and that Izzy did everything out of love.
Homophobic parents can be controlling and abusive “out of love”. They think they’re protecting you. That doesn’t absolve them of their shitty behavior. That doesn’t change the fact that their actions are harmful. The same should be said for Izzy. Ed was mentally tormented by that man‼️ For people to dismiss that and act like abuse can only ever be physical is so disheartening. I’ve suffered both. One is not necessarily worse than the other. It feels so invalidating…I want to engage with fans and talk about this because I feel like it’s important, but if I had anyone argue with me about it I think I’d explode into a pile of silly string. It sucks that this is the state of the fandom 😭
yep people will absolutely bend over backwards to view all of izzy's actions in the best possible light. they give him the benefit of the doubt, they full on make shit up that 'must have' happened offscreen, they rationalise his abuse of ed in a hundred different ways. 'it was for ed's own good' 'he was trying to protect the crew' 'ed was going to get everybody killed' etc
(and often when they post about this it's really telling about their attitudes to stede being femme/gnc - i've seen too many posts along the lines of 'izzy needed to stage an intervention for ed, the talent show was the last in a long line of batshit things he'd been doing because he was obsessed with some ponce')
as many people in this fandom have already pointed out, it's like the canyon thinks that a white guy can say whatever the fuck he wants regardless of how threatening or abusive it is, but the moment the brown guy he's saying it to dares to retaliate to protect himself, he's an abuser and he's completely unjustified and etc etc
i resent being called an abuse apologist by the same people on this website who will unironically post takes like 'izzy wasn't abusive to ed because he wasn't trying to hurt him, he was acting in ed's best interests, ed forced his hand' (sound familiar?) or 'if izzy is so abusive then how come he tried to get ed out before the navy got there' (idk bestie maybe he could've tried not selling the crew out at all? maybe if he really did care about ed he wouldn't try to get his partner killed?)
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thepenultimateword · 1 year
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Thoughts on hero x villain's henchman or villain x hero' sidekicks? Whether it's friends, roommates, lovers, enemies, etc.
This dynamic is so under appreciated, but I love it!
1. Everyone thinks Hero has really cracked down on putting Villain behind bars, what with the daily infiltrations of the criminals base and the egging on fights, and all that. But really they’re just trying to see that cute henchman they ran into a few months ago.
2. Henchman and Hero have been dating for a while now, and they have a strict no talking about work agreement in their relationship. This keeps both of them from compromising their positions in their respective organizations, as well as saving them from any physical harm—a precaution that must be considered when working for criminals and suits. It all seems to be going fine. Until Villain finds out.
3. Villain knows that Henchman has a massive crush on the Hero, so they begin planning their schemes around pushing them together. Henchman suddenly finds themself in a lot of one on one fights with Hero as well as with lots of solo guarding time whenever Hero is trapped or hostage.
4. Hero is always ok. They never get afraid or upset or panicked. If they don’t come up with a plan, they have their brute force and unshakeable will power to rely on. Henchman is used to Hero being ok. Because of this, they don’t realize that it might be bad timing to ask Hero out when they’re trapped. And they don’t notice the hero’s mask of okayness is slipping.
5. Villain Sidekick is older than the villain they’re partnered with, and they’re already insecure about it. It doesn’t help that their villain’s nemesis, Hero, is always teasing them that they’re too old and saying they should be their own villain by now, not someone else’s lackey. As if they had the means for something like that. Sometimes they wish they could just shut that hero’s mouth.
6. Villain Sidekick and Hero met first. It was a one time thing when Hero caught Villain Sidekick doing some solo thieving but still; Villain Sidekick thought there was chemistry. Now Hero and Villain are nemeses and they’re always fighting and bantering, and Villain Sidekick is getting jealous.
7. Hero breaks out of Villain’s secure holding cell. To make sure they escape completely off Villain’s base, they take one of the henchmen hostage and threaten them into giving access codes and guiding them safely to the exit.
8. Henchman tried to be a sidekick first, but had a bad experience with heroes and turned to villainy instead. They are none to happy to find out that their boss’s new nemesis is none other than Hero, the hero that put them off heroics in the first place. They’re not sure if they should hide or give the hero a piece of their mine, but…does Hero even remember who they are?
9. Henchman met Hero as civilians at a coffee shop yesterday. Now Hero has recognized them on Villain’s base and is blatantly hitting on them in front of their boss and coworkers.
10. Henchman goes to a work party with Hero at the Hero agency, and soon enough the other heroes (some more maliciously than others) start poking fun at Henchman for their job and relationship with Hero. Hero gets really protective.
11. Henchman is captured by the heroes, and through long sessions of interrogation Hero is slowly getting them to spill info about Villain. But Hero begins having conflicted feelings when they start to genuinely care about Henchman and their wellbeing. Especially when they know that Villain will not let snitches live and that Henchman’s betrayal is Hero’s fault.
12. Henchman kisses Hero on a dare. They don’t think much of it at the time, but they are soon surprised to find the hero actively pursuing them as a romantic partner, and they have no idea how to feel about it.
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mosscreektarot · 2 years
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Pick an Image: What Your Spirit Guides See
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Pick the image you feel most drawn to...the one you can’t stop looking at. 
Group 1
Your Spirit Guides truly love you. They feel deeply connected with you and feel like you are adept at receiving their signs/following their guidance. There’s something in your past you aren’t ready to let go of. You are clinging to this memory and it’s inhibiting your spiritual growth. 
You actively communicate your thoughts/connect with Spirit and have an excitingly fresh energy. You offer guidance to others but often refuse to take those same words of wisdom when it comes to yourself. 
There’s a lot of blockages here. You may feel listless or deeply wounded. Your Spirit Guides aren’t judging you for dwelling on these feelings and memories. However, they gently want to remind you that your real growth depends on focus. How you can turn your life around? Your guides watch you continuously replaying an event in order to find healing. Truthfully, all you are doing is blocking yourself from allowing new energy into your life. 
What do you want to look forward to? The things you want in life don’t lay in the past. You need to start focusing on the changes you want to manifest. Picture your highest self and the kind of life you would be living as your happiest self. That’s all you need to do in order to re-align yourself with forward movement. 
The past is not propelling you forward. You need to take an active role in shaping your future. You have an ocean of emotional depth, and compassion that is untapped. The fight is over. Your guides are assuring that peace is intimately close at hand. Just take a few more steps. 
Group 2
Your path has been a rough one. Whether there was abuse or neglect (some of you may be experiencing ongoing abuse), you have trodden the path of pain. The people around you don’t support you and there’s a feeling of isolation…almost like you’ve been forgotten. You may not even feel like your Spirit Guides care. 
Know that they are ALWAYS watching you. They see your plight and try to infuse hope within you. They shield you and protect you as much as they can, but because the material world is how it is, there isn’t much they can do to defend you in a physical sense. I see a lot of you are stuck in this situation. There really doesn’t seem to be a way out for you at this time. You can’t see a future for yourself. 
Your Spirit Guides want you to know you have the courage within yourself to find a safe path. You have fortitude, determination, and power. Your first step is to speak up. Find someone you can talk to. Get guidance. Rescue yourself via communication. Karma will come for the people who have harmed you. There is a way to move on. 
Your Guides ask that you meditate, and reach out to them. They will offer your comfort in this madness. It’s easier for them to communicate with you when you are in a meditative state. The signs they send are often ignored because of the stresses and chaos of daily life. They are reaching out to you. Look for them. 
Group 3
Karma is here for you. A past action has come back to bite you. Your guides think the punishment outweighs your “crime”. This karmic retribution is the result of multiple small mistakes that have snowballed. 
This is a nasty wake up call, but it’s going to bring a change within yourself that may surprise you. Some characteristics you believe to be “weak” or frivolous are actually things you could be more in touch with. Don’t be afraid to look silly or to express your inner child. You will be more in tune with gentleness, warmth, grounding, and balance. The cosmic wave you are riding is colossal, but with time you’ll see why and how this event has shaped you for the better. 
For those of you without a partner, this personality shift is going to magnetize a lover who appreciates every facet of your being. 
Some of your foundation is crumbling, and you feel like you’re being pushed to the edge. Your guides see this and they are right there with you. They feel on every level the pain and heartache you’re suffering. They understand your current state but they also have the foresight to know this is going to be the detour you need to get the future you desire. 
Your guides are next to you every step of the way, and are always ready to warn you if something is amiss. You may get a flash of fear or hear a word in your mind telling you “no” or other subtle messages. Be ready and willing to take their advice in order to stay on your path. You’ve put in some of the work that needed to be done but you still have a ways to go before you’ll get your reward, will be tremendous. 
“Try to be soft.” 
Group 4
“Why are you ignoring us?!” There’s an organized religion/background of skepticism you may be coming from, and there’s a hesitance to let that go. Some of you fear being judged or “punished” by your Spirit Guides. You don’t know what you’re stepping into should you acknowledge your guides. Half of you don’t even believe in Spirit Guides (why are you clicking this?! :P ). 
