#2 years difference between the two

[astralzeraphias]

i’m not your mary

#silent hill #silent hill maria #silent hill 2 #mary sunderland #redraw #i loooove redrawing stuff . u cant stop me >:3 #also . what the fuck @ the sheer difference between the two …. its only been ~2 years….. #what the fuck did drawing tfs do to my art… LOL #oh btw if my art seems . idk stiff or something ………. its bc i have zero pressure sensitivity with my new tablet and shit #figuring it out 👍

[punkeropercyjackson]

Thinking every character would be into older men is a weird ass assumption to make actually,especially when the characters in question aren't even adults

#fr i'm 22 and men with full head of grey hairs have hit on me and i still wish i'd beat their asses in public instead running away in fear #i don't even have p//edo trauma i just find no appeal in dating men old enough to be my dad(the way this phrase is a romance/p*rn trope.die) #and no i am not saying all age gaps are bad i ship some age gap pairings and one of my selfships is a 40something y/o with a 60something y/o #i just think there's a world of difference between a young adult and someone a few years older and two minors with a 1 or 2 year age diff #and someone who's just starting out being grown and someone with decades of experience or a middle schooler and a college student #this goes quadruple for characters from pg media.you can't call 'curate your experience' when you're invading children's spaces #i assure you that most kids and even adults are MUCH more interested in rizzing up people their age than getting pewpaws and mewmaws #antiproship #age gap cw #percy jackson #antilukercy #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #stephanie brown #antisladick #antisladejay #antijayslade #roy harper #antijayroy #ra's al-ghul #antijaytim #antitimras #jon kent #antidamijon #antijaysteph #bi #trans #summerposting

[nightgoodomens]

I 👏🏼 am 👏🏼 going 👏🏼 insane 👏🏼 lalalala 👏🏼

#thanks Michael #all that love in just what two sentences is sending me #the boy ❤️ is the cutest thing ever #there’s like 2 years difference between you two #but Michael always looks at David like he’s the most precious person to ever happen to him #and he talks about him like this too

[time-slink]

every so often when i feel like i’ve made progress w my art i paint a tubbo portrait to track it- except i don’t even have twitter installed anymore so i’m putting it here instead haha. previous versions under the cut

6 months ago — year and a half ago

#my art #tubbo #non hermits #not a huge difference persay between this one and the last technical skill wise? #but i limited myself to just under 2 hours for this version #think i’ve gotten a lot more efficient #the year’s difference between the first two was one of the wildest skill leaps i’ve ever made lmfao #shoutout to anyone that recognizes either of these? yes i am the same person #if i spent any more time on this one i’d def add some texture #but fun exercise regardless #dsmp #<- oops forgot to tag #slinky’s paintings #also that

[everyscreentoobeseen]

My thoughts about possible Gentlebeard makeup vs Azriacrow makeup

Gentlebeard: "Awww. Stede should just say sorry and make up. I know Ed is probably too hurt to accept it the first time but you two are so good for each other. Besides you two have only known eachother for a few weeks, every couple has fights. 😟😭"

Azriacrow: "I dont care if the earth is about to implode. Crowley shouldn't have to accept Aziraphale back after one apology! I know he has religious trauma but that dosen't mean all those 6,000 years of treating Crowley like he's beneath Aziraphale just magically goes away. I want Zira to BEG for forgiveness. More than once. And then the two can get couples therapy together. 😒😡"

#good omens #ofmd #ofmd season 2 #good omens season 3 #you go to fast for me crowley #eat a dick azriaphale #ineffable husbands #gentlebeard #blackbonnet #azriacrow #azriaphale #crowley #stede bonnet #edward teach #blackbeard #gentleman pirate #aka the difference between two weeks of miscommunication vs 6000 years

[anxiously-sidequesting]

good morning i was thinking about how the game stops referring to your wizard by name eventually(?) and thinking about how that could be connected to everyone putting this Child on a pedestal of saving the entire universe when they're probably nowhere near 18 yet and. god there's so much i could yell about but i dont have enough ask space

Aaaah yes that's a good attention to detail that you've noticed and that's an EXCEPTIONAL perspective on why that is!!! As much as I PERSONALLY will go with the idea that the YW has aged and grown physically throughout the game's timeline for various reasons there's something so METAL and heartbreaking about the fact that everyone around the YW just doesn't see them as a child anymore due to their status and their job, despite them still being so very young. That agency about them was removed from them outside of their control so now you have a 12 year old with the mind of Batman because they never had a childhood.

