Letters from a Breakup
11.20.21
Im so sorry
I know its the right thing
But Im so sorry
I broke your heart
When all you did was love me
You have been the best boyfriend I could ask for
Maybe I am asking for too much
There is nothing you did wrong
You set the bar high for the rest of my life
Im so sorry, I love you
11.26.21
I miss you more every day
My dad misses you too
You still text him every day
But no longer respond to me, fair enough
I miss texting you
Talking to you
Having someone who understands me completely
I don’t think I messed up, but I still love you
I need to figure this out on my own
Maybe one day I will find my way back to you
But for right now its too soon
I need to give myself time to breath
But maybe one day
11.27.21
3am break down
Anxious about literally every aspect of my life
Romantic, I cut off someone who loves and cares for me, I am the toxic one who wants to reach out
Friendship, I don’t reach out, I don’t put myself out there, betrayed those who have truly cared
Family, why am I always mean to them?
Work, I don’t put effort in and I hate it
School, haven’t looked at an assignment for the past month
Myself, I put zero effort in, sit in bed all day, no improvement
Religious, haven’t been to church in I can’t remember
What the fuck and I doing with my life
Self sabotage
Appreciate what you have, what is wrong with you
11.28.21
The last text
No more reaching out
Goodbye for now
Or is it forever
I don’t know if this is the right decision
But, its the decision I made
So buckle up, this is your life
Take responsibly
Respect his wishes
Don’t talk to him
You ripped his heart out
Now you’re stomping on it
Stop it
Don’t be selfish to someone who was so selfless to you
Goodbye for now
Thank you for everything
11.29.21
Started talking to friends more
Making new plans
Plans without you
I still whisper to myself “Goodnight”
Wishing it was to you
But each day is getting a little easier
More distractions are making it better?
I miss you
But I know life will be okay
I hope you are okay
I pray that you are okay
I miss you as a person
A person who made me feel safe
And loved
And cherished
I miss that, I miss you
12.25.21
This is it
Christmas Day
I made the right choice
My dad misses you more than I do
I hope you are well
Good bye.
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LouCast Comic #5 "The Sleepover pt. 2" (Airdate 11.29.21)
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Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. Hard to believe December is almost here already. Keeping my goals for finishing off 2021 pretty simple. Just wanting to stay active and try to burn off the stress of the holiday hustle and bustle with consistent physical activity. Keep water intake at a high level and keep the holiday sweets and treats in moderation.
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Feel I got so nostalgic and sad… all my old friends have moved on and I don’t know how to make new ones. Desperately want a romantic partner. I have all these things I want to experience but I don’t know how to make it happen.
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11/29/21
11 - 2 = 9 * (2 - 1)
Also:
(1 + 1) / 2 = √9 - (2 * 1)
Also:
√(11 - 2) = √9 = 2 + 1
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11.29.21 | going through my backlogs today (aka long topics in patho and pharma) 🤧 I don’t want to put too much pressure this week that I’d feel out of it next week so I’m taking it one by one. so far
monday: patho, pharma 4
tuesday: preventive medicine, CD, pharma 2, surgery
wednesday: pharma 3, pedia IMCI
hoping I stick with my schedule so everything will go smoothly and I’ll cover everything and still be able to do life and self-care stuff 🥰
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