However, you feel the inner calling. You on some level know there is divine guidance. But...instead of seeking guidance from your Spirit Guides…you fight them. You really don’t want to listen or connect because you’re scared of how they see you and what they may say. 
Your Spirit guides want you to know they will always be gentle with you and speak softly. They want to have a bountiful friendship. Their goal is your goal. They are not here to determine your life path, but to help you on it. 
They have nothing bad to say about you! They want to work with you to help you manifest the shifts you desire. Not sure if this applies to all of you, but there is this soft kitten energy here and it’s very playful and teasing. They get why you feel this way but find it really humorous. Crazy Aunt energy (if you know you know). They want you to laugh and play and be less serious. Finding a connection with your Spirit Guides will fundamentally change you in the best way. You’ll laugh more, and be truer to yourself. Don’t be scared of “the little furry creature”  who wants to be your friend. (I’m dying laughing; your guide is hilarious)
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youcouldmakealife · 11 months
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SOTW: Robbie, (/) Georgie; small talk
I’m putting this week’s story of the week on tumblr rather than Patreon because Georgie isn’t the only one with a permanent weakness wherever Roberto Lombardi is involved.
For the prompt: Robbie POV of the latest SAIT?
The way Chaps tracks him down after the game, a determined clip and a panicked expression, Robbie thinks some bad shit just went down, bracing for it before he even opens his mouth.
“I invited Georgie out for drinks,” David says, mouth twisted, looking worried, apologetic. “I’m sorry, he’s good friends with Jake and I wasn’t thinking–”
“It’s fine,” Robbie says as soon as he processes it, mostly just relieved that Chaps isn’t telling him Volkie or Lourdy is in the hospital after a dirty hit, or something similarly serious. This is not — well, it’s not fucking ideal, but it’s not the situation it would have been a couple years ago, not the situation David’s face says he sees it as.
“No worries, Chaps,” Robbie adds, as David continues to look panicked.
“Are you sure?” David asks, “I can tell him–”
He stops, looking physically ill at the idea of having to uninvite Georgie. Robbie thinks it might actually kill him if he tried. Or maybe it goes against one of his prime directives as Hockey Canada Robot: 1. Do not harm a human unless he’s an opponent, and try to avoid it even then 2. Do not harm yourself or other Hockey Canadians 3. Please be polite.
“No worries,” Robbie repeats, affectionately scrubbing David’s hair when he continues to look like he has all the worries. He could tell David that Georgie’s probably not coming anyway, that Georgie knows better than that, but for some reason he doesn’t say it. Maybe because it sounds too ugly even in his own head.
“Maybe he won’t come,” David says tentatively, but not like he’s hoping for it. Robbie doesn’t think Chaps issues enough invitations to hope any of them are rejected. He doesn’t issue invitations at all, honestly, waits to be explicitly invited along even to the shit he has an open invite to.
Robbie finds himself in the bowels of the visitor’s side of things, hunting Georgie down. The things he does for friends, he swears. It’s not hard, at least – none of the Whalers see anything but a former teammate looking for his old D-partner. Robbie recognizes his replacement hanging out in front in front of the visitor’s exit, a dude practically twice his size who greets Robbie with a level of genuine friendliness that makes Robbie feel a little bad for hating his guts.
But it’s whatever, it’s fine. Schneider points him where he needs to go.
Georgie looks wary when Robbie finds him, which is probably the right call. He’s got a nick in his brow, must have gotten clipped, and Robbie doesn’t know if it was there before the game, or one of their guys. He wasn’t looking.
“Don’t worry,” he says, before Robbie says a word. “I’m not going.”
“You should,” Robbie says.
“Really?” Georgie asks, and Robbie tries not to bristle at the note of incredulity in his voice, because he can’t actually blame him for it.
“Chaps invited you, right?” Robbie asks. “He’ll think he did something wrong if you don’t come. You know how he is.”
“Okay,” Georgie says, which is exactly what Robbie came for, so he doesn’t know why he leaves unsatisfied.
Chaps doesn’t look relieved when Georgie walks in the door most of a drink in, but he doesn’t look disappointed either. Robbie doesn’t know how to describe the expression, but it’s enough to make him glad he found Georgie. It’s a big bar, and they shouldn’t have any trouble avoiding each other. Hell, they managed pretty well when they were sharing a locker room, so this is nothing.
Which means there’s absolutely no excuse for Robbie hovering at the bar stool next to him, another round in.
“Hey,” Robbie says,
“Hey,” Georgie says,
“Mind if I sit?” Robbie asks.
Georgie nudges the stool with his foot, just enough to send it Robbie’s way, and Robbie sits down. He bets if he looks around he’ll find Matty lurking somewhere, horrified and ready to pounce. No reason for it, though. Robbie’s just making conversation.
The bartender arrives, eyebrows raised, and Georgie orders a pint of what Robbie was drinking. Robbie switches to a bottle. He doesn’t know why — draft tastes better. Maybe pacing himself or some shit. Probably a good idea. 
“You played well tonight,” Robbie says.
“You did too,” Georgie says, and the silence stretches, neither of them saying shit.
“You didn’t text me or anything,” Robbie says. He didn’t know he was going to say it until he does, and it comes out sounding almost whiny. Fucksakes, Lombardi. “Let me know where you were going.”
Georgie blinks, takes a sip of his beer. “Didn’t think you’d care,” he says.
“That’s not fair,” Robbie says.
“Really?” Georgie asks. “That’s not fair?”
Robbie can’t exactly retort to that. He’d have been pissed off if Georgie assumed he did give a shit, told him not to fucking flatter himself. Still. 
“Your ma must be thrilled,” Robbie says. “All her boys nearby.”
“She burst into tears every time she saw me for literal months,” Georgie says fondly, and Robbie smiles despite himself. She always cried a little whenever Georgie came home, so he’s not surprised Georgie signing close would get a whole ass crying jag.
“You like it?” Robbie asks. “Hartford?”
“It’s quiet,” Georgie says.
“So nah,” Robbie says.
“No, I do,” Georgie says. “I do.”
“You and Schneider play well together,” Robbie says, instead of ;why’ when he doesn’t even want the answer. “That kid’s going to be around a long time.”
“I know,” Georgie says. “Guess I only do okay as long as I’m playing with studs.”
“Fuck off,” Robbie says, abruptly furious, then has to laugh at himself. Every fucking commentator throws that word around, it’s not like it means — it doesn’t mean shit like Robbie’s taking it. He swears Georgie could say it was a nice day and it’d piss him off. It’s almost funny from the outside. Almost, not really. Probably not particularly funny to Georgie.
“I should go,” Georgie says, right on cue, and Robbie has no right to be pissed off at that either.
“Nobody’s stopping you,” he says.
“My captain literally told me not to stay out too late,” Georgie says.
“Isn’t he like, five years old?” Robbie asks. He’s been in the league maybe a couple years, max.
“He takes the job seriously,” Georgie says. For all he’s talking about heading out, he hasn’t moved an inch. “How’s your mom?”
“Good,” Robbie says. “Better. Was rough going for awhile, but she’s good.”
“The rest of the fam?” Georgie asks.
Robbie takes a swig, bottle hitting the bar with a dull thud that reverberates through his forearm. “Fuck ‘em.”
“Sorry.”
“It is what it is, right?” Robbie asks, and he doesn’t know he feels about the look of understanding on Georgie’s face, but if he is mad, he’s not mad enough to feel it, not under everything else.
“It is what it is,” Georgie says.
What does piss Robbie off is that in his mouth it sounds fucking profound. In Robbie’s it just sounded bitter. Was bitter. Robbie Lombardi, bitter about something? Call the fucking press.
Robbie knocks on the bar twice, clears his throat. “Good to see you,” he says, and it’s not the truth, but it’s not exactly a lie either, or at least not as much of one as he expected it to be.
Georgie must not stick around long, after. Robbie doesn’t see him leave. Early flight out, probably, and apparently a boy scout captain. And, he supposes, no reason to stick around anyway, not anymore.
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Let’s Talk : Narcissistic Female Friends
This topic is important to any & every woman on her self development/level up journey.
If you truly want to grow & bloom into your highest self then you need to get rid of your toxic & narcissistic female friends TODAY.
These females are parasites. Energy vampires. They will latch onto you & suck you dry then move on to their next victim.
As a fellow woman on this journey, I personally will tell you that it is detrimental to your mental, physical & spiritual health to surround yourself with narcissistic individuals.
They tend to be attracted to women who are kind, empathetic, ambitious, feminine, generous etc. However your light will always reflect to them their darkness. This will trigger them & cause you to be an enemy. You will find that your relationship with this person is always complicated.
It’s an unhealthy one sided obsession.