When even the WORLD AROUND YOU is contributing to the idea that you are no longer a child, that's gonna stick. Even though you're a teenager nobody treats you like one, you don't get to act like one, any and all notions that you are a CHILD savior is erased so now you are just a SAVIOR. At that point people aren't even treating you as an ADULT either, they're treating you as an IDEA, a CONCEPT. You are someTHING to believe in, rather than someONE. This is a very sad thing to think about! 😄

#i love this ask personally #holly slowly grows throughout the series so they're no longer a child by late arc 2-ish but- #its sad to think that theres a kid. a literal kid. solving adult problems and saving the world #and if you think about it that implies that there is NO time between arcs for the young wizard TO GROW UP between #its old cob right after morganthe right after malistaire and not even three years have passed. wow #there was this post pointing out yhe different between pirate protagonist and wizard protagonist - one of them gets therapy /hj #as much as i would love for the yw and malorn and morganthe and everyone else to have support and a happy ending- #i hope it just kinda stays like this also. i like doomed narratives as much as i like healing arcs #except for duncan and morganthe. THOSE TWO are REQUIRED to have redemption/healing arcs idgaf if morganthe is gone already #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #asks #pierrotfakinami

[moregraceful]

put 712 of the worst words ever put in a google doc tonight BUT! it is 712 more words in the google doc than i had yesterday. this fic will be more than 2k, so help me god

#the past six months have been so weird after posting over 200k last year (including the longest fic i've written since bandom) #i think i would have been fine continuing to post 1-3k one shots all year if i had not just had to request extended time off of school #but between that + having no idea if i have a regular schedule at the library + my nonprofit boss sending a harrowing welcome back #i'm like by god jason robertson we are going to take a couple of leisurely 7-10k+ strolls to get you a boyfriend or two this summer #well all that + being horrendously writers blocked on the other two longer projects lmfao oh my god #10k deep in one and every time i open the google doc a portal to hell opens up in my living room #0k into the other bc every time i open my outline another different portal to hell opens up in my shower #i get no rest. i get no peace. every morning i wake up and 5 more demons are- oh my god #bro my fucken train of thought just got completely derailed by spotify. i know i'm the last person in the world to know this but #3oh!3 and big freedia remixed rebecca black's friday?? and it's completely unlistenable?? girls what did you do #3oh!3 kill me bc no time traveler ever took their faces in hand and kissed them gently on the forehead and looked into their eyes #said ''please focus on coloradosunrise it will literally course-correct the trajectory of your career from frat house gimmick to #rowdy but respectable indie edm artists. you can remain true to your warped tour dirtbag origins but you HAVE to develop THAT sound'' #like the chainsmokers are a joke but i feel like THAT + ANGRY EMO GIRLS + THEIR TOTAL DISREGARD FOR MARKETABILITY... could have been THEM #when the piano drops?? hello?? i had so many mental breakdowns in college listening to that song they could have defined a generation #like who else is gonna get noah cyrus and ashe and gayle and olivia rodrigo's vision. only warped tour dirtbags. #me @ myself [so lovingly]: what are you talking about. how old are you #me @ myself: talk to me abt earth 2 in which 3oh!3 remixed i got so high that i saw jesus....and it whipped ass #also. i had to google how old i was. THREE TIMES last week. #the minute i turned 32 apparently i was like i'm in my mid-30s now the rest of this decade is NOT my business until i turn 38 #this post was supposed to be an uplifting reminder to myself to keep pushing forward and trying hard and to not let the rot consume me #but i think i just drove off a cliff like fully my god #i need listen to big freedia more she rules #fresno oilers.txt #another banner day in the tags with kasper moregraceful

[hella1975]

some people really still treat drugs like it's a fun little thing and im trying SO hard not to get mad about it