5 Signs Of a A Narcissistic Friend
1. She’s extremely competitive : Narcissistic women tend to see everything as a competition. She’s constantly trying to one up her friends. She’s usually the "queen bee"/leader of her female friend group. If she sees one of her friends as a threat then she will do anything in her power to devalue, sabotage & smear her name (Usually behind her back)
2. She’s extremely entitled: She demands a lot of time, energy & sometimes even money but hardly ever reciprocates. She expects one to drop everything to attend to her whenever she dims fit.
3. She’s extremely envious: Now, jealousy is a normal human emotion. I believe everyone has experienced it at least once in their lifetime. However, the narcissistic female takes it to another level.
She can’t bare to see another person doing good because of her competitive nature. So if anyone is winning in her head she’s losing. This female also is terrible at regulating her emotions so when feelings of envy arise she may have an angry outburst, throw tantrums or simply begin devaluing her victim.
4. She’s extremely promiscuous: The narcissistic female will sleep with anything & anyone. She has no morals. This type of female doesn’t understand boundaries. No one is off limits to her. She uses her body to get what she wants & she doesn’t care who it is.
Important note: Narcissitic females have a pattern of going for their friends partners.
5. She’s deeply insecure: The narcissistic woman may appear to be confident. She may look beautiful on the outside but internally she’s a mess. Do not be fooled by their false self/ego. The narcissistic female truly doesn’t love & respect herself.
Instead of working on herself, she will project her insecurities on to her targets & will try to make YOU feel insecure.
It is really dangerous & unhealthy to keep females like this around especially if you’re on a self development/ level up journey.
These types of women do not want to improve themselves. They will never truly support your goals and may go as far as sabotaging your plans.
Ladies, you deserve friends that love & support you in your journey to becoming a better woman.
Ending a friendship with a narcissist isn’t easy so here are some tips.
Go no contact: Cut all contact. This is the best option.
Go low contact: If this is someone you have to see every time (ie: roommate, classmate etc) then this is your next best option. Reduce contact.
Go Grey Rock: This is a strategy where you become as boring as a grey rock. You do not give the narcissist information about yourself. You keep the conversation as boring as possible (ie: talk about the weather, food, school, etc) No personal information & keep the conversation as short as possible.
A lot of people joke around with the word "narcissist" but it is actually a serious personality disorder that is diagnosed by a medical professional.
Narcissists are extremely dangerous because they lack empathy. Anyone that doesn’t care about the harm they cause to others should be avoided because this person is capable of ANYTHING.
Please stay safe, i love you.
Xoxo, Vivavcious
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Rayman Ship Posting: Raymesis Edition
Publicly, he will tell you to go jump off a cliff if you ask him his views on dating and romance. Privately however, he is kind of curious about romance in general. He’s just not used to anyone actually liking him that isn't his creator, especially since he tends to have a cold attitude towards others. He’s already having enough troubles trying to keep friendships stable. He'll want to take things slowly and one step at a time. He considers himself lucky that anyone would seek him out as a partner. It's something he never really expected in his life.
If anyone attempts to bully or insult you, he will react with hostility. normally though its an aggressive growl or a "Back off." If they continue he will react with violence. If he finds out this was going on as bullying or ongoing harassment, he’s not holding back, he’s probably going to commit murder unless someone stops him.
You need to be patient with Raymesis if you are interested in seeking him out as a partner. His humor tends to be dark and crude, he will make jabs at people's expense even when he’s not trying to be mean. He is also very easy to anger and gets frustrated just as easily. If you are willing to stick by him, deep down he can be quite a faithful partner to you.
Raymesis doesn’t tell this fact publicly, (Mr. Dark’s the only one who knows about this) but if you gain enough of his trust, he may tell you about a phobia he had. Raymesis had a period where he was deathly afraid of showing physical affection to anyone that wasn’t his creator. He was afraid that simply touching them could hurt or kill them. His powers are in control now, but sometimes he'll act shocked or afraid when you touch him. Be patient with him. He’s just scared that he might harm you somehow. Sometimes he needs a reminder that he's not going to harm you when you hug him.
(Dark Rayman and Raymesis are the same character. Raymesis was created back in Rayman 1. If you remember how Dark Rayman has worked in the games, when he merely touches Rayman, Rayman instantly lost a life. This is why he was afraid of touching people he cares about. He remembers those times vividly. The years as a clone that existed to kill his foes with a single touch had an effect on him.)
Raymesis really likes when you give him flowers, even if he doesn't say it out loud. If anyone tries to take that flower from him, he will act very aggressive. He will get violent if people try to take any gifts you give him away.
It's different if you are simply picking it up to move it to a different spot. If he’s under the impression that your gifts are going to be taken and disposed of, that’s when he gets violent over it. If you are lucky, he might just go out of his way to go find your favorite type of gift. He may even try to stick a flower in your hair as long as you aren’t looking.
Give him time and he'll open up to the idea of public affection. Eventually you WILL have to meet with Mr. Dark if you plan to commit to the relationship. His word would determine if your relationship stays public, or he will force you to break it off.
You may find Raymesis may gain a bit of a rebellious side towards Mr. Dark if he's told to stay away from you. He'll try to sneak out to meet with you, away from prying eyes.
The Raymesis on this blog has a sister, Demona. If you interact with him, you will be forced to interact with Demona eventually. If you can put up with her, then you and Raymesis will get along very well.
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emptymasks · 1 year
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i guess it’s that time of year again where everyone says good omens is queer baiting because crowley and aziraphale haven't expressed physical affection and desire and so it’s that time of year again where i mention how much this representation means to asexual and aromantic / aspec people and saying that having two characters (i refrain from saying men as crowley is confirmed genderfluid by the way, which people tend to ignore, i don’t know how you can call a show with genderfluid and non-binary characters ‘nothing but queerbaiting’) have to kiss or have sex to be queer is actually pretty hurtful to people in your own community. crowley and aziraphale not kissing doesn’t make them less queer, also he hasn’t confirmed that there won’t be a romance and keeps saying ‘wait and see’ because 1. he doesn’t want to spoil the show 2. he  likely cannot spoil the show legally without getting into trouble
every time i think the fandom is past this, you’re not. and i understand, i understand what it would mean to have a show like this have two leads played by actors of the same gender kiss. but a lot of the fandom who throw around the queerbaiting term (which means something was set up and not followed through on which isn’t true by the way, there’s plenty of room to interpret aziraphale and crowley as platonically in love) always seem to ignore the aspec people who talk about how much this representation means to them and there’s even less aspec representation out there and queer-platonic-partner representation in mainstream media than there is gay romances. and unless some kind of deal with amazon prime is stopping him, if anyone watched gaiman’s other show this year, the sandman, i think it’s safe to say he doesn’t care about cramming as many gay, lesbian, bi and non-binary characters as he wants into his shows. perhaps if he’s not putting a romantic/sexual relationship with aziraphale and crowley it’s because he doesn’t feel it’s right for those characters to express their love that way, they are his characters after all, and maybe they are in love romantically, but they’ll never have sex, or never want to kiss, but they’ll say their i love yous in season two.
it’s a little silly to accuse a show of queerbaiting when the show isn’t out yet, we don’t know what will happen, and containing accusations of queerbaiting and homophobia towards neil gaiman because of good omens despite the release of the sandman tv show and the representation in that show. i understand the want for more on screen queer kisses, but i don’t think it’s accurate to accuse the show of queerbaiting. maybe use that term for shows that have actually done that and had harmful representation, homophobic representation, transphobic representation, shows that have actually caused actual hurt to real lgbt+ people, not just shows that have made you really want two characters to kiss and then disappointed you even though the characters have still been confirmed to be in love, just that love works differently for them than it does for us, and that at least one of the characters in canonically not-cis and the other might be as well. the first show with genderfluid representation that yes could have been more explicit but god it could have been actively transphobic like a different fandom show, the first main fandom show i’ve seen to have characters with they/them pronouns, with neopronouns, just.... i get that good omens means a lot to people, it gave us a lot of hope, but this isn’t he show to go cancel culture on because it hasn’t let the two characters having the slowest long burn of history be ready to kiss yet, or even have to kiss to prove they’re in love
this is just my opinion as a gay trans aspec person who definitely relates to aziraphale taking thousands of years to realise he’s in love and decades later still not be ready to kiss the person he’s in love with. i love my partner, we’ve been together close to a year, and i’m still not ready and comfortable to engage in kisses nor sex yet, and some aspec people will never be ready for that or never want that at all, so yes aziraphale and crowley can be in love and not be ready to smooch yet and it doesn’t make them any less in love. it will say i would like the i love yous to be said i the show and not just on twitter, but then again maybe they’re not ready to say it out loud yet.
queerbaiting would be if he said ‘yes omg they’re gonna be so gaaayy’ and then the show comes up and they aren’t gay at all. kinda like idk some big superhero franchise keeps doing. that’s actually queerbaiting. but if doesn’t say they’ll be any romance between them and then there isn’t... that isn’t queerbaiting. subtext and setting love up between them in season one, doesn't mean it has to be romantic or sexual love and i know so many hurt lgbt+ people got their hopes up that this ship would kiss on screen but.. them not kissing.. doesn’t make it queerbaiting, because we weren’t promised that, it just seemed more likely than in other shows given that we know gaiman is alright with putting queer characters in his media... and given we know that idk how anyone can call him a homophobe of transphobe
but who knows. i don’t. and you don’t. because the show literally isn’t out yet. so perhaps given that it isn’t out yet, we can’t and shouldn’t accuse it of anything until it’s actually out otherwise we run the risk of looking very silly
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Okay, so, now my brain is on Servantis and his manipulation of the kids, a topic I’ve touched on before but that was ages ago so I’m doing it here now. We’re gonna hit on a fair bit, I promise, both a bit regarding his manipulation of the whole and a lot of Kevin specifically, but first we’re focusing on the whole
Because we’ve got general forms of manipulation- he convinces all the kids they’re heroes and fighting for the greater good and basically makes them feel like they’re being Good People and that the things he has them do are Good even if they involve blowing up compounds and trying to kill other kids, and also he established ‘friendly’ physical contact, which is used to generate a sense of camaraderie. You’ll sometimes see that in videos of interrogations, or being done by your random fuckwit in a bar. But the more interesting thing is how he personalizes his interactions with the kids to better manipulate them
Now, we don’t see how he does with Pierce, Helen, and Manny, but we can compare his interactions with Alan to his interactions with Kevin, and they’re very different. With Alan he takes on the role of a supportive adult authority, almost a teacher or uncle sort’ve vibe, which makes sense. There’s no indication that he’s been alone a long time, he doesn’t seem untrusting or anything, I would guess whatever is going on with him hasn’t had time to do much damage before he gets snatched up, which means that the childhood need for a trustworthy adult authority is still set in place, by offering himself up for the role Servantis gives Alan the room to slot himself in place under his thumb.
But then we get Kevin. And he and Kevin have a wildly different dynamic than him and Alan. Servantis puts Kevin in a position of authority all his own (something we’ll touch on again later) and more-or-less treats him as an equal, at least in front of Kevin. And this is important to note for two reasons- 1) kids who’ve been taking care of themselves for a long while tend to push back against adults who try to step up and take over for them, they feel like they’re being looked down on or the little power they have is being taken away, so by treating Kevin as more of an equal Servantis is bypassing that pushback, and 2) Kevin already had an adult successfully manage to take on that role, only to then be fucking murdered, something Kevin could do nothing to stop (and you know he probably views it more as just ‘did nothing to stop’, and whether Servantis knows it or not he likely enforced that guilt, again we’ll get there), so trying to step into those shoes is only going to do more harm than good. So instead, Servantis makes out their relationship to be one between partners. And he does a damn good job, even when Kevin confronts him the first time he says specifically “you and I aren’t partners anymore”. It’s so ingrained that they’re on even footing that even looking back on memories of how he was manipulated and used Kevin still doesn’t clock that they never really were.
And Servantis doing this is brilliant for another reason, namely, if he and Kevin are partners then Kevin gets the blame. And that’s not even something you have to extrapolate, Servantis, during their confrontation, is constantly saying things like ‘us’, ‘our’, ‘we’, trying to shift Kevin back into that ‘us vs them’ mindset where he’s at Servantis’s side. But even while he’s doing that, he’s pushing blame and control on Kevin.
Which is interesting, because he goes back and forth a bit during all that, between blaming Ben and blaming Kevin. It’s apparently Ben’s fault he lost it, and Ben’s fault he ended up in the Null Void, but Ben’s actions are also Kevin’s fault because he never stopped him. It’s a back and forth attempt to manipulate Kevin’s emotions, to turn him against Ben and accept that everything that’s happening, everything that Servantis is doing, is both because it’s what Kevin wants and also because it’s what’s best for the galaxy.
Am I even making sense outside of my head at this point? I can’t tell, I’m rambling.
Basically what I’m getting at is that by pretending they’re partners, Servantis has sort’ve made Kevin the fall-guy for his ‘kill Ben’ plan. Not for outsiders, but within Kevin’s own head and among the Amalgams. He back and forths between Kevin’s personal history with Ben and the ‘Ben is a threat’ story because the latter allows for a feel good cause for him to twist the kids around, while the personal history allows him to look at Kevin should he turn on him or start questioning the plan and go “we’re just doing what you want”. He’s presented the illusion that Kevin is in control, and so can use that against him.
Gods, and I haven’t even touched on the mirroring, when Servantis mirrors Kevin’s movements during their confrontation, another tactic used to encourage feelings of camaraderie-
Then you continue on the ‘control’ thing, by putting Kevin in charge of leading and looking out for the other kids that got piled up higher. Stroke the ego a bit by making him the most important, but also doing that makes everything that goes wrong with them Kevin’s fault again. He was in charge, it’s his team. Not only does this free up time that could be spent actually looking after the children that’s instead been thrown on Kev, but it also gives another place where Servantis can twist to pull Kevin back under his thumb. You see it before Kevin starts his new plan, when his attention is directed to Ben summarily beating down the other Amalgams and he’s told he, quote, “knows what he must do”. He’s the one responsible, because it’s his team, because he didn’t kill Ben.
His essentially back-up fuel for controlling this child was the potential for guilt. The way Servantis has things set up, everything ends up looping around to be Kevin’s fault. Mission goes wrong? Kevin’s fault. Ben pulls some shit? Kevin’s fault. Kevin has any doubts about the plan? Well it’s his fault it exists in the first place. Servantis is just the one supporting Kevin’s actions and desires.
But then you’ve also got Servantis going back and forth on just how grown and capable Kevin was, against twisting and muddling things to play with his emotions. Kevin instinctively knew Ben was bad, but Kevin was an innocent child, but Kevin was a big strong hero, but Kevin was a victim of Ben’s negligence- Again back and forth in an attempt to manipulate Kevin’s feelings and decisions. Kevin was weak and helpless because that lets him be the innocent victim with just cause, but he’s also strong and capable because that ‘justifies’ him and the other kids being used as child soldiers.
(And gods, tangent but I hate when I see people go ‘well Servantis had a point’ because no, no he didn’t have a point. If he really had only planned to off Ben then maybe, but if you pay attention during the arc it’s really fucking clear that killing Ben is only to get him out of the way of his grander plans and that the ‘Ben is dangerous’ talk is just to justify the action and make the kids feel like they’re the heroes so they don’t argue.)
Point being, Servantis’s every third word and action in relation to Kevin for pretty much their entire history has been aimed at manipulating him, and it’s been done very well. And the why’s are also incredibly clear. 1) Kevin is seriously powerful, and having a way to keep someone like that under your thumb is always good for not-dying purposes. 2) Kevin is an easy target, a kid who was already broken down and whose pieces Servantis could try to arrange to his liking. 3) Kevin is the key to Servantis’s whole operation and so has to be kept under control. The rest of the kids, the donors, even the other Rooters are expendable, but if Servantis loses Kevin then everything he’s been working on is fucked.
So, he manipulates the shit out of him, twists the world into a fucking chain around the kid’s neck to keep him in line and just broken enough. And he does a damn good job of it too, enough so that even when Kevin has turned and is done with him, it’s still clear that those claws aren’t gone.
And of course this isn’t even touching on the fact that he actually went in and messed with all their heads. Blocked memories, formed connections, implanted imperatives. When the Amalgams attack Ben at the base Alan even says he can’t tell how long they’ve wanted to do so, possibly always, even though just minutes before there was no issue between them. It’s not even that Servantis taught these kids this was good and right, he fucked with their heads to make it a potentially lifelong goal they’d had, at least from their perspective. But that, that’s not even tools of manipulation as we’ve been discussing them that’s just literally going in and overwriting parts of people’s brains. Turning them into what you want of them. Something he presumably only didn’t do to Kevin because A) he couldn’t for some reason or another, or B) he had at least enough self-preservation to know that going too far mucking around in Kevin’s brain could end with the base leveled and everyone inside dead.
And that, little loves, is why Servantis is my most hated villain of this franchise.
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[fanfic] Perils of Boredom
Yamato could feel every breath that Taichi took. He kept his arms around his lover to ensure that he kept doing so, even with his eyes closed. He raised one hand to flit through Taichi’s hair, smiling at the way Taichi wriggled under his touch.
“Don’t do that,” the brunet muttered, but he didn’t really mean it and Yamato knew that. Whenever he did mean it, Yamato was quick to stop. For now he just dug his fingers in a bit more, caressing the top of Taichi’s scalp.
“I was wondering something,” he murmured, feeling that awareness in the back of his mind stir. That was one of the penalties of enjoying himself - that risk that Anbumon would strike when his guard was down.
Taichi made a slight noise of curiosity and Yamato stopped his caress long enough to form the question. He didn’t want to distract Taichi - not too much, anyway.