#like okay so the set-up is this my flatmate (F) is chronically ill and is on immunosuppressants as well as a fuckton of other stuff #and she started smoking weed bc it's the only thing she's ever found that even touches her pain #ive NEVER had a problem with that ive never had a problem with WEED even IVE done it a couple times #but me and her have VERY different attitudes towards drugs #i came from a hometown where we were between two notoriously drug-high towns/cities and we get caught in a lot of the trading #between those towns so naturally my town just generated a fuck ton of dealers starting when they were like. thirteen years old #i saw it through my entire year i was exposed to class A drugs when i was like. fifteen at parties and shit #it's HUGE in my town i seriously can't express how much it's crippled the youth of my town #like my childhood best mate's brother literally got glassed bc he got into debt with dealers it's just everywhere #so that alone makes me very wary of drugs and like. the novelty of them is just NOT THERE for me at all i actively dislike them #AND THEN there's all the kids in my year that have died bc of substances. there's the phone call when i was AT A PARTY #that my seventeen year old cousin had OD'd. like that just summed it up for me it's so prevelant that i was at a party with drugs #while he was dying. so yeah wholeheartedly i couldn't give a shit about drugs i wont touch anything stronger than weed and even that #im not keen on. my flatmate however? she DOES drugs like she smokes regularly and she likes edibles #but she doesn't come from a druggy place so it's a weird combo of me (doesn't do drugs) knowing more than her (does do drugs) #and bc she's the one who actually does them she pure WONT LISTEN TO ME #and do u know what happened last night? this girl on IMMUNOSUPPRESSANTS got completely fucked #like drank 2/3 of a big bottle of vodka within an hour. and then she fucking went and did ket #and i literally was like 'that would be an awful idea anyway but ket you're REALLY supposed to not mix with alcohol' #like obvs mixing any high class drugs is bad news but ket is renowned for going bad with alcohol #i think it's bc it shuts off the opposite side of the brain that alcohol does? so taking both increases risk of shutting the whole thing of #or smthn. like people forget than an overdose isn't always fatal and i think bc they associate overdosing = dying #they assume the risk is EXTREMELY low especially when ur young and feel untouchable #AND THEN she smoked some weed as well. like i literally sat sober with her and her mate the entire time and again in the kitchen #bc i thought id distracted her from the weed and sitting with her she thought i was just hanging out #like NO BITCH IM MAKING SURE YOU DONT KHOLE BC YOU WERE TOO STUPID TO LISTEN TO ME #and i hardly slept last night bc i convinced myself when i woke up she'd be dead in her room #and we had such a nice day planned today like it's super sunny and me F and another mate are spending the whole day at the park #but she's just cancelled bc she feels too shit and im just. TRYING not to be angry about it #WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO DUMB

[maxellminidisc]

Cracks me up every time a friend/mutual checks out hxh and that bit comes up where Leorio is like "Hey, I'm a teen too!!!" and they're like no fucking way, this man is a teenager!? LMAO

#happens every time kdnkdndkdkd #anyway contemplating going back to my leorio url cause i kinda miss it #had a mutual once who was like leorio x kurapika is nasty pika is a kid!! #and i was like my friend theyre literally just a 2 year difference between the two and they were sooooo shocked skdkdkmfldks #anyway rewatching hxh cause gabby is picking it back up and i was like hmmm maybe i should rewatch its been like 3-4 years lol

[rumbleonthemill]

Sketches to make the stress go away

#Hello Neighbor #Hello neighbor 2 #Neighbor x Player #Theodore Peterson #Nicky roth #They are actually soft with each other #And there's like ten years age difference between the two here #my art #smd stalkers au

[notmoreflippingelves]

I'm just a girl standing in front of the Elena of Avalor S3 timeline begging for it to make even a little logical sense.

#elena of avalor #honestly the only way it does is if we assume that the various avaloran holidays take place in radically different months #than their real-world counterparts #like if we assume that carnaval matches its real world equivalent #"the magic within' takes place in feb-march #but the very next episode is the final dias de los muertos one #which by real world standards is beginning of november #so you're telling me that after the massive fallout of carnaval; absolutely nothing happened for like 7-10 months(!) #and then pretty much all of the next few important episodes happen b/w Nov and Dec (assuming hannukah is also at its real world time) #so like elena spends an intense period of like 1-2 months being just completely fixated on esteban #(i mean girl; same but come on) #after having spent like nearly a year forgetting he even exists? #and then has her nice little winter holiday break #and forgets about him for a month or two in between #only to just suddenly without much logical reason just become obsessed w/ him and ash again for an ep or two #and then forgets about him again #because the plot demands it #i mean like tbf all the flores cousins read to me as neurodivergent to some degree #so i guess it makes a little sense that she'd fall in and out of hyperfocus and get distracted by other fun things #but like i feel like the situation is a bit more intense/important/demanding than just a regular special interest waxing and waning a bit #i mean the real answer is that at least some of the filler episodes were aired waaaayyy out of order #maybe we're meant to see carnaval as not actual carnaval time? but like a big random party in like july or aug?? #so like elena still ignores the plot for way too long but at least its like less than 6 months and not more #and it is making plotting s3 era fic very very hard #since it's very tricky to find the right spot to set things

[yellowocaballero]

Are there any fic ideas that you'd want to see but don't want to write?