“Why do you stay with me? It’s dangerous, and you know why.” He hated even bringing Anbumon up at times like this. Too many chances that his dark side would strike. Sometimes it was so exhausting being him. If he let his guard down for a single moment then it could spell disaster for so many.
Taichi tilted his head around so he could stare at the blond. “That’s a stupid question. And I’ve heard a lot of stupid questions.”
Yamato rolled his eyes. “I mean it. You could be safer with someone else.” And that would be one less person that Anbumon might threaten or harm on those rare occasions when he assumed control.
No, it wouldn’t. He’s mine. I’ll always take what’s mine. Anbumon grumbled. He didn’t seem quite in the mood to make a surge for power today, and Yamato did his best to ignore even those words.
Taichi just snorted. “You think I want safe? You think I can’t handle that jerk? He’s still you and I handle you just fine.”
Yamato’s lips twitched a fraction. “He’s the absolute worst of me.”
And quite proud of it, Anbumon stated. Yamato fought harder to ignore him, though he wasn’t sure of how much he could. Anbumon’s voice was the one he could never ignore - his own.
Taichi tapped him on the nose. “And I can handle that.” He twisted around and curved one hand around the back of Yamato’s neck. “You could let me have a try if you doubt it.”
Yamato’s eyes widened and he started to pull away. “No!” The thought of letting Anbumono have free reign, even if only for a few seconds, made his stomach churn and his heart twist around in terror. Even worse, he could feel his dark side laughing at him. “Taichi, stop that.” He wasn’t sure if he meant for Taichi to stop touching him on the back of the neck or to stop encouraging him to let Anbumon out. Maybe both?
Taichi’s eyes gleamed with mischief. He didn’t press the issue, at least not physically. “He’s easy to manage when he’s going after me. He’s got one thing on his mind and -”
“And he doesn’t like to take no for an answer,” Yamato reminded him. “Push him too far and -”
That got another snort and Taichi’s fingers pressed once again, right at the spot that made Yamato want to purr and move in a little closer. He held himself back from that, as much as he could for the moment. Anbumon made a noise only he could hear right now, one that no one else would have believed that the Dark Prince could make. Yamato wasn’t going to point that out. That would have required words, even in his own mind.
So instead he tried to focus on what Taichi was doing, and failed to make any significant progress. Mostly because when Taichi did that, his ability to think dropped dramatically. Anbumon mocked him about it more than once, but Yamato had also seen it affect him. They both chose not to speak about it.
“I stay with you because I want to. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t,” Taichi pointed out, taking great care to form each word while staring into Yamato’s eyes. “There are other people I could be safer with, but if I wanted to be safe, I’d be with them, not you.”
Yamato drew in a ragged breath and carefully pushed Taichi’s hand away from his neck. Once again he could feel Anbumon grumbling but nothing stopped him.
“You are an absolute idiot,” he declared. He knew Taichi had an aching for thrills and adventure - Daisuke was much the same; it seemed to be something that Children of Courage had in common with one another. But to put himself into danger like this, knowingly - it made him wonder about himself that he loved that about Taichi.
He’s an idiot and you love an idiot. Anbumon muttered. Yamato wasn’t going to argue that point. Arguing with Anbumon wasn’t often successful in the first place, even more so when he was right.
Taichi only grinned and leaned forward to kiss Yamato on the nose. “Anyway, if he’s busy coming after me, then he’s not going to be going after anyone else. He’s like a toddler sometimes - wave me under his nose and he forgets everything else. Not to mention he could use enrichment sometimes.”
That wasn’t anything that Yamato had ever thought about before. He blinked and shook his head in a vague and vain attempt to clear it. “He what?”
“Enrichment. He’s like a wild animal that’s been locked up too long.” Taichi got himself more comfortable in Yamato’s embrace, but this time turned so they looked into each other’s eyes. “Have you thought about letting him have a toy?”
Only if it’s him.
Again Yamato ignored it, but with a slight mental glower that he hoped conveyed that Anbumon would never be able to ‘toy’ with Taichi. The other snickered a little before subsiding and Yamato focused back on Taichi.
“You think I should get him a squeaky bone?” He kept his voice as dry as possible and Taichi grinned.
“Not really what I was thinking about but that might be an interesting start. We can talk about it later.” Taichi traced a finger over Yamato’s chin. “But I’m serious about that. He needs something to do that’s not chase me or try to take over the Digital World. Have you thought about letting him out on a limited basis? Kind of like - leash-training?”
Yamato started to open his mouth, but before a word came out, Anbumon surged forward, his will overwhelming Yamato’s as he shoved himself into the mental seat of their body. In a heartbeat he had Taichi pinned down, a tiny blade at his throat.
“I am not a pet, Yagami,” Anbumon hissed, scarlet eyes fierce and bright and full of rage. “You do not train me. You do not do anything but listen to me.”
Taichi didn’t so much as turn a hair. He didn’t move, which Yamato thought was very smart of him with all the rage from Anbumon he could feel coursing through him. But he did speak.
“You could say hi. Or at least hello.” Taichi stared right into those deep eyes without a hint of fear. “And you’re right, you’re not. But what you are, is bored. You need to do things.”
Anbumon growled, that blade moving faintly closer to breaking the skin. “What nonsense are you talking about?”
“You’re bored. Yamato never lets you do anything and you’re like anyone else. You need to do things. And all that you know how to do is hurt people in different ways. So, stop doing that, and you’ll get along a lot better.”
“With who? You?” Anbumon curled his lip. “There’s not much I want from you that involves getting along. Not like you mean it, at least.”
Taichi still didn’t move. Yamato knew that he’d stand no chance of getting the body back until Anbumon either released it himself or eased up enough on his rage that he had a chance to reverse the situation. As much as it irked him, he had to admit that not only was Taichi an idiot, but that still remained one of the reasons he was attracted to him.
Who else would put up with someone who had someone like Anbumon as a part of them? Only an idiot.
“If I can talk Yamato into giving you time to yourself - time you can do what you want, as long as that doesn’t include hurtign other people or Digimon -”
Taichi’s words cut off as Anbumon’s blade inched closer. “I would shut up if I were you. You are not saying anything I want to hear. So quiet down, right now.”
Yamato blinked; he couldn’t read every one of Anbumon’s thoughts but he could feel there was interest of some kind there regardless. Anbumon was - was scared of finding out he might have goals that weren’t becoming the unquestioned monarch of the Digital World?
I’m lucky he’s not paying attention to me. He would have to think about this when he could do so without Anbumon being aware of it. That wasn’t easy; Anbumon liked to watch no matter what. But if he could find a chance then maybe - just maybe -
Taichi just stared back at him, then quick as a snake, dugs his fingers into the back of Anbumon’s neck, right where he’d been touching Yamato before. Anbumon’s eyes widened and he hissed out a word that made no more sense than anything Yamato himself would have tried to say before.
But that also gave Yamato the chance he needed; with Anbumon briefly blissed out, he was able to shift the two of them around so that he resumed control of his body. He sank down, flicking away the tiny knife as he did, and breathed in deeply.
“That was probably the stupidest thing I’ve ever seen you do. And it has a lot of competition,” he muttered, before kissing Taichi slowly. “And probably the bravest. Also a lot of competition.”
Taichi just kissed back, before he whispered, “But I’m also not wrong. He needs a hobby that isn’t me. Or hurting Digimon or people or anyone else.”
Yamato sighed. “Can we talk about this later?” Switching back and forth exhausted him and he wanted to rest, just a little. Taichi nodded, getting the two of them comfortable once again. Anbumon was already slipping into a deeper slumber in the hollows of Yamato’s mind, and Yamato wondered - what would his dark side’s hobby be? What could it be?
Maybe he should think about this more - after he slept.
The End
Notes: Taichi might be on to something. But will Yamato really find out?
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Sorry if this is a too nsfw question, but what are your thoughts on kink/masturbation? I accidentally discovered I was into both as a late teen and have stayed as far away as possible, knowing I need to keep the Law of Chastity. It's gotten difficult because I've discovered I'm aro and I just feel more and more like I won't ever have a romantic partner, so no opportunity to experience/enjoy that part of mortality. Am I going to unhappy with this for the rest of my life?
I’m now in my 50′s and I’ve observed most everyone finds someone. As my aunt puts it, “Every pot finds a lid.” 
I have an ace friend who married and had to negotiate with their partner about the role of sexual activity in their relationship. While sex wasn’t important to my friend, sex was important to their partner. My friend was not sex repulsed, so they collaborated together to find ways to satisfy the partner’s needs in a way that didn’t demean or harm my ace friend.
Regardless of romantic attachment styles, a person can still experience love. Aro people still have social needs, and need emotional support and community.
As an aro person, you can be in a healthy, satisfying relationship without needing romance. Many people do have an emotional need for romance. This is something to discuss with potential partners. 