Oh boy! Of course!

To be honest, the Green Lantern story is one of the big ones lmfao. It would be a massive undertaking for an audience of maybe five people. A niche audience normally doesn't stop me, but for such a long story, there's other uses of my time. There is also the fact that it just feels made for television. Same with my Legion of Superheroes Zoobomafoo thing - it just doesn't feel right in a text format. It's webcomic coded. I wish I could draw sometimes!

Then there's the story ideas for my AUs and other fandoms I've moved on from. There's still a few ideas for the No Chip AU in my back pocket (Cody redemption feat. Boba Fett following him around Tatooine yelling at him; Fox as the vigilante sidekick to his insane PA) and my normal Roleswap (Luke & Leia embark on a Great Father Mystery Hunt and bother Fox in the woods). There's also the continuation stories/sequels I've started but haven't finished and don't know if they will get finished (Roleswap Obi-Wan meets his birth family; my Buffy fic Angel and Cordelia through the years). There's other unfinished stories there (the Frenchie story which is literally only missing the final scene, the Heroes For Hire meeting story which is literally only missing the final scene) which I'm pretty sure I'll finish when I feel like it. I don't consider those WIPs so much as 'when I care again I'll go finish them'.

Then there's the stories that I just couldn't make into a decent story (the Naruto fix-it; the roleswap(ish?) story with adult bounty hunters Boba and Omega teaching runaway clones Luke and Leia the power of family and incredible violence). Not every idea is good outside of concept lol.

TL;DR: If I have a fic idea but haven't written it, it's because of one or more reasons: a) the idea itself is too big, b) the idea just doesn't seem right for fic, c) I've moved on from the fandom and don't want to work on it at this moment anymore, d) it just wouldn't make a good story.

If you notice, these are all active choices on my part. I only mention this because a lot of my friends can't relate, so I don't know how common it is even though I assumed it was common, and it's kind of hard to describe: there's no barrier between me having an idea and writing it. Does that make sense? If I have an idea and it'll make a good story and I want to write it I'll write it, at least until I realize that it wouldn't make a good story and I scrap it. If I think about something for too long I write it [this is why I am easily egged on][this is also why I write things I swore never to write very frequently].

Writing is like. It's easy. You just write stuff. You just think something and then you write it. It's uncomplicated.

If it's bad. Writing is easy if what you're writing is bad. It's easy to write 100k if the 100k is bad. There's a ton of shortcuts you can take, which are really useful for beginning writers and was really useful for me a few years ago. I can describe those if you'd like. It's much, much, much harder to write something good. It's hardest when you need something to be good. Writing a good 100k is really hard. I am constantly telling people not to jump into the novels kjlsdf.

Double TL;DR that has nothing to do with the topic: You can write whatever you want if you're okay with it being bad. Making bad art rocks and is a lot of fun and completely necessary towards my emotional well-being. I highly recommend it.

#for example: new wave is 117k and took 2 years and covid puppy is 120k and took 1.5 months. #wow I really digressed there lol #it felt like the most important thing to mention though #to be absolutely clear: for every one high effort good story #I NEED to write three low effort bad stories #I think making bad art is necessary for your creativity and if you want to make good art #im not joking #i struggle explaining this to people in a remotely succinct way but like #skill scaffolds #there's a lot of skills you have to develop and for a polished work they need to stack #and it took me an embarrassingly long amount of time to develop those and you can track that skill development thru my AO3 #and reading fanfic I can usually pick out what skills people have finished developing and which ones they're still working on #it has a lot to do with like The Two Different Ways To Write Fanfic #which aren't like better or worse than each other #but one is muuuuch easier to write than the other and as a result is harder to do well #and is an excellent palate cleanser of writing in between doing it the other way #which is really hard #(the difference is like 90% pacing -.- ) #my writing #my asks

[icewindandboringhorror]

Various images from the past year or so... posting my evil little photo diary collections once again..