It’s possible for you to enjoy the activities commonly considered romantic even if they don’t prompt romantic feelings in yourself. Because it’s not meeting a need for you, romantic gestures may not be something you’re prone to do spontaneously, but knowing it’s important to your partner/spouse means you can choose to do things to help meet their needs and expectations. 
Successful relationships require a lot of collaboration, compromise, learning what your partner needs and them learning what you need. 
What behaviors are considered romantic vary by culture. For example, in the United States, romantic partners are more likely to hold hands. In South Korea, friends hold hands (yes, even two male friends), it’s not a romantic behavior. I point this out to show what is ‘romantic’ can vary and you and your partner can find things you can do which satisfies their need for romance.
Also, most humans are wired to seek physical connection with others in some form. The amount of physical affection enjoyed varies by individual. One problem single queer people have, particularly in the church, is they are touch starved. Physical touch may be perceived as romantic by one person and not romantic by the other.
I understand that the rest of the world seems obsessed with romance and that can be intimidating as you think about your future possibility for relationships. It’s not a deal breaker. There’s no reason to think you can’t find happiness in a loving relationship with a partner. The main obstacle to finding such a relationship is if you don’t put yourself out there to meet and date people, if you’re willing to do that, I think the chances are very high you’ll be successful in finding someone to love. You’ll have to work through the importance of romance to the other person and what you can do to meet those needs.
You asked for my thoughts on masturbation and kink. 
I’ve posted several times about masturbation, here’s 2 posts I think may be helpful in how to view masturbation:  #1 and #2. 
A friend recently told me their Mission President said it’s a good thing he doesn’t have to send people home for masturbating, otherwise they’d have to shut down the mission. Similarly, if men were considered unworthy for masturbating, ward boundaries would have to be dramatically enlarged in order to find enough men worthy to hold all the callings needed for a ward to function. In other words, it’s a normal, natural behavior a majority of people engage in, whether single or married and regardless of age.
I don’t have much to share about kink other than everyone involved needs to provide consent, they need to be willing to participate and not shamed into it.
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8H (red flags)
🚩 Introductions
If a person doesn’t introduce you to the people that know them best early on, run. Run as fast as you can in the other direction. Why? The fastest way to get to know someone is to meet the people closest to them. A person who keeps you at a distance either:
1.) Was hurt previously and has trust issues/an unhealed wound they haven’t worked through. Do you want to deal with mixed signals and a possible situation where this person hasn’t moved on from their past?
2.) Only wants you to see the person they’ve carefully crafted to lure you in. What happens when they stop mirroring what they know you want to see and they’re not the person you thought they were at all?
3.) Has no close relationships. Are you prepared to be that person’s parent, friend, teacher, maid, etc?
4.) They have an avoidant attachment style. While this isn’t the end of the world, if you’re a person with an anxious attachment style, this dynamic will be a constant push and pull.
🚩 Emotional Immaturity
An emotionally immature person struggles to communicate. They don’t understand themselves/their emotions and tend to act out of deep insecurity. This causes irreparable harm in a relationship, especially when the emotionally immature individual is unable to comprehend how their behavior is impacting the other person. There is little room for compromise or discussion with an emotionally immature person.
In my experience, when one or both partners are emotionally immature, there’s a greater chance the relationship will become mentally and/or physically abusive.
🚩 Lack of Presence
During a relationship with my ex I woke up one morning covered in hives from head to toe. After a trip to the ER, they determined it was an allergic reaction to something I ate the day before. For an entire week I was covered in non-contagious hives and my ex never checked in on me once. I made so many excuses for him. Maybe he’s busy. Maybe he’s scared it’s contagious. Nah. He just didn’t care, and that became more apparent as time went on, because he was also never there during any of my successes either.
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My Fics:
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find them (Original Movie)
Dealing With Unruly Roommates 
Rating: M A fill for the Fantastic Beast kink meme:Near the end of the movie, instead of smacking Credence, Grindelwald realized he was the obscurus and took him away. He gave him anything his heart desired to keep him his devoted pet monster.Except, by the time Grindelwald is captured, all its done is make Credence a spoiled brat.(My kingdom for Graves or Newt putting Credence over his knee and giving him a (sexy) spanking)
Mob Psycho 100
Where We Started to Where We Are Now
Rating: G Reigen had started to regret freeing this guy from the tower the second that they had started their trek to the Capital.(@princeasimdiya12 on Tumblr requested a Serirei Tangled au and I aimed to deliver. Thank you so much for the inspiration! I hope you like it!!)
Consumed
Rating: E
A fic based on this prompt by tablefilpapocalypse on Tumblr: Mob warns Serizawa that he's felt a small, but dark presence around the general vicinity of Spirits and Such that he's noticed for a few months, now. He hasn't investigated since it feels too small to do real harm, and it never comes out, but mentions it, because it's been getting increasingly larger as time has gone on. Serizawa can't feel it, but accepts the warning and can't seem to feel it. This is because this presence isn't a spirit. It's a person just barely keeping a cap on their emotions. Reigen has a stalker that has been following him since his TV controversial appearance, and they're NOT pleased with Serizawa getting so close to the root of their obsession.
(Serirei)
Dinner Dates and Promises
Rating: M
Ship: Ekuserirei
After surviving Mob's maelstrom and coming clean to his disciple, Reigen realizes that maybe he should be more honest in other aspects of his life, as well.
Unfortunately, it's a lot harder to express your feelings when you're not in a life-or-death situation.
(Part 1 of Sgekuserirei Series)
Government Mandated Babysitting
Rating: G
Ship: Serirei
"Reigen Arataka, your government needs you. Are you willing to answer that call?"
"Depends. Just what would I be doing and how much are you paying?"
The man on the other side of the phone laughed.
"How about my people come pick you up and we can talk about it?"
Fragile (Handle With Care)
Rating: E
Ship: Serirei
The moment they knew that the physical aspects of their relationship would have to go slow was at the end of their third date.
After Work Hours
Rating: E
Ship: Sgekuserirei
This is when Reigen realized three things: 1. There were no spirits here, just as he’d suspected 2. He was in trouble with some shady people 3. One of said shady people has seen him naked on multiple occasions.
(Alternatively: The one where Reigen meets Dimple's partner, not exactly in the best of ways.)
(Part 2 of Sgekuserirei series)
Serirei Week 2021!
Rating: G
Ship: Serirei
Drabbles/Ficlets inspired by the prompts for Serirei week 2021! Get hype!!
Warnings/tags will be in the beginning of the individual chapters so it's less confusing.
Home
Rating: T
Ship: Sgekuserire
The blonde placed a hand to his forehead, and Serizawa sucked in a breath the same time Reigen made a noise of surprise. Why was his palm so cold?
“God, you’re so hot. Did you know that?”
“Flirting at the office, really?” Dimple groused from behind him, but he was also looking at Serizawa with a concerned expression, his purple lips pressed together and brows furrowed.
Serizawa gets sick, and everyone is there to help.
(Part 3 of Sgekuserirei series)
A Flawless Deal
Rating: E
Ship: Serirei
“Thing?” Serizawa repeated. “What would you call our…thing?” “Friends with benefits.” He paused. “And Co-workers, of course. Right, Serizawa?”
“....Sure. Of course.”
(Or, Five times Reigen manages to keep their deal and the one time he doesn't)
Past to Present
Rating: M
Ship: Serirei
Reigen learns that sometimes you need to learn from the past.
Either your own or someone else’s. 
Reigen Gets Spanked
Rating: E
Ship: Chapter 1: Ekurei/ Chapter 2: Serirei (Currently incomplete)
The title is pretty self-explanatory.
Mob Psycho Minifics
Rating: T
Ship: Serirei, ekurei, ekuserirei, sgekuserirei
I just wanted a spot to put the minifics I wrote on Tumblr so I wouldn't misplace them!
Voltron: Legendary Defender
Love Potion
Rating: E
After a mission success, the Paladins of Voltron are invited to a feast in their honor, and Lance is invited to feast upon a certain beautiful alien woman, who gives him a drink to help him last for her.
What happens to Lance when he experiences coitus-interruptus? Why is Keith so angry today? Find out all that and more (Or maybe just that)!
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A Deadly Battle || Aftermath
This is part 2 of A Deadly Battle written by me for my amazing rp partner @the-silver-peahen-residence. If you guys are interested, please read part 1 written by peahen-mun! She is a cool writer and rper. Her rps known for craziness, randoms and gives a good adventure for everyone! 
That said.
Like peahen-mun’s pervious drabble. A what if Sukuna comes to the NYC and here for Ink’s challenge. 
We already seen what Sukuna did to the demonic fractions of NYC but now...what would be the aftermath after their lost? Will the DBT and Ink make a comeback from this or lick their wounds, stay and take the loss?
What happens when New York City has no fractions? And who would be the new daredevil to take on Ryomen Sukuna, the King of Curses?
Read and find out!
Guest stars! 