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. one of the billions of pastel sky photos I take and post constnaly because I'm obsessed with the sky lol 2. I got #a gardening mama (like cooking mama) game from a friend a few years ago and don't really play it that much since it's not #as interesting to me in some ways but.. I do like the graphics a lot. It'd be cool if in real life when you did something correclty a bunch #of little rainbows and sparkles appeared in front of you lol. 3. Everyone makes fun of me but this is how I like to have sandwiches #.. basically a salad in between two pieces of bread. barely any meat and cheese but then like 2 inches of lettuce and tomatoes and stuff.. #half an entire head of iceberg lettuce on one sandwich... the Cronch... 4. Weird little light colored spider doing a split on the netting #of this strawberry garden. 5. ice creambe... 6. tiny tiny babey strawberry son.. 7. Went to someone's house and they #had this weird channel (I guess for halloween?) where it was like 8 different channels playing at once and you could watch them all #simultaneously (I don't think this is the intended purpose of it I think it's more just to show what's currently airing) #but it's kind of surreal and interesting.. with how on tiktoc and stuff they have those weird sensory overhwleming #videos where its' like 3 videos playing at once with unrelated audio. I wonder if one day people will just watch 8 screens #of tv at once like this after everyone offically has only a 2 second attention span lol. To me its kind of hard to pay attention #to but is an interesting excercise I guess. Like it was a cool challenge to try to watch it all at the same time #8. THE temperature indoors at NIGHT during the late summer........... AUGH..... #9. a pleasant little breakfast of scrambled eggs with green onion. baked salmon. sauteed corn. and a few almonds pecans and pineapple #leftover from making smoothies with it the day before. I eat basically the same rotation of things for every single meal every single #day (like literally I have had the same exact breakfast for about 2 years with zero variation except for special occasion) so whenever I do #actually have the energy to make something different or I have some interesting food for some special occasion reason. I feel more #inclined to document it lol.. like.. oooooo...eggs.. Which are normal to some people. but to me it's like.. wow... revolutionary.. so #different from my usual Scheduled Bland Stomach Problems Safety Gruel lol. #photo diary #spiders tw

[fourteenthz]

he is just like me fr fr

#this quest is a bit creepy i'm gonna be honest with yall I'm still not sure abt this one chief #but they did put that quote in there by the end SO I was like “he gets me. it IS all about balfran. we all DO own it to them.” #anyway obligatory fxii update post (dw I leave the balfran rant at the end): starting for the boys bc vossler+basch? lowkey ilberd+raubahn #I was trusting him but at some point it didn't felt right (maybe bc he showed doubts for balthier but whatever) but it gets to me #when he goes “did I act too quick? or was your return too late?” its exactly about that. basch has been sentenced to death for 2 years but #vossler was out there seeing how things were doing. i'm at the point where ashe agrees to go with larsa now and it DOES #feel hypocritical but he was right. and I truly believe vossler to know what he was getting into like yeah empire bad and honestly #if theh can trust anyome there is larsa and no one else but he didn't know that. and he didn't saw any other way. he IS wrong but at the #same time i adore how the narrative goes with it like yeah he is wrong but would anyone do otherwise? it's fun. I love political intrigue. #eating this game up raw everytime they start to talk abt it even if I don't rememeber the name of half the cities/judges. guessing time: #basch's brother is like lowkey at larsa's side. he will probably be redeemed at some point. + i unsure abt ashe + the controling those #crystals... but I'm sooo into everybody's flaws in this game and how intricate they are to the dynamics around them #ashe is quick to jugde and protect bc she is extreme about her opinions hence why she trusts easily when other wouldn't + stubborn #there's such sweet (i want to say ALMOST sibling like/older sis) relationship growing between her and vaan i ADORE it #the talk of them about vaan's brother like.. she just listens... and say sorry when she can help and gets all smiley when he says they will #find out together it's just so sweet. i love thag ashe cares so much and this is why she is so harsh 90% of the times. she just. cares. #and I LOVE how basch is much more understanding of all of this than vossler ever was. #LOVE how he has his knight morals but trate everybody as equalls even ashe. the “a shame for me and you. but for dalmasca is hope” #part got me tearing up lol. they are the same these two. theh have different views and expectations and responsibilities but their experien #are the same.so its always fun having a glimpse of them talking about it #we should have more of those please. but honestly overall the dynamics between ffxii characters is so much better than I expected/remember #they may have their cliches like character tropes they fit (yes I'll admit half of them are star wars og trio coded) BUT their relationship #are so refreshing it just feels new. no one treat the kids with disdain but they still call them out on their bs + the basch having his #knight morals but not thinking of himself/royalty higher that I spoke before + how fran and balthier are both the contrast of what anyone #would make of them like COME ON. It's so good. and haha speaking of them.... I have 4 tags left to talk abt those mfs so I'll be QUICK like #I look insane thinkng and watching these two interact bc sometimes balthier will throw bs like “i always knew she didn't like being tied up #aigh... what.. what am I suppose to do with this info.. like have they ? talked abt this ?? or did he think abt it enough to make a guess ? #I can never tell my hc for them bc ?? I don't remember them being 100% cannon so I'll have to finish the game again to tell u guys abt it #but I think until then they can be a little freaky u know. as a treat for the horrors they are going through. also I need another post hold #kelly plays xii