Sukuna, Gojo, Megumi, Q and Nobara ( from Jujsutu Kaisen and peahen’s canon muses )
The Lovely Horrors from my side blog ( @lovelyxhorrors )
The DBT ( my muses ) 
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Ever since the devasting lost that the DBT and especially Van Ink The Dragon suffered. They thought the King of Curses will end it all until a bright light teleported them to a different realm. 
The DBT couldn’t believe that they were in home of Ink’s devil; Vanity whom saw the fight thanks to Senkai using his bats to record the grand battle. They woke up and sees that they’re in medieval church or in this case, a castle that is brimming with silver, ivory and blue. Right now, their fraction and Yuu’s fraction are being attended to by Duke and his men. Duke the first in line in becoming the next Dragon of Pride as he is one of the dragon heirs. 
The DBT were glad that they were out of harm’s way and managed to get some rest. Still, they wonder what their devils are going to do about this? Will they get involved They never get involved in this especially in the world of humans but it looks like they’re doing something about it sorta. 
Other fractions are being attended to by their own devils and such. Vanity’s castle is a safe haven and well-guarded. 
Still the members of DBT were worried about one person. Their leader. Ink. Who never came out of her room that Vanity provided it. Navarro, Hellmare, Shdwkyz and almost everyone in the team heard the shouts and yelling from Ink’s room when they try to check up on her. They were sounds of anguish along with loud crashes. 
Yuuka with her fraction,  Dark eclipse Deadly Nightshades were saved and healed thanks to Vanity’s men. She is about to visit Ink but is stopped by Oblivion. She also heard the screams from her room startling the girl. She never thought Ink would be suffering like this. “Not right now. I don’t think it’s good to see her right now.” Oblivion whispered making Yuuka nod her slowly. Yuuka is worried. It must be not the physical wounds but mentally as well. 
They never thought Ink would take the loss hard and react in such a way. They see Ink bounced back after losing time and time but this time. This is Sukuna they’re dealing with. And what Sukuna did made Ink angry as there were quiet sobs from her room. 
Nobody knows how to comfort her or cheer her up. What would they said to her?
“Jeez.....” Navarro said. As someone in second commander, he couldn’t imagine how Ink feels. “I can’t sit here and do nothing.” He grits his teeth.
“We have to leave her be.” Shdwkyz said. “Seeing how that fight went, I would be inside my room all day.”
Oblivion narrows her eyes. “She’s going to bounce back from this, right?”
Hellmare sighs, “I’m unsure. I heard the wounds that inflict on Ink were serious. I think she’s angry at herself for not doing enough knowing her.”
“But she needs to know everyone is fine. I mean....” Rust looks unsure as the DBT doesn’t know what to do but then they see someone enter Ink’s room.
------ Meanwhile in the human world -----
“So Ink got beaten by this Sukuna guy?” The wild hair boy with a scar across his nose and scars on his body twirls the knife as he heard the news.
“That’s correct, Matt. It seems like this Sukuna is very dangerous to beat. I advise with caution. He is not like the others we fought.” Sid tells him. The teen Matt aka Killer Night chuckles. 
“Jeez....I wonder if that guy is still around.” Matt said. 
“Not only that....” Sid begins.
“The fractions in NYC have disappeared as if someone took them away from here and away from this King of Curses’ onslaught.” Sid said. The members of the Lovely Horrors look concerned about this. Pete who is with Q aka Kyūsaku Yumeno, a former member of Port Mafia became frightened at the sight of Sukuna.
“Yeah.” Shirka said. “But what’s weird is I saw demons down there before that beam of light came about.” 
“Demons. Devils? Hold on, they’re getting involved???” Charlie asked as she plays her role between her hands. 
“This Sukuna guy must be really bad.....” Cobin who shuttered as Lex nods. Matt chuckles, “Well....if he’s really that strong to give Ink that much of a beating, I guess I need to introduce myself. Besides...someone has to make it up to me.”
-------- Vanity’s domain -------
“Are you done?” 
Ink who is in pajamas shirt and pants as she has bandages wrapped around her arms, legs and there were patches on her cheek. She is panting heavily as her figure looks hunched over as she is panting, gripping the edges of the table, breaking it slowly. She snaps her head to see her devil, Vanity standing there patiently. A draconic demon who has dragon snout, has horns and dark armor. He would be in demon form but now, he is in human form has long black hair he looks ruggy appearance and has dark bangs in order to come inside the room. He still has long horns and wears dark armor. He also has similar skin complexion as Ink including the grey eyes. She didn’t realized he walked in.
The Dragon of Pride sees the room a mess as chairs thrown, things are off the table and onto the floor while her greatsword Wyvern is laying flat on the ground. 
“Getting angry and throwing a tantrum won’t help, Ink.” Vanity said calmed as he swishes his dragon tail back and forth.  “WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!?” Ink yelled as her grey eyes glow furiously. “I LOST!” She felt so useless. Weak. Broken. Helpless. 
“You lost before and that wasn’t a problem for you..” Vanity simply said.  
“NOT LIKE THAT! H-He was playing with me, Vanity! He never took me seriously!!!” Ink yelled. “HE NEVER DOES!”
“Cursed spirits are a different breed...” Vanity said. “They’re closer to demons...after all.”  
“Well..Sukuna isn’t just other cursed spirit! He went after all the fractions because of me!” Ink retorted.
“Do you feel responsible for what happened?” Vanity titled his head at her.
“What do you think?!” Ink yelled. “I-I.....if I knew any better, I would just tell them to hide and not to fight him, I would take him outside of the city and none of them would get hurt. Jinx and her fraction, they wouldn’t go through something like that. Fin, Kali, Guam, Rex, Ashely, Ethan Yuuka and Jinx. None of them deserve what happened because of me!”
“That is true.” Vanity speaks, “The King of Curses wanted to get rise out of you. Not only that, you do realize the other fractions were hurt that they didn’t want to give your fraction up because of their pride. That is their choice-”
“THEY’RE OUR FRIENDS! I SHOULDN’T-”
“You shouldn’t what? Provoke the King of Curses? Are you upset that he attacked your pride in some way because you felt the need to prove yourself that you’re not beneath him in some way by merely challenging him? You felt the need to teach him with some humility?” Vanity narrows his eyes at her making Ink silent. “And look at the outcome you’re in...” Vanity said firmly. 
“Unfortunately, you learned a hard lesson and you realized your terrible mistake. Such beings are not to be trifled and you saw what it has done to you and other people you cared about. Now the question remains is....is what you are going to do after.”
“I.....” Ink sits down on the bed. “I mean....I can’t go back knowing Sukuna is out there. I can’t.....I don’t want to ”
“Are you afaird of him?” Vanity asked. Ink bit her bottom lip. 
“Ink, there is no shame in fearing someone stronger than you.”
“I’M NOT SCARED!” Ink roared, grabbing her own head. “I just can’t....I want to beat him but.....Yuji-”
Now Vanity blink “Did you hold back because of this friend that Sukuna possessed? The one you called Yuji Itadori?” Vanity asked. Ink slowly nods. 
“Then that’s understandable. However I highly doubt that Sukuna would allow the boy to die horribly but that’s not it, isn’t it? You felt like you haven’t done enough and you were back into the cornered after using your assumed best attack which leads to your defeat.” 
Ink grips her pants but didn’t say anything. 
“You think an attack like that will bring him down. Wyvern Tail Slam? But you don’t think so, you want to believe it so much, you tricked yourself that it might work.”
After using Wyvern Tail Slam, she tricks herself into thinking it might beat Sukuna but it didn’t but she wishes it was true. Vanity is right on that. She never felt so angry at herself for being so weak. 
Vanity sighs deeply. “It’s not only the matter of becoming strong. It’s learning to be wise. Do you think Sukuna become like this when he was born? No, he mastered jujutsu during the golden age of jujutsu back in his homeland where cursed spirits run rampant and where the time isn’t so forgiving to humans such as yourself. The reason he played with you is because he knows that he’s stronger than you not to mention calculated and smart. ” 
“You think Sukuna wasn’t taking you seriously? You’re right. Not because of you being a demon, it’s how you carry yourself being overconfident giving him a good excuse to beat you down brutally and attacking everyone just to test that theory. It’s okay to have some pride but you have to.....what do you humans said, back it up?” 
“You’re lucky that you were saved. As a word of advice from me, don’t pick battles you cannot win especially you of all people who knew better.” Vanity said without emotion. 
Ink grits her teeth, he’s right. Vanity is right. She has no right to challenge Sukuna and look what happened. He proved it. He show everyone in the city that she was taken down like nothing.
“However.....if you wish for a rematch and regain your honor. You need more training and experience along the way which I will help you.” Vanity gripping his weapon making Ink blinked.
“After all....we cannot allow such an Imaginary Demon to make a mockery of us...” Vanity growled.  
-------- Meanwhile -----
“Guys! The Lovely Horrors are in NYC!” Fosh informs them. 
“Are you fucking serious?!” Navarro yelled. 
“What are they planning?!” Maggie asked.
“I think I know....” Shdwkyz muttered.
------- Back in New York ------
 A pack of HYDE freaks are surrounding three people in the middle and some in the back. Shrika is the first to come to the scence. “What do we have here??”
“A cursed spirit?” A youth with black spiky hair and wearing what appears some kind of uniform. A brown-haired girl narrows as she is holding her hammer and two nails between her fingers also wearing a similar uniform. 
“A cursed spirit! Is that you call us demons?” Shrika cackled. “You’re wearing the same uniform as the pink-haired guy. The one who beat the fractions.”
“We didn’t! It was Sukuna!”
“Yeah...we know! The one who beat up the dragon! I wonder if you’re strong as him.” Shrika said.
“We really don’t got time for this.” Gojo sighed as he is still blindfolded. Shrika noticed that none of the weapons the HYDE freaks hit him. “If you’re here to waste our time, back off and run home your tail between your legs...”
“Huh?! The hell do you think you are?” It’s Jason in his werewolf form, approaching Gojo. “We’re not going to listen to some human wearing blindfold!”
Gojo smirks. “Oh...sorry to hurt your feelings, furball but if you think you’re the strong enough to take on Sukuna. You must be out of league. It’s quite funny”
“Ha?!” Jason bares his teeth at him. There is a size difference between them as Jason is towering over him. “The hell do you said? Want to repeat>”
“Alright, mutt...if you think you can take down Sukuna, take me down.” Gojo chuckles to which Jason grins. “ALRIGHT THEN!” Jason brings a machete down on it. Of course, what he didn’t expect that it would break on impact when it made contact with his personal space. 
Little does the lycan knew, he would get schooled by the strongest special grade sorcerer known to man, Gojo Satoru.
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“So you must be the guy who calls himself the King of Curses!” Matt finally found the person he’s looking for. The Lovely Horrors sent out the HYDE freaks to find out Sukuna only to see that none of them managed to touch him as all of them were diced into bloody pieces. This must be the guy.
Sukuna looks up to see a ragtag of brats, one wearing a costume with that ghostly mask, a monster that looks between a boar and an insect and the one in the middle who has that crazed look in his eyes. 
Ever since the dragon brat and her little friends disappeared, it was like his prey was taken away. Although seeing her confidence being taken down made him cackled. It was fun even if the brat is annoying. Still he wonders who this brat with the red eyes and a scar on his nose is as his cursed energy is off the charts making him lick his lips. He is strong as the dragon, it seems but how strong? 
“And who you supposed to be, punk?” Sukuna asked, playing it along. 
Matt grins widely. “You can call me Matt or Killer Night. Whichever you want to call me. I heard you’re the one who beat Ink.”
“Yeah? What’s it to ya?” Sukuna raised a brow. 
“She is the strongest and we always end up getting a draw between us. I supposed to fight her next month until you came along so you gotta make it up to me.” He smirked. 
Huh. The audacity of this brat. These demonic brats must be full of themselves, thinking they can hold a candle to him. But since he’s bored, he can play around with this Killer Night for the time being. His cursed energy is intrigued. Sukuna cackles as he taunts the boy with the fingers, telling him to bring it on.
“Alright then! Come at me and let me see what you got!” 
“Will do!” Matt grins manically as he rushes at him, pulling his knives out. 
------ 2 hour later ------
Matt never thought this guy is so tough. No wonder Ink got beaten. Matt pants as his smile never wavers. Red blood drips from his head and his arm was severed. He had to use Nyx Armor to keep himself together while he tries to dodge or something. He’s a mess and he got new scars than ever. Blood is pooling under him. He closes one eye as there is bleeding from the side of the head. His bones were crackled and it’s hard for the healing factor to keep up. He had to swallow HYDE pills to keep himself going.
This guy is slashing and dicing. 
“I have to admit, boy.” Sukuna chuckles, he heals his wounds instantly as he dust himself off, looking at the hunched and bloodied boy. “Using dark energy on any kind of weapon is smart. Using the darkness as your cover while bluffing it as an attack when you summon it is pretty smart too. What was it? Killer Night? I almost thought it’s a domain expansion at first. No wonder your cursed energy is interesting.” 
“Glad you like.....it.” Matt coughs up blood, still smiling.
Sukuna claps mockingly. “You’re just like Inky. Reckless, strong, confident and....so damn full of yourself.” Sukuna gave the dragon a nickname. “I wonder how you and that dragon brat came to a draw if you two fought so many times. I mean you’re stronger than her but I assume you’re more disciplined and a bit smarter while she plays around until shit hits the fan which makes a bit sense.” Sukuna said. 
Matt smirks. “Well....you’re not wrong...Ink is strong as me but she has her own reasons” Matt asked. 
“I see. I wish I can come here and kill you instead of my clone...” Sukuna said casually and that’s where Matt paused for a moment, “Clone?” Matt blinked dumbfounded.
“Huh? Oh! You thought you’re literally fighting me?! Oh no!” The King of Curses waves his hand. “You’re fighting a clone version of myself.” Sukuna smiles so widely it made Matt think this guy is the devil himself. 
“Huh......where the hell are you??” Matt sneers, not liking to be taken as a fool. 
“Oh? What’s wrong? Disappointed? Your feelings hurt that you won’t fight real me? Huh, I guess your bloodlust overshadows your thinking that you don’t realize it. Of course, that is to be expected. You’re nothing but a rabid animal boosted by drugs you took. You’re an animal that needs to be broken and retrained.” Sukuna gives his sadistic smile. “If you serve me, maybe I can take you out for a walk and give you a bowl of water.” 
This guy....Matt almost popped a vien, hearing that. 
“Who do you think you are?” Matt’s eyes glow dangerously, “I’m nobody’s pet.” Matt said. “You think yo won! I’m still standing! What? You send your clone for what?” Matt grins. “Scared?”
Then that’s where he got pinned against the wall with his jaw shut by the cursed spirits’ hands. He sratches his cheek with his fingernails. “Don’t kid yourself, punk.” Sukuna growled. “I’m searching for those brats who got away from me. I assume someone save them just because....” Sukuna said thoughtful, Matt growls. “But oh well. Where we are? Oh yes.” Sukuna pushes Matt through the wall and throws him down across the floors. “Breaking you.” Sukuna laughs maliciously as he jumps down.
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– B A S I C S –
NAME : Scotty
ARE YOU OVER 18? Yes / No
IS YOUR MUSE? Yes / No [[ most of them are, but there are quite a few teen muses ]] 
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi / Yes / Highly / Private 
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU FOLLOW ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi / Yes / Highly
IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH TO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? Not at all / A little / Somewhat / Mostly / Strictly / OC [[ I care about keeping my canon characters as close to their original personality / core as possible. However, I also write a lot of canon divergence and some of my muses are heavily HC-based for lack of canon material ]]
WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? One Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella
DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? No / Gifs/ Icons / Gifcons 
DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? No / Yes[[ I RP on Discord too ]]
WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE? Unplotted  / Open-Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics
HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? Very Slow / Slow (4-6 Weeks) / Average (1-4 Weeks) / Fast (Less Than One Week) / Very Fast (Less Than One Day)
WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) Fluff / Angst / Smut / Action / Tragedy / Domestic/ Family / Conversational / Hurt-Comfort / Dark / Violence / Horror
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romance / Drama / Action / Adventure / Espionage / Everything
ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? No / Yes [[ there are a few things but they are so peculiar and underused that they aren’t really worth mentioning in a general setting. At most I guess I could say that I’m not a fan of pregnancy stuff, but this doesn’t mean that I won’t write (on here) some freakish alien / parasitic accident or anything else along those lines. If you think that I won’t...think again. ]]
DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS?  HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? No / Yes [[ Unmotivated suicidal themes and too extreme, unmotivated self-harm. Also, overly descriptive r*pe scenes. I don’t care how people tag them, as long as it is tagged. ]]
– S H I P P I N G –
WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / Physical / Sexual
WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / Physical / Sexual [[ I enjoy building relationships as we go. Not necessarily in-thread, but at least through discussing them with my partners OOC ]]
DO YOU HAVE OTPS? No / Chemistry only/ Yes  [[ I’ll admit that I have OTPs for my fandoms, so I’m always delighted to get a chance to write those, but RP-wise I mostly ship with chemistry, inside and outside those ships ]]
DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? No / Yes / I don’t know yet
WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual / Pansexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Questioning
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? No / Selectively ( w/ ship only ) / Yes
HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? Autoship / During Plotting / After A Couple IC Interactions/ Several IC Interactions / Slow Burn / Depends on partner & muse
ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? No/ Selectively / Yes 
ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? (canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) No / Selectively / Yes 
ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? No / Selectively / Yes
ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER? No / Sometimes / Yes [[ with the exception of one muse from my list who is in an exclusive ship ]]
DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CROSSOVER SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Yes / Depends
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