[exopelagic]

cue screaming abt legends Z-A

#I’m so happy they went for kalos instead of unova #like I love unova. I love unova. but I wasn’t sure what they’d do with it that would feel right #also I was 100% expecting johto either let’s go johto or legends celebi bc SO MUCH johto in that presents. THE UNOWN. and raikou and silver #but man kalos!!!! I rlly love the gen vi pokemon and it’ll be so cool to see what they do with a different version of the region #I’m expecting a kinda time travel element honestly? it seemed to go between futuristic + past stuff a BUNCH #with the redevelopment plan and the shiny light city #+ the two versions of the map it shows. those are Definitely 2 versions and one of them is past + more similar to the one we know #and one is updated but that could just be updating for switch #but ALSO Z-A. like okay AZ for a start is coming back but that’s very much a going backwards indication right #man my friend got to watch in real time as I went through the plot of the kalos games and remembered AZ and have everything click into place #it took me way too long to click that it was kalos in the trailer like it took me until talonflame to be like wait. and then PRISM TOWER #but god yeah I’m just like. I wanna know where they’re going with this bc I DOUBT it’s war era #it definitely COULD be but it would feel like a lot yknow for lumiose to be so similar that long ago #it’s not like 3000 years is a reasonable number in the first place anyway pokemon is weird #rlly rlly hoping there is the full region and that it’s made to feel less empty than paldea and hisui #if they’re going for an open world again which I feel like they will #I saw someone say they’re setting the whole thing in lumiose which would be a CHOICE. it’d be very different for sure #I don’t wanna say I wouldn’t like that but it would be a completely new kinda pokemon game. which would fit the legends idea. who knows #also wanna know what’s up with that logo bc I don’t recognise it. most similar is the aether foundation but that’s not close #even if it would make sense for aether to be around here (and I rlly hope they are) #okay wait so prism tower existing means it HAS to be future right bc clement designed it right? unless he redesigned it or smth #also I am excited abt megas coming back. I do like them they’re easily my favourite of the gimmicks #and I hope this means they’ll be sticking around again near future even though it’d be easy for them to drop them after this legends game #I can see them using lumiose or an otherwise limited setting as a way to stop it being a traditional game bc it’s proooobably not gonna be #like. go get gym badges yknow #yeah I’m rlly excited I can’t wait to see what they do with zygarde and where they’re going with this #pokemon #my money is still on time travel going backwards #luke.txt #plza

[fearandhatred]

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#fearandhatred #on the canvas syllabus for one of my modules our ta included pre-tutorial instructions to form groups and bring an item to share #but the thing is i have no way of reaching any of my tutorial classmates because i don't even know who the hell they are #and i missed the first tutorial which was on zoom anyway so like. useless #also we haven't had a face to face lecture in the past two weeks. the first time was because of chinese new year #but the second time our professor didn't even give a reason so like what the fuck #anyway i don't think it's that big of a deal because this isn't like a graded presentation just class participation at most #but idk whether the rest of my classmates have already formed groups if they know each other (none of my friends are taking this module) #so yeah i have been mildly nauseous for the past 2 days because of this. thanks prof #anyway the tutorial is today! in 12 hours. we will see how it goes. maybe i'll just derealise and then i won't feel anything <3 #not giving af is not going well #hell week lol. goodnight #actually no fuck you there's a reason no other professor has ever done this and why it's always pre-allocated groups at the very least #how do you expect communication between students from like 500 different majors with no actual main communication channel #that is not how it works in our college bro i'm about to start insulting you in malay i'm so serious. bodoh